i don't know why but today,my stm is just so serious.jut now i remembered that i wanted to tell bernice something.but when i signed in,i forgot what i wanted to tell her.than i wanted to tell amanda something.but now that she's online,i forgot what i wanted to tell her!!grr!!!

just helped my mother cooked!!so fun!!
tomorrow going auntie's house to celebrate her birthday.should i go?doon't even feel like going la.lazy please.go there i'll probably just bored to death la.or i'll just rot there lor.if not i also don't know what to do la.maybe i shall just stay at home la.

yay!!my mother has agreed to let me buy both crumpler and adidas!!yay!!



that L-O-V-E song
let the dancing twirl me around
feel the tapping on the ground
swing this way and that way too
i love dancing next to you

show me a L
show me an O
show me a V
and finish with an E

L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
that's the way it's meant to be
L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
ilove you..you love me!!!
whoo!

you loose your heart i'll loose mine
show me a love and i'll be fine
we stay close and never apart
i love dancing next to you

L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
that's the way it's meant to be
L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
i love you..you love me!!!
whoo!!!
l-o-v-e
LOVE <3

i shall summarise everything.
-went town
-see crumpler bag
-walked to paragon
-wanted to buy.saw adidas one.so much nicer(:
-went for lunch
-off to auntie's place
-mommy and the rest mahjhong-ed
-STAR AWARDS!!!
-dinner-ed with daddy
-here i am!

that's overall what i did today.

i just woke up 5 min ago.now it's like already 1.30 la.how great.
and my mother and sister is out of the house!even greater.
and guess what?my mother never bring along her hp!!
that's the best thing she done i tell you.how to find her now??
well.i think she pruposely don't bring one.cause she know's that
i will sure call her.so don't bring lor.and somemore her phone is
right outside my room!!!so if you don't call it purposely than what?
grr!!

we are no longer that close anymore.
ever since she came in,things have changed.
everything.i guess.she has changed everything between us.
all those happy memories that we have.
it has all become history.now is the present.
face it up.she has changed everything.
to think that till now i still take you as my best ____ ____.
but.no longer.
we can never go back to the past where you were my only good friend.
no longer.i even thought that we could be friends.forever.
but now,the thought can only be kept in history.
everything will still have to go on.
and i guess.this is her true colours!(:

part of my wishful thinking;

lunched at tiong with amanda and carmen.
tiongh bahru park after.talked in the TRAIN!!
than carmen had to leave.to vacum her house.haha.
me and amanda left for tiong again.than walked around.she went to play house of dead 2 because she wanted to use up her coins.than after that decided to watch movie.watched ZATHURA!! nice!!before that went rajah inn for dinner.steamboat!!amanda ate the tom yum one.and her face was so so red!!was late for the show.not late la.missed the advertisement lor.on time for the show.the show was ok la.but a bit too loud.we kept screaming and screaming la.like the cinema belong to us like that.so loud la.today the cinema was not cold.don't know why.it's raining now.and i don't like it.although it's nice to sleep la.haiya.this is suppose to bve a long long post.but don't know why it seems short.sigh.
was late about 10 minutes for rainbow connection!):

turn up the christmas mood!!

yeah!!it's december and christmas is coming!!and it means time for shopping!!although not i buy things la.but i get to choose things!!that's what i like(:

dreamt again last night.dreamt of ashley joyce rachel mel carmen amanda felicia zhenyi zhixian.and this time i dreamt of year 2006 ok.first day of school.and guess what!?! i can't find my class!!so i joined felicia and all.than had P.E.than over to this dark dark place.than told felcia that i need to find my class.went general office.than know that my class is at some 292 like that one.than made way to 2nd level.went to look for this class and asked if it's 3p.but it's 3mm.fine!!3p was next door!!went in.no one at all.than i asked the teacher.don't know who's the teacher leh.
me:is this 3p?
teacher:yes!
me:huh?!?why got nobody one?
teacher:today the whole class never come except you.
me:HUH!!!than i'll be having lessons by myself?
teacher:than?

than i asked felicia to go back to her class and she said don't want cause she scared or something like that la.so stupid lor.haiyo.i've been having funny funny dreams this few nights la.but it's kinda fun when you think of it after you woke up!(:

i'm still considering!!sigh.so so confused!!): i don't like!!grr!!!

i'm a HAPPY KID!!!(:

this is almost the same as what is on zhixian's blog.

list 20 people you know in no particular.

1.angielina
2.felicia
3.amanda
4.rachel
5.melanie
6.carmen
7.joyce
8.ashley
9.louisa
10.xinyi
11.kelly
12.zhenyi
13.bernice yeo
14.cherng shing
15.yanling
16.bernice ong
17.leesimann
18.chermaine
19.zhixian
20.juanita

1.how did you meet [3]?
-school

2.what would you do if you never met [5]?
-i'd be so so lonely without her

3.what do you honetly think of [10]?
-blur..seriously and honestly

4.did [19] and [18] ever go out?
-nope

5.have you ever like [3]?
-love her la.she's my daughter.ever come across a mother who don't love her daughter?

6.if [1] died tomorrow what is one thing you would need her to know?
-it's really a pleasure kowing you.

7.would [2] and [11] make a good couple?
-huh?!??! you must be kidding?NEVER!!

8.who is [6] going out with?
-??

9.describe [7] in three words:
-pretty crazy smart!

10.would [1] and [17] make a good couple?
-huh?? NO WAY PLEASE.[1] is super straight.

11.what do you think when you see [8]?
-cheerful(:

12.tell me something humiliating about [11].
-like got nothing leh.

13.do you know any of [6]'s family member?
-her mother?

14.on a scale of 1 to 10,how cute is [14]?
-my talking partner?EXTREAMLY! 11/10

15.what language(s) does [19] speaks?
-english chinses and sometimes weird language.

16.what would you do if [19] just professed her love?
-siao!

17.who is [8] going out with?
-bu zhi dao

18.is [9] a boy or girl?
-girl la!

19.would [18] and [4] make a good couple?
-so not.they don't even know each other.

20.what grade is [17] in?
-sec 1 in year 2006

21.when was the last time you talked to [1]?
-long long ago man!!

22.does [1] have any siblings?
-yupp.

23.would you ever date [3]?
-IMPOSSIBLE!

24.would you ever date [7]?
-HELL NO!

25.is [15] single?
-yupp.

26.what is [2]'s 2nd last name?
-her full name is felicia yip la.

27.what is [3]'s middle name?
-full name:amanda tan man qi.

28.what is [10]'s fantasy?
-music?being blur??

29.do you think [1] and [20] will ever be best friend?
-huh??they argue whenever they talk!how to be best friend?

i think this is fun.try it!

out just now.queensway!saw this adidas bag.nice.
and now i don't know if i should buy crumpler bag or the adidas one??i really want a crumpler bag.but the adidas one is nice too.haiya.

just woke up.watched chicken little last night.nice!no plans for later yet.
met loads of people at dream land last night.
mel zhixian rachel amanda amanda's ahem old classmates and alot alot of people la.and i dreamt that we were checking exam papers.together with my old classmates.than when i reached home,this someone,ask me to call her.than she never pick up the phone.grr!!!than still can call and ask me ahy i never call la.WHT please.than end of dream.but i continued sleeping.dream-less.sigh.

nothing more to talk about.just feel like posting this up.so yupp.

dream come true!

IM UTTERLY BORED NOW!!
SOMEONE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME!!
IM BORED!!!

grr!!that stupid person!!!now that i'm free to play anything she doesn't reply!!!grr!!how to play like that?well.she probably died due to boredom while waiting la.i made her wait for almost half an hour.my fault.sigh.i guess now it's my turn to wait till there's some changes.maybe she go offline or reply la.meanwhile...stone infront of the com!!

THEY will NEVER be replaced!

at home now.those that are suppose to be away from singapore is away.those that are suppose to be in singapore are in but they are not going online?hmm..holidays are really boring.someone actually asked me play games with her.hmm..hehe(:
LALALA.I'M SUPPOSE TO FEEL HIGH NOW!but i just can't.maybe need some warming up la.my father was playing with my iPod just now la.when i was in the kitchen.than he come shouting"HOW TO LOWER DOWN THE VOLUME?!?!"
than me and my mother got a shock la.he actually turn it up to the maximum.know how to turn up but don't know how to turn down.sigh.than being kind,i helped him la.(because i have to!)hmm.shall i be kind again and play games with her??haiya.see first la.i'm busy now.when i free see if she still online lor.if yes then i play.if no than too bad lor!):

met no one at dream land yesterday.i didn't even go there.was just sleeping and sleeping without going there.guess i was too tired la.i didn't even sleep at the chalet.it looks as if it's gonna rain anytime.and the rain is gonna be a heavy one.hope it doesn't rain.but stay in a cooling weather.hee(:for now,i shall go see if she's still online.if yes than play with her lor.bye people.

let's hope that those that are going away takecare and come back in one piece!(:

im back from the chalet!!!finally i have my bolster my bed!!so nice!!although there's no air con.but it's totally ok!

went to meet amanda at 10.30 at tiong.i was late.over-slept.hehe(: after that went to bukit merah ntuc.grocery shopping!!than went over to my house.ashley called.saying that she's having tuition so will be late.but than after 5 minutes,she called back saying she haven't buy books.so cannot study.came over to my house at 1.30 like that.set off to pasir ris!!!but before that went shopping for food.hehs(:

reached chalet.checked in.pack a little here and there.blew balloons.help shift things.met bernice.she called before that asking where is the room.i told her P01 but she heard as 301!! wth la.saw her.ashley was hungry so bbq-ed a little food for her.as well as some for us.(:

went over to escape.ashley never go because she going over to rachel's house for sleepover.so me amanda and bernice went in.went to play flippers(something like that) with bernice.than over to WET AND WILD!!! i like!! i wanna play again!!!sat at the back the first time.got all wet.I LIKE!!!than went tp play viking.amanda never play.as usual.cause we were seating at the last row.bernice was screaming and screaming non stop.because i pulled her hands away from the handle.hehe(:than went obver to play WET AND WILD again.play and play and play.than the person there asked us if we know how many boats there were.we were guessing and guessing.than they said over 10 because the boat number got 11,12 this type of number.then i said 5.haha.but the actual answer was 8!!!planned to take inverter but didn't in the end.it was too fast.next time i will!(:continued playing WET AND WILD till it was quite dark.bernice had to leave.around 7+.so we left lor.

we actually wanted to leave bernice and let her go back by herself to the chalet than we continue playind WET AND WILD.but then it's dark and i'm scared so we decided to walk back with bernice.and so lucky we walked back with her la.she didn't know her wy back lor.she was walking all over.lucky please.than she had over 13 missed calls from her mother.she got scolded.SORRY BERNICE! than me and amanda went to bathe.after that went to eat.

amanda and i were being selfish.we bought that sparkling grape juice before.than we had it in the room when no one knows beside my cousin,sister and uncle.so only a few of us shared.hehe(:then after that went to walked around.amanda was on the phone with_____.leaving me all alone.entertaining myself.how sad!!!went back chalet.nothing to do.than when everyone was getting ready to sleep.me and amanda went to heat up the food and we had a picnic outside.hehs(:

than after that sort of cleared the place. than sat down to play fire.also talked.some people say that i never asked her to go and play.she didn't even tell me if she was going in the first place!!and it becomes my fault!!!grr!! than we played with the match sticks and fire starter.fun la.and i was telling amanda that leting me know how to light a match is not a good thing.amanda agreed with me!!!

amanda stayed over.at first she was not.but than decided to.i couldn't sleep la.till 3+ i was still messaging carmen when all of them were asleep.including amanda.all was snoring like pig la.i cannot sleep lor.their snoring is louder that my music!!!all the way till six plus than i fell asleep.cause my mother was awake,and the noise pollution was much better.thats why i can get to sleep.but than!!!at 8+ they woke me up la.grr!!!and my sister.she happily went swimming early in the morning.around7+ to 8 like that lor.than come back and make noise.grr!!!checked out around 11+.fetched amanda home!went for luch.they ate.me a bit.and here i am!!

might be going chalet again next month!!!at sentosa this time!

i love them all except you!

YEAH!!MY SADISTIC FRIEND IS BACK!!!
HOW I MISSED HER!(:

now that she's back,many people is going away.crazy!'s one of them.she's going away to perth.never coming back till 3rd dec.i'm gonna miss her.cause when she's gone,there's no one to talk to online.sob sob.i wanna get away too.i wanna get away to far far away.never coming back till it's 31 dec.than i won't be bored.i'll go everywhere i can.miss me people!!haha.but right now,the only place i can go is to dream land!!and see who i'll meet today.someone nice i hope.cause i never met anyone yesterday.hardly slept.bye people.and to those who are oing away,takecare and come back in one piece!

i'm a happy kid once again;

went to watch SMURF!!!
it's nice la.tomorrow.non sleep over chalet.but amanda and sharon coming over to my hse.to stay over:/ not very good.cause i'll have to pack my room!!!grr!!how am i able to do it in like 1 day time??haiya.but they are coming over for sure.i'll have to start packing man!! if not i won't know where they gonna sleep or seat lla.seat got space la.sleep maybe only one can sleep lor.haiya.i said i only got one mattress.amanda and sharon share lor.than amanda sai i siao!! what can i do?/i've got only one mattress.haiya.we'll say when the time comes.now the most important thing is to pack my room and make space.

whoo!! my font is so big all of a sudden!haha.hmm.they really made my day!!
thank you to:
joyce for her birthday wishes thrice
once at excatly 00.00hee(:,her testi,and when i talked to her online.
ashley for her early wishes.
carmen for her msg at 00.31
fer for her birthday greetings.
amanda for wishing me happy birthday on msn and testi.
cousin(elyn) for her unreadable msg
cousin(meiling)for her readable msg
sharon for her birthday msg.
ashley carmen mel and joyce for their present.

i really want to thank you this people.they really brighten up my day!!thank you thank you!!(:


dream come true?

HAPPY DAY TODAY!!(:
in the morning went queensway.get stuff.
bought a adidas bag!!nice.
than walk around.after that headed down to town!
collect birthday cake.than cabbed home.
went out have dinner with parents.
went to have the indian food.i tell you!
it almost killed me!!so spicy la.not nice!!):
went home after that.ashley and carmeen came over to pass me present!!THANKYOU!!!
five plus carmen had to leave so ashley left as well.
ashley's scared of hamster.haha.and i took it infront of her!and she screamed as if she's being raped.tsktsk.
walked ashley to the bus stop.waited with her for the bus.than ashley kept saying that my sister's name is ver niceASHLYN!very nice meh?hmpf.than walked home with ASHLYN.went to bathe and here i am.

saturday is my party.amanda bernice sharon is going.hmm.had a long time before i finally get sharon to go into escape.haha.than they are coming over to my house after the chalet??i'll have to start packing my room!!grr!!hmm.haven't ask if bernice wants to come.i hope not.there's no more space la.but never mind.the more the merrier!!(:

i love them all!!(:

long day today.im out all day till now.tired.but fun!!
SENTOSA!!ashley amanda and felicia.

we went mad while on the beach tram.but before that,
went play water.saw a few little fishes.fer tried to catch them.
made sand ball.i can finally make it round.yeah!!
went to shower.than took the beach tram.fun man!!
we took like so long.when we first take,me and amanda
dropped off at 7-11 to get something while fer and ashley
continued the ride.after we bought everything,went out
of 7-11 and the tram came.how on time!!!ate on the tram.
funny la.amanda dropped her soup.haha.than she couldn't
find her wallet.so they alight halfway and ran back to 7-11
to look for her wallet.phew!!found it!!
than continued taking the tram la.fer
and ashley felt like playing the playground so they alighted
while me and amanda continued on the tram.
after they came back,we all became high!!
started to sing song!!

many many songs!!these are the songs:
(same tune as the singapore town)
1) you could take a little trip around SENTOSA BEACH
in the SENTOSA city TRAM.
to see PALAWAN and TANJONG BEACH
DOLPHINE LAGOON and
all of us!
because it's SENTOSA SENTOSA
our hearts are big and wide you'll find
because in SENTOSA SENTOSA
you'll find happiness (clap x3)
for everyone!!!!
lets go down to the SILOSO BEACH its an unforgetable sight
to see the sun rise from a far away island(or something like that)
turning darkness into bright.
because in SENTOSA SENTOSA
our heart are big and wide you'll find
because in SENTOSA SENTOSA
you'll find happiness(clap x3)
for everyone!!!
(hehe.i was the one whoi gave this idea and ashley helped with the siloso part)

2)put the lime in the coke you nut and drink it all up
put the lime in the coke you nut and drink it all up.
fer:now let me get this straight.
put the lime in the coke you nut and drink it all up
put the lime in the coke you nut and drink it all up.
put the lime in the coke you nut and drink it all up.

3)you are my sunshine
my only sunshine
you makes me happy when skies are grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away.
amanda:remixed!
you are my sun sun sun sun shine
my only sun sun sun sun shine
you make me ha ha ha ha py
when skies are grey grey grey grey grey
you never know dear
how much i love you
please don't take my sunshine away.

4)she'll be coming round the mountains when she comes.yiha!
she'll be coming round the mountains when she comes.yiha!
she'll be coming round the mountains
she'll be coming round the mountains
she'll be coming round tthe mountains when she somes.yiha!!
yipee yaya yipee yipee ya.yiha!
yipee yaya yipee yipee ya.yiha!
yipee yaya yipee yipee yaya yipee yipee yaya
yipee yipee ya!!yiha!!

thats all la.than we were singing this songs over and over again!
fun man!! i tell you.going sentosa with them is never a mistake!!
fer recorded down while we were singing than she said will put it
into cds and give it to us!!yeah!!we're gonna cut album.oh ya!!
when people chu chang pian we say that they cut an album in english right?
but fer says that its not cut album but produce album or something like that.
but its cut album mah.anyone tell me if its cut album or what?

and when we was singing,the tram moved pass this group of people.
than one of the guy was like giving us three drops of sweat la.
than when we turned back,we did the same thing to them!!
than we started laughing at things.even the smallest thing that happen.
but after awhile,i was still laughing.this time,laughing at nothing.or fun.
i know it's a uncivilized act la.but who cares??
according to fer,sentosa is a freestyle place.
so we can do whatever we want.means i can laugh too.

two lalu things happen.first was me and fer running after the tram!!!
cause i wanted to go toilet.so she went with me la.than when we came out,
she went to the next stop to see.and the tram was there.so fer asked
me to run la.than i ran lor.but not as fast as her.than both of us was like running
after the tram.fer was this close.but didn't make it.so we went over to the next stop.
and we learnt that running after a tram is a very silly plus retarded thing to do.
another maluating thing is.while we were on the other tram.cause we transfered.
ashley dropped her slippers half-way!!!funny man!!than this kind uncle help her
pick it up than drove his lorry all the way to where we were to pass it to her!!
funny i tell you!!!haha.

after sentosa,went tiong with them.dinner-ed.
KFC!!!some this are just so co-incidental.(spelled like that?)
fer and ashley kinda cheated me ok.
they told me that once after they eat finish than leave.
in the end they finished still don't wanna leave lor.
so me,i stood up!and told them i wanna leave le.
than fer and ashley also stand up.haha.had i known that
they would stand when i stand,i should have stood up
earlier.sigh.but it's ok! i'm home now!!(:

i just love them that much!!(:

sigh.today's shopping is not as good as i thought.
left home at 12+.reached town.met cousin.
went to get my sister's stuff.went wisma after that.
saw amanda and her mother.nothing special.
than went for lunch.after that went paragon.
look at crumpler bag.was about to get it.than my
mother:go see others first la.tsk.what's the problem la.?
saw this nike and adidas one.not bad.but still prefer
crumpler!!than my mother.haiya.you go consider again
first la.like what is there to consider la.i like that one!!
and they wanted to buy the small one?put what lor?
than the big one was ok.they say too big.haiya.
don't know who's the one using can?grr!!

tomorrow going sentosa.hmm.
i'm not excited at all.and i don't know why lor.
in fact,i don't want it to come.sigh.
but i gotta face it.it's just tomorrow.too late to
back out now.anyway.i think it'll be fun.cause
talking partner will be going.
complain partner will be going too.
so is small minded partner.
crazy partner as well.
so i guess it's gonna be fun???!!??
hmm.lets hope so.

happy kid once again (:

angielina flew off to taiwan yesterday.
i hope she remembers to bring back
her nonsense and stuff la.
and not leave it in taiwan.sigh.
lalalala.
now its in the middle of the night.
im talking to carmen.
ok.nothing special.lalalala.
going shopping later.around
1+ 2+ hee(:
and now is like only 1251A.M!
haha.how am i gonna survive the night??

back from my sister's orientation.
haha.she has a classmate in the same class as her la.
lucky please.she won't be lonely like me.sob sob.
she got into HONOLULU.
haha.funny please.i mean.of all classes.
HONOLULU??haha.
then wen tiong.
sigh.its my everyday 2nd home please.
i go there almost everyday la.

going shopping tomorrow!!!
although with my mother la.
but still better than staying at home
though.hehe(:
than its monday.SENTOSA!!(:
than nothing else for the week.
and um a HAPPY KID!(:
YEAH!! IT'S GOOD TO BE A HAPPY KID!(:
THATS WHY I LOVE BEING ONE.HEHE(:

nightmare come true;

went to cut hair.AGAIN!
this the second time la.
but this time! i sort of got what i want.
hehe(: so i'm a HAPPY KID!
today is friday.
tomorrow's saturday.
than it's sunday.going shopping!!(:
than it's monday.SENTOSA!!!(:
than it's the rest of the week.boring!!
and my sister is on holiday le.
so on tuesday onwards till the last day of holiay,
the house would be in a chaos.tsktsk.
thats bad.but never mind.lalalala;
hmm.nothing to say anymore.
takecare people.

hahaha.this is lame but funny ok.
my mother was measuring the floor.
than because the floor is too long for the
measuring tape.so my mother had to like
keep bringingforward la.than my sister
was like.eh.mommy catching snake leh.
and my mother's action was real funny ok.
so me and my sister laughing and laughing la.
funny please.sigh.

ok.lets see what's for this week.
weekend going shopping.
with mother and cousin.hmm.
than monday.sentosa.
amanda ashley felicia.
wednesday!
my birthday!(:
but no big deal.it comes every year.
than thats it.nothing for the time being.
life's boring during the holidays:
hmm.went town with my mother this afternoon.
to get cake for TAN ASHLYN!!!
her cake and i have to go along.grr!!!!
and i got nothing!!
i think im gonna read for the rest of the holidays.
read read and read.im so gonna read so many books.
i hope it comes true.haha.
tomorrow im gonna go to TAN ASHLYN'S school to help out.
hee(: im kind.than im so gonna disturb those children there.haha.
ok.for now.i think i shall go online and disturb those people.hehe.
im bad.

DREAM come true?

wanting to be a HAPPY KID once again.
i just simply love being a HAPPY KID!(:

ita a NIGHTMARE come true;

i guess im not a HAPPY KID at all.

its just a DEAM;

im a HAPPY KD.

its all a DREAM;

lalalala.
holidays are horrible.tsktsk.
its gonna rain soon.
hope next monday when i go sentosa it won't rain.
im still considering to go with them after sentosa or not la.
if fer goes than i go.
i can't leave her alone.and let her go hoe by herself.
lets just pray hard that fer's not going.
than i'll love her so much.hee(:

today is so scary la.
i just signed into msn than all the juniors started talking to me.
scary ok.this won't usually happen.
unusual man!!but its also a good thing.
I GET ENTERTAINED!!!
haha.hmm....
what are candy canes for??
its meant to cane candys when they are not behaving.
i know its lame.sigh.
and now,no one's talking to me!!!
grr!!!!
how boring can holidays be??
never mind.
i shall talk about different types of people again.
but i have no people in mind now to talk about.
im using my mother nokia 8210 now.
haha.i scared that i might break my
6170 into half at this rate of opening and closing.
so 8210 is the best now.hee(:
lalalalalala.
i pratically have nothing to say.so thats all folks!
bye.and takecare(:

its all a NIGHTMARE.

im so jealous of those that has LEXUS RX300!!
its so nice la.im gonna buy it next time.
(not the car model.the ACTUAL one)
i don't care if its out dated already or what.
or i must seat in the car at least once!!
its damn nice la.like a piece of treasure lor.
so bloddy damn nice!!i like la.
and my mother said its not nice.hmpf!
whatever lor.i like can already.
than i told her not to seat in my car next time!
and guess what she said?
she said don't seat don't seat la.
i'll remember this.haha.lalalalalalalala.

i feel so useless ok.
i don't dare to call people one la.
esp. their hse!!but if its people from the clique,
i dare la.but not amanda.
i don't, know why.just very scared lor.
and the worst is when their parents or who ever
say they not at home! i tell you!
thats disaster!!you don't know if say thank you better.
or bye bye better.sigh.
i hate this.and also another thing.people don't reply msg.
and when you need their reply urgntly,they don't reply.
but when you not urgent to get their reply,they reply!!
how irritating ok.
and this actually happen to ME!!!!
grrr!! it simply pissed me off.hmpf!!

and also some people.they make use of you.
than after they get what they want,
they just throw you aside like they never knew you!
wth.i hate this type of people la.and they call you.
but only once in a blue moon.and and and.
they call you just to make use of you for entertainment.
simply because they are bored.after you call them,
they simply forget that you are still on the line.
they keep quiet.what's the difference if you are bored or not?
just don't understand these kind of people.sigh.
and.they get everything out of you.including your friends!!
they complained about your this best friend called A.than,
the next moment you her her saying that she's going out with A!
two-headed snake la!! (its zhenyi's somehow copyrighted by zhenyi.)
than few days later,you know they became the best of all bests friends.
than your these frind who made you of you,just take it as though nothing happened.
and when you call them for entertainment,they just stay on the line and keep quiet.
and when you ask them to talk,they say they are busy.wth la.
there's actually these type of people existing one earth.and they are around ME!!

and there's also this one type of people.
they think that laughing at jokes is an uncivilised act.
i mean.you would laugh at jokes WHEN THEY ARE FUNNY RIGHT?
unless that person is some crazy one or slow one who doesn't laugh at something
which is PURE FUNNY!!!sigh.these people just don't have a sense of humour in them la.
i mean.don't tell me that a NORMAL person don't laugh at things that are FUNNY??
thats how a NORMAL person would react.not that im stuborn or what la.
but what im stating is the fact.sigh.just don't understand these people.

and there also another type of people.
they say that they don't like this person called B.
but,they continue hanging out with B.and when asked,
they some say did it out of pityness.others say no choice.
i mean.what's your problem?don't like say don't like la.
just tell B straight in the face.why bother to do it.
and doing it out of no chioe and pityness!!
B can always go find other friends.not as if B is those anti-social type.
sigh.and there is also this type of people,they say you are her bestie.than,
behind her back,you complain and complain about her!!
why can't they just live together happily as friends??
there's no need to do this right??if you are those heartless people,
just hang out with who you want la.
don't go hang out with people just because you pity them.
or doing it because you have no choice.sigh.
things like these are actually happening around ME!!

happening around EARTH.
EARTH.its suppose to be a happy place.
where all of us live together happily.
and live together in harmony right?
why cause those riots??
why cause troubles because you are not happy with these someone?
and why go bomb other people's country?
just because you are not happy?
and cause people to lost their loved ones?
and why argue??
over small little matters??
not as if your friend killed your family members or what right?
sigh.
just let it be la.TOLERENCE is the word.
just tolerate with them.than,
the EARTH would be a happy place.
everyone happy with each and other.
no talking bad.sigh.but i know.
all these will only happen in DREAM.
and probably only in my dream.
its a DREAM NOT come true.


just a DREAM.

boring la.
staying at home to rot.
grr!i hate this!
its not gonna do me any good.
rarr!!!!

suppose to meet amanda and her friend today for lunch.
but after a long long timeto decided,we decided not to
go anywhere.
actually wanna go look for job with amanda.but no in the end!

i need to do out seriously!at least entertainment!
but im not getting any of this.oh man!!
this is it!!im dying.due to boredom.grr!!
i need to talk to some one!
anyone.if someone were to call me now,
i would love that person damn much la.

lalalala.
might be conferencing with amanda and friends in a few minutes time!
this better be fun!or else thats it!
i can just go die.

its a dream NOT come true;

went to collect results in the morning.
went to 3P.sigh.of all classes la.sigh.
no choice.SSG and POA.
just what i want.(:
but not the class! ):

hahaha.
amanda came in the afternoon.
left at 5+ to meet her friend than can fly..
hahaha.funny please.had this conversation
with amanda.(see clique blog)
fun la.amanda can comunicate with animals la.
in the past,i could also.but no longer.haha.
i've lost my ability to comunicate with animals.
haha.

went to play a little trick on some people.haha.
damn funny la.can't stand it please.funny la.
shall not elaborate.haha.damn funny.((:
my room is getting worst la.
its getting messier and messier by day.
sigh.i wish i could do something about it.
hmm.i will take a day to pack my whole room.
why not wait till new year la.spring cleaning.
than im gonna paint my room sky blue.
and have some drawings on it.
anyone interested to help me???haha.than there
will be nothing that doesn't belong to me.
only my things and my things!!

than its a new year.everything would be from the start.
no more believing in people.just myself.ha!i would
leave everything behind except all those happy memories
with them and them.

hmm.i dunno how am i gonna comunicate with those people
next year la.its like i dunno anyone from that class lor.im not
in the same class as zhenyi!!!grr!!!i must get my mother to buy
books asap.than im gonna study and study like siao!!!than
maybe got good results than get back to express in sec4!!!
i must!!!

but for now,i guess i'll just seat infront of my com for another
few more weeks/.than it'll be study time!!!
i think the school is damn unfair la._______ never take SAII
and she can get into 3.2.express lor!!than me and zhenyi??
we took SAII and yet we went down to normal!!WTH!!!!
its so unfair!!!!

you've finally show your true colours???
only now??well.i guess i've been stupid enough la.
getting the ______ to accept you.and than?this is what happen!!
don't ever expect me to trust you ever again!!!you've lost my trust!

ok.i have 5 minutes to update my blog.
im gonna go off at 1500.i promised to
go off at 1400 but since im late already
so go off at 1500 lor.anyway.it doesn't
matter what time i go off la.also got no
one online.there's only like 3/4 la.so
little lor.grr!!

hmm.went for sis's graduation ytd.ok la.
quite cute.and guess what?!?my sister did
not get the best conduct award.haha.
neither did she get the best effort award.
haha.and she was asking why she did not
get the best conduct award.of course
won't get la.she sang the BARNEY song
that carmen taught me to both her chinese
and english teacher lor.confirm won't get
award one la.and plus she's always playing
around.she even asked her chinese teacher
not to give any homework la.tsktsk.like
that where can get award.

i guess i better go get a job.or else im
gonna stay at home for like 1 month plus
doing nothing.lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!


oh.i was so bored that i actually added
myself online!!!haha.its already like 1504
and im still at my com.i better get off soon.

holidays sucks man!!nothing to do.
the only best part is that can sleep till late late.
but thats the only part.other than that its boring!
i hate holidays la.can't get to see all my friends
lor.grr!!!oh.i will be going sentosa with amanda
and dunno who else on wednesday.hmm.i'll be
meeting her at 0930 at tiong.wonder if i can wake
up??and wonder if she can wke up??if she can't
than i guess we might just call off the whole thing lor.
hmm.if i have to wake up early that means i'll have to
sleep early on tuesday night.and i shall do that!!!hee!

ytd went cousin hse.
auntie uncle cousin and mother played mahjong!
sister play and play and play.me??just seat there
and see lor.what else can i do.oh.and i fiddled
around with my baobei!!(camera!)
i realised that my baobei is so good ok.its didn't
gave me any problems ytd while i was taking video.

plyed hide and seek with my mother ytd at the
community centre.haha.tolda her im going infront
to get a better view than after awhile,she went looking
for me just because i never go back to my seat after
sister's performence was over.haha.
everyone was looking for me.they thought i got caught
by some baddies.nonsense la.catch me for what la?
siao!!

hey!my post is long.but never mind la.it has always
been long.haha.mother making noise le.gotta go!!
bye!

hmm.i've break my record again!!!
yeah!!!
im a happy kid once again!
yay!!!!!im happy.haha.

amanda:this time its not xin ku at all.
its so easy.as easy as abc.
actually its all because im sewing my belt la.
its keeping me busy thats why.but its not
the main reason.because i've got over it!!!
yeah!!haha.

now im totally happy kid.i can go where ever
i want.my mother just allows me to.and.
i dunno why?she has been good this few days la.
hmm.she must be up to something.but who cares?
as long as i can go out,
IM A HAPPY KID!!!!

jialing:
YOU STILL CANT DO IT!!!SO USELESS.
geraldlyn:SORRY LA.NOT I WANT ONE WHAT.
jialing:GRR!!!WHY? WHY?WHY?
geraldlyn:I ALSO DUNNO WHY.JUST CANT RESIST IT LOR.SORRY.
jialing:GRR!!YOU!!!HOPELESS LA!!
geraldlyn:I KNOW LA.SORRY LOR.
jialing:GRR!!!!!NO COMMENTS!!!!
geraldlyn:SIGH......)):
I FAILED TO DO IT.HOPELESS ME.

i've done it!!!yeah!!
congrats to you geraldlyn!!
haha.
its something worth celebrating!!
yupp.so i shall celebrate with jialing ok?
haha.ok!!ok.im just so crazy la.tsk.
who else can be crazier than me.and i
dunno why im feeling so pc ok??
something is wrong.but i dunno which
part of me went wrong??i guess its..
EVERYWHERE!!
sigh.thats a bad sign.
opps!!i must stop sighing.i'll go old.
not good not good.must stop.

jialing must stop.so must geraldlyn.
haiya.im crazy!!i've gone mad!!but
be due to all the boring-ness.sigh.
i just cant stop sighing and talking to
myself right jialing?there i go again.
maybe i should break my record another day?
NO!!!geraldlyn!!you can't do that to yourself la!!
your xin xin ku ku than break your record.and
now you don't wnt to break it.tsk.what you want?


geraldlyn:i also dunno la.just feel like and don't feel like lor.
jialing:haiya.you must continue.you've already come so far with it.
geraldlyn:yupp.i must jian zhi dao di!! i must.anyway.i going offline soon le mah.
so can one la.i believe i can make it!!
jialing:YES!!thats the type of spirit you must have!!!
geraldlyn:yes.i will.and will continue having it.
jialing and geraldlyn:JIA YOU!!!!

i've gone crazy!!!i need to seek professional help soon.
get myself treated soon.
wait!!thats my hobby.
talking to myself is my hobby.i like it so much.
so cannot say i crazy.its just my hobby.
not that im crazy right?
YES!!!!
im not always like this la.only when im blogging.
and when i don't feel right or when i nothing to do.
at least i don't smile to myself.like some people.
neither do i talk to my ipod.like some people.
i also don't talk to scars.like some people.
im just different!! because i only talk to myself.
oh!!and the wall la.but only certain walls.
i don't talk to every walls.haha.

what a long post today!!!haha.my hands are tired.
i shall just stop here.ok.bye jialing!!
bye geraldlyn!!!
oh no!there i go again!!can't be help la.haha.

went to meet amanda today.suppose to meet her at 1030 but end up meeting at 1400.why leh??becauce both of us over selpt.i woke up at 11 and she woke up at 11+.than at 12 i decided to call her.ok lor.say meet at 1300.than later she called me.she'll be late.so meet at 1330.but...it started to rain!!!so i was busy looking for umbrella till the rain stop.so in the end,reach there at 1400 lor.met her outside mac.she was talking to her friend.haha.went kopitiam.she had to eat and so i went there to eat ice kacang.haha.i sort of customize it.haha.nice.i like!!haha.than after that walked around tiong.got two new shops.more that words and a pet shop.

after walk until sian liao went town.took a long long time to decide to go town la.reached town.less than 1 hour go back tiong.watched SKY HIGH!!!nice la.i like.haha.hmm.on the way back to tiong i tell you.damn funny la.watched just for laughs.haha.I laughed and laughed lor.like some crazy women can??than some unknown people beside me said i crazy la.(not amanda)who's the crazy one please.the show is so funny la.no sense of humour!!hmpf!!!than amanda act as if she dunno me like that la.wth.oh.and when the bus suddenly stopped the two person infront of me like seating roller coastor like that.haha.they moved forward and backward.funny please.then one of them sort of move side way la.haha.so funny la!!!i think im really crazy.sigh.oh.i must stop sighing so much.sighing too much can make someone old very fast!!haha.

haiya.i don't wanna blog le.very tired le.go talk to people better!!!takecare people.bye!!
oh!amanda is my tortise.haha.

im posting for the second time today!!!
how bored can i get!?!?
and the worst is!!!NO ONE'S ONLINE!
not even my talking partner!!!
someone help me!!save me!!
i seriously need entertainment!!help!!!
there's only 6 people online!!!
can you ever believe it!!6!!only 6!!!
no way man!!6 is so little!!but....
if my talking partner is online than
even if she's the only one online its just like 10
people online!!but she's not!!!and no one's talking to me!!
im getting bored la!!
grr!!!!

i miss and love those schooling days man!!
when there are people laughing with me.
telling me jokes!!iknow its a bit too late la.but who cares.
i still have to say it.

to angielina/sadistic friend/retarded partner/BESTIE:
thanx for all those jokes.i'll miss them.and of course you la.
and in maths class,there'll be no one to talk to me anymore!
how sad is that.no more sound of horses riding!!
than in maths class,i'll be bored.no one talking to me.
no more you singing to me.and you won't be there to stop
me from talking to the wall.and my condition will get worst!!
sigh.how i miss those days.
no more spelling words to you in class.only when i see you.
and i hope i will have time to spell those words to you.
ILOVEANGIELINATOBITS!!

to rachel/hip hop jelly partner:
hmm..i don't really have lots of things to say to you la.
but still.thank you for all!!i'll miss you!!sigh.
we must eat hip hop jelly together again!!and make candles!!
ILOVERACHELYANGXUEJUNLOADSLOADS!

to carmen/daughter/worker/mid-night friend/ok partner:
carmen!you still owe me a night!you promised to talk to me
till morning the other time!hmpf! i dont care! i want it.
and for the msn person and that 5th november thing.
don't worry la.it will be a happy ending ok?
look on the bright side man!!and all your jokes.(that are lame
to others)well.i'll miss them so much!!and your dancing??
haha.next time,there'll be no one to entertain me after recess
outside the class le.sigh.i'll miss you loads.
ILOVECARMENSIEWJIAYIMANYMANY!!!

to ashley/complain partner/evil unfeeling friend:
hmm..i've got loads of things to complain to you
and loads of things to tell you!!we shall find a day
where we seat down and complain non stop ok.
and be evil also.haha.
ILOVEASHLEYHONGANLOADSLOADS!!!!

to felicia/stress friend/small-minded partner:
yo!!there'll be no one to play stress with me anymore!!
except zhenyi.(if she happens to be in the same class as me)
than i'll stress her till she gets real stress!!haha.than we shall go
home together ok?hehe
ILOVEFELICIAYIPTILLBITS!!!

to amanda/daughter:
hmm.all those times we had together.one word:
FUN!!!
nothing fun-ner than that.yupp.next year we must
go out together as a family ok?haha.hmm.
nothing to do now!!im getting bored!!anyway:
ILOVEAMANDATANMANQIMANYMANY!!!

to melanie/twin:
twin.although you are blur at times,moody ect but
you are still my twin!!!you shall be my one and only twin
i have!!!!i'll miss you.but still,we have to go on.but we
will still be twins forever right??
ILOVEMELANIEWONGCHUTINGTOBITS!!!
ILOVEMYTWINFOREVER!!!!<<<3!!!

why like that?blogger is in chinese??haiya.now i can use the com all i want!!hahahahaha.yeah!!!!amanda says that im evil.(in her blog)evil in what way leh?im not lor.im kind please.

amanda:im not evil at all la.im so nice lor.you must tell me evil in what sense la.im evil in a way that im kind ok.haha.if im evil i would not even bother to tell them!!at least i told them a bit la.hmpf.so im not evil.anyway.i got nothing to tell then mah.

i so dont want 26 of november to come la.carmen is not going.neither is angielina.may felicia also not going.than what for??grr!!never mind.im gonna have another one for FRIENDS only.strictly for children below 18.hmpf!!

haiya.can use com also no use.nothing to do.

long time since i update.all thanx to my mum.sigh.my com will only be in the room in 3 days time.which is so long la.and only can use the internet on the 15 la!!so long please.how can i stand it any longer??grr!!!!!2B has split.but 2STBERNADETTE2005 will forever be one!!! ILOVEALLOFYOU!!!!2B rocks!!!

haiya.im so bored la.everyone on msn is either dead or boring la.grr!!!i wished there was no holiday/weekend la.than i would not be as bored.now im like so totally bored.went auntie's hse just now.nothing interesting.not fun one.thats why homed before anyone of them la.although everyone online id dead but its better than staying there.being bored to death!!!today nothing interesting la.so not much to talk about.just my party on 26 27 november!!!!i really can wait for it to come.im not in a hurry for the day to come please.carmen is not going!!!!!no one will laugh with me on that day!!!all those that are going,[if there are people going la]i bet they won't laugh at the jokes.

i seriously regretted asking _____to go.i will thank god if i dont see _____on that day.but also not very happy la.at least better than ____going.and we,being like __________!!which i dont like at all.not at ALL!!but if we dont act like ______on that day,i'll be seriously happy!!![only if _____goes la]if not also good la.cause i dont expect alot to turn up.maybe one or two only.than what for??haiya!!dunno la dunno la!!!!i dont care anymore!

haiya.im so not happy today please.im not myself la.just now went out also like that.im not happy the whole day la.i dunno why!!!im so not myself today please.haiya!!!!

went town today.went to sign broadband.yeah!!the one with free iPod nano.haha.now i can use computer all day long without having my mother to nag at me!!!yeah!!now all i need is either a new computer!!than thats all.hah!!haiya.im so not happy so not myself today la!!im not happy the whole day please.its so seldom la.whats wrong with me today??hmm...since morning la.haiya.dont care la.im not gonna blog anymore!!its so boring!!!

haiya.very boring leh.no one online la.only like 4 can??so little la.today is friday!!there should be a lot of people online!!!haiya.maybe after exams.all go out.happily!!!today went for NE trail pre-tour.not fun at all la.i was so so tired please.haiyo.i should not have gone for it la.got so many things to do la.not fun at all.than still must talk to the primary 6s.confirm cannot one la.never mind.i'll leave the talking to zhenyi zhixian and felicia.haha.haiya.very bored la!!!msn looks so dead please.no one one!!!and im so bored!!i shall just finish everything here.and wait for people to go online.((:

yeah.i love my blog so much now.thanx to felicia!!haha.haiya.now ah.i don't care who is going/who is not going on the 26 27 novenber liao la.carmen who is the only one who knows how to laugh at my jokes is not going.because she going to her mother's company D&D to see...angielina my sadistic friend/retarded partner is also not going cause she going to taiwan.than felicia not going because she might be having piano exam.than even if she go also cannot stay over!!haiya.somemore my mother say wanna upgrade the room to two level la.i don't think there's a need now la.even if people go,i think that the most is like only 2 to 3 la.or maybe NONE!!!haiya.don't care le la.i don't bother aymore la.those that i asked,if you wanna go go.if you don't wanna go forget it.i don't care anymore!those going just msg me or give me a call la.haiya.

just came back from ashley's party!me felicia and cherng shing is the first to leave la.so early please.but never mind la.tomorrow got school.but still.even if im home early also won't sleep so early.ok.im bored now!!but no one to talk to!!!never mind.i shall go watch tv.the show is nice la.the nine o'clock one.everyone on msn is like so dead please.no one to talk to.if not is no topic to talk about!!haiya.bored la!!!

I NEED A HAIR CUT SERIOULSY!!!!

my hair is getting from bad to worst.so long so curly please.i don't like la.than so thick also.grr!but SHE said that i can only cut when school gonnareopen or when its my birthday.like why?
need to have a special date to cut hair meh?siao one!!

oh.heard from HER that HE is gonna buy a new laptop or someting.i can bet with you.even till year 2007,the laptop is not even considered to be bought yet.THEY are alays like this la.last year SHE told me that gonna buy something.until this year SHE have not even consider buying it yet.its so long that i forgot what she wanted to buy la.haiya.whatever that THEY said,its just like fairytale la.it will never come true.lalalala.i still prefer to live in realistic life la.haha.proof to me that fairytale do come true!!but i guess after all,it will still be fairytale la.never come true.

i wanna shift house.this room is so small.and there is so many things inside this room!!i seriously need a bigger room!!!unless SHE decide to throw all those big things away!!but those things will never be thrown away la.haiya.

sigh.tomorrow is holiday la.grr.hate it la.cannot laugh cannot play.also cannot..haiya.cannot do alot of things la.stay at home!!nothing to do!!dont like!!!i just decorated my small little cupboard.so nice la.haha.i like lor.must come and see!!haha.so nice so nice!!!wo xi huan!!haha.hen mei.haha.oh.we got back english and chinese paper.english i think and hope will pass.chinese i think i will pass liao la.but i hope that overall wont fail la.yeah!!im listening to tong hua!!!AGAIN!!!damn nice please!!but now not ok.my tong hua got problem.oh.or rather the whole disc la.haiya.how can??my favorite disc la!!haiyo.went carmen's hse just now.was a surprise visit for her.haha.went for a while.than her father came home.me and felicia was so scared la.haha.than we faster get out of the hse.haha.haiyo.im so bored now!!AGAIN!!!never mind.its not the first time la.so yupps.get used to it thenok liao lor.i hurted my sadistic friend cum retarded partner so many times today la.she must be very very very hurt.sigh.but i already said sorry.what more can i do right??haiya.the next time i see her she ok liao la.haha.she would not be hurt for so long la.the most it.5 minutes.haha.

gave the whole clique chocolate today.although not very big la.but still.its the thoughts that count.haha.haiya.tomorrow no school.can talk on the phone with carmen again.haha.now i talking to felicia on the phone!!haha.im always talking on the phone.because its my hobby la.haha.i love talking on the phone la!!damn nice please.on day,i must find someone that will/can talk to morning.which means throughout the night.until the next morning.haha.thats gonna be fun!!but no one has talk to me till morning before.i want!!!hmm..i shall find someone who can talk till morning.haha.fun la.but i dont think people will want.all wanna sleep!!hmpf.not fun one!!hmpf!!never mind.now i shall go rest for tonight.i wanna talk to carmen.[only if she want la.]

tomorrow's monday!!yeah.back to school.yeah!!hmm.lets see.im staying at home today.firstly: because its raining.secondly:its raining and i can sleep.haha.its my hobby la.haha.i have a new hobby!!:collecting people's name tag.haha.haiya.staying at home also not very good.because i get bored easily.oh.yesterday night talked to carmen again.haha.the night before,we said bye to each other at 2.15a.m than yesterday night,we also said bye to each other at 2.15 a.m.haha.fun man.lalalalalalalalalalalala.haha.i cant wait to go escape please.its gonna be fun!![i hope!!]tong hua is so damn nice la.i like.so nice please.nobody is talking to me.i need someone to talk to me seriously!!now!!oh.i hope we can have that big big conference again.all the people.you know or dunno.all talk together.haha.when are we gonna have it again??soon i hope.haha.and if we really have it,im gonna talk all i want.haha.then i think i'll end up talking to myself.haha.like always.so one more time wont kill la.haha.never mind.im always talking to myself.haiya.i shall end here la.

EXAMS OVER!!!!! yeah!!so happy please.im so so happy la!!!hahahahahahahaha.lalalala.nothing can make me happier please.haha.so many things happen today.haha.haiya.i got nothing to say la.just that im very happy!!!!!haha.ok.i too happy already.dunno what to say.so.here. i shall end.haha.

yeah.tomorrow's last paper.hahaha.so happy please.haha.oh.i lost my wallet today.haiya.nobody knows where it is.its a mystery!!!hahaha.now im online.haha.lost my wallet still can go online.haha.im a weird person.haha.people lost wallet very sad.i lost wallet i happy happy.haha.its ok la.there's nothing i can do.haha.what done cannot be undone la.haha.today was fun.haha.after paper went macs for brunch.than headed to felicia's house.two groups of people.rachel ashley carmen and me went.ashley and rachel in the hall.me and carmen in the computer.than italked to ashley and rachel online when they are just in the hall.haha.than rachel heard everything i said la.than whats the point of going online.huh??ok.i dunno what im talking about ok.i shall stop here.

today im at felicia's hse.haha.im going to people hse everyday.haha.because i dont wanna go home so early.if not my mother wil nag and nag all day.later have to go fetch my sister.haiya.im bored la.carmen,rachhel,ashley,angielina and,joyce and mel having lunch now at tiong.[i think]here i am.at felicia's hse.haha.ok.now she has gone to bathe.so am all alone.haha.hmm.when i reach home i shall go bathe.than sleep.when im at home ther's nothing i can do but sleep.than i will wake up.then study.tomorrow's science paper.sigh.today was maths one.not as difficult as ms sim say la.or its maybe i anyhow do thats why i think its easy la.haha.ok.tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!thats i.my science sucks la.haiyo.friday is home econs.

hmm.talk about friday.should i go to sentosa???hmm..lets see how many people going first la.if only a few going than i rather go town please.haha.i mean town is better after all.but cannot play like siao la.later people complain.i think felicia's hse so cool please.haha.but im still bored.haiya.since when am i not bored.haha.sigh.nobody is online la.so bored.no one to disturb.haiya.not fun.hmm.i shall be guai today.i will not go online when im at home.[i hope it wil come true.haha]i must control.back to the topic.should i go sentosa.i wanna go.but what if nobodys going??haiya.shall talk about it when the time comes la.anyway i always do last minute decision one what.haha.one more time wont kill!!haha.

haha!!im at carmen's hse again!!haha.with mel.ok.lets see.why do i like to come carmen's hse??hmm.first,there's no one nagging at me.secondly,i think carmen's hse is lucky!!AT TIMES la.but not today.its ok.at least there's no one nagging at me.haha.now im all alone in the computer room whil carmen and mel in the living room.dunno doing what la.haha.isn't that good??no one snatch the computer with me.haha.now the SOS club got 2 new people.angielina and melanie.she on the bus until just now keep on saying she want la.grr.pissed off leh.haiyo.today everyone very high.haha.no one is online right now.so sad.*sob* *sob*no one to talk to.sad la.hmpf.

my sadistic friend accuse me just now.haha.but never mind.she said sorry.so i ok lor.im a very easy going person.haha.ok.im beginning to like carmen's hse so much please.haha.i wanna come her hse everyday please.sigh.im bored.since when am i not.haha.im so bored now la.

oh.i lost my camera in my hse la.i cannot find it lor.haiya.so sad la.now the oly camera i have is my phone.so useless please.a bit of pictures only memory full.haiyo.im taking pictures of everyone's name tag now la.so fun please.so far i have carmen's mel's angielina's felicia's and rachel's.next im gonna take ashley's louisa's xinyi's joyce's.hmm.than i might take other's.yupp.taking pictures of other people's name tag is so fun please.i like.haha.im gonna ask rachel to make me name tags of everyone in the clique.hmm.than i'll have to check my bank first.haha.

oh.rachel ask if friday wanna go sentosa.hmm.should i go?i check my schedule first.haha.if last minute got people ask me go out than of course i go out l.but must see who.if its people like....than i wont go la.but if its people like felicia or the clique i will go la.but sentosa i really have to think first.i dont wanna get sun-burn la.neither do i wanna put sun-block.than there's no point going to sentosa.maybe i should go.get myself tann,but im so lazy.JIALING!!should i go??geraldlyn....up to you la.if you think its ok than go ahead.but im lazy to go la.haiya.let me consider la.if JIALING is going than i go lor.if she's not going than i wont go lor.oh.and if my sadistic friend going i also will go.even though JIALING not going!!because my sadistic friend going mah.haha.ok.i shoul end here.if not you people is gonna get bored.haha.

im at carmen hse again.and she's going crazy.sigh.she gone crazy liao.somebody help me!!!SAVE ME!!!SOS!!![according to carmen,its the siao of the siaos.]she can have a siao club.and she will chairperson of the club.she siao liao.haiyo.somebody help.now she is listening to 1985.then the whole song she only know 4 words.1985.hahahaha.now she translating chinese song.first lau shu aida mi.now dou jiang you tiao.haiya.she's simply crazy.haiya.now translating english to chinese.hahahahaha.now she going toilet.rest for me.i can post with peace.hahaha.tomorrow is geog paper.die la.i not even start with one chapter yet.sigh.

i just hate her la.haiyo.why like that.dont tell me she has been lying to me all this while.she told me how much she hated her.but now...sigh.things do change.nothing will be forever the same..a good example is her!!she changed so much please.from last time till now.sigh.i was that i can bring the some present to the past and some past to the present.sigh.but i cant.

TO EVERYONE:GOOD LUCK FOR THE FOLLOWING PAPERS.ITS ONLY ONE WEEK.AFTER THAT WILL BE ALL THE FUN!!((:


thats it.i've had enough!!!dont ever show me that plastic face of yours anymore.acting innocent??trying to lie to me??please.dont la.everyone cant see that.so please stop acting infront of ME!!you can go act innocent infront of anyone else but not ME!!stop acting infront of ME!!!its enough!!!you may think that i believe YOUR story but you are so WRONG!!!believing in YOUR story is just like lying to myself.please.its not as if im only 3 yrs old la.im way older than 3!!so stop all YOUR nonsense.stop acting innocent!!!it DOESN'T help.no point.

don't do things out of promise.do it out of sincerity.its ok even if you have to break the promise.its the thoughts that counts.

went dinner just now.nice.now at home.duh.haha.im bored sad hurt depressed AGAIN!!!!sigh.i wanna be happy like the last time.happy!!!but i know i can never be again.because of something.sigh.dont talk about it anymore.it only makes me bored-er sad-er hurt-er and depressed-er only.sigh.i wanna watch movie.but what show is nice??hmm.corpse bride.who wanna go with me???call me please.or i'll be in the cinema ALONE!!which i hate.anyone who wants to watch msg me or call me please!!!!!!ok.im bored.never mind.i shall go tag on people's board and go online and disturb people.haha.takecare people.

sigh.second time im posting.sigh.bored.sad.hurt.depressed.sigh.carmen and felicia are my lucky stars please.sigh.im very sad now!!!sigh.arrrggggg!!!!! i cant wait for monday please.its only saturday morning.0019 am la.haiyo.there's still sunday.oh man.i hate it la.sigh.i guess i should learn to let things go.sigh.thats the best thing.but its gonna be a difficult task to be accomplished.sigh.i must try my very best.geraldlyn wish jialing good luck!!jialing thanks geraldlyn for that because jialing is sure to need the luck.alot of it.all the best jialing!!!

amanda:sorry for not being able to solve your problem cause just now i was also having my own problems.trust me.i will help you.sigh.
angielina:sorry for not like bothering about you.haha.sadistic friend.sigh.

ok.im bored again.i feel like sleeping but i dont want to.sigh.the show on tv is sick please.sigh.there's no one online.and its a saturday night where everyone should be online.but right now,no one is online.sigh.msn look so dead now la.sigh.no one to talk to.even if there is,and i talk to one,the person also take me as dead la.so whats the point??just take me as a mad one la.haiya.so damn bored sad hurt depressed now!!!!!help!!!oh.i think tong hua is so so nice.its has been my favourite song for so long please.even till now.sigh.ok.someone please call me either on a friday night or saturday night please.im damn bored please.call me!!someone!!!please.im bored sad hurt depressed.i know im long winded la.but im really bored sad hurt depressed.sigh.if someone can call me now and talk to me,i will love the person so much please.haiya.but i doubt anyone would la.everyone is being a pig know.some are straight some not.some both.haha.like ah ___ the _ pig.haha.i feel like killing myself now la.so bored.arrggg!!!lets play a game.jialing!!??!ok.she's asleep.now it seems that im the only one not asleep.haiya.never mind.i shal also stop here.and join jialing in the sleep/.thats all.takecare people!!

at carmen house.haha.so happy please.haha.felicia also here.lunched with carmen felicia sadistic friend twin ashley joyce yansin rachel.not very nice.cause never laugh like siao.like on wednesday like that.because zhenyi got scolded by....haha.we laughed till the kfc aunty ask us to keep quiet please.so siao la.amanda now at town in casino.haha.casino.ok.i think we are leaving soon cause carmen is going her aunty's place.so ya.shall end here for now.gonna try to go online later AT HOME!!!sigh.i dont think i cant.

never go school today.so sad.because of some reasons.everyone online looks dead please.dont wanna reply me la.fine.talk to me and i wont reply you!!!hmpf.im so dead please.tomorrow's maths paper two and here i am,happily seating infront of the computer.haha.haiya.i guess this year i will just either retain or drop la.its fated.everything is fated please.and i hate it.because we are always controled by fate.i dont like.i wanna control my own fate.we are the master of fate.not at the mercy of fate.do what we want.and do what you are happy with.dont do it because people ask you to!!im bored now.no one to entertain me and also no one to talk to.so lonely.sigh.

yeah!!home alone!!!my favourite.haha.mommy's out again.i'll have to be independent and settle my own dinner.sigh.that's bad.ANYONE INTERESTED TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME PLEASE???or else i;ll have to have dinner ALONE!!!or maybe with alice.haha.sigh.everyone seems high today.haha.i like it.lunched with angielina,carmen,mel,ashley,rachel and joyce.fun please.haha.went kfc.fun.we were being sick please.and we laughed as if kfc belonged to us.haha.nice man.esp when im not seeing my enemy.haha.i love today so much please.carmen today got no piano.but dunno why she must go home so early.sigh.went to buy kitkat chunky bar.nice nice.haha.i shall eat it again tomorrow.haha.science is getting boring and boring-er day by day.sigh.esp when im seating with...yupp.that make things worst.haha.i wish science will always be at the riffle range.than i can seat with angielina mel rachel carmen and everyone la.better than now.with...yucks!!!i rather die than seat with her man!!!so boring please.sigh.i cant wait for 26 november please!!!its gonna be fun!!but not when angielina's not there.sigh.but never mind.there's still the others.haha.i cant wait!!!haha.amanda and rachel's confirm going.haiya.i wish the other's also will be confirm going.haha.

today during english amanda was being retarded please.she keep talking to the book la.like some siao people like that.haiyo.must book a place in IMH for her.haha.then we kept laughing and laughing please.fun la.than ms yew also dunno we playing.haiyo.she ah.abit siao one.happy happy,she will treat us god.not happy she will scold us like siao.haiyo.she's mad la.dont like please.but never mind.i guess she's just too stress.haha.

right now,talking to fer and rachel on the phone.haha.oh.felicia is my small-minded partner.haha.and she says that im the chaiperson of the supper club that she made up please.she's just crazy.sigh.poor thing.haha.im bored AGAIN now!!!im a person who gets bored easily la.haiyo.thats not good.i don't like.i need to go find things to entertain myself la.which i will always end up sleeping.haha.thats not good.but never mind.currently,i am talking to two crazy people.haha.they are damn crazy please.sigh.ok.i shall stop here.haha.<33s.

im sorry if i showed black face just now ok.im so so sorry.i dunno what's happening to me these few days.moods keep swinging.one moment i can be super happy.the other moment i'll be very sad.than another,i'll be showing black face.sigh.im just throwing my anger everywhere la.so,im very sorry to all the victims.

reached school damn early today please.than went to hardcourt to assemble.than walked to church.so fun please.on the way.kept arguing with angielina?haha.fun.i love the church please.its air-coned la.i love the air-com ther.so cold la.i like.haha.than of course,we had to walk back to school la.had long long recess.one and a half hour ok.haha.had home econs.mdm lim was being nice again.she never scold anyone today.neither did she nagged at us.haha.after school,my hands were super cold.which i dunno why?even when i just come out of and air-coned room,it would not be that cold.haiya.dunno la.its was so cold la.like i just held a ice cube like that???but after that,ok laready la.went back kellock.walked there.super fun please.me and carmen so high la.we kept laughing and laughing.like crazy like that la.haiyo.went to see mrs ong.she actually remember who i am.haha.surprised.but....haha.we went down to buy drink.i think that the old woman damn mean la.so many years already lor.she's still the same.sigh.a leopard never changes its spot.haha.fun.than we walked back.but not so fun anymore.half way through,i became lazy.so we took a bus back instead.when we reach school,i dunno what happened to me.my face was super black.sigh.once again,im very sorry to those people ok.

im really really so so sorry.please at least scold me or tell me that you/you all are angry.because the more you said you all are not angry,the guiltier i am.at least tell me off or something??don't just let it go by.i'll feel guilty.please.do something.

im happy today.
rachel is at my house now.
again.tomorrow's patron day.
going to church.but cannot go
straight there.so sad.than i
meet my twin wong there.so
sad.but never mind.i got angielina
to entertain me.haha.

im so so happy to day please!!!

i'll be going back kellock tomorrow.
yeah!!!(:long time no see the teachers
although teacher's day got go back la.
but because someone was grumbling.
so we had to leave early WITHOUT
talking to the teachers.haiya.than she
still show us black face la.but tomorrow,
it'll be without her.hahaha.isn't that
something worth celebrating??oh.and
tomorrow we have one and a half hour
whole school recess la.i give my blessings
to felicia.haha

im bored now.sigh.lalalala.i need someone to ebtertain me seriously.ahhh.im dying of bordom.its not the first time.and i always survived.hahaha(:everyone that is online seems like they are dead la.nobody is talking to me.besides ashley.ashley's sick!!!!!and she's still forced to study.poor thing.sigh.and me.happily using the computer.haha.im bad la.tomorrow staying back in school to do HOME ECONS!!sew and sew again.hahaha.than friday can slack.haha,fun fun.oh no.my blogging mood is gone.

new rules.computer only on weekends and only two hours per use.worst than the one use outside.haha.im multi-tasking.talking to carmen and posting at the same time.haha.ok.today was fun.home econs.i like.haha.i just know a new code: we are the master of our fate.not at the mercy of fate.nice right??meaningful right??haha.never mind.

rolling of eyes can cause your eye to drop out.haha.so.this is to people who roll too much of their eye.haha.not funny.i know madam lim's secret.haha.we stayed back in school today to do home-econs.was fun.damn fun.haha.after so long,i only sewed on the word'letter'.and its very very slow.people is almosting finishing already but im only done with the word'letter'.hate this.

today was the last day to hand up the powerpoint for pw but some people forgot to ask me for the diskette.its part of my fault la.but she also never remind me.knowing that im forgetful.ok.im not going to sleep early tonight.i will go online to disturb people and irritate people.haha.im bad.nobody cares.haha.i was saying this phrase the whole day which i believe that made rachel quite pissed off.haha.sigh.

trying to fit in ain't the point.the point is that you are willing to get back into the clique.what's the clique like now??worst than any other clique that always have arguements.yeah.there's a problem with my eye.which means i may need to wear glasses.which is what i always wanted to.i know its a bit crazy la.but.nobody cares.haha.than if really need,im gonna get those frameless ones.i love them man!!haha.i know its crazy la.i may regret it one day but for know,all i know is that i cant wait to go check my eye!!

im half doing colouring(for the art.im like way way late.) and half posting ok.i realise that i can multi-task la.like mdm lim.haha.my mother allows me to use the net la.so nice of her.haha.tomorrow early in the morning will be pe.yeah!!so fun please.but not when we have to run la.haha.than will be nglish.miss yew's gonna scream again like how she does everyday.sigh.i hate it la.doesn't she get tired of all the screaming and nagging.miss yew.i know exams are coming.so please stop nagging at us.we need to get more things into our head.sighs.than will be pw.yeah man!!its one of my favourite lessons please.so fun la.karmun has been absent since the start of school.yating too.yating is so poor thing.she got dengue fever!!so sad.sob.sob.

maybe i really have to follow what bernice says la.sighs.i want to go to changi airport!!i dunnp for what la.but i simply love to go there.just for fun.anyone interested to go after exams??sighs.i think i'll have to ask people to go with me.we will get out of hse early in the morning.than go home late at night.haha.that'll be fun please.im bored again.will anyone just entertain me??besides asking me to go play games la.i need entertainment!!now!!why cant angielina just stay opposite me.than she can entertain me everyday la.than i won't be so bored.now im like so bored.its a serious case la.i may just die of boredom anytime.maybe only a serious case to me cause i can't stand being bored.so its surprising that i survive through the exams la.but that exam is a different case.i need time during exams.im bored!!!i need entertainment seriously!!!and at this time,no one would be online!!!(besides felicia who is 24hrs online)but so what??she can't entertain me.no one can entertain me la.its difficult.unless.....heh heh.

IM VERY VERY VERY BORED!!SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!
(but don't ask me go play super mario!!)mommy is having steamboat now.never ask me to go.haiya.its my fault for going to sleep.but what can i do.im tired!!i slept at 3+ last night.cause i was online till 1+.then rachel and carmen called.conference!!i love conferencing please!!esp when there's lots of people conferencing together.that'll be so fun.like the old times.somewhere during june this year when we had this conference that consist of 6 people.that was fun.and carmen kept so damn quiet.haiya.not only her la.me too.i realised something.everytime there's a conference,carmen will always be around.haha.that conference was FUN!!will we have something like this soon??

finally!!surfing the net and signing in to msn with no problem.haha.there's always problem when the two are in use together.but no today!!im happy yesterday.im happy today.i'll be happy tomorrow i guess.if no one comes to irritate me la.but i think it'll be difficult.people will come to irritate me.haiya.i hope i'll be in good mood tomorrow.and i also hope that mommy goes out again tomorrow.than i can use the net like i've never used before.but i don't think it'll come true la.sighs.its difficult to get my mum out at times.but if she's out,than she'll only be home after what seems like a million years.haha.

my blogging mood is back!!!im starting to post paragraphs again.yeah!!i like that.if someone were to chat with me on msn now or call me on my hp,i'll love the person damn much please.but i doubt it'll happen.im always having peaceful time when im surfing the net which i don't like.but i also don't like those pop-ups la.they're irritating please.they get me fed up.than the computer gets hang,i get irritated.than i just off the switch.that's why for some reason i sign off on msn suddenly.

im hungry!!i haven eaten anything since my breakfast!!im easily hungry these few days.sigh.oh.my this month's phone bill is gonna be high man!!i have been calling out for no reasons.i over shot the time limit like 10 over mintues.it looks like its gonna rain soon.and im HUNGRY!!and cold.my tagboard now looks so restricted.no one is coming to tag!!hmpf.i think my blog looks dead la.i need to make it looks more alive.but dunno how??someone.suggestions.but than again,i love this skin.its simple la.i love it.haha.just leave some suggestions n the tagboard if you feel like.all are welcome.haha.(:i hate to be alone at home with my grandparents la.esp my grandma.she'll report to my mum when she comes home.telling her that i have not eat dinner.and using the computer for a long long time.i mean.if the computer is there,its meant to be used.than what?leave it there to rot??crazy!!and one more thing.my grandma talks to herself la.i have a witness.that time she on the TV.and this is what happen
grandma:wei shen me kai dian shi ji?duo mei you ren kan.
me:ah ma.shi ni kai de leh.
gradma:???
than she went to switch off the TV and start to do nonsense.crazy la.she on the TV than ask why on it.sigh.everyone will complain about their grandparents on la.and mostly grandmas.haha.grandmas are a pain in the neck.why?because they are vampires.never mind.its meant to be a lame/cold joke.why?because its gonna rain soon and my jokes are not wearing jackets.thats why.ok.its just another lame/cold joke.cause im trying to entertain myself but no use.but jokes are meant to be lame.they are not a living thing.and if its not lame,no one laughs.so of no one laughs at your jokes,its called a cold joke=leng siao hua.

the problem is:there are people online but those people cant really entertain me you know.they are like.not entertaining at all please.ok.lets put it in a way.the people online are all not well-trained to entertain people.they have not finish their course.ok.my grandma is nagging again.asking me to call my mum to go eat dinner.please la.im happily using the computer.ok.but to the point.people who can entertain me are people like angielina zhenyi but zhenyi cannot use computer.angielina not online.thats why im bored!!

solution: i have not come up with one!!

second post for the day

just came back from the park.was playing with carmen.haha.now im like rotting infront of the computer.im hungry please.i had to walk home by myself la.so bored can.than i got rachel to call me.haha.i did not see my co-ordinator today.it has been quite some time since i last saw her.but i saw her sister.i think she's damn naughty.talk about naughty.me and carmen did something very bad in the park.haha.we even did it twice la.haha.so fun ok.but i think it some how irritated that person.i hope that person is not gonna get mad.hahaand if the person gets mad,than she would have to go to IMH.thats so sad.haha.my mother has gone out since afternoon la.i hope she gets something for me to eat.cause im like damn hungry.i haven eaten anything since my breakfast.hungry!!

just came home from town with carmen.was suppose to go with rachel.but mommy said that got something on.so never go lor.then later she said that i can go with friends liao.than rachel cannot go lor.than in the end i went with carmen.took picture.so nice la.mainly because got our face.haha.sigh.i hate to be at home on weekends la.people are hardly online.hmpf.boring.later going to meet carmen again.to play candles.playing with candles shall be my another hobby.candles!!haha.as im enjoying myself,you are getting shorter and shorter.hahaha.just now when we were at paragon,we were laughing like crazy at one of the shops la.so crazy can.then i said that the skin of one of the shoes look like someone's face.haha.than there's this water bottle,you can keep fish and drink water with it.hahaha.funny can.than there's this water bottle that looks excatly like the adidas one.than carmen thought it was adidas one.but it end up to be some other brand.than she compared it to the adidas one.it lookalmost the same.than carmen was like what same la.one only 4.90 the other one 12 you know.than we kept laughing and laughing.hahaha.than carmen saw someone she said handsome.ask me to look.than cause just nice when i see got two mah.so i asked her which one.izit the green shirt one.than she turn around and said.huh!!that green one??ni you mei you gao cuo?oh.so its the grey shirt one la.haha.i think they both look equally bad.hahaha.than went to heeren.carmen went to HMV to see her yi ke xin poster.than she kept her fingers at the page there la.i purposely press hard hard on her finger.haha.she still kept her finger there.die also don't wanna take the finger out.sigh.one our way out we saw two monsters!!one is the zhang bu da de the other one is dunno what la.haha.this is a long long post.haha.

long time no post.haha.no time ah.exam coming.rachel's best friend is michelle chua la.my gosh!!she is actually rachel's best friend.tsktsk.bad taste.haha.hmm.i realise that talking to oneself can also be a hoddy.well.than it shall be my new hobby.now i'm listening to rachel's favourite song:don't lie.on the radio.ahhh....i think my computer is so screwed up!!so many things happening to it la.so so so many many pop up.tsk.ashley became my complain partner.and carmen is my ok partner.haha.sigh.im bored.anyone reading this?!?!?!?!? IM BORED!!PLEASE CALL ME TO TALK TO ME!!ah!!

hi hi.holidays are ending.i cant wait to go back to school.to have fun.its not like im going bck to school to lean more things or study.since when am i serious in school or during lesson time.im either playing or talking to the wall(as what ms sim and angielina says)or just seating there and stone.esp during ms yew's class.its like so boring can.you can never see me being serious in class besides when im getting scolding in class or when im not in a good mood.haha.but usually,when you see me.i'll be happy.i mean.my mood is only occasionally bad la.not always.i will only get irritated with two people in the class.or maybe more.oh.and also the watermelons la.haha.sighs.i think thats all.i shall end here.lalalalalala........

yeah!!went escape yesterday!!so fun.went with felicia,ashley,rachel,angielina and felicia's sister:freda.when we were buying the ticket,the lady told us that the pirate ship,inverter,rainbow and family rollercoaster was out of order.but in the end,the pirate ship and inverter ok.

the first thing we took was the flippers!!so fun.then went to take the wet and wild!!damn fun la!!th first time i took with rachel and angielina.then after that i took with rachel.then with angielina again.than after that,rachel don't wanna play anymore so me and angielina took la.so fun la.me and rachel actually wanted to take the inverter but we saw how fast it went so we decided not to take.

then we took the pirate ship so many times la.so fun.we kept seating on the highest one.then rachel screamed and screamed.angielina screamed too.she say she screamed because she wanted to build up atmosphere??well.i guess we know th real reason behind those screaming.then there was this once me,angielina and rachel sat at the last row.then got three person infront.i was like telling rachel and angielina no screaming then the little girl infront told her brother this:"ting dao le ma??no screaming!!"angielina was like.you know them ah??of course no la.people i know are brave.haha.

then we went to bathe.me and angielina was walking slowly at the back then when we were bathing,felicia was like we go first hor!!fine la!!never wait for us!!hmpf!!then i forced angielina to take train with me to tiong if not she have to pay me $15 for the ticket.haha.im evil.i know.haha.but she was the one who first ask me to take with her to tiong.so now its my turn to ask her to take wih me to tiong.hahaha!!

i just know two magnets thats exist in the school.of course!!we know that there are one that is stronger!!haha.but non of them works on me!!because they are the north side if the magnet,so am i.im also the north side.

must things turn out like that

orals on monday and tuesday.i'm dead.tuesday after orals will be going escape.i can't wait.i also really want the whole clique to go.but unfortunatly,because of someone havimg hatred in the clique and others who cannot go,it will not be the whole clique.sigh.we are ot that unite afterall.all thanx to.well.i guess for now,we will just have to seat there and slowly watch the clique being separated.i'm really washing my hands off the clique.no point doing all this when there are hatred in the clique between someone and someone.why can't she just accept her in the clique??what's wrong wwith her.well.i will never get the answer.why do you wanna do all this??izit because you feel left out.well.you can just tell us.isn't this what you always do to us.[me and carmen]whenever you have someone to go with,you will just forget about us.this is all that happen before we formed a clique.and after we form a clique,problems arise.when ahem comes to you,you can just walk past the clique as though we were transparent,not your friends.there are hatred in everyone.but don't you think there's just too much in you??maybe,we are just your substituition.or maybe,you don't wanna be in the clique at all.sigh.the choice is up to you.

things were not like that.you are the one who turn it out this way.but why??i don't really understand this.neither do i wanna understand it.a clique will always stay as one.no one will be left out.we will continue asking you out.we will still talk you as one even though you say that you are willing to withdraw yourself.we will still take you as one no matter what.you may take yourself out of the clique but we will still take you as one no matter what but the choice is really really up to you.i it really makes you happy,just let it be.

can't we have great bond between each other??can't we take more time to understand each other more than just thinking negative about each other??why??i guess we just need more time to understand each other better.i know saying this out,people may just laugh at us,saying that we are not unite but,there's nothing i can say or do.i'm just stating the facts.what's the reason behind all this??only you know the answer.

rachel was at my house 1hour ago.i know its long la.but still.haha.yay!!yay!!today's the last day of the term!!!happy happy!!suppose to get report book today.but because i did not hand up so never get lor.haha.so happy.lalalalala.i have zhixian as my hello partner and rachel as my hip hop jelly partner.haha.rachel claims that im the 'leader' of the clique.like why.there are no leaders in cliques one la.in a clique,everyone is EQUAL.no one is either bigger or smaller.no one can order another person in the clique to do something.everyone is EQUAL.so there will be no leader or what ever big position thing in a clique.it applies the same to my clique which consist of felicia,rachel,melanie,me,angielina,zhenyi,carmen and last but not least amanda.no one is ever to be left out or be treated unfairly.so rachel:there are no leader in the clique.not now,and never.we are all the same.

went lunch with half the clique.which is me,felicia,rachel and mel.for so long never go lunch with felicia and rachel.haiya.mel.besides the last 2 weeks,i have been going lunch with her every friday la.so.yupps!!that's all for now!!!

hello!!!yesterday was teacher's day celebration.haha.the concert half way got technical error la.haiyo!!and that idiot angielina never come.so what even if its the eve of her birthday??everytime like that one lor.half day,and she will not come!!!yesterday my mother offered me not to go to school but i rejected the offer.haha.i rather go to school.

went back to kellock.saw yijun,martha and the other one forgot who la.haha.then stay there for quite long la.and the concert there was over!!!!grr!!i was looking forward to watch the concert!!never mind.sigh.then today rotting at home!!anybody wanna go out??!!??im bored!!i shall go people's blog to see see.haha.