Thursday, November 17, 2005

wanting to be a HAPPY KID once again.
i just simply love being a HAPPY KID!(:

ita a NIGHTMARE come true;



i guess im not a HAPPY KID at all.

its just a DEAM;
im a HAPPY KD.

its all a DREAM;

Wednesday, November 16, 2005

lalalala.
holidays are horrible.tsktsk.
its gonna rain soon.
hope next monday when i go sentosa it won't rain.
im still considering to go with them after sentosa or not la.
if fer goes than i go.
i can't leave her alone.and let her go hoe by herself.
lets just pray hard that fer's not going.
than i'll love her so much.hee(:

today is so scary la.
i just signed into msn than all the juniors started talking to me.
scary ok.this won't usually happen.
unusual man!!but its also a good thing.
I GET ENTERTAINED!!!
haha.hmm....
what are candy canes for??
its meant to cane candys when they are not behaving.
i know its lame.sigh.
and now,no one's talking to me!!!
grr!!!!
how boring can holidays be??
never mind.
i shall talk about different types of people again.
but i have no people in mind now to talk about.
im using my mother nokia 8210 now.
haha.i scared that i might break my
6170 into half at this rate of opening and closing.
so 8210 is the best now.hee(:
lalalalalala.
i pratically have nothing to say.so thats all folks!
bye.and takecare(:

its all a NIGHTMARE.

Tuesday, November 15, 2005

im so jealous of those that has LEXUS RX300!!
its so nice la.im gonna buy it next time.
(not the car model.the ACTUAL one)
i don't care if its out dated already or what.
or i must seat in the car at least once!!
its damn nice la.like a piece of treasure lor.
so bloddy damn nice!!i like la.
and my mother said its not nice.hmpf!
whatever lor.i like can already.
than i told her not to seat in my car next time!
and guess what she said?
she said don't seat don't seat la.
i'll remember this.haha.lalalalalalalala.

i feel so useless ok.
i don't dare to call people one la.
esp. their hse!!but if its people from the clique,
i dare la.but not amanda.
i don't, know why.just very scared lor.
and the worst is when their parents or who ever
say they not at home! i tell you!
thats disaster!!you don't know if say thank you better.
or bye bye better.sigh.
i hate this.and also another thing.people don't reply msg.
and when you need their reply urgntly,they don't reply.
but when you not urgent to get their reply,they reply!!
how irritating ok.
and this actually happen to ME!!!!
grrr!! it simply pissed me off.hmpf!!

and also some people.they make use of you.
than after they get what they want,
they just throw you aside like they never knew you!
wth.i hate this type of people la.and they call you.
but only once in a blue moon.and and and.
they call you just to make use of you for entertainment.
simply because they are bored.after you call them,
they simply forget that you are still on the line.
they keep quiet.what's the difference if you are bored or not?
just don't understand these kind of people.sigh.
and.they get everything out of you.including your friends!!
they complained about your this best friend called A.than,
the next moment you her her saying that she's going out with A!
two-headed snake la!! (its zhenyi's somehow copyrighted by zhenyi.)
than few days later,you know they became the best of all bests friends.
than your these frind who made you of you,just take it as though nothing happened.
and when you call them for entertainment,they just stay on the line and keep quiet.
and when you ask them to talk,they say they are busy.wth la.
there's actually these type of people existing one earth.and they are around ME!!

and there's also this one type of people.
they think that laughing at jokes is an uncivilised act.
i mean.you would laugh at jokes WHEN THEY ARE FUNNY RIGHT?
unless that person is some crazy one or slow one who doesn't laugh at something
which is PURE FUNNY!!!sigh.these people just don't have a sense of humour in them la.
i mean.don't tell me that a NORMAL person don't laugh at things that are FUNNY??
thats how a NORMAL person would react.not that im stuborn or what la.
but what im stating is the fact.sigh.just don't understand these people.

and there also another type of people.
they say that they don't like this person called B.
but,they continue hanging out with B.and when asked,
they some say did it out of pityness.others say no choice.
i mean.what's your problem?don't like say don't like la.
just tell B straight in the face.why bother to do it.
and doing it out of no chioe and pityness!!
B can always go find other friends.not as if B is those anti-social type.
sigh.and there is also this type of people,they say you are her bestie.than,
behind her back,you complain and complain about her!!
why can't they just live together happily as friends??
there's no need to do this right??if you are those heartless people,
just hang out with who you want la.
don't go hang out with people just because you pity them.
or doing it because you have no choice.sigh.
things like these are actually happening around ME!!

happening around EARTH.
EARTH.its suppose to be a happy place.
where all of us live together happily.
and live together in harmony right?
why cause those riots??
why cause troubles because you are not happy with these someone?
and why go bomb other people's country?
just because you are not happy?
and cause people to lost their loved ones?
and why argue??
over small little matters??
not as if your friend killed your family members or what right?
sigh.
just let it be la.TOLERENCE is the word.
just tolerate with them.than,
the EARTH would be a happy place.
everyone happy with each and other.
no talking bad.sigh.but i know.
all these will only happen in DREAM.
and probably only in my dream.
its a DREAM NOT come true.


just a DREAM.
boring la.
staying at home to rot.
grr!i hate this!
its not gonna do me any good.
rarr!!!!

suppose to meet amanda and her friend today for lunch.
but after a long long timeto decided,we decided not to
go anywhere.
actually wanna go look for job with amanda.but no in the end!

i need to do out seriously!at least entertainment!
but im not getting any of this.oh man!!
this is it!!im dying.due to boredom.grr!!
i need to talk to some one!
anyone.if someone were to call me now,
i would love that person damn much la.

lalalala.
might be conferencing with amanda and friends in a few minutes time!
this better be fun!or else thats it!
i can just go die.

its a dream NOT come true;

Monday, November 14, 2005

went to collect results in the morning.
went to 3P.sigh.of all classes la.sigh.
no choice.SSG and POA.
just what i want.(:
but not the class! ):

hahaha.
amanda came in the afternoon.
left at 5+ to meet her friend than can fly..
hahaha.funny please.had this conversation
with amanda.(see clique blog)
fun la.amanda can comunicate with animals la.
in the past,i could also.but no longer.haha.
i've lost my ability to comunicate with animals.
haha.

went to play a little trick on some people.haha.
damn funny la.can't stand it please.funny la.
shall not elaborate.haha.damn funny.((:
my room is getting worst la.
its getting messier and messier by day.
sigh.i wish i could do something about it.
hmm.i will take a day to pack my whole room.
why not wait till new year la.spring cleaning.
than im gonna paint my room sky blue.
and have some drawings on it.
anyone interested to help me???haha.than there
will be nothing that doesn't belong to me.
only my things and my things!!

than its a new year.everything would be from the start.
no more believing in people.just myself.ha!i would
leave everything behind except all those happy memories
with them and them.

hmm.i dunno how am i gonna comunicate with those people
next year la.its like i dunno anyone from that class lor.im not
in the same class as zhenyi!!!grr!!!i must get my mother to buy
books asap.than im gonna study and study like siao!!!than
maybe got good results than get back to express in sec4!!!
i must!!!

but for now,i guess i'll just seat infront of my com for another
few more weeks/.than it'll be study time!!!
i think the school is damn unfair la._______ never take SAII
and she can get into 3.2.express lor!!than me and zhenyi??
we took SAII and yet we went down to normal!!WTH!!!!
its so unfair!!!!

you've finally show your true colours???
only now??well.i guess i've been stupid enough la.
getting the ______ to accept you.and than?this is what happen!!
don't ever expect me to trust you ever again!!!you've lost my trust!
ok.i have 5 minutes to update my blog.
im gonna go off at 1500.i promised to
go off at 1400 but since im late already
so go off at 1500 lor.anyway.it doesn't
matter what time i go off la.also got no
one online.there's only like 3/4 la.so
little lor.grr!!

hmm.went for sis's graduation ytd.ok la.
quite cute.and guess what?!?my sister did
not get the best conduct award.haha.
neither did she get the best effort award.
haha.and she was asking why she did not
get the best conduct award.of course
won't get la.she sang the BARNEY song
that carmen taught me to both her chinese
and english teacher lor.confirm won't get
award one la.and plus she's always playing
around.she even asked her chinese teacher
not to give any homework la.tsktsk.like
that where can get award.

i guess i better go get a job.or else im
gonna stay at home for like 1 month plus
doing nothing.lalalalalalalalalalalalalalalala!!!


oh.i was so bored that i actually added
myself online!!!haha.its already like 1504
and im still at my com.i better get off soon.

holidays sucks man!!nothing to do.
the only best part is that can sleep till late late.
but thats the only part.other than that its boring!
i hate holidays la.can't get to see all my friends
lor.grr!!!oh.i will be going sentosa with amanda
and dunno who else on wednesday.hmm.i'll be
meeting her at 0930 at tiong.wonder if i can wake
up??and wonder if she can wke up??if she can't
than i guess we might just call off the whole thing lor.
hmm.if i have to wake up early that means i'll have to
sleep early on tuesday night.and i shall do that!!!hee!

ytd went cousin hse.
auntie uncle cousin and mother played mahjong!
sister play and play and play.me??just seat there
and see lor.what else can i do.oh.and i fiddled
around with my baobei!!(camera!)
i realised that my baobei is so good ok.its didn't
gave me any problems ytd while i was taking video.

plyed hide and seek with my mother ytd at the
community centre.haha.tolda her im going infront
to get a better view than after awhile,she went looking
for me just because i never go back to my seat after
sister's performence was over.haha.
everyone was looking for me.they thought i got caught
by some baddies.nonsense la.catch me for what la?
siao!!

hey!my post is long.but never mind la.it has always
been long.haha.mother making noise le.gotta go!!
bye!

Sunday, November 13, 2005

hmm.i've break my record again!!!
yeah!!!
im a happy kid once again!
yay!!!!!im happy.haha.

amanda:this time its not xin ku at all.
its so easy.as easy as abc.
actually its all because im sewing my belt la.
its keeping me busy thats why.but its not
the main reason.because i've got over it!!!
yeah!!haha.

now im totally happy kid.i can go where ever
i want.my mother just allows me to.and.
i dunno why?she has been good this few days la.
hmm.she must be up to something.but who cares?
as long as i can go out,
IM A HAPPY KID!!!!

Friday, November 11, 2005

jialing:
YOU STILL CANT DO IT!!!SO USELESS.
geraldlyn:SORRY LA.NOT I WANT ONE WHAT.
jialing:GRR!!!WHY? WHY?WHY?
geraldlyn:I ALSO DUNNO WHY.JUST CANT RESIST IT LOR.SORRY.
jialing:GRR!!YOU!!!HOPELESS LA!!
geraldlyn:I KNOW LA.SORRY LOR.
jialing:GRR!!!!!NO COMMENTS!!!!
geraldlyn:SIGH......)):
I FAILED TO DO IT.HOPELESS ME.
i've done it!!!yeah!!
congrats to you geraldlyn!!
haha.
its something worth celebrating!!
yupp.so i shall celebrate with jialing ok?
haha.ok!!ok.im just so crazy la.tsk.
who else can be crazier than me.and i
dunno why im feeling so pc ok??
something is wrong.but i dunno which
part of me went wrong??i guess its..
EVERYWHERE!!
sigh.thats a bad sign.
opps!!i must stop sighing.i'll go old.
not good not good.must stop.

jialing must stop.so must geraldlyn.
haiya.im crazy!!i've gone mad!!but
be due to all the boring-ness.sigh.
i just cant stop sighing and talking to
myself right jialing?there i go again.
maybe i should break my record another day?
NO!!!geraldlyn!!you can't do that to yourself la!!
your xin xin ku ku than break your record.and
now you don't wnt to break it.tsk.what you want?


geraldlyn:i also dunno la.just feel like and don't feel like lor.
jialing:haiya.you must continue.you've already come so far with it.
geraldlyn:yupp.i must jian zhi dao di!! i must.anyway.i going offline soon le mah.
so can one la.i believe i can make it!!
jialing:YES!!thats the type of spirit you must have!!!
geraldlyn:yes.i will.and will continue having it.
jialing and geraldlyn:JIA YOU!!!!

i've gone crazy!!!i need to seek professional help soon.
get myself treated soon.
wait!!thats my hobby.
talking to myself is my hobby.i like it so much.
so cannot say i crazy.its just my hobby.
not that im crazy right?
YES!!!!
im not always like this la.only when im blogging.
and when i don't feel right or when i nothing to do.
at least i don't smile to myself.like some people.
neither do i talk to my ipod.like some people.
i also don't talk to scars.like some people.
im just different!! because i only talk to myself.
oh!!and the wall la.but only certain walls.
i don't talk to every walls.haha.

what a long post today!!!haha.my hands are tired.
i shall just stop here.ok.bye jialing!!
bye geraldlyn!!!
oh no!there i go again!!can't be help la.haha.

Thursday, November 10, 2005

went to meet amanda today.suppose to meet her at 1030 but end up meeting at 1400.why leh??becauce both of us over selpt.i woke up at 11 and she woke up at 11+.than at 12 i decided to call her.ok lor.say meet at 1300.than later she called me.she'll be late.so meet at 1330.but...it started to rain!!!so i was busy looking for umbrella till the rain stop.so in the end,reach there at 1400 lor.met her outside mac.she was talking to her friend.haha.went kopitiam.she had to eat and so i went there to eat ice kacang.haha.i sort of customize it.haha.nice.i like!!haha.than after that walked around tiong.got two new shops.more that words and a pet shop.

after walk until sian liao went town.took a long long time to decide to go town la.reached town.less than 1 hour go back tiong.watched SKY HIGH!!!nice la.i like.haha.hmm.on the way back to tiong i tell you.damn funny la.watched just for laughs.haha.I laughed and laughed lor.like some crazy women can??than some unknown people beside me said i crazy la.(not amanda)who's the crazy one please.the show is so funny la.no sense of humour!!hmpf!!!than amanda act as if she dunno me like that la.wth.oh.and when the bus suddenly stopped the two person infront of me like seating roller coastor like that.haha.they moved forward and backward.funny please.then one of them sort of move side way la.haha.so funny la!!!i think im really crazy.sigh.oh.i must stop sighing so much.sighing too much can make someone old very fast!!haha.

haiya.i don't wanna blog le.very tired le.go talk to people better!!!takecare people.bye!!
oh!amanda is my tortise.haha.

Wednesday, November 09, 2005

im posting for the second time today!!!
how bored can i get!?!?
and the worst is!!!NO ONE'S ONLINE!
not even my talking partner!!!
someone help me!!save me!!
i seriously need entertainment!!help!!!
there's only 6 people online!!!
can you ever believe it!!6!!only 6!!!
no way man!!6 is so little!!but....
if my talking partner is online than
even if she's the only one online its just like 10
people online!!but she's not!!!and no one's talking to me!!
im getting bored la!!
grr!!!!

i miss and love those schooling days man!!
when there are people laughing with me.
telling me jokes!!iknow its a bit too late la.but who cares.
i still have to say it.

to angielina/sadistic friend/retarded partner/BESTIE:
thanx for all those jokes.i'll miss them.and of course you la.
and in maths class,there'll be no one to talk to me anymore!
how sad is that.no more sound of horses riding!!
than in maths class,i'll be bored.no one talking to me.
no more you singing to me.and you won't be there to stop
me from talking to the wall.and my condition will get worst!!
sigh.how i miss those days.
no more spelling words to you in class.only when i see you.
and i hope i will have time to spell those words to you.
ILOVEANGIELINATOBITS!!

to rachel/hip hop jelly partner:
hmm..i don't really have lots of things to say to you la.
but still.thank you for all!!i'll miss you!!sigh.
we must eat hip hop jelly together again!!and make candles!!
ILOVERACHELYANGXUEJUNLOADSLOADS!

to carmen/daughter/worker/mid-night friend/ok partner:
carmen!you still owe me a night!you promised to talk to me
till morning the other time!hmpf! i dont care! i want it.
and for the msn person and that 5th november thing.
don't worry la.it will be a happy ending ok?
look on the bright side man!!and all your jokes.(that are lame
to others)well.i'll miss them so much!!and your dancing??
haha.next time,there'll be no one to entertain me after recess
outside the class le.sigh.i'll miss you loads.
ILOVECARMENSIEWJIAYIMANYMANY!!!

to ashley/complain partner/evil unfeeling friend:
hmm..i've got loads of things to complain to you
and loads of things to tell you!!we shall find a day
where we seat down and complain non stop ok.
and be evil also.haha.
ILOVEASHLEYHONGANLOADSLOADS!!!!

to felicia/stress friend/small-minded partner:
yo!!there'll be no one to play stress with me anymore!!
except zhenyi.(if she happens to be in the same class as me)
than i'll stress her till she gets real stress!!haha.than we shall go
home together ok?hehe
ILOVEFELICIAYIPTILLBITS!!!

to amanda/daughter:
hmm.all those times we had together.one word:
FUN!!!
nothing fun-ner than that.yupp.next year we must
go out together as a family ok?haha.hmm.
nothing to do now!!im getting bored!!anyway:
ILOVEAMANDATANMANQIMANYMANY!!!

to melanie/twin:
twin.although you are blur at times,moody ect but
you are still my twin!!!you shall be my one and only twin
i have!!!!i'll miss you.but still,we have to go on.but we
will still be twins forever right??
ILOVEMELANIEWONGCHUTINGTOBITS!!!
ILOVEMYTWINFOREVER!!!!<<<3!!!
why like that?blogger is in chinese??haiya.now i can use the com all i want!!hahahahaha.yeah!!!!amanda says that im evil.(in her blog)evil in what way leh?im not lor.im kind please.

amanda:im not evil at all la.im so nice lor.you must tell me evil in what sense la.im evil in a way that im kind ok.haha.if im evil i would not even bother to tell them!!at least i told them a bit la.hmpf.so im not evil.anyway.i got nothing to tell then mah.

i so dont want 26 of november to come la.carmen is not going.neither is angielina.may felicia also not going.than what for??grr!!never mind.im gonna have another one for FRIENDS only.strictly for children below 18.hmpf!!

haiya.can use com also no use.nothing to do.

Thursday, November 03, 2005

long time since i update.all thanx to my mum.sigh.my com will only be in the room in 3 days time.which is so long la.and only can use the internet on the 15 la!!so long please.how can i stand it any longer??grr!!!!!2B has split.but 2STBERNADETTE2005 will forever be one!!! ILOVEALLOFYOU!!!!2B rocks!!!

Sunday, October 23, 2005

haiya.im so bored la.everyone on msn is either dead or boring la.grr!!!i wished there was no holiday/weekend la.than i would not be as bored.now im like so totally bored.went auntie's hse just now.nothing interesting.not fun one.thats why homed before anyone of them la.although everyone online id dead but its better than staying there.being bored to death!!!today nothing interesting la.so not much to talk about.just my party on 26 27 november!!!!i really can wait for it to come.im not in a hurry for the day to come please.carmen is not going!!!!!no one will laugh with me on that day!!!all those that are going,[if there are people going la]i bet they won't laugh at the jokes.

i seriously regretted asking _____to go.i will thank god if i dont see _____on that day.but also not very happy la.at least better than ____going.and we,being like __________!!which i dont like at all.not at ALL!!but if we dont act like ______on that day,i'll be seriously happy!!![only if _____goes la]if not also good la.cause i dont expect alot to turn up.maybe one or two only.than what for??haiya!!dunno la dunno la!!!!i dont care anymore!

Saturday, October 22, 2005

haiya.im so not happy today please.im not myself la.just now went out also like that.im not happy the whole day la.i dunno why!!!im so not myself today please.haiya!!!!

went town today.went to sign broadband.yeah!!the one with free iPod nano.haha.now i can use computer all day long without having my mother to nag at me!!!yeah!!now all i need is either a new computer!!than thats all.hah!!haiya.im so not happy so not myself today la!!im not happy the whole day please.its so seldom la.whats wrong with me today??hmm...since morning la.haiya.dont care la.im not gonna blog anymore!!its so boring!!!

Friday, October 21, 2005

haiya.very boring leh.no one online la.only like 4 can??so little la.today is friday!!there should be a lot of people online!!!haiya.maybe after exams.all go out.happily!!!today went for NE trail pre-tour.not fun at all la.i was so so tired please.haiyo.i should not have gone for it la.got so many things to do la.not fun at all.than still must talk to the primary 6s.confirm cannot one la.never mind.i'll leave the talking to zhenyi zhixian and felicia.haha.haiya.very bored la!!!msn looks so dead please.no one one!!!and im so bored!!i shall just finish everything here.and wait for people to go online.((:

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

yeah.i love my blog so much now.thanx to felicia!!haha.haiya.now ah.i don't care who is going/who is not going on the 26 27 novenber liao la.carmen who is the only one who knows how to laugh at my jokes is not going.because she going to her mother's company D&D to see...angielina my sadistic friend/retarded partner is also not going cause she going to taiwan.than felicia not going because she might be having piano exam.than even if she go also cannot stay over!!haiya.somemore my mother say wanna upgrade the room to two level la.i don't think there's a need now la.even if people go,i think that the most is like only 2 to 3 la.or maybe NONE!!!haiya.don't care le la.i don't bother aymore la.those that i asked,if you wanna go go.if you don't wanna go forget it.i don't care anymore!those going just msg me or give me a call la.haiya.

just came back from ashley's party!me felicia and cherng shing is the first to leave la.so early please.but never mind la.tomorrow got school.but still.even if im home early also won't sleep so early.ok.im bored now!!but no one to talk to!!!never mind.i shall go watch tv.the show is nice la.the nine o'clock one.everyone on msn is like so dead please.no one to talk to.if not is no topic to talk about!!haiya.bored la!!!

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

I NEED A HAIR CUT SERIOULSY!!!!

my hair is getting from bad to worst.so long so curly please.i don't like la.than so thick also.grr!but SHE said that i can only cut when school gonnareopen or when its my birthday.like why?
need to have a special date to cut hair meh?siao one!!

oh.heard from HER that HE is gonna buy a new laptop or someting.i can bet with you.even till year 2007,the laptop is not even considered to be bought yet.THEY are alays like this la.last year SHE told me that gonna buy something.until this year SHE have not even consider buying it yet.its so long that i forgot what she wanted to buy la.haiya.whatever that THEY said,its just like fairytale la.it will never come true.lalalala.i still prefer to live in realistic life la.haha.proof to me that fairytale do come true!!but i guess after all,it will still be fairytale la.never come true.

i wanna shift house.this room is so small.and there is so many things inside this room!!i seriously need a bigger room!!!unless SHE decide to throw all those big things away!!but those things will never be thrown away la.haiya.