today was ok la.
went to the hong bao riber thing?
ya.quite boring la.
except that they got loads of thing to eat?
haha.

hmm.gwen is so guai.
she did eight pages of research for fnn.
so guai la.
i only did like one/two pages for each research?
haha.
and she claims that mdm lim loves me?
ok.what nonsense la.
please.i think she loves gwen more.haah.
oh!guess what!?
colour for class tee gonna be either white and gold/white and pink la.
if it's pink than i'm not gonna wear it man!
no!in the first pleace i wouldn't even order it.
pink sucks man!but than again.depends on what shade of pink.
i'll only wear it if i'm happy with the shade of pink.
hmm.i still prefer the 2baye'05 class tee.
like of course la.


oh no!
my hands gonna go numb later on.
i realise that i can't type for long.
it'll really go very numb.
and i can't sleep.
i need a rest.
hahaha.
madness.

oh!many people in my class are getting flu and cough.
thanx to me.
cause all those who're sick are those who seat next to me during classes.
people like debra.she very suay.next to me for chinese and POA
than judy.and that very day when i got sick was when we had chem.
than alot la.
cause people drink debra's water which i drank on monday!also that day when i got sick.
haha.so many people in the class are rubbing their noses and coughing.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.omg.i feel mean.
omg!there's ss tomorrow.
and than it's soon gonna be wednesday.
than have to present the stupid thing la.
haiyer.
so tsk la.
nv,.i shall just end here before my hands get numb =/
bye people.
and takecare (:

i'm not happy i'm not sad.
it's just a confused and mixed up feeling la.

I NEED FOOD!!!
haven't had my dinner la.
and i'm all alone at home!! :D
i love this man!!
i'm a semi-happy kid now.
happy cause my mother is not at home!
but besides that,there nothing for me to feel happy about.
seriously.nothing interest me now.
nothing.NOT A SINGLE THING.
thas a damn sad thing.
have been feeling low these few days during lesson time.
but sometimes when peanut crake a not bearable joke,i would just laugh.
but soon after,i will be back to the not happy me.
it's not not happy.it's just moodless.not happy.not sad.
not angry.
not bored.
simply nothing.
sigh.
i don't like this feeling.
i want to be back to the last time me.
but i don't think i can.
it's gonna take time.
and the worst is.
i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
well.you will never klnow what's happening to you or what's going on in you.
thats sdo sad please.
sigh.

the cut on my hand you never know.thanks to the 100 plus bottle (:

ain't in a mood to do anything today.
in the morning was ok.
than around 3+ like that mood just dropped.
like it fell from 1000 stories down like that.
well.sigh.
nothing seems to interest me now.
nothing can be back to the same.
i need the time machine!
to go back to the old times.
when we didn't knew anything.
when we were all innocent (:
but everyone knows.it's impossible to go back to the past.
nothing would be the same again.
those fun that we had.
no more.
nothings gonna be the same again.never.

just came back from movie with angel (:
i not stupid too.
it's a nice show.
after that went for dinner.
than here i am (:
had CHINESE early in the morning :D
was nice(:
after was ss.
oh man.a disaster la.
got caught for talking and sleeping =/
have to do some powerpoint thing on the reasons on merger and seperation of malaysia and singpore?
something like that la.
wth lor.
others also talked and slept.
not fair la.
pe was fun.
and i finally got to pinch shumei!
recess.as usual la.
oh!carmen never come school today!!
ok.out of point.
than was pc.boring la.
than chem.had test.
and i think i'll flunk it?
haha.and ms phe said if fail will have extra lessons one to one =/
i don't want la.
haiya.
tomorrow's gonna be a short day.
maths in the morning.
than poa than ss and bio.
than would be recess.than fnn.
than end of school!!!

CNY is only ok this year.
not much income ):
nothing interesting as well.
only that past few days wasn't at home.
over at my aunt's place.
came home only late at night.
tired so went to bed.
actually got loads to update.
but because of the delay i forgot everything that i want to update on.
yesterday was =/ =/
was so super bored at my aunt's place.
nothing to do.
was finding people to go out.
they are all not free!!
than i was almost bored to death.
but didn't la.
watched herbie.
ok la.at least got something to do?
than when the movie ended,everyone just stand up at the same time and walked out of the room.
i was like:like in the cinema hor.show finish everyone stand up.
than they just laughed.
i feel like i'm talking to myself again.
and so far no new person knows that i talk to myself and talks to the wall.
haha.i doubt they'll know unless someone tells them la.
now the only people who knows are those in sec 2 saint bernadette 2005!
oh wells.
it's not really something that people can't know la.
but just let them find out by themselves lor.
i'm getting bored.
my mum's going out.
but if i go i'll still be bored.
but it beats being at home.
anyone wants to go out?

i forgot to say something.
was suppose to blog on the day when i was sick.but didn't.
and guess what!!
i missed my double period of chinese!! ))))))):
so super sad can!!
this time i'm not gonna miss it!
i'm gonna go school on every school day from now on.
and i will!!
i don't wanna miss chinese and the most important!
DOUBLE PERIOD CHINESE!
yayness to double period chinese!!

friday!!!
morning was messy.told carmen where to meet but she went to the other one instead.
very very messy.
than in school.wasn't late for morning assesmbly these few days.
than everytime got people call us go infront.
but of course la.
i will never go infront one.
so as usual.sat at the back.
than was POA.ok la.
than chinese.someone chase my friend away!
than pe.it was somehow fun though.
than was maths.
forgot to do my homework.
but lucky today she never teach.
than did the worksheet she gave.still got time so did my homework and handed up on time!
maths test.not very good.i think it's bad.13/20.
so bad lor.
haiyer..must study.if not confirm will fail one.
didn't go anywhere after school today.
straight home.
how sad.
went online for awhile.signed out soon cause no one online.
than went to sleep.i slept for so long la.5+ till 8.30.
so long lor.
in time to watch 9pm show.
ending was ok.better than rainbow connection.
now i'm super hungry cause didn't have dinner.
tomorrow's new year's eve!
than it's ne year.haha.
means there's income.
yeah!but it won't last for long.
thinking of using the money to change phone.
i want change to 6230/6230i.
either will be fine (:
but i doubt i'll be able to have it.
it's not an easy task to tell my mother i wanna change phone.
it takes years before she gets the message.
ok.i'm so super bored now.
hai....shall go do something.

i actually got 24/25 for my POA test!!
so cannot believe please.
and my mother.
was being so idiot la.
i told her.and she was like:like that very good meh?
it's like 24 is the highest in class lor.
although i'm not the only one that has 24.
but still.her reply was like that lor.wth la.
i've got the funfair tickets le.
anyone wants to go come find me ok??

was a okok day la.
early in the morning had math test.
what a nice thing to start the day/week.
i think i'm so gonna fail the poa and math test.
there's fnn test tomorrow =/
was being nice today?haha.
bought chocolates to school(:
but sad enough.i only ate one.
there's one last one in my bag.
i gave almost everyone i know la.
except those in my class.
i don't think they are worth my chocolates la.
joking.just some only.
i gave to a few people.
those that i never give:sorry.i had not enough.
some is i purposly don't wanna give de.
but if they asked maybe i would.
but too bad la.they didn't.

went bukit merah mac with fer and cherng shing a.k.a. xingxing.
was a last minute decision.
told amanda didn't wanna go.
duibuqi.
was feeling super hungry so just pulled fer in.
sorry amanda!
after eating slack for awhile.
saw two of cherngshying's S4 friends.
one very friendly.the other one super dao.
worst than me =/
just sat around and talk talk.
felt like eating something nice.
so went 7-11.
i think i'm super nice today.and friendly.
i helped people buy things ok.
including xingxing's friendly friend.haha.
was about to leave.
got a purple balloon :D
credits to fer!!
she helped me ask for it(:
xiexie ni fer!
walked home.that about it la.
there's double periond chinese tomorrow!!yayness!!
but there's math early in the morning.
never mind.
i shall continue my friendly ways :D
i feel so random.

tomorrow's already monday.
i don't feel like going to school.
there's accounts test.
and geog.
than on tuesday there's fnn.
and i have not done my fnn homework!!
with so many things undone how can i go school?
haiya.
and still got the EFL thing.
going with that type of 'thing'
it's like a nightmare la.
if i really going than it's like a nightmare come true la.
haiya.good dreams don't come true.
but nightmare always do.
when will a dream come true?

great la.
my mother wants me to go for EFL.
wth.i don't feel like going lor.
go than same group as TYM!!
omg!!she sucks like i don't know what la.
today during pe,vice sports cap never come.
and she thinks she can be the vice lor.
please la.look at yourself lor.
sports cap wannabe only la.
i don't care even if you're reading this.
just wanna tell you:you suck man!
act as teacher's pet.
you just don't wanna be the efl head.
well.i tell you.i don't want you to be either.
everytime during a lesson.
you will the teacher nicely.
i help you do this.i wanna do that.
oh please man!
and when the teacher assk you to do something you don't want,
you push it to the subject rep.
wth la.
you're a disgrce to all the TANs ok.
omg!!
can't stand you lar.

today was a complain day for me.
not very pleasent.
than after school,i ws being so friendly.
i said hi to people i don't.
hahah.i actually said hi lor.
how friendly can i get.hahahs.
:D
i feel so good and high now.
oh my.i feel like drinking coke now.
but i'm lazy to go down and get la.
thats the reason why i need a mini fridge.
can stock up.
chocolates drinks and loads lar.
than people come also can entertain people.
hmm..nobody wants to get coke for me!!
and i'm lazy to go down.
haiya.i feel like i'm bullying people lor.
today.elaine helped me carry books la.
from morning to end of school lor.
haiyer.i feel so bad lor.
but nvm la.she volunteered to help mah.
saw peanuts friends on the screen today.
peanuts friend all so famous one lor.only peanuts not.
so sad la.
sigh.
i'm bored now and i've got nothing to do.
i shall go get started with me homework.
sianz.....

please la.
trying to get popular huh?
get a life man!!
and you think you're the sports captain lar?!?
well.i can tell you CLEARLY that you're NOT!!
so stop acting like one.
calling others idiot when you're one.
stop it please.
you will always be you!
i can tell you la.
only a few people voted for you lor.
and it's less than 10!
so stop dreaming please.
stop acting big la.
you can never make it.
if i'm given a chance to do anything i want,
first:i would tie you on a tree.
than leave you there for days and days.
and i would give you a few slaps.
and make you remember it forever man!
i will make your life difficult.
trust me!
bloody idiot!
can't stand the sight of you la.
just go away please.
because of you,i don't even look forward to going for EFL.
you totally spoil the whole thing lor.
i bet you can't even lead.

OMG!!
i'm so bloody pissed lar.
that tym!!she sucks.i swear.she sucks.
she sucks more than anyone else.
can't stand her lar.

ok.morning was i don't know.
very bad.
had maths early in the morning.spoil mood only.
than was poa.ok lar.
than was ss.than bio!
i swear it's the worst lesson man!
i bet mr tan k.h can be so so much better than her?
and and.the way she gives notes is horrible please.
so messy lor.
haiya.

don't wanna talk about school la.
after school was much much better.
got fer and carmen to go post office with me.
so kind of them right?
than came home after that lor.
i've got loads of homework to do.
but never mind la.
come online first.
can half do half talk mah.
i can multi task.hee(:
i'm bored now.
shall go do my homework.bye people(:

what's your problem?
my attitude follows no one!
it just follows me.
what's your bloody problem?!?

grr!!
i tell you.
my grandma will die a terrible death man!
not that i wanna curse her.
but the way she is is terriblbe plus horrible la.
she acts kind when there ae visitors in the hse.acts like an angel.
but when it's just us.
i tell you.she can be worst than a devil!
yes.she's that bad.
today,she acted kind.
she go help my mother take rice lar.
when she usually doesn't.
i hate her like i don't know what la.
two headed snake!

everyone's changing.
no one remains the same.
some turning from bad to worst.
some good to bad.
none is from a bad side to good.

today i was being so cannot make decision.
recess.
wante to eat.
but don't know what to eat.
walked from the end of canteen to the other end like don't know how many times.
and i still don't know what to eat.
i just kept screaming lar.
and i don't know la.
but i know something for sure.
amanda was pissed and iritated by me.
amanda .if you're seeing this.
dui bu qi.wasn't feeling right la.

today i don't know what's gotten into me.
ate breakfast in the morning.
usually if i did,by recess i won't be hungry.
but today i am!!!
haiyarr!!
everything is like so screwed up larr.
i don't like today.
but after school was much better.
lunched with fer and amanda(:
went foodcourt.
amanda came to meet us a bit later.
ate.i was the slowest la.
they all finished before me.
so fast can.
and they were so kind la.
they waited for me!
XIEXIE!
and still never shout at me ask me hurry up!
so nice right?hee(:
oh.when amanda first came to meet us,her face was black =/
i was scared la.
but after that everything became ok!
after foodcourt went down get bubble tea(:
ice blended almond(: my love!
than went ntuc.
don't know what to do so went macs do homework.
see.we're guai.but i didn't do lar.
just did the first few questions of chem.
than mel and joyce came.so me and fer went off.

reached home.
bathe.
homework-ed.
wanted to take a short nap.
but decided to use com instead.

everyone's so different now!
i've got a feeling that i'm gonna be in a bad mood tomorrow.
i don't know why but just have that feeling la.
sigh.

i feel so random and out of point la.
things comes out at different time and places.
today during chem thought of something lame.
learnt the atm thing.
than i was like
orh.1 Assistant Toilet Manager.
told judy who was seating beside me ):
i really needed to talk.
and so i'm left with no choice but to tell her lor.
and guess what's her reaction?
she just went hahaha.sounded so so fake please.


ashley called me at 15.20.
i don't know for what.
called her back but she never picked up.
so nvm lor.
i was guai during english man!!
i did my work.
i almost fell asleep.
but i didn't.
but i bet tomorrow's chinese i'm gonna sleep.it's two periods la.
how can i take it man!
i shall be guai this year.
ok la.thats all for today lor.
bye people.(:

finally i have bought my ipod cover (:
it's in purplr.
abit wrong la.wanted to get white.
tham my mother say.get white might as well not get?
fine la.so got purplr lor.
not bad la.
i'm so super bored now.
only 3 person is online?
one away.the other one online but nah..
don't feel like talking to.
it's not some not good people la.
just don't feel like lor.
nothing to say.
yupp.ok.
i'm bored bored bored!!

today was okok lar.
nothing much.
as usual.
after school had catherine(?) hse meeting.
me and mel never go =/
how bad.tsktsk.
haiya.

than went lunch with mel and fer(:
i made them wait with me for chermaine chua.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:
and that chermiane chua.
made me wait so long.
just to take the skorts from her.
than went popular.she bought 3 things.
than she went buy lunch for her sister and herself.
she made me wait so long just do all these things can.
and i still have to help her buy handbook.wth lor.
like i will dare to go buy like that.
i'll probably ask fer to go with me(:

i slept for very long yesterday to this morning.
and guess what!
i'm tired now.
and i think i'm gonna have a nap soon.
than i'll come online again tonight.
but if people online is boring than i'll go off and back to sleep.
i'm very very tired.
i want to sleep!
ok.bye people.i'm going ff to have my nap(:

i'm sorry ):

oh well.
there's only one word i can say about today:
GREAT! (:
met carmen in the morning.(i do that everyday)
while walking to bus stop was telling camen i've got pe toda so does she.
and she goes:oh shit!i never bring pe shirt!!!how?
can go back and take.
me:NO!
and she grumbles all the way to school.
and when i reached school,i realised that it's still early.
me:it's so early lor!
carmen:ya la!you don't want let me take my pe shirt!see la!
me:what time now?
carmen:7.13.
me:see!!you said will take 10 minutes.than if you went up and take we'll be late lor!it'll be 7.23!
carmen:but after 7.30 than late mah!
me:than what if we reached at 7.30 and 1 sec?(i know it's lame la)
carmen:they don't count like that one!1 sec they don't count one!

than we reached ther bookshop.
and my class was at level 3!
carmen:how?my class at 4th level lor!
me:i walk you up?
carmen:really ah?
me:yes!but must let me put my bag first.
carmen:ok.

so i walked her up la.
at the staircase.sort of argue?
me:i don't walk you up ah?
carmen:don't walk la!
me:fine!
carmen:ehhh!!
me:what!?!?
ok.than i forgot what she said.
so i walked back to class alone lor.how sad right?
than i said hi to someone.but instead she say i so dao lor.wth la!
got say also dao.never say also dao!
than first four periods was ok lar!
than was recess!!yay!
took so many pictures!with people la.duh!
than ya la!fun fun fun lar!!
al though it's fun.but i don't feel like typing le!
very lazy.and finger also tired =/
so update again!!(:

everyone's complaining that i'm dao.
wth la!!i'm being very friendly already lor.
only friendly with people i know la.
better than not friendly at all right?
wth lor.
don't know what to say mah.
like that counted dao meh?
hmpf!!

whole day was so =/
early in the morning got maths la.
wth please.spoil the whole day lor.
than after that was ss.ok lar.
than was poa.
than was geog.
so stupid lor.you have to stay back in recess just to read?
crazyness please.
no one stays back during recess just to read.
and the worst is.when she was asking question,and when it's almost my turn,
she say don't wanna ask already.
waste my time lor!!!
and and.she said i don't want to hold you back for recess when the bell rang!!
and she only let us off at 11.15 larrr!!!WTH LARR!!!!!

and than was english.
ok la.was boring but cannot sleep.was doing group work.
than was chem!!
i'm so blurr please.
i bought my bio book instead of chem la.
lucky she never use textbook lor.
if not i die.
wednesday.
two periods of chem =/
i don't know how am i gonna survive like that for 1 year la.
i'm missing sec2 days please.
they were so great.
although there was argument lar.
at least it's better than now?
not even someone to talk to.
haiya.
don't wanna blog already larr!!!
i'm pissed now!!!

ok.
i'm like super sad+bored now.
well.talking about it will make me even more super sad ):
so shall not talk about it.
i really wished it did not happen.
i guess it's really my fault?
if not for me not trusting people i knew longer,
this wouldn't have happened.
even though you said it's not my fault.
but i still think it's my fault.
not that i'm being stuborn or what.
but that's what i think la.
haiya.
i really don't wanna continue la.
bye people.


people are just doing for the sake of doing it ):