i'm so damn bored ok.lalalalala.nothing to do.well.i went shopping today with my mom.although its with my mom but today is ok.haha.went town.then went to nokia centre.wanted to change phone but the person didn't want to show the real one so in the end never buy lor.sad sad:(was suppose to go back kellock today for some concert thingy but in the end never go la.because was too tired and lazy to go.plus.no one is going with me.im soooo bored.haha.tried to solve amanda's problem just know but it is still unsolved.haha.i guess only she can slove that problem la.no one else can help besides...i shall not tell in full details..haha.just talking to mel online.she's also blogging.haha.well.what can i say.we are twins!!haha.

if you want things to remain this way i would be glad to to remain it this way.what the use of being angry now??what's the use of all this now??its all done.and btw,they would change it like sometime soon.so why are you so scared that people would see it.anyway.it might not be you and her.it might be others.so you think only you and her can have the names izit??

lala.today like so high la.haha.in the afternoon when on the way going to the hall,we were like playing la.sofunny ok.haiyo.then when we were outside he hall,someone[dunno who]was like:move it.then me and carmen started singing la.so funny can.than lather in the end amanda also like.join in.haha.so funny.then went tiong and...


so you think only you can get angry la izit??please la.you are not that big ok.its just a joke.don't be too over sensitive la.if its all the past then why are you so scared to go near??and for your information:i'm not the one that always go look for you la.you are the one that always come looking for me please.always asking me where's your letter??who's the one looking for who??since its all the past then you should not be afraid that we wrote all those thing what.why are you still so scared??!?the answer is easy.its because you still cant forget the past!!!you are in no right to get angry ok.you also told melissa what you are not suppose to but!!! i admitted to because its all the past.

if i were you i would just let us write anything because its already all the past.saying that you hate me now its no use.all is done.ever heard.what done cannot be undone.its no use getting angry now.if you had known,thats how i am la.what's the use of calling me??saying that you hate me??and not letting me say anything.like the past can be changed??no way la.what the use of doing this now??well.its fine with me never to talk to you again.i bet its also fine with you.at least in this way.no one will always come asking me for letter.its only not talking to you.no big deal.the world would continue turning.everything will continue.the same.i would be equally happy that you are not talking to me.that's totally fine ok.nothing's wrong.

today was fun.had pe and only an one round.haha.then had to do sit-ups.i did29.its like.1more to 30 then i can get an A.all thanx to zhi xian[joking]cause i keep seeing her face then i would laugh and i like wasted my energy on laughing la.then angielina and juanita never come.for maths i was like seating alone.then ms sim like:geraldlyn has a chance to talk to the wall today.then after that she like.geraldlyn,keep quiet.don talk to yourself or the wall.like.wadever.yes.i know wadever are only for losers but if a loser admit that one is a loser is a real winner.haha.

I HATE HER.so who you think you are to tell me like that la.
very great ah??big deal.who you think you are la.i just like to
play la.you just cant stop me!! I HATE YOU!!!can just go and
die for all i care la.i would not bother.would not even shed a
drop of tear for you!!

sigh.its sunday again.another week has passed.
and everything is the same.nothing has change
and nothing's gonna change.like everyday.
wake up in the morning.
-go to school.
-have lunch.
-go home.
-do homework
nothing's gonna change.everything remains
the same.nothing changes.every year.
every month.every day.every hour.
every minute.every second.
everything is the same.
no changes.its the same routine every now
and then.it all the same.nothing's ever gonna change.

depressed.sigh.
yesterday was racial harmony celebration.
something happened.terrible.don wish to
talk about it anymore.i hate her!!she can
just go die for all i care la.grr!!don wanna talk
about it anymore la.only need to know its not
a very nice thing.sigh.i hated yesterday la.


then we took carmen's father car home.me mel
fer and chermaine were seating at the back of the
back car.it was so damn squeezy la.chermaine was
like this shows that we need to go on a diet.haha.
like she don need to??mel got off first at tiong den
the three of us were like so comfortable la.haha.got
home was like so tired.den went to bathe.sms amanda
for like awhile den fell asleep.z z z...

haha.finally.tomoro's racial harmony day.cant wait.was actually suppose to where skorts tomoro but most of us decided not to wear.hehs.who wans la.haha.lets see who wear tomoro.today after pe i made rachel wet la.her back was like damn wet ok.haha.so fun.den after recess zhenyi go wet louisa den she took revenge la.louisa made the class outside so went lor.den before maths zhenyi go spray down and ms sim saw.den like after maths she call us go see her.today was geog test.died liao.sure to fail.101% la.i diden finishthe paper lor.and i think i was writing crap on the paper.sigh.wat done cannot be undone.

hey people.we(me carmen and melanie)gave***a new name which is fei-fer-fiang.haha.it was actuali given a few days ago la but because too busy;to lazy to blog thats why now den introduce it la.haha.well.today was not bad cause during the start of literature lesson i sprayed water at rachel.haha.den during the middle of class zhen yi kept spraying it at rachel's ear la.haha.den today i actually copied lit. notes ok.so guai.haha.tomoro's geog test.die.sure fail one.the very first test for geog.confirm fail one.garauntee(er.izit spelled like this??)plus stamp la.[carmen siew.if you are reading,i never copy your line.]

this friday's racial harmony day!gonna stay in school till around 2130 or a bit later?well.the later the better.don need go home so early.den don need to listen to nagging also.hehe.me carmen amanda and melanie VOLUNTEER to contribute ice and fries ok.we actually wanted to change it to chicken wings but not alot of people want so we end up bringing fries lor): i wonder how the four of us gonna bring all that heavy stuff to school man!!the weight is gonna kill us all la.then still muz bring ice box to school.wua lao.so big la.crazy.how to la.like only the four of us la.haiya.never mind la.we'll still have fun!!yeah.cant wait for friday.

today's sunday and i have not even finish my homework yet.well.i don intend to do it either.heh heh:)sigh.life's so boring.nothing to do all day long.talked on the phone with carmen and amanda.till like12.50 like that.was so tired la.den they don allow me to hang up.den today like woke up at like10.30den went to eat.after that stayed at home till now.den later going out but dunno wat time.most probably only when my father goes out to work.sigh.

sigh.nothing but homework and research all day.homework.research.homework.research.so sick and tired of all this la.*grumbles*den yesterday***scratched me and pretend not to know it.was so damn angry ok.grr!!***can juz go to hell la.i wont even care.instead,i will go celebrate her death la.idiot.I HATE***!!don like her la.hope i wont get into the same class as her next year or else i will go and die la.she's juz so extra ok.always getting angry for no reasons.i hate her!!!so unreasonable!!hate her till cannot hate.she's juz so terrible ok.don like her la.i wish she can juz disappear infront of me la.i wan her to go and die.or go to other places for good!!juz don come back to where she is now.*grumbles*

hello.today was the literature on stage semi finals.2b did well!!it was so funny la.especially that angielina la.haha."girl girl"haha! and everybody was so funny la.yanling was also very funny!!she tied two little pony tails and she looked so funny.haha. now doing geography and home econs la.stupid!!why muz have this kind of project la.irritating!!*grumbles*i wan a new computer,a new phone and so many things la ok.but most important is that i wan ***to disappear!!right now!!if onli i can turn ***into a flame on the candle and blow *** off.if onli i can!!and i will never light up the candle ever again!!if onli i have the power to!!***is juz being so extra la.SO EXTRA ok..*grumbles*

haha.today was a fine day.hehe.arter scool went polyclinic with zhenyi.waited almost 2hrs for zhenyi's turn to be called la.wua lua!!so long la.2HRS ok.i can do so many things in two hours.grr!!went home den mother's face was damn black la.hehe.but know everytihng is alright liao.talking on the phone now with carmen.nothing interesting la.hmm..i guess thats all for today!!