Drained

I'm so tired I cannot explain why I'm so tired every single day. Sleep late, tired. Sleep early, also tired. Wtf is this mannnn, how can someone be so tired?? Not to mention, I have another assignment that is 30% of my unit due this coming Wednesday. I thought I could sleep in tmr, but no, I have an appointment to soak off my gelish @ ard 11. Which means I cannot sleep in. I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN ON SUNDAY! Because my appointment is free and easy hahahah only meet when we wake up hahahahahaha! I like this kind of appointment. Hahhahaha.

This trimester is very very very draggy, I don't like. The lecturers are not interesting. Half the time they talk about non relevant stuffs. Just to drag till 10pm to end class. One only talks and laughs at his own jokes with his ridiculous work experience. The other talks slower than a snail would crawl and is sarcastic af. I cannot take it. Every lesson I just can't wait to go home and every break time, I have to resist the temptations to pack my bag and go.

I'm so tired I cannot. I'm forcing my eyes to stay open as I type this. I should do my assignment or maybe just read up on the article also good but I'm so so so tired I have no strength to do anything omg.

Miss

Tuesday morning saw me missing my lupsupkidz, and the times we spent. 

I feel so far away. 

Instead of trying to close up the gap, I pushed myself even further away when I felt the drift.

I guess I'm the one that changed. 

i miss us. x