i know i can trust you.

but something's holding me back from telling you everything.

haiya.

i slept early last night but woke up extremely late!!

i woke up at 1pm!!nvm.yesterday talk to judy online.sighs. don't wanna talk about it anymore la.than yupp.

my cousin was at my house just now!!super irritating i swear!! i was eating breand and she asked me what i'm eating.duh!! her eye sight is super good.obviously she can see ight.what else is square, and white? omg.irritating.and on monday she came too.i was sleeping and she was playing hide and seek with my sis!! she happily came into my room to hide!! omg.irritating!! where's your manners?didn't your mom teach you never to enter people's room just like that?lucky she doesn't share the same surname as me! I MUST GO MEET FER TOMORROW MORNING! and i'll be playing badminton with carmen(i hope) tomorrow. aiya.i'm so bored la.and i really hope friday's outing would be a good one(: carmen amanda angielina and me.we're confirm going.others not sure yet.oh wells.i wanna cut hair and i wanna go SHOPPING and i wanna watch loads and loads of movie!! anyone?

you can be trusted for sure'

if you people wanna know who she/* or anyone is i'm talking please ask me!


slept early last night.
woke up late though.suppose to meet carmen but didn't again.
sorry!! i doubt she'll see this. oh wells.
than slack around.went to take phonr from fer.homed bathe than went tiong to get things from judy tan!!
she happily went to bugis when she tell me she'll be in tiong till 2.30!!damn her!!so i walked.and i called alot of people than joyce came down to accompany me!! :D thanks joyce!! oh wells.i doubt she'll be seeing this.than walked around.oh!before she came i had fer to accompany me on the phone!! :D walked.that judy tan!!say 2pm reach but reach only at 2.20 la!! i don't wanna friend her le la.and plus she was with the last person i ever wanna see!!ohmytian! holidays are really not my days man!!today when i got out of my house,i don't now how i got a pink stain on my white shrit.than i reached tiong.got mango tea.and i spilled it on myself again.so now my white shirt got 2 stains!! )': and and!! a saw the last person i ever wanna see!!and i wnt to meet judytan when she's not in tiong!!ahhhh!!!and also!i cannot watch da vinci code!! and i haven't go shopping yet!!oh no!!shit la!!
i shouldn't have gone to meet judytan in the first place!! if i never go and meet her than firstly, i wouldn't stained my white shirt!!because if i never go tiong than i won't buy mango tea than i won't stain it!! and if i never went to meet her than i wouldn't see the last person i ever wanna see!!ahh.than,i went tiong again with my mother at around 5+ holiday also tiong.no holiday also tiong.i deleted all the old songs in my ipod and added all the new songs that i wanna hear.so now my ipod has got lesser songs la.because i only listen to a few la.haiya.i got nothing to say le la.


you'll never know/

slept at 4am!!
damn tired.suppose to meet carmen at traffic light at 7.15 to pass her something.very tired so i msged her at 3+ to tell her that i'll meet her tomorrow.woke up at 10 when i'm suppose to meet fer at 10!! oh man!!sorry. went to play badminton! :D how fun.they head to tiong while i came home (: bathed.wanted to get back to sleep.than...my cousin is over at my house so argghhh.cannot sleep one lor.might be playing again tomorrow.

played minesweeper with judy last night!!
i play halfway don't wanna play le!!
she busy la.busy still wanna play game.than make me wait!!
she claims that she doesn't bully me when she does it all the time!! i play tic tac toe last night with a few people as well.tsktsk.someone's com ah.hopelessly hopeless!! haven't even play one round than hang!! and she claims to be waiting for me to make my move.oh wells.anything la.bernice was sad.but she doesn't wanna tell me why.

there's a list of movie i wanna watch la.but i need $$.and i also need $$ to go shopping!!! oh no!! i think i'm the only one who hasn't been to the sales!! )':started for so many days le!! and i haven't gone to it yet!!! i hope i'll be going tomorrow. go shopping,the best is go with parents. you don't have to be afraid when you'll be out of cash.and plus you don't need to ue your own money to pay for anything.so i some how like shopping with parents.i shall update more tonight if some interesting things happen(:

sooooo NEAR yet sooooo FAR;

please ignore time and date

slept at 4am!!
damn tired.suppose to meet carmen at traffic light at 7.15 to pass her something.very tired so i msged her at 3+ to tell her that i'll meet her tomorrow.woke up at 10 when i'm suppose to meet fer at 10!! oh man!!sorry. went to play badminton! :D how fun.they head to tiong while i came home (: bathed.wanted to get back to sleep.than...my cousin is over at my house so argghhh.cannot sleep one lor.might be playing again tomorrow.

played minesweeper with judy last night!!
i play halfway don't wanna play le!!
she busy la.busy still wanna play game.than make me wait!!
she claims that she doesn't bully me when she does it all the time!! i play tic tac toe last night with a few people as well.tsktsk.someone's com ah.hopelessly hopeless!! haven't even play one round than hang!! and she claims to be waiting for me to make my move.oh wells.anything la.bernice was sad.but she doesn't wanna tell me why.

there's a list of movie i wanna watch la.but i need $$.and i also need $$ to go shopping!!! oh no!! i think i'm the only one who hasn't been to the sales!! )':started for so many days le!! and i haven't gone to it yet!!! i hope i'll be going tomorrow. go shopping,the best is go with parents. you don't have to be afraid when you'll be out of cash.and plus you don't need to ue your own money to pay for anything.so i some how like shopping with parents.i shall update more tonight if some interesting things happen(:

sooooo NEAR yet sooooo FAR;

i'm super disappointed with *
from now on,anyone whom i don't wanna name shall be known as * i'm really disappointed with * la.
you've changed THIS much.
oh wells.there's nothing i can do la.you was so different during ______ but now you're someone else la.haiya.i don't really give a damn but just very dissapointed la.nvm.i'll just let you be and maybe lose a friend evantually?i don't know.just see how things goes.

home the whole day.
did nothing but watched tv(:
went to eat ice kacang when it was raining.hahahah.how fun.i shall do it again when it rains.hahah.watched that 4.30 show again.hahahah.funnaye la!!!slept early last night.tired.gonna play badminton with joyce and fer tomorrow.i'm playing badminton for my class >:( so the chances for my class to win is as good as 0.000001 i'm playing doubles with liling.dies.must got alot of mo qi!! if not confirm die de!!oh wells.just gotta practice(: i shall try to do something for my class la.and win?hahahahahhahh(laughing like siao) i hope tomorrow won't be as useless as today!!
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!
the sales has started and i haven't got out of the house for some shopping yet!!ohmytian!!! i bet everyone has already at least gone to town although they have nothing to get!!! i have so much things to get and i haven't gone shopping at all!!!aiya!!i shall go watch singapore idol now.(the audition ones on youtube and start to laugh like siao again)


utterly disappointed in you;

SALES STARTS TODAY!!!!!!!
omg!!i wanna go!!but got no $$
sighs.i've been asking my mother to go but she refuse to.
i wanna get a new wallet and pencil case.
and more black top!!! :D ahhhhhhh!!!!

i'm bored )':
i have this sudden urge(?) to go tiong.
oh well.i don't know where i'm going later la.might be going out might be staying at home.my sis and mom is gonna watch hi-5 later.hahahah.my mom watching hi-5!!!hhahhah.i'm just gonna stay home to watch tv la.nothing else to do.i wanna go out!!haiya!!

no one else(:

BIG/GREAT SINGAPORE SALES STARTS TOMORROW!!
but than i've got no $$
i shall start saving up for NEXT year's sale :p

got back results today.ok la.
no comments lor.not very good.quite bad lar.i only got like _/37 as my position in class lor.so super low please.and carmen claims that it's good.oh wells.
mass in the morning.i was sleeping half the time ;D
but i woke up many times while sleeping though.than talked to jannah.
long recess!!from 10 to 11.30 (: ate.than talked abit.wanted to go up and play badminton but they were preparing for monday's chinese paper.
so went down to talk.

we ended up playing games.damn fun.played truth or dare.than it started getting boring because everyone chose truth.so change game.i forgot what.but the last 20 minutes of it was totally FUN!!! amanda came to join us.than we were doing tupid thigs.before amanda came fer said tat my aeroplane cannot fly de.one day if i drive the aeroplane it will just go round and round singapore.wth.and i started laughing i don't know why.than after amanda joined us, we played retarded games like seeing who can don't open th mouth.cannot see teeth one.fer mel and joyce very fast cannot le.i never laugh la.first time i'm not the first one la.left me carmen and amanda.hahahah.amanda also open her mouth because sharon came to talk to her!!hahahahah.left with me and carmen.than it was so super quiet.i cannot take it so i laughed!!carmen won!! next was open mouth.closed first lose(: i was the last few again.and we played the close one again.i was talking.without showing my teeth.so it was acceptable.

than time's up le )': so went back to class lor.i seriously hate to go back to that damn class.it's not really that bad la.but thanks to some people.who refuse to move away.than their ass friends would come in and i get disturbed.than i'll get pekcek.than i'll start screaming at almost everyone!!and!!the group of people is seating right behind ME!! it's not everyone behind me the fault la.it's just some particular people who is obviously very very self obsessed.sad case please.self obsession. tsktsk. poor thing.i'm not against everyone behind me but that few particular people.oh wells.i'll just have to leave with it and continue life(: hahhahahah.tried to sleep but yeah.same problem.those 3mm people who can't regconize their class.so i moved to in between jannah and rachel there.
rachel:eh?why you suddenly move here?
me:I DON'T WISH TO SEAT THERE MAH!!
rachel:*looks*orh~~
i seriously can't stand her.the one month holiday is really a break for me from those assholes!! :D and i' glad there's one month holiday!! or i'll just go mad one day.from screaming.

to that 3mm person:(don't wanna mention name la)
please note.your class is just beside mine!!do't keep going into the wrong class please.and.my class is not YOUR house!!stop making so much noise!! if you're blind than there's nothing i can say.but yeah.if you're not blind please use your eyes properly.god gave you eyes to see what's
going on and for you to know how to act as what you see. you simply
shout wherever/whenever you want.when people is sleeping.i actually didn't mind the noise.but you started running and knocked onto MY table. if you're blind i cn tell you that i'm sleeping.but you're not!! and everytime you come in, it really irritates me alot alot!!

to the person from 3p:(who is obviously very self obsessed)
please stop it!! you give me that look that it's my problem that they're noisy.and you think you're very big.well.in your clique maybe.but let me tell you!!not in the class. if you do not know, it's because of you. you just had to seat beside ____ than those in your clique who see you 'big' will come seat near you and end up taking my chair away and making alot of noise!! it's really very very super irritating i swear!! oh!and you always give me the looks like you hate me.oh well.i don't really give a damn because i don't like you a single bit either. the look of yours is so disgusting!!! i rather face a pile of shit than your face!! and yesterday when we're having fnn, i really can't stand it ok. yo always wanna seat near ____ and not that i'm obsessed with ____ or whatever la.but yeah.because she always happen to seat near me.than you will seat near her which i cannot stand it at all!! you're totally getting me very very irritated!! i can't stand it!! ohmytian. i hope this year finish quick!! and i hope i won't get int the exact same class as you next year!! oh man!!

i wish and wish.
i hope and hope.
when will my dream come true?

my internet is finally alright(:

first:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA!!! <3
it's abit late though.
yesterday;
did nothing in school.mainly slacked and yupp. today; horrible fucked up day!!some ass from 3mm come into 3p's room and started making noise as though it's their house.irritating. lucky i had fer's mp3 with me.i turned it on till full blast and i could still hear those fuckers
it didn't really bother me in the first place.soon,there was a knock on my table.(i was sleeping) so never mind.
than there was this push!! it made me super pissed la.so i oushed the table away and walked out.ohmytian.unreasonable people.and those are people from 3mm.come people's class still like that.fuck off man!! i never got this pissed before in 3p man!!after a walk,i went back in.and sat on yimei's place trying to sleep in that damn class. but it was way too noisy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i was really very very pissed larr.i went back to my seat.'dump' the mp3 into my bag.and walked out of class.seriously.i've never got so angry before.walked pass zhenyi.i didn't even bothered to answer her.sorry.than went outside to seat.recess.
me:you kow ah..that bloody people from 3mm.........blah blah blah..
zhenyi:fer!!! good luck to you!!she's gonna grumble alot!!
fer:i know.she's already grumbling.

not that i really wanna grumble la.but yeah.it was really very very irritating.enough of those 3mm bitches la.
hmm.bio in the morning.was falling asleep behind my bag and paper covering me.was sleeping 5 minutes before lesson end.ms lim went out than took out mp3.start of my sleep.slept and slept till those people came in!!!fnn today was great!! mdm lim was in a good mood.she was talking about this question and i wasn't listening.
she:who got this question wrong i treat them drink coffee!!
me:*without knowing that it's suppose to be a easy question*me!! i got wrong!!
she:huh?!?!?really ah?aiyo.how can get wrong?i'm gonna make very very very very very bitter coffee for you and force you to drink it ah.
me:*oopps*

she:later i wanna conduct interview ah!
everyone:for what!?!
me:ya lor.interview for job meh?!?
she:hahahahahahahahh*all the way*
she couldn't get over the joke -_-'''

interview...
she:where you stay?
me:*tells her*
she:ohh!!i stay therelast time leh.you know?
me:yupp.(because i saw her downstairs before)
she:oh.i stay there 10 years ago leh.
me:?????
*some other thing*
she:you got any bestfriend in class?
me:nope.
she:why everyone give me the same answer one.haiyo.
she:ok la.close friend?
me:nope
she:huh...why?
me:all my close friend not in this class de.
she:really ah?than those go toilet with you or talk to you want leh?
me:like that consider close meh?
she:ya.
me:no one.
she:aiyo.than..you got any secrets to tell me?
me:no!!
she:ohh ok.go call another come.tell them this interview for 1 million dollars job ah!!
me:*ok.....*

ok.thats all the weird conversations with mdm lim.she's fun and nice at times.and i think she's the better fnn/home econs teacher of the three.no offence but yupp.she let us off at 1.50 today!!how nice(:
tiong-ed.carmen wanted to go buy comics.but was still pissed over that few bitches so i didn't wanted to go.dui bu qi!!

if only you were mine(:

syf practice in the morning AGAIN!!!
i hate it la.my pocket would be SO heavy!!
got back all papers.horribe la.
combined humans-failed
maths-failed
english-passed
chinese-passed
poa-passed
fnn-failed
combined science-passed

how bad la.
haiya.i must work hard(hah) and get better grades la.
when we took back geog paper,jannah was like:eh.you wanna go complian on ___?
me, samantha and debra agreed to it right away!!!hahaha.yes,this is how much we hate _____!!!
we wanted to go today but we needed prove.so postpone to only when we got the prove(: and off she goes and up our geog marks goes!!! (:
we;re gonna go on a clique outing soon!! well.i hope it really happens.
and yupp.everything goes well(:

tiong-ed with fer after school.
took prints.not bad but we looked kuku-fied.
than went to walk walk to search for amandatan's present!!
but couldn't fine any!!!!so we decided!!shhhh.
than my mom came.she wanted to get the da vinci code book for me!! but because i never pick up the phone, she went home!!!! ahhhhhhhh. so i didn't get it!!!damnit!
than yupp.now online(duh)
i feel bored now.
and i'm getting sad because i'm staring at this screen which reminds me of many many things!! omg!!! sighs.now i shall go read those books which i've bought recently(:

it's you who makes my world go round(:

stayed home all day to READ :D
cousin came.slept abit.than woke up.watched the 4.30 show again.
laughed like mad.
i don't know why but everytime i face the com,i'll think about things that happened and why and all sorts of things and get myself SAD )':
i'll get even sad-der when i see certain people online!!
i'll be super sad when i think about the things she says la.
and in school i'll start to worry.
because when i get sad/tired/sleepy, only carmen can tell that i'm tired than fer will think that i'm angry with her when she has got no reason why i should be.so in school when ever i'm tired/sad/sleepy i'll still try to (:
terrible =/
YEAH!!! MY MOTHER JUST CAME IN TO TELL ME THAT SHE'LL BUY ME 'THE DA VINCI CODE' STORY BOOK!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
ohmytian.i can't get any happier.but if only i can watch it!! it's nc16 larrrrr!!!
why?!?!?!?ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

singapoer idol is on at 8pm tonight.i shall go get ready and watch it!! (:

my life's all about YOU (:

i wished that moment never end..

went to visit my grandfather.
than to buy books.now i have something to read.entertainment!! :D
than went to buy shoes.wanted to get something else but mah.
watched movie with my mum(dvd)
and here i am.i feel moodless all of a sudden.

your smile melts my heart(:

smiles are all the same.
but it's different if it comes from you.
it's exceptionally sweet(:

school was alright today.
syf dance early in the morning.don't like lar.
than was some mgl(?) training
went back hardcourt for the syf briefing thing.
recess than up to audi for papers checking.
poa;74!!!! ohmytian!!! 1 more mark for A1!!!!!!!!!1ohmytian!!! )':
chinese overall;62.same as shumei.highest in class(:

than went back to class.
sprayed abit of water and she had to clean it on me!!
so i sprayed her wet!!!
fought for the bottle.
than she spray me larr.
so i sprayed her while she was bending down.heh.
than nothing to do.listen to her mp3 and fell asleep.xuewen as well.
dismissed:D
great world.with sadistic friend.mel and joyce.
fer came along later.than carmen and amanda(:
felt abit tired and pekcek over nothing or rather something small.
i slept wherever and whenever i could.
than they wanted to go walk.but was very tired so went home.
oh wells.it seems to be my fault that I'M TIRED!!
my fault than so be it lor.
i'm just way too tired to argue over minor things like this.
home.bathed.watched spongebob and here i am!!

that special someone will always be that special someone(:

sentosa-ed with fer mel and joyce.
we're the RETARDED JELLYFISHES!!
want tiong BY CAB!!!
waste money only.met mel.they had breakfast while i just drank something.
went harbour.met joyce than off to sentosa.
it was super bad over at sentosa la.the damn tide was low.and there was NO SUN!! so we couldn't tann.we probably went to the wrong beach la.
so after awhile,we left for town.the sun there was hopeless.and everything was bad.while going out of sentosa we were argueing whether to go mel's house to shower than go town or to go town straight away.final decision:TOWN STRAIGHT AWAY.went cine.went yoshi to eat.long time never go le.i shall find people to go with me tomorrow.joyce ate so slow so me and fer went up to level9 to check the price for the Emax room but didn't.i guess it wouldn't be a favour to us.so we went down to take neos!!it was nice(: i shall try to plug in my scanner and load it up soon.than off to hereens.saw sherly pat!took neos again(: simply nice(: THE RETARDED JELLYFISHES!! :D jelly joy(joyce)jelly mel(melanie)jelly fer(felicia)jelly ger(me) than after that we went seperate ways. fer and joyce went HMV.me and mel just randomly walked around.wanted to get something for our phone.that binded(?) pig.we want the same la.than cannot fine.oh!! action city sells the candy dispenser!!and they also sell the doreamon thing!!! i'm super fascinated by it la.twin! couldn't stand it.after walking many many rounds,hungry and went for WANTON MEE!!(: after that was argueing(again) where to go.they wanted to come all the way back to henderson to check if the badminton courts was available!! >:( while argueing,we saw jolene.than we decided.go FEP.but ended up at taka.went kinokuniya.i wanted to buy a book so much!! holidays are coming and i'll most probably be grounded.so i need a book/few book to read!! i saw so so many books which are THIS tempting la!!!!!! but it's just way too ex la.when i saved up i'm so gonna buy those books!! i wanted to buy the da vinci(?) code since i cannot go watch the movie!!(it's NC16!!)damn it!! but i didn't.it's way too ex la.i'll probably buy a book the next time i go to a book shop with my parents.i'll just buy two thick ones at one go!! went libray.i was super pekcek la!! cannot make noise and i'm not at all interested in library books!!! >:( fer had to go THAN we leave the library.if not i think we can never leave the library!!!walked to near by bus stop.jelly joy went off in 14.16 was behind.so off we go as well.tiong-ed(even on holidays!!)went macs to get a drink.was super thirsty.got fries too.than home.home so early on a holiday la!! not fun please.others are probably still out there having fun :( oh well.i have to accept the fact!!

we saw quite alot of people today who looked like ______ because she has the same type of hair as alot of people.hahahahah.thats almost all today.had to go home early mah.no choice lor.

you're everything to me;

at fer's home again!!
same people again.
fer's com room is like our cyberspace again.
one people take one.
CARMEN and JOYCE at friendster looking at guys.and they're so noisy /:
than FER and MEL doing some maths la.
than ya lor.last paper today!!! CHEM! i don't think can pass la.
tiong-ed with them than fer's house lor.
checked papers today;english and chinese.
english:57
chinese:50+
so low please.my english compo i wrote arguementative!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhhahahhahahah.i got 20/30(: lucky i never write other topicla.comfirm will be very low de.twin still xiang bu kai.i in the middle lor.i also don't know la.haiya.i'm so bored now.i got nothing better to do la.haiya.
judy tan failed both and she's happy la.she was bored/tired.than she lie on my shoulder and her head was super heavy!!!! and when i put my hand on her shoulder she claims that it's heavy.fine la!!!! and now she also learn the fine fine fine again!!!hahahahahah.
mel:fer!!! i'm gonna die!!!
fer:you're gonna die?!?! i'm coming to save you!!!
mel:*makes noise*
fer:wo yao lai qui ni le!!!!!!!!!!
wth.i'm still laughing till now la.hahahahahahahahahahahah
jusy sang the ah lian version of the barney song:
ii lurb eeu
euu lurb mii
we're happi family
with a great big hugg and a kiss from mii to euu*muacks*
won't euu say euu lurb mii too??
to gayathri.ahahahahahah.
and she made gayathri said 'i lurb euu' to her.
judy:gaya!!say i lurb euu to me!!
gaya:i don't want!!
judy:say!!!
gaya:i don't want!!
judy:fine!!!


i told fer about it.and she was like:
fer:barneyz iish a dinosaurz???
me:no la!!
fer:than?
me:the i love you.you love me that one.
fer:orhhhhhhh

they're still on the maths thing.
and i'm BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!


to the bloody damn chairperson of sec3J,2006 :
just in case you see this, i don't want a fight or whatever crap than the ahlians would do to settle something.i just want you to stop your damn fucking nonsense!! i'm not trying to create some trouble here la but yeah. know you limits alright? being a chairperson doesn't gives you the right to make a fool of someone WHO DROPPED DOWN FROM EXPRESS TO NORMAL!! i don't know if thats the reason why the hell you all are doing this la but yeah. just stop it.put yourselves in her shoes and see if you can stand it!! so yeah.just stop it!! (:


you!!!(:

i'm at fer's house now.
i'm talking to mel and joyce online when joyce is opposite me and mel is beside me!!
how lame can we get?hahah.suppose to go breakfast with AMANDA but yeah.don't know why.
fer didn't wanna come with us at first.than don't know why she decided to come with us.oh wells.
hmmm.
maths paper was crap!!! gonnajust fail maths terribly la.shruggs.
10 minutes before paper was damn nonsense la.i kept laughing and judy like don't know bring her file for what.pen use mine.pencil use mine.ruler use jannah's.haiya.yesterday she used my pen too!!!damn her!!!carmen's the only one in fer's house which is quiet and just watching tv.how guai.and she also the most quiet one!!
ranking of queit people:
1.CARMEN!!
2.JOYCE!!
3.FER!!
4.ME!!
5.MEL!!!(THE NOISY ONE!!)

keeps talking but no one wants to reply her.
next time i shall not update what i wanna tell fer/mel/carmen on the blog.they will read and in the end i'll have nothing to say.hjust now..
me:*told them something i forgot*
fer:i know already.
me:*turns to mel*eh i tell you ah.you know the my mother watch............
mel:yes i know le.
me:*turns to carmen*eh you know what.my mum watch..............
carmen:i also know le.
me:rarrrr!!!
fer:next time got thing to tell us don't update on your blog.we read le than you got nothing to say(:
me:fine!!!

wth la.i'm still talking to mel online when she beside me.how lame.ok.just now while i was walking to the canteen with zhenyi................nvm.
sharon claims that i cheated her??i told her yesterday something that i promised her last sunday.
me:here's the promise i promised you last week.
she:oh ya!!come!!who? ____??
me:no more already.
she:than who?
me:currently no one.
she:ok..
me:really la.
she:ok lor.

than today...
*me and zhenyi walks past and me looking down*
she:eh geraldlyn!!! you cheat me ok.
me:i where got cheat you?
she:yes lor.you say will tell me who than you said no one!!
me:it's really no one mah.
she:haiyer.*and showed the i-don't-believe-face*

haiya.when u'm telling the truth no onebelieves.than when i said the fake one they believe!rarrr!!!nvm


i'm lost/

i haven't been happy these few days and i don't know why.
sigh.i confirmation:never because of exams/stress!!
playing minesweeper with TWIN!!
i just won her.but yeah.
we're gonna go tiong market tomorrow for breakfast!!!(most probably)
i can't seem to SMILE these few days la.all those smiles are fake /:
geog today was crap la.
went interchange with zhenyi.than took a cab home from there.lazy to walk.
home.ate.bathe.slept.online now.(duh)
nothing much la.
bye people

i don't know

geraldlyn(:

i don't know what to put as title so i used my name.
yesterday my mom watched i not stupid too on vcd and today i was doing something and...
she:so lame hor.
me:*er..okayyyy.....*
she:talking to you leh!!
me:what you want me to say?
she:*slience*
wth la.she's so super diao.


today's sunday!!!
one week from last week and i suppose someone forgot something which is kinda good?shruggs.three more papers and freedom!!!!!!
breakfast with amanda and people on tuesday.
fer mel joyce carmen all don't need go school tomorrow!!! i'm so gonna flunk my geog la.my SA2 is so screwed man! maybe i'll only pass 1 subject.omg!! good luck to me man!!might be taking cab home tomorrow.no one to go with.and my class people is like no hope.i only go with them unless they're not going with ______.whic is kinda impossible la.


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steamboat for dinner today.it was alright la.not bad.can't wait for exams to be over.only 3 more paper!!3 more!!haiya.i got nothing else to blog la.i shall go continue watching i not stupid too(:

you'll always be the one(:

irritated!

judy tan is super irritating i swear!!!

stay home all day.
woke up around 10 and i realise today is saturday and i'm like late for my doreamon show!!*cries*
nvm lor.ate breakfast.nothing to do online.
fast forward.
4.30 watched the channel 8 show.
damn funny i swear.i laughed till i cried la.
than online again.
all the way till 8+
my study mood came and is still on.so i stared studying CHEM!!!(:
carmen came online.sent her something.told her that i don't want someone anymore.she kept wating to know if i want someone else.irritated.(i was still studying)than judytan come ask me play.ok lor.(i'm still studying)so i will react a little slower.she kept nudging and nudging!!irritated again!!!super irritated.
she:hurry leh!!
me:why??you rushing to go.............
she:don't talk so much la.hurry!!
me:ask me play don't let me talk!damn you la!!
she:hurry!!
me:(feeling very very irritated)
me:you rush go where?
she:i need to go offline soon.
me:than your problem la!!!(very irritated)
she:waliao.
me:*diao*
than every second i stop she just keep nudging.today she nudged me like 91217833458 times la.super irritating i swear.i've never got so pekcek/irritated/angry with her before la!!!i was never so irritated with her although she always gives me her standard aswers:sorry lo, haha okay, okay lo, haha and all the standard answers la!!i played with her again.and she was nusging again!!!IRRITATING!!!!

now i shall go back to study CHEM!!(:
chem rocks i swear!!
but i doubt i'll do well leh.
never mind.i shall go study now.
bye people <3

you're my motivator!(:

just came home from dinner which is like rather late?
went to ps with my mom in the afternoon to repair her phone.
than home.after that went for dinner and here i am!!!
i'm no longer addicted to online games.
i'm now addicted to watching cartoon online!!!(:
i watched spongebob just now.than doreamon than fairly odd parents(:
so cute ok.i shall go watch fairly odd parents later.they're so so so cute :D
was talking to rachel.we're like.thinking about last year when half of the clique went to escape after orals (:
we're going again after exams during the holidays.
and i'm gonna try to get free tix for them.
than we'll all go as a clique!!(:
zhenyi and amanda's birthday is just around the corner.
zhenyi's this week.amanda's the week after.
STRESS STRESS!!don't know what to buy and what to do!!!
last year celebrated zhenyi's birthday.this year i don't know how to.
as to amanda,might be having bbq/steamboat at marina south,she claims it's far.
wells.don't know yet la.but gotta plan soon.20/5 is coming soon.real soon.we're celebrating it early(:
planning la.
birthdays are STRESSING!!!! /:

i'm going crazy for you;

i'm at carmen's house now.
updating before leaving.
ohmytian!!
they did something using my account which spoil my image!!!!!!!!!!!
argggggggg.now ah.people will anyhow think.they used my account to write testi for people used it to talk to people online!!!ohmytian.i'm innocent yet guilty!!!
how contradicting.i wanna cry )': they used my account to...........
nvm.forget it.now i'm stealing mel's brownie(:
i think last year's brownie that i ordered is still in my fridge please.opps
fnn paper.
finished it in 45 minutes.
flunk for sure.
i sleept for the next 30 minutes.and when i was just to sleep.....
mr poon came to wake me up!!!!!!!
he asked this after walking so many times pass me!!!!!!!!!!!
mr poon:why is your phone on the table?
me:huh?
mr poon:why is your phone on the table?
me:because cannot put in pocket so put on table lor.
mr poon:i put infront.
me:*anything la*

i tried to get back to sleep but i CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arggggg.all his fault la.

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came home from carmen's house and went to sleep.
woke up only at 10+.i'm this tired.
no one's online now.
tomorrow's holiday and i don't really look forward to it lar.
nothing to do i'll just be bored to death.
or maybe i'll just stare at the com the whole day?
or study a lil?
i need to get a new book.i'm done with the old one already and i'm getting bored this few days.
haiya.i wanna get out of here already la.

just go'

i'm addicted to online games(:
i find anyone i can online just to play games with me :D
i like playing it with mel!!! although she always win la.
WE'RE ADDICTED TO MINESWEEPER FLAGS!!
and and.i played with judy tan i won and she called me and idiot

ss paper today.it was bad bad bad!!!
woke up.bathe and i had stomache(?)
it was a slight stomache when i come out of the bathroom.
reached school and it hurts like crap!!
i was complaining to zhenyi.
than went for a walk with her to the canteen.it got worst!!
so went back to class.sat outside and it got worst...
so went into class.still bad.
teacher came in.(don't know who)
wanted to go put bag than jannah helped me put(:
than debra helped me take.thanks ah!
xuewen and judy asked me go eat steamboat with them but nah.don't wanna go.some people just really spoil mood lar.
so i went with jannah.home.went harbour take 145.
we're like total starngers in the bus.hahahah
she always mumble to herself.
she:*mumbkes*(actually talking to me)
me:huh??!?
she:nvm!
fine la.mumble to herself only.
home.my mother was SURPRISE.
cause i was home early?
crazy la she.
now i'm home playing minesweeper with debra(:
i shall play with judy later tonight.

all mine!

i'm playing minesweeper flags with twin now.
she won two games already.
rarrr.now i don't know where she go la.brb.
fine!!than carmen siew also.
ok.now mel is back.
playing fourth round now.so far she won all.
nvm.
i will play until one day i'll win her.
update later la.


edit;
mel went off!!
nothing to do so come here lor.
my speaker's gone case.
cannot play anything la.
not even those msn alert or whatever shit you call that.
so yupp.damn ass la.of all times to be spoiled.shall go get new speakers after exams.

maths today.i totallaye screwed it up man!!!it was horrible.i was panick-ing in the morning to look for curve ruler.i called fer.msg her and carmen.called joyce.only joyce answered.fer replied 69713265538574265minutes later.so i msg sharon to ask her what paper she was having today.and she didn't need to use the curve ruler so i borrowed from her :D but than.she ask me to meet her at 2nd level but went t third level /: but thanks anyway.she needs it tomorrow and i don't know how i'm gonna pass it to her la.maybe tomorrow morning? shall see.after paper went tiong to have breakfast with fer joyce cheryl yeo carmen and mel.wanted to go carmen's house than to fetch my sister than think think.no money to take cab home so haiya.don't go carmen's house la.go straight home.reached home haven't bathe yet!!going after this.i reached home and i started playing the com.carmen sent me the songs already but!!! my speakers are spoiled!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn sad la.haiyer. of all times to spoil.going to study for accounts later la.gwen showed me this pic of a super duper uber ugly bung. so eeeeeewwwwww.damn u-g-l-y.yucks! i felt like puking my food that i ate last week out la.(impossible)now i'm just gonna rot and wait for my grandmother to come out of the bathroom(:

her to be happy(:

it's sunday and i'm rotting myself away!!
not studying.i just can't get motivated.
i really went to the supermarket yesterday!!
with my mother and she said she'll never wanna go NTUC with me anymore.
she was very shocked although i didn't buy what i wanted.
i bought only 4 bars of hershey's(?) 'bitter' chocolate.and one big packet of milo nuggets.the hershey's(?) cheated me la.not bitter at all.damn sweet/: cheater la.haiyer.i'm talking to chermaine on msn now and she's telling me ways to........nvm..i shall just keep quiet.or else everyone will start to guess and know everything than my plan will be gone......anyway.now she doesn't wanna tell me because i don't wanna tell her!! fine!! i was looking through the yearbook(2005) just now and i was laughing at some people.and smiling to myself for some reason?yupp.and than like that lor.i'm still thinking of what to bring tomorrow.there's SS lessons after school.i hope it won't be like those previous ones when miss vino sais she'll come but didn't in the end and we had to wait for hours just for the damn notes!! and i forgot to tell fer that i'm having class tomorrow. damnit!! so if she's not waiting for me i'm just gonna go home by myself in a cab again(: i love taking cab home.you'l reach home early and don't have to walk 952578319863946696mm just to reach home!!you can be home early.have eough time for a nap before starting to study for the next day's lesson(: isn't that good? if only everyday's like that. i'll be very very happy.and you don't have to go lunch after school.because if there's no food at home you can just walk out of home to get food than go back anf i bet it'll still be earlier than the time that we're usually dismissed.ok.i feel so crappy =/

someday within this week MIGHT ne having brunch with amanda.i'll ask her to go have steamboat(: and after exams maybe i'll ask the clique to marina south to have steamboat?don't know la.just plan when the time comes lor.hais.but i think maybe it'll end up to be just saying only cause sure people don't wanna go/cannot go de.
lalalalal.haiya! i shall go crapping to my twin now that she's online! bye people!

mine and mine!!
her and her!!

i feel like going to any super market now.
i need to get stuffs to keep me awake.
yesterday when i've got nothing to do,i went to take a nap at 5 but it turned out to be a sleep.all the way till this morning 9!!!ohmytian /:
if i were to go to the supermarket now,i'll get:
dark chocolates!!
tic-tac
chips
sweets
something to cook

i also feel like going out.but examss are here la.cannot go out): so stay at home lor.hopefully i can get down to study.or i'll just be watching TV the whole day.good luck to me!! i left my maths file in school and on monday's paper2!! i'm this dead for maths la.i can't even understand what the hell __ ___ is talking about.she's always either talking to the wall/whiteboard/herself/OHP how bad can she get.and that day when walking to the bus stop,i forgot who said that i'm a pro in talking to myself.WTH la.and says that no one can beat me!because i don't even need the wall.i can just seat down and talk to myself!!fine! i can talk to yself even when there's nothing around me!! thats my talent!
ok la.i'm so bored now.i shall go see what's on the TV.

you'll never know how i feel;

chinese paper today.
i screwed it up man!!
fast forward.
stayed back for ss.
miss vino was suppose to come on at 1+ but she changed it to 2.
and we waited till three than she come =/
so yupp.
than walked down to find fer but she was still having class.
so i went home first.
walked to bus stop with kaining.
took a cab home.
was super lazy.
my keyboard is spoiled so i'm using one that is super yucky now!!
not nice to press one =/
i'm gonna cry soon man!
it's fun satying back man!!
we played and played and played.
now i'm home and my cousin is at my house(i don't really care)
but i was super irritated with my grandmother just now.
i was bathing and she kept on-ing the tap.
and so i had to bathe was cold hot cold hot water >:(
pissed off so i just took a quick shower.
i'm gonna bathe again later.
foe now,i don't know what to do.
i'm hungry.going to either play games or read my sidney sheldon book.
i'm superly bored and hungry =/
takecare people(:


i'm just being nice here to not name you out.
so you better know your limits ok.
not just because you're the chairperson of the class and you can make a fool out of people.
i tell you!not that easy man!
no matter how,i'm gonna demand a sorry from you!
you think it's fun yeah.
well.i'll show you the fun you're gonna get.
you'll be so so sorry!!
don't think because you're chairperson i scared i tell you.
chairperson doesn't give you the right to bully/make a fool of anyone is your class!!!so you better know your limits!!one more time i hear from my friend about you you're gonna be damn sorry i swear.but if you stop it now doesn't mean you gonna get away with it.each time you do it i demand a sorry.
and all of you in the clique is so so gonna be utterly sorry!!!
WATCH OUT!!

here without you;

i'm now at mel's house and she just wrote a testi to amanda(ng)
and we went to see someone's photo.
so UGLY!!!! the kuku guy who added me online added mel too.
omg.and i told her to delet him but she don't want!!she just want to block him.
siao!!and now she's being crazy beside me.
i'm updating while she's beside me crapping and laughing at every mistake i made!!!

bio paper today.
ss class was cancelled.damn it!!
and i had to wait for mel fer carmen and joyce by myself la!!haiyer.
and there's class tomorrow.
ok.mel is telling me her.........haiya!she and her nonsense.
and she's so happy over something-_-
and now she's telling me she had dinner on sunday with FAMILY!
and she's so happy.i'm having dinner with my family everyday la.
ok.anyway.
waited for them.
than tionged.food court.ate dried mian xian(:
so nice!!
carmen sat beside me and she was being crazy.and mel's beside me being crazy.
claiming that xiao xin is my son=her nephew
and saying that he has a bald head.
and that the eyebrows looked like ____
and now she's laughing non-stop. =/
and she keeps wanting to bite me!!
ohmytian.i have a crazy twin!!= i am crazy):
thats bad because it will link to alot alot of people.
which means.............nvm.
and now i'm listening to 'you drive me crazy' because twin! is really driving me crazy!!!
and she's putting the porcelin(?) xiao xin which she claims it's my son.
and she's talking to it now!!and she says that it is never dry=/
siao already.important news!!
MELANIE WONG CHU CHU IS OFFICIALLY CRAZY!!!
note.in case she comes after you with a chopper!!
mel:no lor i wont come after anyone with a chopper. only geraldlyn
whatever mel!!!
but she will go after..................................
nvm.
i tired le.i shall go edit when i get home. =D
takecare people

MELANIE drives me crazy =/

hmm.
chem was first.
ok lor! well.i'm starting to love chem(:
isn't that a good thing?shruggs.
than was geog =/ always anti-comments.
chinese was crapp.
miss damp left me alone!!so one shang ke with me!!
than ss.very very slack.
recess.usual lor.but it rained.so cannot eat and sun tann at the same time ):
went up.saw zhenyi.
she was about to cry because of her class people!!
how can they ever bully my friend man!!
they might be asking for early death la!!
bully me friend!! wanna die ah!!hmpf!!
than pc.mrs wong never allows us to seat in pairs la.
so i sat alone lor.
than maths.
judy tan keeps bullying me!!
she wants my ear piece.
than when she forgot to ask from me she will say i never pass to her.than when i pass it to her early,she said too early.later than pass!!omg!!i wanna kill her!!
jannah was getting abit sad.
than yupp.she almost cry i think.i could see tears lor.(her eyes were super shiny)
than yupp.
stayed back for chem(:
got back test!!i got 8/15!! highest for my chem tests la!!
than yupp.jannah got better i think?
than...
ms phee:now all of you should have known how to do chemical formular already.if you don't know than can go die.
jannah:eh! geraldlyn.go and die leh!
me:for what!? you siao ah? i know how to do lor.
jannah:*just looks*

she ask me go die la.wth lor.
than tionged with fer mel and joyce!!
fast forward!!!
while sending carmen to the turning point,we saw someone who is super supe cute!!ohmytian.damn cute larr.
carmen and i was getting high man!!and he asked me for directions!!ahhh..*faints*
than when walking back,fer suffered alot.
because i was telling her how cute the guy was and blah blah blah.ahahah.
i pity her man!!
yesterday,some super rarhhhh person added me online.
he was really getting on my nerves man!!i couldn't stand it please!!
anyway.it's over already so ok lor.nothing's wrong(:

if only....
reality is all just dreams(:

yesterday;
nothing to do.
went tiong to meet xuewen.
she was LATE!!
i was getting so damn irritated la.
than she came.
went to buy her comb
than off to town.
she went to FEP to find her princess necklace.
found it but it's ugly la.
than back to tiong.

today;
ok lor.
fnn was ok.
haiya.
fast foward.
after school library-ed with fer mel and joyce.
at the bus stop i was calling amandaaaaaaaaaaaaTAN
damn loudly.
than ya lor.
went to library.
almost die la.
must talk soft soft.but i don't really mind going there lor.
than mel and joyce went home.
kfc-ed with fer.
homed.
played com till now.

some kuku-ed person added me online and and ask all the weird weird stuff lar.OMG!!!


you're my obsession obsession(: