Life Updatexz

Because I wanted to dedicate the previous post to Mr Lee, I shall do up another one for updates in my life!! This week feels like a bad week.

Monday, Mr Lee passed on.

Tuesday/Wednesday, news of Lee Min Ho having a girlfriend broke out.

Thursday, Zayn officially left One Direction. 

SO GLAD THE WEEK IS OVER! 

Was suppose to go queue to pay respect with lupsupkidz. But because the estimated time was 8hrs and all of us has work the next day, and some was going another day, we decided to just meet for dinner. Fer and I left after dinner cause she was having a headache and.. I just wanna go home. 

Friday was work as usual, followed by class, and going down to queue to pay respect which is in the previous post. 

Saturday was spent on my bed hahahahahahha.

Fer and I were suppose to go for our IPL today but.. THE PLACE IS CLOSED ON SUNDAY. We are doomed because the voucher expires today! I am just going to ask them if they can kindly extend it for us till this week /: 

So with nothing to do, we decided to go down to Creamier for waffles ice cream. Ehhh, then the #overorderduo strikes even though Joyce wasn't around hahahahhahaha. We wanted to share but I suggest to have 1 set each, with 2 ice cream each. Of course... that left me half dead hahahahahahahaha. Then because it was still early, we decided to head down to town to digest our ice cream. Walked around and again decided we need some tea to wash down the heavy ice cream hahahahahahah! So we headed to Starbucks to get some tea and.. guess who is not going to get some sleep tonight hahahahahha. Somemore I got a venti cup hahahahahahaha! Well done ah Ger! Continued walking around and at F21, both of us walked towards the same skirt without even having any eye contact/mentioning of the skirt hahahahahahha! Talk about telepathy hahahahahha!

Anywayy, I'm damn sian now cause my new white shirt got stained a little by my black shorts ))): 

I think I am going to buy another one to keep hahahahahahaha /: 

Then I have people telling me how proud they are of me being able to tahan the 10.5hours queue. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. 

First was my mother. She called at 6am to cheer me on. Then my cousin whatsapped me after she saw my IG update. Then I had Fer telling me she proud of me also. HAHAHAHAH I GOT SO BAD NOT. Even till just now Fer keep saying how surprised she was that I did it! Not only that, but also that she cannot imagine how the person q-ing with me tahan. She got even more surprised after I said that during the 10.5 hours, never once did I blew my top off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ehh this is not good it means I am always impatient hahahahha ok la I admit I am. And I gotta admit, because there was no sun, that's why. Hahhaahahhaah! & then I was telling her I would be happier if both she AND Shep queued with me hahahahah though it would be quite weird for both of them hahahahahaha BUT I WILL BE DAMN HAPPY REALLY. Hahahahaha!!

Wahh back to work tmr. But it's ok. It's a short week! :D 

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On another hand, I have something on my mind which I really wanna say. I don't mind if you use us to forget things, because that's what friends are for. And I truly believe that if I can be there for you, or if there's anything that I can do, I will be glad to do it. But not on this matter. Wanting to join the queue just because you didn't wanna go home, not because you truly wanna pay respect. That's something I cannot handle. Not to this extent, not when the subject here is Mr Lee. 

I don't know what is going through your mind. I hope you get better. 

Xx. 

Thank you, Mr Lee

Watching all the speeches on tv, heartbreaking.

The past week has been a painful on for every Singaporean as we lost our founding father, Mr Lee Kuan Yew. I admit, I don't know anything that he has done. All I know is that he is our founding father, the one who gave us everything that we see now in Singapore. If you had asked me what has he done, I will probably only be able to tell you he cleaned up Singapore River. That's alllll I know. So the past week, I have learnt sooo much more of him through TV.

Had the intentions to go down to pay our respect to him once they had announced that members of public can pay respect at Parliament House. Shep then contacted and asked if I wanted to head down together on Thursday but I could only make it on Saturday because of work. Initial plans was to head down on Saturday after I end my class at 12pm. Then we changed to Saturday morning which means I would have to crash Adrian's class on Friday night. But we monitored the queue on Friday afternoon and decided that we should just head down to queue after I end class. That saw me rushing home from work at 5pm, washing up and changing to something lighter, to prepare for the long wait. And I'm glad I did because I managed to wash my hair and apply some new, lighter make up. Class felt like forever.

Then I met Shep after class where I had a light dinner before we made our way down. Exited from the MRT and we were really lost! So we just followed the crowd and ended up at Civilian Memorial there. We moved slowly for about an hour in the queue before it went stagnant, just outside the tunnel to Esplanade. And we were stuck there for a good 6 hrs, at least. We were first informed that queue at Padang is closed. Then after that another officer came to say it is closed till further notice. Given Singapore's style, the queue sure will open again. So we decided to just stay on. Worst comes to worse, when day light comes and no progress, we will just head to one of the CC to pay our respect. WAH THAT WAS THE LONGEST WAIT IN MY LIFE I WAS CLOSE TO GIVING UP SEVERAL TIMES BUT NO, I REMEMBERED HOW THAT'S THE LEAST I CAN DO AND IF EVERYONE ELSE CAN DO IT, NO REASON WHY I COULDN'T!! Finally, the wait paid off. At about 6am, we were told to move. We walked the underground, pass SRC, into Padang, onto Esplanade into Floating Platform where they were really good at snaking the queue, onto Fullerton, Singapore River, and finally, Parliament House. The walk was rather refreshing after having sat at the same spot for 6 hours. Besides it was morning, air was fresh. Only thing we dreaded was the sun. But all was fine. We still managed to joke and all, all the way up till outside Parliament where we prepared to head in.

Once we came out of Parliament House, both of us felt soooo heavy for some reason. It finally hit me that Mr Lee is gone. It only hit me when I saw the casket there ): Neither of us could managed anything. When we exit, we saw this uncle weeping really badly into his handkerchief. But all we could manage was just teary eyes. I was too tired to even cry but my heart ached soooo badly. After that, we walked to City Hall to take a cab but during the walk there, neither of us could say anything. All that we talked about was the uncle we saw, how we going home, and the guy in front of us who took a photo of Mr Lee's casket and got caught. That was all. Even when on the cab, we still couldn't say anything. Idk what's going on in his mind, but all that was on my mind was, Singapore has lost her father. We're by ourselves now. The taxi uncle asked us the typical question but I left all of that to Shep to answer. I guess he saw how down we were because he didn't continue asking and the rest of our ride was in silence.

I wanna thank Shep for making sure I was ok throughout the whole thing because he knew I had a long day before going down to join the queue. I must've looked really tired on several occasions because he kept asking if I was ok. And also, making sure I'm not hungry/thirsty, and that he did not lose me in the crowd. And because I am so terrible at pushing/squeezing through people, many times he had to pull me close in order not to lose me in the crowd (': Super thankful. Though I didn't have to know how dirty it was before he cleaned it up. And having to tahan me and my Tosh craze for 10hrs, I salute him also. HAHAHAHA. I am not easy to handle and I know it. I'm glad it was him who went through this with me. Oh and also the fan which he koped from when he brought students for the NPD preview! WAHH THAT FAN IS SUPER USEFUL, I SHOULD HAVE KOPED IT HOME HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Reached home, washed up and I KO till 4pm. Woke up to eat something and went back to bed. Woke up at 9pm, played some games, scrolled social media for awhile AND WENT BACK TO BED HAHAHAHAH. I'm old ): I slept my whole Saturday away in order to recover.

Today, Sunday, was the funeral. Mr Lee's route to NUS would pass by my home area. Woke up, went for breakfast, went home shower, went down again to wait for Mr Lee. It was drizzling when we went down but after awhile, it started pouring like mad. But no, didn't give up, never will. Just kept waiting and waiting. This is Bukit Merah area, of course there are people who tried to pull tricks to get to the front. I'm quite ashamed to be a resident staying here. Sighpie. No order one the people here. I even had to tell an auntie to stop taking photos. Then I had to pull another back because she was getting sooooo close to the vehicles it was getting dangerous but she gave me the look like I was trying to stop her from saying bye to Mr Lee /: This time, I couldn't take it anymore when Mr Lee went pass us. I finally had the strength to let my tears flow. Because this was it. He is gone, forever ):

So, this is my journey on paying my respect and sending Mr Lee off.

I thank him for so many things he has done, really.
For the water, for the safety, for the home that we have, for everything that he has done. Malaysia kicked us out, so what. We survived. Mr Lee, you will always be remembered. Thank you.

Do I know you?

Because you seemed to have changed into someone I don't know at all. Everyone changes, I KNOW. Never have I thought you would change to this extent, to me, in a bad way. I don't like the current you. But I don't wanna try to change you back as well. Because you have a mind of your own. No matter what we/I say, nothing's gonna change your mind. Have you became like this because you slimmed down so you think you can attract more guys now and you can play this way? Whose gonna end up getting hurt? 

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So long, weekends!

Just read a post which I drafted on.. Friday afternoon? Wahh I was really really really down leh hahahah! Which I rarely am!

ANYWAY, TYPING FROM MY NEW MACBOOK!! :D

Ytd was my most happening weekend in such a long time! :D
School in the morning as usual~ There was this guy who came to join our class for ltd's lesson. Omg mega waste of time, I hate! /: Keep talking back non stop? Fucked up.
And lesson was such a draggggggggg. 9.15 till 12.35 can you imagine? Some more law class lehhhh tired die.

Met Shep at Cathay for lunch @ The Assembly Ground. Ehh I have photos but it's in my phone ):
We shared a breakfast set - I forgot the name of it, and a truffle fries, which wasn't too bad, except there was minimal truffle taste hahahahaha. BUT THE ICE CHOCOLATE WAS THE BOMBZXZXXZ. Not sweet at all, I LOVE! Then this person so nice, I wanted to pay more but he say nvm cause I lost in mj so nvm. Wahh since when so nice hahahahahah! Walked over to Scape to buy iPhone cable but... We ended up empty handed because....

"Ehh I want plain one dw all the light light one"
"Ehh white one later cannot differentiate with original how?"
"Omg this one is the many heads one I want just for iPhone one!"
"This one.. will bomb not? Later my iPhone bomb how?"
"This looks good. But like will bomb also, dw la."
"WHY NO SOLID COLOUR ONEEEE??!?!?!?!"
"Ehhh this one like too long lehhh"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! So we decided to just buy from Qoo10. Like as if won't bomb hor hahahahahahah. Then came another round of what happened above...

"Original one how long ah? 1m? How long is 1m?"
"1m around this long lor *shows how long*"
"Should we measure the original one? Oh I never bring ruler today"
"We go the shop ask how long is it?"
"25cm like short lehh 1m like long?"
"You abt how tall? Should be until here lor"

Then we took out the original one and started "measuring" it in the middle of Orchard. HAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny we even stand still, then use of height to try to estimate the length!
At one point of time, this lady giving out flyers stared at us hahahahahahah damn paiseh omg! /:

So we searched for some cable on qoo10 and....

"99 cents only?! - Later bomb how siao"
"Japan one leh, let's see. Omg fast charging? Want charge how fast? Later too fast then bomb?"
"Ohhh this one got 20+k reviews!!"
"20+k reviews won't bomb meh?"

Our whole conversation for almost one hour was whether or not the cable will bomb our phones and the length of the cable. WHY ARE WE FRIENDS HAHAHAHAHA! So we searched for the cable on Qoo10 from Scape, all the way till Ion before deciding on it! In between still stop by Watsons and Guardian to buy mask first hahahaah THAT'S HOW LONG WE TOOK TO DECIDE ON 1 CABLE!

Then we walked into every shop possible in Ion while waiting for ahlian to go down to HV for xlb steamboat! We were still damn full from lunch even though we shared only 2 items! /: So we didn't wanna waste stomach space to the extent where we don't even wanna drink anything hahahahahahah the fuck. Ahlian finally reached at 4, and we slowly made our way down to HV tgt!
Our after dinner plans was to watch abtm3, again. 2nd time for Ahlian and I, 3rd for Shep! HAHAAHAHA. Got so hooked onto it nottt.

Talking abt this omg, this Shep damn annoying?
I asked if he wanted to watch again (HAHAHA) then he say dw, already watched 2 times. So ok, I try my luck with Fer to see if she has watched it or not. So when I finally set on a date with her, Shep went...
"So you dw me to watch with you la?" THE FUCK.
Before I set the date with Fer, he die die dw. Just seconds after I confirmed with Fer he said this -.- Kiampa pls! And and, because we have got nothing much to do in town, I wanted to go down to Bugis for the abtm fan meet (I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING ABT!!) HAHAHAHAHAHA! But again he die die dieee also dw! >: Ask me why I wanna go squeeze with all the xmm! ): Town was quite empty that day so we were a little puzzled, and he just had to say this "I think they all go Bugis for the fanmeet" WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY MANNN ): Rub salt on my wound? HAHAHAHAHAH!

Kk, sidetrack a lot. After we searched here and there, we decided on GV @ Suntec! Hahaahaha my first time there leh~ Omg my friends all damn spoil me? I went to the washroom while they went to queue for popcorn first. They had this Spongebob combo with the free bottle one and they thought of me immediately and asked if I wanted it if yes then we get that combo?? Omg (': Actually, I admit that I'm blessed with a nice friends in my life. So I don't complain that I have super little friends cause all like gems to me one, really. Best thing that ever happened to me would be Fer, Shep, and Mel. Swear. Not like the rest not good but these 3 is really best of the best. They listen to me nag and nag and nag and complain and complain and they don't even mind. Hahahahaha! <3 again="" all="" also.="" and="" digress="" friends="" give="" hahahahah="" in="" me="" my="" nbsp="" p="" super="" to="" wahhh="">
TOSH REALLY VVVVV HOT IN THIS MOVIE?! Hahahahaha! And Shep knows exactly at which part I will start to fangirl hahahaahahahah!! Right at the beginning he warned - Later you better maintain hor, Idw to hear any wahhh or omggg.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! And then everytime there is Tosh's close up, he will go "Stop it" EVEN BEFORE I OPEN MY MOUTH. It's like as though he can read my mind?! Then at that very scene which I told him before, he went "You don't start horrrrrr" BUT TOO LATEEEE HAHAHAHAHHAHHA! Tuesday will be Fer's turn ahahahhahahah!!!

After movie was home sweet home. Shared cab with Shep which was a wrong choice because it would have been cheaper if I took one by myself! /: But that's ok~~ Hahahahahah! I feel old because.. I've never been out for one whole day for a very long time already?

Today was spent walking around Chinatown with my mother to stock up on toiletries and looking for gold chains hahahahha and I scored 2 new pendants! First one was as close as possible to the one I really liked. I actually found it but then it's a clasp instead of a real pendant and I'm super rough kind so I worry it will fall off so I made do with the alternative. But after that, went into another shop and i found "The One"? HAHAHAHAHA. It's the cube kind which I love and the mother said "Just buy" HEHEHEHEHEH! <3 nbsp="" p="">
Then I hit a new milestone in life? Hahahahaha WENT TO TRIM MY BROWS TODAY!
I wanted to trim since CNY cause my cousin did his at Bobbi Brown and it looks goooood. I even got the girl's namecard because I bought a blusher there earlier this month. But I brushed it off cause I humji and kept telling myself next month then do. Today, while I walked through Chinatown, all those China woman from eyebrow embroidery shop kept asking if I wanna trim mine. One came up to me and stared at my brows with a lot of concern while asking. Then I started getting super unsecured and asked my mother if my brows are really that bad and she gave me a YES. So on impulsed, on the spot I called Bobbi Brown to check if that  is around today and if she has slot for me today and THAT WAS IT. Hahahahaahah! Off I go to Taka in my most cui form ever. My face was bare till cannot and I was in slippers because as usual, cannot find socks. But nvm, I just wanted to trim my brows and go. OMG DAMN PAIN!? Hahahahaahha the first strand she plucked was ok but after that very very very pain!!!!! Hahahaahah! Took me quite awhile to get used to the pain and when I finally was ok with it, done liao. On to the other eyebrow. DAMN PAIN AGAIN AHAHAHAHAH I WANTED TO DIEEEE!!!! Doesn't help when my mother kept making the girl laugh hahahahahahahaha! But ok la, it was nice though I 50:50 think no difference. Hahhaahah! But ahlian and Fer says got difference and Fer said the pain and price was worth. It's not expensive but if compared to other places recommended to me, it's quite ex. My other cousin did her's for $6 and ahlian did her's for $5 only but mine was $15 hahahahaha BECAUSE I KIASI DON'T DARE GO THOSE PLACES I SCARED THEY SCREW MY BROWS UP HAHAHAHAHAHA!! It's not as if this girl wouldn't screw up but, OK LA I ADMIT I BRAND WHORE I SEE THE NAME BOBBI BROWN CONFIRM WILL BE BETTER THAN ELSE WHERE ONE. Hahahahahha!

This is my longest post ever? SO WORDY!! I don't think I will read it again but doesn't matter this is like my diary sooo it's okieee! HAHAAHAH!

I have something else on my mind which I also wanna post but I think I'll leave that for another day! Because if I were to say it now, I don't think it will sound good. Hahahhahah! Till then!!

Post Concert

Whaddup whaddup!

It's FRIDAY!!!!! 

Neewaysss, Wednesday was fruitful! Morning was spent at work, as usual. Was on half day with Fer and we had lunch at Genki!!! Was suppose to use the last groupon we have for bbq buffet lunch but both of us ended late so.. nope, Genki instead! ^^ It's been sooooo long since I met Fer, and I've been reminded of how much I miss talking to her about anything and everything! Hahahahah! She is one of those that I can be damnnn crazy in front of! Hahahaha! Then we walked ard, feeling all young! Cause it's been awhile since we were out shopping in town in the afternoon! 

Slowly made our way down to Stadium for ONE DIRECTION CONCERT! Hahaha! It's a little unbelievable that we went.. Hahahahaha! All the girls were soooooo young omg! Small regrets was we didn't do any homework so there was a few songs which we weren't familiar with! And maybe we should have went for the moshpit instead! But all was good! :D Fer even said I can be an official Directioner! HAHAHAHAHAHAH DAFUG. AND AND ZAYN WAS LOOKING SOOOOO GOOOOOOD! Hahahaha! 

Next up is Demi Lovato's! THIS ONE I REALLY MUST DO HOMEWORK /: Hahahah! 

School after work, how dreadful..... I'm thisssss close to wanting to just head to Tangs 12% rebate sales instead ): I shall just wait, if I hear no news from Shan, I will just go shopping! Mehhh. 

Can't wait till the next time I see Fer lehhh!!! Which is tmr!! We're going to watch Cinderella!!!!!! YAY!! Then Genki lunch! & On Pedder sales, if we have time! YAYYYYYY!!! 

I'm also thinking of switching jobs.. But the whole process of looking for one, going for interview, waiting for calls, TIRING!! But.. it will come in time. Maybe I should just tolerate till end of year, like what Fer says.

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