joyce is called jenny, and only i can call her that!
hahah.i shall change it soon.she doesn't reply when i call her that la!
right!paper was ok.slept la.was feeling rather sleepy yeah.than was mt.had ting xie! than maths.miss sim not here!! :D free period.some apnn teacher came in la.than yeah.everyone was just going against her.any new teacher/relief teacher that comes will have to go through that la.just get used to it than it'll be fine.like the bio teacher! judy was sad la.i tried making her laugh at textbook pictures again but she couldn't!sighss.
JUDYTAN AH!!CHEER UP MAN!! :D i still need you to laugh at textbooks pictures with me okay!!
recess.yeah.angielina rachel and xinyi wasn't here.than yeah.ohoh! amanda and me are the tofus!! :D me carmen ferrrrrr mellllll and jenny are the strawberries!! fnn.blah.test!than yeah.did work lor.talk talk laugh laugh.rachel ng likes mr ngS because they're all ngS!! laoshi and mr ng! hahahahahah.oh man! tionged with fellow strawberries!! went macs with mel to get drink.ferrrrr carmen and joyce went to get ice cream.we walked there today!! and yeah.carmen siew was being super lame la!
me:carmen siew! go walk in the middle of the road now!i don't wanna walk with you!
carmen:tsk.
me:ahahahah.if you kena knock down than you'll become strawberry juice! just nice! i thirsty eh!
lame right! and her voice was HIGH!! but yeah.very fun la.laughed till stomache eh.wells.carmen what.me and amanda wants to get the pencil case! i'm influencing her not to go mep tomorrow so we can go out and get it and leave for steamboat after that! but she's considering! >:( right! i'm hungry la! so yeah.mt tomorrow and byebye exams!! yeah.and it would also be the last day of exam homeroom system.means no more 'picnic' with gwen.and no more playing with jannah.and no more laughing at stupid text pictures with judytan!and no more alot of things la!! oh ya!i msged someone on wednesday night la.asking who is that person.that replied replied it was TIA!!omg.and we're like laughing like siao la.omg.haiya.i'm lazy to blog already la.byebye!!

you're just like the lightening.
come and go.so fast that i don't even have enough time to look at you clearly.sighs.i'll just resign to fate la!!

POA was easy la.
but i doubt i'll pass with good grades la.it'll only be a JUST-PASS!than was geog.did nothing la.was talking and playing in the end must stand up :/ english.mr ng ah.tsktsk.no comments la.than supposedly POA.but become bio.than no teacher came la.one indian teacher came.we're suppose to study geog/history.can in pairs but not in group.so yeah.usual lor.i turned back to look for judy.she was writing letter than i disturbed her.bleah.than she finished! i did not bring my geog book up so end up looking at chem text.hahahah.we're laughing at pictures AGAIN! damn funny.it seems to be a daily routine for this week eh.ahahahahhah.funny la.and yeah.i gave her a new name. recess than pc.reflection.played. bio agan.no teacher leh.only one security guard.she stood outside our class for like the whole 45 minutes.omg.POWER! played with jannah debra and rachel ng during that 45 minutes la.because judy ws no where to be found. than POA.yeah.i wrote judy's new name on her a/c paper la.hee. than dismissed!

BM macs with jiaping.saw my old old friend.yeah.
than tiong to meet fer and carmen.went more than words buy pencil!
i was deciding whether how many packets to buy because one contain 6.if i buy 2 than will have 12.but if i only buy one and gave to those usual close close one than, some others will say i don't like them or whatever la.so i've got no choice ): yeah.i'll have three remaining after giving to clique so i shall give one to teozhixian! :D yeah.i may consider not giving some la.it's like.sighs.nvm!after buy pencil home!! bathed.studied abit and slept. dinnered and tadah!! (: i shall go for geog now.byebye!!

it's a fact that you will and have never treated me as your friend before.
i wonder which catergory(?) i belong to in your list.sigh.

more than just a friend

right!!
maths paper was so so.at least i can remember something.so the extra lessons that miss sim gave was actually HELPFUL!! :D
i'm glad i went!! than one period of chem.stonedms phee gave us the time to study! so bored.than maths.ms sim wanted to teach but we beg her not to.and she didn't!! well.i didn't study la.i was laughing all the way with miss judytan.hahahahah.damn funny la.we're actually laughing at the textbook pictures la!! omg.damn it funny.laughed till stomache la!! than pe :/ 2.4 again.i passed with the help of DAYANG!! omg.i swear i love dayang alot alot la.she helped me by 2 rounds!! recess.ss paper.flunk! a/c.lucky got mrs wong.she went through general journal with us again!! than mt.bleah.i 'fought' with kaining again.i think elaine yeo's super lame! than BM with ferrrrrrrrrrrrr.yeah.jannah left first.than we went ntuc walk walk.damn lame!! home!i bathed.ate than sleep!! and tadah!! right! i shall go study a/c soon.steamboat this friday with chermaine and maybe some not confirmed people.yeah.

i don't wish to hurt your feelings or anything but yeah.
you're just sticking around them because you pratically have no one to go with in your class? and what's with the face that i owe you something.i don't alright. and you know i was just trying to not show that i not happy face by saying hi to you but you just show me that face.oh wells.you've changed.ALOT.you know.i used to think you're the only one i can trust in the clique but now, i doubt so.you've changed totally to another person.

i can no longer regconise you.

i don't wish to talk to you.sighs ):

morning's the same la.bleah.
english paper first.i'm just gonna fail it la.i wrote nonsense la!! i can only think like after 8.30.i only started writing sentences which make sense after 8.30 la.but there was absolutely not enough time for me to write another compo la. than free period.jjudy tan is an idiot!
me:*keeps on talking*
judy:eh.you very noisy leh!
me:fine.*turns and talk to others*
judy:geraldlyn! i very bored!
me:but you said i was noisy.
judy:fine la.

wth can.one moment say i noisy.another moment ask me talk.siao.
than maths.go through paper.ss.same old thing.she let us off late AGAIN. recess only ate nuggets la. than yeah.chem/bio.i can do the calsulations but i'm so gonna flunk it!! i think i just wrote nonsense too la.when exam starts, our class like nothing like that.whole class still can laugh together. than double chinese. letter.crap with kaining! yeah.than dismissed!! harbour with jellyfishes!! it's 3 more days to the jellyfish day and also to silly and crazy day!! and tomorrow's ME &TWIN DAY!! :D right.ate at yoshi.than walk aound.went more than words.jellyfish now have one common thing.we all have the winnie the pooh file!! :D all the same. yeah.than home.tomorrow's ss and maths.well.can just say byebye to me next week la.i'm just gonna fail everything!! mel will put me in the coffin and fer will invite everyone to come.haahahh. joyce wasn't allowed to talk today. everything she said we have to laugh.so she didn't dare say anything.yeah.i actually STUDIED a bit.hahahahh.i actually studied!! oh my.even i can't believe la.i shall come home tomorrow straight after school to study for a/c and geog.yupp.
you only come to me when you wanna borrow things la.if not, i'm nothing to you.4 years.it's not even strong enough to compare to a less than a month friendship.damn! why do i have friends like you.sighs.just my luck la. sighs. i just can't bring myself to get angry with anyone la!! well. i shall this time.
oh ya!
i got 6/20 for my maths test la!! after so long finally no 0!! even tanya has a number instead of a 0!!hahhahah.

i'm dying to let you know how i feel but than i asked myself this: are you dying to hear what i wanna say to you? do you actually want these words coming out from me? there are still many 1001 and one questions i have.but with only two, one n fact,it's enough to stop me from telling you everything.

you left me standing all alone.

my font seems super big la.
i wanna go out.
ok.super random.like who in the right mind doesn't wanna go out?
RIGHT! i'm like so suppose to study for english and chem/bio tomorrow like what other people are doing but no! i can't set my mind to study :/ thats very bad!! i'm gonna fail badly this time round!! BADLY!!
maybe there's no studying for english but there's still combined science!! or maybe POA needs me to study them too!! or rather the worst subject of all.M-A-T-H-S!! horror man!! it's worst than asking me to read THE SINGPORE GHOST STORIES or watching any ghost flims la.maths is killing me.slowly.i'm rather worried for chem/bio too.1001 reasons to study. one and only reason not to study-the com. dies!! i need to look at my books at this very moment and get every details that needs to get in, into my this small brain now!! URGENTLY!!! i have this urge to go candy empire now! hee :D great.another distraction!!
i was at the hospital yesterday while everyone was enjoying the fireworks!! never mind.lalala.RANDOM-NESS!!

you brought back my hopes just as i were to give up!

today pass quite fast i suppose.
ss in the morning.ok la.than english.than maths.i still don't understand a single thing la.than pe.did nothing la.quite fast.recess.ok.
i think we're or rather i'm not as close to you all anymore.
than POA.i got 14/25 only la.judy got higher than me la!! she got 18 la!! than chem! fuck man! i didn't learn about the other calculations la.wtfffff. and it was actually was my fault.how am i suppose to know hat you all did last lessons?! not fair!! damn it! went for the stupid lead training.siannnnnnnnn.
stayed back for ss.blah blah.went lunch than home.
i wanna go for fireworks tomorrow!!! >:(

i don't like my maths seating arrangement!
there's nothing wrong with the people i'm seating with but the people thats around me!!
OMG.esp the person beside ____ and the person on my left!! omg.and it's confirm not melissa.
but the person beside her and her friends.disgusting.it's a misfortune having to be in the same class as you la.i tried being friendly to you but nah.i shall not do that ever again.even if i have to work in the same group as you! bleah.GET THIS INTO THAT small BRAIN OF YOUR'S!!

i don't wanna continue lying anymore.
i miss you and i care for you too.
i really do.

i hurt my thumb :/
i can't really bend it now.and worst thing is.my right thumb.how am i gonna write?
sighs.
last night i was having an awake nightmare man! :/
very very scary please.oh my tian.it sends shiver down my spine la.sighs.bestie knows it.how scary.it left me feeling scared for over 30 minutes please.bleah.and she didn't even bother to explain herself la! wth!! and now, i'm kinda scared to go school yeah.yucks! first half of tomorrow's gonna be boring la.there's SS, english, MATHS:/ than PE ):
recess's gonna be no good either la.lalala.after that will be nice.there's POA and CHEM!! although there'll be a test but nvm!! :D than assembly.can sleep.hopefully.than yeah.last day of the week.i wonder if my mum would allow me to pon la.sighs.but nvm.i'd rather go school. lalala.i wanna know my results for a/c test. i'm bored la.bye people.

i don't wanna lie by saying that i don't miss you.neither do i wanna say that i don't care for you.because, inside, i really care and i do miss you.ALOT

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.

i don't like seeing people being sad la.
unless i know the reason.ok.but still.i don't like to see people sad :/
seeing people sad is so bleah.i don't like!

angielina never come la!!
i'm not at all surprise la.I WANNA GO FOR NDP!!
ok.i shall not talk about it.if i know i shoudn't have gone school today la!
i don't know why but you seem to be taking all my friends away from me. it's not the first time already.i cannot stand it la.and you, i never knew that you'll change so fast fast!! she seem to be a better friend than me.wells.i can't force you.sooner of later you'll just be one of them and i'll start to dislike you like____ yeah.i just don't like her la.so stop it.i know it's selfish but yeah.either you be her friend or my friend cause i really really don't like her la.i know i can't stop you from making friends but yeah.anyone but her.i cannot accept it.so yeah.i don't think you even take me as your friend la.FORGET IT.

i can't bear to take you as someone invisible.

went hardcourt early today.
angielina wasn't feeling well ):
than yeah.liling just wanna stand behind me la.she says it's not fair because i've been standing at the back everytime.so she just wanna stand beside me and let me hear everything she says to judy.hhaha.than she went to ask mrs wong.
liling:eh mrs wong.if no cca how?
mrs wong:cannot don't have la.
liling:if leh?
mrs wong:than you just wear ij blue and join any club/cca lor.
me:mrs wong!you say one ah!! if they ask me why i there i say you teach me one hor!
mrs wong:*laughs*

how can like that!?tsktsk.
english in the morning always pass very fast!! :D
maths.bleah.test AGAIN.
ss.wtf la!!she cannot teach and still dare blame us for holding her back when she just stop just to look at people and give weird faces.omg.call yourself a teacher man!! f*ck you la!!
recess.was late late late for recess.went to find dayang tia shumei and all.than went up for skipping :/ we just slacked la.than yeah.drank justea with empty stomach which cause stomache in the end.for the rest of the day la.geog.chinese.than stayed for maths.than like that lor.and tadah!!
ok.i'm feeling bored now and there's no one online for me to talk to!! ):
i shall go help amandatan update her blog!! :D

i have to go on lying

you only say what you wanna say and never care about her feelings. and you think it's all her fault because you never believed what she've said. you take it as a lie and believed the other party instead.LOOK! who's the 'innocent' one.i can't say that both is guilty neither can i say both is innocent.wells.you'll even take it as a story of her's even though it's the truth.you just don't believe her.
[this is no offence to anyone.i'm just saying out what i feel, because i don't keep a writen diary neither do i wish to speak this out so yeah.if you personally feel offended than, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!]


AMANDA TAN MANQI!! :D CHEER UP OKAY!
you're suppose to continue on HAPPILY without you-know-who.
and prove her WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!
I LOVE YOU YEAH! :D

i was too lazy to come online/blog yesterday.

SS is never nice la.rachel came back to seat with me and mss vino didn't say anything!! thats good. but judytan still seems lonely seating with them.hahahh.if it was me i'll be lonely too.different topic mah!!
than ENGLISH. judytan lied!! ): she said she'll do her work!! than was maths.ok.miss sim claims that i'm one of them who take test paper than put head on table without even looking at it.i was like doing it while my head on the table can.fucker la!! and she wants to call my mum! wtffff!!
than pe.did the 5 stations thing.hee.than recess run! 5 rounds.

POA.test.easy somehow.than after that left for that forum thing.ice breaker was first.
mr chandran:group 9 and 10 go to GEOK YING and KATHLYN.
jannah:go to who?
me:geok ying and kathly la.you deaf ah?
jannah:no la! i heard geok ying as _eok ying.
me:wth!! it's sucha insult!
ice breaker was boring.only geokying/kathlyn and liling's group was ok.other's was :/ me and jannah almost fall asleep la! than break.2 was the start of that talk!! sian sian sian!! i rather go for chem and assembly!! fer was falling asleep.i had sweets to keep me awake.and after my sweet finish, i got a major headache!! oh man! i almost wanted to DIE!!
than talk talk talk.break! :D went out walk walk.fer almost hit the door on someone!!hahahaahh.than yeah.someone something happen.fer made someone trip la!! )': sadness please!! damn her!! i was telling jannah we forgot to bring the raw spaghetti(?) than continue.i don't know why but i AM anti-social la.VERY in fact.i was like oh so quiet during the discussion la.maybe it's because of some thinking? don't know la.somehow quiet during the discussion. i can't really work wth strangers la.even though after ice breaker.i don't like!!! than after that, me and fer did cloze passage!! fun la!! jannah don't know the answers.DUH! than fer filled it up.and none of us wanted to keep that paper so sissors paper stone lor. I WON!! so she kept the paper! i bet she threw it away la!! >:( ok.i don't feel like blogging anymore.

what's the 'fucking truth' that you want from her man?!
fucking idiot!

school was blah!
fnn was ok.did open book test!
ok la.
judytan can cook!hahahah.
and her food wasn't bad.
3P's now having a trend of eating raw spaghetti(?)
eveyone just chewed on it making those cracking sound.hah!
and don't know which mind of mine went to agree that i'll go for tomorrow's terrorist thing!damn! i'll be missing chem test!! )':
and assembly too! man!double sadness!!
twin didn't come with is for recess! i felt super weird although she's so damn irritating! TWIN!! I LOVE YOU! <3

3/4 of jellyfishes went candy empire!! :D
candy empire makes me HAPPY!
and forget about everything.
oh ya.during maths, walked out of class to fill water but someone just spoils my mood la!! sick! fer bought some chocolate thing.joyce bought it too.with a bar of chocolate!! i wanted to get for judytan because i broke her's but than again.today's thursday.near swimming le!hah! twin knows what i'm talking about! so yeah.bought sweet and chocolate :D
we took a bus back from suntec.suppose to take 16.but saw 608 so took it.can come back mah.than we took! and 16 was just behind! damn!! so yeah.went round and round with that 608.it took so long to reach home!! )': fer and i can't take it la!ok.i'm feeling tired now; mentally and physically. oh ya!our maths table people (yimei judy tanya debra and me) we're all having our monthly thing!hahahah.how nice!! :D all 5 of us la! cool please!hahaahah
during bio;
teacher:gwen, i think you got mental problem la.singing in class.
sihui:orhhh.means you say singapore idol people got problem!!
teacher:gwen.get out of class now.
ginwei:teacher! you jealous people can sing you cannot is it?!
hhahahahahhah.i was laughing the hell out of me la!!

it's a wonder how you can call her sunshine!
disgusting please!
YUCKS!

I'M SORRY, JUDYTAN!! )':
i left your chocolate in my bag and when i reached home, i realised it's broken into half!! i'm really really sorry!! i'll get you another one by friday okay!? PROMISED!!

i was talking to judytan yesterday and i told her if she ever do her homework(not doing it during that subject) i'll get her chocolates!! and she really did it!!hahah.i got her chocolate but yeah.it broke! )':

fn in the morning was tired!! why morning only must have this type of subject?sian please. than was geog.even worst.had open book test and i had no time to finish it!! damn!! and it's counted in CA!! fuck! shit! than english.COMPO!! argumentative! :D POA.judytan sounded oh-so-god-damn proud when she announced to me that she did her homework la.she even called my full name!!ahahahh recess.cannot find fer they all leh.went missing lor.now i know.they had welcome party for their friend.how nice.than was pc.hahahah.i was somehow disturbing judytan la.hee.and yeah.mrs wong wasn't feeling well.oh man!sorry!! and miss lee came to talk to us about stuff.
ms lee:*talking...blah blah blah*
judy:*raise up hands*
miss lee:yes?
judy:eerr.can you talk louder?
ms lee:okay.
walao.i wanted to do that already la.she was talking so soft can!! than bio.wasn't listening la!GERALDLYN!! cannot!!must listen!! there's only almost 2 weeks left to CA!! must listen and pay attention!!! great.bus-ed with zhenyi after school!! and now, someone just refuse to tell me!!damn!!ahh.i'm gonna cry infront of her tomorrow!!

never call yourself a friend if you're not up to it!

i'm so surprised!

yeah yeah.my mood went hay-wired la.
one wednesday i'll just stay back in school and wait for angielina and we'll go lunch and have a good talk again! :D i really miss talking to her about everything and anything! somehow, she's the one i trust most la!! and she's the one i really know how to tell her things in face. CARMEN'S the second one.but yeah.today i told her that i'd rather talk to her online and she stared at me for real long! bleah.tiong.on the way there, something happen la.sighs.i'm just confused la! stop it! i cannot take it!!

chem!!
i like chem alot and i don't know why la.i just have the feel for it! hahah.
yeah.i kept argueing with judy.she just refuse to give in!fine!
than i teach her how to calculate she don't want can! still say i don't know how to teach! hmpf!

maths;
test! hahah.only our group talking lor.and tanya ah.best la!she do half way than down on the table and sleep.ahahah

PE;
hmm.ran 2.4 again.
ran with tanya and rachel ng xinyi! ahahh.
i got run this time lor.

recess;
normal la.just that amanda looks moody these few days! ):
not good leh! must cheer up you know! if not before 20 you'll look like an old lady le!!

cme;
went audi.damn sian la!

POA;
hahahhah.
i got no comments la.at least mrs wong never ask me go toilet and count people today!! >:)

chinese;
lalala.
usual lor.kan chi yu!
shang ke! :D

stayed back for PBL.
got 7.5/10.
not bad la.
went tiong before that.
mel's father saw her and yeah.

after PBL, mel cried la!! omg!! i was the only one who saw her tear come down please! mytian!! scare the hell out of me la!! oh man!! MEL!! DON'T BE SAD LA!! I'LL LOVE MY TWIN FOREVER! <3

went tiong.haiya!! i hate conflicts la!! damn it!!
like is it my fault?
okay.partly but that ahhhhh.nvm!!
i need angielina now!! )':
i shall wait for her next wednesday!!
than we'll talk!!yeah!!
I LOVE ANGIELINE LA!!

okay la.i very tired already.shall go off now
byebye! :D