CNY is only ok this year.
not much income ):
nothing interesting as well.
only that past few days wasn't at home.
over at my aunt's place.
came home only late at night.
tired so went to bed.
actually got loads to update.
but because of the delay i forgot everything that i want to update on.
yesterday was =/ =/
was so super bored at my aunt's place.
nothing to do.
was finding people to go out.
they are all not free!!
than i was almost bored to death.
but didn't la.
watched herbie.
ok la.at least got something to do?
than when the movie ended,everyone just stand up at the same time and walked out of the room.
i was like:like in the cinema hor.show finish everyone stand up.
than they just laughed.
i feel like i'm talking to myself again.
and so far no new person knows that i talk to myself and talks to the wall.
haha.i doubt they'll know unless someone tells them la.
now the only people who knows are those in sec 2 saint bernadette 2005!
oh wells.
it's not really something that people can't know la.
but just let them find out by themselves lor.
i'm getting bored.
my mum's going out.
but if i go i'll still be bored.
but it beats being at home.
anyone wants to go out?

i forgot to say something.
was suppose to blog on the day when i was sick.but didn't.
and guess what!!
i missed my double period of chinese!! ))))))):
so super sad can!!
this time i'm not gonna miss it!
i'm gonna go school on every school day from now on.
and i will!!
i don't wanna miss chinese and the most important!
DOUBLE PERIOD CHINESE!
yayness to double period chinese!!

friday!!!
morning was messy.told carmen where to meet but she went to the other one instead.
very very messy.
than in school.wasn't late for morning assesmbly these few days.
than everytime got people call us go infront.
but of course la.
i will never go infront one.
so as usual.sat at the back.
than was POA.ok la.
than chinese.someone chase my friend away!
than pe.it was somehow fun though.
than was maths.
forgot to do my homework.
but lucky today she never teach.
than did the worksheet she gave.still got time so did my homework and handed up on time!
maths test.not very good.i think it's bad.13/20.
so bad lor.
haiyer..must study.if not confirm will fail one.
didn't go anywhere after school today.
straight home.
how sad.
went online for awhile.signed out soon cause no one online.
than went to sleep.i slept for so long la.5+ till 8.30.
so long lor.
in time to watch 9pm show.
ending was ok.better than rainbow connection.
now i'm super hungry cause didn't have dinner.
tomorrow's new year's eve!
than it's ne year.haha.
means there's income.
yeah!but it won't last for long.
thinking of using the money to change phone.
i want change to 6230/6230i.
either will be fine (:
but i doubt i'll be able to have it.
it's not an easy task to tell my mother i wanna change phone.
it takes years before she gets the message.
ok.i'm so super bored now.
hai....shall go do something.

i actually got 24/25 for my POA test!!
so cannot believe please.
and my mother.
was being so idiot la.
i told her.and she was like:like that very good meh?
it's like 24 is the highest in class lor.
although i'm not the only one that has 24.
but still.her reply was like that lor.wth la.
i've got the funfair tickets le.
anyone wants to go come find me ok??

was a okok day la.
early in the morning had math test.
what a nice thing to start the day/week.
i think i'm so gonna fail the poa and math test.
there's fnn test tomorrow =/
was being nice today?haha.
bought chocolates to school(:
but sad enough.i only ate one.
there's one last one in my bag.
i gave almost everyone i know la.
except those in my class.
i don't think they are worth my chocolates la.
joking.just some only.
i gave to a few people.
those that i never give:sorry.i had not enough.
some is i purposly don't wanna give de.
but if they asked maybe i would.
but too bad la.they didn't.

went bukit merah mac with fer and cherng shing a.k.a. xingxing.
was a last minute decision.
told amanda didn't wanna go.
duibuqi.
was feeling super hungry so just pulled fer in.
sorry amanda!
after eating slack for awhile.
saw two of cherngshying's S4 friends.
one very friendly.the other one super dao.
worst than me =/
just sat around and talk talk.
felt like eating something nice.
so went 7-11.
i think i'm super nice today.and friendly.
i helped people buy things ok.
including xingxing's friendly friend.haha.
was about to leave.
got a purple balloon :D
credits to fer!!
she helped me ask for it(:
xiexie ni fer!
walked home.that about it la.
there's double periond chinese tomorrow!!yayness!!
but there's math early in the morning.
never mind.
i shall continue my friendly ways :D
i feel so random.

tomorrow's already monday.
i don't feel like going to school.
there's accounts test.
and geog.
than on tuesday there's fnn.
and i have not done my fnn homework!!
with so many things undone how can i go school?
haiya.
and still got the EFL thing.
going with that type of 'thing'
it's like a nightmare la.
if i really going than it's like a nightmare come true la.
haiya.good dreams don't come true.
but nightmare always do.
when will a dream come true?

great la.
my mother wants me to go for EFL.
wth.i don't feel like going lor.
go than same group as TYM!!
omg!!she sucks like i don't know what la.
today during pe,vice sports cap never come.
and she thinks she can be the vice lor.
please la.look at yourself lor.
sports cap wannabe only la.
i don't care even if you're reading this.
just wanna tell you:you suck man!
act as teacher's pet.
you just don't wanna be the efl head.
well.i tell you.i don't want you to be either.
everytime during a lesson.
you will the teacher nicely.
i help you do this.i wanna do that.
oh please man!
and when the teacher assk you to do something you don't want,
you push it to the subject rep.
wth la.
you're a disgrce to all the TANs ok.
omg!!
can't stand you lar.

today was a complain day for me.
not very pleasent.
than after school,i ws being so friendly.
i said hi to people i don't.
hahah.i actually said hi lor.
how friendly can i get.hahahs.
:D
i feel so good and high now.
oh my.i feel like drinking coke now.
but i'm lazy to go down and get la.
thats the reason why i need a mini fridge.
can stock up.
chocolates drinks and loads lar.
than people come also can entertain people.
hmm..nobody wants to get coke for me!!
and i'm lazy to go down.
haiya.i feel like i'm bullying people lor.
today.elaine helped me carry books la.
from morning to end of school lor.
haiyer.i feel so bad lor.
but nvm la.she volunteered to help mah.
saw peanuts friends on the screen today.
peanuts friend all so famous one lor.only peanuts not.
so sad la.
sigh.
i'm bored now and i've got nothing to do.
i shall go get started with me homework.
sianz.....

please la.
trying to get popular huh?
get a life man!!
and you think you're the sports captain lar?!?
well.i can tell you CLEARLY that you're NOT!!
so stop acting like one.
calling others idiot when you're one.
stop it please.
you will always be you!
i can tell you la.
only a few people voted for you lor.
and it's less than 10!
so stop dreaming please.
stop acting big la.
you can never make it.
if i'm given a chance to do anything i want,
first:i would tie you on a tree.
than leave you there for days and days.
and i would give you a few slaps.
and make you remember it forever man!
i will make your life difficult.
trust me!
bloody idiot!
can't stand the sight of you la.
just go away please.
because of you,i don't even look forward to going for EFL.
you totally spoil the whole thing lor.
i bet you can't even lead.

OMG!!
i'm so bloody pissed lar.
that tym!!she sucks.i swear.she sucks.
she sucks more than anyone else.
can't stand her lar.

ok.morning was i don't know.
very bad.
had maths early in the morning.spoil mood only.
than was poa.ok lar.
than was ss.than bio!
i swear it's the worst lesson man!
i bet mr tan k.h can be so so much better than her?
and and.the way she gives notes is horrible please.
so messy lor.
haiya.

don't wanna talk about school la.
after school was much much better.
got fer and carmen to go post office with me.
so kind of them right?
than came home after that lor.
i've got loads of homework to do.
but never mind la.
come online first.
can half do half talk mah.
i can multi task.hee(:
i'm bored now.
shall go do my homework.bye people(:

what's your problem?
my attitude follows no one!
it just follows me.
what's your bloody problem?!?

grr!!
i tell you.
my grandma will die a terrible death man!
not that i wanna curse her.
but the way she is is terriblbe plus horrible la.
she acts kind when there ae visitors in the hse.acts like an angel.
but when it's just us.
i tell you.she can be worst than a devil!
yes.she's that bad.
today,she acted kind.
she go help my mother take rice lar.
when she usually doesn't.
i hate her like i don't know what la.
two headed snake!

everyone's changing.
no one remains the same.
some turning from bad to worst.
some good to bad.
none is from a bad side to good.

today i was being so cannot make decision.
recess.
wante to eat.
but don't know what to eat.
walked from the end of canteen to the other end like don't know how many times.
and i still don't know what to eat.
i just kept screaming lar.
and i don't know la.
but i know something for sure.
amanda was pissed and iritated by me.
amanda .if you're seeing this.
dui bu qi.wasn't feeling right la.

today i don't know what's gotten into me.
ate breakfast in the morning.
usually if i did,by recess i won't be hungry.
but today i am!!!
haiyarr!!
everything is like so screwed up larr.
i don't like today.
but after school was much better.
lunched with fer and amanda(:
went foodcourt.
amanda came to meet us a bit later.
ate.i was the slowest la.
they all finished before me.
so fast can.
and they were so kind la.
they waited for me!
XIEXIE!
and still never shout at me ask me hurry up!
so nice right?hee(:
oh.when amanda first came to meet us,her face was black =/
i was scared la.
but after that everything became ok!
after foodcourt went down get bubble tea(:
ice blended almond(: my love!
than went ntuc.
don't know what to do so went macs do homework.
see.we're guai.but i didn't do lar.
just did the first few questions of chem.
than mel and joyce came.so me and fer went off.

reached home.
bathe.
homework-ed.
wanted to take a short nap.
but decided to use com instead.

everyone's so different now!
i've got a feeling that i'm gonna be in a bad mood tomorrow.
i don't know why but just have that feeling la.
sigh.

i feel so random and out of point la.
things comes out at different time and places.
today during chem thought of something lame.
learnt the atm thing.
than i was like
orh.1 Assistant Toilet Manager.
told judy who was seating beside me ):
i really needed to talk.
and so i'm left with no choice but to tell her lor.
and guess what's her reaction?
she just went hahaha.sounded so so fake please.


ashley called me at 15.20.
i don't know for what.
called her back but she never picked up.
so nvm lor.
i was guai during english man!!
i did my work.
i almost fell asleep.
but i didn't.
but i bet tomorrow's chinese i'm gonna sleep.it's two periods la.
how can i take it man!
i shall be guai this year.
ok la.thats all for today lor.
bye people.(:

finally i have bought my ipod cover (:
it's in purplr.
abit wrong la.wanted to get white.
tham my mother say.get white might as well not get?
fine la.so got purplr lor.
not bad la.
i'm so super bored now.
only 3 person is online?
one away.the other one online but nah..
don't feel like talking to.
it's not some not good people la.
just don't feel like lor.
nothing to say.
yupp.ok.
i'm bored bored bored!!

today was okok lar.
nothing much.
as usual.
after school had catherine(?) hse meeting.
me and mel never go =/
how bad.tsktsk.
haiya.

than went lunch with mel and fer(:
i made them wait with me for chermaine chua.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:
and that chermiane chua.
made me wait so long.
just to take the skorts from her.
than went popular.she bought 3 things.
than she went buy lunch for her sister and herself.
she made me wait so long just do all these things can.
and i still have to help her buy handbook.wth lor.
like i will dare to go buy like that.
i'll probably ask fer to go with me(:

i slept for very long yesterday to this morning.
and guess what!
i'm tired now.
and i think i'm gonna have a nap soon.
than i'll come online again tonight.
but if people online is boring than i'll go off and back to sleep.
i'm very very tired.
i want to sleep!
ok.bye people.i'm going ff to have my nap(:

i'm sorry ):

oh well.
there's only one word i can say about today:
GREAT! (:
met carmen in the morning.(i do that everyday)
while walking to bus stop was telling camen i've got pe toda so does she.
and she goes:oh shit!i never bring pe shirt!!!how?
can go back and take.
me:NO!
and she grumbles all the way to school.
and when i reached school,i realised that it's still early.
me:it's so early lor!
carmen:ya la!you don't want let me take my pe shirt!see la!
me:what time now?
carmen:7.13.
me:see!!you said will take 10 minutes.than if you went up and take we'll be late lor!it'll be 7.23!
carmen:but after 7.30 than late mah!
me:than what if we reached at 7.30 and 1 sec?(i know it's lame la)
carmen:they don't count like that one!1 sec they don't count one!

than we reached ther bookshop.
and my class was at level 3!
carmen:how?my class at 4th level lor!
me:i walk you up?
carmen:really ah?
me:yes!but must let me put my bag first.
carmen:ok.

so i walked her up la.
at the staircase.sort of argue?
me:i don't walk you up ah?
carmen:don't walk la!
me:fine!
carmen:ehhh!!
me:what!?!?
ok.than i forgot what she said.
so i walked back to class alone lor.how sad right?
than i said hi to someone.but instead she say i so dao lor.wth la!
got say also dao.never say also dao!
than first four periods was ok lar!
than was recess!!yay!
took so many pictures!with people la.duh!
than ya la!fun fun fun lar!!
al though it's fun.but i don't feel like typing le!
very lazy.and finger also tired =/
so update again!!(:

everyone's complaining that i'm dao.
wth la!!i'm being very friendly already lor.
only friendly with people i know la.
better than not friendly at all right?
wth lor.
don't know what to say mah.
like that counted dao meh?
hmpf!!

whole day was so =/
early in the morning got maths la.
wth please.spoil the whole day lor.
than after that was ss.ok lar.
than was poa.
than was geog.
so stupid lor.you have to stay back in recess just to read?
crazyness please.
no one stays back during recess just to read.
and the worst is.when she was asking question,and when it's almost my turn,
she say don't wanna ask already.
waste my time lor!!!
and and.she said i don't want to hold you back for recess when the bell rang!!
and she only let us off at 11.15 larrr!!!WTH LARR!!!!!

and than was english.
ok la.was boring but cannot sleep.was doing group work.
than was chem!!
i'm so blurr please.
i bought my bio book instead of chem la.
lucky she never use textbook lor.
if not i die.
wednesday.
two periods of chem =/
i don't know how am i gonna survive like that for 1 year la.
i'm missing sec2 days please.
they were so great.
although there was argument lar.
at least it's better than now?
not even someone to talk to.
haiya.
don't wanna blog already larr!!!
i'm pissed now!!!

ok.
i'm like super sad+bored now.
well.talking about it will make me even more super sad ):
so shall not talk about it.
i really wished it did not happen.
i guess it's really my fault?
if not for me not trusting people i knew longer,
this wouldn't have happened.
even though you said it's not my fault.
but i still think it's my fault.
not that i'm being stuborn or what.
but that's what i think la.
haiya.
i really don't wanna continue la.
bye people.


people are just doing for the sake of doing it ):

ok.
i'm feeling very very pekcek/stress now!!!
i don't even wanna talk to myself!!
if anyone talk to me now.
no matter online/at home,
i would just scream at anyone.
so to prevent that,
i left my status as away!!
this way i may prevent screaming at people.
i don't think it's gonna help.
plus the thought that i'm gonna have MATHS on monday!!!
faints la!!!


she a bitch man!!!
bloody asshole la!!
scold and scold.
so you think you're great?
please.you're just a normal one.
not those seniors one lor.give that type of look.
what's you problem la?!?!
nobody said that you have to teach us.
you may say that you wanna change class.
better still i tell you.
the class wouldn't be that =/
i thoguth that there would be no one wosrt-er than her!
but who knows?
you end up to be so much more worst-er than her!
please la.must you be such a mood spoiler?
you're an idiot i tell you!!!
nobody's gonna be worst than you!!!


was still ok in the afternoon when i went for lunch with fer.
fer ate but not me.there was food at home.
so reached home,ate,slept than woke up.
tv!!
than at around 10+ mood changed.
it became like this.
and i don't know where/what's the problem la.
i don't see a problem but i just don't feel right.
i wish i could kill myself now!!!
GRR!!!!

second day of school.
a bit better la.
not that bad.
yeah!!!i grew taller!!
159!!haha.yeahness!!
ok.i'm bored la.
from now on i will only update my blog when:
-i have no one to talk to online
-bored
-angry
-happy
-as and when i feel like.
so i guess it's like updating everyday la.
i'm always bored.
but i shall study(:


today's ok la.
saw my sis in her uniform!
ok la.
except that her pinafore(??)is very long lor.
and she told me that she argued with my mom over the belt.
and she even told me that when she was wth my mother she put belt high high.
than in school,put lower.
she's so young and she's already doing this type of things.
wheh she's older i guess she's gonna be i don't know.
very very bad?

tomorror got mass =/
can just sleep lor.
siao la.
and i don't know how long it's gonna be lor.
i shall bring my camera to school tomorrow.
for self-entertainment.
also to take pictures la.
i feel like taking picture now la.
but not by myself la.
later people think i zi lian.
wanted to take picture with zhenyi today.
but but but.the battery went dead!!
wth lor!!of all times!!!
so sadly i just went back to my class.
than after awhile
zhenyi came.only for awhile.cause mrs wong came already.
so early la.bell haven't ring yet lor.


haiya.i cannot find batteries!!!):
the house is big and yet i can't find a single battery.
except for the dead one la.
i need batteries!!!

i hope carmen will be willing to bring my accounts book tomorrow la.
than i can keep the other one at home.
i'm wondering if we'll have accounts tomorrow.
got mass =/
but one thing i know.
sure miss maths!!!cause first period mah!
than got mass.ahahaha!!
ok.i'm sick of updating blog now.
shall update asap.
takecare people!(:

school's one word:HORRIBLE!
my gosh!!it's even worst than sec one.
at least in sec one,people bother to make fiends.
but now?they don't even care.
first four periods was really really very difficult to pass-by man!!
than was recess!!!not happy because of food la.
but because i can see my friends!!!the thought of it makes me high man!!!
i was so happy that i didn't eat anything.
seeing them makes me happy.
and being so so happy makes me full.
so why do i need to eat?
haha.they are my food!!haha.

the teachers:
form:mrs wong sh
co-form:mdm lim
maths:ms shirley sim =/
POA:mrs wong sh
bio:miss lim??
chem:miss delvinia phe
chinese:mr wong.(not that pe one)
ss:miss vino(:
FnN:mdm lim(:(although she's a bit naggy la.)
english:mr stephen ng.
yupp.so that's the teachers for this year!
one whole year!!! =/
i guess now the only thing i can look forward to is SA2.
than it would be the end.
than holidays again.but at least better than being in 'THE CLASS OF STRANGERS'
IT SUCKS OK.


but overall it's not a bad day la.
at least i enjoyed recess.haha.
that's the most enjoyable thing ever((:
being able to see them(:
i think the new school socks is ok??
not that high?
there's pe tomorrow.
i'm not looking forward to it.
everyone has friends except me.
i guess i shall be anti-social :D???
i really need to adapt to this man!!!


happy kid is a HORRIBLE situation =/

HAPPY KID'S BLOOGING!!!

i'm back to being one happy kid.
well.
i don't know why.but guess.
ok.i don't know.
ok.i'm being crappy.
guess it's high.haha!!!
lalalala.
hmm.played games with chermaine.
i'm so toot la.
i don't know how to play can.
but now ok le la.
not so bad.
but still bad!!!
haha.
hmmm....
last week,when we went chermaine's house bake cake carmen said something.
chermaine:next year you go what class?
me:3p lor.and i don't know anyone la.
(here comes the highlight which carmen says about me)
carmen:ya la.within one week she can die man!!!
chermaine:why leh?
carmen:cause she got no one to talk to mah.and she can't stop talking.so she will die lor.one week only!!!
me:*smiles and keep quiet*(got nothing to say le.she's just sooo right)

hai......
will i really die within one week?
i shall go be friendly and make friends.
well.
i hope.
i don't know if i should be happy/excited/sad/worry about tomorrow.
it's just gonna change so much.
without them =/
omg!!!
what am i gonna do?!?!?!
can just die.


the channel 8 9 pm show is nice.
but lets just hope that the ending won't be like rainbow connection!!!
if not the mediacorp people/producer can just go die la.
nah.for now,i shall continue being my happy kid and not curse/scold anyone(:


it's nice being a happy kid again(:

hello!!(:
wo hen xiang qu escape!=/
anyone interested?


nvm.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!(:
sent new year msg to almost everyone in my phonebook.
received quite a few interesting replys too.haha.
went to see fireworks.
was very very crowded i swear.
went the fireworks was up,everyone was wowing like they never see fireworks in their lives before!
tsktsk.
but i was not one of them la.




ni zai na li?