made ic today.
was about to change phone when they said that my control line is not up to one year yet. so yeah.got to wait for my uncle lor.which is i don't know when already ): i want a new phone badly )': i'm gonna get it within this month somehow la!! but cause i;m not using a student plan so i've got to pay 199 la. almost 100 more can ): i could've got it for only 100!!! oh.my mother asked me again today.'so you want a bag or jacket?' wth la.how am i suppose to choose? i need a jacket badly and i want a bag badly too.

i miss melanie wong chu ting!! i miss fer too.but she's not replying my msges!!! rahh!!! and i think she's leaving for don'tknowwhere on 13 and coming back on 20.something like that la! means she won't be in singapore on her birthday!!!! nvm. i might be meeting her on the 21 for clique outing!! we're going escape man! but but! angie and blurko can't make it!! nvm ): no more time to waste la! and pray hard carmen can go.rachel too. mel's answer was:'my mother now say can.but later don't know lor' wth right? and i think she's coming back on the 20th too!! && she promised me my study session la!! ): nvm.after school open we're gonna study.under the tree!! hahahahhahah.inside joke. and we must seat under the tree.if not nothing get's into our head. we/i need cold cold environment to study!!so yeah. and twin needs me to study!! [whatever la] hahahah!!! and WE NEED SWEETS!! so yeah.under the tree is the best place i think.well. going off! toodles! <3

evil uncle is sooo evil.tsktsk. even more evil than i've thought.
i was telling her i don't know when the promotion ends and she replied: too bad! wth right? damn evil i swear /:
&&& i was telling her that i decided to xiang tong and be a happy person again. her answer: thank god. how evil right?! right? right? right?

i almost got my black and red adidas jacket on sunday!! damn! but they had no size. either too bad or too small. wth right? rahh!!! and my phone. i don't know when my mother's gonna get it for me luh ): evil uncle just went off! without saying bye! okay. i'm gonna make ic tomorrow. than yeah.maybe to look for jacket.

went to claim back my ez link today. than to tiong. POPULAR! went on stationary spree!! i got 3 pens and 1 pencil.and 3 books /: not really a spree right? i could have got more. i wanted that white and black board la.double sided one. my mom says no ): nvm. well. will be going on another spree :D yeah yeah. i've finally xiang tong. twin would be uber happy to hear this because she's been asking me to xiang tong ever since i told her something. yay twin. i've xiang tong already (: she's still at band camp la! we're going for satay steamboat, voodoo doll place, escape and many more places after she's out of band camp. hah!

i was already suspecting something when you said you cannot tell me. but anyway! i xiang tong already. so yeah! you're in my past.

my mother has agreed to get me 6233 music edition (:
finally alrights.
but, the problems is still here.
i don't want it!
fer! i'm online while you're not!
mel!!! please help me take away my problem la! and you know, this stupid girl's going for band camp! and leave me all alone. nvm.i've got fer!!
i need to scream my heart out!

friday night
baby are you sleeping
friday night
my heart is still beating
it's all right
open up your sleepy eyes
come alive, come alive on friday night

woke up at 1330
used com.slack around.
watched the pilot show!
mel passed it to me already!
oh.damn.i haven't went to take back my ez link card.
i shall go either tomorrow to get it back and also to try my luck for the pen cap and also to go get jacket.
tofu's left me all alone and went for china few hours ago!
judytan isn't online.
mel isn't online too.
fer isn't too!
oh man! ):
i'm still so super duper uber sad la.
i appeared alright when you told me about it when we talked.
but after you hang up, i couldn't take it anymore. and cried.
mel and judytan knows why.and only them. oh man!
don't try to force them to tell you what happen!

i wanna change com okay.
this com holds back too much memory for me.
everytime i seat infront of it i'll feel like crying la.
aoihsginweiuvgsv!#%$&@$^$&%vsidbugsaodvakin@^$%^&fasokihfsns@^%@#$%#$sdoihsv
fuck damn it!

baby just say goodnight

i'll be gone tomorrow

baby just close your eyes

i can't take the sorrow

baby just walk away

you know i can't stay

there's no easy way to say goodbye

so baby just say goodnight

-click 5

yupp.

everything has come clean.

i think my font is super big la.so i have to also make it tiny.nvm.when fer comes online i shall ask her for help.

fer and i think that ______ is very poor thing. oh wells.

when you told me, i needed to talk to someone else very badly.

but.tofu and evil uncle went off uber early.fer wasn't even online.and twin! didn't even see her online!! i cried last night after talking to you )':

geraldlyn's gonna forget you forever and ever! you're in her past. and history's never gonna repeat itself! i'm gonna leave you here at today and go to tomorrow all by myself.so you're just gonna be stuck at 01.12.2006 all by yourself in geraldlyn's mind! and she will move on by herself like how you moved on by yourself first.i'm gonna go ahead of you by 1 step! &&& geraldlyn's not gonna cry because of you again.

if you ask me to forget you, i'll say i've forgotten

if you ask me to remember you, i'll say i'll remember all my friends

!@$*%^(#@%$%&$E%^asfvbaknakjfbagnvoiaegfhafpolae0423u23!@#%#$^TDVSywdiohanvalof@#^%Wefvaiapwjd-gvmrjathwamofskmnf

fuck it!

ic plan was changed to another day.
lunch with twintwin at hong lim market.had curry chicken noodle (:
than to town.we walked from ps all the way to heeren.thats not very far la.we decided to catch a movie.so cine first.checked time.bought tix went to heeren to walk. went to watch movie!! OPEN SEASON!! :D
uber cute la.hahahahh.'partners? disgusting!' hahahhahah. i was super fascinated by it man! went to get the turn turn thing.i wanted the pen cap la.but than!!! the thing got stuck and my money keep coming out la /:
so yeah.wanted to go suntec to try.than than than!!! i found out i lost my ez link card! so yeah.went back to find.left my number.went to walk again.lazy to go into details la.mel bought jacket.i want it too!! but i want the other one!!! than yeah. saw many many nice nice christmas cards.i'm gonna get it.30 for $7.90 only la!!! yeah! my mother agreed to get me that jacket!! (: whatever la!! i'm feeling so damn down now la!!!
i'm sooo confused la!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh!! on my way home, i turned back to say bye to mel and i saw a super duper uber scandalous act la! tsktsk.
there was this couple who frenched on the bus! my tian! &&& i saw everything la.BY ACCIDENT!

woke up at 12.thats not my lastest though.

the bald chuzzle
grown hair
the hair was about to grow so i made it bald again.hahah.

gonna make ic tomorrow!! and going to the voodoo doll place.than to beach road for fish soup! or maybe some other place la. yupp. i still haven't eaten happy meal yet!!!

edit/

judytan is being sucha rocker, not. she promised to eat happy meal for 2 days already. and yeah. how can someone forget to eat happy meal.so lame right.haiyo.thats what that rocker told me la. and she calls me a aunty because i called her uncle. oh btw, we're the rockers la.hahah and amanda tan!!! must teach her how to SAY NO! hahahahh. yeah. i miss school. i miss amanda. i miss mel!! i miss angie i miss scolding xinyi. i miss calling joyce jenny. i miss ferrrrrrrr i miss carmen siew. i miss you

HAPPY 8th MONTH LOOKAINING!!!
we're suppose to go out while samantha's away la!! but you went missing and i couldn't find you!! rahh!!!

snip snap my hair today!! it looks uber bad now.lucky only twin's gonna see it! man! gonna make ic this thursday. i wanted to get pens and pencil today la.but! i forgot my popular card and my father was in a rush. oh wells. other day la. i'm uber sad about my hair now and some fuck shit refuses to stop talking la!! rahh!!
&&& JUDYTAN ISN'T ONLINE!!! ):
hurr.she promised me happy meal toy.ahahh.she says she's gonna eat from today onwards and give me all the toy she collect. i bet she'll just forget la. because she still owes me my mickey mouse plaster!!!

home till evening.
went out for fondue at marina square! (:
i just arrived at marina and i got defeated by my pumps /:

looks okay right? i got defeated by it la /:
went to get plaster! i wanted to get the snoopy one.but they don't have it. than still pain la.haiya.went for fondue. walked to suntec /: than walked around my father came to fetch.home.bathed and tadah! i still haven't eat happy meal la!!! i want that strawberry shortcake toy!!! rahh!! i wanna go eat soon!! mel!!! fer!!! don't go MIA anymore okay!!
mel called in the afternoon! and we talked! hahhah.we were exchanging songs.more like i give her songs la.
me:eh.you got london bridge?
mel:is falling down?
me:-.-'''whatever la!
damn whatever right?walao.
and carmen siew!!! we haven't got mid night talk for 12345678910 years already!! rahh!! i know when you have band already okay!! hahahah.
yay yay!! fer's gonna lend me many many shows!!the channel u 10pm piolet show and some ye man nai nai show.ahahhah!! my sister found out how you can make a chuzzle go bald okay! ahah.damn funny la. mel went to try it too!! aahahah.and she calls me a saddist /: we agreed that whever the both of us go out, we're not gonna take neos anymore. it's just too ex la. we're gonna have a formal clique outing soon!! and everyone's gonna go formal. oh! as for the escape one ah.amanda and fer can't make it on the 13.so yeah. it's changed to 20.people please update me soon on if you can or not okay! or maybe it'll just be cancelled and we shall do something better like shopping and EATING!! me amanda and mel, one day we're gonna go hunt food down.we're gonna eat stingray, satay, chicken wings! right amanda!? hahah.i was telling her all these last night and she was going hungry!!ahahah. yay!! judytan's gonna eat happy meal and give me the strawberry shortcake toy! but i think wait till she give me, i've already had it la! and she still owes me mickey mouse plaster since 5479562069476 years ago!! okay! she just promised me that she'll go eat happy meal and collect the toy for me!! (: how nice right?

'takecare' it sounds so different from others when it comes from you (:

lunch with mel and angie!!! we forgot to ask xinyi!! angie got me a cake and a box of apple ring with a crunchie inside!!! :D THANK YOU!! and ashley gave me a card/paper or whatever you call that!! but yeah.it was crumpled and stuff!! but never mind!! i'll post the pictures soon!!
after that, vivo with my parents. got my school shoe /: too early right? and my mother finally got me the brown adidas shopping bag!! and my uncle agree to get me the black and red adidas jacket.when there's sales cause it's fucking 129 bucks la! yeah.shopping yesterday night too.went to look for presents but failed.ended up getting same wallets as my cousin and sister! and it's orange!!FER! it's orange! yeah.you're in obs now la. wanted to go crumpler but! it was closed already!! damn! should i get the black and red adidas jacket or a green crumpler!? hmm.see how's my collection tomorrow first la! (:
went chalet but back because my mother's not staying over and yeah.
i went there, and when i went to give back the trolley thing and walking back to the room, guess who i saw.hah.sharon ng!
and my sister forced me to bring her to swim la.it's was so warm la!!!

thank you everyone who wished me.
thank you angie for the cake and stuff and accompanying me this afternoon!!
thank you mel for accompanying me too!!
thank you kaining for the msg!
thank you ashley for the paper!! COMPLAINS!!<3
thank you everyone who wrote me a testi!!

14 has been a great one!! good things bad things everything!! good friend bad friends everyone!!!

and to you!!
you can just go and die already!! i'm super duper uber disappointed with you la!! i don't care anymore! yeah.you thought i was getting married when i wrote 'tomorrow! (:' as my personal msg! yeah.you think it's funny huh? i tell you! it's bloody ridiculous alright? stupid dickhead! empty promises is what you do. and yea.if you're trying to avoid me thinking that i still like you!! hahahahahah.don't waste time la.because i've long ago stopped wasting time on you.

yesterday night, i suddenly thought of something carmen said long long ago. it was during last year's flag day period.ahahah.and it was damn funny la! i was laughing to myself.and this was what happen:
after flag day last year, amanda and carmen wanted to go out.mel and angie too.so it's two different groups.but than i decided to go with mel and angie because i was quite irritated with amanda at that time.[but of course we're alright now!!TOFU] than than.they called me angie and mel but we didn't wanna answer.ahaha.than when we called back, decided to meet at heeren but they went of to tiong.so we called and called them.but yeah.they were with sharon and gang.so they got sharon to answer the phone
me:hello
her:hello
me:where's amanda?
her:ohh.my phone spoil so amanda lend me her's!
me:okay lor! [so stupid right]
so we called carmen
me:hello
____:hello
me:where's carmen?
____:ohh.she dropped her phone and it's with me now.
me:huh.don't fake la.
____:really.
me:hang up.thinking that it's real[how dumb la]
used mel phone and they still got sharon they all to aswer.so fine. we just continued walking around.
this was what happened.

after a few days, had mid night talk with carmen.
carmen:you know we went macs that day.
me:orh.
carmen:with sharon and ____
me:orh.
carmen:you never go.so sad right?
me:lucky i never go.if not i will just go home.
carmen:haiya.than amanda and sharon went to get ice cream leh. left me and ____ lor. so awkward.
me:ahahahah.
climax-
carmen:walao.than she told me she wanna burp.
me:than what you say?
carmen:i say 'orh'
me:huh?
carmen:than what you want me to say? burp with her or what? ask her how many times she burp already? or i count how many times she burp?
me:ahahahahahha!!!!! don't be sick la
carmen:than!?
me:keeps quiet.
carmen:eh.if you go ah.than i will be very extra leh.
me:siao.
carmen: if you go, than when sharon and amanda went to buy ice cream ah, i will say what you know?
me:what?
climax-
carmen:i will say 'eh! just now ah.i dropped all my things outside just now! i go and pick up now okay!' hahahahhahahaha
me:ahahhahha! okay.stupid!!
yeah.and i was laughing at this part the whole night la.hahahah. how dumb right.!

okay! when tofu's back, we'll be going to airport early for breakfast, than either go town or escape!! can't wait!
oh oh!! clique people!! if you're reading this, 13 of december, we'll be going escape together!! make yourself free alright? for now, thats the date!! there maybe further changes!!!

shopping and making ic with mel and angie on 30th!!!


fuck shit!
my father thinks i'm bloody attached!! to a girl![yeah.laugh all you want] /:/:/:/:/:
yeah.like to who la? hur? who will want me?
just because rachel ng called.my sister asked who.so i was like.why you so kaypoh! and it starts.wtf la.even if i tell my sister who is not like she will know who right? damn it la!! my sister gets me into trouble all day la!! fuck fuck fuck!!! i wanted to get a book yesterday and my sister was like telling my father.aiya! she read one page only one la.than she will go sleep already!! damn you fuck shit!!! she gets me into trouble all day long!! damn damn damn!!!and my father wants me to end 'it' yeah.funny right? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH. like end what? 'it' didn't even start how to end? stupid shit!! only believe her all day long! fuck hell!!! stupid fucking idiot shit!!! yeah.and i wouldn't even wanna get attached larrhhh!!!! please lor!!! stupid! he keeps saying he got young before and knows what i'm thinking!! hello? i'm girl!! and you're a guy!! how do you know what the hell i'm thinking? and whatever you're thinking is in your years,not my years!!! damn!! my birthday also wanna find fault with me!!!

tomorrow is the day :D

mel has been very super busy qith band! angie found job. sigh.
i'm so lonely okay!!! rahh!!!
and it's so not okay!!!
i don't want whatever that happened in my dream to happen!
please!! it's horrible okay!! I DON'T WANT!!
come out, i surrender!

HAPPY 7th MONTH SILLY!!! <3

silly!! you're leaving for obm tomorrow!! )': takecare alrights!? (:

i hate it when children don't listen to me okay! my neighnbour's at my place now and he's getting on my nerves ):<>

samantha's leaving tomorrow.sally, tofu and alot alot more people are leaving on monday!! my tian! i'm gonna miss them like mad la!!! )': but than, my twin's here with me.angie wants to go out on 23rd!!!!!!! :DDD damn! i'm not feeling excited to leave 14!! maybe it's because we;ve been living with the same person and same certain type of place and due to certain problems in mind now.sigh.emo partner agrees with me. damn! my neighbour is totally getting on my nerves!!! my god!! emo partner thinks i can't be a teacher ): nvm.i don't intend to be one too. everyone's gonna leave tomorrow/monday!! it's left with me angie mel ))): i'm like so sad now la.sally calls me a moron because she hinks that i laugh at myself when i told her i laughed to myself! stupid idiot! sally!! whose the moron now? man!!! CAN OBM/OBS BE CANCELLED?!?!?! ohmytian!!! )':

baked cookie again!!
this time it's cornflake cookie and it's yummylicious! :D
not hard!! :D i love it!! hee(:
i'm happy.
did nothing much today.
they're all going for obm/obs soon.
so it's left with me mel angie.
wells.and twin has got no choice but to be busy.WITH BAND!!
wth la! and she's gonna leave me all alone.
i'm uber bored la!! oh! oh! i wanna go eat happy meal okay!!!
they're giving strawberry shortcake toy!!!! <3333
i'm gonna eat happy meal tomorrow!!!
my sister's gonna celebrate her birthday in school tomorrow.
i was complaining how unfair it is and! my mother couldn't take it and asked me this
mother:you wanna celebrate is it!?
me:YES!!
mother:you call all your friend back to school la.than celebrate lor.
me:walao! holiday go back school just to celebrate?
mother:ya.you wanna celebrate what.
me:not like that la.
mother:than what?when your school haven't close i ask you wanna give goodie bag you say don't want.now you complain complain.
me:siao.i so old still want give goodie bag!lame la.
mother:orh.i know what you want.next year last day of school i help you celebrate in school okay.during recess at canteen okay?
me:but than it's during october leh.my birthday in november lor.
mother:haiya.you very noiysy la.
-.-'''
wth la!! where you get this type of mother! /:

i wanna watch 'my lovely sam-soon' okay!! i still have my cousin's vcd/dvd with me!! i shall watch it when i'm free!!! zhenxian is sooo cute!<3
ahahah!!! i'm gonna watch it again!!! :D

where'd you go?

9 more days

edit/
easier said than done.
tell me.who don't know that?
yeah.i wanna learn how to forgive and forget.
i've been really bring back those old problems la.
and i wanna learn how to listen more and talk less too!!
yeah.i need time!!!TIME!! maybe by next year, i'm gonna be a new person.
i wanna study! i wanna get nest year's book early!! and i'll start studying like some idiot! i wanna work la.i wanna go study!! STUDY PARTNER!! if you're reading this, hurry come up with a date and contact me soon okay! (:

rrahh!!
THE TOFUs ARE VERY IRRITATED NOW!!
so stop acting infront of us!!
yeah.tofu was also super duper uber irritated alrights.hahah.
beware! we're not any other ordinary TOFUs!! we're TOFUs that get very irritated once you do something to us.and we swear we'll get back at you!! ordinary TOFUs are soft, gentle and nice.but we're not! don't even bother to try!! WE'LL GET EVEN!!!
hurr.home the whole day.went out for lunch only.than home.my mother is addicted to chuzzle /: and she does not wanna let me use the com! >:(
the tofus are still irritated okay!! don't think we'll just let it pass! no way!!

edit/
i'm super bored la.maybe you all may patch up during the obs.you may twist the words and stuff to seem like i'm the on lying.oh wells.i'm prepared for the worst.

shopping with mel yesterday! :D
first stop was town.heeren.took prints and that was it.it was too boring.so we took a bus down to bugis.i went to buy earings.hurr.than ran in the rain to get to the other side /: she went to help her mom get mask.than down to vivo.walk walk walk.boring.oh! we finally got our bottle! yoshi than home!! twin! let's go out again one day!! go buy earings!!!
at night my fever came back luh /:
cannot go to food race! sorry kaining samantha shumei siqi!! ):
went to see doctor.yucks!!

fucking piece of shit
i thought we would be friends.best friends.
but in the end, i was wrong, so wrong.
i never knew you would say things like this.
and it's not like i don't wanna be 'loyal' right?
everytime when i'm with all of you, i get left out because some people just refuse to let me know things. and when you all talk about it during recess, ever thought of how those who don't know about it would feel. stay loyal.yeah right.just because you're still in the school right? what will happen to me after you've all graduate? obviously i've got to go with my friends right? i guess ashley and zhenyi choose the correct path from the beginning. and yeah.ever thought of the left out ones? all you know now is talk about super junior.and sighs.i don't know.i guess amanda is the only person i can talk to now.only she knows how i feel because she left, because she felt left out too.NOT BECAUSE SHE'S NOT LOYAL!

i don't know to go for food race or not.
my nose has been like a spoilt tap.and my cough is ):
how?

suppose to go sentosa yesterday but the lazy bone in me clled me to stay home. oh wells. yeah.i've finally decided to give motheer my phone ): but she's gonna get me a new one!! :D

i need a confrontation!!

don't come talk to me about loyalty

yeah.mel's house to swim in the morning.
out ot buy lunch than back to swim.swam till it rained.
went up to bathe.
we're bored so we decided to play monopoly!
so fun la.hahaah.we enjoy being in jail man! no need to pay still can earn.
hahahahha.than i left.yeah
sentosa tomorrow :D
SUN, here i come!

i miss mel
i miss tofu
i miss judy tan
i miss silly
i miss nameless
i miss elaine yeo
i miss you

i miss studying with mel.alot
i miss crapping with tofu!
i miss having chem lessons with judy, and her sickening voice
i miss arguing with silly
i miss having chinese lesson with nameless
i miss elaine's lame jokes
i miss everything of you

i miss studying with mel!!
in harbour front macs, we use to seat under the tree and study.hurhur.
we would study, cam-whore abit, study, talked, study, gossip!! how i miss those days!! well.a least mel keeps her promise on studying with me unlike you! home is all you think about home /:
wells.bye people!

i use to delete all the msg except yours.

i only wanna go to the park with you, seat on the swing till night, and go star gazing with you.if i only i can.that's my wish for this year.only this.no more.

yay!! i finally went school!! went to help out open house :D
helped mrs ong.hurr.and in the end we get to bake cookies!! :DD
than went lunch with jiaping and mel.
mel and me thinks that seeing ____ is a very sian thing for us.hurhur.
she walked me to the bus stop.
took 65 and went to meet my parents at vivo /:
walked walked walked.
home.bathe.slept! :DDD

my hands are getting very bad /:
they got so jelly like when i was msging.
only like a few msg la.sigh.
my mother wants my phone!
she agreed to take my phone and change a new one for me!!! :DDD
but yeah.i've got to change it with her for 2 days first la ):

i hate it when you promise to go out,
it'll always be postpone, than no more.

i hate it when you msg me,
i never get a reply.

i hate it when you smile at me
it never last.

i hate it when you msn me,
it's always some question

i hate it when i get you replies on msn,
it's always short.

i hate it when we look at each other with that expression,
seems like we don't know each other.

i hate it when we call each other _____,
it always rings in my head.

i hate it when you ask me to msg you,
but never reply.

i hate it when i'm out,
i see you with ____.

i hate it when i see your back view,
walking away.

i hate it when i see you with ____ going out together after school,
it hurts me, alot.

i hate it when my friends see you outside,
and i don't.

i hate it when i have to wake up in the middle of the night,
to check if you've replied me.

i hate it when you ignore me,
because i'll always be near.

i hate it when i never get a reply,
i'll feel very empty.

i hate it when i go out with you,
cause we never talked.

i hate it when you see me and pretend you didn't,
i feel extra.

i hate it when i have to wait 168654165456 years,
just to get a short reply,and to see you offline after that.it's disappointing.



i like it when i have problem,
you'll be my listening ears.

i like it when i msn you,
you never take more than a minute to reply.

i like it when i msged you,
you reply.

i like it when i see you being so hapy,
i feel happy too.

i like it when you msged me,
to ask where am i because i told you i would be around there.

i like it when you give me advices,
everytime i've got problems with them.

i like it when you tell me about encounters you've had,
i feel honoured.

i like it when you tell me thing that you've never told others,
i feel so fortunate to know it.

i like it when you msged me in the middle of the night,
just to let me know something that i can know even on some other days.

i like it when you msged me,
and never take more than hours to reply.

i like it when i just signed in to msn,
msg from you just pop up.

i like it when you walked from all the way,
just to ask me something than smile and walk away.

i like it when we walked pass each other,
you would just stare with no expression and say nothing.

i like it when you criticise(?) me,
at least you know that i exist.

i like it when both of us say the same thing together,
it'll be at the same time.

i like it when we stare at each other,
and you msg me just to ask my results.

i like it when you ask about me,
because i know you care.

i like it when you cheered me up with jokes when i'm feel down,
i know you bother.

i like it when your reactions are slow,
it's just so funny.

i like it when you call me for no reason,
i like that feeling.

i like it when you ask me questions that i'm not sure of the answer,
i'll get to ask you back.

i like it when you complain to me about anything,
i just feel happy.

i like it when i said that i was cold on personal msg, and you asked me if i was okay,
i know i do exist in your world.

i like it when you ask me to study,
you do care about me.

i like it when you say hello to me,
it shows that i'm not invisible.

stupid elaine tan!!!
she doesn't wanna be in same class as us!!
fucker! she can just go and die man!!

HAPPY 7th MONTH LOO KAINING!! <3

we were so close.

than than drifting started.

than we were drifting apart.

and now, we're still drifting..

further further further and further

i wanna stop the drift

*SCREAMS*

the henderson sec band were just playing breaking free.

so out of tune la!! disturb my sleep only!!

i wanna go out.somewhere near will do.

it's alright even though if it's only tiong!bored bored.

i'm starting to miss school although it's just any other saturday.

how bad is that? what am i gonna do for the whole 2 months!?

damn!! holidays suck!

i'm so hating the sight of al of you /:

i'm sick of you, you , you, you and you!!!
go away!!

i'm a happy person.

4P!! thats what all we're in next year except for 2 of them.

yupp.no separations.everything's fine.

my class position maintained.

results still around the same.

nothing changes.

everything's very fine.

except for this something that i can't get rid off.

i wanna forget you. i don't wanna remember you.

that so special you, i don't think i can

i wanna forget all of you. i don't wanna remember anyone of you.

though you're all once important to me.

i wanna start everything new!!

it's so tiring /:

today's!!





monday's

monday was alright.quite boring la.but above was some of the pictures.

tuesday was boring shit!!

today!!! it was AWESOME!!! :D

took alot alot of pictures too!! hur.with kaining rachel samantha jiaping!!

it was damn fun la.in the morning, played stress with samantha.than with jiaping and rachel.we played 4 people one.hurhur.play play play.than mrs wong say only got 2 people retain!! the rest all made it!! :D than yeah.recess.went with shumei and people today!! i wanted to eat ice cream but no one accompany me lar ): than went up to clear room.but mrs low wasn't there so it was cam-whoring!! :D it was super fun and we're gonna do it agagin tomorrow!! :D

swear they're the bestest friend i've ever made in my life and i'm not lying at all!! they're really the best one!!and they've made this a really good year for me!! and this was a year filled with many many stuffs!they made me realise alot alot of things. good or bad.just say it!! they're the best la!!

i wanna thank you

-rachel

-jiaping

-kaining

-samantha

-elaine yeo

-shumei

and many many more la.although you're not mentioned here but yeah!! i swear they're really the bestest friend i've ever made in my secondary life!!and 3p's the best best bestest class!!! so much more better!

i remember when i once went into 3p, i hated it so so much!! i hated every single one of them! but now, i realise that they're actually the best class i've been in!! and i love every single one of them!<3>

i know you don't care.neither do i.

omg!!
wo de WU MING BAN is damn nice and sweet i swear!!
she wrote a post just for me!! <3

I LOVE MY

WU MING

BAN!! <3

the year is coming to an end.
less than 1 more week and it's holiday ):

so many people in 3p made this year really a good year for me :D
and i've made many many more goodie good good friends :D
well, at least they're all better than you.

i've got alot alot of things to say to alot of people la.
not according to anything.just anyone who comes to my mind.

RACHEL NG!- right.although she's always being some irritating shit but yeah.afterall, she's the one that i've spent most time with.the one that knows most of my stuff :D

KAINING!!-i think she's my BESTEST partner la. wo de WU MING BAN!! <3 color="#66ffff">without her, i bet chinese lesson will be boring shit la!! although she likes the colour i hate most -pink.okay.no link.
she always forget our date!! but nvm la. I STILL LOVE HER!! <3

SAMANTHA!-the worst partner!! hahah.everytime for nothing beat me till my legs are damn red!! hahah SILLY AND CRAZY!! she always remember the date but oh wells.hahah. SYF practices was super interesting with her around la.although i was very angry with her on 1 july!! hahah but she knows something for sure- I LOVE HER!! hahah

JUDY!-eeyerr.i tell you.she's the worst friend you can ever have man!! MY SWEET SWEET FRIEND, so not. okay la.she's nice.hahah. you know she lets me bully like siao everytime.i always don't let her sleep. but at the end of everything, she'll still be nice and help me take bag and help me with many many things.play heart attack with her!she'll scream instead of saying heart attack!!hahah.

JIAPING!-hee.she's not my partner or anything but she's the nicest friend ever!!! she'll do anything for you after you plead her just once. and whatever you do, she'll never get angry la!! tell me where you find such nice friend?

ELAIEYEO!!-hee.this girl here is the lamest friend la.her jokes are all oh-so-not funny but we'll just laugh at it unknowingly.hurr.try playing heart attack with her.she'll just put her hands in the middle when she attacks without saying anything.har.

SHUMEI!-hahah.she wants to be my RUNNING PARTNER but i rejected her.hahah.i don't wanna run with her la. and she likes just like a cat!!hahah.

SAMANTHA AND KAINING- my fellow ninjas!!! :D
samantha was the one who remembered the dates!!ahahah.

and to those not mentioned, you are still being loved.you're the one who made a total difference to my sec3 life.if i didn't drop, i would never knew that such good friends exist!! if i never drop, i wouldn't make good frineds like all of you but instead, still stuck with the same old people and i bet i'll have no one to turn to when i have troubles.and because of 3p, i realise that besides the eight of them, i would still have such good friends!

THANKYOU!!<3

but there's also others who make a difference to my life.

AMANDA TAN!-i tell you.she's white, tender, soft!! hahah.because she's my TOFU!! :D hurr.tofu have all the above right?hahah. everything would be boring if i never knew she exist!!hahah. right. i knew her for going 3 years already and i tell you something.she ROCKS, not.
hahahh.if she rock than i what.stone meh?

ANGIELINA!-she's the one i used to complain to.but now, i just don't have the chance to anymore!! although she ALWAYS like to say me until very rahh.but nvm la.hahah.

MELANIE!!!!- she rocks the most la!!! although she's 24/7 irritating but i love her alot alot!!! just get used to it and everything would be fine!! hahah.

i know, that you know i still care

tuesday.
went twin's house to swim! :D
it was nice!!
passed anyi her disc at 11+ got her to help us buy lunch :D
how nice of her.but! she forgot to take straws -.-
than swam again.bathed, play com, watched tv and went down to vivo! :D
we candy empire to check,not open yet! saw jolene there.
than went walk walk.bought drinks and went 3rd level!! <33
i love that place LUH!!
we sat and played water.than saw jolene again.
talked pictures and toy'r'us!!! <3 :D
took many kuku pictures again!!
nice la.will post when i feel like it.
than we went to try alot of clothes.hee
than went candy empire!it's open this time.
met jolene there again and again.hahah.
than we went to walk walk to try on more clothes!! :D
fun luh! mel went home and i met my mum.
walked ate went auntie's place.
they're deciding to go bangkok or genting!
BANGKOK PLEASE.

wednesday.
nothing much.woke up.went out for breakfast and bought cake!
home.slept.woke up went out for dinner.home.watche movie.sleep.

today.
bleah. it was rather bad in the morning.
i'm really sorry to rachel la.i've been venting my anger on her every morning. today, the councilers(?) never call us go up so we just sat at hardcourt lor.hahah.than went audi.geog paper frst!!
i've got a freaking 18/50 la.
than ss-->17/80
combined humans--->35/100[very bad]
combined science--->48.5/100[super bad]
maths--->40/100[very very bad]
fnn overall--->70/100 [second highest in mrs ong's class :/]
poa--->75.5/100[:D]

right.i hope very much to get promoted la.
even if it's to the not so clever class.and i want the whole 3p to go up together la.i don't want anyone to retain.i don't want the class to separate!! ):

vivo with bestie after school today!!
never walked alot cause she doesn't like the place ):
how bad luh.
we went adidas!!
i want that bag badly ):
i doubt my mum would get it for me laaarrrrr!!
than home!! bathe and tadah!!
okay.i'm gonna end soon.
i'm so tired!!

drastic changes can hurt friendship
a very good example is, you chinging to adapt to your class and me, hating the new you.
i want back the old you badly!!! )':
trust me, you're making me cry soon!!

hello people (:
school today was rather depressing /:
started off with assembly in the hall because of the haze.
than to audi to check papers.
was suppose to check geog.
but teacher wasn't here so ended up slacking.
than talked to mel awhile.
got back fnn;26.5/40
back to class and got back maths.
maths paper2;21/50
than ss was rather slacking too.
judytan is crazy over the picture of trecia and me crying /:
how mean right?
recess.i went with rebecca's clique today.
lalala.
i somehow feel happier
than went up.slack again.
talked to rachel.sigh.i almost cry i swear.lucky can hold back!!
walao.ginwei judy liling and trecia damn comical i swear.hahah.funny la.
went down for geog.
than back for mt.
mt paper2;46/70
mt compo;28/50
letter;13/20
oh wells.not bad la.

after school, VIVO with mel!! :DDD
we thought that candy empire might be open and guess what?!
it's open like tomorrow?! wtf la!! tomorrow lor.
we went lunch at yoshi!
wanted to get the matteress(?) float.
but didn't.walked around.lalala.
took photos but i'm lazy to load it up! :D
swimming tomorrow at mel's place early in the morning!! (:
takecare people!

you know i care

this is the more perfect one.hur :D
yesterday was more..not so good.cause got people face cut off.hurhur.

tomorrow's monday.
there's no school on tuesday and wednesday.
going mel's place on tuesday;candles at night
VIVO with the mother later.

i need my courage back

NICE?!!

i used to love this so.

passed my damn english! :D
checking paper.hahah.was fun la.that judytan give me bully until very /:
hahahah.than pe.sat around.recess.went with kaining they all today.
yes.i'm disliking someone.it might be forever, it might be just for the time
than poa.wtf la.after exams still must do homework.walao eh.than chem.worst!!also have to study /: assenbly was nonsense la.than mrs wong scolded rachel and xuewen for talking too much.ahahh.

went lunch with twin after school :D
but it ended up with my mother as well/:
than went to buy wrapping paper!!
than home than lalala and tadah!!
that stupid sharon ng has 'MY PRINCESS HOURS' but she's not interested /: WTH LA!!

you know, i just hate the way you act, the sight of you, the way you talk;you're just trying to talk like everyone else in your class, your attitude, your character, YOUR CHANGE. you were sucha good friend in the PAST.but do you think i am able to bring back the past!? i just want you to be like what you were in the past.you changed just to adapt to your class.thats what I SEE.but i don't know what's the real reason. you wwere never that !! but now, you look invisible to me/: i don't see you anymore):
and also, everything has changed i guess? i don't know.i only know that even if i were to go with you all, i won't be the last time me too.i'll just be invisible ):

damn the black friday!

sad to say, i hate almost all of you ):

maths 1.many people thought it was difficult.
oh wells.
GERALDLYN IS PREPARED TO RETAIN!! /:
break.i didn't know what was i doing la.
i screwed my bio paper up /:
everyone finished within like 30minutes la.
than stayed in school with angie waiting for time to pass by.
somehow,when i heard that you all are there, i didn't feel like going down.
went down to meet my mother. than had lunch.than home.I BAKED COOKIES AGAIN!! and i promise this time it's not as hard as the previous times!! :D than had dinner an tadah!!

samantha's having her dinner now!! :D
hahahah.nobody's online to play games with me LUH!!
well.i'm gonna find someone else to play now!! :D

holidays are coming.
i'm gonna spend 11 freaking days with MELANIE WONG! :D
i love her luh!!
and we're going VIVO CITY like everyday!! because there's candy empire!! :D yayness!!! I SO CAN'T WAIT!!

i didn't want this to happen, i onced loved all of you so much so much.
but now, i guess the sight of most of you just turns me OFF la.
almost all of you are getting on my nerves. i guess, one day, i might just leave and you all wouldn't even notice that i'm gone.
i'm just A NOBODY!

poa paper was first.
i've only myself to blame.
i took my own sweet time when i was doing my double entry.than i slowly looked at the trial balance! and i skipped it cause i didn't know how to balance it.than i went on to the general journal.i was still writing slowly.than to paper2.i realise time's sprinting. so, i rushed and rushed like mad.i couldn't balance my balance sheet.so i went on to do my bank reconciliation[mind you, my trial balance still not done] i was still doing it slowly. than i reslise it was like only 20 minutes left.i panicked and rushed like mad.[trial balance still not done] i was re-doing my trading. than people called to say there was error with bank reconciliation.so i had the time to count my trial balance again.sigh.still cannot.sigh.

break.than was ss.i was rushing through la.damn!! still cannot finish! sad larhhss!!! )': met twin and we went VIVO CITY!! ohh.that place is the love of my life i swear!!! there's CANDY EMPIRE!!! :D omg!!! i love it!! and the level 3!!! and the play court!!! ohmytian!!! i love!!!
than home la. :D

2 more days!! :D

it's nearing freedom!!
chem paper was a bit too difficlut for me la.
than break.zhenyi came over.talked laughed.
maths.i know how to do abit.and i got no time to finihs la.
left 5 more minutes only i was still at q8.there's still like graph to do.
when i was doing my graph, my hand was shivering like mad please/:
bused with zhenyi again.yay!!

i feel that you are all wasting my time la.
i don't even feel like seeing anyone of of you ):
is this the results of hanging out together for too long?

3 more days :D

geog and fnn today.
geog was blah.boring.same thing la.gwen borrowed protractor again.
hahah.i had a hard time trying to pass it to her la.tsk.than break.break was with jiaping and kaining.wells.than was fnn. i thought it was rather easy. the teacher was damn good.she dismissed us after everyone finished the paper although 1.5 hour's not up :D i think 3p love her like mad now!! :D she's damn good la.

bused home with zhenyi.was on the same bus as nandini/smitha/jagdish.
oh.they were making hell lot of noise la /: than home.bathed and rush everything.went to meet twin! :D study session today was rather unproductive la ): we were talking, cam whoring and playing /: and chem and maths paper2's like tomorrow ///: than went great world because harbour was too warm and crowded.studied that tiny bit.than went walk walk.went to buy ring.hee.nice, i like.hahah.arcade abit than went home. ben and jerry's only hire people who is 17 and above ): home.dinnered.studied abit of amths and tadah!! (:
i'm feeling lazy so i shall not colour my words today.

i'm having many problems now.usually, i'll talk to you about it but this time, i can't.and keeping it to myself is way too pain /: i don't like the feeling.you're the one i feel most comfortable to talk to because i know you won't tell but for this, i can't.they're all your good friend, very good in fact.thats why i can't.if i were to tell you, you may think that i hate them or whatever.arrgghh.i'm gonna explode! i need to find someone else for me to talk too. sighs.

you don't know how i feel /:

chinese paper today,paper 1 was okay.than break.sighs.
i somehow prefer 3p-ians than some of you larrhh.
give me a break please.

paper 2 was err.answers for compre abit too obvious.test eye sight eh?
sally's sick larr /: SALLY!! GET WELL SOON!! :D
than home.bused with carmen and zhenyi.than changed bus with carmen.home, bathed than went to meet mel to study!! :D harbour front.macs.ate and study!! than walked abit.home.went house downstair to play.hahah.funny la.than home, bathed and tadah!! :D rights.today is a rather boring day.so i'm gonna end off here.
pictures for today.there were more but some are somehow confidential. :D



mel was laughing at my paper!!

our mess la.hahah.

if you'd ever know

chinese tomorrow /:
ss was blah.horrible.than chinese.hahah.it's the last lesson with laoshi!! ): kaining and i are very sad.than was maths.boring la.than bio.i love bio man!! :D bio=slack time (: recess.hahah.rachel'd clique is nice enough to take me in these two days. fnn was next.theory for three period.it was kinda relaxing la.hahah.when mrs ong was typing, jusy and charmaine played ball.than judy use her head and bang one of the shot and it shot right into jiaping's head.hahah.that was funny.than second time, judy threw too hard!! and it hit mrs ong.ahah.she was furious /: than when she left out awhile, they played again.elaine shouted that she's back.hahah.they got scolded.after school, tiong to lunched with my mother and to get things.home.my mother cut my hair /: but there seems to be no difference.ahah. right.i'm not in a mood to colour my post again.zaijian!! <3

you know when you're being loved

sighs.morning was still alright till recess.
fnn was alrights. didn't fall asleep again :D than geog.lalala.
english was somehow free period.than a/c.hahahah.mdm soh came in.i argued with her la.hahah.than recess! clique was having paper so went with rachel's clique.than yeah.after that, walked up.sighs.rachel saw something and she told me and it made me kinda sad larrhhss )': i almost, ALMOST cried la.sighs

saw sweet sweet friend on the stairs.joined her.went in to put wallet than went back to join her.sally!! i guess i went out at the correct time cause i didn't really felt like seeing her face.yeah.than pc was even worst!! mrs wong was talking about having positive thoughts!! damn!! the first question was:what's the happiest thing about life now? something like that.how to answer la.i'm damnit sad la!! than was bio.hahah.i think miss chem was quite pissed with us.yeah.than yimei kept calling her to ask questions because she didn't want __ to keep sucking up.hahah.than yeah.gwen joined,tanya,geraldine,khaliseh(?),jannah and dayang.should be like that la.than gwen went to bite yimei.hahah.
right.i'm currently talking to elaine yeo now.she damn frustrated with ___!! hahah. wanted to stay back for bio lessons but than again.didn't.bus-ed with zhenyi.than met my mother, luched and home.studied abit of ss. and here i am!!
i'm not in a mood to colour my words today!! )))):

)':

i like this picture alot alot!
school was alrights. double chem in the class /: i don't like.i've got no one to disturb.than maths.i think i've gotta use my knowledge for the properties of circle to help me pass this SA la.sighs.than PE!! :D captain's ball.our class played against 4B me and tia didn't wanna play so we went to run :D i don't know why but i like running these days :D recess.hahahah.
CHEMISTRY!! :D thats what i call!!
i choose the wrong place for amanda but correct place for rachel[ng] hahahah.wells.i felt like laughing but no one wanted to laugh with me!
hahahh.lalala.i'm quite a happy kid today except for some certain people and reason la >:( she's so irritating larr!!! i cannot tahan it.rahhss.i need either angielina or mel to complain to!!wells.i guess only angielina knows.hahah.after school, went BM with zhenyi and kaining.i guess i'll be much going home straight this few days.and maybe after exams too.
i'm not gonna change my plans just to go along with you.
actually, i feel closer to 3p people that all of you.

home and i slept ): thats a bad thing to do during exams period la.sighs.
i'm gonna study fnn after this post than chem! dies.must pass must pass.cannot fail.cannot retain!

you know how i feel

:D

i'm ultra happy because i studied a chapter of fnn and went to sleep and i could actually do the review questions without having to look at the text :D i'm super happy because at any other times, i couldn't even take in any knowledge :D lalala.

right.english in the morning.crapped through la.i shall try to post up the pictures tomorrow.lazy.hah! was at the water cooler than some molester come and claim that i'm the molester /: wth can.and when rachel asked me what did she say, i don't know which part of my mind persuaded me to tell her la!! rahhss.than maths.was suppose to do work given during english.hahah.than ss.miss vino not there!!! i'm lazy to go into details. recess was (: somehow good.hahh.funny la.than geog.like that lor.she doesn't even teach.nvm.chinese.kaining was angry with me for the first 5 minutes ): than ok le.ahah.laoshi kept us back again la.

after school,bus-ed with zhenyi and fer.zhenyi went home.me and fer lunched. met up with talleah /: we found the tingles sweet sold in candy empire there la!! i'm gonna get it tomorrow :D i should have got it today because there's chem tomorrow morning and i could've shared it with my sweet sweet friend!! but candy empire's still better.i'm gonna go there after exams!!
i'm like gonna spent 11 days in singapore with mel in singapore and we're like gonna swim/shop all day long!? hahahah :DD i can't wait!! TWIN!! GO CANDY EMPIRE!! and we'll spent half a day in there alrights?!? hahah :D and we're gonna go for sakae buffet. we're not gonna reject anyone who wishes to come along!! right twin?! :D i'm like trying to contact yimei but she's not online?! >:(

it all ends here

where can i go with the weather like that?
it's raining and i can't go anywhere so the only thing i wanna do now is GET
WET!! bleah.i like to start my post with pictures these days.hee :D nvm.
lalala.i'm bored la.it's a saturday afternoon and i can go no where because it's raining.bleahs.i thought of going out to study but i think staying at home's still the best :D this is getting uber lame.i'm gonna stop before it get even worst!
<3

cheer up joyce!!! yes.the one with the hair band is joyce :D
i received a damn bad news today from rachel ng xinyi.[news from her can never be good]
she totally walks into class telling me that she finds someone from my clique very chio and she likes her.so immediatly(?) joyce was the person who came to my mind.ahahah.i'm not trying to say that joyce is bad but yeah.this really is bad news for joyce right? if you're ever reading these, BE CAREFUL!!!

hahahah.mass in the morning was /:
some part was funny some wasn't.yeah.hahah.i bet mrs wong was damn angry with us la.hahahh.

walked back to school.hhahahah.was damn hungry la.so i took my recess out to eat.ahahah.shared with yimei and samantha! damn tired la.first time i sweat till so !!! i was dripping la. went to find clique clique.yes. today was fun!! after eating we played games.wanted to play floorball but than amanda tan didn't wanna sweat.and joyce was feeling down ): she cried la.sighs.after reading a letter.i bet she was sad.VERY.so at first was me carmen fer and mel.hahahahah.we were playing with ice.soon we ran out of it so we played 'AEIOU' ahahahah.damn funny.half way through amanda tan joined us.play play play.

back to class.accounts was bleah.than chem.haiya.i didn't bring my notebook lor!!! than ss.bleah.i hate her like shit i swear. yucks!or maybe even more than shit la!!she's damn irritating la.she makes fun of student, take students as one of her gossip topic.rahhss.tell me where do you find these type of teachers?! and she chooses who to talks to during lesson and makes really sarcastic remarks la!! damn!! harbour front to meet my mother.went for sakae.the sakae there sucks alot.than walk walk.ohh.hahaha. molester walked infront of me today.ahahhah.she still doesn't wanna admit that she molests people through playing mahjong la!! tsktsk.not honest.

my mom treat me to ice cream.ahahahahah.running on every tuesday and friday with yimei shumei and samantha in the morning :D back home.found elaine yeo's testi.ahahahah.and i swear elaine tan sucks la. i asked her to play game she said no because i refues to answer her.and after i answered her every question,she finally decided to play.and that was when i'm busy.and she keep asking me one question.'how was judy tan?' none stop till i replied her laa!! i owe judy tan 54 big big cookie. it was suppose to be only 27 but i doubled it becuase she did something.i suppose.so yeah.i need to get alot alot of butter after exams and alot alot of flour and alot alot of chocolate chips :D okay.i shall go now. <3

the year is coming to an end ):

HAPPY 6 MONTH
LOO KAINING!! <3

you know something wu ming ban, you're being loved!!ahahah.
and laoshi's our favourite teacher!! :D

blogger just deleted the whole chuck i blogged.but never mind.all i have is time :D english paper today.
i'm gonna fail=i'm gonna retain /:
after english was supposed to be abit of maths but it somehow became bio.oh wells.
me:teacher! very cold hor?/very warm ah?
teacher:not really.
after awhile.
me:teacher! you not warm meh?
teacher:why do you keep asking.
me:cause i see you wear i very warm lor.
rachel:ya lor.you not warm meh?somemore it's wool la.
teacher:nonono.i like it.it's very comfortable.
me:*okayyyyyyyyyy*

she's insane i swear.
recess was like that lor.still renovating to bring you better service :D
english paper 2.
mdm soh:ok.i think it's time to hand up.
you all finish already?
sihui:teacher!cannot like that ask one.time's up means must hand up!
mdm soh:oh okay.ahahah.

wth mans.ridiculous teachers.hhaahaha.
we wanted to play bingo.she didn't allowed but we continued.than she got really mad so we stopped. homed with zhenyi.

do you feel the drift like how i do?

yeah.supposed to study but i went to sleep.hurr.till 8 la.hee.
patron's day mass tomorrow.upper sec goes there straight :D
i don't really feel like going larrr.it's like our last period's suppose to be assembly la.but than it's gonna be ss /:

the year is ending soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!
hello complains partner! i know you wou;dn't be reading this but yeah.
happy birthday to you alrights? you're older by a year already.ahahah

yes.another person who's gone older by a year.
hhaahah. fnn was alrights.wasn't tired today :D
for the first time, i took down notes.
english's tomorrow /:
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!

geog was after fnn.right man.i'm just gonna give up on geog la.i shall concentrate more on my ss to pull up the marks.english.i cannot remember what we did.a/c was ok lor.rahhss.mrs wong every time got lesson have to call me once larr.recess than pc.hahahahah.damn funny. mrs wong say must switch off phone.but than yimei judytan and jiaping's mouth cannot be switched la.than i was talking to judy.later very quiet than you suddenly eh~!! ahahhah.
mrs wong:must switched off your phone.
judy:nonono.don't need.later in the middle the phone ring.
me:ya.than later it's some do re mi ring tone.ahahah

bio.was ok la.i'm damn scared to be alone now la.
they played that game.3p people knows it.
i'm damn scared i swear.very very scared.even to the extent that i actually cried la /:
yes.i'm THAT scared.and worst of all, i had to go home alone today.so i was rather scared alone in the lift la.i wanted to wait for my mom but when i called her after school, she was in yishun so i supposed she wouldn't be that early but who knows after i went into the house, took my towel, she came home! i should've waited for her la.so yeah.sighs. i wanna go candy empire after exams man!!
ps* people interested, feel free to come along.won't reject anyone! :D
oh.sec3s are going to the church straight :D

you're still the best

here's one of the testi SAMANTHA wrote for me:
Heres something for geraldlyn to laugh
"money doesnt grow on trees, then whydo banks have branches?
why does around pizza come in a square box?
whydo you still call it building when its alrd built?
if its true that we are here to help others, what are others for?
if you arent supposed to drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?:DD hahha"

damn lame i swear.but funny though.
i forgot to blog about something JUDY said that made me laugh till i got stomache.
me:i found out like so many things in one shot, how to smile?
she:move the corners of your mouth up.
wth can.she can have THIS much sense of humour la.
she thought i was sad and she happily said that she was happy that she can cheer me up.i wasn't even sad.hahah.
i argued with my mother this morning to see if it would rain.and it did :D lucky i bought my jacket (:

MOLESTER /:

ok.that was very random.hahahah.
english was so boring.
mr ng:*looks at my table*samantha.get started
me:mr ng.i'm not samantha lor.
mr ng:i got say i talking to you meh?
me:but you looking at my table what.
mr ng:no no no.i'm not even talking to you la.
wth cannnnnn.rahhhssss.maths.ss.she let us off early for the first time!! :D than geog.lalala.chinese.spent 1st period in cyberhome.2nd was free period.laoshi had to go for some orals thing :D bm with ZHENYI and FERRR.i'm trying to make my cough worst and also trying to have sore throat /: i just 'played' 'a game' with SAMANTHA.see who can write the most testi in 5 minutes.it was a draw (: yupp.i think 3P's a very very nice class with nice people.there are some awful ones though.but nvm.there's nice people like KAINING SAMANTHA ELAINE YEO/TAN JIAPING JUDYTAN RACHEL XUEWEN and alot alot more la.go take my class name list and see lor.nice class has nice people and nice teachers :D right.i shall go off now.i'm getting tired.

3 more days

JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!
it's a rather random show la.like how this guy cheated one many of his girlfriends and wordt of all.telling each and everyone of them the same old thing/lines.hahah.but the ending was rather :/ it's like everyone's just back to their usual life.no one was with anyone and yeah. but i think it's worth watching though.okay.contradicting!!

watched 'john tucker must die' with my cousin last night.
today was another day wasted )':
i woke up just in time to catch PPG!! :D
than lazed around till like 1 plus? went out to get accounts paper and maths book. and i got the wrong book la.i got the express/special one please :/ than yeah.homed.did abit of homework than slept.see.what a wasted day! i could've studied.than i realised i lost one of my maths textbook and left the other one in school.so yeah.i was only left with geog to study but the same old me forgot what freaking chapters to study.oh wells.i gotta start remembering to bring books home and also what chapter to study :D thats gonna be my goal for this week.ok.random-ness.i feel lazy now.and i've got many songs i want but forgot the title.nvm.stm.i wanna go find my sweet sweet friend to play game now!!

you don't give a damn )':