my mother can't stop baking and she's gonna get a sore throat soon.
wth. i want it too.

okay.so, i was rather happy today.
just that! i can't stand the way some people act!
i just cannot stand it.
not like people can stand me but yeah. i just can't stand it!
you can talk about me or whatever but you can't stop me from talking about you. bleah.
anyway, back to the subject. math poa and ss was rather tiring.my eyelids were H-E-A-V-Y.
but PE was FUN.
badminton is <3
it's uber fun.
recess was blah blah.
okay thats how i describe recesss these days.
i don't know.
english, 2 periods.
it was a killer la.
summary AGAIN.
bio was alright.
i brought home my bio book but i haven't touched it ever since.

lunch at tiong with fer.
geraldlyn, you gotta stop this.
i wanna die.
there's so many songs i want but i can't find a single one la.
rahh!!
we walked to tiong and walked home.
laugh laugh laugh (:
thats the best thing i can do.
besides complaining and whining.
and i'm proud of it.
tomorrow's timetable is rather long la.
and THERE'S MATHS AFTER SCHOOL!!! )':
wo bu yao!!!
shit it! i hate tuesdays!!
i'm so bored and i'm in love with strawberry shortcake (:

saturday, sunday, saturday, sunday (:

my mother lose her voice!
how cool la! i wanna loose mine too!!!

she has been making cny goodies for the past 1 week /:
and tomorrow, she's finally taking a break than we'll go shopping!!! :D
i don't really like school la.
or maybe the certain people.
yupp.
but if i were to post it all up, troubles will start la. than everyone will have a black face and everyone will be unhappy SO,
i shall go tell anyone in 4p on monday instead because, yupp.
not safe la.
and, i'm losing interest to go to school on tuesdays and wednesdays.
i don't know why.maybe i do but yeah. i don't like misunderstanding la.
monday is gonna be long yet short.
i don't know what i'm talking about la.

my mother is addicted to making cny goodies.
she hasn't stop and is still making.
she has so far made the peanut cookie, cornflakes, pineapple tarts, almond cookie and i don't know if she's gonna make anymore la.
yeah!
damn it! you know i've got so many things to complain about but i don't know who i can complain too or who i can tell too! if my blog has a password, i'll sure to post everything out. EVERYTHING.
but, i don't have one so i shall not say so much.
i don't know what i'm blogging about la. it's all crap!
i feel like getting a new crumpler but than, buying too mayn bags means i've to always pack my room. and that nike bag! i'm having second thoughts about buying it although my mother already says yes.
and i've already bought my cny clothes. how early right, i know.
left shoes!!
i wanna get that berry perfume from bodyshop.
haiya!

i need to buy printing paper. so that i can print out that strawberry shortcake picture and paste it on my handbook! (:
i have a special love for strawberry shortcake. and i mean ALOT.
than i'm gonna print out polka dots as background than strawberry shortcake all over!

i have loads of crap to post but i'm lazy la.
i love typing.

i can't wait for may to come!
N73, N73, N73!! (:

i'm getting more and more suspicious.
and i'm feeling more and more.
damn!
it shouldn't be you

i am feeling damn abcd now la.
i cannot open anybody's blog.
i cannot find the song i want.
i'm not able to do my geog brochure.

someone just has to pissed me off.
what a great way to start the day huh.
school was rather fun/bored/i don't know.
fnn was first.
it wasn't bad. but it wasn't good either.
recess was even more abcdefg!!!
and i don't know why.
i just don't wish to see her.
geog.
i don't know what on earth i am doing la.
bio's up next.
CA's like coming soon and i'm still not paying attention in class!
fish!
geraldlyn, it's time to study and forget about people who made you angry, irritated, confused. forget them all.
CA's on the 26th and i'm still taking at as nothing!!
i'm gonna start studying soon. no more lunch with people after school.
straight home i shall go!
and study!

anyway, lunch with dayang jannah jiaping rachel and xuewen after school.
ljs; i haven't been there for a very very long time.
i haven't step a step into ljs last year la.
yupp.after that, tiong bahru park.
it was fun la.
yupp.
I NEED TO HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY!

i feel so rahhh!
i cannot find the song that i want and nobody has it!
damn it! and i went to like so many damn website to search but all gave me shit!

math to start the day.
boring as usual.
PE was nice. badminton is <3
chinese. i got green paint on my hair la! thanks ah, kaining.
POA, test on dd /: i'm gonna get a big big zero la!
recess was bleah.
chem was boring shit!
i've been thinking things that is not/maybe not be happening la.
i always think on the bad side. but maybe, who knows.
whatever i think may just be it is.
things that are not, i think it is.
people don't say it out, i say it is.
haiya whatever. i'm just thinking on the bad side.

geraldlyn's so tired, both mentally and physically

school's been alright but i don't understand why some people hates school.

what a great way to start the day with, math.
than ss was alright la.
english was lame/boring/i don't know.
chem.shit it! we got test!
the last question was about preparing salt one. judytan copied everything about that in her notebook but, she forgot every single thing. and i nudged her hoping to get an answer. wth. waste my damn time.
and worst. she wanted to shout during test and wants me to get a big fat zero with her >:(

recess was...
amanda:he only wanted to pick those who cannot catch the ball what. yuanling also cannot catch. why only me and mel?
angie:yah. he only wanted to pick out the worst 2 what.
me and fer:hahahahahahahahah!!!!!
amanda:-.-''' fine.
wth okay. it was hell funny.

geog was bleah.
chinese.ting xie.
poa was pekcek /:
fucker

i don't know what to blog about/:
i was damn pissed during recess la.
shit!
and yeah.
fer agrees on this sentence 'COMPLAINING AND WHINING IS GERALDLYN'S ALL TIME HOBBIES'
wth la.
i am so tired/bored/tired/bored
i was practically angry from recess onwards.
life hasn't been good.
and yeah.
lunched with xuewen.
so we're suppose to go along with your mood?
walked around than home.
this is the first time i can do homework that miss chan gives /:
and! there's extra maths lesson tomorrow!! >:(
WO BU YAO!
i am lazy to type.

my life hasn't been in the interesting mood lately.
not like it has always been. but yeah.
i'm lazy to type but i'm blogging just to keep it alive /:
i can't bear to abandon(?) it.
besides, it's the first one that i'll tell anything too.
haiya.
this is getting very very lame.

i don't have the 'i-wanna-go-to-school' mood /:

everything, everyday, everyone is so screwed up /:
#@$^*%^@^*^#%@!#$^
i hate this.

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this is so irritaing!!
fuck!
i want to know what is the damn problem with you la!
fishhhhhh!!!!!!
you tell me not to do this and the next moment, you are doing that!
you tell me not to say it out because you don't want people to know, the next moment, everyone knows!
fuck!!
you're so screwed up. and because of that, you make me feel like everything is so screwed up! damn you!
go and die!

i don't know to be sad, happy, irritated, hungry or what la.
i feel everything.
damn it!

morning was crap.
after recess was maths.
got test.shit!
everything, the whole day was crap la!!
i've been cursing and swearing the whole day!
i cannot take it anymore.

just tell me staright in the face whatever you're not happy with la.
no point you black face, i black face!
bloody shit!

)':

rachel and jiaping were over at my house.
i was busy only till now.
yeah. things things things. yupp.
oh! i didn't really get abused today but still got la.
today abit worst. pinch la!!
walao. damn ass!! beat and pinch la!!
tsk. she's gonna die tomorrow!! >:)

yupp. blah blah blah.
boring la.
don't put the blame on each other if you don't even have basic trust for each other la.

i have no comments on fnn.
it's sucha killer!
i'm like doing the mindmap now.
but i can't think of anymore factors to consider!
and someone is not helping! >:(
and the geog!
oh man!
anyway. lessons today was alrights.
worst and best was chem.
miss phee wasn't here :D
but, i got abused by judytan! /:
she beat beat beat and beat. and her hand is like metal la.
damn pain la. and it was red.
and she claims that it's my fault that she beat me.
she says that she'll start beating people once she laugh-.-
so yeah. people, don't ever make her laugh!
it was damn pain la.
yeah.
than was geog mt poa than maths class.
yucks! i hate tuesdays.
OH SHIT!!
THERE'S CHEM TOMORROW!!
i'm gonna get abused again.
because whether she laugh or not, she'll still beat.

me:don't beat already la! pain you know!
judy:hahahahah! don't make me laugh. or i'll hit even more!
me:*keeps quiet*\
judy:you know by keeping quiet, i'll also beat you. so you cannot make me laugh. also cannot keep quiet!hahahahahah
me:*seats one seat away*
judy:ehh!! come back and seat with me!
me:bu yao.
judy:than i'll beat even more!
me:tsk*and went back to seat*

walao. it was angpao red already la!
so ass la!!
kns abuser /:

i'm all prepared for the lies.

monday blues /:

miss vino wasn't in school today! (:
skip, skip, skip!
town with fer after school just to order the _______!!!
how dumb alrights?
than off to tiong for lunch, late lunch.
oh. the uncle dropped the bowl into the soup and, i don't know how to describe. only fer get it.
it's damn it funny.
yupp.
sweettalk. till now i still don't know if it's a single t or double t
lychee red tea <3!!
than strolled home with fer!
reached home than blah blah blah.
oh, my sister has tuition every monday 8-930
how sad!
than yeah. nothing else la.
than chemistry tomorrow and i'm gonna get abused again /:
yupp, internal abuse.
>:(
i'm not happy
i'm not sad
i'm not angry
i'm not irritated. wait, maybe i'm a little by somethings.
nvm, only fer knows what. but i;m not gonna tell her more detailed :P
ahahah!!! she wants to know who 'she' is (:
i'll tell her, when i'm sure about it.

oh yah!! my mother doesn't wanna keep a rabbit anymore! (:

lollipop kicks! <3

bleah blah bleah blah bleah blah!

i am so bored.
i am damn confused, and i've got no one to tell to /:
i'm gonna die soon if i don't tell anyone about it.
i'm damn it confused and
i'm gonna die and
mel wong is seriously irrittating and gets on your nerves at time and,
this add on to more reasons why i'm gonna die.
and the thing is, i'm gonna die very soon because i really can't find anyone to tell to!!
wo yao si le! ):

19.01.07, a day i'll remember (:

i'm almost dead yesterday.
3/4 of my life was gone.
and i only got back 1/4 of it because of sleep.
so now, i'm half dead /:
-fnn mindmap
-math
-study!!
kill me.

if someone come and irritate me now, i'll just scream till i die.
i'm super confused over some things la.

edit/
i forgot to say something!!
we went tp yesterday and me and xuewen saw someone la!!
HAHAHAHAH :D
major cuteness! <3

The book says so.

i get irritated easily these days.
esp people who is like sooo 'think-of-themselves-only'
damn it!
so rahh la/:
wo bu xi huan! ):
today wasn't good either.
pe was alright.
okay.. something happened to Debra. it's damn funny la.
mt was funny.
poa was alright.
moley's sick. but she doesn't wanna go home.
skip, i don't wish to talk about recess.
than chem. okay.
i'm a cannot make it when it comes to ignoring people.
one period theory, one period practical.
okay, practical was funny too.
i skipped lunch. RANDOM
than yeah. home lor.

i'm suspecting something la.
I WANNA KNOW, WO YAO ZHI DAO!!!
moley suspects it too.
i realise after so long, that point in you just cannot change.
you're still the old you.
i don't know why but i feel this weird feeling coming /:
i wanna die!

there's fnn tomorrow.
4 whole periods.
oh! && mdm lim was speechless today okay!!
because we told her we miss her alot!
she just started laughing(:

wo yao __!

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why must they change the placing of our lockers?!
like why the hell must they do that?
trouble us only!
and the worst is!
i don't know where the hell my new locker is at!!!! ):



I MISS TWIN WONG AH MEL ALOT ALOT!! )':

everything's alright (:

i can only remember after recess.

chem was good.

everything was funny

than pc. GOOD.

i'm in the same group as moley!! :D

:D (: l: ): )':

random!

school school school!!!
it's alright though.
yesterday's lesson was full of crap /:
teachers just kept going on and on about N levels.
yeah, like we don't know like that.
cut short!
today,
maths was first but had discipline talk. whattheshit okay!
it's fish boring!
get to skip maths la. than went for ss.
miss vino is very not -.- not /: not (: not :D
she's, i don't know.
judy thinks so too. and! her jokes are soooo not funny.
than we went for english! lalala!
than chem. judytan is super mean!!!
she keeps ignoring me and lets me talk to myself /:
what an idiot! and worst! she pretends she never hear anything!

me:can you like talk to me!?
judy:huh?
me:nvm
judy:you want me to talk to you? than i take out my glasses and ask you what she writing okay?

so rahh!!

than haiya, i'm lazy to type it out /:
after school, tiong with fer.
everything change ALOT!
sat with berniceong on the bus /:
i can die seating with her!
than yeah. took can home because it was raining like fish!!!!
yeah!
i'm lazy to type anymore la!

school was alright again!
lessons, lessons and LESSONS!
boring though.
and judytan! omg, she's like so boring /:
i talk to her, she cannot hear. it's happens when she talks to me too.
assembly was crap because we're in class.
DISMISSED!!! :D
i really hope you don't turn bad okay! (:
tionged with fer and jiaping. i got my bottle! (:
it's orange. than lunched. i've been eating the same thing for 3 days straight! than went to walk walk.
that pig! monokuroboo! spelled like that i suppose.
omg, it's funny.

ballon ballons ballon ballons
I LOVE BALLONS

you're still the best

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judytan is uber irritating la!!

she always do things that i tell her to stop! -.-

but she desn't stop! which makes me feel super irritated and makes me feel like crying /:

and she can happily reply: cry lorh!

wth okay! how irritating!

and she said that i'm crazy!!!

AMANDA TAN!!!

judytan's bullying me again!!! /:

FISH, FISH, FISH

HELLO EVERYONE,
I LOVE YOU! :D

first day of school was more of (: than ): la
but still, there's some ):
like knowing who's our form techer! /:
and yeah. other than that, it seems alright.
the other teachers all looked okay/seems okay cause first time what.
i'm nice enough to give judytan the whole packet of cookie la!
and guess what! she hasn't eaten it yet! so rahh!!!

today was a :D day!
morning was fnn!! MDM LIM!! (:
she was uber kind to us today la.
like really la! and she even let us of early for recess!!
but, she laughs at her own jokes-.-
recess was okay okay la.
somehow, that weird feeling is back.
than was geog!
mrs low's our teacher! (:
than ss.
oh! elaine tan gave me this candle thing which sells uber uber /:
and in ss i was like. omg! fish! it's smells worst than fish man!! yucks!
yeah. and that fish thing started. please. it's not a substitute for fuck!
yupp. POA was plain hilarious!
me moley jp xuewen:hahahahahah
mr poon:the four of you at the corner, tell me the most expensive asset you have.
us:keeps quiet!
than...
xuewen: MY BODY!!!
mr poon:okay! how much does your body worth?
everyone:hahahhahahah.
me:priceless!
everyone:hahahahahahah
mr poon:*starts nagging*
funny la. he doesn't have a sense of humour!
tiong with TWIN! jiaping xuewen rachel. rachel and xuewen left
TWIN jiaping and i went lunch!
than walked walked walked. laughed damn fishing loads today la!
hahahahh. it's damn damn funny la.
i'm lazy to go into details la.yupp.ask me personally if you wanna know!
hahahahah(:
'you're' irritating somehow

Studying with twin today was so unproductive.
Waste time. We went harbour for breaskfast.
Studied a tiny winey bit.
Than laughed, talked, crapped.
After was town! Taka was sucha disappointment!
Than heeren.mel bought her stuff.
Cine;nike
I saw the bag I want in black!
I reserved it and only till Friday.
Than to ps. i called my mom telling her about the bag and guess what!
her answer was STRAIGHT NO! damnit okay!
she said okay like yesterday and now she just gave me a no. a PLAIN NO!
wtf la!!! anyway, i have till friday to get my mom to get it. if still no than, byebye, like what mel said. not fated to it! damn it okay!!
last piece la!! LAST PIECE!!!!!!
i want it!!!!
I WANT MY NIKE BAG!!!!! >:(

anyway, while on the way to town, we cam whored in the bus! alot alot. hahahahahah.but there wasn't much inspiration so the pictures turn out abcdefg. like my mood /:
so i'm just gonna post some la.




thats all.others are confidential (:
i want my nike bag! )':

you're sucha disppointment /:

HELLO EVERYONE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :D

i said happy new year to almost all in my ponebook but i only received like 2! -.-
wth okay! tsk.everyone's so rude la!
went tiong with my mother just now la.she went to snap her hair and refuse to let me snap mine! ):
went popular!! :D
i bought 2 strawberry shortcake files, pencils only la.
the first person i'm gonna meet in 2007 is MEL la.hahah.
and we're gonna study!
ohh!! and something special!
judytan is super awesome, not.
happy new year to her and her reply was:
CAN LEND ME YOUR CHEM NOTEBOOK ON WEDNESDAY? I WANT TO BRING HOME TO COPY CAUSE I FOUND MY CHEM NOTEBOOK.
how classic.

i'm gonna meet mel tomorrow! and i've yet to get batteries la.

it's 2007!

HELLO EVERYONE!

i'm excited for the new year!!!
tomorrow's gonna be another new year.
and! today's the last day i'm keeping you in my memory (:
yay! and so, i did spend my new year's eve baking ):
but not a really big one for mean people la. i baked small pieces la. cause i still don't feel like baking for that meanie (:
i shall bake someday when school starts. or maybe tomorrow. or maybe bake another second batch.
oh!! i'm meeting TWIN on tuesday! :D
i'll post the pictures taken on bbq when i've gotten all of them.
and also!!! pictures taken on tuesday!!! must go buy batteries.
than TWIN and i can just snap, snap, snap snap!!! (:
till our mouths are numb /:
hahahahah.
TUESDAY, TUESDAY!

goodbye, 2006

yesterday after i reached home,
ah ma:ni chuan zhe ke ren mei mah, wei shen mei bu yao mai duo ji jian?
me:huh? ah ma! than ni yao wo mei tian chuan yi yang de meh?
ah ma:???
hhahahah.thats my ah ma!
i've been wanting to wash my bear la.but i keep forgetting till i use the com.
will be going out soon.and i'm gonna beg my mom till she gives me the taka vouchers (:
i can't find the picture of the bag i want!! how am i gonna show it to tofuu?!

i'm gonna meet fer in 7 minutes (:
STEAMBOAT BBQ (:
going for BESTIE OUTING soon.in 7 minutes (:
i'm bored la.
slept at 5am/:
NO! not because i talk to carmen siew or whoever!
because!me and my sister was making hell lot of noise in my mother's room till she woke up and said: i'm not gonna let the both of you sleep.if i never sleep, you all also cannot sleep!!!
and so, that explains why i only slept at 5! damn! and i woke up at 1230!!! i'm tired la! i feel that my head is uber heavy okay. it's keeps 'dropping'/:
right right right. it's 1257 now.going off!!
bye earthlings(:

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ohh! steamboat/bbq was awesome-ly awesome!
fun man!! damn! we should have it more often! like once every 2 weeks or something? (:
damn fun!!!
and! angie slim down like ALOT!
my tian!
GER, it's really time to lose weight!
yupp.got my cd already! :D
and! i've got to spend my sunday like to bake for some people whose really mean to me la /:
it was damn fun la. i'm lazy to go into details. maybe you can try out fer, carmen, mel or amanda's blog la.yupp.
everything was great good fun!

yesterday
night at the museum!
awesome show, i promise (:

today
rotting away

TOMORROW!!!
the long awaited CLIQUE OUTING! (:

tofu and i are irritated now,hahahah.
we're the irritated tofus man.
like forever.but this time, it's a different person we're irritated about.

this may sound crazy but,
i miss school
i miss class
i miss recess
i miss argues
i miss people
i miss judytan
i miss clique

and so,
hahahahah.i don't know.
hahahahah. there's a phrase that me amanda and fer thinks it true.
hahahahah. it is true!
okay.enough o crap.
i made judy depressed because i said that if i seat with her in 2007, for each subject i'll cry for a week. so i lowered it down to each subject, 1 day. but! she's still depressed!! oh wells.
baking on saturday/sunday/monday.
6 more days till school starts!
i'm getting excited!! (:

it has been raining, raining, raining and more raining!! ):
i hate raining days.although it's nice to sleep in. but than!
I'M NOT ABLE TO DO SHOPPING!!!
i can't even get to tiong okay!
and i'm uber bored.
AND AND, I'M NOT TALKING TO JUDY TAN EVER AGAIN /:

things i wanna do like NOW!!
1.have a web cam
2.GET FELICIA YIP TO HER COMPUTER!!!
3.bake cookie
4.talk to -
5.go SHOPPING
6.do more cross-word puzzles.
7.go get more cross-word puzzles
8.sleep
9.GET FELICIA YIP TO HER COMPUTER
10.STILL WANNA GET FER TO HER COMPUTER

thing's that i want it to happen now:
1.lose weight!!!
2.FELICIA YIP TO BE INFRONT OF HER COM NOW
3.mom suddenly comes up to me and say: LET'S GO SHOPPING!
4.a whole stack of money to appear infront of me so that i can go shop till i drop and the person i'll bring to shopping with me is FELICIA YIP!
5.uncle suddenly calls and say: get ready, later when i call you, WE'LL GO CHANGE PHONE!!!!
6.THE RAIN TO STOP STOP STOP!!!!

things that i want and got:
1. strawberry purse
2.adidas jaket
3.strawberryshortcake pencil case

things that i want and will be getting:
1. CD! (:
2.phone[only in may la.wth]
3.shades
4.CLIQUE OUTING!!

things that i want:
1.either a new crumpler or
2.that nike bag or
3.both
4.MORE CLIQUE OUTING
5.espirit perfume

things that i'm gonna do:
*LOSE WEIGHT!
1.walk home from school everyday [unless it's raining]
2.get a new bag before march
3.bake more cookies cookies and cookies.[either to sell or give or eat]
4.study at least 5 hrs one day!
5.stay in school to study, not to get tempted by the com.

things that i wanna do, thing that i want it to happen, things that i want and things that i'm gonna do, all seemed like it will only happen in my dream. well, I'M OFF, TOODLES(:

MERRY X'MAS!!!!

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christmas is still not over(:
mel's house.met carmen at 12.tiong.walked abit and met joyce.
went mel's house.hahhahhah.
everything was just FUNNY!
everything i swear. carmen siew and i laughed like non stop la.
left at 7. went over to aunty's place. watched tv.thats the only thing i can do. sigh.
than home at around 9plus.
home.went for supper with my dad.
and tadah!!
i'm super lazy to go into details la.
overall it's just FUN!

off to my aunty's house later.
CHRISTMAS is tomorrow.
and i'll be going to my aunt's place!
but mel's place before.

maybe, i'm just thinking too much
but it seemed so true.

i'm gonna bugged my mother till she brings me to shopping because i haven't got the things that i want!! she promised to get me shades but she didn't. so she's changing it to CD now /:

friday, i have no mood at all /:

mid night shopping yesterday.
i only got a strawberry shortcake mirror and tigger chopstick la.
NOT ENOUGH!!
i wanna get CD, shades and bag!!
shopping today was suppose to be shopping for MY things but we ended up not getting anything ):
i think my mother's gonna get CD for me cause she thinks that the shades that i want is ugly /: she almost got me a necklace.
steamboat on friday!! i can't wait please. might be going shopping before that with fer.to get presents. oh wells. monday gonna go mel's house than aunty's place. i'm going to my mother's cousin's place tomorrow la. wells wells, TOODLES (:

outing tofu and fer yesterday was (:
met tofu for breakfast.she kept changing the time la!
walked to bus stop.met fer there!! hhahah. fer came to meet us for breakfast. i was damn full la.i should have taken happy meal instead. walked walked walked. we're gonna get present on friday. than bused to town. i broke my record okay! i went town for less than 5 minutes and left town to suntec.see! WHAT A RECORD! than went to get clique's present.hahahah. than bused home. shopping later (:

i've got 2 minutes to update.
puting with carmen was cancelled.
tofu outing tomorrow!!
okay!
gtg already!

TWIN HAS CAME BACK/ COMING BACK TODAY!!!
but i don't know what time.
&&& fer's coming back tomorow!!

going out with carmen siew tomorrow.but she's yet to confirm with her mother.wth.just pray hard it doesn't rain tomorrow.
suppose to have breakfast with carmen today.but it was raining so we just went back to sleep (: and when christmas is over, twin and i will start studying. and when school starts, tofu and i will be staying back in school to study (: tofu is watching lovely samsoon and leaving me all alone! rahh!! oh! my nephew shraes the same birthday as fer and joyce.hahahah. totally random.
I MISS MELANIE WONG!! )':

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when i'm bored, i can blog up to more than 3 times a day okay! i'm waiting for the 9 o'clock to start.than after that, it's 2hrs teevee for me(: 11 online again, 2 hrs than teevee for 1 hr than sleep! tomorrow.and carmen siew hasn't comfirm with me yet.wth.
oh!
yesterday i asked amanda, carmen and judy this:
there's a war going on. weapons are being used here and there.but than, it's still called a COLD WAR.why?
i thought of 2 answers.but i decided to use the lame one.hahahah.
and amanda gave me the not lame answer.hahahah
so the answer is.
1st: the country is a very cold place.all the soldiers are only wearing their uniform and they're all feeling very cold.so isn't it a cold war?
2nd:cold war means not talking to each other.so, have you ever seen enemies talking to each other?

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i'm on the verge of breaking down /:
amanda and uncle tan ain't online for me to talk to.
CARMEN SIEW THAT IDIOT HAS YET TO CONFIRM WITH ME ABOUT TOMORROW!! thats what i'm feeling uber irritated about la. i feel so helpless okay.and she's not replying my msges!! what exactly am i suppose to do at home? still go down and meet her at 1230 or stay at home and sleep till i wake up.or wait for her to call tomorrow!?! rahh!!! or what.just go down, wait wait wait and wait only to know that she's not going out anymore!!! mytian! i need help man! i'll love the person so os much if he/she helps me now. rahh! >:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FER!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!
my ipod ear piece died on me yesterday /:
talked to miss siew from 12am till 6 (:
hahahah.than we went to sleep.and wwe're going breakfast tomorrow.i think.than wednesday we're going out. my mother doesn't wanna get that shade for me! rahh!! talking last night ws (:D it was so fun la.we talked about last time.hahahahlazy to go into details la.yupp.
might be going out later.although i might not get my shades but.i maybe getting my web cam.wells.i would prefer a shade la.you see.carmen doesn't have one.mel doesn't.tofu doesn't.only fer and rachel. whats the point.

I NEED SHOPPING SERIOUSLY!! ):
my mom has no reason to NOT go shopping with me because:
1) i don't really shop for CLOTHES!
2)i don't really have alot of things to buy. except for that SIX shades(:
3)even if i see something i really like and it's really ex, i'll still be using my own money!!!!!
4)i only like WINDOW SHOPPING!!! because if i go shopping, i can't remember what i wanna get so in the end it'll only be a few things. and besides, i've already got my jacket!!!
SEE!!! there are so many reasons why mom should go shopping with me!!!!! because after all, I'LL BE USING MY OWN MONEY!!!damn!

now, it's either phone/crumpler/keep
i really can't make up my mind.if i get a crumpler, i'll have to wait till after new year.if i get a phone, i'll have to use my own money again.if i keep, i'll be rich (: hahahah.than i can start using my nets to buy things. maybe for now, i should just get my shades and that dress(: yes.i shall just keep it. and plus, i need to go christmas shopping ):
CARMEN SIEW JIAYI shall have the honour to go shopping with me (:
it's been more than a year since we went out.tsktsk.and for tofy, she wants to go airport on 27.i'm not sure if i'm free.
so for now,
20-shopping with CARMEN SIEW JIAYI
22-outing with FER (:
25-celebrations at auntie's place
27-airport with tofuuu

twin's leaving/left today )':
how sad right? i hope there's shopping later.
i've d/l the new version of itunes and it looks kinda weird /:
and also the 1.3 version into my ipod.it states 'music videos' in it.hahahah.but i've yet to try it.i hope it works. not getting phone till may2007 ): at least i need not pay. and there's chances of me getting another bag (:
shopping shopping shopping shopping shopping!!!
i want shopping!!

happy feet but cancelled.
i wanna get back to school. holidays are BORING!
gwc than town.
got nothing today. happy feet changed to tomorrow. and going mid night shopping as well.afternoon going chinatown. yupp.i lead a boring life.and my life is only like com, phone, teevee, sleep, eat, shopping, MELANIE WONG/: whathell right? go break up the words la. boring boring boring. i'm gonna get back to my teevee soon.
CLIQUE!!
bbq/steamboat soon okay!!

i'm waiting for miss melanie wong.
she's still changing!! wth okay.
since she's still changing, than i'll blog lor.nothing to do.
okay okay.she's ready.toodles!

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outing again.ikea first.brunched.spaghetti and meatballs! :D
walked around.
aim: photo frame and bottles.
in the end:NOTHING!
twin was super irritated.hhahah. supposed to head to town next.but 961 came first so we went concourse first. went to the 'toys' level.hhahah. i got that whistler thing.hahahah.the turn turn turn than pull one.and straws!! hahahah.twin doesn't know how to play the thing. than she went down to get her star.i was playing it la.and she was getting irritated.she didn't wanna know me la.yupp.than walked to beach road.the voodoo doll place.than from beach road we walked all the way to bugis to take a train down to town! yupp.ps first.than down to heeren.walked.bought gummes under the influence of melanie wong. than to cine! I GOT MY PEN CAP!!! like finally! than walked around.we were feeling uber uber bored.sat infront of bk.than took bus home.we wanted to hop on to any bus la.than melanie wong!!!so yeah.bused home. dinner, wrapped my books and stuff la.yupp.i wanna go get more strawberry shortcake stuffs la! the files, and many many more things. oh.i got more voodoo dolls.me and twin got one same one.i wanted to get back my lime green one but a bit waste money.already have.so yupp.we're going back there again (:
there are many many details but i'm lazy to go into them la.you can try twin's blog.

went schools to get books.with twin (: THANKS MAN!
than we decided to go GWC. had yoshi.i think the donut ice cream was nice.but cannot finish. than wlked around.i was looking for christmas cards again.
me:mel! which one?
mel:this one la
me:don't want.
mel:this one lor.
me:don't want.
after many times of this type of conversation,
mel:haiya.you go home get the taka vouchers from your mom tomorrow than we go buy la!!!
me:ya hor! eh you very smart leh!
mel:whatever la.

she was soo smart okay! gonna get presents tomorrow. i don't like to get christmas presents.i don't know why. i'ma selfish person.hahahah i like to keep the money for myself /: we're going ikea, town, beach road. and yeah.i'm gonna look for more strawberry shortcake stuff (:
anyway, after we went gwc, ate, walked around. deided to go my house, put the books down and mel's house to bake! yupp.we baked the cornflake cookie!! :D than yupp.her godfamily came back.we sewed our own version of ugly dolls.hahahahah. but she calls it a gingerbread doll.damn evil! than went tiong! and!!!
HER GODMA WORE MY SLIPPERS OUT!!!!!
wth okay.and we were wondering where the hell it was. -.-zzz so i've got to wear her slippers and give it back to her tomorrow.went tiong.walked walked walked.we got our monkey!!manage to get something.than mel went home, went to meet my mother. walked walked walked. than homed! bathe, ate, watched teeveee and here i am!!! i shall go for presents and clothes hunting tomorrow.although i've said i don't like to get presents for people.and most important! strawberry shortcake stuffs!!! i'm gonna meet twin at 11 tomorrow.i better go sleep early (:

my father's off today! (:
went juring east to swim /:
than yeah.imm.was feeling uber cold la.
than walked walked.went giant! i love super market spree (:
yupp.
i'm gonna have to start studying soon.and DO MY CHINESE HOMEWORK!! one day write one word also good.
anyways.gonna bake soon.
and! should i go to mel's place for christmas?
sighs.this is so shit man! but than again, i think if i go i'll feel uber.../:
i don't know la.shall see again. i'm gonna meet her this wednesday for shopping(: and when she comes back, we're gonna study.hahah.it sounds crazy but yeah.studying with her IS crazy. yupp (:

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i wrote SANTA a letter 2 days ago and i got a reply today!!

Last Christmas-Hillary Duff

i almost got my phone today.
but due to laziness ):
how sad right? but than it was really warm and there was still a distance to the damn bus stop la.i rather change it next week. but than the music edition one everywhere like no stock leh! maybe i shall get it around christmas. last christmas by hillary duff is nice.hmm. gonna bake tomorrow :D either tomorrow or tuesday la.cause i'm meeting twin on wednesday! and we're not gonna bother to wear nice nice.we're just gonna anyhow wear. maybe fbts and t shirt

samantha cher is irritating the shit out of me! /:
she keeps asking me about phones.like i work at nokia -.-
i'm soo gonna get 6233 music edition la.i'm gonna sacrifice(?) my bigger crumpler for it ): anyways, went for my auntie's birthday lunch. vivo, there's gonna be singtel at vivo! and my mom says when it opens, i can get my phone (:
okay. than home to watch the star awards.nice nice (:
tofu's coming back tomorrow.i think. fer's gonna leave on 13.mel on 16 ): major sadness. and and!! i realise my neighbour/from young friend whom i'm not talking to now looks like yuyang from css.hahah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAINING! woke up at 1plus.
4 plus went out to meet uncle.okay.my mom says that i'll be able to change phone once the stocks comes in.wells. went tiong -.-
walked around.and yeah.home.
i'm gonna call twin later and talk to her!

it's raining ):
i was woken up by cats fighting la! tsk.
later later.
maught be going to change phone.than go out for presents shopping.christmas and birthday!
and eew.the rain is getting heavier /:
heavy rain = no shopping/later shopping.
but since it's the christmas seasons, late shopping is fun!
i'm gonna get christmas cards. but! that time i went out with twin and saw a really nice one.but didn't get cause we were on budget. few days later when i went back with my mum, it was sold out -.-
so i'm gonna try vivo someday.maybe on 22.cause cause!! i'm going there with bestie!! (:

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twin and i have got the same blog skin now.just that the colour wise a bit different la.but over all, blogskin is the same(: i asked twin to help me change colour and placing but she kinda screwed my fonts up la /: but nvm.

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1 day, 3 posts.
out just now. got my adidas jacket (: red and white :D
might not be getting my phone so soon anymore.maybe next year /: and my uncle is super contradicting.
me:let's go change phone.
uncle:whose gonna pay?
mother:herself la.
while lining up, i saw the notice that 6233 is out of stock.so went dinner.
uncle:why she wanna change phone?
mother:haiya.that one got a bit siao siao already.better faster change.
uncle:but than not yet 2 years right? must pay extra hundred.
mother:ya lor.
uncle:haiya.don't change la.wait till this coming may, two months finish than we change to starhub la.than get free one.
me:haiya.anything la.
uncle:change already than by package than one month 70 plus than got free laptop.i chnge laptop than give you lor.than you give me the com you having la.
me:*keeps quiet*
walks by singtel.
mother:eh.when the stock coming in ah?
person: 1 or 2 weeks time? wanna make a reservation?
mother:want or not?
me:haiya.don't want la.
uncle: you say wanna change than don't wanna make reservation?
me and mother:walao! you are the one who say wanna change to starhub!!
uncle:hahahahahh!!!
damn contradicting right?wth la. so yeah.next may. or maybe soon. don't know don't care la. haiya! after bugis, went vivo.it was already like 940 la.so yeah.reached there.less than half an hour, 'let's go home!' wth right? hahahh. out with twin next week, with bestie the next next week (: than studying week with twin (:

CLIQUE CLIQUE PEOPLE!!!
attention okay! [if you're not one of the happypeople than get off!]
anyways, the escape outing shall be changed to a sentosa outing! yeah. further details are gonna be up again.and if almost everyone don't want/can't go, i think we might have to change the next outing to next year yeah cause for this outing, xinyi and angie can't come and i haven't received reply from a few people.so yupp. and please, if you have the password and user to the clique blog please tell me. thankyou.

there are soo many things i need to do

GET BESTIE'S PRESENT!!!
get my phone phone changed
find out where's the paper for chinese homework
do it
pack my room AGAIN

anyhows, getting phone changed is priority (:
but than bestie's presents are as important!! [die die cannot forget]
but! she's not in singapore on her birthday.so i can't send her a msg neither can i give her surprise ): and i don't know if she's going escape on 21 too!!! if she cannot than i'm gonna date her on 22.
phone phoNE PHONE!!!
either going tomorrow or saturday la
slacked home again whole day. suppose to go badminton with fer mel carmen joyce.but changed my mind due to some stuff la.come ask me and i'll tell you. yeah.went to the damn market with my mom /: than home and started slacking away. yay.my sister and i got tatoos.hahah. she got little mermaid one for first time la.than we decided to go down and get more.this time she get hello kitty! so i ask her to help me also la.and guess what! i got hello kitty too ): i wanted ppg or some others ): okay.so now we've got it all over us.she has it on her neck, face and leg,i got it on my hand and neck.hahah.wanted to bake cornflake cookie but! there wasn't any cornflake.not even at shop and save la! they only got big one.damn!so yeah.baking postponed to either tomorrow or sunday la.
yupp. there's only 11 more days to get bestie's present )':

made ic today.
was about to change phone when they said that my control line is not up to one year yet. so yeah.got to wait for my uncle lor.which is i don't know when already ): i want a new phone badly )': i'm gonna get it within this month somehow la!! but cause i;m not using a student plan so i've got to pay 199 la. almost 100 more can ): i could've got it for only 100!!! oh.my mother asked me again today.'so you want a bag or jacket?' wth la.how am i suppose to choose? i need a jacket badly and i want a bag badly too.

i miss melanie wong chu ting!! i miss fer too.but she's not replying my msges!!! rahh!!! and i think she's leaving for don'tknowwhere on 13 and coming back on 20.something like that la! means she won't be in singapore on her birthday!!!! nvm. i might be meeting her on the 21 for clique outing!! we're going escape man! but but! angie and blurko can't make it!! nvm ): no more time to waste la! and pray hard carmen can go.rachel too. mel's answer was:'my mother now say can.but later don't know lor' wth right? and i think she's coming back on the 20th too!! && she promised me my study session la!! ): nvm.after school open we're gonna study.under the tree!! hahahahhahah.inside joke. and we must seat under the tree.if not nothing get's into our head. we/i need cold cold environment to study!!so yeah. and twin needs me to study!! [whatever la] hahahah!!! and WE NEED SWEETS!! so yeah.under the tree is the best place i think.well. going off! toodles! <3

evil uncle is sooo evil.tsktsk. even more evil than i've thought.
i was telling her i don't know when the promotion ends and she replied: too bad! wth right? damn evil i swear /:
&&& i was telling her that i decided to xiang tong and be a happy person again. her answer: thank god. how evil right?! right? right? right?

i almost got my black and red adidas jacket on sunday!! damn! but they had no size. either too bad or too small. wth right? rahh!!! and my phone. i don't know when my mother's gonna get it for me luh ): evil uncle just went off! without saying bye! okay. i'm gonna make ic tomorrow. than yeah.maybe to look for jacket.

went to claim back my ez link today. than to tiong. POPULAR! went on stationary spree!! i got 3 pens and 1 pencil.and 3 books /: not really a spree right? i could have got more. i wanted that white and black board la.double sided one. my mom says no ): nvm. well. will be going on another spree :D yeah yeah. i've finally xiang tong. twin would be uber happy to hear this because she's been asking me to xiang tong ever since i told her something. yay twin. i've xiang tong already (: she's still at band camp la! we're going for satay steamboat, voodoo doll place, escape and many more places after she's out of band camp. hah!

i was already suspecting something when you said you cannot tell me. but anyway! i xiang tong already. so yeah! you're in my past.

my mother has agreed to get me 6233 music edition (:
finally alrights.
but, the problems is still here.
i don't want it!
fer! i'm online while you're not!
mel!!! please help me take away my problem la! and you know, this stupid girl's going for band camp! and leave me all alone. nvm.i've got fer!!
i need to scream my heart out!

friday night
baby are you sleeping
friday night
my heart is still beating
it's all right
open up your sleepy eyes
come alive, come alive on friday night

woke up at 1330
used com.slack around.
watched the pilot show!
mel passed it to me already!
oh.damn.i haven't went to take back my ez link card.
i shall go either tomorrow to get it back and also to try my luck for the pen cap and also to go get jacket.
tofu's left me all alone and went for china few hours ago!
judytan isn't online.
mel isn't online too.
fer isn't too!
oh man! ):
i'm still so super duper uber sad la.
i appeared alright when you told me about it when we talked.
but after you hang up, i couldn't take it anymore. and cried.
mel and judytan knows why.and only them. oh man!
don't try to force them to tell you what happen!

i wanna change com okay.
this com holds back too much memory for me.
everytime i seat infront of it i'll feel like crying la.
aoihsginweiuvgsv!#%$&@$^$&%vsidbugsaodvakin@^$%^&fasokihfsns@^%@#$%#$sdoihsv
fuck damn it!

baby just say goodnight

i'll be gone tomorrow

baby just close your eyes

i can't take the sorrow

baby just walk away

you know i can't stay

there's no easy way to say goodbye

so baby just say goodnight

-click 5

yupp.

everything has come clean.

i think my font is super big la.so i have to also make it tiny.nvm.when fer comes online i shall ask her for help.

fer and i think that ______ is very poor thing. oh wells.

when you told me, i needed to talk to someone else very badly.

but.tofu and evil uncle went off uber early.fer wasn't even online.and twin! didn't even see her online!! i cried last night after talking to you )':

geraldlyn's gonna forget you forever and ever! you're in her past. and history's never gonna repeat itself! i'm gonna leave you here at today and go to tomorrow all by myself.so you're just gonna be stuck at 01.12.2006 all by yourself in geraldlyn's mind! and she will move on by herself like how you moved on by yourself first.i'm gonna go ahead of you by 1 step! &&& geraldlyn's not gonna cry because of you again.

if you ask me to forget you, i'll say i've forgotten

if you ask me to remember you, i'll say i'll remember all my friends

!@$*%^(#@%$%&$E%^asfvbaknakjfbagnvoiaegfhafpolae0423u23!@#%#$^TDVSywdiohanvalof@#^%Wefvaiapwjd-gvmrjathwamofskmnf

fuck it!

ic plan was changed to another day.
lunch with twintwin at hong lim market.had curry chicken noodle (:
than to town.we walked from ps all the way to heeren.thats not very far la.we decided to catch a movie.so cine first.checked time.bought tix went to heeren to walk. went to watch movie!! OPEN SEASON!! :D
uber cute la.hahahahh.'partners? disgusting!' hahahhahah. i was super fascinated by it man! went to get the turn turn thing.i wanted the pen cap la.but than!!! the thing got stuck and my money keep coming out la /:
so yeah.wanted to go suntec to try.than than than!!! i found out i lost my ez link card! so yeah.went back to find.left my number.went to walk again.lazy to go into details la.mel bought jacket.i want it too!! but i want the other one!!! than yeah. saw many many nice nice christmas cards.i'm gonna get it.30 for $7.90 only la!!! yeah! my mother agreed to get me that jacket!! (: whatever la!! i'm feeling so damn down now la!!!
i'm sooo confused la!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh!! on my way home, i turned back to say bye to mel and i saw a super duper uber scandalous act la! tsktsk.
there was this couple who frenched on the bus! my tian! &&& i saw everything la.BY ACCIDENT!

woke up at 12.thats not my lastest though.

the bald chuzzle
grown hair
the hair was about to grow so i made it bald again.hahah.

gonna make ic tomorrow!! and going to the voodoo doll place.than to beach road for fish soup! or maybe some other place la. yupp. i still haven't eaten happy meal yet!!!

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judytan is being sucha rocker, not. she promised to eat happy meal for 2 days already. and yeah. how can someone forget to eat happy meal.so lame right.haiyo.thats what that rocker told me la. and she calls me a aunty because i called her uncle. oh btw, we're the rockers la.hahah and amanda tan!!! must teach her how to SAY NO! hahahahh. yeah. i miss school. i miss amanda. i miss mel!! i miss angie i miss scolding xinyi. i miss calling joyce jenny. i miss ferrrrrrrr i miss carmen siew. i miss you

HAPPY 8th MONTH LOOKAINING!!!
we're suppose to go out while samantha's away la!! but you went missing and i couldn't find you!! rahh!!!

snip snap my hair today!! it looks uber bad now.lucky only twin's gonna see it! man! gonna make ic this thursday. i wanted to get pens and pencil today la.but! i forgot my popular card and my father was in a rush. oh wells. other day la. i'm uber sad about my hair now and some fuck shit refuses to stop talking la!! rahh!!
&&& JUDYTAN ISN'T ONLINE!!! ):
hurr.she promised me happy meal toy.ahahh.she says she's gonna eat from today onwards and give me all the toy she collect. i bet she'll just forget la. because she still owes me my mickey mouse plaster!!!

home till evening.
went out for fondue at marina square! (:
i just arrived at marina and i got defeated by my pumps /:

looks okay right? i got defeated by it la /:
went to get plaster! i wanted to get the snoopy one.but they don't have it. than still pain la.haiya.went for fondue. walked to suntec /: than walked around my father came to fetch.home.bathed and tadah! i still haven't eat happy meal la!!! i want that strawberry shortcake toy!!! rahh!! i wanna go eat soon!! mel!!! fer!!! don't go MIA anymore okay!!
mel called in the afternoon! and we talked! hahhah.we were exchanging songs.more like i give her songs la.
me:eh.you got london bridge?
mel:is falling down?
me:-.-'''whatever la!
damn whatever right?walao.
and carmen siew!!! we haven't got mid night talk for 12345678910 years already!! rahh!! i know when you have band already okay!! hahahah.
yay yay!! fer's gonna lend me many many shows!!the channel u 10pm piolet show and some ye man nai nai show.ahahhah!! my sister found out how you can make a chuzzle go bald okay! ahah.damn funny la. mel went to try it too!! aahahah.and she calls me a saddist /: we agreed that whever the both of us go out, we're not gonna take neos anymore. it's just too ex la. we're gonna have a formal clique outing soon!! and everyone's gonna go formal. oh! as for the escape one ah.amanda and fer can't make it on the 13.so yeah. it's changed to 20.people please update me soon on if you can or not okay! or maybe it'll just be cancelled and we shall do something better like shopping and EATING!! me amanda and mel, one day we're gonna go hunt food down.we're gonna eat stingray, satay, chicken wings! right amanda!? hahah.i was telling her all these last night and she was going hungry!!ahahah. yay!! judytan's gonna eat happy meal and give me the strawberry shortcake toy! but i think wait till she give me, i've already had it la! and she still owes me mickey mouse plaster since 5479562069476 years ago!! okay! she just promised me that she'll go eat happy meal and collect the toy for me!! (: how nice right?

'takecare' it sounds so different from others when it comes from you (:

lunch with mel and angie!!! we forgot to ask xinyi!! angie got me a cake and a box of apple ring with a crunchie inside!!! :D THANK YOU!! and ashley gave me a card/paper or whatever you call that!! but yeah.it was crumpled and stuff!! but never mind!! i'll post the pictures soon!!
after that, vivo with my parents. got my school shoe /: too early right? and my mother finally got me the brown adidas shopping bag!! and my uncle agree to get me the black and red adidas jacket.when there's sales cause it's fucking 129 bucks la! yeah.shopping yesterday night too.went to look for presents but failed.ended up getting same wallets as my cousin and sister! and it's orange!!FER! it's orange! yeah.you're in obs now la. wanted to go crumpler but! it was closed already!! damn! should i get the black and red adidas jacket or a green crumpler!? hmm.see how's my collection tomorrow first la! (:
went chalet but back because my mother's not staying over and yeah.
i went there, and when i went to give back the trolley thing and walking back to the room, guess who i saw.hah.sharon ng!
and my sister forced me to bring her to swim la.it's was so warm la!!!

thank you everyone who wished me.
thank you angie for the cake and stuff and accompanying me this afternoon!!
thank you mel for accompanying me too!!
thank you kaining for the msg!
thank you ashley for the paper!! COMPLAINS!!<3
thank you everyone who wrote me a testi!!

14 has been a great one!! good things bad things everything!! good friend bad friends everyone!!!

and to you!!
you can just go and die already!! i'm super duper uber disappointed with you la!! i don't care anymore! yeah.you thought i was getting married when i wrote 'tomorrow! (:' as my personal msg! yeah.you think it's funny huh? i tell you! it's bloody ridiculous alright? stupid dickhead! empty promises is what you do. and yea.if you're trying to avoid me thinking that i still like you!! hahahahahah.don't waste time la.because i've long ago stopped wasting time on you.

yesterday night, i suddenly thought of something carmen said long long ago. it was during last year's flag day period.ahahah.and it was damn funny la! i was laughing to myself.and this was what happen:
after flag day last year, amanda and carmen wanted to go out.mel and angie too.so it's two different groups.but than i decided to go with mel and angie because i was quite irritated with amanda at that time.[but of course we're alright now!!TOFU] than than.they called me angie and mel but we didn't wanna answer.ahaha.than when we called back, decided to meet at heeren but they went of to tiong.so we called and called them.but yeah.they were with sharon and gang.so they got sharon to answer the phone
me:hello
her:hello
me:where's amanda?
her:ohh.my phone spoil so amanda lend me her's!
me:okay lor! [so stupid right]
so we called carmen
me:hello
____:hello
me:where's carmen?
____:ohh.she dropped her phone and it's with me now.
me:huh.don't fake la.
____:really.
me:hang up.thinking that it's real[how dumb la]
used mel phone and they still got sharon they all to aswer.so fine. we just continued walking around.
this was what happened.

after a few days, had mid night talk with carmen.
carmen:you know we went macs that day.
me:orh.
carmen:with sharon and ____
me:orh.
carmen:you never go.so sad right?
me:lucky i never go.if not i will just go home.
carmen:haiya.than amanda and sharon went to get ice cream leh. left me and ____ lor. so awkward.
me:ahahahah.
climax-
carmen:walao.than she told me she wanna burp.
me:than what you say?
carmen:i say 'orh'
me:huh?
carmen:than what you want me to say? burp with her or what? ask her how many times she burp already? or i count how many times she burp?
me:ahahahahahha!!!!! don't be sick la
carmen:than!?
me:keeps quiet.
carmen:eh.if you go ah.than i will be very extra leh.
me:siao.
carmen: if you go, than when sharon and amanda went to buy ice cream ah, i will say what you know?
me:what?
climax-
carmen:i will say 'eh! just now ah.i dropped all my things outside just now! i go and pick up now okay!' hahahahhahahaha
me:ahahhahha! okay.stupid!!
yeah.and i was laughing at this part the whole night la.hahahah. how dumb right.!

okay! when tofu's back, we'll be going to airport early for breakfast, than either go town or escape!! can't wait!
oh oh!! clique people!! if you're reading this, 13 of december, we'll be going escape together!! make yourself free alright? for now, thats the date!! there maybe further changes!!!

shopping and making ic with mel and angie on 30th!!!


fuck shit!
my father thinks i'm bloody attached!! to a girl![yeah.laugh all you want] /:/:/:/:/:
yeah.like to who la? hur? who will want me?
just because rachel ng called.my sister asked who.so i was like.why you so kaypoh! and it starts.wtf la.even if i tell my sister who is not like she will know who right? damn it la!! my sister gets me into trouble all day la!! fuck fuck fuck!!! i wanted to get a book yesterday and my sister was like telling my father.aiya! she read one page only one la.than she will go sleep already!! damn you fuck shit!!! she gets me into trouble all day long!! damn damn damn!!!and my father wants me to end 'it' yeah.funny right? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH. like end what? 'it' didn't even start how to end? stupid shit!! only believe her all day long! fuck hell!!! stupid fucking idiot shit!!! yeah.and i wouldn't even wanna get attached larrhhh!!!! please lor!!! stupid! he keeps saying he got young before and knows what i'm thinking!! hello? i'm girl!! and you're a guy!! how do you know what the hell i'm thinking? and whatever you're thinking is in your years,not my years!!! damn!! my birthday also wanna find fault with me!!!

tomorrow is the day :D

mel has been very super busy qith band! angie found job. sigh.
i'm so lonely okay!!! rahh!!!
and it's so not okay!!!
i don't want whatever that happened in my dream to happen!
please!! it's horrible okay!! I DON'T WANT!!
come out, i surrender!

HAPPY 7th MONTH SILLY!!! <3

silly!! you're leaving for obm tomorrow!! )': takecare alrights!? (:

i hate it when children don't listen to me okay! my neighnbour's at my place now and he's getting on my nerves ):<>

samantha's leaving tomorrow.sally, tofu and alot alot more people are leaving on monday!! my tian! i'm gonna miss them like mad la!!! )': but than, my twin's here with me.angie wants to go out on 23rd!!!!!!! :DDD damn! i'm not feeling excited to leave 14!! maybe it's because we;ve been living with the same person and same certain type of place and due to certain problems in mind now.sigh.emo partner agrees with me. damn! my neighbour is totally getting on my nerves!!! my god!! emo partner thinks i can't be a teacher ): nvm.i don't intend to be one too. everyone's gonna leave tomorrow/monday!! it's left with me angie mel ))): i'm like so sad now la.sally calls me a moron because she hinks that i laugh at myself when i told her i laughed to myself! stupid idiot! sally!! whose the moron now? man!!! CAN OBM/OBS BE CANCELLED?!?!?! ohmytian!!! )':

baked cookie again!!
this time it's cornflake cookie and it's yummylicious! :D
not hard!! :D i love it!! hee(:
i'm happy.
did nothing much today.
they're all going for obm/obs soon.
so it's left with me mel angie.
wells.and twin has got no choice but to be busy.WITH BAND!!
wth la! and she's gonna leave me all alone.
i'm uber bored la!! oh! oh! i wanna go eat happy meal okay!!!
they're giving strawberry shortcake toy!!!! <3333
i'm gonna eat happy meal tomorrow!!!
my sister's gonna celebrate her birthday in school tomorrow.
i was complaining how unfair it is and! my mother couldn't take it and asked me this
mother:you wanna celebrate is it!?
me:YES!!
mother:you call all your friend back to school la.than celebrate lor.
me:walao! holiday go back school just to celebrate?
mother:ya.you wanna celebrate what.
me:not like that la.
mother:than what?when your school haven't close i ask you wanna give goodie bag you say don't want.now you complain complain.
me:siao.i so old still want give goodie bag!lame la.
mother:orh.i know what you want.next year last day of school i help you celebrate in school okay.during recess at canteen okay?
me:but than it's during october leh.my birthday in november lor.
mother:haiya.you very noiysy la.
-.-'''
wth la!! where you get this type of mother! /:

i wanna watch 'my lovely sam-soon' okay!! i still have my cousin's vcd/dvd with me!! i shall watch it when i'm free!!! zhenxian is sooo cute!<3
ahahah!!! i'm gonna watch it again!!! :D

where'd you go?

9 more days

edit/
easier said than done.
tell me.who don't know that?
yeah.i wanna learn how to forgive and forget.
i've been really bring back those old problems la.
and i wanna learn how to listen more and talk less too!!
yeah.i need time!!!TIME!! maybe by next year, i'm gonna be a new person.
i wanna study! i wanna get nest year's book early!! and i'll start studying like some idiot! i wanna work la.i wanna go study!! STUDY PARTNER!! if you're reading this, hurry come up with a date and contact me soon okay! (:

rrahh!!
THE TOFUs ARE VERY IRRITATED NOW!!
so stop acting infront of us!!
yeah.tofu was also super duper uber irritated alrights.hahah.
beware! we're not any other ordinary TOFUs!! we're TOFUs that get very irritated once you do something to us.and we swear we'll get back at you!! ordinary TOFUs are soft, gentle and nice.but we're not! don't even bother to try!! WE'LL GET EVEN!!!
hurr.home the whole day.went out for lunch only.than home.my mother is addicted to chuzzle /: and she does not wanna let me use the com! >:(
the tofus are still irritated okay!! don't think we'll just let it pass! no way!!

edit/
i'm super bored la.maybe you all may patch up during the obs.you may twist the words and stuff to seem like i'm the on lying.oh wells.i'm prepared for the worst.

shopping with mel yesterday! :D
first stop was town.heeren.took prints and that was it.it was too boring.so we took a bus down to bugis.i went to buy earings.hurr.than ran in the rain to get to the other side /: she went to help her mom get mask.than down to vivo.walk walk walk.boring.oh! we finally got our bottle! yoshi than home!! twin! let's go out again one day!! go buy earings!!!
at night my fever came back luh /:
cannot go to food race! sorry kaining samantha shumei siqi!! ):
went to see doctor.yucks!!

fucking piece of shit
i thought we would be friends.best friends.
but in the end, i was wrong, so wrong.
i never knew you would say things like this.
and it's not like i don't wanna be 'loyal' right?
everytime when i'm with all of you, i get left out because some people just refuse to let me know things. and when you all talk about it during recess, ever thought of how those who don't know about it would feel. stay loyal.yeah right.just because you're still in the school right? what will happen to me after you've all graduate? obviously i've got to go with my friends right? i guess ashley and zhenyi choose the correct path from the beginning. and yeah.ever thought of the left out ones? all you know now is talk about super junior.and sighs.i don't know.i guess amanda is the only person i can talk to now.only she knows how i feel because she left, because she felt left out too.NOT BECAUSE SHE'S NOT LOYAL!

i don't know to go for food race or not.
my nose has been like a spoilt tap.and my cough is ):
how?

suppose to go sentosa yesterday but the lazy bone in me clled me to stay home. oh wells. yeah.i've finally decided to give motheer my phone ): but she's gonna get me a new one!! :D

i need a confrontation!!

don't come talk to me about loyalty

yeah.mel's house to swim in the morning.
out ot buy lunch than back to swim.swam till it rained.
went up to bathe.
we're bored so we decided to play monopoly!
so fun la.hahaah.we enjoy being in jail man! no need to pay still can earn.
hahahahha.than i left.yeah
sentosa tomorrow :D
SUN, here i come!

i miss mel
i miss tofu
i miss judy tan
i miss silly
i miss nameless
i miss elaine yeo
i miss you

i miss studying with mel.alot
i miss crapping with tofu!
i miss having chem lessons with judy, and her sickening voice
i miss arguing with silly
i miss having chinese lesson with nameless
i miss elaine's lame jokes
i miss everything of you

i miss studying with mel!!
in harbour front macs, we use to seat under the tree and study.hurhur.
we would study, cam-whore abit, study, talked, study, gossip!! how i miss those days!! well.a least mel keeps her promise on studying with me unlike you! home is all you think about home /:
wells.bye people!

i use to delete all the msg except yours.

i only wanna go to the park with you, seat on the swing till night, and go star gazing with you.if i only i can.that's my wish for this year.only this.no more.

yay!! i finally went school!! went to help out open house :D
helped mrs ong.hurr.and in the end we get to bake cookies!! :DD
than went lunch with jiaping and mel.
mel and me thinks that seeing ____ is a very sian thing for us.hurhur.
she walked me to the bus stop.
took 65 and went to meet my parents at vivo /:
walked walked walked.
home.bathe.slept! :DDD

my hands are getting very bad /:
they got so jelly like when i was msging.
only like a few msg la.sigh.
my mother wants my phone!
she agreed to take my phone and change a new one for me!!! :DDD
but yeah.i've got to change it with her for 2 days first la ):

i hate it when you promise to go out,
it'll always be postpone, than no more.

i hate it when you msg me,
i never get a reply.

i hate it when you smile at me
it never last.

i hate it when you msn me,
it's always some question

i hate it when i get you replies on msn,
it's always short.

i hate it when we look at each other with that expression,
seems like we don't know each other.

i hate it when we call each other _____,
it always rings in my head.

i hate it when you ask me to msg you,
but never reply.

i hate it when i'm out,
i see you with ____.

i hate it when i see your back view,
walking away.

i hate it when i see you with ____ going out together after school,
it hurts me, alot.

i hate it when my friends see you outside,
and i don't.

i hate it when i have to wake up in the middle of the night,
to check if you've replied me.

i hate it when you ignore me,
because i'll always be near.

i hate it when i never get a reply,
i'll feel very empty.

i hate it when i go out with you,
cause we never talked.

i hate it when you see me and pretend you didn't,
i feel extra.

i hate it when i have to wait 168654165456 years,
just to get a short reply,and to see you offline after that.it's disappointing.



i like it when i have problem,
you'll be my listening ears.

i like it when i msn you,
you never take more than a minute to reply.

i like it when i msged you,
you reply.

i like it when i see you being so hapy,
i feel happy too.

i like it when you msged me,
to ask where am i because i told you i would be around there.

i like it when you give me advices,
everytime i've got problems with them.

i like it when you tell me about encounters you've had,
i feel honoured.

i like it when you tell me thing that you've never told others,
i feel so fortunate to know it.

i like it when you msged me in the middle of the night,
just to let me know something that i can know even on some other days.

i like it when you msged me,
and never take more than hours to reply.

i like it when i just signed in to msn,
msg from you just pop up.

i like it when you walked from all the way,
just to ask me something than smile and walk away.

i like it when we walked pass each other,
you would just stare with no expression and say nothing.

i like it when you criticise(?) me,
at least you know that i exist.

i like it when both of us say the same thing together,
it'll be at the same time.

i like it when we stare at each other,
and you msg me just to ask my results.

i like it when you ask about me,
because i know you care.

i like it when you cheered me up with jokes when i'm feel down,
i know you bother.

i like it when your reactions are slow,
it's just so funny.

i like it when you call me for no reason,
i like that feeling.

i like it when you ask me questions that i'm not sure of the answer,
i'll get to ask you back.

i like it when you complain to me about anything,
i just feel happy.

i like it when i said that i was cold on personal msg, and you asked me if i was okay,
i know i do exist in your world.

i like it when you ask me to study,
you do care about me.

i like it when you say hello to me,
it shows that i'm not invisible.