' You know some people are upset because when they're usually the loudest person you know, they become the quietest. '

 I've made up my mind to stay at home instead.

Cause when I see my friends, I'll wanna say a lot of things and when I say too much, I'll end up thinking a lot ):

After this, I will

- go update my livejournal

- go shower

- watch tv

- have dinner

- more tv

- go to bed EARLY.

I've been sleeping at 3 - 4am and waking up at 1 - 2pm. Bad.

Blah blah blah, I'm meeting Aishah tmr and we're going to talk abt everything and anything! Yay! <3

Ohh, I'm pretty much excited abt school. Wait, actually, I just wanna know who will be in the same class as me. Cause after that, the few weeks of silence in class would probably kill me and the whole omg-I-wanna-quit-school-already-this-class-is-terrible routine will start again. Then after that will be i-love-my-class-and-i-miss-my-classmates-so-much. Ahh I'm tired of it.

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Oh wells. Too early to think abt school anyway. For now, enjoy only.

One more thing, I'm 19 this year.

Probably only a few people would know the reason behind why I'm saying this. HAHAHAHA

Classic.

I slept at 4+ and woke up at 745 today, just to bring my sister to school. Tell me I'm nice, thanks.
Came home and I slept till 2! D:

Nothing much today. Just that I don't really like the way I'm feeling now /:
Going to watch PS Man then maybe, go and sleep?

Oh yes, & I'm thinking if I should remove the tagboard.

The sun's bright and it's raining at the same time. I like :D Cause it doesn't make my whole room feels so dark. Another random Monday.

Last night saw me thinking abt this coming Friday.

I backspaced quite a bit because the person probably wouldn't even know abt the existance of this blog, no point. My msg wouldn't have gotten to that person. Quite a redundant post which I might delete later, but might also just leave it as it is. Whatever, back to down with love (:

I love&hate the rain.
Love it cause it cools down everything and the lazy mood (Y) Esp when I'm at home, sitting by the window (:
But I hate it when it comes to times like yesterday.
Walked in the rain to get from Suntec to Marina.
Not that I refuse to use the underpass/city link but, it's crazily crowded.
Thank God it didn't rain during the 4hrs of E awards (:
So! E awards was alright only. No Luo Zhi Xiang, no Zhang Yun Jing.
But at least, I got to hear some good songs and I was expecting JJ to play the piano like how he did in he MV. Not a fan of his btw. HAHAHA.

I've been craving for chocolate ice cream since yesterday! I saw those $1 ones but I don't wanna make a mess so I gave it a missed! Shall probably head down to Vivo later for Awfully chocolate ice cream! :D
Weather like this + ice cream = (Y)

K the rains annoying. It's gets heavier and lighter then heavier again.

Edit/1214
I'm watching Down With Love cause 3 people has haolian-ed to me that they completed it already! ):
But something's wrong with youtube now ): That's why I never liked watching on youtube but oh wells, hahaha. My father gave me $20 just now out of no reason and I'm contemplating if I should spend it on the Faceshop eyeliner that I saw. Hurrr. Or, save it up for bigger plans? HAHAHA! K I'm taking a break from the show, to complete this post!
Alright, back to down with love! :D

The blogging way is kinda better now over at blogger. Hurr.

Had Crystal Jade xlb and la mian today, yay!

Still feel like having Ajisen and soup spoon ):

Hmm, shall go sleep early cause I have to wake up early tmr to make a trip down to Singtel!

I don't like the way I'm feeling now /:

For now, back to Solitaire (:

I'm leaving this space.
BYE.

Since Christmas '09 is over,
I want an iPhone for Christmas next year. HAHA.
A bit too early I knowwwwww. Haahaha.

Fer is not even back but we already made plans to go watch Alvin and the chipmunkssss! :D
Feels soooooo good to have the bestie back! Like after 4 months of her not in Singapore!
HAHAHAHA! I finally have someone to whine/complain toooooooo! :DDDD
Excited alreadyyy. HAHAHAHAHA!

I'm crapping to AhLian and Elliott non stop. HAHA.
These 2 poor victims, have to suffer all my nonsense. Hahahaha!!
I've been going on for non stop since erm, 9++ HAHAHAHAHA!!

School is starting soon, yay!
My laptop is still not ready ):

Class bbq this Tuesday, but I figure only the usuals few would go.
Plus a few random ones here and there. Oh wells.
Wednesday would be tanning day! HOHOHO!
HELLOOOO, Mr Sun, PLEASE SHINE! :D

K la, enough nonsense liaoxz. HAHAHAHA!
Baii.

I shall be contented and stop complaining (:
At least, I'll try my best.

I love holidays cause I get to watch more tv andd see hawt guys. Hehehe.
Oh and erm, be more updated on songs, haha!

I'm tired already. Even after sleeping so much.
Must be sleep too much la. HAHA.

It's Christmas tmr and Fer is coming back in 9 days, YAY! :D

I decided to blog. In hope that I'll get more love. HA.HA.

Today shall be labelled as 'Worst day of 2009'
Never felt this grumpy/grouchy before.
I just refuse to talk.
Cause today was suppose to be spent wonderfully + fruitfully.
But I ended up wasting time at home.
All thanks to someone, no doubt abt it.

Whatever it is, thank God today will be over in abt 3hrs time.

I'm so sick and tired of things already.
Need a break from the net.

This Christmas, I'm so going to get a present for myself (:
To make myself very happy :D

Bye.
Contact me by phone if you must.

I feel accomplished cann? HAHA.

Allen the gay finally agreed to go to the fair with me this morning but then, I've already made plans with Sandy cause he went MIA the whole of yesterday and me being the kanchiong kind, I hurry made plans with Sandy before I cannot find anyone to go with. HAHA. Call me kiasu or whatever, IDC.

I went ntuc just now, and I saw the bacardi breezers at less than $5.
7-11 ones are at $6.50.
I got cheated of more than $1.50 /:
HAHAHAHA.
Not very worth mentioning but hmm yeah, nothing to do what.

I'm kinda excited this holidaysss.
29th - W47F BBQ
30th - SENTOSA!
31st - COUNTDOWN with W47F!! :DD

But next week, I'm so very free with nothing better to do.
I'd better catch up on maths.

I think, I've become more sensitive on certain issues.

17more days till Fer is back!
Tmr shall be spent the way I want it to be! HAHA.

Yesterday night was good.
The mass convo with W47F and ahlian+sheep was wow! HAHA.
One main reason was because we (ahlian + sheep ) haven't had mass convo in like hmm.. months? HAHAHAH!

Sorry for the so messy way of posting. HAHAHAHA.

My family has many lost mails, no idea why.

I hate dislike hate dislike you all.
But nope, I'm a changed person so I won't post abt those people on blogs ever again.
HAHAHAHAA. Step changed person.

I'm surprise at how two faced some people can get.
Not denying that I'm not but yeah. These people just make me very very surprise.
Like..........











BOOMZ.
HAHAHAHAH!

Kkkkk, I feel sticky and stuff, I'm going to bathe,
BYE lovelies.

Edit/2301
I wanna jab 10litres of anaesthetic into my heart! /:

Came home awhile ago from bookfest + Pastamania + Starbucks + Walk ard with Sandy, Riswan and Kat. Okay I'm tired, I really am. HAHA. I talk as though people don't believe me. Hur.

I'm contemplating, still.

Sandy, I'm sorry I'm of no help to you. Cause when it comes to things like this, I really have no idea what to say to make you feel better. But if you need a listening ear, I'll ALWAYS 24/7 be available! :D Just call me, I'll answer! HAHA! Anytime also can one! Hurr. Just that erm, I'll have nothing to say cause yeahh, Idk what to say and I'm not really good with words when it comes to re.lation.ship. HAHAHA!

Last but not least, I miss many people. I really do. All those times.
At least, there was good memories. HAH.

---

Sooo, the laptop's in for repair ):
I'm kinda worried that I'll lose all my things in the D drive /:
&& what if it's not ready when school starts!? I've got UT ):

I wana go to the electronics fair on Friday. Spent last night trying to persuade Allen the gay to accompany me but he went on and off his game. Bitchhh.

I'm soooooo lazy to dl songs, I shan't.
HAHAH! I'll get people to send them to me :D

K I'll go bathe already. Bai.

I kinda regret not getting that pair of wedges at Rubi when I saw it at Ion some time ago.
& then I saw a similar one online but Fer says their largest fits her and her feet is wayy smaller ):

I haven't been seeing the usual lunchies and I miss them.

Holidays starts tmr, 3.30pm! HOHOHO!
& during the holidays, I'll sleep, read and study. HAHA!
I honestly want to go to Artbox, I'll go tmr even if it means going by myself! HAHAHAHAH!

I'm tired. After so much sleep.
I really like reading. Go ahead and laugh all you want.

Sometimes, I really give up talking to certain people. I feel tired talking to them.

Artbox Artbox Artbox.
I wanna go Artbox! HAHAHAHAHAHA!
& I'm going with Sandyaye later yooo! YAY! :D

Fer is coming back, soon. Very soon.
I shan't countdown cause it'll feel slower this way.

Judy mailed me a letter but Mr Postman lost it! ):<
Or maybe, she wrote the wrong address -.-''''

Okay lesson is really boring mannn.
& there's UT later. SIANNNN.

Ohhhhh the classmate is driving me crazy, I cannot tahan anymore. Omg.

Okay bye.

Edit/2204
So I didn't head down to Artbox in the end! Cause I didn't wanna spend more money.
But then again, I'm heading down there maybe tmr or Monday so, not much diff actually.
I'm tired. Mentally, physically.
I've gotten so use to weekday that today doesn't even feel like Friday.
Only when I was on my way home did I realise today is Friday and I should have gone out instead. Oh wells.
My 3weeks break is coming, excited cause once the break ends, FER IS BACK! WHOOOO!
& during my 3weeks break, I'm gonna sleep and read and enjoy life only. HAHA.
Oh and, STUDY! Sian only. But I MUST buck up already ):
Better suffer now than suffer later. Sigh.

Okay tired! So, bye, for real

School today is thumbs up because I finally feel useful. Hawhaw.
Yes, after like, 10weeks.
Did up the codes for the website!! :D

Walk to interchange with Sandy, Riswan and Rachel.
Bought Ramily burger TODAY in case the uncles all die tonight then we won't get to eat it tmr.

Just had the burger + soya bean with pearlllllls awhile ago! :DDD
I feel so full now. & I still have a bar of chocolate!

Cognitive UT tmr. Sian. The day we will see all our classmates.
Marketing on Thursday. Even more sian cause it starts at 1630! ):
I shall go listen to ZYJ and try to study and sleep early tonightttttt! Sounds good? :D
&& I'm gonna go to school for the whole of this week!

My internet is lagging like shit ):

1) Went HardRock to celebrate Vanessa's birthday
2) Very tired already
3) Feel very tired, no idea why.
4) My grandma is H for hilarious. Here's our convo:
G: * Fills up a glass of tap water *
GM: You gonna drink that? NOOO!
G: Nvm one la. * Take the packet of pills *
GM: You're gonna take your pills with tap water? Woah strong.
She's so -.- it's just tap water with pills.
5) School is very good, I love.
6) I want an iPhone though it doesn't have bluetooth
7) I thought of you, again.
8) There is no point #7.

I want to, need to, feel like going overseas.

Anywhere would be fine, just out of here.

Partialled with Sandy, Riswan, Rafiq, Matthew and Danial after the 1st meeting, omg.

Went to S for slack at macs till noon then travelled down to AMK for pool.

Yeah I kinda got forced to, hahahha!

Love and her love joined us! HAHAH!

I'm so tired but if I sleep now, I'll wake up in the middle of the night again and can't fall asleep!

Aiya whatever la, I'm a grumpy kid now ):

BYE!

I want to go to school but I don't feel like going for lessons.
Mainly because I'll be having Mathematics tmr.
Thought I'll be over and done with it last sem but NO, there had to be Mathematics II for this sem.
Whatever, this sem will be over in 8 weeks' time, exculding holidays.
No doubt, I'll miss the classmates.


Kay it's like, this certain time of the month, so yeah. Hurr.


Oh yes, I'm disappointed. You could have done more as a friend but you didn't.
Perhaps, I'm expecting too much.


Fer's coming back on 2nd Jan and I'm really excited! :D
Amanda, shall we go to the airport??? Shall we shall we?

As usual, the lazy worm is in me.

I refuse to take the camera out of my bag.

YES, lazy to this extent! Hurr.

Idk why but I suddenly miss the usual peeps.

Esp after hearing their voices just now over the phone, aww.

F for finally gotten my sneakers! :DDDDDD

Okay nothing else, I feel so sian.

Just came back from Clarke Quay awhile ago.

Not the whole claass but yeah, Carin, Sandy, Elliott, Katrina, Rafiq, Riswan and Matthew.

Fine, that's not even half the class. HAHAHA.

Hm, I'm tired and tired and sleepy and 1% having headache /:

I'm not a alcohol person!

No I'm not drunk but mm, just not a alcohol person.

K I'm T for tired so am going to bed!

Pictures tmr? :D

Thanks to her, I got to watch 2012!

& she was sleeping in the shinema /:

HAHAHAH!

So the show was, not bad (Y)

In class now, waiting for time to pass, it's only 1038.

Class outing tonight tonight tonighttttt! :D

Excited only! HAHA!

I'm so T for tired!
M for met Ashley and Carmen for D for dinner at S for soup spoon! HAHAHAH.
Had a lot of C for cold jokes! Omg.
No P for pictures.
T for Thursday, we're meeting A for again to go for IT fair! :D
HAHAHAH, I'm T for talking this W for way to E for everyone!
Hahaha, sounds G for good?

Thanks Rachel, Shepherd, James and Allen for today! :D

Though all you all did was to make me dirty only. HAHA!

I still enjoyed myself! 100%!

& thanks Mel Carmen and Joyce for the balloon!

& a bitch attempted to burst it just now while I was at Ion!

Just cause her HUGE head knocked onto my balloon! >:(

Swear I'd break her nails if she burst it!

I'm going off now cause I really wanna end my birthday on a happy note!

Cause I waited 365 days for this! I won't allow anyone/anything to destroy it.

Well at least, try not to. HHA!

Yesterday was (Y)!

Like happy onlyyy! :DDD

Everything went well.

Except for the rain and Fer was not there.

HAHAHA and a few thought that yesterday was my actual birthday, haha!

I'm kinda lazy to elaborate so pictures!

Thank you all! + a few who left early!

Clique - Fer = ):
3/7 of the people here made me smell like vomit!
& only 2/7 of us kena the cake + water. HAHAHA!

Carmen Siew! Thank you for running ard with me!

The parents who made it possible! :D

Below are all the early birds!

&& Thanks to the 3 of them for helping my mother entertain the kids! D:

If you're wondering why are there kids, my sister was celebrating her birthdy as well and her party was in the afternoon.

LOVE !

All in all, THANKS TO THOSE WHO CAME! :D

More over at FB.

I'm waiting for Deb's class to end and we're off to FEP for some shopping & to ORDER ZYJ'S ALBUM! :D

I know it was released 987654321 months ago la, okay? Tsk.

& at the same time, I'll ask if they are going to bring in the book! :DDDDD

I watched yu le bai fen bai just nowwwww! Cause ahlian told me there's ZYJ! :D

& I spent the whole break watching it yo! What a happy break right! HAHAHA.

LZX + ZYJ! Woahhhhh! Happy onlyy!

K DEB'S DONE! :DDD

SHOPPINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG!

I miss ...

& Deb, Samantha, Kaining, Elaine.Y, W15G, A, B, & C ):

Crazily unreasonable.

Happy Birthday Love! ♥

Hello apples! The day is alright and it went off quite fast! :D

Tmr's Friday! Everyone's waiting for it but not me cause Friday seem to pass very slowly for me, no idea why.

But! I'll be going to change my stud tmr! :DD Happiness only!

& the cousin is aweeeeeesome!

I shall pierce 2 more holes tmr yoooo! (:

Only on the loope area though, cause I'm not so ready to go through another round of pain on the helix area /: HEHE.

K I'm talking too much! I shall go do RJ now and sleep early tonight!

BYE!

Went to celebrate Rachel Love's birthday!
The angmoh is missing cause his phone died so we couldn't contact him.

UT was shit!

They said either A or B, I DID BOTH!

Worst thing is, I only realised it after the UT, when the classmates were talking abt it.

HAHA but the sheep also did both, omg! Dumb until! HAHAHA!

Okay I'm really tired, I have no idea why!

Sooo, goodnight all!

PS. Please give me ideas on how to persuade my mother to let me pierce 2 more!

Partialled today with Love, Physics Idiot, Fake ang moh, sheep, kiantong and hongyi.

Cool or cool?

HAHA! Cause fake angmoh and physics idiot came to my class and made me pack!

Went down to Sheep's class and grab his stuff and made him partial as well! HAHAHA!

Then went level 5 to try to make KohJin partil. But failed.

Then went to KianTong's class.

Met Love and went W3!

First stop was ahlian's class. But she don't want.

Then to Stella/Darius's class! They don't want also.

Then to HongYi's class and just grabbed his things!

HAHAHAHAHA! Shiokkkk!

Went library to play Wii :D

Yadah yadah, went TRCC!

& I bused home.

Cause I needed some private time. Not some but a lot, that's why I choose to come home by bus.

Hahaha!

Okay, I'm not going to do today's RJ!

I'm gonna sleep early! :D

HAHAHAHA! :D

After school, went for dinner with AhLian, Sandy, Elliott, Rachel and Vanessa.

Rachel went to pierce her navel D: Omg.

Then then then, headed down to Hougang Mall with Sandy and AhLian and........

YES YES YES, I've got my ear pierced! FINALLY! :D
& I'm soooo satisfied with it, though mother and sister said it can't be seen. Oh wells.
HAHAHA & many many thanks and AhLian and Sandyyyyyyy! :D


Boring part.
Class was fine.
Fine only, not good.
HAHA! Then yadah yadah, that's all! HAHAHA!


BYE lovelies!

(Y)!

The day is good. Very good :D
So far, nothing bad! & I'm hurrying to sleep in case something pops up and spoils my wonderful day! :D

UT was ......

Not enough time so I just anyhow shoot for the question I skipped earlier on.

2 down, 3 more ):

Walked to MRT after school with Sandy and her friend. Hur.

Omg her friend is nice! :D She bought the RP unbrella and let us use! /:

Trained down to JE!

Wait, and wait, and wait. && Finally! :D

I've never had such a good day ever since sem 2 started!

I've decided to shift back cause I'm don't wish to open my livejournal to public yet.

Anyway, my knee has been hurting very badly since yesterday ): Pain onlyyy!

Gave school a miss.
Kinda miss the classmates now ):

The past 2 weeks was not good.
Yesterday NEARLY ended well.
Tmr will be a good day. I will make it a good day.

K bad news!
I went to cut my hair. My intention was just to cut fringe only.
I was somehow psycho into cutting the back as well. It's so short now and my fringe is bad.
Actually, I'm somehow only bothered by the fringe. It's short! )):
I don't feel like leaving home!! ):
But I wanna go to school!
Ohhh received this verry cute msg from Sandy! :D
School tmr, yay! :DDDD

Tmr and Friday will be good! (:

Reason I'm posting here is causeeeeee, certain W15G has no access to smallredbox.

I REALLY MISS W15G! ):

I'm using smallredbox now
I deleted plasticrooftop.
Cause I'm fickle minded like that! What can you do? HOHO!

http://plasticrooftop.livejournal.com

<3

I feel happy.
No idea why though.

I had so much things in my mind to tell Fer abt.
But now that I see her online, Idk how to tell her those things.
& now I'm telling her a whole lot of nonsense, hahaha.

Should I join Nike human race?

&& I wanna go IT fair! D:<

Slept at almost 6, damn shiok.
Haha don't ask me why sleeping in the morning is shiok but yeah, haha.

Fer is in Korea, Mel is in Malaysia, Amanda is in Bangkok, Carmen is in China.
OMG! D:
Eh I just realised, Mel in Malaysia, MM, hahaha Carmen in China, CC, HAHAHA.
Okay la, not funny. I just need some entertainment can, tsk.

I hope I'll be leaving the house soon if not, later.
Or I'll prolly start baking again, hahaha!
Then my house would be filled with muffins and my mother will kill me, haha!

My phone is not going to be on silent anymore.
NOT. ANYMORE!
I keep getting missed calls then the stupid light will light up and make my phone feel so hot and the battery life goes down down down.

Ehhhh tsk. I've got nothing to do mannnnnnnn.

Gardenia Factory visit todayyyyyy!
I had this feeling that I will somehow meet Carmen SJY and I really did. HAHA!
Feels sooooo good to be seeing them again! :D
& we're having steamboat next week! :DDD

Met Amanda for dinner after that at Aston's.
Walked around, vivo, walked somemore. Home.

I'm damn tired and Rachel OYT wants me at vivo tmr.
Vivo, AGAIN D:

I CAN'T BE ANY HAPPIER THAN HOW HAPPY I AM NOW! :DDDDDDDDDDD
Cause cause cause I was wanting to sleep. Then I decided to come on and yeah, haha.
Then few minutes after I sign in, FER SIGNED IN ALSO!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
I miss her already! )':

Anyway, feels so good to talk to her, okay la, less than 24hrs but still, she's not in Singapore yo!
Not like I can see her anytime I want in this 4 months k! D:

Shall blog abt yesterday :D

If you've been reading my blog, you would have realised that don't know since when, I've not been posting those damn detailed kind of post but you know, YESTERDAY'S REALLY WORTH ALL THE POSTING!

Soooo,

Met Amanda on the trainnnn.

Went Popeyes but no seats!

So we went toilet, walk around, looking for a cute little seat.

There was this group, finished eating but still sit there.

So Amanda stared at them D: & they left, HAHAHA!

Sit down, a while, A WHILE only, Joyce, Carmen and Mel came!

Ate then Fer called!

Went to buy sweet then sat at foodcourt and see Fer eat! HAHAHA.

Went to check in and stuff.

Then stood in the middle of no where to be body guards of Fer's million dollar worth bag!

Crap a bit, took photos, Mel left cause she has paper today, at 4pm!

Stand somemore. Time to leave! )))): Wtf swear I've never felt this sad before! D:

Cry and cry, hug and hug )))':

Daddy came to fetch me home, gave Joyce and Carmen a lift!

FERRR!

Ahlianxz bestfriend! HAHA.

Please takecare and enjoy yourself k!

Miss you a lot and please remember come back! HAHAH!

Like come back for good and not for vacation, HAHA!

& your birthday this year would be good!

Although you're not in Singapore AGAIN but I know it'll be good, as compared to last year's!

Love you many, Ger.

Been coughing since last Friday? D:

Dumb or dumb?
HAHA, I wanted to like dl time traveler's wife and watch alone but then right, when the video started, I listen to the music, got a bit scared and decided not to dl, haha.
Dumb until cannot. But now, I've decided to go back to dl it and maybe watch like erm, tmr? HAHA!

Had dinner with Rachel and XJ!

Ee, I went back to dl, the sound is really scary la //: Omg.

Okay so after dinner, walked around but XJ had to leave half way. So BYE, HAHA!
Walked around ion then the Wisma then to FEP then HOME! D

Okay I feel like eating ice cream and I'm still contemplating if I should go back to STC!
Like what for right?

Yesss, I was telling Fer yesterday that ahlianxz love her a lot, like really A LOT! HAHAHAHA!
Cause erm, haha. Like we say for you, but ahlianxz say fer euu, HAHAHA.
Okay not that funny but funny la k, tsk! HAHAHAHA!
K, I'm going to continue reading my book! BYE, LOVE YOU!

The flu bug, cough and sore throat has been with me ever since last day of UT!

I want something spicy!
Everyone I told to last night says I should stay away from them or my throat will cry.
Will drag them for spicy food later, I don't care!

Edit/
Now I need some sugar.
Shall go bathe then let my hair dry naturally cause I don't like the hair dryer, makes my hair looks.. dry. HAHA yeah dry, hhahaha.
Meeting the people in 2hrs time! :D

HOW? ):

Things can be better, way better. I'm sure abt that.
But, there seem to be some misunderstanding? Or has it been like this right from the start?
Or maybe, I just shouldn't hope for too much?
The higher the hopes, the greater the disappointment.
Yes, must be it. My hopes shall be low to the ground to prevent not needed disappointments.

I've had enough of things, really.
I'm really tired, both mentally and physically.
Need.A.Break.

Life's been not too bad.
Or at least, better than previous days.
But, I still think at every chance I get to, tsk.
Thinking while on the bus this morning, while walking home from station, while on the MRT, while walking around places. Even with people, I think. Sigh.
How, how to stop thinking?
I really should be thinking abt things like erm, programming!? HAHA.
Or any other things besides that matter. AH! D:

I feel like sleeping already. But I'm charging my iPod! ):

I could do with more crying and thinking at this point of time.
& I shoud stop trying my luck! Like really.

I'm gonna give myself some time.
Mybe from now to the end of next sem.
Cause, it's more or less a bet between me and Fer. HAHA.
5months, should be more than enough to forget.
That is provided I don't see her at all cause if I do then,
I would have lost the bet, as well as myself.

All the best to me.

My nice to the nice Daddy has offered to send me home from the airport! :DD
Happy until!
Ohhh and when I told Fer right, she damn one kind.
Early in the morning send me some emo nemo msg! D: HAHAHA.

Ion with love and lian after UT! :D
Walked around, really tired, went home. After this short little post, I'm going to read and sleep!

Finally a break for me to get some sleep, read book and relax.

Sometimes, we've got to go through pain to experience joy.
But as long as we get to experience joy, all is worth, no matter how much pain it is.

I'm in the school's library now, warm until.
& the clever clever me, ordered tea when I have cramps! //:
Then right, the tea hot until, I drink one sip, swear I burnt my damn tongue! DD:
Poor thing, HAHAHAH!
After UT, go home and sleep! BYE!

It's raining cats and dogs, elephants and cows, ants and flies now! HAHA.
Predict a good night sleep under the blanket! :D Erm, without the thunder please!

Tmr's finally FRIDAY!
Thank God for weekends!

I need an alarm! Human alarm that is. HAHA.
Causeee, my current alarm officially ended her exams today! HAHAHA!
So there's no way she will wake up at 3am to wake me up to study! Unless, she is still awake at 3am! HAHAHA!

I will go sleep after I finish talking to ahlian and Elaineeeeeee!
Cause I have to be in school by 8 tmr if not I'll get nagged at again!

Wtf I swear!

I slept at 1+ and woke up at 4 despite Fer calling me at 3, haha. At least I woke up.
Tried to get every single bit of enterprise into my brain!
The decided to meet Love at 9! HAHA.
But cannot go into classsss! Tsk.


UT not so good DD:
Pizza Hut and UP after with Guru, Stella, James, Shepherd and Rachel! :D
NICE! HAHHAHA! The old man cute until.

Okay, time to delete enterprise and save science into my brain!
Eeee, science! Yucks to the yucks!

Ohhh cause last night I went to supposedly nap right, I just let RC run and by the time I woke up, the popularity thingy dropped from high up in the sky to like a single digit! HAHAHA!

K I think I shall go bathe, sleep, and study till morning!!! Sounds good? HAHA!

Edit/
I received a msg from Stella abt things not to do.
Got one is cannot whistle and shout!
After that, she sent another text saying that one is meant for me and Love! HAHAHA!

Okay, final distractions!
I keep getting distracted! DD:
Sooo, after this post, it's time to S. T. U. D. Y!
Tired to the tired! And my neck and back ach to the ache!! Problematic only.

Last day last day!
W15G, you've been a dear to me and always will be! ):
While faci was going trough 6P, really wished time would stand still because after the 6P, no more. End of the 15weeks for W15G )':

Today's RJ:
What experiences have your class given you over the past 15 weeks? What kind of class are you looking forward to in the upcoming semester?

I think right, it's the most truthful and not fake RJ I've ever written! :D
Love love love W15G! Tmr will be the last lesson we are having together as W15G ))):
Write the RJ until want to cry! ): Can say the best class ever since I start school. Everyone is included in everything <3 Although we are not as united as other classes, like all leave together or all don't come school together but stillllll, sigh. & all those times when Stella tried to gather everyone for dinner and the Sentosa outing, omg. Please! Hope you'll be more united towards your class next sem and not just united with that few, claiming that you love the class, WOW! Cannot believe that till now, there are still some people who are not close to the class. I mean, never even go lunch together or walk to MRT station together or like erm, go out with the class before k! Cannot believe! D: Sigh Well, overall, W15G ftw! :D

AhLian ignored me! D:

Met the most inconsiderate angmoh I've ever seen DDD:
He shift the air con thing to face me lehh! Freezing my ass off, stupi angmoh!
Angmoh should be can tolerate cold better than me right!!!! RAH!

Y'know, I really see no need to send that msg.
Ever since yesterday afternoon, the answer was already given, no?
That msg was err, redundant.
No point for it when you already like have the answer in your heart since afternoon right?
Oh I forgot, unlimited SMS uh.
Aiya I'm just wasting my time cause .. yeah, like as if you'll change.

Shep herd the idiot is annoying to the annoying! D:
Cnnot stop singing the same line from morning till NOW! OMG.
& his HAVE OR NOT!
Think his new classmates would probably kill him for lamb chop!
His kill = quee -.-'''' LAME TO THE LAME!
Think he got nothing better to do! The poor sheep! Should just go eat grass and get ready for his fur to be shaved off! HAHAHAHAHAAHA!!!!

Want to head down to Marina cause eyed on something yesterday but, haha! Nvm.
Maybe, tmr after school.
Need to go down to Popular to grab some stuff then it's time to studyyy!

Tired ttm.
School tmr.

Fireworks with my lovely strawberries!
No pictures I guess because, hahaha. Don't think any of them are gonna send to me unless I decided too send those I have to them! HAHAHA! Nvm.

I'm damn tired but I feel like reading. I need to go to the doctors. There's school on Tuesday.
Aston's was good. Sian ttm. Had Starbucks today, TWICE, omg, bad! I'm sleeping on the floor today, no idea why. Just feel like. I'm starting to love this holiday shit. Oh no I'm already in my holiday mood. NUM has 50% now till tmr. Joyce and Carmen are gonna head down to the east tmr to help me get my cute little slipper! Idk abt this randomness. I don't feel happy. Strawberries said to have steamboat but ..... when? HAHAH.

Okay if you've read the whole thing, CONGRATS!
Off to read now! :D
Laugh all you want!

Blogger is screwed again. Or is it just mine? Oh wells.

I'm blogging only because Carmen likes to read emo blogs -.-'''
But thennn, I'm reviving this dumb space because I have nothing emo to blog abt.

School is no good today. Should have skipped. I was the only poor little soul in my team! ):
Cause one's at Genting, the other already has enough As, the other 2, Idk. I was all alone. Close to doing the whole day ppt shit by myself, hahaha!

Fire fire fireworks with Fer Carmen and Miu this Sundayyyy! :D Finally after so long, I'm seeing ah miu! HAHAHAH! Mmm, sian.
UT UT UT3 coming /:

Again, it didn't last, tsk.
Why is this the case and, it's been real long. Sigh.

Time and again.
But, this time, I'll not give in.

Need. Help.

See ah. In this situation, A and B says the exact same thing, in the exact same tone with the exact same meaning to C but, C's reation to both A and B is different.
The reason is quite obvious, no? Sigh.
C's reaction to A is obviously better than to B.
Guess, you know which position I'm in la right.
How? What to do??

Sigh. Thinkk I'm born with a loner life. HAHA.
I wanna learn how to make kimchi! HOHO!

Okay bye. I have cheesecake in the fridge but I'll leave it till breakfast!
Goodnight!

Excel workshop was a total waste of time.
If they wouldn't deduct CE points, I would have left the stupid class!
Do nothing one! & the faci was going faster than a train!


Programming tmr! Sit stone rot msn fb die.
BUT I'm meeting Elaine YJM after school! :D

Tired tired tired ttm! DD:
HOW HOW HOW!

Needs some care and concern from you.

Hey people, Raychuuus is here yo.
Excel is damn damn boring. One word. B. O. R. I. N. G.
Faci rants non-stop,
Ger keeps repeatable :"I want to sleep already".
And here am i blogging !
Rachel > Shepherd : His words are flying past my ears
Yes yes, think funny or what right.

Okay, im a cute cute girl in a small small world, with a red red heart.
Thank you Ger for lending me blog this holy post.

Byebye ! Cheers

Blogger's back to normal but I'm lazy to upload photos, maybe tmr.

Only had 2hrs of sleep.
Now I'm tirred ttm ):

Met Fer after school, yay! :D
Went CityHall with the intentions of buying slippers but, went home empty handed!
It's damn cold! /:
Have a feeling I'm falling sick soon.

WOOOO, I took off the protector thingy and it feels weird to touch the bare keyboard, HAHA.

K, I will upload photos on FB now! :D

2/3 more weeks! ))):


How long more do I have to wait?

I wanna buy slippers but I don't know which designnn. I wanna buy lanyard but, idk which tooo.
RAH!

Okay, livejournal please.
Toooo personal DD:

Idk why blogger looks weirddddd.
How how how!! It looks rather worrying.
I wanna watch NDP! Like on the actual day.
Gave school a miss today.

I wanna buy ZYJ's gaiban and bbt album!
If only money grow on trees and plants, I'd be a gardener for life!

好想听你说说爱我
好想听你说说想我
这些年 你有没有 曾经想起过我
好想对你说说爱你
好想对你说说想
你这些年 你知不知 我常想念著你
想念著你

Celebrations for July babies todayyyyy.

Pass Carmen Siew her surprise! :D

Hope you like ittt!

Thanks Love, Ah Lian, James, Allen, Shepherd for your helppp!

K, tired ttm.

Pictures below, enjoy!

More on FB!

July babies, without Clement, plus faci. HAHA.

Went to celebrate Carmen's early birthday.
FB for pictures, a bit lazy to elaborate.
Was there at onlyyyy, err, 8! Hah!

Starbucks, photo, home.
Tired until can die but everyone wants me to send photo causeee... they don't trust me ):
HAHAHA.

Really have the urge to paste back all my posters but I'll probably get killed if I do that /:

Xoxo, me ):

On Monday, it'll be 4 more weeks with W15G )):
Like as if I'm not sad enough.

No mood for anything except school.
Skipped first meeting today cause I was tired ttm.
Crap through the whole day.
Took train with Stella Allen Kenneth Darius Honyi and An. The longer way.
Cause they don't wanna let me take the Jurong East wayyyyyy.
Omg. The train got a bit like belong to us, haha.
& I'm here typing this whole chuck cause I got no life ):

Maybe, I'm just that insignificant.
Well, used to it.
So tired of trying to keep in contact and all.
Will leave everything alone from now on.

I've somehow accept the fact that you'll never text me anymore.
Please let there be a miracle.

Very very no mood these few days.
Really don't see a need to lie.
Maybe, I'm not an understanding friend, that's why.
More than willing to share if anyone were to even bother to ask.
Sometimes I really hate but to think that, I might be better off without these kinda friends?

Went Pizza Hut with Stella, Rachel, James, Allen after school.
Laugh until cryyy! So long never laugh until like this alreadyyy! Hahaha.
Thank God for W15G!
5 more weeks ):

Am feeling super no mood now.
Nothing can be worst than this.

Ashley's leaving tmr. & I seriously have no idea what's the plan for tmr cause I'm so tired from planning and all, I have no wish to ask people, only to get rejected in the end. It sucks, really.

Feel like sutting off all connections with everyone and emo /:
It's been longggg, since I feel this way, sigh.
No good no good.

Should I go school tmr?
I feel sick ever since the cold cut trio I had )):

School is one word: GOOD!
Love school W15G!

A little bit sian of RJ, little bit onlyyyyyyyy.

Met Ashley for dinner after school.
This MissHong ah! She knew she was going to meet me for dinner but she went to eat until damn full for tea break! HAHA. So in the end, I ate alone -.-'''
HAHA. Walk here and there, home! :D
Going back to town again on Wednesday with MissHong.

I'm tired already, going to sleep at 11!
School tmr! :DDDDDDDD

I once thought I had it all and that all would last.
Truth is, I had nothing at all.

Will update abt yesterday another time.
When .... the emo period is over. Sigh

Seriously, thank God for school.
Cannot be alone anymore.
Think super a lot of things.
Need to head out for some fun!

RJ- not done

Am so so so tired.
Slep at around 2! & woke up at 6! DDD:
HAHA.

School is good good good! :D
After school, took train with Love, Lian, Stella and Allen!
Took the raffles way to accompany Stella to City Hall.
Then I realise I took one big round, hahahahha.
But nvm la! Had so much time to waste anyway!
Love classmatessssss!

Anywayyy, lian had nothing to do and decided to help me reply tags -.-'''
& look what she end up replying Mel and Amanda! HHAHAHA.

K I'm off to do RJ!


Miss miss miss miss miss you! ):

WTF, RP has 91 cases now and I think the principal still take it as nothing.
We'll see what he do when he gets it.

School today was good :D
HAHA.
James made me gave him the lamp tube thing in RC and some steel rubbish dump shit.
& now he wants 6 glass tables and 2 sofa for 3 pieces of beef -.-'''
Hahaha but heard Shepherd gave him more than that. HAHAHA. Rich guy. Haha.
But the thing isss, I cannot go into RC because I'm logged onto VPN! Tsk.

Okay. I.Feel.Like.Calling.Off.The.Saturday.Shit.
Fuck.
K maybe not. Cause thanks to some friends who are like calming me down.
Butttt! RAHHHH!!!! Just need to complain.

Shall hurry go do RJ now, then disconnect VPN and give James his 6 glass tables -.-'''

I don't deserve to be treated like that k!
Friends or heart matters!
So much for trying to be a nice friend.
Don't think I deserve such friends and treatment. RAH!
Hope, I'm just being too sensitive.

Amanda,
I swear I really know how you feel man. Don't sad already.
I know the feeling is like, so empty. Haha.
You can always talk to me, I'm 24/7 one! :D
I once waited like an idiot and did those stupid things too.
& I also know the excited-ness. HAHA.
Love you.

Fer,
sorry man ):

Need distractions.
Lucky there's school tmr? Not so sure.

Must stop crying.

Am I to give up just like that?
):

701 cases already.
RP is the biggest winner. 77 cases, more than 1/10.
& the principal still pekcek, send us email. WTF!
Still can say all tio from external source, not in RP!
Somemore we everyday report the most cases ehhhh!
Win already win alreadyyy. Got which school/poly report so many cases!
How not to be paranoid!
Although it's curable. But, I don't wanna go to hospital! ):

Tmr's the last day of elearning, sigh.
No more waking up at 830.
I hope someone knock some sense into MOE, MOH & RP!
High chances of getting sued. But stilll!

Okay, away from those H1N1 shit.
Painted my nails yellow, prepared for a lot o negative comments again.
Just like those I got from the light blue one the previous time. HAHAHA.

I'm gonna be damn kiasi and go to school with hand sanitizer and stuff.
Haha, laugh all you want!
W1 has many cases. Moverover, it all started with W1!
Feels like nothing can calm me down eh. Maybe, you can.
Shall go sleep soon. E-learning again tmr! :DDDDDD
Love love love love LOVE e-learning! HAHA.

Bye all <3

Have been talking to Lian and Tofffffu these few days. A bit H2H kind, NICE NICE.

I received the letter abt attendance from RP already, gg.
So the mother said ' No more skipping school hor, later more letters come ' )):

Going over to Fer's tmr for e-learn.
Bet it's gonna become e-high or e-slack!
HAHA.

I'm in the living room cause Idk why I'm not in my room.
Haha the sister is going to school tmr, hope she doesn't bring the H1N1 back!
If not, it's going to be more e-learning! D:

Anyway, 51 cases in RP, 599 cases in Singapore.
As of what I heard. WTF.
Why are schools not closing?! Tsk.

Not gonna eat eggs from now on! (:

Goodnight world! <3

Wants:
- milk tea with pearl
- pocky! Both chocolatea and strawberry!
- To watch land of the lost & Transformerrrrrrrrrr!

Needs:
- you.

Rah!

While e-learningslacking.
We a bit decide to give up again.

K sian. I knoww, i delete the previous post again, hahahah!
Aiya, like sian la. Idk what to do now.

Hah, the school is FINALLY doing something instead of telling us it's just rumours -.-'''
NO SCHOOL TILL 1st JULY OMG! *smiles widely*
But then it'll be damn sian at home, miss W15G.
Skipped school again today cause the mother was being a bit kiasi.
She say got people kena already leh, don't go la. HAHA!
But then there's still elearning and everyone HAS to submit worksheet, omg. INDIVIDUALLY!


I'm gonna play typing maniac nao!!!
AHAHAHA!


It's been real long.
When will the next one be?




Edit/
Crap, I'm damn paranoid now! HAHA.

Edit/
Omg! See wrongly!
I'll only be free from 330 daily, sian.
Like no diffffff!
Omg. Meeting 3 how to participate sia!
Faci should have msn cause I hate to discuss in forums -.-'''
Call me a noob but I have not discussed before in any forums!
I'm gonna be so lost, programming somemore. GG.
Goodbye!

Love the home internet
Fast like anythinggg.


Okay sian.
Fuck the school.
It's like, there is already 1 confirmed case for H1N1 in W1, level 5 k!
& they are doing nothing abt it, telling us it's all rumours.
WTF! The person kena send to hospital still say rumours!?


You know nothing.

Sucks, everyone's beating me on the typing mania shit and I'm so lazy to play now.
Haha.


Skipped school cause I overslept! /:
Neeways heard that there are 2 H1N1 cases in RP, fuck!
My block, my level somemore! DDDDDD:
Why is MOE still hesitating to close school right!
142 cases lehh! Siannnnnnnn!


Okay I'm still damn worry abt it okay.
School SHOULD close.
We can jolly well solve the problems at home! :D
HAHA.
Okay I'm being damn paranoid now k! //////:

I keep deleting posts, haha!


I changed my nail colourr!
I like loveeee my current nail colour. HAHA.
And it looks + feels all glossy and nicee! :D
Hope it stays on for longg. Cause the previous one was painted on Thursday! HAHA.
Anyway I hope it remains this way, as glossy and neat.
CSR! I didn't paint my whole hand k, haha!

A bit addicted to watching movie and buying nail colours D:
Cause watching a movie can minimise walking, haha!
But means spending more money without having a jobbbbb.

Aiya my nails like nice onlyyyy! :DDDDD
HAHAHA.

Okay I shall blog properly.
Ashley came over.
Accompany her to cut bangsss! HAHA.
Psst, can show you all the bangs if you all want, hahaha!
Anyway it looks really fine on her but she like a bit unhappy abt it, haha!
ASHLEY! It really looks fine la, haha!

Okay my nail is really damn nice cannnnnn, loveee! HAHA.
Really hope it stays on for long and doesn't receive negative comments like the previous colour!
HAAHA.
I think I will go back to that shop next time to get nail colours cause the quality seems better than face shop one. Talk abt quality huh, hahaha.
& like dry faster and easier to paint and stuff, hahahaha. Like the end product is smoother. HAHAHA. Okay too much I know. Haha.


One last time, LOVE MY NAILS, HAHAHAH!


Sian I feel hungry, if I have the money, I'd open a place to eat, that is open 24/7 for people like me who will get hungry in the middle of the night! & got wireless!
HAHAH think too much hor.


Okay super wordy, if you're reading this now, omg! Powerrr.
& let me know if you read until here k! HAHA.


How can someone attitude towards another change so fast?
It's like, overnight.
Where have you been? IMY.

Overall, the day is not bad :D

Changed team, omg same as liannnn! :DDDD

Slacked through the dayy.

Caught Drag Me To Hell after school!

I was screaming like siao k!

& I was hiding under my jacket most of the time -.-'''

I knowww, waste moneyy. But I got watch kk, at least I know what happened hor!

Haha my first horror movie eh, hahahha!

Anyway rightt, the comercial before it starts ah, scary like siaoo esp the ORPHAN one, OMG!

the movie haven't start I already screaming, hahahha!

Oh this morning right, I was taking the faci lift with Love and Vanessa.

Then only can go one floor what.

So we go in, then one angmoh also come in.

He tap his card only, love hurry press 5th floor.

Then we asked him if he can tap his card again so we can press 6th floor for Vanessa.

& he kindly agreed! HOW NICE RIGHT!?

I LOVE ANGMOH!

HAHAHAHAHA!

Lian told me something damn funnyyyyyyyyyyy! I laughed till I almost died! HAHAHHAHHA!

Lian! Your friend CTTM!!!! HAHA!

Not going to school is shiok! :D

I'm gonna use today to rest rest rest!

Then I'm gonna try to paint my nails, hawhaw :D

I'm craving for chocolate cake noww tskkk. & I'm hungry! >:(

CTTM!

I was looking for some shows to watch, then I came across hsh, and I saw that yesterday's episode has got her! :DD

Omg!

Talking to CSR is a really good thing! :D

K GOODNIGHT ALL! :DD

1. Look at the exciting time!

2. Gonna be so dead tmr

3. My room looks damn empty

4. Not allowed to put up posters ):

5. Cause they I'll be wasting their efforts if I put them back up!

6. ZYJ is on LG's wallpaper now! :DD

7. Don't know where to go on Tuesday

8. Don't know where to go tmr/later

9. What should I have for breakfast?

10. Talking to Elaine YJM is such fun, miss her!

11. Everyone in my class is asleep!

12. I think I'm secretly a hamster! HAHAHAHA!

13. 2.30 already, I sleep for what? I'll be more tired only.

14. I'm da bomb. I'm just gonna sacrifice my sleep! & look like a panda tomorrow.

15. Idk what am I talking abt anymore, hahaha!

Edit/

Back from school!

Survived through the day with less than 2hrs of sleep!

Survived the train ride home, with a seat! (:

Lian overslept -_-'''

Trained with 199 to Clementi!

Okay I'm really tired already.

Shall go finish up evaluation.

Maybe, something bad should happen to me.

So that I can know if you bother abt me.

Is there a better way?

LAST DAY OF HOLIDAYS!

Out with Carmennnnn! :D

Wanted to watch Drag me to hell but then Idk why never.

Watched I love you man. Okay la, the kepting going fuck. Haha.

Went PC Show but never see lian leh, haha!

Saw another classmate thoughhh.

Omg tmr math module, sucks.

We're the only loser kids in Singapore that's going to have school tmr!

While all the other kids get to enjoy holiday!

& I haven't had my fair share of holiday yet!

But well, if school can stop me from thinking too much, why not?

Photos, enjoy if you can, haha!

XOXO!

FML

School starts tomorrow while all the other kids in Singapore are still enjoying their holiday ):

Today today today, I'm gonna try to leave my problems at home and enjoy myself!

Cause after today, it'll be the start of RJs, quiz, presentations and stressing over those slides again.

Gonna head down to IT fair, catch a movie after that!

Updates when I'm back k! + pictures!

Teach me how to pretend to not to care.

Do you think I deserve this?

Idk if it's me or is there really knocking sound every morning.

I hear it EVERY morning ):

Like omg! Every morning knock nail mehh? Tsk

Disturb onlyyyy

I'm waiting for Fer's call she's taking forever.

Was suppose to meet her 45minutes ago but meeting her at 45minutes later instead.

I want to do up the class blog but right, I'm damn lazy.

Like have to go look for nice skinn + I'm a HTML idiot. Sucks.

Did I mentionnn??? I have school on my birthday this year! )):

Sucks lehh. Tsk.

K laa, I'll go wait for Fer's call already and stare at my phone till my eyes turn dry! D:

HAHA

Will it work if you know abt it?

My week got a little exciting, when school is abt to start. Crap.

Watch ghost of girlfriends past! Whooo!

The part where the girl didn't talk at all was a bit scary, I wonder why doesn't she wanna talk. Hm.

Was talking to lian and I got a bit worried + sad + scared.

What if whatever I'm thinking abt is true? Swear I'll die.

No, I hope it's not true, really hope. Sigh. Think I'll cry. Till I die, haha.

Okay I should stop thinking too much!

I need to contact Fer but right, she's not online and I'm a bit lazy to text /:

I decided to text her! HAHAH!

Think this is the second time in holiday I wake up so early.

& I already took my shower I smell so nice, hahaha!

Yesterday was tiring tiring tiring! D:

Paint room!

& when I came back from dinner, my eyes were closing while I'm infront of the laptop.

2 more days of holidayyy! So fast! ):

Okay haha I think I smell damn nice k! HAHA.

Should I get ZYJ's album?????

She's so cuteeeee! -excited.

Think rightt, I'm gonna have room warming, HAHAHA.

My room feels so clean and new and nice now!

Omg same smell! :DD

I typed and upload photo but error, fuck.

' Wait patiently ' -Lian

Isn't that the only thing I can do now?

Just that, I'm running out of patience.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MEL WONG!

Please don't be so lian anymore, love you! :D

Tsk, I cannot upload photos on Facebook, I cannot upload photos here! D:

Rahh! & my whole body is aching like siao cause I cycled 1hr yesterday, how useless can I get.

I feel like going to sleep again although I woke up 2hrs ago! Cause sleeping kills time.

Shall go cut hair soooonnnn. Bangs or not?

Edit/

Meeting WongAhLian laterrrr! :DD

Excitedddd! Whooo!

Last week of holidays then it starts getting exciting! Sigh.

Think I update more on my lj. HAHA.

But I'll still update here k!

& if you miss it then too bad cause I may have something to tell you worxz!

Mel, Carmen, Fer! Meetyyy up soonyyy, HAHA.

Step one cute only. HAHAH.

K, I'll leave you with 2 video of the so kawaii 张芸京!

ENJOY! :D

It's surprising why I don't feel sad.

Maybe, I'm already used to it and there's nothing I can do abt it.

Sigh.