why like that?blogger is in chinese??haiya.now i can use the com all i want!!hahahahaha.yeah!!!!amanda says that im evil.(in her blog)evil in what way leh?im not lor.im kind please.

amanda:im not evil at all la.im so nice lor.you must tell me evil in what sense la.im evil in a way that im kind ok.haha.if im evil i would not even bother to tell them!!at least i told them a bit la.hmpf.so im not evil.anyway.i got nothing to tell then mah.

i so dont want 26 of november to come la.carmen is not going.neither is angielina.may felicia also not going.than what for??grr!!never mind.im gonna have another one for FRIENDS only.strictly for children below 18.hmpf!!

haiya.can use com also no use.nothing to do.

long time since i update.all thanx to my mum.sigh.my com will only be in the room in 3 days time.which is so long la.and only can use the internet on the 15 la!!so long please.how can i stand it any longer??grr!!!!!2B has split.but 2STBERNADETTE2005 will forever be one!!! ILOVEALLOFYOU!!!!2B rocks!!!

haiya.im so bored la.everyone on msn is either dead or boring la.grr!!!i wished there was no holiday/weekend la.than i would not be as bored.now im like so totally bored.went auntie's hse just now.nothing interesting.not fun one.thats why homed before anyone of them la.although everyone online id dead but its better than staying there.being bored to death!!!today nothing interesting la.so not much to talk about.just my party on 26 27 november!!!!i really can wait for it to come.im not in a hurry for the day to come please.carmen is not going!!!!!no one will laugh with me on that day!!!all those that are going,[if there are people going la]i bet they won't laugh at the jokes.

i seriously regretted asking _____to go.i will thank god if i dont see _____on that day.but also not very happy la.at least better than ____going.and we,being like __________!!which i dont like at all.not at ALL!!but if we dont act like ______on that day,i'll be seriously happy!!![only if _____goes la]if not also good la.cause i dont expect alot to turn up.maybe one or two only.than what for??haiya!!dunno la dunno la!!!!i dont care anymore!

haiya.im so not happy today please.im not myself la.just now went out also like that.im not happy the whole day la.i dunno why!!!im so not myself today please.haiya!!!!

went town today.went to sign broadband.yeah!!the one with free iPod nano.haha.now i can use computer all day long without having my mother to nag at me!!!yeah!!now all i need is either a new computer!!than thats all.hah!!haiya.im so not happy so not myself today la!!im not happy the whole day please.its so seldom la.whats wrong with me today??hmm...since morning la.haiya.dont care la.im not gonna blog anymore!!its so boring!!!

haiya.very boring leh.no one online la.only like 4 can??so little la.today is friday!!there should be a lot of people online!!!haiya.maybe after exams.all go out.happily!!!today went for NE trail pre-tour.not fun at all la.i was so so tired please.haiyo.i should not have gone for it la.got so many things to do la.not fun at all.than still must talk to the primary 6s.confirm cannot one la.never mind.i'll leave the talking to zhenyi zhixian and felicia.haha.haiya.very bored la!!!msn looks so dead please.no one one!!!and im so bored!!i shall just finish everything here.and wait for people to go online.((:

yeah.i love my blog so much now.thanx to felicia!!haha.haiya.now ah.i don't care who is going/who is not going on the 26 27 novenber liao la.carmen who is the only one who knows how to laugh at my jokes is not going.because she going to her mother's company D&D to see...angielina my sadistic friend/retarded partner is also not going cause she going to taiwan.than felicia not going because she might be having piano exam.than even if she go also cannot stay over!!haiya.somemore my mother say wanna upgrade the room to two level la.i don't think there's a need now la.even if people go,i think that the most is like only 2 to 3 la.or maybe NONE!!!haiya.don't care le la.i don't bother aymore la.those that i asked,if you wanna go go.if you don't wanna go forget it.i don't care anymore!those going just msg me or give me a call la.haiya.

just came back from ashley's party!me felicia and cherng shing is the first to leave la.so early please.but never mind la.tomorrow got school.but still.even if im home early also won't sleep so early.ok.im bored now!!but no one to talk to!!!never mind.i shall go watch tv.the show is nice la.the nine o'clock one.everyone on msn is like so dead please.no one to talk to.if not is no topic to talk about!!haiya.bored la!!!

I NEED A HAIR CUT SERIOULSY!!!!

my hair is getting from bad to worst.so long so curly please.i don't like la.than so thick also.grr!but SHE said that i can only cut when school gonnareopen or when its my birthday.like why?
need to have a special date to cut hair meh?siao one!!

oh.heard from HER that HE is gonna buy a new laptop or someting.i can bet with you.even till year 2007,the laptop is not even considered to be bought yet.THEY are alays like this la.last year SHE told me that gonna buy something.until this year SHE have not even consider buying it yet.its so long that i forgot what she wanted to buy la.haiya.whatever that THEY said,its just like fairytale la.it will never come true.lalalala.i still prefer to live in realistic life la.haha.proof to me that fairytale do come true!!but i guess after all,it will still be fairytale la.never come true.

i wanna shift house.this room is so small.and there is so many things inside this room!!i seriously need a bigger room!!!unless SHE decide to throw all those big things away!!but those things will never be thrown away la.haiya.

sigh.tomorrow is holiday la.grr.hate it la.cannot laugh cannot play.also cannot..haiya.cannot do alot of things la.stay at home!!nothing to do!!dont like!!!i just decorated my small little cupboard.so nice la.haha.i like lor.must come and see!!haha.so nice so nice!!!wo xi huan!!haha.hen mei.haha.oh.we got back english and chinese paper.english i think and hope will pass.chinese i think i will pass liao la.but i hope that overall wont fail la.yeah!!im listening to tong hua!!!AGAIN!!!damn nice please!!but now not ok.my tong hua got problem.oh.or rather the whole disc la.haiya.how can??my favorite disc la!!haiyo.went carmen's hse just now.was a surprise visit for her.haha.went for a while.than her father came home.me and felicia was so scared la.haha.than we faster get out of the hse.haha.haiyo.im so bored now!!AGAIN!!!never mind.its not the first time la.so yupps.get used to it thenok liao lor.i hurted my sadistic friend cum retarded partner so many times today la.she must be very very very hurt.sigh.but i already said sorry.what more can i do right??haiya.the next time i see her she ok liao la.haha.she would not be hurt for so long la.the most it.5 minutes.haha.

gave the whole clique chocolate today.although not very big la.but still.its the thoughts that count.haha.haiya.tomorrow no school.can talk on the phone with carmen again.haha.now i talking to felicia on the phone!!haha.im always talking on the phone.because its my hobby la.haha.i love talking on the phone la!!damn nice please.on day,i must find someone that will/can talk to morning.which means throughout the night.until the next morning.haha.thats gonna be fun!!but no one has talk to me till morning before.i want!!!hmm..i shall find someone who can talk till morning.haha.fun la.but i dont think people will want.all wanna sleep!!hmpf.not fun one!!hmpf!!never mind.now i shall go rest for tonight.i wanna talk to carmen.[only if she want la.]

tomorrow's monday!!yeah.back to school.yeah!!hmm.lets see.im staying at home today.firstly: because its raining.secondly:its raining and i can sleep.haha.its my hobby la.haha.i have a new hobby!!:collecting people's name tag.haha.haiya.staying at home also not very good.because i get bored easily.oh.yesterday night talked to carmen again.haha.the night before,we said bye to each other at 2.15a.m than yesterday night,we also said bye to each other at 2.15 a.m.haha.fun man.lalalalalalalalalalalala.haha.i cant wait to go escape please.its gonna be fun!![i hope!!]tong hua is so damn nice la.i like.so nice please.nobody is talking to me.i need someone to talk to me seriously!!now!!oh.i hope we can have that big big conference again.all the people.you know or dunno.all talk together.haha.when are we gonna have it again??soon i hope.haha.and if we really have it,im gonna talk all i want.haha.then i think i'll end up talking to myself.haha.like always.so one more time wont kill la.haha.never mind.im always talking to myself.haiya.i shall end here la.

EXAMS OVER!!!!! yeah!!so happy please.im so so happy la!!!hahahahahahahaha.lalalala.nothing can make me happier please.haha.so many things happen today.haha.haiya.i got nothing to say la.just that im very happy!!!!!haha.ok.i too happy already.dunno what to say.so.here. i shall end.haha.

yeah.tomorrow's last paper.hahaha.so happy please.haha.oh.i lost my wallet today.haiya.nobody knows where it is.its a mystery!!!hahaha.now im online.haha.lost my wallet still can go online.haha.im a weird person.haha.people lost wallet very sad.i lost wallet i happy happy.haha.its ok la.there's nothing i can do.haha.what done cannot be undone la.haha.today was fun.haha.after paper went macs for brunch.than headed to felicia's house.two groups of people.rachel ashley carmen and me went.ashley and rachel in the hall.me and carmen in the computer.than italked to ashley and rachel online when they are just in the hall.haha.than rachel heard everything i said la.than whats the point of going online.huh??ok.i dunno what im talking about ok.i shall stop here.

today im at felicia's hse.haha.im going to people hse everyday.haha.because i dont wanna go home so early.if not my mother wil nag and nag all day.later have to go fetch my sister.haiya.im bored la.carmen,rachhel,ashley,angielina and,joyce and mel having lunch now at tiong.[i think]here i am.at felicia's hse.haha.ok.now she has gone to bathe.so am all alone.haha.hmm.when i reach home i shall go bathe.than sleep.when im at home ther's nothing i can do but sleep.than i will wake up.then study.tomorrow's science paper.sigh.today was maths one.not as difficult as ms sim say la.or its maybe i anyhow do thats why i think its easy la.haha.ok.tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!thats i.my science sucks la.haiyo.friday is home econs.

hmm.talk about friday.should i go to sentosa???hmm..lets see how many people going first la.if only a few going than i rather go town please.haha.i mean town is better after all.but cannot play like siao la.later people complain.i think felicia's hse so cool please.haha.but im still bored.haiya.since when am i not bored.haha.sigh.nobody is online la.so bored.no one to disturb.haiya.not fun.hmm.i shall be guai today.i will not go online when im at home.[i hope it wil come true.haha]i must control.back to the topic.should i go sentosa.i wanna go.but what if nobodys going??haiya.shall talk about it when the time comes la.anyway i always do last minute decision one what.haha.one more time wont kill!!haha.

haha!!im at carmen's hse again!!haha.with mel.ok.lets see.why do i like to come carmen's hse??hmm.first,there's no one nagging at me.secondly,i think carmen's hse is lucky!!AT TIMES la.but not today.its ok.at least there's no one nagging at me.haha.now im all alone in the computer room whil carmen and mel in the living room.dunno doing what la.haha.isn't that good??no one snatch the computer with me.haha.now the SOS club got 2 new people.angielina and melanie.she on the bus until just now keep on saying she want la.grr.pissed off leh.haiyo.today everyone very high.haha.no one is online right now.so sad.*sob* *sob*no one to talk to.sad la.hmpf.

my sadistic friend accuse me just now.haha.but never mind.she said sorry.so i ok lor.im a very easy going person.haha.ok.im beginning to like carmen's hse so much please.haha.i wanna come her hse everyday please.sigh.im bored.since when am i not.haha.im so bored now la.

oh.i lost my camera in my hse la.i cannot find it lor.haiya.so sad la.now the oly camera i have is my phone.so useless please.a bit of pictures only memory full.haiyo.im taking pictures of everyone's name tag now la.so fun please.so far i have carmen's mel's angielina's felicia's and rachel's.next im gonna take ashley's louisa's xinyi's joyce's.hmm.than i might take other's.yupp.taking pictures of other people's name tag is so fun please.i like.haha.im gonna ask rachel to make me name tags of everyone in the clique.hmm.than i'll have to check my bank first.haha.

oh.rachel ask if friday wanna go sentosa.hmm.should i go?i check my schedule first.haha.if last minute got people ask me go out than of course i go out l.but must see who.if its people like....than i wont go la.but if its people like felicia or the clique i will go la.but sentosa i really have to think first.i dont wanna get sun-burn la.neither do i wanna put sun-block.than there's no point going to sentosa.maybe i should go.get myself tann,but im so lazy.JIALING!!should i go??geraldlyn....up to you la.if you think its ok than go ahead.but im lazy to go la.haiya.let me consider la.if JIALING is going than i go lor.if she's not going than i wont go lor.oh.and if my sadistic friend going i also will go.even though JIALING not going!!because my sadistic friend going mah.haha.ok.i shoul end here.if not you people is gonna get bored.haha.

im at carmen hse again.and she's going crazy.sigh.she gone crazy liao.somebody help me!!!SAVE ME!!!SOS!!![according to carmen,its the siao of the siaos.]she can have a siao club.and she will chairperson of the club.she siao liao.haiyo.somebody help.now she is listening to 1985.then the whole song she only know 4 words.1985.hahahaha.now she translating chinese song.first lau shu aida mi.now dou jiang you tiao.haiya.she's simply crazy.haiya.now translating english to chinese.hahahahaha.now she going toilet.rest for me.i can post with peace.hahaha.tomorrow is geog paper.die la.i not even start with one chapter yet.sigh.

i just hate her la.haiyo.why like that.dont tell me she has been lying to me all this while.she told me how much she hated her.but now...sigh.things do change.nothing will be forever the same..a good example is her!!she changed so much please.from last time till now.sigh.i was that i can bring the some present to the past and some past to the present.sigh.but i cant.

TO EVERYONE:GOOD LUCK FOR THE FOLLOWING PAPERS.ITS ONLY ONE WEEK.AFTER THAT WILL BE ALL THE FUN!!((:


thats it.i've had enough!!!dont ever show me that plastic face of yours anymore.acting innocent??trying to lie to me??please.dont la.everyone cant see that.so please stop acting infront of ME!!you can go act innocent infront of anyone else but not ME!!stop acting infront of ME!!!its enough!!!you may think that i believe YOUR story but you are so WRONG!!!believing in YOUR story is just like lying to myself.please.its not as if im only 3 yrs old la.im way older than 3!!so stop all YOUR nonsense.stop acting innocent!!!it DOESN'T help.no point.

don't do things out of promise.do it out of sincerity.its ok even if you have to break the promise.its the thoughts that counts.

went dinner just now.nice.now at home.duh.haha.im bored sad hurt depressed AGAIN!!!!sigh.i wanna be happy like the last time.happy!!!but i know i can never be again.because of something.sigh.dont talk about it anymore.it only makes me bored-er sad-er hurt-er and depressed-er only.sigh.i wanna watch movie.but what show is nice??hmm.corpse bride.who wanna go with me???call me please.or i'll be in the cinema ALONE!!which i hate.anyone who wants to watch msg me or call me please!!!!!!ok.im bored.never mind.i shall go tag on people's board and go online and disturb people.haha.takecare people.

sigh.second time im posting.sigh.bored.sad.hurt.depressed.sigh.carmen and felicia are my lucky stars please.sigh.im very sad now!!!sigh.arrrggggg!!!!! i cant wait for monday please.its only saturday morning.0019 am la.haiyo.there's still sunday.oh man.i hate it la.sigh.i guess i should learn to let things go.sigh.thats the best thing.but its gonna be a difficult task to be accomplished.sigh.i must try my very best.geraldlyn wish jialing good luck!!jialing thanks geraldlyn for that because jialing is sure to need the luck.alot of it.all the best jialing!!!

amanda:sorry for not being able to solve your problem cause just now i was also having my own problems.trust me.i will help you.sigh.
angielina:sorry for not like bothering about you.haha.sadistic friend.sigh.

ok.im bored again.i feel like sleeping but i dont want to.sigh.the show on tv is sick please.sigh.there's no one online.and its a saturday night where everyone should be online.but right now,no one is online.sigh.msn look so dead now la.sigh.no one to talk to.even if there is,and i talk to one,the person also take me as dead la.so whats the point??just take me as a mad one la.haiya.so damn bored sad hurt depressed now!!!!!help!!!oh.i think tong hua is so so nice.its has been my favourite song for so long please.even till now.sigh.ok.someone please call me either on a friday night or saturday night please.im damn bored please.call me!!someone!!!please.im bored sad hurt depressed.i know im long winded la.but im really bored sad hurt depressed.sigh.if someone can call me now and talk to me,i will love the person so much please.haiya.but i doubt anyone would la.everyone is being a pig know.some are straight some not.some both.haha.like ah ___ the _ pig.haha.i feel like killing myself now la.so bored.arrggg!!!lets play a game.jialing!!??!ok.she's asleep.now it seems that im the only one not asleep.haiya.never mind.i shal also stop here.and join jialing in the sleep/.thats all.takecare people!!

at carmen house.haha.so happy please.haha.felicia also here.lunched with carmen felicia sadistic friend twin ashley joyce yansin rachel.not very nice.cause never laugh like siao.like on wednesday like that.because zhenyi got scolded by....haha.we laughed till the kfc aunty ask us to keep quiet please.so siao la.amanda now at town in casino.haha.casino.ok.i think we are leaving soon cause carmen is going her aunty's place.so ya.shall end here for now.gonna try to go online later AT HOME!!!sigh.i dont think i cant.

never go school today.so sad.because of some reasons.everyone online looks dead please.dont wanna reply me la.fine.talk to me and i wont reply you!!!hmpf.im so dead please.tomorrow's maths paper two and here i am,happily seating infront of the computer.haha.haiya.i guess this year i will just either retain or drop la.its fated.everything is fated please.and i hate it.because we are always controled by fate.i dont like.i wanna control my own fate.we are the master of fate.not at the mercy of fate.do what we want.and do what you are happy with.dont do it because people ask you to!!im bored now.no one to entertain me and also no one to talk to.so lonely.sigh.

yeah!!home alone!!!my favourite.haha.mommy's out again.i'll have to be independent and settle my own dinner.sigh.that's bad.ANYONE INTERESTED TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME PLEASE???or else i;ll have to have dinner ALONE!!!or maybe with alice.haha.sigh.everyone seems high today.haha.i like it.lunched with angielina,carmen,mel,ashley,rachel and joyce.fun please.haha.went kfc.fun.we were being sick please.and we laughed as if kfc belonged to us.haha.nice man.esp when im not seeing my enemy.haha.i love today so much please.carmen today got no piano.but dunno why she must go home so early.sigh.went to buy kitkat chunky bar.nice nice.haha.i shall eat it again tomorrow.haha.science is getting boring and boring-er day by day.sigh.esp when im seating with...yupp.that make things worst.haha.i wish science will always be at the riffle range.than i can seat with angielina mel rachel carmen and everyone la.better than now.with...yucks!!!i rather die than seat with her man!!!so boring please.sigh.i cant wait for 26 november please!!!its gonna be fun!!but not when angielina's not there.sigh.but never mind.there's still the others.haha.i cant wait!!!haha.amanda and rachel's confirm going.haiya.i wish the other's also will be confirm going.haha.

today during english amanda was being retarded please.she keep talking to the book la.like some siao people like that.haiyo.must book a place in IMH for her.haha.then we kept laughing and laughing please.fun la.than ms yew also dunno we playing.haiyo.she ah.abit siao one.happy happy,she will treat us god.not happy she will scold us like siao.haiyo.she's mad la.dont like please.but never mind.i guess she's just too stress.haha.

right now,talking to fer and rachel on the phone.haha.oh.felicia is my small-minded partner.haha.and she says that im the chaiperson of the supper club that she made up please.she's just crazy.sigh.poor thing.haha.im bored AGAIN now!!!im a person who gets bored easily la.haiyo.thats not good.i don't like.i need to go find things to entertain myself la.which i will always end up sleeping.haha.thats not good.but never mind.currently,i am talking to two crazy people.haha.they are damn crazy please.sigh.ok.i shall stop here.haha.<33s.