ok.
i'm feeling very very pekcek/stress now!!!
i don't even wanna talk to myself!!
if anyone talk to me now.
no matter online/at home,
i would just scream at anyone.
so to prevent that,
i left my status as away!!
this way i may prevent screaming at people.
i don't think it's gonna help.
plus the thought that i'm gonna have MATHS on monday!!!
faints la!!!


she a bitch man!!!
bloody asshole la!!
scold and scold.
so you think you're great?
please.you're just a normal one.
not those seniors one lor.give that type of look.
what's you problem la?!?!
nobody said that you have to teach us.
you may say that you wanna change class.
better still i tell you.
the class wouldn't be that =/
i thoguth that there would be no one wosrt-er than her!
but who knows?
you end up to be so much more worst-er than her!
please la.must you be such a mood spoiler?
you're an idiot i tell you!!!
nobody's gonna be worst than you!!!


was still ok in the afternoon when i went for lunch with fer.
fer ate but not me.there was food at home.
so reached home,ate,slept than woke up.
tv!!
than at around 10+ mood changed.
it became like this.
and i don't know where/what's the problem la.
i don't see a problem but i just don't feel right.
i wish i could kill myself now!!!
GRR!!!!

second day of school.
a bit better la.
not that bad.
yeah!!!i grew taller!!
159!!haha.yeahness!!
ok.i'm bored la.
from now on i will only update my blog when:
-i have no one to talk to online
-bored
-angry
-happy
-as and when i feel like.
so i guess it's like updating everyday la.
i'm always bored.
but i shall study(:


today's ok la.
saw my sis in her uniform!
ok la.
except that her pinafore(??)is very long lor.
and she told me that she argued with my mom over the belt.
and she even told me that when she was wth my mother she put belt high high.
than in school,put lower.
she's so young and she's already doing this type of things.
wheh she's older i guess she's gonna be i don't know.
very very bad?

tomorror got mass =/
can just sleep lor.
siao la.
and i don't know how long it's gonna be lor.
i shall bring my camera to school tomorrow.
for self-entertainment.
also to take pictures la.
i feel like taking picture now la.
but not by myself la.
later people think i zi lian.
wanted to take picture with zhenyi today.
but but but.the battery went dead!!
wth lor!!of all times!!!
so sadly i just went back to my class.
than after awhile
zhenyi came.only for awhile.cause mrs wong came already.
so early la.bell haven't ring yet lor.


haiya.i cannot find batteries!!!):
the house is big and yet i can't find a single battery.
except for the dead one la.
i need batteries!!!

i hope carmen will be willing to bring my accounts book tomorrow la.
than i can keep the other one at home.
i'm wondering if we'll have accounts tomorrow.
got mass =/
but one thing i know.
sure miss maths!!!cause first period mah!
than got mass.ahahaha!!
ok.i'm sick of updating blog now.
shall update asap.
takecare people!(:

school's one word:HORRIBLE!
my gosh!!it's even worst than sec one.
at least in sec one,people bother to make fiends.
but now?they don't even care.
first four periods was really really very difficult to pass-by man!!
than was recess!!!not happy because of food la.
but because i can see my friends!!!the thought of it makes me high man!!!
i was so happy that i didn't eat anything.
seeing them makes me happy.
and being so so happy makes me full.
so why do i need to eat?
haha.they are my food!!haha.

the teachers:
form:mrs wong sh
co-form:mdm lim
maths:ms shirley sim =/
POA:mrs wong sh
bio:miss lim??
chem:miss delvinia phe
chinese:mr wong.(not that pe one)
ss:miss vino(:
FnN:mdm lim(:(although she's a bit naggy la.)
english:mr stephen ng.
yupp.so that's the teachers for this year!
one whole year!!! =/
i guess now the only thing i can look forward to is SA2.
than it would be the end.
than holidays again.but at least better than being in 'THE CLASS OF STRANGERS'
IT SUCKS OK.


but overall it's not a bad day la.
at least i enjoyed recess.haha.
that's the most enjoyable thing ever((:
being able to see them(:
i think the new school socks is ok??
not that high?
there's pe tomorrow.
i'm not looking forward to it.
everyone has friends except me.
i guess i shall be anti-social :D???
i really need to adapt to this man!!!


happy kid is a HORRIBLE situation =/

HAPPY KID'S BLOOGING!!!

i'm back to being one happy kid.
well.
i don't know why.but guess.
ok.i don't know.
ok.i'm being crappy.
guess it's high.haha!!!
lalalala.
hmm.played games with chermaine.
i'm so toot la.
i don't know how to play can.
but now ok le la.
not so bad.
but still bad!!!
haha.
hmmm....
last week,when we went chermaine's house bake cake carmen said something.
chermaine:next year you go what class?
me:3p lor.and i don't know anyone la.
(here comes the highlight which carmen says about me)
carmen:ya la.within one week she can die man!!!
chermaine:why leh?
carmen:cause she got no one to talk to mah.and she can't stop talking.so she will die lor.one week only!!!
me:*smiles and keep quiet*(got nothing to say le.she's just sooo right)

hai......
will i really die within one week?
i shall go be friendly and make friends.
well.
i hope.
i don't know if i should be happy/excited/sad/worry about tomorrow.
it's just gonna change so much.
without them =/
omg!!!
what am i gonna do?!?!?!
can just die.


the channel 8 9 pm show is nice.
but lets just hope that the ending won't be like rainbow connection!!!
if not the mediacorp people/producer can just go die la.
nah.for now,i shall continue being my happy kid and not curse/scold anyone(:


it's nice being a happy kid again(:

hello!!(:
wo hen xiang qu escape!=/
anyone interested?


nvm.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!(:
sent new year msg to almost everyone in my phonebook.
received quite a few interesting replys too.haha.
went to see fireworks.
was very very crowded i swear.
went the fireworks was up,everyone was wowing like they never see fireworks in their lives before!
tsktsk.
but i was not one of them la.




ni zai na li?

off to dinner and see fireworks soon!!(:
my leg's so itchy.
and i don't know why.
there's no bite.
no ants/thread/insects on my leg.
why izit so itchy?!?!
haiya.

had a nice nice dream last night(:
so i'm a happy kid today(:
so happy!(:
lalalala.ok!
shall post again tonight!(:

it's just a dream;

I'M SO BORED ):

http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien-rec.htm

there was this person that called me yesterday.
saying that i won something.
some $180 watch $180 sentosa resort thing and a few more things la.
all also $180 one la.
she even told me where and how to collect la.
than......
the person:are you amy tan?
me:no.
that person:huh?no ah??sorry.wrong number.
WTH la.
i was so excited lor.but it ended up to be the wrong person.
and i was so happy.thinking that i could go for the last resort
thing with friends.
but it ended up to be THE WRONG PERSON!!!
so stupid lor.
call also can call the wrong person.
stupid lor.
cheat my feeling.
tsk.



now i'm feeling so bored.
i have to start practising waking up early.
i slept early last night la.at 10.
and guess what time i woke up.
i woke up at 12 la.
so long lor.15 hrs can.
omg!!!how am i gonna wake up when school??
sigh.


it's not easy being a happy kid):

THIS IS SO SO UNFAIR!!!):

hello people(:

ok.i'm bored and i don't know what to do now):
there are so many things i don't know if i should do lor.
like should i do these?
should i do that?
i'm confused!! =/
and i don't like this.


grr!!!
now i'm feeling irritated and confused and alot more la.haiya.
amanda's coming back today(:
but i don't know what time la.
tomorrow's christmas(:
than soon.
scholl will start.
and i'm dreading it.
no friends.
nothing la.
i can just die please.
who am i gonna talk to la?!?!?
haiya!


i'm trying to be a happy kid.

morning went tiong with my mother.
to get my SISTER'S christmas present.
and not mine.hmpf!!
saw carmen on the bus while going tiong.
my mother.so wuliao lor.
ask me to call carmen.siao la.
as in use phone and call lor.she's crazy please =/
i think carmen is so blind.
waved to her like siao.
and she no reaction.or rather.she didn't see.
like wth please.



oh.and i feel blind today.
i cannot see alot of things and they are just around me lor.
sigh.
sad case man!!
didn't buy loads of things today.or maybe.none at all.
bought twin's christmas present(:
in 2 days time,my twin is gonna be such a happy kid(:
and i'm happy for her :D
but i'm not happy for myself):
ok.i don't really wish to talk about it.
so thats all people.
takecare(:

well well well.
my twin is now a happy kid.
esp on christmas.
she's gonna be so so happy.
she's so gonna be a happy kid.
well me,i stay sad.sigh.
unless.
things decided to change!!
than i tell you.
i'm so gonna be happier than my twin.
but for now,i doubt so.
shall update you people again soon.




went chermaine hse just now make cheese cake.
not bad.quite nice.
for now i guess i'm just gonna rot at home =/
and wait for time to fly off.
hmm.maybe i shall go get books to read?
haiya.no time to care about that la!


i wish i am a happy kid =/

well well well.
my twin is now a happy kid.
esp on christmas.
she's gonna be so so happy.
she's so gonna be a happy kid.
well me,i stay sad.sigh.
unless.
things decided to change!!
than i tell you.
i'm so gonna be happier than my twin.
but for now,i doubt so.
shall update you people again soon.




went chermaine hse just now make cheese cake.
not bad.quite nice.
for now i guess i'm just gonna rot at home =/
and wait for time to fly off.
hmm.maybe i shall go get books to read?
haiya.no time to care about that la!

now at chermaine hse.
borrowed her sister's joke book.
so today i shall update jokes!!!


1st:
why did the math eacher take a ruler to bed with him?
he wanted to measure how long he sleep.

2nd:
clarrie:our math teacher has long black hair down back
barry:yes,it's a pity it doesn't grow on her head.


that's all la.
because carmen!!!
i took the book first.
and she said it was wu liao.
than after that she just took it away and don't wanna give me back!!
wth la!!!
and guess what/
she reading a joke book without laughing-_-'''
stupid lor.
and she doesn't wants to give it back to someone who knows how to laugh at jokes.
stupid la!!


she's really reading it without laughing la.
like reading some story book like that.
grr!!!!!
fine.i shall end here.
update again tonight.
only if there are things that are worth to be on this blog.



sigh.when is it gonna happen?

now at chermaine hse.
borrowed her sister's joke book.
so today i shall update jokes!!!


1st:
why did the math eacher take a ruler to bed with him?
he wanted to measure how long he sleep.

2nd:
clarrie:our math teacher has long black hair down back
barry:yes,it's a pity it doesn't grow on her head.


that's all la.
because carmen!!!
i took the book first.
and she said it was wu liao.
than after that she just took it away and don't wanna give me back!!
wth la!!!
and guess what/
she reading a joke book without laughing-_-'''
stupid lor.
and she doesn't wants to give it back to someone who knows how to laugh at jokes.
stupid la!!


she's really reading it without laughing la.
like reading some story book like that.
grr!!!!!
fine.i shall end here.
update again.

I'M BORED :(

first post of the day!!
the time now is 2.25 a.m.
talking to daughter online.
amanda's flying off tomorrow):
i'm sure gonna miss her.

ok.first i talked to daughter in the
-ah lian way
-bimbo way
-blur way
-auntie way
-stm way

fun la.now i'm telling her this joke that i find funny.
but she doesn't find it funny.
sad case la.
npw i wanna bet with her on someting.
but she so scared.
no confidence.
another sad case.tsktsk.
wells.i'm so ready la.
cause i know that i'm so gonna lose.
but she.still so scared.sigh.


ok.i gotta wake up later at 6.
but here i am.
i really wanna sleep.
but i can't):
i gotta wait for my ipod to be charged than can sleep):
sad case also.
i've seen so many sad cases today.
isn't that sad?
sigh.
ok.
whatever nonsense la.
i'm crapping.

i must start studying next week.
i've promised someone):
but it'll do me good la(:

okay.gotta go people.
takecare yeah??(:


looking forward((:

boring la!!
i'm at home with my grandma.
she talks to herself la.scary please.*hair stands*
went for this award thingy.
omg!!!i sat in between two guys la.
so scary please =/
i'm never gonna go for it again.

suppose to go for dinner.
but i found some food at home.
so only my sis and mother went(:
i'm bored la!!
nothing to do.no one to talk to!
this is the worst holiday i had.
going escape.but i bu zhi dao when going.
also bu zhi dao if i can go.
but i don't care.i'm just gonna go!!
i waited for so long la.
and i had a hard time finding people to go with ok.
now finally got people wanna go with me.
i won't say no la.
but i hope that is confirm going.
not like the last time.
i found someone to go with.
than the next day say whole holiday not free.
WTH la!!!
so now that i've got someone to go with.
i'll go for sure!!(:

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