chinese paper today.
i screwed it up man!!
fast forward.
stayed back for ss.
miss vino was suppose to come on at 1+ but she changed it to 2.
and we waited till three than she come =/
so yupp.
than walked down to find fer but she was still having class.
so i went home first.
walked to bus stop with kaining.
took a cab home.
was super lazy.
my keyboard is spoiled so i'm using one that is super yucky now!!
not nice to press one =/
i'm gonna cry soon man!
it's fun satying back man!!
we played and played and played.
now i'm home and my cousin is at my house(i don't really care)
but i was super irritated with my grandmother just now.
i was bathing and she kept on-ing the tap.
and so i had to bathe was cold hot cold hot water >:(
pissed off so i just took a quick shower.
i'm gonna bathe again later.
foe now,i don't know what to do.
i'm hungry.going to either play games or read my sidney sheldon book.
i'm superly bored and hungry =/
takecare people(:


i'm just being nice here to not name you out.
so you better know your limits ok.
not just because you're the chairperson of the class and you can make a fool out of people.
i tell you!not that easy man!
no matter how,i'm gonna demand a sorry from you!
you think it's fun yeah.
well.i'll show you the fun you're gonna get.
you'll be so so sorry!!
don't think because you're chairperson i scared i tell you.
chairperson doesn't give you the right to bully/make a fool of anyone is your class!!!so you better know your limits!!one more time i hear from my friend about you you're gonna be damn sorry i swear.but if you stop it now doesn't mean you gonna get away with it.each time you do it i demand a sorry.
and all of you in the clique is so so gonna be utterly sorry!!!
WATCH OUT!!

here without you;

i'm now at mel's house and she just wrote a testi to amanda(ng)
and we went to see someone's photo.
so UGLY!!!! the kuku guy who added me online added mel too.
omg.and i told her to delet him but she don't want!!she just want to block him.
siao!!and now she's being crazy beside me.
i'm updating while she's beside me crapping and laughing at every mistake i made!!!

bio paper today.
ss class was cancelled.damn it!!
and i had to wait for mel fer carmen and joyce by myself la!!haiyer.
and there's class tomorrow.
ok.mel is telling me her.........haiya!she and her nonsense.
and she's so happy over something-_-
and now she's telling me she had dinner on sunday with FAMILY!
and she's so happy.i'm having dinner with my family everyday la.
ok.anyway.
waited for them.
than tionged.food court.ate dried mian xian(:
so nice!!
carmen sat beside me and she was being crazy.and mel's beside me being crazy.
claiming that xiao xin is my son=her nephew
and saying that he has a bald head.
and that the eyebrows looked like ____
and now she's laughing non-stop. =/
and she keeps wanting to bite me!!
ohmytian.i have a crazy twin!!= i am crazy):
thats bad because it will link to alot alot of people.
which means.............nvm.
and now i'm listening to 'you drive me crazy' because twin! is really driving me crazy!!!
and she's putting the porcelin(?) xiao xin which she claims it's my son.
and she's talking to it now!!and she says that it is never dry=/
siao already.important news!!
MELANIE WONG CHU CHU IS OFFICIALLY CRAZY!!!
note.in case she comes after you with a chopper!!
mel:no lor i wont come after anyone with a chopper. only geraldlyn
whatever mel!!!
but she will go after..................................
nvm.
i tired le.i shall go edit when i get home. =D
takecare people

MELANIE drives me crazy =/

hmm.
chem was first.
ok lor! well.i'm starting to love chem(:
isn't that a good thing?shruggs.
than was geog =/ always anti-comments.
chinese was crapp.
miss damp left me alone!!so one shang ke with me!!
than ss.very very slack.
recess.usual lor.but it rained.so cannot eat and sun tann at the same time ):
went up.saw zhenyi.
she was about to cry because of her class people!!
how can they ever bully my friend man!!
they might be asking for early death la!!
bully me friend!! wanna die ah!!hmpf!!
than pc.mrs wong never allows us to seat in pairs la.
so i sat alone lor.
than maths.
judy tan keeps bullying me!!
she wants my ear piece.
than when she forgot to ask from me she will say i never pass to her.than when i pass it to her early,she said too early.later than pass!!omg!!i wanna kill her!!
jannah was getting abit sad.
than yupp.she almost cry i think.i could see tears lor.(her eyes were super shiny)
than yupp.
stayed back for chem(:
got back test!!i got 8/15!! highest for my chem tests la!!
than yupp.jannah got better i think?
than...
ms phee:now all of you should have known how to do chemical formular already.if you don't know than can go die.
jannah:eh! geraldlyn.go and die leh!
me:for what!? you siao ah? i know how to do lor.
jannah:*just looks*

she ask me go die la.wth lor.
than tionged with fer mel and joyce!!
fast forward!!!
while sending carmen to the turning point,we saw someone who is super supe cute!!ohmytian.damn cute larr.
carmen and i was getting high man!!and he asked me for directions!!ahhh..*faints*
than when walking back,fer suffered alot.
because i was telling her how cute the guy was and blah blah blah.ahahah.
i pity her man!!
yesterday,some super rarhhhh person added me online.
he was really getting on my nerves man!!i couldn't stand it please!!
anyway.it's over already so ok lor.nothing's wrong(:

if only....
reality is all just dreams(:

yesterday;
nothing to do.
went tiong to meet xuewen.
she was LATE!!
i was getting so damn irritated la.
than she came.
went to buy her comb
than off to town.
she went to FEP to find her princess necklace.
found it but it's ugly la.
than back to tiong.

today;
ok lor.
fnn was ok.
haiya.
fast foward.
after school library-ed with fer mel and joyce.
at the bus stop i was calling amandaaaaaaaaaaaaTAN
damn loudly.
than ya lor.
went to library.
almost die la.
must talk soft soft.but i don't really mind going there lor.
than mel and joyce went home.
kfc-ed with fer.
homed.
played com till now.

some kuku-ed person added me online and and ask all the weird weird stuff lar.OMG!!!


you're my obsession obsession(:

i was out at escape when everyone else is studying.(i suppose)
half way through i called rachel to see if she wants to come down but she couldn't.
now i'm at home(duh)
but not in a mood to study.
i shall just go to the library on tuesday after school and study till 4+
than go home and rest.
and study a bit.
ok la.
i have nothing to blog about already.
i wanna go marina there to have the bbq steamboat(:
i feel so so random.


fated?

i don't know how many times i've posted but yeah.
i just feeling like posting again.
feeling bored la.
i'm addicted to the song drowning!! :D
it's nice(:
rachel and i are strangers!!
rachel;S1 me;S2
and we'll dao each other in a friendly way(:
ok.
i shall go study on tuesday after school in the library.
wednesday as well.
thursday maybe.go home bathe than library!!
friday as well.
maybe i'll just go there everyday la.
until exams are over(:

i still went out in the end.
went town.the more aunty part:tangs.
buy perfume(:
than walked to far east.
everything there doesn't seem to suit me!!
so just walk walk lor.
tired than went outside 7-11 to seat.
than saw this 'ghost' walking around.
it was really scary la
i was telling my mother and she was being hell irritating!!
she kept asking me where where where!!
just because she's being blocked by someone's BIG butt!!
i was this pissed la.
and when she finally saw, she was just like.siao ah!!nothing better to do.
so we went in BK.just about to buy a drink my father called so went for dinner at river valley.nice nice!!
than home.
i watched the show that carmen and angielina asked me to.
i didn't see the girl's mouth leh!!she never call 'james'hah.

in the afternoon i'm super pissed by some asshole la!!
she woke me up to go library study with her.
i said ok.
____:eh.go library study!!
me:i can't/might be going out later.
____:haiya.study more important right?
me:haiya.ok lor.now ah?
____:now i can't.
me:fine!!1.30?
____:ok lor.
at 1.25....
me:eh.ok already?
____:not yet.i still need to wash clothes and stuff.
me:fine.2?
____:ok.
at 1.50....
me:eh!you ok already?
____:oh! i cannot go already.my parents just decided to go out...sorry.....
me:*feeling super uber duper ultra pissed!!* FINE!! i thought you said study more important?!?
____:sorry la.
me:*slams down the phone!!*
feeling angry and nothing to do,i went to sleep.after 10 minutes.....
____:eh.i at libray now.want come study?
me:i thought you going out?
____:no la.my parents decided not to go already!!!come company me can?
me:NO!!! I NOT FREE!!GOING OUT ALREADY!!!
____:huh............come study la.more important lor!!
me:DON'T WANT!!! I GOING OUT SOON ALREADY!!!!*slams down phone AGAIN*
and i went back to sleep till 4+ than i went out.
i was so pissed la.
i started complaining to rachel when i woke up and she was having tuition!!
than ok lor.yupp.
that's all for today la.
everything's fine except this matter!!
i'll be going to the library to study these few days.so yupp.


you'll always be the one;

i didn't update yesterday.
was english paper la.
i'll just fail.

now jiaping is asking me to go library with her!
i feel like going but i wonder if my mum would allow because she's currently not at home.
oh wells.
i'll prolly give her a call later lor.
than yupp.
now i shall go packing what to study whether i'm going or not.

today was okok.
bio.
he was mad AGAIN!
never mind.
today i good mood so ya.
oh.before was at locker.
amanda was.......
yupp.but i didn't talk much because i scared of her.
she beat people don't need use cane de.
damn pain one.i kena before thats why i keep quiet.
after bio was maths.
ok lor.sat with jannah.
i understand everything(:
and we finished the worksheet when she was only at the second question.
we even finish the homework already la.
than was ss.
haiya.
recess.ok lor.
than fnn.
today's fnn was good.
i kept playing la.i wasn't even doing work.
me and jannah keep fine-ing today.
we talk to judy while she was talking to others and when she don't wanna answer us we'll go FINE FINE FINE!!
and she will be like what?!!?
nvm la.she'll get used to it soon(:

xuewen likes______
while i like______
right xuewen?
cannot tell people ok.
after school stayed back with dayang carmen angielina jannah and jiaping.
SUPPOSE to study.
ended up playing.
went near by 7-11 with dayang cause she wanted to buy mashmellow(?)
in the end don't have.
so walk back school again.
than met up with fer than home!!
came home.bathed.napped for awhile.dinner-ed than here i am!!

i'm tired le.gonna go off to study english.
format for formal letter
than go read story book.
than sleep(:
if i were ah wan angielina would prolly call me a lazy pig!!

everything's fated(:

i'm in the middle of doing my homework.felt like blogging so yeah.
left it aside first la.
today's a damn good day for ME! (:
i'm extremely happy therefore i'm a HAPPY KID!! :D
school was blah blah blah.
not interesting at all.
after school,went tiong with judy liling xuewen and rachel.
that judy tan damn ass larr!!!
she said wanna go macs at first than go all around.
so i wanted her to go macs for some reason than she don't want and went ljs instead!!rarr!! i don't like judy tan!!
now maths we're learning the transform thing and i love it cause i understand and can do it!!
i was feeling abit pekcek when going home la.
than yupp.
and here i am!!
omg!!
I LOVE TODAY :D

it's all fated (:

just now i was feeling bored.
so i drew a purplr smile for myself.
than a orange one for fer
purple pink for mel
pink for men
and brown for amanda.oh!!!!lime green one for rachel.
than feeling bored,i went to draw a picture and sent it to everyone involve(:
mel says it's cute.
rachel say's it's super cute.
carmen ask me who draw cause there was something wrong with her hair.
fer notice that too.
oh wells.
i'll probably draw another perfect one right after exams :D
for now i shall go complaining to amanda (:

talking to carmen online is FUN!
on thursday me and carmen invented the toot the teh and diao and di thing la.
haha.and it's like yupp/
our secret code(:

was talking to her online yesterday.
she's damn crappy online.
we have many things to talk about online but not face to face.
and we realise that the last time both of us went out together was last year when we needed to buy stuff for home econs.which us like during august like that?
haha.i miss those times we've had during home econs with rachel mel and fer.
and those sewing and cuttings.and listening to rachel's mp3 in a very low volume and fer complains that it's loud.and also staying back and rushing to finish up the sewing.hahaa.how fun.but yeah.we can never be like that again.

english in the morning.
i was falling asleep again.
PE was crap la.
maths.so many people never bring book.
join table with jannah to share book.
than went for fnn.MDM LIM!! <3
she's noisy la.but yeah.i still prefer her than any other teacher :D
recess.with the usuals lor.
not much la.but end of recess i was talking in a funny language and fer was laughing like nobody's business-_-
and i was still talking in that language and walking slowly when the bell rang.
so after that i just ran up.
in the end,only half the class is there.so i went to change lor.
and yupp
cme was ok.had to do some timetable thing =/
after was mt!!
it's the best mt ever i swear!!!
i love today's mt for some reason.
maybe two or three la.
-i was playing throughout the whole 2 periods.
-something-
-was just talking with kaining lor.
they're just simple reasons la.
but yet can make me so happy(:

my love,<3

my throat hurts like abcdefgh
but i still insist on eating tic-tac
happy meals makes me a happy kid(:
that was so random.
anyway.school was fine.
now using the student homeroom system.
that makes me a happy kid without needing to eat happy meal.
of course not happy meal makes me happy lar(:
english;i felt like sleeping.mr ng talks and talks.*yawns*
than was POA; i never do homework.cannot.so i decided to do it today.(by copying jannah's work)
than was SS;i keep losing things lar.i lost my ss worksheet as well.i think it'n in the file la.than geog;geog is never fun lar.last year's geog is so so much better.
recess;
with the usuals :D
they make me happy too.
than bio was ok.was talking to xuewen.
and chem.i'm starting to love chem(only when i'm seating alone)i can understand everything that ms phee says.and i realise i need to isolate myself so i can understand things and listen in class.it's gonna help me so damn much.after this,i'm gonna see TWIN!'s friendster pic than off to copying notes and doing a/c(:

takecare people;

my love<3

my msn is $%^@#()&((%
damnit man!!

went bugis.
tiong first to collect escape/WWW tickets from my uncle.

head down to bugis.
walked around.
nothing lor.
than went to the building opposite bugis.
i forgot the name.
walk around.
one level around 5 tp 7 shops only la.haha
bought earrings(:
than my father came so come home and here i am(:
ok.my life's super random la.
so ya.

yesterday was so tired that once i got home,bathed dinner-ed and i went to sleep all the way till today morning at 9.

yesterday;
lessons were all ok except that i was very very tired.slept during maths.i heard my name alot alot of times la.i tired mah.sorry la.let me sleep just for 1 lesson out of 645587936 lessons also never mind right.
english was also bad.mr ng claims that i argued with him when i only asked him a quetion. -_-

than was the bizarr/bazarr however you spell it la.
just walked around.bought malt candy and carmen siew ate half of it ok.when she finally gave me back i just ran off.than went back to find judy and zhenyi.ok.someone played fishing and than all her fishes just dropped out from the plastic bag.HAHAHHAi swear i was laughing like crazy ok.i laughed till the malt candy dropped all over my hands la.than when zhenyi was picking up the fishes,her malt candy also dropped all over her.hahaha.and one fish jumped on judy and she was jumping around.haahha.than off the 3B's haunted house.i'm such o loser i admit.door close only and i started to scream.hahaha.i could regconise alot of people in the haunted house.they made so much noise.esp melanie wong.haha.the first 'ghost' was felicia kang.than melanie.than chu yin.than alot alot more la.the third room must go in without any light stick/guide.so i just back out.if i go into third room i swear i would cry la.than i went to find carmen after that.she wanted to go home so do i so we went to take bag.something idiot happen.carmen was being such an ass.thinking that ms goh was talking to amanda she just stomped off.so i just walk slowly la.i walk slowly doesn't mean carmen is with me mah.than carmen just showed me black face all the way till she received a call from amanda telling her that ms goh didn't even see her!!than went to find fer.tiong.fer bought sweet talk than homed.and slept till now lor.

today;
haven't got any plans yet but yeah.should be staying at hoe the whole day la.i shall start studying(:

ok.i'm out of here.
takecare people(:

today was much better than previous dday.
had bio in the morning.
ok lor.____ wanted me and jiaping ti moved to the front because he claimes that we were talking when jiaping was jusking for a piece of tissue and i was some how laughing to myself.
both also don't link and he says we're talking!!
_____:two of you move to the front now!
jiaoing:i'm asking for a piece of tissue
___:come to the front now.
us:*silence*
_____:come to the front now!!!
me:but we're not even talking!!she was just asking for a piece of tissue!!!
____:*silence*

F HIM MAN!
many more were talking too.
but he only wanted me and jiaing to move!!BIAS!!!
asshole lar.

than was maths.
don't talk about it la.
ss and recess.
with the usuals!!
went for fnn.
wasn't that bad though.
first relieve was super blur.
second was #^%&$%^
but not as $^%&^$ as the tuesday one.
last period was FREE!!
miss tan(tanya) dimissed us early!!(:
ok.
and we kinda miss mdm lim la.
all her nagging and the way she says grow and stuff.
haha.wasn't quite used to without her voice lar.
hee(:

after was SYF training.
wasn't as bad lar.
danced danced.
dimissed.SYF leaders had to go to the hall but i didn't want to.i'm feeling guilty now.
anyway.tiong-ed.we(me carmen fer angielina)were being suoer lame at the bus stop.and on our way to tiong.......
swetttalk-ed.judy tan just happily came and ask me to help her!!(if she was ah wan i'll call her a lazy pig!!) being nice(haha),i helped her la.
after that went home.
dinnered and here i am!!

tomorrow's the bazzare(?) thing.
i'm not looking forward to it because i heard that 3D's no longer selling helium ballons!! )':
i wonder if any of the other classes are selling.
i wanna go to 3B's haunted house leh.
anyone wants to go with me?!!?(must go in groups of 4)
i'm like helping people promote but not promoting my own class la.
anyway i don't think anyone would wanna know so yupp.

something i must say.really cannot stand it!!
it was someone's job to take the class keys but she happily went up thinking that it's suppose to be dayang's job and showed her attitude when it's not even dayang's fault!!fuck her man!!your job and you said people giving you attitude when you're the one giving attitude!!so was quite pissed lar.
door open.walking in than someone from other class came and talk to banu.feeling pissed i screamed at the girl.me: don't block the door la!!!you think this one your house ah!?!?wanna stand here and talk than talk?!!?
judy was beside me and i heard her saying something la.
and dayang was laughing :D

silly was lonely today because nameless damp wasn't around to company her ):
that was random!!
ok.i have nothing to say le.
takecare people!! <3

i guess the old me is back?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOXINYI!!

rarr!!
today was like usual!!
BAD!!
today's damn screwed lar.
every wednesday i'll be a loner la!
i don't really care la.

there's THREE period of fnn tomorrow without mdm lim!!
omg!! )': i wanna cry le.
we're gonna be relieve by some @#&$&%#^!%^ teacher la.
the one rom camp.
omg!!she seriously 645649642292054 times worst than mdm lim!!
omg.i seriously miss mdm lim.it's sounds wrong la but ya.
it's a bit boring without her la
i can't complain anything bsides some #%$%^ person.
haiya.
and there's syf training tomorrow.
rarr!!
let me be sick now!!

i'm really very very sorry to my dear sadistic friend ok.
i know she won't be reading this but in case la.
i haven't been going out with her for 2 weeks already!!
2 weeks lor.
haiyer.
next week.i must go with her.

tomorrow's gonna be another day i dread.
no. 1 dreading thing --->recess.
no. 2---->F&N
no. 3---->SYF training

many sighs...

to everyone who asked me what happen:
sorry.
i really don't know what happen la.
but ya.things just really pissed me off these days la.
and to amanda and felicia.
thanks for trying all means to make me laugh and all the retarded things you've done.sorry fer for not joking with you today.really no mood la.
maybe some day when i have the mood to ok.

i'm being guai again today.
i came home right after school.
bathed.lunched and get down with my chem notes till now.
i even di my chem homework already please.
i guess i need to isolate myself in class and not talk to anyone.
like this i can really study and understand.
like today.was irritated with ______ during chem.
so just kept quiet and listen to ms phee the whole while and i understood everything and now i'm able to do my homework.
i guess listening in class really does someone good :D
friday there's this funfair thing.
i'm not really looking forward to it because my class is doing something lame which i doubt will earn??
i don't know la.i really don't like the class except for some people.
people in the class are all so two-headed please.
A says that she doesn't like B but the next moment you see A talking and walking around with B.omg.i really can't stand it la.
and sometimes.someone only comes to you when they've got no one to go with or when they can't find the someone they wants to go with.I SERIOULSY HATE 3P!!
AND THE CLASS SPIRIT IS LIKE mailto:#$$%^@&$#^%$%^&!!!!
NOTHING IS GOOD IN 3P!!
AND 3P'S DAMNIT FUCKING PROBLEMATIC.
NOT REFERING TO ANYONE BUT YEAH.
THATS WHY IT'S CALLED 3P!!
3PROBLEMATIC!!!
the number of people i can get along well with in 3p is like less than 20?
which is not even half the class??
i seriously don't like lar.
haiyer.everyone don't mean what they say.
and from now on,i shall be the one i am at the start of the year!! >:(
and i'm so gonna complain this to the one and only person that would hear mt tomorrow!! my sadistic friend!!(:

today was not that ok.
mdm lim wasn't in school and i felt a bit wrong la.
i'm so used to her nagging already please.
so F&N was relieved by the camp peoson.
don't really like la.i prefer mdm lim lor.
haiya.

came right home after school.
i'm guai today :D
xuewen wants to wear my watch tomorrow.

xuewen:eh.i wanna wear you watch tomorrow :D
me:for what?
xuewen:nice mah(something like that la)
me:ok lor.
xuewen:YAYY!

ya la.
today is officially the birth of
SILLY AND CRAZY!! :D
I LOVE SILLY!!


and recess is the thing i dread most now =/
some people just think that they're right and innocent and show me black face every single recess.
yeah.like i owe you eh?
don't be crazy please.
show me black face like i can't ah?
please.i've done that for one week le.
want me continue for one month i also can.
see you everyday.
just that i don't want.
later got wrinkles one my face than not nice.
so no point getting those wrinkles over you.
it's so worthless.note! not priceless ok.
seeing you for one sec is enough for me to show you black face one MONTH!!
last time i gave you face by keeping quiet and not complaining about you.
but one day when i really can't stand it, i'll just complain and complain everything RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!!
stop showing your damn fucking attitude!!

i realise something.
someone you're very close to is someone whom you cannot trust at all.
i'm losing trust in EVERYONE.
i only trust myself.
i realise something as well.
trust no one but yourself.
the person you're like stranger to is someone more trustworthy than the one you're close to.

trust no one else but yourself;

i may seem alright on the outside

today was ok.
not as bad as past few days.
school was ok larrr.
was getting high nearing the end of recess.
than was super high during bio.
made so much noise la.

after school went tiong.
walked there with alot of people!
me fer elaineYEO jiaping judy liling tia judy's friend and liling's friend.
9 people la.
so many can
the most was 7 lor.
haiya.i really miss last year la.
when so many people will walk to tiong.
than play and laughed at KFC.
KFC-ed with fer.
went to seat with bernice and hsuen ni(?)
off to popular.
i'm so broke please.
i'm left with only a few cents.
this week my allowance was cut by $2 and class fund was $2.
i only have this little money this week la.
and I'M ALREADY BROKE!
but fer owes me $1 carmen $3.50
but i don't think i will want it back till thursday/friday lar.
now on wednesday(s) i really don't know where to go lor.
everyone is staying back.
and if i were to wait for my sadistic friend,i'll be waiting alone lar!!haiyer!
tomorrow's timetable is quite ok la.
except for PE.
last time was jumping so it's quite ok.
but now do the SYF dance =/////
i don't like.

i really need to sell my ipod soon.
i so don't like it please.
eewww.
mel claims that ______ is better than ______!!!
WTH! F HER LAR!
it's like impossible lar.
and alot of people agrees with her!!
rarr!!
ok.i'm getting more random la.
there's like nothing better to blog about.
oh.
i've got nice people around me please.
jiaping always helps me carry my booKs
while judy always help me carry my bag.
how nice right.
last year ah.
no one even help me with one book.
wth.
i'm getting more and more random lar.
haiya!
i shall not blog anymore.
even if i do in future they will be random posts,stupid stuff and complains only.

if you wanna show me black face/attitude well.
i can give you better one than what you're giving me right now!!
don't think because you got back-up or whatever shit and you think you can black face/attitude i tell you.it's not like exactly my fault la.it's partly your fault though.and everyone's to blame esp you!!not that i'm bias or whatever la.the sight of you really puts me to bad mood lar.just one glance and i can feel down the whole entire WEEK.i can't believe it lor.even ____ says that you don't look like that kind that can pissed me off but yeah.thefact is you CAN.and you can do it real well.i really don't know why la.yupp.maybe it's what i think.but from what i see i think it's everything i see.well.people do change.some with small changes.others-big change.quoted from amanda.'people do change.it's a matter of if you look it with a negative or positive way'.but however i look i still see it as a NEGATIVE change leh.i even think positive to look it at a positive way but no matter how i still see it as a devil la.maybe it's what i think.but i'm thinking so positivly already.it still looks like a negative change to me.and.many people are siding you now.i can see that.i wasn't siding anyone but when i was explaining it to ______, she seemed to side you as well.and said it as if you are her god.omg.i really can't believe that.a quiet insignificant person to me can actually do this to change thing drastically(?)omg.it's getting more and more ridiculous.people are saying that i see the wrong side of you.but from what i see and what i hear from people is like what i see and hear is all CORRECT.i don't know why but i have this weird feeling that something bad is gonna happen.this part is maybe i think too much la.but yeah.that's what i think lor.

today was ok.
but mood was still like the weather lar.
stayed at home till 1+ near2 than went out.
ps to get my adidas watch.
wanted to get green but it was overly common.
so got red.
walked around.
finally got the giordano top in white.
walked around.
than swensens(?) for lunch/dinner.
CHICKEN BAKED RICE!!MY LOVE!!
than had ice cream.damn full please.
had 5 types of ice cream la!
than walked again.
wanted to buy book but just one sometime ago and haven't started.
so decided to buy after i read finish the pld one lar.
walk walk.
nothing to do go home and here i am.
my mood and thinking hasn't change.
all i need is some time.
give me some time to sort things out than everything would be like before i hope.
for now,i shall get my peace and quiet-ness.
i shan't be talking to anyone these few days.
i'll just continue leading my quiet life like how i did during the past few days.
everything would be alright soon.