my com has been down!
until today!!!how great!!! now i feel so bored.
went tiong with my mom just now.yupp :D
i'm not smiling because i went out with her but yupp.something lor.
and i saw xuewen too!!oh wells.very boring la.

so today was kinda fun and sad?
oh wells.woke up at 5.45.walked around my house.not very big though.than prepared to meet fer.i thought i was late but she was later! oh.so i just sat there and chew on my pizza bar :D after that walked out to meet the never on time girl! well.training syf wasn't that bad but yeah.that kns looking person came.so not very happy la.than yupp.i'm lazy to go into details.but i was very pekcek! people just wanted to go early because their friends are already done! what about us?we also wanna go!!damn you! aiya!!

than went for mel's bbq later in the evening.it's was overall fun.
lazy to go into details too.just call if you wanna know what happen! number:98292236 oh.i'm tired and i wanna sleep!bye!

i knew it would be like these!

i already told you the results of you knowing it!oh wells.

oh wells.woke up early again for oral.
it was ok la.the picture was freaking difficult i swear!!hahahah.suppose to meet jannah!but that stupid girl woke up late!! so i went to school by myself and walk through foyer by myself! :/i hate it man!! reached.than jannah was just behind! -_-''' so yupp.just on time.went in and wait.....and wait....and wait.......hahahah.lucky there's judytan!!but still!! slept abit!it was sooo boring la.was listening to ipod since start of oral!!ahahahh.alot of people slept la.hahahah.i was getting damnit nervous when it was going to be my turn please.hahahah.than after that it was ok la.everything is about FOOD can.wth la.than yupp.judytan was the only one left in the audi.hahahahah.liling was waiting for her outside.and zhenyi was waiting for me.hahahah.when judy came out, she told liling she had to rush for match!!
liling:eh....
judy:sorry! i need to rush for match!!
liling:wah fuck eh!
hahahah.and zhenyi was looking at liling burly.hahahah.than went tiong walk walk with zhenyi.than home.when i reached home, my mom told me she was going down to tiong.and she said she'll get me what i want so i went with her.hahahah.went kfc to eat!!and i suay suay saw the last person i ever wanna see!!!wtf man!!!even my mom agrees that she looked so KNS.hahahah
me:eh.look at that girl there.she from my class one lor!!
mom:wah!!your class one ah?the face so kanasai la!!
me:hahahahah.ya lor.first time you say something i so wanted to her.hahahah.
omg.the first time my mom said something which i agree so much can!!!i love my mom!!! :D ahahahah.than went popular.got my pencil! penknife and blades!! i need to get a hair cut soon.or else my hair will get as kns as that person.hahahah.than went home.oh!! i updated my ipod and now i love my ipod so much!!!ok.that was lame!lalalalal.bye people!!

it's just so heartwrenching

today was ermm.no comments la.
woke up at 6!! than 6.30 than left home.suppose to meet fer at 6.30! but...miracle happened! i was earlier than fer!!!hahahahh.went tiong after that.suppose to be alot of people going but left with 4 going only.so it's me xinyi angielina and mel.went food court.yumm!!than walked around.went to take prints.not bad.xinyi had to go.so we went NTUC.walk walk than went off.going for oral tomorrow.going with jannah.ahahahah.weird man!! the last time i took a bus home with her, we looked like total strangers.hahahaah.ok.i feel bored.i shall go find those type of things to do.hahahah.the question stuff.hahahah

Name 4 schools you went to?
-PAP(redhill)
-kellock!
-stc
-haven't yet

Name 4 things in your purse/wallet?
-money
-cards
-prints
-what more do you want?

Name 4 things you always wear?
-shirt
-jacket!
-pants
-shoes

Name 4 things you do when you are really stressed?
-shout
-cry
-play com
-sleep

Name 4 favorite songs right now?
-yequ!
-GOOD DAY!
-check on it
-buttons!

Name 4 favorite places to shop?
-town
-adidas shop!!
-tiong.ahahahahah
-no where le la!

Name 4 places you go to on a daily basis?
-school(except holidays)
-toilet
-my room
-parents room

Name 4 favorite fruits?
-mango
-durian
-apple
-pear

Name 4 things you are addicted to?
-nice nice songs!
-winnie the pooh!
-buying wallets/bag
-sleeping!

Name 4 favorite hobbies?
-sleeping!
-going online!
-making judytan go 'who's that girl'
-looking out for twin!hahahh

Name 4 goals in 2006?
-getting full marks for my POA during ca?
-i don't know
-i don't know
-i don't know

Four Plans For Next Week?
-go school
-talk in class
-play during recess
-tiong for lunch

Four Names You Go By:
-geraldlyn
-ger.hahahahah(credits to ANGIELINA!)
-
-

Four Things That Scare You:
-lizards!!!
-my sister!!
-seeing the person that judy wants to know who.
-waking up early in the morning!

Four Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
-class tee
-bra
-panty
-shorts.hahahah
Four of Your Favorite Bands or Musical Artists:
-good charlotte
-JJ
-click 5!
-aiya!anyone's songs that i like i want la.no particular favourite singer/band
Four Things You Want in a Relationship (OTHER THAN Love):
-trust
-loyal
-honesty
-understanding!

Four Physical Things about the Opposite Sex that Appeal to You:
-braces!
-small eyes!
-height!
-skin colour!TANN TANN ONE!

Four Places You Want to go on Vacation:
-japan
-hongkong
-bangkok
-australia

Four Dream Jobs:
-don't know
-don't know
-don't know
-don't know

Four things you want to do before you die:
-__ ___ ____ ____!!!something lor :p
-___ ____ __ ____!!!something :D
-get real tann!!
-kill someone?hahahah

i really miss you so.
oh wells.

shopping's done i guess.
I GOT MY BROWN AND ORANGE ADIDAS BAG!!! :D
i'm sucha happy kid today man!! :D
and yupp.didn't go suntec today.hahahah
went town!!hereen/heeren!!!went to get my bag than off for sushi!
my wish come true.hahahah.oh wells.i guess.one more wish to come true and my year 2006 is complete?hahahah
i don't know and don't care anymore la.bestie knows it though.hahahah.
judytan wants to have the honour to be the second person to know who's that girl!! for now, only twin knows!!oh wells. i already promied to let her know when i see her.so i'm gonna try to avoid her tomorrow.bleah.bye! oh!good day is stuck in my head now.so nice! :D

one last wish!
please!after this, i'll want no more!!

i realised something from my player!
good day(clcik5) is just before bad day(daniel powter)
so first you have a good day than followed by a bad day.
ok.random and makes no sense.
talked to judy last night and i realised we've got communication error.she's talking about the presence while i'm talking about the past and she keeps going 'huh' and i'm super irritated. maybe because she good mood thats why.and maybe also because i'm not in good mood.or rather not feeling alright.nvm.another sentence which is not making sense.i'm not in the best of mood these few days la.there's syf practice tomorrow :/ oh man!start of busy week!! and i need to get shopping done!! i guess there's no shopping today? don't know la.if ___ ____ ___ ____ __ __ than........i'll rather stay at home than go shopping la.but if only for awhile than whats the point man!ok.not making sense again.bleah.no mood for anything now.actually syf's not a abd thing though.i can see alot of people tomorrow.and i'll try to avoid judytan tomorrow because i told her i'll tell her who's that girl if i see her!

went suntec.
i think it's so boring there la.and the adidas there!! damn it man! they don't have the bag i want anymore! >:( so went walking around la.wanted to go hereen.but aiya!too lazy la.today's quite boring la.and i missed the 4.30 show again.i've been missing that show alot alot of weeks already!!and next week's gonna be a super busy week man!!!and oh wells.everything's just gone i think.lalalalala.don't care la.i'm off people.byebye!

knowing that my dreams are crashing,
you rather stand there
and see it come crashing down than making it come true.

everything's just a dream i guess.oh wells.at least.
went town with my mom and sis :/ went centrepoint.my sis went to watch the winnie the pooh show thing.was relunctant to go at first.but the thought of going shopping after the show made me excited so i went!not much shopping done though.bought things that i want but not really want la.i bought a purple sports bra :/ hahahaah.than went walk walk.i saw that adidas bag again!! -faints-damn nice la!! i want!! than went to eat.than walk walk.very boring la.my mom just kept going to look for HER wallet!!>:( fine!!so walk walk walk!! than walked to far east.great eh?from centrepoint to far east.not very far though.hahahahah.than bought a elmo socks for my phone.hahah.ok.not funny.hmmm.it's only like 0036 and so little people is online.judytan is sick i think?oh wells!! GET WELL SOON YEAH?and yupp.something something.bestie knows it.so much for the excitement!! the higher the hopes are, the higher the disappointment will be.yi chang huan xi yi chang kong.i don't really care actually but yeah.it mean something to me though.bestie will know what i'm talking.hahaahah.but don't ever ask her what i'm talking about or i'll kill you!!bleah.

knowing that it's impossible,
i insist.and now, the dissapointment.
and so much for the excitement.

shopping to be done, dates to be set!
yes, for the first time i'm that busy and i'm sooo stress over dates that are to be set! and i'm always the one to choose dates!!! shit la!!and for the whole of next week, it seems super messy la.only monday and thursday i'll be free!!!
tuesday-oral
wednesday-syf
friday-syf
ahhhhh.i don't like la!!!! just take me away from the syf please!!! omg!!i want that blue converse shoe, that brown and orange adidas bag, need/want a wallet(although i like my current one ALOT) need a hair cut! oh man!! so many things to get, so little time! i wanna go tanning too!! and watch movie(s)!!!!i wanna watch-garfield2, benchwarmers, silent hill, R.V, cars and alot alot la.sudden feel of watching horror movie!oh man!!! how how!??! sooo many things yet soooo little time!damn !oh!! and on wed i've got bbq too!!! so i'll be like super tired on thursday but thats the only day left free.other than that, all the other days i'll only be free from 12 onwards?aiyo!!!first three weeks of holidays, i was THIS free.and had SOOO much time!!! but i'm only going out on the last week when i only have this little time and NOT free at all!!! i was like rotting away please.talking about dates to be set!! i HATE to choose dates la.i'm like always free.and you ask me to choose??esp those busy people who need advance booking?ask me choose?everytime also like that!aiya!!
my mom says we'll be going SHOPPING! tonight?oh wells.i hope i get my wallet!! and i need to get my hair cut!!by next week!!maybe i shall get my hair cut on monday?this holiday seem fast! and i'm excited to get back to school!!! so i'll have lesser time to waste away and more time to laugh?oh wells.for now, i'll just wait for people to settle the dates and tadah!! later suay suay all choose same day same time.than byebye to tanning/movie.hahahahaah

so i still went to that damn pbl meeting which lasted for only 1hr.damn! waste my time only la.tskk.left home at 1.20.suppose to meet at 1.30 hahah. i though i was gonna be late so i left in a rush.result:forgot to bring money out.in the end i was the first to reach please.and kaining and samantha was walking from bugis to the library!!so slow please.so we went in library.walk around than left to other place to do.walked to bugis.i bring them through the short cut way and they think i'm going the wrong way.ok la.i'm talking to bernice on the phone now.so long never talk le.but she's like dead on the phone and i'm like yakking away.okayy.i'm talking to myself again.bad habit!bleah.bye people :D

dream come true?
hahahah.never man!!

OMG OMG OMG!!!
I JUST READ SOMETHING FROM SOMEWHERE AND I FEEL SO AIYO!! I DON'T WHAT WORD TO USE LA.IF ONLY I SLEPT ON MEL'S CHALET THAT NIGHT INSTEAD OF STAYING UP LATE TO PLAY MAHJONG!!!!OMGGGGGGG.THAN I WOULDN'T HAVE CAME HOME AND SLEPT THROUGH!!!!!OMG!!!!!!!!!!

today is kinda FUN!
woke up by a msg.i'm not sure is it from mel or carmen.anyway there was msg from both la.just that don't know which one first. so woke up.shower than off to mel's house to swim!! :D
went her house first.she haven't change yet la!!! but never mind.i'm nice.than after went down to swim.i was screaming like mad!! the water was COLD.but fun la.than ya.we swam abit.than wanted to tann but the sun was........off and on like that.eeyeer.so just stay at one corner to talk :D fun fun!! i love talking to twin! she knows me best?cause she's my twin.went up.bathe and all.went online awhile and tadah!! someone, something.twin knows (: headed to tiong(yes, again) foodcourt.ate spicy banmian.oh my.twin was laughing at me all the way la.tskk.went to buy bubble tea.

off to great world.wanted to play pool over at kim seng plaza but lazy to walk there and plus we're on budget shopping?hahah.so went arcade!! we played the beat beat one.than went off.wanted to play time crisis 3 but don't know why the stupid thing cannot work.so went to walk walk.called chermaine to see if she's working.and she is!so waited for her.we're both facinated by SPONGEBOB! :D gift grretings has it!! it's so cute!! than went walk walk.went back arcade again.this time play time crisis 2 and the beat beat one :DD chermaine went to buy things.than went down BEN & JERRY'S!!! helped chermaine tie hair.than she went work and we got ice-cream.ok.i forgot what the flavours are.but one was sweet cream and cookies.something like that.NICE NICE!! shared with twin! we're on budget shopping.so ate.than seat down talk.went to find chermaine to talk and while talking, i saw someone walked pass carrying that adidas brown and orange bag that i want!!!!than homed.went to take 16 with twin.she was going tiong to meet carmen! it's super nice to have your ipod back with you!! can keep me company man!! nice nice!!lucky that time i insist on getting it back from judytan!although i saw the last person i ever wanted to see.ok.getting out of point.

oh!!there's bbq on the 21th at mel's house!!!how would that get?hahahah 20th got orals /: than maybe escape after that??hahah.how like last year. i miss last year so much laa.esp. during home econs!! damn fun please. me mel joyce fer and rachel would always be talking or doing nonsense and played games like continuing names with same initials and all those retarded yet fun stuffs la.I MISS LAST YEAR!! )': now in fnn, there'll be no more people to play with me these kind of retarded yet fun games anymore.and during recess or free time, we would play other retarded yet fun games like not showing the teeth for as long as possible.the last one wins.and those those who last to close mouth wins.hahahahah.omg.how fun.but now...no one else to play with me in class anymore! all also troubled with personal matters one. and those clique recess!oh.they're super best i swear.and those time where we always meet than go hardcourt late together.hahaahh.although we still do it now.but going to different classes.aiya! i just miss last year la!! i know this is weird but i kinda miss judytan and her 'who's that girl' now :/

you're the one who made my dream stop.
thank you. if not, i'll still be in my dream of my own.
thinking of those impossible things.thanks ah!
you made me realise somethings cannot be forced.

i'm getting real bored so i thought i'll just do this for fun.

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:when i was 6.cannot remember what's her name
FIRST SCHOOL: PAP redhill
FIRST CELL PHONE:nokia
FIRST FUNERAL:choy!!
FIRST PET:hamster.ran away after 2 weeks
FIRST BIG TRIP:genting.when i was still small
FIRST FLIGHT: genting also
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:no one la
FIRST TIME OUT OF THECOUNTRY? :3 yrs old
FIRST JOB:almost
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: don't care _________________________________________
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: twin!!! on her birthday!! <3
LAST CAR RIDE:yesterday
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:last year;last day of school!!
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: cannot remember leh.but i know it's with amanda
LAST FOOD YOU ATE:fried beehoon
LAST ITEM BOUGHT:starwberry chain
LAST SHIRT WORN:something black
LAST PHONE CALL :great.cannot remember
LAST TEXT MESSAGE:you wouldn't wanna know.people who wanna know tag my board lor.
LAST KISS:long ago
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: Keyboard la!!
LAST TIME AT THE MALL:day before
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FORSOMETHING:going to play pool
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mom!! bleah
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOURHEART:someone.some theory.tag my board
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLYHONESTLY HAPPY?:when i went out with twin before bbq

ok.how lame.but bored la.judy's starting on her 'who's that girl' 'tell me la'hahah

yesterday/
went tiong bahru market with my mother.typical auntie please.new market means MUST go!!cannot later in the month than go.tsktsk.i went because she told me we'll be going queensway in the end!! never go!!! so waste time please.i could have stayed at home and come online!! than went cousin's house.my cousin's daughter came! oh wells.nothing interesting.babies are all the same. was about to leave for queensway and....it rained!!!! -screams- so stayed there till 4+ than homed!!

today/
i don't know what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day.go queensway? don't know yet la.i need a new wallet, want that brown and orange adidas bag, want that converse shoes and want __ __ ___ ____ ___ :D go fill in the blanks people.maybe TWIN! will know the answer.

gonna meet twin tomorrow at 10.going swimming (:
i hope than whether's gonna be good.and mr sun decides to come out and visit me so that i can get tann.i don't care if i get burnt!!so i have to sleep early tonight la.must leave home early tomorrow.need to get something before going to meet twin :D

i'm not gonna try anymore
everything's just a dream,
including those words.
thanks for the wonderful dream you gave me.
and i've already woken up from the dream.

today's damn shit la!!!! but something made me happy though(:

went window shopping!!!
ah shit man!! i saw this adidas bag i really wanted la.it's brown and orange but my mother refuse to get it for me!! damn it! so went walking around.nothing much la.oh.i missed the 4.30 show!! >:( went tiong before going out.shit la!! i saw the last person i ever wanna see can!! damn!! super suay today la!! fuck it! cannot tahan la today.everything seems wrong!! esp seeing the last person i wanna see! bleah!!

world cup!! :D

i miss my twin /:

went for mel's chalet yesterday! fun fun!!!


tiong-ed early to buy things.that met mel, carmen, joyce and cheryl yeo.
headed to that chalet place.reached there around 2.than the bus was not there so we started to get worried.
me:why so long de?
carmen:because the bus only comes at 2.30 la!!
when we reached the place, they went bowling.me and joyce just sat there.after that went to play time crisis 3 and dytona :D than went play pool with cheryl.she damn pro la.ahahhah.damn fun la.than play play play.went to the chalet!!! :DD i like that particular chalet.only those present know why.hahah.cheryl hasd to leave at 7+ so we continued cooking and cooking.damn fun.and mel's mom is hilarious.very!haahah she called me mickey because i didn't hear her when she called me geraldlyn.hahhah.than yupp.oh! and we were all wearing dark coloured top!! mostly black!!
mel's cousin:why all the food so black one ah?
me:because black people cook thats why black la!
mel's mom and auntie started getting high over that sentence.

than went to watch tv.we were laughing when the 9pm show was being showed.laughing at someone and also the reaction of actors and actresses and the name, fa-ge.ok.you may not get it but never mind.inside joke.than went to bathe and play mahjong!! damn fun!!!me mel carmen and fer played and played.joyce was not interested so she just sat there and watched cartoon.played.joyce got tired so she slept on the sofa.than mel was tired too.so she went up to bed with joyce at 3+ near 4. me carmen and fer continued playing till 5.30am!hahahah fun! than we went to listen music till 6+ went up to catch some sleep.woke up at 7.went down to sleep.everyone was there.oh!when we went to sleep, me carmen and fer same room same bed.when we got inside the blanket, we started laughing like mad because the bed was cold and we used the wrong thing as blanket.nvm if you don't get it.than i woke up at 6+ near 7 and found out that carmen was missing!but i still went back to sleep.than woke up.went down to sleep cause almost everyone there.woke up.wash up and off to play pool!!! :D played till lunch time.ate abit.back to halet and mahjong again!!!till 4.30 than went off.before that fer talked to her mom and yupp.no more details! here not infomation counter!that's all for the past 2 days la!bye people!<3

i wished you were mine!(:

hello people :D
woke up at 9.20
thought i was late cause saw the missed calls fom fer.actually i'm not late la.than met eher at 9.50.walked over to cc to play badminton!! play till 12+ macs.lunched with carmen mel and joyce.wlked around.than went to pay bill than homed.slack around,talked to mel.and here i am!oh! and i'm all alone at home! :D mel's chalet tomorrow.will be mia for 2 days.
ok.nothing else for me to blog about.byebye!

i wished you knew/

yesterday;
nothing to do.woke up around 12+.
than went to swim at 1+.abit tann :D
i shall go sun tann soon man!!
ok.than got nothing to do.so practically slacked the whole day la.

today/now;
raining! :D
how nice.
suppsose to go out with carmen today.watch she's the man!! but nah.don't feel like going out.no mood all of a sudden and i'm lazy.i rather sit infront of com and stone.and listen music.go out must spend money.and my shares going down this few days so must wait till share go up than go out lor.i wnna watch alot alot of movies la.da vinci code, that car show, she's the man!! and alot la.cannot remember.i shall wait for dvd/vcd to come out that buy.can watch like siao.until spoil.hahaah.i talked to ah meimei just now.ok.so we're both _____ with the same person.

hmmm.maybe i'm not _____ but irritated la.yeah. heswntsahingstotgorheywa.cannot take it.and please. i'm no longer the slatmeitem.stop treating me like i'm the tslameitem.no longer.and if you
dtn'oawnanlatkotemofrhtesetrfooryuiemtinctshatnogeftetihyae.i won't force you to.if you think it's better this way.

wake up yeah?not everyone/no one's gonna let thing's be your way everytime.face the fact.getting angry when people walk out on you.than what about you?everynight before say ok.than the next morning you would wake up and say you don't wanna go any more with the aahh.i cannot stand it la.and you never thought how other's would feel.you'd only think about YOURSELF!you happy,you do this.you not happy,you do that.and please!you wanted to go out today was mainly to get your things.when you need people you'll ask them.if not people ask you till they die you also say no.everytime when people need you, you'll say no.aiya.no comments la.and please,get a life!and one thing! i'm different from others.they never reply means yes but that doesn't applies to ME.i never reply it's either because i don't know how to phrase it out or i wanna say it later.haiya.i shall stop here la.if not when people read and may think that i'm referring to them.oh wells.no comments on this type of people la.

better this way?

today was okok la.
went great world to meet my mother.
went op.bought things(like finally)
not really shopping la.
and i'm super depressed!!! my wallet spoil!!-screams-
omg!!! and i think i'm gonna get back the same one!! although abit old already but i don't mind!!!!!!omg. )':
and this time if i get i'll get the one where the coin part is zip one.in case the button comes off again.hmm.back to topic.shopping.i hall go shopping next week with my uncle and mother.and maybe get that adidas sling bag that i sooooooooooo want since last year!!!!!! haiya,i can't get over the fact that my wallet is spoiled!!! and carmen just told me!! they don't have it anymore?!?!? )': ok.back to topic.shopping.yes!! next week!! i will go. and i'll get everything i want? don't know la.hmm.shopping(window) with carmen on tuesday.might be watching she's the man(: i wanted to watch it so much ok!!! juSy tan say she wanna watch with me if i tell her who is _____.considering.ok maybe i'll just go with carmen. carmen makes a better option if i wanna watch she's the man.hmm.see first la.i shall wait for juSy tan to come online.if she gonna watch with me without having to tell her who _____ is than maybe i'll give up carmen and watch with her.but most probably will be carmen la.than i can go crazy with her over that show!!hahah.hmm.i still can't get over the fact that i spoiled my walllet!!! )': )':