i miss studying with mel!!
in harbour front macs, we use to seat under the tree and study.hurhur.
we would study, cam-whore abit, study, talked, study, gossip!! how i miss those days!! well.a least mel keeps her promise on studying with me unlike you! home is all you think about home /:
wells.bye people!

i use to delete all the msg except yours.

i only wanna go to the park with you, seat on the swing till night, and go star gazing with you.if i only i can.that's my wish for this year.only this.no more.

yay!! i finally went school!! went to help out open house :D
helped mrs ong.hurr.and in the end we get to bake cookies!! :DD
than went lunch with jiaping and mel.
mel and me thinks that seeing ____ is a very sian thing for us.hurhur.
she walked me to the bus stop.
took 65 and went to meet my parents at vivo /:
walked walked walked.
home.bathe.slept! :DDD

my hands are getting very bad /:
they got so jelly like when i was msging.
only like a few msg la.sigh.
my mother wants my phone!
she agreed to take my phone and change a new one for me!!! :DDD
but yeah.i've got to change it with her for 2 days first la ):

i hate it when you promise to go out,
it'll always be postpone, than no more.

i hate it when you msg me,
i never get a reply.

i hate it when you smile at me
it never last.

i hate it when you msn me,
it's always some question

i hate it when i get you replies on msn,
it's always short.

i hate it when we look at each other with that expression,
seems like we don't know each other.

i hate it when we call each other _____,
it always rings in my head.

i hate it when you ask me to msg you,
but never reply.

i hate it when i'm out,
i see you with ____.

i hate it when i see your back view,
walking away.

i hate it when i see you with ____ going out together after school,
it hurts me, alot.

i hate it when my friends see you outside,
and i don't.

i hate it when i have to wake up in the middle of the night,
to check if you've replied me.

i hate it when you ignore me,
because i'll always be near.

i hate it when i never get a reply,
i'll feel very empty.

i hate it when i go out with you,
cause we never talked.

i hate it when you see me and pretend you didn't,
i feel extra.

i hate it when i have to wait 168654165456 years,
just to get a short reply,and to see you offline after that.it's disappointing.



i like it when i have problem,
you'll be my listening ears.

i like it when i msn you,
you never take more than a minute to reply.

i like it when i msged you,
you reply.

i like it when i see you being so hapy,
i feel happy too.

i like it when you msged me,
to ask where am i because i told you i would be around there.

i like it when you give me advices,
everytime i've got problems with them.

i like it when you tell me about encounters you've had,
i feel honoured.

i like it when you tell me thing that you've never told others,
i feel so fortunate to know it.

i like it when you msged me in the middle of the night,
just to let me know something that i can know even on some other days.

i like it when you msged me,
and never take more than hours to reply.

i like it when i just signed in to msn,
msg from you just pop up.

i like it when you walked from all the way,
just to ask me something than smile and walk away.

i like it when we walked pass each other,
you would just stare with no expression and say nothing.

i like it when you criticise(?) me,
at least you know that i exist.

i like it when both of us say the same thing together,
it'll be at the same time.

i like it when we stare at each other,
and you msg me just to ask my results.

i like it when you ask about me,
because i know you care.

i like it when you cheered me up with jokes when i'm feel down,
i know you bother.

i like it when your reactions are slow,
it's just so funny.

i like it when you call me for no reason,
i like that feeling.

i like it when you ask me questions that i'm not sure of the answer,
i'll get to ask you back.

i like it when you complain to me about anything,
i just feel happy.

i like it when i said that i was cold on personal msg, and you asked me if i was okay,
i know i do exist in your world.

i like it when you ask me to study,
you do care about me.

i like it when you say hello to me,
it shows that i'm not invisible.

stupid elaine tan!!!
she doesn't wanna be in same class as us!!
fucker! she can just go and die man!!

HAPPY 7th MONTH LOO KAINING!! <3

we were so close.

than than drifting started.

than we were drifting apart.

and now, we're still drifting..

further further further and further

i wanna stop the drift

*SCREAMS*

the henderson sec band were just playing breaking free.

so out of tune la!! disturb my sleep only!!

i wanna go out.somewhere near will do.

it's alright even though if it's only tiong!bored bored.

i'm starting to miss school although it's just any other saturday.

how bad is that? what am i gonna do for the whole 2 months!?

damn!! holidays suck!

i'm so hating the sight of al of you /:

i'm sick of you, you , you, you and you!!!
go away!!

i'm a happy person.

4P!! thats what all we're in next year except for 2 of them.

yupp.no separations.everything's fine.

my class position maintained.

results still around the same.

nothing changes.

everything's very fine.

except for this something that i can't get rid off.

i wanna forget you. i don't wanna remember you.

that so special you, i don't think i can

i wanna forget all of you. i don't wanna remember anyone of you.

though you're all once important to me.

i wanna start everything new!!

it's so tiring /:

today's!!





monday's

monday was alright.quite boring la.but above was some of the pictures.

tuesday was boring shit!!

today!!! it was AWESOME!!! :D

took alot alot of pictures too!! hur.with kaining rachel samantha jiaping!!

it was damn fun la.in the morning, played stress with samantha.than with jiaping and rachel.we played 4 people one.hurhur.play play play.than mrs wong say only got 2 people retain!! the rest all made it!! :D than yeah.recess.went with shumei and people today!! i wanted to eat ice cream but no one accompany me lar ): than went up to clear room.but mrs low wasn't there so it was cam-whoring!! :D it was super fun and we're gonna do it agagin tomorrow!! :D

swear they're the bestest friend i've ever made in my life and i'm not lying at all!! they're really the best one!!and they've made this a really good year for me!! and this was a year filled with many many stuffs!they made me realise alot alot of things. good or bad.just say it!! they're the best la!!

i wanna thank you

-rachel

-jiaping

-kaining

-samantha

-elaine yeo

-shumei

and many many more la.although you're not mentioned here but yeah!! i swear they're really the bestest friend i've ever made in my secondary life!!and 3p's the best best bestest class!!! so much more better!

i remember when i once went into 3p, i hated it so so much!! i hated every single one of them! but now, i realise that they're actually the best class i've been in!! and i love every single one of them!<3>

i know you don't care.neither do i.

omg!!
wo de WU MING BAN is damn nice and sweet i swear!!
she wrote a post just for me!! <3

I LOVE MY

WU MING

BAN!! <3

the year is coming to an end.
less than 1 more week and it's holiday ):

so many people in 3p made this year really a good year for me :D
and i've made many many more goodie good good friends :D
well, at least they're all better than you.

i've got alot alot of things to say to alot of people la.
not according to anything.just anyone who comes to my mind.

RACHEL NG!- right.although she's always being some irritating shit but yeah.afterall, she's the one that i've spent most time with.the one that knows most of my stuff :D

KAINING!!-i think she's my BESTEST partner la. wo de WU MING BAN!! <3 color="#66ffff">without her, i bet chinese lesson will be boring shit la!! although she likes the colour i hate most -pink.okay.no link.
she always forget our date!! but nvm la. I STILL LOVE HER!! <3

SAMANTHA!-the worst partner!! hahah.everytime for nothing beat me till my legs are damn red!! hahah SILLY AND CRAZY!! she always remember the date but oh wells.hahah. SYF practices was super interesting with her around la.although i was very angry with her on 1 july!! hahah but she knows something for sure- I LOVE HER!! hahah

JUDY!-eeyerr.i tell you.she's the worst friend you can ever have man!! MY SWEET SWEET FRIEND, so not. okay la.she's nice.hahah. you know she lets me bully like siao everytime.i always don't let her sleep. but at the end of everything, she'll still be nice and help me take bag and help me with many many things.play heart attack with her!she'll scream instead of saying heart attack!!hahah.

JIAPING!-hee.she's not my partner or anything but she's the nicest friend ever!!! she'll do anything for you after you plead her just once. and whatever you do, she'll never get angry la!! tell me where you find such nice friend?

ELAIEYEO!!-hee.this girl here is the lamest friend la.her jokes are all oh-so-not funny but we'll just laugh at it unknowingly.hurr.try playing heart attack with her.she'll just put her hands in the middle when she attacks without saying anything.har.

SHUMEI!-hahah.she wants to be my RUNNING PARTNER but i rejected her.hahah.i don't wanna run with her la. and she likes just like a cat!!hahah.

SAMANTHA AND KAINING- my fellow ninjas!!! :D
samantha was the one who remembered the dates!!ahahah.

and to those not mentioned, you are still being loved.you're the one who made a total difference to my sec3 life.if i didn't drop, i would never knew that such good friends exist!! if i never drop, i wouldn't make good frineds like all of you but instead, still stuck with the same old people and i bet i'll have no one to turn to when i have troubles.and because of 3p, i realise that besides the eight of them, i would still have such good friends!

THANKYOU!!<3

but there's also others who make a difference to my life.

AMANDA TAN!-i tell you.she's white, tender, soft!! hahah.because she's my TOFU!! :D hurr.tofu have all the above right?hahah. everything would be boring if i never knew she exist!!hahah. right. i knew her for going 3 years already and i tell you something.she ROCKS, not.
hahahh.if she rock than i what.stone meh?

ANGIELINA!-she's the one i used to complain to.but now, i just don't have the chance to anymore!! although she ALWAYS like to say me until very rahh.but nvm la.hahah.

MELANIE!!!!- she rocks the most la!!! although she's 24/7 irritating but i love her alot alot!!! just get used to it and everything would be fine!! hahah.

i know, that you know i still care

tuesday.
went twin's house to swim! :D
it was nice!!
passed anyi her disc at 11+ got her to help us buy lunch :D
how nice of her.but! she forgot to take straws -.-
than swam again.bathed, play com, watched tv and went down to vivo! :D
we candy empire to check,not open yet! saw jolene there.
than went walk walk.bought drinks and went 3rd level!! <33
i love that place LUH!!
we sat and played water.than saw jolene again.
talked pictures and toy'r'us!!! <3 :D
took many kuku pictures again!!
nice la.will post when i feel like it.
than we went to try alot of clothes.hee
than went candy empire!it's open this time.
met jolene there again and again.hahah.
than we went to walk walk to try on more clothes!! :D
fun luh! mel went home and i met my mum.
walked ate went auntie's place.
they're deciding to go bangkok or genting!
BANGKOK PLEASE.

wednesday.
nothing much.woke up.went out for breakfast and bought cake!
home.slept.woke up went out for dinner.home.watche movie.sleep.

today.
bleah. it was rather bad in the morning.
i'm really sorry to rachel la.i've been venting my anger on her every morning. today, the councilers(?) never call us go up so we just sat at hardcourt lor.hahah.than went audi.geog paper frst!!
i've got a freaking 18/50 la.
than ss-->17/80
combined humans--->35/100[very bad]
combined science--->48.5/100[super bad]
maths--->40/100[very very bad]
fnn overall--->70/100 [second highest in mrs ong's class :/]
poa--->75.5/100[:D]

right.i hope very much to get promoted la.
even if it's to the not so clever class.and i want the whole 3p to go up together la.i don't want anyone to retain.i don't want the class to separate!! ):

vivo with bestie after school today!!
never walked alot cause she doesn't like the place ):
how bad luh.
we went adidas!!
i want that bag badly ):
i doubt my mum would get it for me laaarrrrr!!
than home!! bathe and tadah!!
okay.i'm gonna end soon.
i'm so tired!!

drastic changes can hurt friendship
a very good example is, you chinging to adapt to your class and me, hating the new you.
i want back the old you badly!!! )':
trust me, you're making me cry soon!!

hello people (:
school today was rather depressing /:
started off with assembly in the hall because of the haze.
than to audi to check papers.
was suppose to check geog.
but teacher wasn't here so ended up slacking.
than talked to mel awhile.
got back fnn;26.5/40
back to class and got back maths.
maths paper2;21/50
than ss was rather slacking too.
judytan is crazy over the picture of trecia and me crying /:
how mean right?
recess.i went with rebecca's clique today.
lalala.
i somehow feel happier
than went up.slack again.
talked to rachel.sigh.i almost cry i swear.lucky can hold back!!
walao.ginwei judy liling and trecia damn comical i swear.hahah.funny la.
went down for geog.
than back for mt.
mt paper2;46/70
mt compo;28/50
letter;13/20
oh wells.not bad la.

after school, VIVO with mel!! :DDD
we thought that candy empire might be open and guess what?!
it's open like tomorrow?! wtf la!! tomorrow lor.
we went lunch at yoshi!
wanted to get the matteress(?) float.
but didn't.walked around.lalala.
took photos but i'm lazy to load it up! :D
swimming tomorrow at mel's place early in the morning!! (:
takecare people!

you know i care

this is the more perfect one.hur :D
yesterday was more..not so good.cause got people face cut off.hurhur.

tomorrow's monday.
there's no school on tuesday and wednesday.
going mel's place on tuesday;candles at night
VIVO with the mother later.

i need my courage back

NICE?!!

i used to love this so.

passed my damn english! :D
checking paper.hahah.was fun la.that judytan give me bully until very /:
hahahah.than pe.sat around.recess.went with kaining they all today.
yes.i'm disliking someone.it might be forever, it might be just for the time
than poa.wtf la.after exams still must do homework.walao eh.than chem.worst!!also have to study /: assenbly was nonsense la.than mrs wong scolded rachel and xuewen for talking too much.ahahh.

went lunch with twin after school :D
but it ended up with my mother as well/:
than went to buy wrapping paper!!
than home than lalala and tadah!!
that stupid sharon ng has 'MY PRINCESS HOURS' but she's not interested /: WTH LA!!

you know, i just hate the way you act, the sight of you, the way you talk;you're just trying to talk like everyone else in your class, your attitude, your character, YOUR CHANGE. you were sucha good friend in the PAST.but do you think i am able to bring back the past!? i just want you to be like what you were in the past.you changed just to adapt to your class.thats what I SEE.but i don't know what's the real reason. you wwere never that !! but now, you look invisible to me/: i don't see you anymore):
and also, everything has changed i guess? i don't know.i only know that even if i were to go with you all, i won't be the last time me too.i'll just be invisible ):

damn the black friday!

sad to say, i hate almost all of you ):

maths 1.many people thought it was difficult.
oh wells.
GERALDLYN IS PREPARED TO RETAIN!! /:
break.i didn't know what was i doing la.
i screwed my bio paper up /:
everyone finished within like 30minutes la.
than stayed in school with angie waiting for time to pass by.
somehow,when i heard that you all are there, i didn't feel like going down.
went down to meet my mother. than had lunch.than home.I BAKED COOKIES AGAIN!! and i promise this time it's not as hard as the previous times!! :D than had dinner an tadah!!

samantha's having her dinner now!! :D
hahahah.nobody's online to play games with me LUH!!
well.i'm gonna find someone else to play now!! :D

holidays are coming.
i'm gonna spend 11 freaking days with MELANIE WONG! :D
i love her luh!!
and we're going VIVO CITY like everyday!! because there's candy empire!! :D yayness!!! I SO CAN'T WAIT!!

i didn't want this to happen, i onced loved all of you so much so much.
but now, i guess the sight of most of you just turns me OFF la.
almost all of you are getting on my nerves. i guess, one day, i might just leave and you all wouldn't even notice that i'm gone.
i'm just A NOBODY!

poa paper was first.
i've only myself to blame.
i took my own sweet time when i was doing my double entry.than i slowly looked at the trial balance! and i skipped it cause i didn't know how to balance it.than i went on to the general journal.i was still writing slowly.than to paper2.i realise time's sprinting. so, i rushed and rushed like mad.i couldn't balance my balance sheet.so i went on to do my bank reconciliation[mind you, my trial balance still not done] i was still doing it slowly. than i reslise it was like only 20 minutes left.i panicked and rushed like mad.[trial balance still not done] i was re-doing my trading. than people called to say there was error with bank reconciliation.so i had the time to count my trial balance again.sigh.still cannot.sigh.

break.than was ss.i was rushing through la.damn!! still cannot finish! sad larhhss!!! )': met twin and we went VIVO CITY!! ohh.that place is the love of my life i swear!!! there's CANDY EMPIRE!!! :D omg!!! i love it!! and the level 3!!! and the play court!!! ohmytian!!! i love!!!
than home la. :D

2 more days!! :D

it's nearing freedom!!
chem paper was a bit too difficlut for me la.
than break.zhenyi came over.talked laughed.
maths.i know how to do abit.and i got no time to finihs la.
left 5 more minutes only i was still at q8.there's still like graph to do.
when i was doing my graph, my hand was shivering like mad please/:
bused with zhenyi again.yay!!

i feel that you are all wasting my time la.
i don't even feel like seeing anyone of of you ):
is this the results of hanging out together for too long?