baked cookie again!!
this time it's cornflake cookie and it's yummylicious! :D
not hard!! :D i love it!! hee(:
i'm happy.
did nothing much today.
they're all going for obm/obs soon.
so it's left with me mel angie.
wells.and twin has got no choice but to be busy.WITH BAND!!
wth la! and she's gonna leave me all alone.
i'm uber bored la!! oh! oh! i wanna go eat happy meal okay!!!
they're giving strawberry shortcake toy!!!! <3333
i'm gonna eat happy meal tomorrow!!!
my sister's gonna celebrate her birthday in school tomorrow.
i was complaining how unfair it is and! my mother couldn't take it and asked me this
mother:you wanna celebrate is it!?
me:YES!!
mother:you call all your friend back to school la.than celebrate lor.
me:walao! holiday go back school just to celebrate?
mother:ya.you wanna celebrate what.
me:not like that la.
mother:than what?when your school haven't close i ask you wanna give goodie bag you say don't want.now you complain complain.
me:siao.i so old still want give goodie bag!lame la.
mother:orh.i know what you want.next year last day of school i help you celebrate in school okay.during recess at canteen okay?
me:but than it's during october leh.my birthday in november lor.
mother:haiya.you very noiysy la.
-.-'''
wth la!! where you get this type of mother! /:

i wanna watch 'my lovely sam-soon' okay!! i still have my cousin's vcd/dvd with me!! i shall watch it when i'm free!!! zhenxian is sooo cute!<3
ahahah!!! i'm gonna watch it again!!! :D

where'd you go?

9 more days

edit/
easier said than done.
tell me.who don't know that?
yeah.i wanna learn how to forgive and forget.
i've been really bring back those old problems la.
and i wanna learn how to listen more and talk less too!!
yeah.i need time!!!TIME!! maybe by next year, i'm gonna be a new person.
i wanna study! i wanna get nest year's book early!! and i'll start studying like some idiot! i wanna work la.i wanna go study!! STUDY PARTNER!! if you're reading this, hurry come up with a date and contact me soon okay! (:

rrahh!!
THE TOFUs ARE VERY IRRITATED NOW!!
so stop acting infront of us!!
yeah.tofu was also super duper uber irritated alrights.hahah.
beware! we're not any other ordinary TOFUs!! we're TOFUs that get very irritated once you do something to us.and we swear we'll get back at you!! ordinary TOFUs are soft, gentle and nice.but we're not! don't even bother to try!! WE'LL GET EVEN!!!
hurr.home the whole day.went out for lunch only.than home.my mother is addicted to chuzzle /: and she does not wanna let me use the com! >:(
the tofus are still irritated okay!! don't think we'll just let it pass! no way!!

edit/
i'm super bored la.maybe you all may patch up during the obs.you may twist the words and stuff to seem like i'm the on lying.oh wells.i'm prepared for the worst.

shopping with mel yesterday! :D
first stop was town.heeren.took prints and that was it.it was too boring.so we took a bus down to bugis.i went to buy earings.hurr.than ran in the rain to get to the other side /: she went to help her mom get mask.than down to vivo.walk walk walk.boring.oh! we finally got our bottle! yoshi than home!! twin! let's go out again one day!! go buy earings!!!
at night my fever came back luh /:
cannot go to food race! sorry kaining samantha shumei siqi!! ):
went to see doctor.yucks!!

fucking piece of shit
i thought we would be friends.best friends.
but in the end, i was wrong, so wrong.
i never knew you would say things like this.
and it's not like i don't wanna be 'loyal' right?
everytime when i'm with all of you, i get left out because some people just refuse to let me know things. and when you all talk about it during recess, ever thought of how those who don't know about it would feel. stay loyal.yeah right.just because you're still in the school right? what will happen to me after you've all graduate? obviously i've got to go with my friends right? i guess ashley and zhenyi choose the correct path from the beginning. and yeah.ever thought of the left out ones? all you know now is talk about super junior.and sighs.i don't know.i guess amanda is the only person i can talk to now.only she knows how i feel because she left, because she felt left out too.NOT BECAUSE SHE'S NOT LOYAL!

i don't know to go for food race or not.
my nose has been like a spoilt tap.and my cough is ):
how?

suppose to go sentosa yesterday but the lazy bone in me clled me to stay home. oh wells. yeah.i've finally decided to give motheer my phone ): but she's gonna get me a new one!! :D

i need a confrontation!!

don't come talk to me about loyalty

yeah.mel's house to swim in the morning.
out ot buy lunch than back to swim.swam till it rained.
went up to bathe.
we're bored so we decided to play monopoly!
so fun la.hahaah.we enjoy being in jail man! no need to pay still can earn.
hahahahha.than i left.yeah
sentosa tomorrow :D
SUN, here i come!

i miss mel
i miss tofu
i miss judy tan
i miss silly
i miss nameless
i miss elaine yeo
i miss you

i miss studying with mel.alot
i miss crapping with tofu!
i miss having chem lessons with judy, and her sickening voice
i miss arguing with silly
i miss having chinese lesson with nameless
i miss elaine's lame jokes
i miss everything of you

i miss studying with mel!!
in harbour front macs, we use to seat under the tree and study.hurhur.
we would study, cam-whore abit, study, talked, study, gossip!! how i miss those days!! well.a least mel keeps her promise on studying with me unlike you! home is all you think about home /:
wells.bye people!

i use to delete all the msg except yours.

i only wanna go to the park with you, seat on the swing till night, and go star gazing with you.if i only i can.that's my wish for this year.only this.no more.

yay!! i finally went school!! went to help out open house :D
helped mrs ong.hurr.and in the end we get to bake cookies!! :DD
than went lunch with jiaping and mel.
mel and me thinks that seeing ____ is a very sian thing for us.hurhur.
she walked me to the bus stop.
took 65 and went to meet my parents at vivo /:
walked walked walked.
home.bathe.slept! :DDD

my hands are getting very bad /:
they got so jelly like when i was msging.
only like a few msg la.sigh.
my mother wants my phone!
she agreed to take my phone and change a new one for me!!! :DDD
but yeah.i've got to change it with her for 2 days first la ):

i hate it when you promise to go out,
it'll always be postpone, than no more.

i hate it when you msg me,
i never get a reply.

i hate it when you smile at me
it never last.

i hate it when you msn me,
it's always some question

i hate it when i get you replies on msn,
it's always short.

i hate it when we look at each other with that expression,
seems like we don't know each other.

i hate it when we call each other _____,
it always rings in my head.

i hate it when you ask me to msg you,
but never reply.

i hate it when i'm out,
i see you with ____.

i hate it when i see your back view,
walking away.

i hate it when i see you with ____ going out together after school,
it hurts me, alot.

i hate it when my friends see you outside,
and i don't.

i hate it when i have to wake up in the middle of the night,
to check if you've replied me.

i hate it when you ignore me,
because i'll always be near.

i hate it when i never get a reply,
i'll feel very empty.

i hate it when i go out with you,
cause we never talked.

i hate it when you see me and pretend you didn't,
i feel extra.

i hate it when i have to wait 168654165456 years,
just to get a short reply,and to see you offline after that.it's disappointing.



i like it when i have problem,
you'll be my listening ears.

i like it when i msn you,
you never take more than a minute to reply.

i like it when i msged you,
you reply.

i like it when i see you being so hapy,
i feel happy too.

i like it when you msged me,
to ask where am i because i told you i would be around there.

i like it when you give me advices,
everytime i've got problems with them.

i like it when you tell me about encounters you've had,
i feel honoured.

i like it when you tell me thing that you've never told others,
i feel so fortunate to know it.

i like it when you msged me in the middle of the night,
just to let me know something that i can know even on some other days.

i like it when you msged me,
and never take more than hours to reply.

i like it when i just signed in to msn,
msg from you just pop up.

i like it when you walked from all the way,
just to ask me something than smile and walk away.

i like it when we walked pass each other,
you would just stare with no expression and say nothing.

i like it when you criticise(?) me,
at least you know that i exist.

i like it when both of us say the same thing together,
it'll be at the same time.

i like it when we stare at each other,
and you msg me just to ask my results.

i like it when you ask about me,
because i know you care.

i like it when you cheered me up with jokes when i'm feel down,
i know you bother.

i like it when your reactions are slow,
it's just so funny.

i like it when you call me for no reason,
i like that feeling.

i like it when you ask me questions that i'm not sure of the answer,
i'll get to ask you back.

i like it when you complain to me about anything,
i just feel happy.

i like it when i said that i was cold on personal msg, and you asked me if i was okay,
i know i do exist in your world.

i like it when you ask me to study,
you do care about me.

i like it when you say hello to me,
it shows that i'm not invisible.

stupid elaine tan!!!
she doesn't wanna be in same class as us!!
fucker! she can just go and die man!!

HAPPY 7th MONTH LOO KAINING!! <3

we were so close.

than than drifting started.

than we were drifting apart.

and now, we're still drifting..

further further further and further

i wanna stop the drift

*SCREAMS*

the henderson sec band were just playing breaking free.

so out of tune la!! disturb my sleep only!!

i wanna go out.somewhere near will do.

it's alright even though if it's only tiong!bored bored.

i'm starting to miss school although it's just any other saturday.

how bad is that? what am i gonna do for the whole 2 months!?

damn!! holidays suck!

i'm so hating the sight of al of you /:

i'm sick of you, you , you, you and you!!!
go away!!

i'm a happy person.

4P!! thats what all we're in next year except for 2 of them.

yupp.no separations.everything's fine.

my class position maintained.

results still around the same.

nothing changes.

everything's very fine.

except for this something that i can't get rid off.

i wanna forget you. i don't wanna remember you.

that so special you, i don't think i can

i wanna forget all of you. i don't wanna remember anyone of you.

though you're all once important to me.

i wanna start everything new!!

it's so tiring /:

today's!!





monday's

monday was alright.quite boring la.but above was some of the pictures.

tuesday was boring shit!!

today!!! it was AWESOME!!! :D

took alot alot of pictures too!! hur.with kaining rachel samantha jiaping!!

it was damn fun la.in the morning, played stress with samantha.than with jiaping and rachel.we played 4 people one.hurhur.play play play.than mrs wong say only got 2 people retain!! the rest all made it!! :D than yeah.recess.went with shumei and people today!! i wanted to eat ice cream but no one accompany me lar ): than went up to clear room.but mrs low wasn't there so it was cam-whoring!! :D it was super fun and we're gonna do it agagin tomorrow!! :D

swear they're the bestest friend i've ever made in my life and i'm not lying at all!! they're really the best one!!and they've made this a really good year for me!! and this was a year filled with many many stuffs!they made me realise alot alot of things. good or bad.just say it!! they're the best la!!

i wanna thank you

-rachel

-jiaping

-kaining

-samantha

-elaine yeo

-shumei

and many many more la.although you're not mentioned here but yeah!! i swear they're really the bestest friend i've ever made in my secondary life!!and 3p's the best best bestest class!!! so much more better!

i remember when i once went into 3p, i hated it so so much!! i hated every single one of them! but now, i realise that they're actually the best class i've been in!! and i love every single one of them!<3>

i know you don't care.neither do i.