there are soo many things i need to do

GET BESTIE'S PRESENT!!!
get my phone phone changed
find out where's the paper for chinese homework
do it
pack my room AGAIN

anyhows, getting phone changed is priority (:
but than bestie's presents are as important!! [die die cannot forget]
but! she's not in singapore on her birthday.so i can't send her a msg neither can i give her surprise ): and i don't know if she's going escape on 21 too!!! if she cannot than i'm gonna date her on 22.
phone phoNE PHONE!!!
either going tomorrow or saturday la
slacked home again whole day. suppose to go badminton with fer mel carmen joyce.but changed my mind due to some stuff la.come ask me and i'll tell you. yeah.went to the damn market with my mom /: than home and started slacking away. yay.my sister and i got tatoos.hahah. she got little mermaid one for first time la.than we decided to go down and get more.this time she get hello kitty! so i ask her to help me also la.and guess what! i got hello kitty too ): i wanted ppg or some others ): okay.so now we've got it all over us.she has it on her neck, face and leg,i got it on my hand and neck.hahah.wanted to bake cornflake cookie but! there wasn't any cornflake.not even at shop and save la! they only got big one.damn!so yeah.baking postponed to either tomorrow or sunday la.
yupp. there's only 11 more days to get bestie's present )':

made ic today.
was about to change phone when they said that my control line is not up to one year yet. so yeah.got to wait for my uncle lor.which is i don't know when already ): i want a new phone badly )': i'm gonna get it within this month somehow la!! but cause i;m not using a student plan so i've got to pay 199 la. almost 100 more can ): i could've got it for only 100!!! oh.my mother asked me again today.'so you want a bag or jacket?' wth la.how am i suppose to choose? i need a jacket badly and i want a bag badly too.

i miss melanie wong chu ting!! i miss fer too.but she's not replying my msges!!! rahh!!! and i think she's leaving for don'tknowwhere on 13 and coming back on 20.something like that la! means she won't be in singapore on her birthday!!!! nvm. i might be meeting her on the 21 for clique outing!! we're going escape man! but but! angie and blurko can't make it!! nvm ): no more time to waste la! and pray hard carmen can go.rachel too. mel's answer was:'my mother now say can.but later don't know lor' wth right? and i think she's coming back on the 20th too!! && she promised me my study session la!! ): nvm.after school open we're gonna study.under the tree!! hahahahhahah.inside joke. and we must seat under the tree.if not nothing get's into our head. we/i need cold cold environment to study!!so yeah. and twin needs me to study!! [whatever la] hahahah!!! and WE NEED SWEETS!! so yeah.under the tree is the best place i think.well. going off! toodles! <3

evil uncle is sooo evil.tsktsk. even more evil than i've thought.
i was telling her i don't know when the promotion ends and she replied: too bad! wth right? damn evil i swear /:
&&& i was telling her that i decided to xiang tong and be a happy person again. her answer: thank god. how evil right?! right? right? right?

i almost got my black and red adidas jacket on sunday!! damn! but they had no size. either too bad or too small. wth right? rahh!!! and my phone. i don't know when my mother's gonna get it for me luh ): evil uncle just went off! without saying bye! okay. i'm gonna make ic tomorrow. than yeah.maybe to look for jacket.

went to claim back my ez link today. than to tiong. POPULAR! went on stationary spree!! i got 3 pens and 1 pencil.and 3 books /: not really a spree right? i could have got more. i wanted that white and black board la.double sided one. my mom says no ): nvm. well. will be going on another spree :D yeah yeah. i've finally xiang tong. twin would be uber happy to hear this because she's been asking me to xiang tong ever since i told her something. yay twin. i've xiang tong already (: she's still at band camp la! we're going for satay steamboat, voodoo doll place, escape and many more places after she's out of band camp. hah!

i was already suspecting something when you said you cannot tell me. but anyway! i xiang tong already. so yeah! you're in my past.

my mother has agreed to get me 6233 music edition (:
finally alrights.
but, the problems is still here.
i don't want it!
fer! i'm online while you're not!
mel!!! please help me take away my problem la! and you know, this stupid girl's going for band camp! and leave me all alone. nvm.i've got fer!!
i need to scream my heart out!

friday night
baby are you sleeping
friday night
my heart is still beating
it's all right
open up your sleepy eyes
come alive, come alive on friday night

woke up at 1330
used com.slack around.
watched the pilot show!
mel passed it to me already!
oh.damn.i haven't went to take back my ez link card.
i shall go either tomorrow to get it back and also to try my luck for the pen cap and also to go get jacket.
tofu's left me all alone and went for china few hours ago!
judytan isn't online.
mel isn't online too.
fer isn't too!
oh man! ):
i'm still so super duper uber sad la.
i appeared alright when you told me about it when we talked.
but after you hang up, i couldn't take it anymore. and cried.
mel and judytan knows why.and only them. oh man!
don't try to force them to tell you what happen!

i wanna change com okay.
this com holds back too much memory for me.
everytime i seat infront of it i'll feel like crying la.
aoihsginweiuvgsv!#%$&@$^$&%vsidbugsaodvakin@^$%^&fasokihfsns@^%@#$%#$sdoihsv
fuck damn it!

baby just say goodnight

i'll be gone tomorrow

baby just close your eyes

i can't take the sorrow

baby just walk away

you know i can't stay

there's no easy way to say goodbye

so baby just say goodnight

-click 5

yupp.

everything has come clean.

i think my font is super big la.so i have to also make it tiny.nvm.when fer comes online i shall ask her for help.

fer and i think that ______ is very poor thing. oh wells.

when you told me, i needed to talk to someone else very badly.

but.tofu and evil uncle went off uber early.fer wasn't even online.and twin! didn't even see her online!! i cried last night after talking to you )':

geraldlyn's gonna forget you forever and ever! you're in her past. and history's never gonna repeat itself! i'm gonna leave you here at today and go to tomorrow all by myself.so you're just gonna be stuck at 01.12.2006 all by yourself in geraldlyn's mind! and she will move on by herself like how you moved on by yourself first.i'm gonna go ahead of you by 1 step! &&& geraldlyn's not gonna cry because of you again.

if you ask me to forget you, i'll say i've forgotten

if you ask me to remember you, i'll say i'll remember all my friends

!@$*%^(#@%$%&$E%^asfvbaknakjfbagnvoiaegfhafpolae0423u23!@#%#$^TDVSywdiohanvalof@#^%Wefvaiapwjd-gvmrjathwamofskmnf

fuck it!

ic plan was changed to another day.
lunch with twintwin at hong lim market.had curry chicken noodle (:
than to town.we walked from ps all the way to heeren.thats not very far la.we decided to catch a movie.so cine first.checked time.bought tix went to heeren to walk. went to watch movie!! OPEN SEASON!! :D
uber cute la.hahahahh.'partners? disgusting!' hahahhahah. i was super fascinated by it man! went to get the turn turn thing.i wanted the pen cap la.but than!!! the thing got stuck and my money keep coming out la /:
so yeah.wanted to go suntec to try.than than than!!! i found out i lost my ez link card! so yeah.went back to find.left my number.went to walk again.lazy to go into details la.mel bought jacket.i want it too!! but i want the other one!!! than yeah. saw many many nice nice christmas cards.i'm gonna get it.30 for $7.90 only la!!! yeah! my mother agreed to get me that jacket!! (: whatever la!! i'm feeling so damn down now la!!!
i'm sooo confused la!!!!!!!!!!!! oh oh!! on my way home, i turned back to say bye to mel and i saw a super duper uber scandalous act la! tsktsk.
there was this couple who frenched on the bus! my tian! &&& i saw everything la.BY ACCIDENT!

woke up at 12.thats not my lastest though.

the bald chuzzle
grown hair
the hair was about to grow so i made it bald again.hahah.

gonna make ic tomorrow!! and going to the voodoo doll place.than to beach road for fish soup! or maybe some other place la. yupp. i still haven't eaten happy meal yet!!!

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judytan is being sucha rocker, not. she promised to eat happy meal for 2 days already. and yeah. how can someone forget to eat happy meal.so lame right.haiyo.thats what that rocker told me la. and she calls me a aunty because i called her uncle. oh btw, we're the rockers la.hahah and amanda tan!!! must teach her how to SAY NO! hahahahh. yeah. i miss school. i miss amanda. i miss mel!! i miss angie i miss scolding xinyi. i miss calling joyce jenny. i miss ferrrrrrrr i miss carmen siew. i miss you

HAPPY 8th MONTH LOOKAINING!!!
we're suppose to go out while samantha's away la!! but you went missing and i couldn't find you!! rahh!!!

snip snap my hair today!! it looks uber bad now.lucky only twin's gonna see it! man! gonna make ic this thursday. i wanted to get pens and pencil today la.but! i forgot my popular card and my father was in a rush. oh wells. other day la. i'm uber sad about my hair now and some fuck shit refuses to stop talking la!! rahh!!
&&& JUDYTAN ISN'T ONLINE!!! ):
hurr.she promised me happy meal toy.ahahh.she says she's gonna eat from today onwards and give me all the toy she collect. i bet she'll just forget la. because she still owes me my mickey mouse plaster!!!

home till evening.
went out for fondue at marina square! (:
i just arrived at marina and i got defeated by my pumps /:

looks okay right? i got defeated by it la /:
went to get plaster! i wanted to get the snoopy one.but they don't have it. than still pain la.haiya.went for fondue. walked to suntec /: than walked around my father came to fetch.home.bathed and tadah! i still haven't eat happy meal la!!! i want that strawberry shortcake toy!!! rahh!! i wanna go eat soon!! mel!!! fer!!! don't go MIA anymore okay!!
mel called in the afternoon! and we talked! hahhah.we were exchanging songs.more like i give her songs la.
me:eh.you got london bridge?
mel:is falling down?
me:-.-'''whatever la!
damn whatever right?walao.
and carmen siew!!! we haven't got mid night talk for 12345678910 years already!! rahh!! i know when you have band already okay!! hahahah.
yay yay!! fer's gonna lend me many many shows!!the channel u 10pm piolet show and some ye man nai nai show.ahahhah!! my sister found out how you can make a chuzzle go bald okay! ahah.damn funny la. mel went to try it too!! aahahah.and she calls me a saddist /: we agreed that whever the both of us go out, we're not gonna take neos anymore. it's just too ex la. we're gonna have a formal clique outing soon!! and everyone's gonna go formal. oh! as for the escape one ah.amanda and fer can't make it on the 13.so yeah. it's changed to 20.people please update me soon on if you can or not okay! or maybe it'll just be cancelled and we shall do something better like shopping and EATING!! me amanda and mel, one day we're gonna go hunt food down.we're gonna eat stingray, satay, chicken wings! right amanda!? hahah.i was telling her all these last night and she was going hungry!!ahahah. yay!! judytan's gonna eat happy meal and give me the strawberry shortcake toy! but i think wait till she give me, i've already had it la! and she still owes me mickey mouse plaster since 5479562069476 years ago!! okay! she just promised me that she'll go eat happy meal and collect the toy for me!! (: how nice right?

'takecare' it sounds so different from others when it comes from you (:

lunch with mel and angie!!! we forgot to ask xinyi!! angie got me a cake and a box of apple ring with a crunchie inside!!! :D THANK YOU!! and ashley gave me a card/paper or whatever you call that!! but yeah.it was crumpled and stuff!! but never mind!! i'll post the pictures soon!!
after that, vivo with my parents. got my school shoe /: too early right? and my mother finally got me the brown adidas shopping bag!! and my uncle agree to get me the black and red adidas jacket.when there's sales cause it's fucking 129 bucks la! yeah.shopping yesterday night too.went to look for presents but failed.ended up getting same wallets as my cousin and sister! and it's orange!!FER! it's orange! yeah.you're in obs now la. wanted to go crumpler but! it was closed already!! damn! should i get the black and red adidas jacket or a green crumpler!? hmm.see how's my collection tomorrow first la! (:
went chalet but back because my mother's not staying over and yeah.
i went there, and when i went to give back the trolley thing and walking back to the room, guess who i saw.hah.sharon ng!
and my sister forced me to bring her to swim la.it's was so warm la!!!

thank you everyone who wished me.
thank you angie for the cake and stuff and accompanying me this afternoon!!
thank you mel for accompanying me too!!
thank you kaining for the msg!
thank you ashley for the paper!! COMPLAINS!!<3
thank you everyone who wrote me a testi!!

14 has been a great one!! good things bad things everything!! good friend bad friends everyone!!!

and to you!!
you can just go and die already!! i'm super duper uber disappointed with you la!! i don't care anymore! yeah.you thought i was getting married when i wrote 'tomorrow! (:' as my personal msg! yeah.you think it's funny huh? i tell you! it's bloody ridiculous alright? stupid dickhead! empty promises is what you do. and yea.if you're trying to avoid me thinking that i still like you!! hahahahahah.don't waste time la.because i've long ago stopped wasting time on you.

yesterday night, i suddenly thought of something carmen said long long ago. it was during last year's flag day period.ahahah.and it was damn funny la! i was laughing to myself.and this was what happen:
after flag day last year, amanda and carmen wanted to go out.mel and angie too.so it's two different groups.but than i decided to go with mel and angie because i was quite irritated with amanda at that time.[but of course we're alright now!!TOFU] than than.they called me angie and mel but we didn't wanna answer.ahaha.than when we called back, decided to meet at heeren but they went of to tiong.so we called and called them.but yeah.they were with sharon and gang.so they got sharon to answer the phone
me:hello
her:hello
me:where's amanda?
her:ohh.my phone spoil so amanda lend me her's!
me:okay lor! [so stupid right]
so we called carmen
me:hello
____:hello
me:where's carmen?
____:ohh.she dropped her phone and it's with me now.
me:huh.don't fake la.
____:really.
me:hang up.thinking that it's real[how dumb la]
used mel phone and they still got sharon they all to aswer.so fine. we just continued walking around.
this was what happened.

after a few days, had mid night talk with carmen.
carmen:you know we went macs that day.
me:orh.
carmen:with sharon and ____
me:orh.
carmen:you never go.so sad right?
me:lucky i never go.if not i will just go home.
carmen:haiya.than amanda and sharon went to get ice cream leh. left me and ____ lor. so awkward.
me:ahahahah.
climax-
carmen:walao.than she told me she wanna burp.
me:than what you say?
carmen:i say 'orh'
me:huh?
carmen:than what you want me to say? burp with her or what? ask her how many times she burp already? or i count how many times she burp?
me:ahahahahahha!!!!! don't be sick la
carmen:than!?
me:keeps quiet.
carmen:eh.if you go ah.than i will be very extra leh.
me:siao.
carmen: if you go, than when sharon and amanda went to buy ice cream ah, i will say what you know?
me:what?
climax-
carmen:i will say 'eh! just now ah.i dropped all my things outside just now! i go and pick up now okay!' hahahahhahahaha
me:ahahhahha! okay.stupid!!
yeah.and i was laughing at this part the whole night la.hahahah. how dumb right.!

okay! when tofu's back, we'll be going to airport early for breakfast, than either go town or escape!! can't wait!
oh oh!! clique people!! if you're reading this, 13 of december, we'll be going escape together!! make yourself free alright? for now, thats the date!! there maybe further changes!!!

shopping and making ic with mel and angie on 30th!!!


fuck shit!
my father thinks i'm bloody attached!! to a girl![yeah.laugh all you want] /:/:/:/:/:
yeah.like to who la? hur? who will want me?
just because rachel ng called.my sister asked who.so i was like.why you so kaypoh! and it starts.wtf la.even if i tell my sister who is not like she will know who right? damn it la!! my sister gets me into trouble all day la!! fuck fuck fuck!!! i wanted to get a book yesterday and my sister was like telling my father.aiya! she read one page only one la.than she will go sleep already!! damn you fuck shit!!! she gets me into trouble all day long!! damn damn damn!!!and my father wants me to end 'it' yeah.funny right? HAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAH. like end what? 'it' didn't even start how to end? stupid shit!! only believe her all day long! fuck hell!!! stupid fucking idiot shit!!! yeah.and i wouldn't even wanna get attached larrhhh!!!! please lor!!! stupid! he keeps saying he got young before and knows what i'm thinking!! hello? i'm girl!! and you're a guy!! how do you know what the hell i'm thinking? and whatever you're thinking is in your years,not my years!!! damn!! my birthday also wanna find fault with me!!!

tomorrow is the day :D

mel has been very super busy qith band! angie found job. sigh.
i'm so lonely okay!!! rahh!!!
and it's so not okay!!!
i don't want whatever that happened in my dream to happen!
please!! it's horrible okay!! I DON'T WANT!!
come out, i surrender!

HAPPY 7th MONTH SILLY!!! <3

silly!! you're leaving for obm tomorrow!! )': takecare alrights!? (:

i hate it when children don't listen to me okay! my neighnbour's at my place now and he's getting on my nerves ):<>

samantha's leaving tomorrow.sally, tofu and alot alot more people are leaving on monday!! my tian! i'm gonna miss them like mad la!!! )': but than, my twin's here with me.angie wants to go out on 23rd!!!!!!! :DDD damn! i'm not feeling excited to leave 14!! maybe it's because we;ve been living with the same person and same certain type of place and due to certain problems in mind now.sigh.emo partner agrees with me. damn! my neighbour is totally getting on my nerves!!! my god!! emo partner thinks i can't be a teacher ): nvm.i don't intend to be one too. everyone's gonna leave tomorrow/monday!! it's left with me angie mel ))): i'm like so sad now la.sally calls me a moron because she hinks that i laugh at myself when i told her i laughed to myself! stupid idiot! sally!! whose the moron now? man!!! CAN OBM/OBS BE CANCELLED?!?!?! ohmytian!!! )':

baked cookie again!!
this time it's cornflake cookie and it's yummylicious! :D
not hard!! :D i love it!! hee(:
i'm happy.
did nothing much today.
they're all going for obm/obs soon.
so it's left with me mel angie.
wells.and twin has got no choice but to be busy.WITH BAND!!
wth la! and she's gonna leave me all alone.
i'm uber bored la!! oh! oh! i wanna go eat happy meal okay!!!
they're giving strawberry shortcake toy!!!! <3333
i'm gonna eat happy meal tomorrow!!!
my sister's gonna celebrate her birthday in school tomorrow.
i was complaining how unfair it is and! my mother couldn't take it and asked me this
mother:you wanna celebrate is it!?
me:YES!!
mother:you call all your friend back to school la.than celebrate lor.
me:walao! holiday go back school just to celebrate?
mother:ya.you wanna celebrate what.
me:not like that la.
mother:than what?when your school haven't close i ask you wanna give goodie bag you say don't want.now you complain complain.
me:siao.i so old still want give goodie bag!lame la.
mother:orh.i know what you want.next year last day of school i help you celebrate in school okay.during recess at canteen okay?
me:but than it's during october leh.my birthday in november lor.
mother:haiya.you very noiysy la.
-.-'''
wth la!! where you get this type of mother! /:

i wanna watch 'my lovely sam-soon' okay!! i still have my cousin's vcd/dvd with me!! i shall watch it when i'm free!!! zhenxian is sooo cute!<3
ahahah!!! i'm gonna watch it again!!! :D

where'd you go?

9 more days

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easier said than done.
tell me.who don't know that?
yeah.i wanna learn how to forgive and forget.
i've been really bring back those old problems la.
and i wanna learn how to listen more and talk less too!!
yeah.i need time!!!TIME!! maybe by next year, i'm gonna be a new person.
i wanna study! i wanna get nest year's book early!! and i'll start studying like some idiot! i wanna work la.i wanna go study!! STUDY PARTNER!! if you're reading this, hurry come up with a date and contact me soon okay! (:

rrahh!!
THE TOFUs ARE VERY IRRITATED NOW!!
so stop acting infront of us!!
yeah.tofu was also super duper uber irritated alrights.hahah.
beware! we're not any other ordinary TOFUs!! we're TOFUs that get very irritated once you do something to us.and we swear we'll get back at you!! ordinary TOFUs are soft, gentle and nice.but we're not! don't even bother to try!! WE'LL GET EVEN!!!
hurr.home the whole day.went out for lunch only.than home.my mother is addicted to chuzzle /: and she does not wanna let me use the com! >:(
the tofus are still irritated okay!! don't think we'll just let it pass! no way!!

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i'm super bored la.maybe you all may patch up during the obs.you may twist the words and stuff to seem like i'm the on lying.oh wells.i'm prepared for the worst.

shopping with mel yesterday! :D
first stop was town.heeren.took prints and that was it.it was too boring.so we took a bus down to bugis.i went to buy earings.hurr.than ran in the rain to get to the other side /: she went to help her mom get mask.than down to vivo.walk walk walk.boring.oh! we finally got our bottle! yoshi than home!! twin! let's go out again one day!! go buy earings!!!
at night my fever came back luh /:
cannot go to food race! sorry kaining samantha shumei siqi!! ):
went to see doctor.yucks!!

fucking piece of shit
i thought we would be friends.best friends.
but in the end, i was wrong, so wrong.
i never knew you would say things like this.
and it's not like i don't wanna be 'loyal' right?
everytime when i'm with all of you, i get left out because some people just refuse to let me know things. and when you all talk about it during recess, ever thought of how those who don't know about it would feel. stay loyal.yeah right.just because you're still in the school right? what will happen to me after you've all graduate? obviously i've got to go with my friends right? i guess ashley and zhenyi choose the correct path from the beginning. and yeah.ever thought of the left out ones? all you know now is talk about super junior.and sighs.i don't know.i guess amanda is the only person i can talk to now.only she knows how i feel because she left, because she felt left out too.NOT BECAUSE SHE'S NOT LOYAL!

i don't know to go for food race or not.
my nose has been like a spoilt tap.and my cough is ):
how?

suppose to go sentosa yesterday but the lazy bone in me clled me to stay home. oh wells. yeah.i've finally decided to give motheer my phone ): but she's gonna get me a new one!! :D

i need a confrontation!!

don't come talk to me about loyalty