outing tofu and fer yesterday was (:
met tofu for breakfast.she kept changing the time la!
walked to bus stop.met fer there!! hhahah. fer came to meet us for breakfast. i was damn full la.i should have taken happy meal instead. walked walked walked. we're gonna get present on friday. than bused to town. i broke my record okay! i went town for less than 5 minutes and left town to suntec.see! WHAT A RECORD! than went to get clique's present.hahahah. than bused home. shopping later (:

i've got 2 minutes to update.
puting with carmen was cancelled.
tofu outing tomorrow!!
okay!
gtg already!

TWIN HAS CAME BACK/ COMING BACK TODAY!!!
but i don't know what time.
&&& fer's coming back tomorow!!

going out with carmen siew tomorrow.but she's yet to confirm with her mother.wth.just pray hard it doesn't rain tomorrow.
suppose to have breakfast with carmen today.but it was raining so we just went back to sleep (: and when christmas is over, twin and i will start studying. and when school starts, tofu and i will be staying back in school to study (: tofu is watching lovely samsoon and leaving me all alone! rahh!! oh! my nephew shraes the same birthday as fer and joyce.hahahah. totally random.
I MISS MELANIE WONG!! )':

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when i'm bored, i can blog up to more than 3 times a day okay! i'm waiting for the 9 o'clock to start.than after that, it's 2hrs teevee for me(: 11 online again, 2 hrs than teevee for 1 hr than sleep! tomorrow.and carmen siew hasn't comfirm with me yet.wth.
oh!
yesterday i asked amanda, carmen and judy this:
there's a war going on. weapons are being used here and there.but than, it's still called a COLD WAR.why?
i thought of 2 answers.but i decided to use the lame one.hahahah.
and amanda gave me the not lame answer.hahahah
so the answer is.
1st: the country is a very cold place.all the soldiers are only wearing their uniform and they're all feeling very cold.so isn't it a cold war?
2nd:cold war means not talking to each other.so, have you ever seen enemies talking to each other?

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i'm on the verge of breaking down /:
amanda and uncle tan ain't online for me to talk to.
CARMEN SIEW THAT IDIOT HAS YET TO CONFIRM WITH ME ABOUT TOMORROW!! thats what i'm feeling uber irritated about la. i feel so helpless okay.and she's not replying my msges!! what exactly am i suppose to do at home? still go down and meet her at 1230 or stay at home and sleep till i wake up.or wait for her to call tomorrow!?! rahh!!! or what.just go down, wait wait wait and wait only to know that she's not going out anymore!!! mytian! i need help man! i'll love the person so os much if he/she helps me now. rahh! >:(

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FER!!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JOYCE!
my ipod ear piece died on me yesterday /:
talked to miss siew from 12am till 6 (:
hahahah.than we went to sleep.and wwe're going breakfast tomorrow.i think.than wednesday we're going out. my mother doesn't wanna get that shade for me! rahh!! talking last night ws (:D it was so fun la.we talked about last time.hahahahlazy to go into details la.yupp.
might be going out later.although i might not get my shades but.i maybe getting my web cam.wells.i would prefer a shade la.you see.carmen doesn't have one.mel doesn't.tofu doesn't.only fer and rachel. whats the point.

I NEED SHOPPING SERIOUSLY!! ):
my mom has no reason to NOT go shopping with me because:
1) i don't really shop for CLOTHES!
2)i don't really have alot of things to buy. except for that SIX shades(:
3)even if i see something i really like and it's really ex, i'll still be using my own money!!!!!
4)i only like WINDOW SHOPPING!!! because if i go shopping, i can't remember what i wanna get so in the end it'll only be a few things. and besides, i've already got my jacket!!!
SEE!!! there are so many reasons why mom should go shopping with me!!!!! because after all, I'LL BE USING MY OWN MONEY!!!damn!

now, it's either phone/crumpler/keep
i really can't make up my mind.if i get a crumpler, i'll have to wait till after new year.if i get a phone, i'll have to use my own money again.if i keep, i'll be rich (: hahahah.than i can start using my nets to buy things. maybe for now, i should just get my shades and that dress(: yes.i shall just keep it. and plus, i need to go christmas shopping ):
CARMEN SIEW JIAYI shall have the honour to go shopping with me (:
it's been more than a year since we went out.tsktsk.and for tofy, she wants to go airport on 27.i'm not sure if i'm free.
so for now,
20-shopping with CARMEN SIEW JIAYI
22-outing with FER (:
25-celebrations at auntie's place
27-airport with tofuuu

twin's leaving/left today )':
how sad right? i hope there's shopping later.
i've d/l the new version of itunes and it looks kinda weird /:
and also the 1.3 version into my ipod.it states 'music videos' in it.hahahah.but i've yet to try it.i hope it works. not getting phone till may2007 ): at least i need not pay. and there's chances of me getting another bag (:
shopping shopping shopping shopping shopping!!!
i want shopping!!

happy feet but cancelled.
i wanna get back to school. holidays are BORING!
gwc than town.
got nothing today. happy feet changed to tomorrow. and going mid night shopping as well.afternoon going chinatown. yupp.i lead a boring life.and my life is only like com, phone, teevee, sleep, eat, shopping, MELANIE WONG/: whathell right? go break up the words la. boring boring boring. i'm gonna get back to my teevee soon.
CLIQUE!!
bbq/steamboat soon okay!!

i'm waiting for miss melanie wong.
she's still changing!! wth okay.
since she's still changing, than i'll blog lor.nothing to do.
okay okay.she's ready.toodles!

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outing again.ikea first.brunched.spaghetti and meatballs! :D
walked around.
aim: photo frame and bottles.
in the end:NOTHING!
twin was super irritated.hhahah. supposed to head to town next.but 961 came first so we went concourse first. went to the 'toys' level.hhahah. i got that whistler thing.hahahah.the turn turn turn than pull one.and straws!! hahahah.twin doesn't know how to play the thing. than she went down to get her star.i was playing it la.and she was getting irritated.she didn't wanna know me la.yupp.than walked to beach road.the voodoo doll place.than from beach road we walked all the way to bugis to take a train down to town! yupp.ps first.than down to heeren.walked.bought gummes under the influence of melanie wong. than to cine! I GOT MY PEN CAP!!! like finally! than walked around.we were feeling uber uber bored.sat infront of bk.than took bus home.we wanted to hop on to any bus la.than melanie wong!!!so yeah.bused home. dinner, wrapped my books and stuff la.yupp.i wanna go get more strawberry shortcake stuffs la! the files, and many many more things. oh.i got more voodoo dolls.me and twin got one same one.i wanted to get back my lime green one but a bit waste money.already have.so yupp.we're going back there again (:
there are many many details but i'm lazy to go into them la.you can try twin's blog.

went schools to get books.with twin (: THANKS MAN!
than we decided to go GWC. had yoshi.i think the donut ice cream was nice.but cannot finish. than wlked around.i was looking for christmas cards again.
me:mel! which one?
mel:this one la
me:don't want.
mel:this one lor.
me:don't want.
after many times of this type of conversation,
mel:haiya.you go home get the taka vouchers from your mom tomorrow than we go buy la!!!
me:ya hor! eh you very smart leh!
mel:whatever la.

she was soo smart okay! gonna get presents tomorrow. i don't like to get christmas presents.i don't know why. i'ma selfish person.hahahah i like to keep the money for myself /: we're going ikea, town, beach road. and yeah.i'm gonna look for more strawberry shortcake stuff (:
anyway, after we went gwc, ate, walked around. deided to go my house, put the books down and mel's house to bake! yupp.we baked the cornflake cookie!! :D than yupp.her godfamily came back.we sewed our own version of ugly dolls.hahahahah. but she calls it a gingerbread doll.damn evil! than went tiong! and!!!
HER GODMA WORE MY SLIPPERS OUT!!!!!
wth okay.and we were wondering where the hell it was. -.-zzz so i've got to wear her slippers and give it back to her tomorrow.went tiong.walked walked walked.we got our monkey!!manage to get something.than mel went home, went to meet my mother. walked walked walked. than homed! bathe, ate, watched teeveee and here i am!!! i shall go for presents and clothes hunting tomorrow.although i've said i don't like to get presents for people.and most important! strawberry shortcake stuffs!!! i'm gonna meet twin at 11 tomorrow.i better go sleep early (:

my father's off today! (:
went juring east to swim /:
than yeah.imm.was feeling uber cold la.
than walked walked.went giant! i love super market spree (:
yupp.
i'm gonna have to start studying soon.and DO MY CHINESE HOMEWORK!! one day write one word also good.
anyways.gonna bake soon.
and! should i go to mel's place for christmas?
sighs.this is so shit man! but than again, i think if i go i'll feel uber.../:
i don't know la.shall see again. i'm gonna meet her this wednesday for shopping(: and when she comes back, we're gonna study.hahah.it sounds crazy but yeah.studying with her IS crazy. yupp (:

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i wrote SANTA a letter 2 days ago and i got a reply today!!

Last Christmas-Hillary Duff

i almost got my phone today.
but due to laziness ):
how sad right? but than it was really warm and there was still a distance to the damn bus stop la.i rather change it next week. but than the music edition one everywhere like no stock leh! maybe i shall get it around christmas. last christmas by hillary duff is nice.hmm. gonna bake tomorrow :D either tomorrow or tuesday la.cause i'm meeting twin on wednesday! and we're not gonna bother to wear nice nice.we're just gonna anyhow wear. maybe fbts and t shirt

samantha cher is irritating the shit out of me! /:
she keeps asking me about phones.like i work at nokia -.-
i'm soo gonna get 6233 music edition la.i'm gonna sacrifice(?) my bigger crumpler for it ): anyways, went for my auntie's birthday lunch. vivo, there's gonna be singtel at vivo! and my mom says when it opens, i can get my phone (:
okay. than home to watch the star awards.nice nice (:
tofu's coming back tomorrow.i think. fer's gonna leave on 13.mel on 16 ): major sadness. and and!! i realise my neighbour/from young friend whom i'm not talking to now looks like yuyang from css.hahah.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KAINING! woke up at 1plus.
4 plus went out to meet uncle.okay.my mom says that i'll be able to change phone once the stocks comes in.wells. went tiong -.-
walked around.and yeah.home.
i'm gonna call twin later and talk to her!

it's raining ):
i was woken up by cats fighting la! tsk.
later later.
maught be going to change phone.than go out for presents shopping.christmas and birthday!
and eew.the rain is getting heavier /:
heavy rain = no shopping/later shopping.
but since it's the christmas seasons, late shopping is fun!
i'm gonna get christmas cards. but! that time i went out with twin and saw a really nice one.but didn't get cause we were on budget. few days later when i went back with my mum, it was sold out -.-
so i'm gonna try vivo someday.maybe on 22.cause cause!! i'm going there with bestie!! (:

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twin and i have got the same blog skin now.just that the colour wise a bit different la.but over all, blogskin is the same(: i asked twin to help me change colour and placing but she kinda screwed my fonts up la /: but nvm.

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1 day, 3 posts.
out just now. got my adidas jacket (: red and white :D
might not be getting my phone so soon anymore.maybe next year /: and my uncle is super contradicting.
me:let's go change phone.
uncle:whose gonna pay?
mother:herself la.
while lining up, i saw the notice that 6233 is out of stock.so went dinner.
uncle:why she wanna change phone?
mother:haiya.that one got a bit siao siao already.better faster change.
uncle:but than not yet 2 years right? must pay extra hundred.
mother:ya lor.
uncle:haiya.don't change la.wait till this coming may, two months finish than we change to starhub la.than get free one.
me:haiya.anything la.
uncle:change already than by package than one month 70 plus than got free laptop.i chnge laptop than give you lor.than you give me the com you having la.
me:*keeps quiet*
walks by singtel.
mother:eh.when the stock coming in ah?
person: 1 or 2 weeks time? wanna make a reservation?
mother:want or not?
me:haiya.don't want la.
uncle: you say wanna change than don't wanna make reservation?
me and mother:walao! you are the one who say wanna change to starhub!!
uncle:hahahahahh!!!
damn contradicting right?wth la. so yeah.next may. or maybe soon. don't know don't care la. haiya! after bugis, went vivo.it was already like 940 la.so yeah.reached there.less than half an hour, 'let's go home!' wth right? hahahh. out with twin next week, with bestie the next next week (: than studying week with twin (:

CLIQUE CLIQUE PEOPLE!!!
attention okay! [if you're not one of the happypeople than get off!]
anyways, the escape outing shall be changed to a sentosa outing! yeah. further details are gonna be up again.and if almost everyone don't want/can't go, i think we might have to change the next outing to next year yeah cause for this outing, xinyi and angie can't come and i haven't received reply from a few people.so yupp. and please, if you have the password and user to the clique blog please tell me. thankyou.

there are soo many things i need to do

GET BESTIE'S PRESENT!!!
get my phone phone changed
find out where's the paper for chinese homework
do it
pack my room AGAIN

anyhows, getting phone changed is priority (:
but than bestie's presents are as important!! [die die cannot forget]
but! she's not in singapore on her birthday.so i can't send her a msg neither can i give her surprise ): and i don't know if she's going escape on 21 too!!! if she cannot than i'm gonna date her on 22.
phone phoNE PHONE!!!
either going tomorrow or saturday la
slacked home again whole day. suppose to go badminton with fer mel carmen joyce.but changed my mind due to some stuff la.come ask me and i'll tell you. yeah.went to the damn market with my mom /: than home and started slacking away. yay.my sister and i got tatoos.hahah. she got little mermaid one for first time la.than we decided to go down and get more.this time she get hello kitty! so i ask her to help me also la.and guess what! i got hello kitty too ): i wanted ppg or some others ): okay.so now we've got it all over us.she has it on her neck, face and leg,i got it on my hand and neck.hahah.wanted to bake cornflake cookie but! there wasn't any cornflake.not even at shop and save la! they only got big one.damn!so yeah.baking postponed to either tomorrow or sunday la.
yupp. there's only 11 more days to get bestie's present )':

made ic today.
was about to change phone when they said that my control line is not up to one year yet. so yeah.got to wait for my uncle lor.which is i don't know when already ): i want a new phone badly )': i'm gonna get it within this month somehow la!! but cause i;m not using a student plan so i've got to pay 199 la. almost 100 more can ): i could've got it for only 100!!! oh.my mother asked me again today.'so you want a bag or jacket?' wth la.how am i suppose to choose? i need a jacket badly and i want a bag badly too.

i miss melanie wong chu ting!! i miss fer too.but she's not replying my msges!!! rahh!!! and i think she's leaving for don'tknowwhere on 13 and coming back on 20.something like that la! means she won't be in singapore on her birthday!!!! nvm. i might be meeting her on the 21 for clique outing!! we're going escape man! but but! angie and blurko can't make it!! nvm ): no more time to waste la! and pray hard carmen can go.rachel too. mel's answer was:'my mother now say can.but later don't know lor' wth right? and i think she's coming back on the 20th too!! && she promised me my study session la!! ): nvm.after school open we're gonna study.under the tree!! hahahahhahah.inside joke. and we must seat under the tree.if not nothing get's into our head. we/i need cold cold environment to study!!so yeah. and twin needs me to study!! [whatever la] hahahah!!! and WE NEED SWEETS!! so yeah.under the tree is the best place i think.well. going off! toodles! <3

evil uncle is sooo evil.tsktsk. even more evil than i've thought.
i was telling her i don't know when the promotion ends and she replied: too bad! wth right? damn evil i swear /:
&&& i was telling her that i decided to xiang tong and be a happy person again. her answer: thank god. how evil right?! right? right? right?

i almost got my black and red adidas jacket on sunday!! damn! but they had no size. either too bad or too small. wth right? rahh!!! and my phone. i don't know when my mother's gonna get it for me luh ): evil uncle just went off! without saying bye! okay. i'm gonna make ic tomorrow. than yeah.maybe to look for jacket.

went to claim back my ez link today. than to tiong. POPULAR! went on stationary spree!! i got 3 pens and 1 pencil.and 3 books /: not really a spree right? i could have got more. i wanted that white and black board la.double sided one. my mom says no ): nvm. well. will be going on another spree :D yeah yeah. i've finally xiang tong. twin would be uber happy to hear this because she's been asking me to xiang tong ever since i told her something. yay twin. i've xiang tong already (: she's still at band camp la! we're going for satay steamboat, voodoo doll place, escape and many more places after she's out of band camp. hah!

i was already suspecting something when you said you cannot tell me. but anyway! i xiang tong already. so yeah! you're in my past.

my mother has agreed to get me 6233 music edition (:
finally alrights.
but, the problems is still here.
i don't want it!
fer! i'm online while you're not!
mel!!! please help me take away my problem la! and you know, this stupid girl's going for band camp! and leave me all alone. nvm.i've got fer!!
i need to scream my heart out!

friday night
baby are you sleeping
friday night
my heart is still beating
it's all right
open up your sleepy eyes
come alive, come alive on friday night

woke up at 1330
used com.slack around.
watched the pilot show!
mel passed it to me already!
oh.damn.i haven't went to take back my ez link card.
i shall go either tomorrow to get it back and also to try my luck for the pen cap and also to go get jacket.
tofu's left me all alone and went for china few hours ago!
judytan isn't online.
mel isn't online too.
fer isn't too!
oh man! ):
i'm still so super duper uber sad la.
i appeared alright when you told me about it when we talked.
but after you hang up, i couldn't take it anymore. and cried.
mel and judytan knows why.and only them. oh man!
don't try to force them to tell you what happen!

i wanna change com okay.
this com holds back too much memory for me.
everytime i seat infront of it i'll feel like crying la.
aoihsginweiuvgsv!#%$&@$^$&%vsidbugsaodvakin@^$%^&fasokihfsns@^%@#$%#$sdoihsv
fuck damn it!

baby just say goodnight

i'll be gone tomorrow

baby just close your eyes

i can't take the sorrow

baby just walk away

you know i can't stay

there's no easy way to say goodbye

so baby just say goodnight

-click 5

yupp.

everything has come clean.

i think my font is super big la.so i have to also make it tiny.nvm.when fer comes online i shall ask her for help.

fer and i think that ______ is very poor thing. oh wells.

when you told me, i needed to talk to someone else very badly.

but.tofu and evil uncle went off uber early.fer wasn't even online.and twin! didn't even see her online!! i cried last night after talking to you )':

geraldlyn's gonna forget you forever and ever! you're in her past. and history's never gonna repeat itself! i'm gonna leave you here at today and go to tomorrow all by myself.so you're just gonna be stuck at 01.12.2006 all by yourself in geraldlyn's mind! and she will move on by herself like how you moved on by yourself first.i'm gonna go ahead of you by 1 step! &&& geraldlyn's not gonna cry because of you again.

if you ask me to forget you, i'll say i've forgotten

if you ask me to remember you, i'll say i'll remember all my friends

!@$*%^(#@%$%&$E%^asfvbaknakjfbagnvoiaegfhafpolae0423u23!@#%#$^TDVSywdiohanvalof@#^%Wefvaiapwjd-gvmrjathwamofskmnf

fuck it!