everything, everyday, everyone is so screwed up /:
#@$^*%^@^*^#%@!#$^
i hate this.

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this is so irritaing!!
fuck!
i want to know what is the damn problem with you la!
fishhhhhh!!!!!!
you tell me not to do this and the next moment, you are doing that!
you tell me not to say it out because you don't want people to know, the next moment, everyone knows!
fuck!!
you're so screwed up. and because of that, you make me feel like everything is so screwed up! damn you!
go and die!

i don't know to be sad, happy, irritated, hungry or what la.
i feel everything.
damn it!

morning was crap.
after recess was maths.
got test.shit!
everything, the whole day was crap la!!
i've been cursing and swearing the whole day!
i cannot take it anymore.

just tell me staright in the face whatever you're not happy with la.
no point you black face, i black face!
bloody shit!

)':

rachel and jiaping were over at my house.
i was busy only till now.
yeah. things things things. yupp.
oh! i didn't really get abused today but still got la.
today abit worst. pinch la!!
walao. damn ass!! beat and pinch la!!
tsk. she's gonna die tomorrow!! >:)

yupp. blah blah blah.
boring la.
don't put the blame on each other if you don't even have basic trust for each other la.

i have no comments on fnn.
it's sucha killer!
i'm like doing the mindmap now.
but i can't think of anymore factors to consider!
and someone is not helping! >:(
and the geog!
oh man!
anyway. lessons today was alrights.
worst and best was chem.
miss phee wasn't here :D
but, i got abused by judytan! /:
she beat beat beat and beat. and her hand is like metal la.
damn pain la. and it was red.
and she claims that it's my fault that she beat me.
she says that she'll start beating people once she laugh-.-
so yeah. people, don't ever make her laugh!
it was damn pain la.
yeah.
than was geog mt poa than maths class.
yucks! i hate tuesdays.
OH SHIT!!
THERE'S CHEM TOMORROW!!
i'm gonna get abused again.
because whether she laugh or not, she'll still beat.

me:don't beat already la! pain you know!
judy:hahahahah! don't make me laugh. or i'll hit even more!
me:*keeps quiet*\
judy:you know by keeping quiet, i'll also beat you. so you cannot make me laugh. also cannot keep quiet!hahahahahah
me:*seats one seat away*
judy:ehh!! come back and seat with me!
me:bu yao.
judy:than i'll beat even more!
me:tsk*and went back to seat*

walao. it was angpao red already la!
so ass la!!
kns abuser /:

i'm all prepared for the lies.

monday blues /:

miss vino wasn't in school today! (:
skip, skip, skip!
town with fer after school just to order the _______!!!
how dumb alrights?
than off to tiong for lunch, late lunch.
oh. the uncle dropped the bowl into the soup and, i don't know how to describe. only fer get it.
it's damn it funny.
yupp.
sweettalk. till now i still don't know if it's a single t or double t
lychee red tea <3!!
than strolled home with fer!
reached home than blah blah blah.
oh, my sister has tuition every monday 8-930
how sad!
than yeah. nothing else la.
than chemistry tomorrow and i'm gonna get abused again /:
yupp, internal abuse.
>:(
i'm not happy
i'm not sad
i'm not angry
i'm not irritated. wait, maybe i'm a little by somethings.
nvm, only fer knows what. but i;m not gonna tell her more detailed :P
ahahah!!! she wants to know who 'she' is (:
i'll tell her, when i'm sure about it.

oh yah!! my mother doesn't wanna keep a rabbit anymore! (:

lollipop kicks! <3

bleah blah bleah blah bleah blah!

i am so bored.
i am damn confused, and i've got no one to tell to /:
i'm gonna die soon if i don't tell anyone about it.
i'm damn it confused and
i'm gonna die and
mel wong is seriously irrittating and gets on your nerves at time and,
this add on to more reasons why i'm gonna die.
and the thing is, i'm gonna die very soon because i really can't find anyone to tell to!!
wo yao si le! ):

19.01.07, a day i'll remember (:

i'm almost dead yesterday.
3/4 of my life was gone.
and i only got back 1/4 of it because of sleep.
so now, i'm half dead /:
-fnn mindmap
-math
-study!!
kill me.

if someone come and irritate me now, i'll just scream till i die.
i'm super confused over some things la.

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i forgot to say something!!
we went tp yesterday and me and xuewen saw someone la!!
HAHAHAHAH :D
major cuteness! <3

The book says so.

i get irritated easily these days.
esp people who is like sooo 'think-of-themselves-only'
damn it!
so rahh la/:
wo bu xi huan! ):
today wasn't good either.
pe was alright.
okay.. something happened to Debra. it's damn funny la.
mt was funny.
poa was alright.
moley's sick. but she doesn't wanna go home.
skip, i don't wish to talk about recess.
than chem. okay.
i'm a cannot make it when it comes to ignoring people.
one period theory, one period practical.
okay, practical was funny too.
i skipped lunch. RANDOM
than yeah. home lor.

i'm suspecting something la.
I WANNA KNOW, WO YAO ZHI DAO!!!
moley suspects it too.
i realise after so long, that point in you just cannot change.
you're still the old you.
i don't know why but i feel this weird feeling coming /:
i wanna die!

there's fnn tomorrow.
4 whole periods.
oh! && mdm lim was speechless today okay!!
because we told her we miss her alot!
she just started laughing(:

wo yao __!

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why must they change the placing of our lockers?!
like why the hell must they do that?
trouble us only!
and the worst is!
i don't know where the hell my new locker is at!!!! ):



I MISS TWIN WONG AH MEL ALOT ALOT!! )':

everything's alright (:

i can only remember after recess.

chem was good.

everything was funny

than pc. GOOD.

i'm in the same group as moley!! :D

:D (: l: ): )':

random!

school school school!!!
it's alright though.
yesterday's lesson was full of crap /:
teachers just kept going on and on about N levels.
yeah, like we don't know like that.
cut short!
today,
maths was first but had discipline talk. whattheshit okay!
it's fish boring!
get to skip maths la. than went for ss.
miss vino is very not -.- not /: not (: not :D
she's, i don't know.
judy thinks so too. and! her jokes are soooo not funny.
than we went for english! lalala!
than chem. judytan is super mean!!!
she keeps ignoring me and lets me talk to myself /:
what an idiot! and worst! she pretends she never hear anything!

me:can you like talk to me!?
judy:huh?
me:nvm
judy:you want me to talk to you? than i take out my glasses and ask you what she writing okay?

so rahh!!

than haiya, i'm lazy to type it out /:
after school, tiong with fer.
everything change ALOT!
sat with berniceong on the bus /:
i can die seating with her!
than yeah. took can home because it was raining like fish!!!!
yeah!
i'm lazy to type anymore la!

school was alright again!
lessons, lessons and LESSONS!
boring though.
and judytan! omg, she's like so boring /:
i talk to her, she cannot hear. it's happens when she talks to me too.
assembly was crap because we're in class.
DISMISSED!!! :D
i really hope you don't turn bad okay! (:
tionged with fer and jiaping. i got my bottle! (:
it's orange. than lunched. i've been eating the same thing for 3 days straight! than went to walk walk.
that pig! monokuroboo! spelled like that i suppose.
omg, it's funny.

ballon ballons ballon ballons
I LOVE BALLONS

you're still the best

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judytan is uber irritating la!!

she always do things that i tell her to stop! -.-

but she desn't stop! which makes me feel super irritated and makes me feel like crying /:

and she can happily reply: cry lorh!

wth okay! how irritating!

and she said that i'm crazy!!!

AMANDA TAN!!!

judytan's bullying me again!!! /:

FISH, FISH, FISH

HELLO EVERYONE,
I LOVE YOU! :D

first day of school was more of (: than ): la
but still, there's some ):
like knowing who's our form techer! /:
and yeah. other than that, it seems alright.
the other teachers all looked okay/seems okay cause first time what.
i'm nice enough to give judytan the whole packet of cookie la!
and guess what! she hasn't eaten it yet! so rahh!!!

today was a :D day!
morning was fnn!! MDM LIM!! (:
she was uber kind to us today la.
like really la! and she even let us of early for recess!!
but, she laughs at her own jokes-.-
recess was okay okay la.
somehow, that weird feeling is back.
than was geog!
mrs low's our teacher! (:
than ss.
oh! elaine tan gave me this candle thing which sells uber uber /:
and in ss i was like. omg! fish! it's smells worst than fish man!! yucks!
yeah. and that fish thing started. please. it's not a substitute for fuck!
yupp. POA was plain hilarious!
me moley jp xuewen:hahahahahah
mr poon:the four of you at the corner, tell me the most expensive asset you have.
us:keeps quiet!
than...
xuewen: MY BODY!!!
mr poon:okay! how much does your body worth?
everyone:hahahhahahah.
me:priceless!
everyone:hahahahahahah
mr poon:*starts nagging*
funny la. he doesn't have a sense of humour!
tiong with TWIN! jiaping xuewen rachel. rachel and xuewen left
TWIN jiaping and i went lunch!
than walked walked walked. laughed damn fishing loads today la!
hahahahh. it's damn damn funny la.
i'm lazy to go into details la.yupp.ask me personally if you wanna know!
hahahahah(:
'you're' irritating somehow

Studying with twin today was so unproductive.
Waste time. We went harbour for breaskfast.
Studied a tiny winey bit.
Than laughed, talked, crapped.
After was town! Taka was sucha disappointment!
Than heeren.mel bought her stuff.
Cine;nike
I saw the bag I want in black!
I reserved it and only till Friday.
Than to ps. i called my mom telling her about the bag and guess what!
her answer was STRAIGHT NO! damnit okay!
she said okay like yesterday and now she just gave me a no. a PLAIN NO!
wtf la!!! anyway, i have till friday to get my mom to get it. if still no than, byebye, like what mel said. not fated to it! damn it okay!!
last piece la!! LAST PIECE!!!!!!
i want it!!!!
I WANT MY NIKE BAG!!!!! >:(

anyway, while on the way to town, we cam whored in the bus! alot alot. hahahahahah.but there wasn't much inspiration so the pictures turn out abcdefg. like my mood /:
so i'm just gonna post some la.




thats all.others are confidential (:
i want my nike bag! )':

you're sucha disppointment /:

HELLO EVERYONE!

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL :D

i said happy new year to almost all in my ponebook but i only received like 2! -.-
wth okay! tsk.everyone's so rude la!
went tiong with my mother just now la.she went to snap her hair and refuse to let me snap mine! ):
went popular!! :D
i bought 2 strawberry shortcake files, pencils only la.
the first person i'm gonna meet in 2007 is MEL la.hahah.
and we're gonna study!
ohh!! and something special!
judytan is super awesome, not.
happy new year to her and her reply was:
CAN LEND ME YOUR CHEM NOTEBOOK ON WEDNESDAY? I WANT TO BRING HOME TO COPY CAUSE I FOUND MY CHEM NOTEBOOK.
how classic.

i'm gonna meet mel tomorrow! and i've yet to get batteries la.

it's 2007!

HELLO EVERYONE!

i'm excited for the new year!!!
tomorrow's gonna be another new year.
and! today's the last day i'm keeping you in my memory (:
yay! and so, i did spend my new year's eve baking ):
but not a really big one for mean people la. i baked small pieces la. cause i still don't feel like baking for that meanie (:
i shall bake someday when school starts. or maybe tomorrow. or maybe bake another second batch.
oh!! i'm meeting TWIN on tuesday! :D
i'll post the pictures taken on bbq when i've gotten all of them.
and also!!! pictures taken on tuesday!!! must go buy batteries.
than TWIN and i can just snap, snap, snap snap!!! (:
till our mouths are numb /:
hahahahah.
TUESDAY, TUESDAY!

goodbye, 2006

yesterday after i reached home,
ah ma:ni chuan zhe ke ren mei mah, wei shen mei bu yao mai duo ji jian?
me:huh? ah ma! than ni yao wo mei tian chuan yi yang de meh?
ah ma:???
hhahahah.thats my ah ma!
i've been wanting to wash my bear la.but i keep forgetting till i use the com.
will be going out soon.and i'm gonna beg my mom till she gives me the taka vouchers (:
i can't find the picture of the bag i want!! how am i gonna show it to tofuu?!

i'm gonna meet fer in 7 minutes (:
STEAMBOAT BBQ (:
going for BESTIE OUTING soon.in 7 minutes (:
i'm bored la.
slept at 5am/:
NO! not because i talk to carmen siew or whoever!
because!me and my sister was making hell lot of noise in my mother's room till she woke up and said: i'm not gonna let the both of you sleep.if i never sleep, you all also cannot sleep!!!
and so, that explains why i only slept at 5! damn! and i woke up at 1230!!! i'm tired la! i feel that my head is uber heavy okay. it's keeps 'dropping'/:
right right right. it's 1257 now.going off!!
bye earthlings(:

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ohh! steamboat/bbq was awesome-ly awesome!
fun man!! damn! we should have it more often! like once every 2 weeks or something? (:
damn fun!!!
and! angie slim down like ALOT!
my tian!
GER, it's really time to lose weight!
yupp.got my cd already! :D
and! i've got to spend my sunday like to bake for some people whose really mean to me la /:
it was damn fun la. i'm lazy to go into details. maybe you can try out fer, carmen, mel or amanda's blog la.yupp.
everything was great good fun!

yesterday
night at the museum!
awesome show, i promise (:

today
rotting away

TOMORROW!!!
the long awaited CLIQUE OUTING! (:

tofu and i are irritated now,hahahah.
we're the irritated tofus man.
like forever.but this time, it's a different person we're irritated about.

this may sound crazy but,
i miss school
i miss class
i miss recess
i miss argues
i miss people
i miss judytan
i miss clique

and so,
hahahahah.i don't know.
hahahahah. there's a phrase that me amanda and fer thinks it true.
hahahahah. it is true!
okay.enough o crap.
i made judy depressed because i said that if i seat with her in 2007, for each subject i'll cry for a week. so i lowered it down to each subject, 1 day. but! she's still depressed!! oh wells.
baking on saturday/sunday/monday.
6 more days till school starts!
i'm getting excited!! (: