HAPPY VALENTINE'S!!!

i'm tired to update la.

why not try saying it out?
you mean you're happy keeping it all in you?
while, if i'm not happy or whatever, i'll just say it all out la.
why keep it in yourself? make yourself more miserable only.
tsktsktsk. and i wouldn't care about anything anymore.

VALENTINE'S EVE
i'm through and done with the gifts (:
and my msn isn't mad, it was just some settings.
i'm not in a mood these few days la.

thursday is nearing!
i damn damn lost my fnn file!

anyway, school today is okay la.
maths! i did my work (:
ss, miss vino not here for 2 days already.
english, my compre only got 43 la.
chem, test postponed (:

recess.

geog. i hate geog lessons.
chinese. okay, i realise the teacher is damn grumpy okay.
POA, omg. i was trying damn hard to concentrate and! yeah. i don't wanna talk about it anymore.
didn't plan to go for maths but after what happened during POA, i decided to go la.
she's in good mood today and let us off early.
but rachel and i decided to do finish our work than go home.
rachel:eh, so early. go home i won't do one leh.
me:yah lor. i also won't do. let's finish than go home.
rachel:okay lor.
me:miss chan. we do finish than go home.
so we did.

went tiong with jiaping after that.
yupp. i'm damn tired and i don't know why.
there's PE tomorrow!!! <3
than double chem /:
omg.

i haven't eaten anything since morning.
yesterday was both :D and >:(
and i don't know why. i was :D in the afternoon all the way till night, i turned >:(
yesterday was boring boring boring!!
today's gonna be boring-er boring-er!!
i don't care la.
and i'm so hungry till i don't feel anything and my hands are trembling like mad!!!
and! worst of all!!! my msn is nuts la!!
i can only see people online and can't see those that are not online!!
shit man!

i feel very ___ la.
you know.haiya. forget it.

you're just another screwed up one.

fnn today was alright.
we had three periods of theory /:
and there'll be more next week ):
recess, recess, recess!
sigh.
geog was bleah.
bio test. damn.
i'll get a big zero la.
after school, went lunch with jiaping and we saw the heels i want!!
OMG! IT'S DAMN NICE I SWEAR!!
i'm gonna get it before any other people!!!
but i can only get it on the 15th la!
i hope there'll still be stock!
and the person working there is cute (:
walked around. home. jiaping came over and we laughed like mad i promised. real crazy la.
and, i don't like recesses and jiaping will know why /:
whatever la.
i am so bored. no one's online!!!
saturday, should i or should i not?
don't care la.
badminton with jannah, xuewen, jiaping in the morning! (:
might be going out after that, with who, not sure.

we were never there for each other.
we always put ourselves, individual before anyone of us.
we always think for ourselves. and only do things that benefits ourselves.
we never do things for people. maybe we do but, only if it benefits us.
we're not even like one. we're just individuals, going for the sake of going.
i don't know. thats just how i feel.

i'm not in the mood anymore.
i don't even feel like going on saturday.
but maybe, time will change everything (:
i hate this.

we had test today, math.
killer.
PE.
i love heart love heart PE!!
badminton, and i swear i almost cried la!!
but than, playing with jannah was a relief man!
mt was rather irritating today.
accounts was sleepy la.
recess, no comments, i lost mood.

chem!! rahhrahh!!
judytan the sucker just had to leave today at 1215.
and in the end, i had to do the discussion thing with ___ and ___!!
shit it!
but bana and gaya was entertaining la.hahahah.
yupp.chem lesson ended fast!
lunch tomorrow with 4P people (:

after school, lunched with miss seetoh and we both hate wednesdays.
walked around. we bought the duplicate book thingy. so fun la.
i'm tired.
the channel 8 9pm doesn't look interesting la.
and i don't have the 'why is recess taking so long to come' mood la.
rahh!!!

my mother can't stop baking and she's gonna get a sore throat soon.
wth. i want it too.

okay.so, i was rather happy today.
just that! i can't stand the way some people act!
i just cannot stand it.
not like people can stand me but yeah. i just can't stand it!
you can talk about me or whatever but you can't stop me from talking about you. bleah.
anyway, back to the subject. math poa and ss was rather tiring.my eyelids were H-E-A-V-Y.
but PE was FUN.
badminton is <3
it's uber fun.
recess was blah blah.
okay thats how i describe recesss these days.
i don't know.
english, 2 periods.
it was a killer la.
summary AGAIN.
bio was alright.
i brought home my bio book but i haven't touched it ever since.

lunch at tiong with fer.
geraldlyn, you gotta stop this.
i wanna die.
there's so many songs i want but i can't find a single one la.
rahh!!
we walked to tiong and walked home.
laugh laugh laugh (:
thats the best thing i can do.
besides complaining and whining.
and i'm proud of it.
tomorrow's timetable is rather long la.
and THERE'S MATHS AFTER SCHOOL!!! )':
wo bu yao!!!
shit it! i hate tuesdays!!
i'm so bored and i'm in love with strawberry shortcake (:

saturday, sunday, saturday, sunday (:

my mother lose her voice!
how cool la! i wanna loose mine too!!!

she has been making cny goodies for the past 1 week /:
and tomorrow, she's finally taking a break than we'll go shopping!!! :D
i don't really like school la.
or maybe the certain people.
yupp.
but if i were to post it all up, troubles will start la. than everyone will have a black face and everyone will be unhappy SO,
i shall go tell anyone in 4p on monday instead because, yupp.
not safe la.
and, i'm losing interest to go to school on tuesdays and wednesdays.
i don't know why.maybe i do but yeah. i don't like misunderstanding la.
monday is gonna be long yet short.
i don't know what i'm talking about la.

my mother is addicted to making cny goodies.
she hasn't stop and is still making.
she has so far made the peanut cookie, cornflakes, pineapple tarts, almond cookie and i don't know if she's gonna make anymore la.
yeah!
damn it! you know i've got so many things to complain about but i don't know who i can complain too or who i can tell too! if my blog has a password, i'll sure to post everything out. EVERYTHING.
but, i don't have one so i shall not say so much.
i don't know what i'm blogging about la. it's all crap!
i feel like getting a new crumpler but than, buying too mayn bags means i've to always pack my room. and that nike bag! i'm having second thoughts about buying it although my mother already says yes.
and i've already bought my cny clothes. how early right, i know.
left shoes!!
i wanna get that berry perfume from bodyshop.
haiya!

i need to buy printing paper. so that i can print out that strawberry shortcake picture and paste it on my handbook! (:
i have a special love for strawberry shortcake. and i mean ALOT.
than i'm gonna print out polka dots as background than strawberry shortcake all over!

i have loads of crap to post but i'm lazy la.
i love typing.

i can't wait for may to come!
N73, N73, N73!! (:

i'm getting more and more suspicious.
and i'm feeling more and more.
damn!
it shouldn't be you

i am feeling damn abcd now la.
i cannot open anybody's blog.
i cannot find the song i want.
i'm not able to do my geog brochure.

someone just has to pissed me off.
what a great way to start the day huh.
school was rather fun/bored/i don't know.
fnn was first.
it wasn't bad. but it wasn't good either.
recess was even more abcdefg!!!
and i don't know why.
i just don't wish to see her.
geog.
i don't know what on earth i am doing la.
bio's up next.
CA's like coming soon and i'm still not paying attention in class!
fish!
geraldlyn, it's time to study and forget about people who made you angry, irritated, confused. forget them all.
CA's on the 26th and i'm still taking at as nothing!!
i'm gonna start studying soon. no more lunch with people after school.
straight home i shall go!
and study!

anyway, lunch with dayang jannah jiaping rachel and xuewen after school.
ljs; i haven't been there for a very very long time.
i haven't step a step into ljs last year la.
yupp.after that, tiong bahru park.
it was fun la.
yupp.
I NEED TO HAVE THE MOTIVATION TO STUDY!

i feel so rahhh!
i cannot find the song that i want and nobody has it!
damn it! and i went to like so many damn website to search but all gave me shit!

math to start the day.
boring as usual.
PE was nice. badminton is <3
chinese. i got green paint on my hair la! thanks ah, kaining.
POA, test on dd /: i'm gonna get a big big zero la!
recess was bleah.
chem was boring shit!
i've been thinking things that is not/maybe not be happening la.
i always think on the bad side. but maybe, who knows.
whatever i think may just be it is.
things that are not, i think it is.
people don't say it out, i say it is.
haiya whatever. i'm just thinking on the bad side.

geraldlyn's so tired, both mentally and physically

school's been alright but i don't understand why some people hates school.

what a great way to start the day with, math.
than ss was alright la.
english was lame/boring/i don't know.
chem.shit it! we got test!
the last question was about preparing salt one. judytan copied everything about that in her notebook but, she forgot every single thing. and i nudged her hoping to get an answer. wth. waste my damn time.
and worst. she wanted to shout during test and wants me to get a big fat zero with her >:(

recess was...
amanda:he only wanted to pick those who cannot catch the ball what. yuanling also cannot catch. why only me and mel?
angie:yah. he only wanted to pick out the worst 2 what.
me and fer:hahahahahahahahah!!!!!
amanda:-.-''' fine.
wth okay. it was hell funny.

geog was bleah.
chinese.ting xie.
poa was pekcek /:
fucker

i don't know what to blog about/:
i was damn pissed during recess la.
shit!
and yeah.
fer agrees on this sentence 'COMPLAINING AND WHINING IS GERALDLYN'S ALL TIME HOBBIES'
wth la.
i am so tired/bored/tired/bored
i was practically angry from recess onwards.
life hasn't been good.
and yeah.
lunched with xuewen.
so we're suppose to go along with your mood?
walked around than home.
this is the first time i can do homework that miss chan gives /:
and! there's extra maths lesson tomorrow!! >:(
WO BU YAO!
i am lazy to type.

my life hasn't been in the interesting mood lately.
not like it has always been. but yeah.
i'm lazy to type but i'm blogging just to keep it alive /:
i can't bear to abandon(?) it.
besides, it's the first one that i'll tell anything too.
haiya.
this is getting very very lame.

i don't have the 'i-wanna-go-to-school' mood /:

everything, everyday, everyone is so screwed up /:
#@$^*%^@^*^#%@!#$^
i hate this.

edit/
this is so irritaing!!
fuck!
i want to know what is the damn problem with you la!
fishhhhhh!!!!!!
you tell me not to do this and the next moment, you are doing that!
you tell me not to say it out because you don't want people to know, the next moment, everyone knows!
fuck!!
you're so screwed up. and because of that, you make me feel like everything is so screwed up! damn you!
go and die!

i don't know to be sad, happy, irritated, hungry or what la.
i feel everything.
damn it!

morning was crap.
after recess was maths.
got test.shit!
everything, the whole day was crap la!!
i've been cursing and swearing the whole day!
i cannot take it anymore.

just tell me staright in the face whatever you're not happy with la.
no point you black face, i black face!
bloody shit!

)':

rachel and jiaping were over at my house.
i was busy only till now.
yeah. things things things. yupp.
oh! i didn't really get abused today but still got la.
today abit worst. pinch la!!
walao. damn ass!! beat and pinch la!!
tsk. she's gonna die tomorrow!! >:)

yupp. blah blah blah.
boring la.
don't put the blame on each other if you don't even have basic trust for each other la.

i have no comments on fnn.
it's sucha killer!
i'm like doing the mindmap now.
but i can't think of anymore factors to consider!
and someone is not helping! >:(
and the geog!
oh man!
anyway. lessons today was alrights.
worst and best was chem.
miss phee wasn't here :D
but, i got abused by judytan! /:
she beat beat beat and beat. and her hand is like metal la.
damn pain la. and it was red.
and she claims that it's my fault that she beat me.
she says that she'll start beating people once she laugh-.-
so yeah. people, don't ever make her laugh!
it was damn pain la.
yeah.
than was geog mt poa than maths class.
yucks! i hate tuesdays.
OH SHIT!!
THERE'S CHEM TOMORROW!!
i'm gonna get abused again.
because whether she laugh or not, she'll still beat.

me:don't beat already la! pain you know!
judy:hahahahah! don't make me laugh. or i'll hit even more!
me:*keeps quiet*\
judy:you know by keeping quiet, i'll also beat you. so you cannot make me laugh. also cannot keep quiet!hahahahahah
me:*seats one seat away*
judy:ehh!! come back and seat with me!
me:bu yao.
judy:than i'll beat even more!
me:tsk*and went back to seat*

walao. it was angpao red already la!
so ass la!!
kns abuser /:

i'm all prepared for the lies.

monday blues /:

miss vino wasn't in school today! (:
skip, skip, skip!
town with fer after school just to order the _______!!!
how dumb alrights?
than off to tiong for lunch, late lunch.
oh. the uncle dropped the bowl into the soup and, i don't know how to describe. only fer get it.
it's damn it funny.
yupp.
sweettalk. till now i still don't know if it's a single t or double t
lychee red tea <3!!
than strolled home with fer!
reached home than blah blah blah.
oh, my sister has tuition every monday 8-930
how sad!
than yeah. nothing else la.
than chemistry tomorrow and i'm gonna get abused again /:
yupp, internal abuse.
>:(
i'm not happy
i'm not sad
i'm not angry
i'm not irritated. wait, maybe i'm a little by somethings.
nvm, only fer knows what. but i;m not gonna tell her more detailed :P
ahahah!!! she wants to know who 'she' is (:
i'll tell her, when i'm sure about it.

oh yah!! my mother doesn't wanna keep a rabbit anymore! (:

lollipop kicks! <3

bleah blah bleah blah bleah blah!

i am so bored.
i am damn confused, and i've got no one to tell to /:
i'm gonna die soon if i don't tell anyone about it.
i'm damn it confused and
i'm gonna die and
mel wong is seriously irrittating and gets on your nerves at time and,
this add on to more reasons why i'm gonna die.
and the thing is, i'm gonna die very soon because i really can't find anyone to tell to!!
wo yao si le! ):

19.01.07, a day i'll remember (:

i'm almost dead yesterday.
3/4 of my life was gone.
and i only got back 1/4 of it because of sleep.
so now, i'm half dead /:
-fnn mindmap
-math
-study!!
kill me.

if someone come and irritate me now, i'll just scream till i die.
i'm super confused over some things la.

edit/
i forgot to say something!!
we went tp yesterday and me and xuewen saw someone la!!
HAHAHAHAH :D
major cuteness! <3