I'm going to stop using the computer from Monday to Thursday.
& I'm gonna do this all the way till N's are over.
Maybe I will, but mainly for the music and to go online only.
Okay, I'm going out! :D

Instead of studying, I went to create a new Neopets account.
I've got too many pets in the old account.
& I just sent one of the old account one to holiday -.-
Now, I'm gonna play games to get those points back!

I forgot to mention,
Mrs Kong came into our class to gave us a talk.
Omg, so tired and boring okay!

I'm determined to stay home the whole day.
Play games and study!

Happy Birthday Judy Tan, Sucker! :DD
Suckerrr, I doubt you'll be reading this anyway.
I remembered your birthday and you'll get your present soon.
So, don't forget mine!
Anyway, enjoy your day! :D

SmallFriend's back in school!
Nothing much la.
But it was rather good laughing.

& last Sunday, I went ECP to fish! -.-
The air-con was spoiled so my hair was SO messy!!

On the way there.


I don't know why Sister smile like that. She's only good at making funny faces!
The only 2 fishes that we caught, waste time.

I think there's some misunderstanding between me and some people.

I reckon that she thinks I've got something against her, when I so don't.

Probably because of some stupid stuff that happened between her and Rachel and she thinks that I am siding Rachel and therefore, have something against her. Okay, I admit I was rather angry when I heard what Rachel said but than, Rachel's my friend and it's only right that I feel a little angry for that awhile right?

Or maybe, it's during PE on Wednesday.

Our group was opposing her group and I was being so rough as usual and ended up pushing her here and there. I mean, if you can't take all these pushing and stuff, you either don't go for PE or be in my group. I can't possibly be pushing people from the same group right?

Haiya, I don't know la.

& worst, I'm not even given the chance to explain.

Hello classmate of mine, I've got totally nothing against you.

& if you think I really have, come and talk to me.

& settle all the misunderstanding! (:

I have that not good feeling in me again.
It's not the same as yesterday and it's worst!

Anyway, school wasn't good.
I was so sad till I've got no mood to disturb people.
I mean, just very sad over some reasons that I feel very embarrassing if I were to say it out. No one will understand, forget it.
Nothing was good today.
Maybe except the last few minutes of SS and the last period.
I'm not going for tomorrow's preview anymore.
I'm going for the actual one!
I've got no mood.

Oh yes.
They say you get sued if you blog somethings about someone.
But hello, what's a blog for?
It's like a personal diary.
People wanna read, they read.
Don't wanna read, forget it.
Why must they read and when they know it's something about them, they kick up a big fuss and want to get the person sued? Lame or something?
& unless the full name is stated, how sure can they be that the person in the blog is referring to her? If it's some kinda not good actions, than by kicking up a big fuss and everything, aren't they like admitting that they've done that shameful thing? Haiya, stupid la
If you get sued when you blog, why not just close blogger down right?
Than people won't get to blog than others won't see it and the person won't get sued lor.

Okay, I don't know why but I'm just venting my anger.
Moodswings /:

RED is a very nice colour.

My aim for today was 1 chapter of Geog and 2 chapters of Bio.
But, I'm only half way through Geog! Wanna die already.
I'm gonna study this weekend.
Library anyone?
SmallFriend came school for less than an hour and went home.
FEVER ATTACK! /:

PE was darn hell GOOD! :D
Lessons are as usual, boring.
PC was ultimately boring and fucking gross!! >:(

Lunch with TWIN! :DD
Chocolates!!

FnN's tomorrow! /:
Yucks la, 4 periods.
But than again, I can disturb people! (:

I feel that emo is on the way cause now, I'm feeling so totally no mood.
I'm sad luh.
Maybe it's not sad but I don't know how to phrase it.
Okay, I can phrase it but I don't wanna say it out cause it's soo embarrassing! /: Jealousy.
Yucks, this feeling is so not good.
Everytime I think of certain things, I just have that not good feeling.
I try my very best to get closer to you.
But, I always end up doing the things that irritated the hell out of you ):
Sorry.

We were made to sing the National Anthem THIRCE!!!
Omg, insanity /:

PE wasn't very good today.
That teacher who took us, was plain crap.

Apart from all the shit, school has been GOOD! (:
Just that I haven't got to talk to Fer.
& I haven't passed the note to her yet.

I said that I need to stop msging like 3 weeks ago?
BUT I'M STILL MSGING! /:
Besides the whole week when my phone got stolen.
But I think, all the msges accumulated, was used within 3 days?

I think I might be going for the NPD preview this Saturday! :D
(I just replied a msg again)
I GOTTA STOP!!

I seriously feel that my privacy is INVADED!!
Leave my privacy alone.
I don't even have the right to talk?
Everytime I try to talk to ANYONE, you'll stare and stare in our direction.
What's your problem?
Today, during English, I was just trying to tell SmallFriend, nothing related to you or Jannah, you stared and stared. Omg, I'll dig out your eyes one fine day. I bet, alot of people will feel happy if I really did that! (:
Never mind, I'm just saying cause if I really do, you see if your mother comes after me with a CHOPPER! /: Hurrs.
Give my privacy back to me! >:(

I feel appreciated, thank you! :D

Yesterday's shopping was described as, I rather stay at home!

Stay home day, yucks.
I did abit of Math.
I'm doing Bio later.

I seriously can't wait for school! :DDD

I shan't talk about people today.

I've dig out all my books and pile them up nicely and they're all waiting for me to fill up the blanks in them.
But here I am, updating blog instead of caring for the books, omg.
I'm sure letting the books down, lame!

Mummy says we're going shopping but till now, we're still at home thanks to the SISTER, Cause she's having TUITION, and here I am, fingers on the keyboard, instead of holding the pen/pencil.
& I bet by the time her tuition ends which is like 1.30, it'll be pouring cats and mice! I told mummy that we'll have to reach home early today cause I've got a show to catch. & her reply was, you can go home first if you've got a show to catch!
But, it starts at 9/9.30 la. I think we won't be home that late.

I miss school although I've gotta wake up at time as early as 6!
But, I can't deny that school has been indeed very AWESOME for the whole week!
Besides the fact that there are certain irritants!
I predict that Monday's gonna VERY GOOD.
There's PE and 4 TORTURING periods of languages!
But, English's gonna be more torturing than Chinese.

I think it's time for a new bag.
N's are nearing which means bringing home more books.
Crumpler and adidas can't really fit many books.

& I guess, my cybershot won't be coming back to me anymore.
It's been more than a week! ):

I want to get a new pencil case.
But than, if I were to get the metal one, I'll make ALOT of noise.
I'm kinda sick of the zip type.
But! I still love my Starwberry Shortcake one! :DD

Shopping aim of the day,
Bag and Pencil case!

True enough, it has already started raining.
But not pouring yet though.
Honestly, I hate shopping on rainy days!

<3!

School was effing funny! :DD
Bio and English was like the funniest okay.
I'm just gonna like blog about it briefly.
Come to me if you wanna know the expression and all.

During Bio,
Me:melissa, water.
Rachel: fine la you don't want mine.[i was told that her water taste weird]
Melissa:*pass the water to me*
Me:*drink until very happy* [i was super thirsty, mind you]
Someone:Geraldlyn! kuai dian!!
Me:*look around casuse I didn't know who called me*
Rachel:*stare and stare at me!*
Me: WHAT?! [irritatingly] *than look around to find out who called me*
Rachel: *give me the stare that looks like I stole her sweetheart*
Jannah:*smile and smile*
Me: Oh, wait la. *looks at rachel, bleah*
Rachel:*WHAT THE!!!!*
Me: Nah *passes the water to Jannah*
Alot of eye contact!

Omg, she was effing jealous okay.
& Jannah could look at me like Rachel simply deserve this, mean la.
Her look totally looked like she was gonna kill me for being the third party which I so wasn't being one. & btw, everything happened very quickly you know. That's why I say if you want the better version, come find me! :DD

During English,
Debra:Rachel! I want to see the magazine, pass!
Rachel:*passes it to Jannah*
Jannah:*pass to Debra* I WANT GO WASH HAND ALREADY!!
Me:*laugh and laugh cause just nice Jannah was looking in my direction*
Jannah: DEBRA! I GO WASH HAND HOR!!

Omg, it's fuck hilarious!!
:DD

You know, I think you value Jannah more than us, your closest friends in class. I mean like, we're like your friends for like 1 year plus and almost everything we tell you. & now, just because you like her, you totally left us aside. & do you know that you're so fucking rude! Ever since you started liking her, everytime I talked to either anyone or Jannah, you'll just look and see what I'm trying to tell that person. Don't you have any manners at all? It's privacy, hello. & I remember while I was trying to tell Rebecca something after Chem on Wednesday, you just suddenly came up so close, right behind us. What are you trying to do?! Don't I have the right to like talk to people? If everything I say, you have to know, isn't it better I be mute?! It's all about manners and privacy la okay. Don't you know how rude it is?! Okay, you know I've been msging her and you so wants to know about the content. But think again, does that gives you the right to listen to my conversation with everyone? & even if the content is nothing much, why must I show it to you? I have every rights not to tell you, I really do. On Wednesday after I showed you one, you wanted to take my phone and see. It's the same again on Thursday. You even asked me to tell you about the content in a forceful way. Hello, do you know how rude it is? Even my mother does not like wants to take my phone away to see the msges okay. What right do you have? My mother doesn't go listen to conversations I have with friends over the phone too. & you, you try to like just go up close behind me everytime I talk to someone, just to know the content. Please, respect my privacy!
& everytime we ask you to help us with something or go somewhere, all you know is make noise make noise. When Banu they all ask you to, you do it without making any fucking noise! I wonder, are we even your friends. Take today for example. After English, we really have nothing to say to you. You started being all emo and stuff and show the 'oh, i never do anything but they don't wanna talk to me. I'm so sad' face. Hello, if this is the way you gain sympathy and pity, let me tell you. You're pathetic! Telling lies to gain sympathy and pity is pure pathetic. You've got to resort to this kind of ways to gain sympathy and pity. You may think it's nothing but to us, it really reflects alot about what kind of person you really are. & you even resort to ways like telling the wrong thing to make it seem like we're totally in the wrong to gain pity and sympathy. Pathetic la, plain pathetic! And, even you can tell me that it's against your religion to tell a lie or whatever. But, you're doing it! Forget it la, you know what exactly happened and what you've been telling is enough. There's no need for others to know the truth from me or anyone. You know, I know the truth alone, is enough. If you feel that it ain't against your conscience telling people all the fake stuff, fine with me. As long as me, smallfriend, elainetan and jiaping knows what's going on is enough. & rest assured, we won't go round telling tales like you do. Cause, you alone knowing the truth and those tales you've been telling is really enough. Sorry if your eyes hurt again, I really can't keep this to myself anymore.

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You know, nothing else can make me sad or angry now.
Except the above mention person.
I'm like as happy as can be!
But I'm not gonna share it cause it's like super lame!

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Omg, I think I am seriouly going mad.
One moment, I was feeling all angry and everything but now, I feel ultimately happy! :D
I can't stop smiling and laughing okay!
Omg, I am going mad!!!

Fer, I'm sorry okay.
I may tell you why I'm like so happy now tomorrow la.
But now, I'm not gonna tell you cause it's like embarassing to the maxx!!!
and you're gonna laugh at me for more than 10 years.
I promise I'll tell you soon. :DD

500th post.

Anyway, I'm sad + angry + happy.
Tell me what kind of feeling is that.

Roll wasn't in school today. ):
Not really used to it la.
FnN was sucha chore!
Esp when roll isn't around.

I had this conversation at the locker which I find it very interesting.
she:what is she doing here?!
me:how i know?!
she:WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean, how do I know what is she doing there right? Lamee!!!

People complained that my yesterday post was rather difficult to read.
If you want the easy version, copy and paste on words and make it as big as you like. Isn't that the easy version.

Oh my,
I never thought that you'll become like this. So we're like not your friends now la. I mean, do you even treat us as your friends? Or, did you even treat us as your friends before? Or are we, all along just your fair weather friends? I mean, Monday Tuesay you followed us but from wednesday onwards, you've been following debra. I'm both sad and angry la. sad is because why are you like this and angry with myself for treating you as one of the good friends in class all along. how stupid was i. so, from now on, even if you have stop liking her, you can also stop being our friends la. i'm so not gonna be sad. but it's like i i were to tell you all these face to face, you'll start crying your eyes out than people'll be like what happen what happen. than you start crying more and without even asking, it becomes MY fault again. crying is like your weapon la okay. once you cry, you fucking win everything and people with no fucking brain will start believing you without even knowing what happened just because you cried, you're thin and skinny and all the weak things are on you. i mean that's how realistic the world is. once you're close to this certain group of friends in the class, you were talking to them before you cry or became sad or angry or anything, the fault goes to your friends because you're like crying and all and you're so skinny and thin and and you look oh-so-innocent trying to gain pity, you win it! simple as that. just because you're weak, skinny and thin, you win everything. people's pity, trust and everything. i get all the blame from people and i will blame myself for not being skinnier and thinner and weaker than you. even if it's small friend, you'll still win it cause you're not small, you're skinny, thin and weak. i blame myself for being so healthy. that's all. too much, people's eye will pain. example, fer.hahahah

It's been rather long since I'm sad about this kinda things.
Now, the feeling's back. Damn it.

The whole day was crap okay.
PE was alright la.
Chem was also okay.
Half of SS was okay, the other half wasn't.
My mood just went from like 100 happiness to -100 happiness.
Maths wasn't good either.

Fer, I guess you don't need anymore clues. Hurrs.

I know I've said before that I'm not gonna talk about anyone in my class anymore but I can't stand this!

Hi bitch,
lie more la. and I thought after the hair cut incident, maybe you'll like
stop lying but that isn't the case. you took us, for granted and went on
lying and telling tales. i just wasn't in a mood since SS lesson and you
went to tell everyone that i vent my anger on you, when I WASN'T EVEN
ANGRY. and you even said i threw my tys at you. please check uo your dictionary and find out the difference between THROW and PUT! Even if i did throw, it's not AT you but ON the table. please get the difference before you go around telling tales. nonsense la. i know you're like thin and skinny but that doesn't give you the right to go around telling tales and all okay. or maybe, what you want is just pity from people. than because you're oh-so-skinny, everyone believes you and thinks that i'm in the wrong when they didn't even hear my part of what happened. oh in fact, nothing happened. it's just all your dumbfuck tales. and what do you treat us [ me, xuewen and jiaping] as? your spare friends? and ever since you like jannah, you've been going to debra and banu every single day okay. you think we don't know, you just wanna get close to her la. and they listen to you mainly because you're telling them and it doesn't harm them knowing few more gossips. when are you gonna stop being such a naive kid? please la, liking her so doesn't give you the right to like tell tales to gain pity and wahtever shit okay. wake up girl. it's not like you can go around telling tales and i just stupidly get the blame okay. you think i don't know how to go around telling people the TRUTH? please okay. i'm no longer the one who keeps quiet and takes all the blame. i can go and tell the person straight in the face, telling them the truth. than it's up to them if they want to believe it or not. but, most people without brains will choose to believe you cause you're all small and thin and skinny. & yesterday during the math tuitorial, we were talking about E.C and we keep you in our conversation cause we take you as our friend. who knows that as soon as we walk out of the damn class, you went to tell E.C straight away! sometimes, i wonder do you even take us as your friend? if yes, i didn't know this is how you treat your friends. sadness.

Give me back my CyberShot, please.

I was just at Debra's and it's hell noisy.

School was alright! :DD
Maths after school was kind of a torture la.
I hate maths, period.

SmallFriend's has like the coolest phone now okay.
Her screen has like, stripes!
Hurrs, actually, she dropped it.
Than, she threw it on the floor again during Maths cause I told her it may help. Lucky it didn't get worst.

I wrote Fer a note during Chem cause I was like uberly bored and Roll left me to be high by myself again. When I passed the note to Fer, she was like super happy cause she happily thought that I wrote what I wanted to tell her, hah. But actually, it was only 3 lines of crap.
Anyway Fer, here's your 2nd clue:
She's in the same level as us.
I don't know how many more clue I'm left with la.

Oh, it's raining now la!

Omg, I'm having stomache! /:

There's Geog tomorrow, yucks.

Orals was alrights la.
Quite scary at first.
While waiting, what else, talked to JudyTan again.
Not very high today though.

There's lunch this Thursday! :D
Excited!

I feel like going for the night study thing but I think, I'll end up getting very high even if Jiaping cannot be bothered with me! Omg.
But I think it's gonna help more than staying at home!

I got something to tell Fer!
But since she wants clue, Fer here's your first clue.
* She's someone you and I know! (:

It's a wonder how certain people can say things at times.
Example, 'You have to accept the fact that your phone is stolen.'
I mean, I've already accepted the fact that my phone is officially stolen but it's just sad and anger. It's hardly a week, oh wells.
& what do you mean by 'Ask your mother to stop making noise'?
Like if you got your daughter[if you ever have one] a brand new phone which cost you like 300+ and it got fucking stolen in less than a week and no bags check was conducted? Wtf.
I shan't go on about it.

I'm going to watch TeeVee in like 25 minutes time, hurrs.

Oh!
I saw someone when I followed my mtother down to the market this morning! If I had my damn phone, I'll msg RachelNg first. She's gonna be like hell jealous.

Phone, please find your way back to me!!
I'm still oh-so-fucking-sad over my lost/STOLEN phone.
I really can't think of anyone I've offended or laugh at okay.
Myabe except XiaoNah la.
Ahh!!! GIVE MY PHONE BACK TO ME!
It's hardly A WEEK!!!

Yesterday was :DDDD
I forgot to mention!

Anyway, please give me back my phonee!!!
Or anyone see somebody else having k810i in their hands, please tell me! The phone in their hand may belong to me!!

My phone got fucking stolen!
Best, it got stolen during PE and I have got not even a single fucking clue of who stole it!!
Ahh, fuck!
Other people also got new phone, fuck!
I'm angry, sad, depressed, frustrated!
It's not even a fucking week!!!!!

I think this is happening to me causae I laugh at people too much.
I swear/pray to God, if I ever get back my phone, I'm not gonna laugh at people anymore, give my phone back to me!!!

Actually, today in school was alright.
I stayed back for Math and as a result, I missed my show.
& what makes it worst, I did something fucking embarassing!

*Passes the worksheet to Xuewen*
Xuewen: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Rachel*
Rachel: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to Jiaping*
Jiaping: ThankYou.
*No reaction*
*Passes the worksheet to me*
Me: *Never say anything*
Rachel, Jiaping, Xuewen: You very rude leh!!!!
Me: *Rude right?**SHOUTS* THANKYOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!(climax)
*Still no reaction*
*5 seconds later, turn and smile*
Xuewen, Rachel, Jiaping: *Shocked!*
Xuewen: You say until so loud for what!?
Rachel: Yah la, you mad or something?

Her reaction was ULTIMATE!
I swear she totally got a shock okay.
She turned back, stunned for 5 seconds and smile.
& I dragged the ThankYou for quite some time.
I swear she hates me even more now, hahah.
& I bet if she reads this, she'll hate me like no other thing on earth!
You can trust me on the above sentence.

Other than that, nothing else that was funny.
Oh, if you wanna know who the she is, you can just ask me la.
Okay, I'm staying up to watch TV!
Wish me luck for trying to stay up during lessons tomorrow! :D

& the deadline for the SS thing is TOMORROW but, I can't contact those who care about work! Great, and now I can't contact the person who copied the question. What a great thing done.

& it's home tomorrow after school to study for SS test on Thursday.
So, no honey milk tea!

Lunch with Amanda after school on Thursday! :DD
Tofu's lunch date!

Oh! I don't have to take bus to school tomorrow!! :DDDDDD
YAYNESS!!

I got my phone changed! :DD

I' kinda lazy to go into details la.

SYF night was kinda a waste of money and time.
Nothing was nice.
Like seriously.
Okay, maybe only the Indian Dance was not bad.
After that, went Vivo for LATE dinner/supper.
Was suppose to meet Dayang but I think her dearest friend knows that and decided not to go Vivo, shit!
Hey Dayang's friend, [you know who you are]
I've got nothing else better to say to you.

Anyway, people please visit this,
TanWeiLing!
Hurrs, she told me to ADVERTISE her livejournal for her.

I reached home at like 2355?
Omg, I think I'm gonna get grounded!

Oh yes, CLIMAXX!!
My phone is mad, again.
I know I said it ages ago but it was alright after that but now, it's mad again! :DD
Imagine how happy I am!?

Y'know, I plan to like watch the MFBBT at 1 later.
But my eyes are like closing as I'm typing.

Shit!
My nametag broke!
I have to go order new one!! Rahh!!!

4 periods of FnN was kinda difficult.
Bored to the maxx!

Geog was HUMILIATING!
Super I swear.
& since I doubt that person will come to my blog, I shall say it.
me:*shows small friend something* Rachel, I cannot show you. Later you kill me! /:
Rachel:*cannot be bothered*
Me: Okay la, show you want? fine, don't want.
Rachel: I know what is it la.
Me:what?
Rachel: The neoprint you took with Jannah la!!!!
I swear I didn't know where to put my face okay! She said damn loudly please! and she was just infront of us!
The 3 of us totally used our SS book to cover our faces la!
OMG!

SS today was hell funny.
'Did you drop your hair?' Inside joke.
I practically laughed till I teared.
& the place above the stomach there, was damn pain!
Omg la.

I gotta go have a talk with Dayang!
Omg, this is killing me!

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I don't understand some people okay.
Like why do they have to restrict their friendster?
If that's the case, why do they even have it if they do not want to let people view? It's either they have no face to face people or, they want more friends so they make their profile restricted. and when people wants to view them, they've got to add beforethey can view and tadah! the "owner's" wish come true, MORE FRIENDS!
How stupid!