What's with all the changes to LJ?
Seriously, maybe it's because I'm not familiarwith it?

I'm so tired.
It's 0033 now but I refuse to sleep.
Sleeping is such a waste of time.

I can't wait for N's to be over!
The mugging and pressure and everything.
I just can't get things into my oh-so-tiny brain.
I need to stop hating teachers.
Because of hating them, I get this thinking that I don't understand whattever the teacher taught when I'm doing the paper. Or I'll think that the teacher didn't teach abt it. Oh my, this can't go on.

Things I gotta do before N's,
- get Miss Sim to teach me speed/time graph and the accumalative(?) frequency thing.
- stop watching TV!!!!! ( IMPORTANT! )

So many things to do, so little time!
I need to study!!!!
I'm gonna start serious mugging on Monday!!
Nothing is gonna tempt me, not even if you're getting me a white PSP or a MacBook.
I'd rather get promoted than having a white PSP in either 4NA or in ITE.

Oh, I saw the latest nano. It's so U-G-L-Y!
I can't wait till 8 October! (:

I'm gonna try staying up till 3am!
That was the time I usually sleep during weekends.

I know this is random but, I hate pink, seriously.
Get me anything in pink, I'll throw it back to you. Even if it's a PSP. So ewww!!
But I so seriouly love red! :DDDD

I want a MacBook, in 2 years time, please!

I'm having problems in the class lately.
Some people is SO IRRITATING, elamparithi

I need to get a new ear piece, very soon.

There's no excitement in my life that I can blog about.

Ni xi huan mai pao de hai shi da xue sheng? ( Inside joke )

School hasn't been good at all.
I'm so irritated and frustrated at alot of things.
There's this certain people in class are just so irritating!
They just love to stare, in our direction.

N's are like in 2 weeks time?
O-M-G!!

I don't have the mood to do anything now.

There's dreadful FnN tomorrow ):
4 periods.

萧敬腾

His so F cute!
Although he doesn't really look good here.
Mel says his 'okay lar'
Whatever la, she doesn't appreciate things the way I do!
Actually, very little pleople does.

School was good.
There were many 'free periods'
2 periods of chinese and 2 periods of english were spent laughing and gossiping.
PE was a free period too.

There's mock for chem tomorrow, yucks.

Complaining was damn good today.
At least I get to shout ALOT.

&&& I drew this damn cute picture today but they ruin it! >:(
I shall scan it in one day.

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW! D:

edit/2219
** I'M NOT RACIST AGAINST THAI PEOPLE. But,
I HATE MY THAI NEIGHBOUR!!!!!!!
I've never hated someone so much in my life before!
I don't know why but my mother treats her damn good, fucking good.
My mother totally treats her the best okay!
&&& whatever that people has, she wants it too.
But, she doesn't know how to use it cause she can't fucking understand english and she'll come asking my mother and when my mother doesn't understand( my mother's not a electronic person but she so understands english ), she'll ask me and I'm obliged to help.

& everytime this thai bitch has some event, she'll ask my mother along and my mother would go and even though I don't want going, I'll have to go because my mother has this thing that she'll go giddy anytime.
& when I complain to my mother, she'll say this 'if you don't like people, next time got any event or what, don't follow'
Hello!? Who fucking hell wants to follow!?
If my mother doesn't have that giddy thing, I won't even think of going alrights!!!!
My mother can even help her speak up okay!
I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH!

& she has such rude and dirty children!!!
They won't listen to anyone older than them and they would fly into a rage when they don't get things they want even though their at MY HOUSE, MY ROOM.
& everytime they go out, they go home and would bathe, only the next morning and they would wear exactly that set of clothes to sleep, till next day when they finally decides to bathe!

I don't understand why my mother likes to go out with her so much okay!
Everywhere she goes, she'll ask her to come along.
Places like Escape, Wild Wild Wet and some park or whatever!!!!
OoMmGg!!!!!!!
It's a total disgrace to go out with her!
She's only 30 and she's damn 'suaku'
My mother who is like 40+ is more IN than her okay.
At the very least, my mother knows things like DONUTS!
Well, she knows abt donuts too, those at the bakery.

Oh yes, she uses hi-tech things like Olmypus camera ( just bought ) and a N series Nokia phone but, I bet she barely knows about the functions and all okay!
I'm so fucking annoyed by her cause my mother just gave me this fucking attitude because I commented on that thai neighbour.
& she even said I was JEALOUS OF HER!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, JOKE OF THE YEAR.
Geraldlyn Tan is actually so fucking jealous of her stupid thai neighbour just becasue she just bought a Olympus camera and Geraldlyn doesn't have a new one. ( Omg, how funny and true! )

Why do I have to be jealous?
Please, although I do not have a new Olympus camera with 8 megapixels and a 2.5 inch screen, at least I'm 'materials-rich'
I'm so not being proud but hello, at the very least, I've got 1 Adidas bag.
& my sister has a Adidas bag too.
But what are the thai's children using?
Power rangers! Hahah!
Yes, I admit I want the Sony cybershot camera or the Olympus underwater one VERY MUCH but I don't have it. But at least, things like bags and wallets that I want, I have it.
Yes yes yes. When Gameboy advance things was very IN and I wanted it so much, I didn't have it whereas they got it but so what? The thing now is PSP alright?
Example, their eldest child, primary 5.
Using some cartoon bag and that Nike spray spray bottle.
I was using that bottle when I was only primary 4.
& when I was primary 5, I've already got a phone. ( Not prepaid )
So, what right does my mother have to say that I'm being jealous of her when I always get the things I want?

I wanted my K810i, I got it.
I wanted an iPod, I got it too.
I wanted to sign up for broadband, I got it too.
I wanted SCV, I got it too.
I wanted crimpler, I got it.
I wanted that Adidas bag, I got it.
Things below 100 bucks, I always get it if I want it.
& I'm SO GRATEFUL for that, seriously.

Hahahahah, yes yes yes.
Although they get their passports stamped at least once a year but so what?
It's still the same destination.
& they always got to the same destination for the same reason.
& the reason ain't for leisure okay.
If that's the case, I'd rather my passport gets stamped only once every 5 years?

Why why why do I have to be jealous of them la.
Mother, please use your brain to think.
You don't have brain for nothing alright?

I'm not done complaining yet but, people's eye may hurt.
I shall continue tomorrow.
& I'm so going to complain to alot of people tomorrow.
Rahh!!!!

Hi everyone.

I went PS today and there was this HSM thingy.
My sister wanted to watch so we stayed, to watch.
& we stood beside the stupid speaker and the musicwas damn loud.
After we left, I had difficulty listening for 5 minutes.
&&& I saw LuoZhiXiang! Hurrs :DDDDDD
Omg! (:

& MissyDonuts isn't nice, at all.
Please don't sue me but, that's what I think.

We went for Pizza Hut and that cheese fondue thingy isn't nice at all too.
Please again, don't sue me.

I've consumed ALOT of sinful things today ):
I broke my promise of drinking-plain-water-only.
& drank more than 2 litres of fizzy drinks?
Omg, no more sweet things for 2 weeks and no unhealthy food for 1 week!
& I've got to have back the habit of drinking plain water only.

I need to get a new earpiece.
I wanna get a RED one.

My aim of getting my white PSP isn't getting nearer for me cause so far, I've saved only $80!
I really hope someone gets it for me for my Birthday!
I won't mind even if it's 10 people sharing it!
Or maybe, it can be for both Christmas and Birthday!
I so won't mind.
& as for the game, I want some car racing one!
I hate fighting games.
I shall use my NewYear AngPao $$ next year if no one gets it for me this year.

School's starting on Monday.
There goes my 5-days-turned-2-days holiday.
I've got to wait till November for my real holiday.

I'm so tired but I don't wanna sleep so early.

So I went for badminton and now my arms are hurting like ABCDEGF.

We're late again.

This girl,

and this, are my badminton friends. She refuse to let me take a good one.
Hi Debra (:

I wanted to post more but nah, my show's starting!

Goodbye for now.

Woke up at 9+ and went to play badminton with Jiaping and Debra.
Fer came half way.
& tomorrow, we're going for another 3 hours session.
I'll blog if I manage to survive it.


My intention to sleep till noon failed.Yucks.


So, Mel Wong has something against my current obsession.
& she wants me to put up a picture and says that she's my all time favourite.
But anyway, I ani't gonna do that cause I do not have a picture of her or any picture taken with her.


I'm in need of knowledge.
Like, I seriously need motivation to study.


I'm at this page since I don't know when.


Right now, I'm having thoughts of removing this dumb blog.
& I think many people deleted theirs.


Sometimes, I really wonder what kinda friends do I actually have?
They're so super contradicting.
They say this and do that.
But I really do thank God for giving me such unique friends. ( I'm not being sarcarstic )
Well, I shan't talk about people.
I wanna be a good person.

Tomorrow's Friday and holidays are coming to an end.
At least, my exams end early and I get back results, later.
Which means I'll have the whole November to play.
& not to forget, BIRTHDAY!
Okay, right now, I should concentrate studies.

Mummy just doesn't understand that I study better, outside.
She only allows me to the library which I totally hate.
I can't make noise.
But I'll just go.


I need to rest but I can't bear to leave this stupid keyboard.
I love typing.
On phone and keyboard.
How random.


I need one more person for tomorrow's badminton.
I received a msg from Fer like 15 minutes ago?
She can't make it tomorrow.
I need people!


I like writing too.
But I really don't know what to write about.


I'm such a random person.
& it doesn't feel good.
I feel retarded, in fact.

I shall go to the library tomorrow to study.
I getting sick of my Strawberry Shortcake pencil case.
But I still love Strawberry Shortcake. (:


Tomorrow:
! Wake up at 9+ for badminton at 10
! Walk to badminton place
! Play till 1
! Go home, bathe
! Go to library to study, with someone
! Reach home by 5 or 6

I like to go for study sessions.
But no one wants to go with me.
I like mid night study sessions.
Or at least, study till night.

Nvm, I shall go sleep now.

What does 'clique' means?
Someone please define it for me.

Current obsession! <3

I have only 2 days of holidays while others have 5.
My holiday officially starts today.
& I'm SO tired.
I was doing paper one and falling asleep at the same time.
Paper 2 was so fucked up! Yucks.
And how great, I was having a damn bad headache at that time.
I'm so going to retain.

I need one day of fun.
& I mean shopping and going out but not staring at the computer!

Lucky I'm not a December baby or I'll not have a good birthday.
I'm considering if I should pierce my ear?
Okay, I think I will.

Oh, there's an annoymous on my Haloscan.
& I can't figure out who she is!
* IF YOU LEAVE A MSG, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR NAME TOO.

I'm going to sleep till noon tomorrow and no one can disturb me!
I haven't got a good sleep since Sunday.
I've been so worry about N's.

To y'know who. ( if you really don't know who, ask me, don't guess )
I'm very irritated with you.
Yes, although we are the HAA but that doesn't mean you can happy happy come, happy happy go.
You're such a loser, a dog.
I can't stand you!
Alot of people advice me not to continue being your friend, given your character.
But than! Forget it.

Edit/1723
You stupid annoymous.
How am I suppose to know who you are?
I sent songs to so many people okay.
You think I'd record it down?
L-A-M-E!
I think I know who annoymous is already, MELANIE WONG!

Hello all.
I see no point in keeping onetwo-three.blogspot cause I bet I'm the only one that knows the content.
No one reads my blog.

Anyway, I chopped off my hair yesterday and it's U-G-L-Y!!
Yucks!!!!!!
Chinese N's today.
& guess what.
I think this is the happiest day of the week.
I'm seating at the back for examss! (:
Sucha dream come true.
I've been seating infront for exams, everytime.
I'm finally at the back.

I'm so tired and holiday ain't holiday to me at all.

SS tomorrow and I'm studying like mad cause I can't remember a single shit!
I really hope merger and separation comes out for SEQ.
& Singapore population thing comes out for SBQ.

I gotta STUDY for N's or I'll just get ready to retain or worst, quit studies.
I DON'T WANT!!!!

I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow! /:
There's listening compre till 8.30 than our next paper is at 2!!
That's like 5.5 hours!
My oh my!
I could spend the time,
- studying SS OR
- going shopping OR
- having breakfast than slack OR
- stoning and do nothing OR
- to go home and take a nap OR
- laughing my ass away ( the topic is obvious )

Anyway, I've been a really good person and I haven't been laughing at y'know who.
& I suddenly feel like typing alot but I don't know what to type about.
Oh yes, if you ever see this, SEND ME SOME SONGSSSS!!!!
I lost ALL my songs!
200 over and I only manage to get back 50++ songs.

Goodbye.

My com has been down for like quite long?
Anyway, I had to quick-restore everything!
Yes, although it says 'restore' but I lost EVERYTHING. Yes, everything.
All my songs, pictures and stuff, gone!
& now I only have 54 songs on iTunes! D:
Plus, most of them are news songs that I d/l today.
All the old ones, I lost them.

Damn it!
N's are on coming Monday!
Chinesee!!
& I got a B3 for chinese prelims!
With a disgusting and gross grade of 68.
Highest! But, SmallFriend got 68 too.
So, we topped Chinese.
If only I can get this disgusting grade for N's.
It's turn into a rather pleasent grade.
But for English, I got a very grossed out grade.
51++
If I get this for N's, I can jolly well go and die, rather than continue with studies.

There's problem with MSN.
Everytime I signed to MSN, my com get hanged in last than 10 minutes!

Someone is being so irritating in 4P!
Oh my!!!!!!!!
We had this 'laughing fight' thing on Tuesday during English.
This person, was being like damn it irritating I sumpa!
Like, we weren't even laughing at her?
& she happily thought we were laughing at her so she and her ELPRT friend laughed back at us!
&&&& that got me so damn irritated cause that ELPRT friend was really funny.
So we laughed back even more.
I swear she's the irritating-est I've ever met!
& this exact same girl, told us (me, SF and Roll) to 'get a life'
She was saying that when she doesn't even know what exactly happened!
She didn't even knew who was in the right and who was at fault.
I'm saying this because apparently, she sided the one at fault.
Yes, you can say things abt me. Just don't let me know.
& she went to say this, stupidly to another girl who came to tell us.
See, bring trouble for herself only.
Yah, so, we're called the -Lifeless- and -HAA-
I shan't say anymore, least she sue me till I die!

Exams are so stressful.

I feel stress. ( Hurrs )
I've only done half a trading profit and loss.
I'm so done for POA. ( & mummy expects A1 )
I don't wanna retain/go ITE okayyy!!!
Like who wants.

Have to study like mad!
If I fail my prelims, BADLY, I'm a gonner.
I mean if it's 49, 48 fail, it isn't that bad.
My oh my!

I got alot of things to talk about. Or rather, people.
Oh yes, I had a rather weird and funny dream last night! :D
I shall go off now!!!!!

Prelims starts this Monday :S
& instead of studying like what all other people are doing,
I'm here, updating!!
My! I'm gonna study later on!

The brain-splitting Accounts, memorise till dead SS, remember formula till mad Maths, head-breaking Science, read till dead also cannot remember Geog, study like mad also no use FnN.
I've not even started on anything yetttt!!!!!
I'm so dead.
I'm all prepared to retain/go ITE. ( I don't wantt!!! )
I gotta go get my parents prepared too.

Movies on Friday after school.
Piercing after N's. ( Only if I ever find the dare to, I sound so useless )
My, I've got to wait so long.
I intended to pierce during September but I was told that I wouldn't be able to concentrate on studies if it's too pain.
So, wait lor.

& from the bottom of my heart, I'm seriously not against ANYONE.
I'm NEUTRAL (:

PRELIMSSS!!! /:


I went Ikea just now!
The frog that I want is on discount now! (:
So, I think I'll most probably go there again on Monday.
Shall see.
But first, I need to get in contact with Rollllll.
I don't know where has she rolled to la.

Prelims are starting on Monday, officially.
Everyone's either at NDP or mugging into the books.
I guess I'm the only one here, still looking into the computer.
I think I can predict myself retaining or going to ITE.
So, I guess I'd better go make friends with the 3NAs now.
In case I've got no friends next year.


I can hear the fireworks!
& I've been stuck at this page for God knows how long.

Oh yes, I've bought my CD already.
I can start saving for my PSP unless someone nice decided to gets it for my birthday or maybe, Christmas?

I've got to start listening more and talking less.
In both lessons and towards things that are happening.
People can't be trusted, no one.
It's just so stupid, godd!

I shall go think of ways to talk to the person who might understand me.
First thing to stop doing, stop laughing at/about her!

Celebration was crap.
So many people wasn't there.
I shouldn't have gone too.

The mother isn't at home.
She left me home alone, with a witch! /:
I'm gonna call her and maybe I can meet her?

Tskk, the world is so annoying and filled with weirdos.
Many many paranoid people as well.
I'm not trying to mean that I'm the perfectly fine one but yah.
I belong to the paranoid ones too.
But apparently, there's worst ones.
Sigh.

I'm learning to forgive and forget.
Like, if the person done something and still doesn't wanna change no matter what things you've done to and said about her, the best solution is to forgive and forget cause the person ain't gonna change AT ALL.
It's sucha waste some people don't go to Mediacorp to act.
Maybe, Mediacorp should like, come to STC and let EVERYONE go for a trail, individually in a room. I'm quite confident that she'll get chosen.
Nvm, forgive and forget.

Edit/1819
Oh, I forgot to mention.
There was accounts test on Monday.
I managed to balance everything and it was all good.
Goods things don't last.
True enough, talk to roll at night and she ask me this
'Did you do the theory question? I don't know how to do leh.'
My oh my.
I totally left the thoery question BLANK.
Not even written down the question number! /:
But anyway, I think even if I did. I won't be able to get the marks for the theory cause,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ACCOUNTS THEORY!!
With this, I'm gonna start memorising accounts theory!
I'm determined to get back my A for accounts.
& prove it to that 'A*' student!

Anyway, I'm currently feeling very bored.
I'm gonna be random.
I'll be walking home from school everyday, if not from Tiong.
Only drink water everytime I go out or at least, mineral water. Crap.
I'm leaving in 5 minutes.
Meantime, I'm still bored!
I hate school.
Life's sucha bore.
I wanna do something wild.
Anyway, I'm leaving!!!!
Byeeeee! :DDDDD
L-A-M-E!
Gosh!

I think many people are not going school tomorrow.
I already know of one who's not going, tsk.

Many many things happened this week la, forget it.
I shall not talk about it since I'm told not too.
But if I hear anything related to it from the same people or stuff, I can't be sure that I won't say anything about it cause I'm currently not very happy with things that happened and how it was 'solved'

Anyway, the above thing is only minor issue la.
The BIG issue iss!!!!
There's this fucking problem within the 6 of us!
But there are only 2 main people involved, get it?
It's like, A thinks that B has got something against her and B really hates her alot and B likes to pick on her.
Alright, it's true that B doesn't like A but not to the extent of HATE.
And, there are times where B is telling me rather private things and A would get all paranoid and stuff and come telling me that B is talking bad about her to me. And A keeps assuming that B hates her and doesn't like her and wants her our of our 'clique'. Godddd, help!

& I don't know la okay.
There are so many problems lately, people are like not understanding each other and insist things their way and all this kinda unreasonable requests okay. & they do things their way, without caring about other people's feeling and they say things as they want and like and not care about how other people feel at all!!!!!!! AHh, I doubt you'll understand.
Maybe, only the person who is being said about would understand but she refuses to talk to me because of someone!!!!
Damn it, no one's gonna understand how I feel.
& the bad thing is, I don'tknow how to express this kinda things face to face to someone who might think the same way as I do you know.
& there's this trend going on la.
Friend A goes telling friend B something and B promises not to tell. Than B goes on telling C, telling C not to tell. Than C, being so straight forward and not toleresnt, goes to confront A straight away without realising she'll get B into trouble. Cause, when you pass a msg, the msg kinda always end up getting wrong. Gosh, why am I even typing all this shit out!

I shall go get on good terms with the person who would understand me.
But first, I gotta start talking to her.
But, everytime I want to talk to her, someone just gets in and spoil my plan!Forget it.

Don't try to assume who A,B or C is cause you're wrong wrong wrong!

Right now, my cybershot is infront of me! :D
I'm not gonna leave it!!!!

School has been good and problematic, contradicting hurr.
Problems here, problems there.
First, there's this phone thing.
Her friend's keep staring at us.
I hate stares!

Secondly, people hating each other here and there and not trusting each other here and there.
But still can continue hanging out with each other as though they love each other so much!
Gosh! What's the world coming to!?

Thirdly, people are breaking up here and there.
But since these people choose to tell me, it means they trust me so, I'm not gonna say out who broke up and whatsoever. Anyway people, I hope things goes well for you all! :D

Some people, oh my.
Getting more and more vulgar as the days goes by.
Tsk tsk.
Yesterday, the councillor called us idiots and today, she called us bitches!
Hey, look who's the bitch here.
If your friend hadn't done that, why must you go around calling people names?
I heard that if you reply someone, it means that guilty of it.
Omg, I'm replying the councillor here so I'm admitting that I'm a bitch?
COUNCILLOR, yeah right!

I MISS my phone SOOO much!
Fuck the person who stole it okay! /:
She made me miss it SO MUCH! >:(
But anyway, I already have it back so, forget it.
I've said tis many many times, I only want my phone back!
& now I've got it back,
I got to thank God for letting me be able to get it back.

& that councillor want to pray to Lord for helping her friend ( to steal )
and also want Lord to let the wrong ones learn their lessons.
Hurr, councillor, who is the one that have learnt their lessons?
I have learn to keep my phone properly, not to let anyone anyhow see my bag and also learn not to judge a person by looks.
But, I'm not very sure if your friend have learn anything?
Cause from what I see, she hasn't learn ANYTHING!
She still feels that she hasn't done anything wrong and that my phone deserves to be stolen by her.
& she still doesn't feel guilty and still can go around trying to play the role of a victim, saying that we accused her of stealing, my God.

Okay anyway, I'm really happy and thankful now.
I really wanna thank God sincerely for letting me be able to find back my phone and also to learn the true colours of some people.

Cybershot's back to me, I'm happy! :D
If you intend to ask me what happen or anything, I'll jolly well tell you.
& it's up to you to believe me or not.
People WITH a brain, would choose to believe me I guess.
Her story is just too....
Stupid, I'd say.
People with no brain, just like her close friend, would choose to believe her. & I have nothing against that simply because they've got no brains and I pity them y'know.
I do have a heart, that feels.
I don't care how is she/are they feeling.
I just know, I got back my phone, I'm happy.
I've said before, I only want back my phone.
But brainless people thinks that I'm setting myself up against their friend so, let it be lor.
Let them hate me.

Small and Roll were over at my place!
Only laughing la.
Nothing else lor.
I didn't blog about chinese orals.
Omg, terror!
I got pinched like amd before that okay.
& the blue-black's still there.
Like maid kena abused like that /:

I <3 Thursdays!
Cause there's no maths!
& therefore I don't get to see the Teacher!! :DD

Anyway, I should go now.
Byebye! <3