Last of 2015

//This post has been rotting in the drafts section since forever!!! - Moving into the 3rd week of 2016 and I'm still trying to do up my post on 2015 hahahahahahaha. 

I cannot remember what was the last post from 2015 about so... I'm gonna be very 随性 and just update whatever that comes to my mind.

First up, FER AND JOYCE BDAY CELEBRATIONS!

Just realised this is the only pic I have cause I never save the group pic hahahahhaha wtf. 

THEN FER INTRO ME TO WATCH THIS DRAMA AND I'M HOOKED! 

It was so ridiculous in the beginning but it's starting to get very sweet hehehehhe! 

Christmas Wonderland with the family!! 

Hi Sis! Wahhh I look very hiao here leh what's with the angle HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

And I look different also /:

Aunty photobombed us ): 

HELLO KITTY RUN!! 

The only mark where no one was there hahahhahha! 

Ohhh something funny! We wasn't expecting the t shirt to be in this shade of pink and both of us was like.. this will be the first and last time we're seen in baby pink!! HAHAHAH! 

Next day was my uncle's wedding lunch reception! 

And I finally applied make-up after very long. I've been going bare faced for veryyyy long already hahhahahhhaha! 

Family photo after v long. 

Vietnam Drip Coffee! 

*which btw took forever* 

All ma closer cousins!

AND THIS CHRISTMAS GIFT FROM MY SISTER HEHEHEH! 

Which I have yet to wear them cause of the weather hahahahha! 

Then we had our annual x'mas exchange at Fer's place and her mum baked us a cake! ^^

Mel and I were early so Fer prepared some food for us.  

Teppanyaki style cause Fer was cooking just right in front of us hhahahahahah and sorry I only have the snapchat version of this pic hahahahhah! 

All our gifts (:

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On 31 Dec, I had lunch with my 2 other favourite people! 

This is an old pic cause.. I LAZY TO BACKUP FROM MY PHONE! ):

And I guess this marks the end of my 2015 cause I spent the rest of 31 Dec at home doing nothing, followed by watching Taiwan's countdown on tv! Hahaahahah!! I wanted to avoid the crowd at all cost. Initial plan was to go Fer's place to nua cause... nothing to do mah but ended up staying home hahahhah! Which was good because I started 2016 by going to JB! 

Life Regrets

HAPPY 2016 EVERYONE!! 

*if anyone even reads this blog*

Hahaha the title like sad only. Somemore it's first few days of the year. HAHAHA! 

But really. During my JB trip last week, it got me thinking and pouring out my biggest regret in my 24years - NOT BEING SERIOUS WITH MY STUDIES, WHICH RESULTED IN DROPPING TO SECONDARY 3 NA. 

It's not about the qualifications, or the extra one year I had to spend in STC. It was more about the people I spend the extra 1 year with. Because I was close with my lupsup girls in 1-2 express. And I was like anti-social queen so... idk anyone after I dropped to 3NA. Imagine my face during first day of school HAHAHAHAH! Sec 3/4 was alright cause my girls was still in school and we can meet during recess to talk rubbish and all. But after they graduate, OMG. HATED SCHOOL LIKE NOTHING ELSE. Esp the people I have to see on a daily basis!! No doubt I have classmates but all not close one. Cannot talk about anything oneee. And, I don't even talk to them now. Sorry, we didn't even have any common topics to talk about back in school. Everyday was just bitching about teachers and other schoolmates and facing two-faced people. Of course I'm one of them hahahahahahah. 

SOOOOO, I'M GLAD IT'S OVER! I would never wanna go through that ever again. 

But then again, everything is fated. If I never drop to NA, I wouldn't have met my poly friends. Hahahah soooo, I guess..... it's somehow a blessing? Like a gift to me for having to go through sec5 alone? 

I have Vietnam trip to blog about. And other meet ups to blog about also. Let me go see what I can do. HAHAHHAHA! 

ONE LAST PAPER!

FINAL PAPER FOR UNI LATER AT 7PM! Really hoping I can get through this!!

Sooooooooo, I have been on leave since 26 Nov, except for the 3 half days that I went back after Vietnam trip. Back to work tmr and I don't want to think about it. I don't want to know what's in store for me.

I think I might have turn one shade darker in Vietnam also. Sian max. I haven't even lose the tan from HK and I got another light one from Vietnam. WHYYY!!!

Okokkkk, BACK TO THE BOOKS!

On turning 24

CHEYYYYY THE TITLE LIKE SO DEEP ONLY. HAHAHAH! Like as if I've accomplished much like that. But then again, given my ability, I think I've actually achieved 1 thing this year. Which is..

ALMOST completing uni! Never thought I'd come this far mannnn. Now I'm just left with final exams. I don't wish for high distinction, I just wanna graduate!! HAHAHA! Completing uni is no big deal to most. But for me, somemore part time studies, I wanna give myself a pat on the back already hahahhaha.

This year's bday was a quiet affair with just 3 celebrations, starting off with steamboat buffet with Shep they all!

  Followed by dinner with parents, and lunch with lupsupkidz! 

Took me vvvv long to get this shot right! All because the candle wasn't lit and I had to pretend to blow off the flame! HAHAHAHAHA!!  

Went to play the game Fer prepared and SHOUTOUT TO MY KAH-KIAS FOR HELPING ME! :D 

Followed by going to buy present hehehehhe! 

Bday cake was Honey Cake from Twelve Cupcakes! IT WAS SO GOOD OMG! 

Story goes like this. We exited from the MRT then I saw these boxes on display. So I just walked in telling Fer I wanna buy this cake. Can use as bday cake but dw also can I just wanna buy it hahahahahha! So, Fer got it for me as my bday cake! 

Lunch was at 4 Fingers cause... Fer suddenly saw it then we just change location like that hahahhahaha! 

Ice cream during tea time!!! 

Heheheh! Combined gifts from all my friends! Speaking of which, I need to send it back to get the engraving done! 

THANK YOU GIRLSSSS! :*

I don't have many friends but all these are enough for me. I'm super picky when it comes to friends, and I find it super difficult to stay as friends with new ppl who I just met. Like.. I tend to compare them with friends I already have. But how to compare when I know my current friends for at least 5 years already? Another thing is I expect people to treat me the same way as how I treat them. How is this possible lehhh?

This was when Hanna crashed our KOL class! One of the best thing to happen this year!  

We were in the same class during the first trimester but we never talk at all cause different teams mah. We only talked a little towards end of the term cause we were talking about salad hahahahahaha. Then comes 2nd term, I met her again in Workplace Law class cause... she was the only girl I recognised and recognised me! Hahahahahaha! & the rest is history~ She might just be one of the best thing that happen in uni, and for making uni interesting! Hahahahah! Last term when we were in the same class, I always look forward to attending class. Like the temptation to skip class wasn't that high... Unlike this term... Hahahahah! 

Taking a little time out of my study time to edit this post. Actually drafted wayyyyy before Vietnam trip hahahahahahaha. 

But I think I'm going to bed now! To prepare for full day of kicking KOL's butt tmr! 

I CAN DO THIS, LAST TERM ALREADY! MUST GRADUATE!!!!!

Mid Term

As the title suggests again, 2 meanings to mid term!

1. We're at the middle of the term which means another half more term and we're done!
2. MID TERM TESTS!

This term unfortunately, I have mid term test yo! ):
Ok la actually, considering that this is my 2nd mid term in my entire life in Murdoch. Hahahaha! HR Econs, I'mma kick your ass! Hahahah cheyyy, feeling all positive now. Hope I don't cry when I open the paper later!

I'm stealing a little time now to update before I prepare to go to school to study a little with Rebecca before my test at 7pm!

Anyway! The past week was... stressing. Felt so lost and empty. I always feel this way during EOY, especially during the year end festive period with all the celebrations.
And with all the deadlines coming up /: WORST WEEK EVER.

Looking forward to 8pm later! Because as of 8pm, I would be left with:
1 Team Presentation + Management Report
2 Individual assignments.

Not any lesser but still, better than nothing.

Made plans to watch Our Times with my bestfriend this Friday, I CAN'T WAIT.
Because ever since school started, all that's revolving ard me is school - work - school - work. EVERY SINGLE WEEK, no wonder I feel so drained.

Okk, better hurry off to prepare before I'm late, adiós!  

Realisation

My title like chim only but guess what I just realised..

THAT THIS WEEK I ONLY HAVE 1 PRESENTATION DUE, NOT 2! Which means I have another whole week to do SM presentation. CHEY! Hahahaha!

And since I have a littleeee bit of time to spare, I'M HERE!

Last week was, how do you say. Not exciting but not boring also because... Fer won tickets to the premier of 我的少女时代 and brought me along with her! Heheheh! AND THE GUY IN THE SHOW SO CUTE!

LOOKS GOOD RIGHTTTTT! Heheh! 

Then don't know which day when I was home, I happened to chance upon the commercial for this China drama - Boss and Me. I actually took note of it because I saw Zhang Han in the commercial hahahahah so I thought ok maybe can check it out. Then, I. GOT. HOOKED. Soooo addictive because he's so sweet in the drama?! But sweet until very unrealistic la hahahahahah it will never happen in real life that kind. Hahhahahaha! But nvm, I can just drown in that forever hahahahhahah. I got so addicted that Wednesday night I watched till 3am, Thursday till 1am cause my energy not enough. Then Friday I stayed up till 4am. YTD WAS RECORD BREAKING. I stayed up till 6am and I was at episode 29/33 before I went to bed. I'm about the finish the drama, so... a bit sad. Hahahaahah!! 

THIS ONE REALLY MELT MY HEART KIND HAHAHAHAHA. 

Plus with that kind of role, HOW NOT TO LOVE HAHAHAAHAHA!! 

I'm quite determined to finish it tonight since I have a little time to spare, before I start concentrating fully on my assignments. Heheheh #excuses actually. Hahaahah!!

I shock myself sometimes because I'm the vvvvvvv realistic kind I watch drama based on which actor/actress is in the show one hahahahahha. And since I just realised that I only have 1 presentation due this week, OK I'M GOING OFF TO FINISH THE DRAMA HEHEHEH!!!! ^^ 

TIME TO TURN UP

NOT.

Hahahahah!! What the shit... I have sooo many assignments on my plate. But Idk where to start. I know I need to finish up my group ones first but.. so lost leh. KOL one is due in 1 week's time but I have no idea what to do because everything like done already lehh. Hahahahah ok la nvm, I will work it out.

GOING FOR KBBQ WITH KC AND GANG TMR!! Can't wait omg! Hahahahah.

My face so dry so sad. I feel like buying the Bioessence Bird's Nest one to try hahahahaha but dk will work or not /: And I wanna try sooo many other things for my face but idk which brand will work for my face ):

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Enough of ranting. I think.. I wanna go and play game hahahahhahah.

I have problems thinking of title

Sooo many things and people getting on my nerves recently. 

How can someone not know her own school schedule? How can someone forget abt the module's shared drive? I always share my work but when I ask - "Oh I haven't reached that part" OH REALLY? We are less than 20hrs away from submission time lor. Always the same case. But everytime you ask, everytime I share, WITHOUT FAIL -.- 

And then, people (me included) also need to start reflecting on themselves, before they start talking/commenting about others. You talk abt others soooo loudly, but you forgot, you are like them too. Or one day, you will be like them too.
I'm always trying to be better. As in a better person. God knows how hard I try but I always end up talking badly. I curse, I swear, I talk abt people more than any other things I do. But I also dare say, I always reflect on what I say and end up regretting what I've said almost the next minute. 

Then there are people who dk how to look after their child. Do everyone a favour, if you dk how to take care of a child, DO NOT GIVE BIRTH TILL YOU'RE READY. I'm a bad person. I'll never wanna have a child because I cannot teach. I know I'll spoil my child like mad even though he is in the wrong. And I have no patience to teach. ZERO PATIENCE. My friends would know how much patience I have in me. Unless my future partner knows how to handle a child, or my mother is willing to take care, I will never wanna have a child. I'm gonna fail so badly as a parent. Hahahhahaha. 

Enough of ranting! 

Back to rushing assignments till I'm thinking of the JB trip hahahahahahahahahah. I just finished 1assignment and I'm thinking of taking a break already because the 2D1N JB trip was soooo tempting as I was rushing out my assignment last night hahahahahaha. But I don't have the luxury of time. I don't think I can even afford a day trip to JB with this schedule of mine. 

I have:

- Presentation in 2 weeks and 3 weeks 

- Mid term test in 20 days 

- Another group submission and individual submission in week 10 and 11 

I have sooo many things on my plate omg. All I wanna do is watch Ji Xian Tiao Zhan and sleep. Hahahaha. Speaking of which, that show got me hooked onto lzx yet again and I've been listening to his songs recently heheheheh. What's even better is, he's gonna release a new album in Nov!!! ^^ 

CAN'T WAIT ALREADY OMG. 

My Monday was tolerable because I spent the whole morning talking nonsense with Shep. And the rest of the afternoon talking to Mel. Hahaahaha. Can't wait for school tmr! There's really this thing with IJ girls. Haven't seen and spoke to Rebecca for years. But it still feels comfortable to sit with her in class. Even more comfortable than sitting with someone whom I've spoken with over the past few months. Hahaahahahah, it's true. IJ GIRLS \m/ 

Okok, back to working on my group assignment. 

Soooooooooo, F1 has come to an end. Chey cheyy, say until like I got take part or I very active in F1 activities like that. But truth is, I just shuffled between home and office during the weekends. I even paid off my sleep debts hahahahahahah. But the thought of all the last minute transfers that we got to handle, I CANNOT.

Everytime I see my boss' wife, she confirm will try to brainwash me about this job. No, I'm not leaving this company, yet. Not anytime soon also. At least, not before I clear all my modules. Then it finally hit me ytd also. I think I'll be damn sad to leave this company, though I complain about wanting to resign all the time hahahahah.

Anywayyy, it's freezing in the office. I switched off the air con earlier on but boss complain too warm -.- He never even stay in the office for long.... /:

//

NO SCHOOL TONIGHT WOOHOOOOO! So I'm going shopping with mother to check out on prices for bags because her friend going to Europe yooooo. Hahahaaha! I'm already thinking about what we should have for dinner! :D

I deserved this

MY EYES ARE SO SO SO TIRED THEY CAN CLOSE ANYTIME. A N Y T I M E!
I need to hit my min. word count but I have nothing else to say. How to summaries 3 assignments with 1.5k words. Siao or whatttt. I want to cry leh. I just need a space to rant. Hahaahahah.

Okkk off to dinner.

Omg after dinner come back still need to do formatting and TII the bloody assignment. I wanna submit tonight leh /:
TIRED AF.

McD's

I have been wasting sooo much money and calories on McD's! Hello Kitty, Minions. Everything.
Then just as I thought after this Minion, I WILL NOT HAVE ANY MORE MCD'S, GOT HELLO KITTY. Noo, I will resist temptations and not get em' Hello Kitty this year. Enough. And think abt the queue. OK, ENOUGH. No more.

*PS. I have one more week of McD's to eat. 8 more pcs of nuggets. I will skip the sides next week. Thank God I skipped bfast today and am extremely hungry so lunch was alright. Imagine I had bfast then 8pcs of nuggets and 2 cup corns for lunch. I DIE.

Drained

I'm so tired I cannot explain why I'm so tired every single day. Sleep late, tired. Sleep early, also tired. Wtf is this mannnn, how can someone be so tired?? Not to mention, I have another assignment that is 30% of my unit due this coming Wednesday. I thought I could sleep in tmr, but no, I have an appointment to soak off my gelish @ ard 11. Which means I cannot sleep in. I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN ON SUNDAY! Because my appointment is free and easy hahahah only meet when we wake up hahahahahaha! I like this kind of appointment. Hahhahaha.

This trimester is very very very draggy, I don't like. The lecturers are not interesting. Half the time they talk about non relevant stuffs. Just to drag till 10pm to end class. One only talks and laughs at his own jokes with his ridiculous work experience. The other talks slower than a snail would crawl and is sarcastic af. I cannot take it. Every lesson I just can't wait to go home and every break time, I have to resist the temptations to pack my bag and go.

I'm so tired I cannot. I'm forcing my eyes to stay open as I type this. I should do my assignment or maybe just read up on the article also good but I'm so so so tired I have no strength to do anything omg.

Miss

Tuesday morning saw me missing my lupsupkidz, and the times we spent. 

I feel so far away. 

Instead of trying to close up the gap, I pushed myself even further away when I felt the drift.

I guess I'm the one that changed. 

i miss us. x

Really?

I received the nicest msg I can ever receive in awhile. Just finished a group at MBS (where I spent my last 3 days at) and the person in charge of the group was so nice? Every of our request he just ok ok ok, I try my best, ok ok ok. & then he had someone send the document up to my room instead of meeting him at tower 1 (I was at freaking tower 3!!!!)! Hahahah!! Then after I thanked him for the last update I received from him, still can reply to rest well. I MUST'VE LOOKED DAMN TIRED? Hahahahaha! But really, so nice (: Normally people will be like, your group leave, you pay already, sua, my job is done. You live you die, YOUR PROBLEM. People like him really gives me hope.

I will take it as he really meant it. So.. this is really the best msg I ever received from someone else apart from family. Other than that, all that I have been receiving are texts such as meet ups, go here, go there, do this, do that. I have been rejecting sooo many meet ups because of all the assignments I have. I have assignment due EVER SINGLE WEEK STARTING FROM THIS TUESDAY! >_<
SOOOO TIRED PLEASE. Yeahh I really wish I can rest well. HAHAHAHA.

Woke up at 5 on Friday, and I ko-ed before 10.30pm that night hahahaahah! Then crawled up at 8 on Saturday morning. And finally, woke up at 5am again today. Who says event jobs are fun?

Then ppl say staycation blah blah blah, can rest, can relax. WHERE GOT. My mother and sister joined me yesterday night, THEY DON'T EVEN FEEL REJUVENATED THIS MORNING HAHAHAHAHHA. DAFUG.

OKKKK, BACK TO LOOKING FOR ARTICLES. I HAVE 8 MORE REAKING ARTICLES TO FIND OMG.

Y U LIDDIS ONE

Some people really.. Cannot leave certain things alone and must harp on it every single time we meet. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. 

I feel guilty if I suggested something bad, be it food, where to go, what to do, where to stay, what movie to watch. I am sorry if you didn't enjoy what I suggested and you still had to pay for it. But, DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE TO GO ON AND ON AND ON ABOUT IT EVERY SINGLE TIME!? Is there nothing else for us to talk about besides.. the past? Can you just... 

Can or not?!

You say for another few years also no use one. What's done is already done. Don't want to go, also go already. What you want me to do now? Pay you back? Ask you to suggest you don't want. You say anything anything. 1 year later you still going on about it~~ NOT.TIRED.MEH. I don't mind if the person says it a few times then just.. ok, my bad. BUT EVERY SINGLE TIME? -.-