Sunday, February 28, 2016

Life of a part time Uni Student

Really is nothing much. HAHAHAHAHAH!

Everyday just revolves around home - work - school - home. Then repeat for x number of days, depending on which day got school. Hahahah.

1st Term - Sept 2014
Worried and excited because I'm finally meeting new people and worried cause.. I'm super anti-social one what if no one wants to be friends with me hahahahhaha. But all was good. Except the lecturer for one of the modules. She made things sound so difficult to the extend that I wanted to quit school immediately. I was sooooo troubled after her class I can never forget hahahhahahaha. But slowly slowly the momentum picked up and everything was good. UNTIL I GET THE RESULTS FOR EXAM AND I NEEDED TO TAKE SUP PAPER FOR ONE MODULE FML. And that was when I wanted to quit school again cause 1st term only already like this hahahahhaha. But lucky never quit la of course~~ Look where am I now~~






2nd Term - Jan 2015
Wasn't as bad as I expected. 2 modules, but I only managed to enroll into the same class as Shan for 1 module. And I had a Saturday morning class. But when I knew I was in the same class as Hanna for law class.. I was looking forward to Saturday mornings sia hahahahah!! Nothing much this term because only 1 group assignment.

First day of 2nd term!! 

Made to do stupid things like this.. and for the entire term -.- 

One of the days we reunited with Fifee!! 

Another random day after group assignment discussion. 
We look happy but really, we were burning with hatred inside hahahaaahah. 

This was end of all group presentations for the term!! 
*miss my hair colour*

Random photo of 3 of us cause this must be one Saturday after class where I met them for movie dinner and went out till late hahahahhaaha! 

Another random day! 

When we crashed Adrian's law class before exam! 




3rd Term - May 2015
SAME CLASS AS SO MANY PEOPLE I KNOW! Happy like bird. But it's also where things go down. Not my results but more like relations with people. Don't know what happened in between also. But maybe I just go a bit sick and tired of how some people are behaving, and how they treat other people. Oh wells. All is good now. What is meant to be, will be. Maybe we were only meant to be classmates, not even friends. BUT NVM, ALL IS GOOD!! I was looking forward to classes every week because I was in the same class as Hanna and she makes class more tolerable. Really.










FINAL TERM - SEPT 2015
Final term so just chiong and take 3 modules. Although a lot of people advise me not to. Because I was also working at the same time. But no, time is not on my side. I went ahead to take 3 modules. Mid term I really wanted to just cry and die hahahaha. The stress really no joke. And because of certain issues at work + people in school. Actually it wasn't so much of the workload. It was more of how people were behaving that I couldn't take it. There was nothing to look forward to at all. Class was more than boring. Never dreaded school sooooo much before. And I really, really hated almost everyone that I had to interact with. And because school days was only Tue/Wed before this term, so by Thursday, normally I'm burnt out already. I just wanted time to fly, people to leave me alone. I just wanted to go class and go home. But nooooo. Only 3 hours in school, people cannot leave me alone. They just had to step on my tail and make life miserable for me. HAHAHAHAHAHA. Ok kua zhang max but really. I always hated Thursdays! But okkk, I bite on and I'm done! Hahahah!!

So... my 16 months in Murdoch was alright. Except for the last 4 months (which I really really hated). Hhahahahaha! I thought going into the working world, I have seen it all. But no. There are so much more that I have not seen yet. How selfish people can be. How irresponsible people can get. And meeting people who are even more narrow minded than I am. REALLYY. I thought I was bad enough. But apparently there are people worst than me. But it's ok. There are more to expect in the working world. I have not seen it all. So I thank the people I have crossed path with in the 16 months, for giving me life lessons on how people can be.

Balancing work and studies wiseeee. I think it's ok. Hahahaha but mainly because I have nothing much to do at work anyway. Boss even gave me time to do my assignments, and study for exam in office. Maybe that was why I found it manageable. Hahahahah! At first I hated exam period. But I slowly grown to like it because that means.. LONG LEAVES! Hahahahahah! I don't mind studying but half the time I'm just sitting there, getting worried over not being able to finish studying -.- And not being able to remember anything hahahahah wtf.

Now that school's out, NO MORE LONG LEAVES TO LOOK FORWARD TO. Hahahahah. Those long leaves were like... confirm have to take one hahahahahah. But now no more reasons already hahahahah. I'm glad to be done with school because I don't have to face people Idw to face anymore.

NEXT UP WILL BE GRADUATION CEREMONY BEFORE I CLOSE THIS CHAPTER OF MY LIFE. So excited but so worried I'll fall on stage also HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA WTF.

Saturday, January 16, 2016

GRADUATE LO!!!!!!!!

I AM FINALLY GONNA GRDUATE OMG!!!

Look at my glorious results hehehhe! 

Not so nice because I had to take 1 sup paper for the very first module I took in Uni but all's good because I AM GRADUATING HAHAHAHAHA! After 16 painful months. 

I was sooooo worried throughout the whole week! I actually expected myself to get a good grade for HR Econs and I'm glad it did meet my expectations because I walked out of class feeling like a scholar HAHAHAHHAHHAHAAHAH WTF. But no seriously. Out of so many papers I took, this is the one I felt the most confident one! 

Anyway, I'm so thankful for all the support I've gotten from my family and supportive friends! <3 nbsp="" p="">
At times when I say I cannot handle anymore, I have people helping me. And these are people who are not even taking the course. Eg - Fer! She helped me soooooo much omg. 

I shall do a recap of uni life and what I went through. But for now, I'm just gonna bask in happiness that I AM GONNA GRADUATE! HEHEHE! 

// Actually... I'm not as stupid as I thought leh hahah though only credit but I have like 5 Credits out of 9 units lehhhhh. Hahaahahahah! 


Last of 2015

//This post has been rotting in the drafts section since forever!!! - Moving into the 3rd week of 2016 and I'm still trying to do up my post on 2015 hahahahahahaha. 

I cannot remember what was the last post from 2015 about so... I'm gonna be very 随性 and just update whatever that comes to my mind.

First up, FER AND JOYCE BDAY CELEBRATIONS!


Just realised this is the only pic I have cause I never save the group pic hahahahhaha wtf. 

THEN FER INTRO ME TO WATCH THIS DRAMA AND I'M HOOKED! 

It was so ridiculous in the beginning but it's starting to get very sweet hehehehhe! 

Christmas Wonderland with the family!! 

Hi Sis! Wahhh I look very hiao here leh what's with the angle HAHAHAHAHAHAH!!

And I look different also /:


Aunty photobombed us ): 

HELLO KITTY RUN!! 




The only mark where no one was there hahahhahha! 

Ohhh something funny! We wasn't expecting the t shirt to be in this shade of pink and both of us was like.. this will be the first and last time we're seen in baby pink!! HAHAHAH! 

Next day was my uncle's wedding lunch reception! 
And I finally applied make-up after very long. I've been going bare faced for veryyyy long already hahhahahhhaha! 




Family photo after v long. 



Vietnam Drip Coffee! 
*which btw took forever* 



All ma closer cousins!

AND THIS CHRISTMAS GIFT FROM MY SISTER HEHEHEH! 
Which I have yet to wear them cause of the weather hahahahha! 

Then we had our annual x'mas exchange at Fer's place and her mum baked us a cake! ^^

Mel and I were early so Fer prepared some food for us.  
Teppanyaki style cause Fer was cooking just right in front of us hhahahahahah and sorry I only have the snapchat version of this pic hahahahhah! 

All our gifts (:


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On 31 Dec, I had lunch with my 2 other favourite people! 

This is an old pic cause.. I LAZY TO BACKUP FROM MY PHONE! ):

And I guess this marks the end of my 2015 cause I spent the rest of 31 Dec at home doing nothing, followed by watching Taiwan's countdown on tv! Hahaahahah!! I wanted to avoid the crowd at all cost. Initial plan was to go Fer's place to nua cause... nothing to do mah but ended up staying home hahahhah! Which was good because I started 2016 by going to JB! 

Tuesday, January 05, 2016

Life Regrets

HAPPY 2016 EVERYONE!! 
*if anyone even reads this blog*

Hahaha the title like sad only. Somemore it's first few days of the year. HAHAHA! 

But really. During my JB trip last week, it got me thinking and pouring out my biggest regret in my 24years - NOT BEING SERIOUS WITH MY STUDIES, WHICH RESULTED IN DROPPING TO SECONDARY 3 NA. 

It's not about the qualifications, or the extra one year I had to spend in STC. It was more about the people I spend the extra 1 year with. Because I was close with my lupsup girls in 1-2 express. And I was like anti-social queen so... idk anyone after I dropped to 3NA. Imagine my face during first day of school HAHAHAHAH! Sec 3/4 was alright cause my girls was still in school and we can meet during recess to talk rubbish and all. But after they graduate, OMG. HATED SCHOOL LIKE NOTHING ELSE. Esp the people I have to see on a daily basis!! No doubt I have classmates but all not close one. Cannot talk about anything oneee. And, I don't even talk to them now. Sorry, we didn't even have any common topics to talk about back in school. Everyday was just bitching about teachers and other schoolmates and facing two-faced people. Of course I'm one of them hahahahahahah. 

SOOOOO, I'M GLAD IT'S OVER! I would never wanna go through that ever again. 
But then again, everything is fated. If I never drop to NA, I wouldn't have met my poly friends. Hahahah soooo, I guess..... it's somehow a blessing? Like a gift to me for having to go through sec5 alone? 

I have Vietnam trip to blog about. And other meet ups to blog about also. Let me go see what I can do. HAHAHHAHA! 

Wednesday, December 09, 2015

ONE LAST PAPER!

FINAL PAPER FOR UNI LATER AT 7PM! Really hoping I can get through this!!

Sooooooooo, I have been on leave since 26 Nov, except for the 3 half days that I went back after Vietnam trip. Back to work tmr and I don't want to think about it. I don't want to know what's in store for me.

I think I might have turn one shade darker in Vietnam also. Sian max. I haven't even lose the tan from HK and I got another light one from Vietnam. WHYYY!!!

Okokkkk, BACK TO THE BOOKS!

Wednesday, December 02, 2015

On turning 24

CHEYYYYY THE TITLE LIKE SO DEEP ONLY. HAHAHAH! Like as if I've accomplished much like that. But then again, given my ability, I think I've actually achieved 1 thing this year. Which is..

ALMOST completing uni! Never thought I'd come this far mannnn. Now I'm just left with final exams. I don't wish for high distinction, I just wanna graduate!! HAHAHA! Completing uni is no big deal to most. But for me, somemore part time studies, I wanna give myself a pat on the back already hahahhaha.

This year's bday was a quiet affair with just 3 celebrations, starting off with steamboat buffet with Shep they all!

  Followed by dinner with parents, and lunch with lupsupkidz! 

Took me vvvv long to get this shot right! All because the candle wasn't lit and I had to pretend to blow off the flame! HAHAHAHAHA!!  

Went to play the game Fer prepared and SHOUTOUT TO MY KAH-KIAS FOR HELPING ME! :D 

Followed by going to buy present hehehehhe! 

Bday cake was Honey Cake from Twelve Cupcakes! IT WAS SO GOOD OMG! 

Story goes like this. We exited from the MRT then I saw these boxes on display. So I just walked in telling Fer I wanna buy this cake. Can use as bday cake but dw also can I just wanna buy it hahahahahha! So, Fer got it for me as my bday cake! 

Lunch was at 4 Fingers cause... Fer suddenly saw it then we just change location like that hahahhahaha! 

Ice cream during tea time!!! 

Heheheh! Combined gifts from all my friends! Speaking of which, I need to send it back to get the engraving done! 

THANK YOU GIRLSSSS! :*

I don't have many friends but all these are enough for me. I'm super picky when it comes to friends, and I find it super difficult to stay as friends with new ppl who I just met. Like.. I tend to compare them with friends I already have. But how to compare when I know my current friends for at least 5 years already? Another thing is I expect people to treat me the same way as how I treat them. How is this possible lehhh?

This was when Hanna crashed our KOL class! One of the best thing to happen this year!  


We were in the same class during the first trimester but we never talk at all cause different teams mah. We only talked a little towards end of the term cause we were talking about salad hahahahahaha. Then comes 2nd term, I met her again in Workplace Law class cause... she was the only girl I recognised and recognised me! Hahahahahaha! & the rest is history~ She might just be one of the best thing that happen in uni, and for making uni interesting! Hahahahah! Last term when we were in the same class, I always look forward to attending class. Like the temptation to skip class wasn't that high... Unlike this term... Hahahahah! 

Taking a little time out of my study time to edit this post. Actually drafted wayyyyy before Vietnam trip hahahahahahaha. 

But I think I'm going to bed now! To prepare for full day of kicking KOL's butt tmr! 
I CAN DO THIS, LAST TERM ALREADY! MUST GRADUATE!!!!!

Sunday, October 25, 2015

Mid Term

As the title suggests again, 2 meanings to mid term!

1. We're at the middle of the term which means another half more term and we're done!
2. MID TERM TESTS!

This term unfortunately, I have mid term test yo! ):
Ok la actually, considering that this is my 2nd mid term in my entire life in Murdoch. Hahahaha! HR Econs, I'mma kick your ass! Hahahah cheyyy, feeling all positive now. Hope I don't cry when I open the paper later!

I'm stealing a little time now to update before I prepare to go to school to study a little with Rebecca before my test at 7pm!

Anyway! The past week was... stressing. Felt so lost and empty. I always feel this way during EOY, especially during the year end festive period with all the celebrations.
And with all the deadlines coming up /: WORST WEEK EVER.

Looking forward to 8pm later! Because as of 8pm, I would be left with:
1 Team Presentation + Management Report
2 Individual assignments.

Not any lesser but still, better than nothing.

Made plans to watch Our Times with my bestfriend this Friday, I CAN'T WAIT.
Because ever since school started, all that's revolving ard me is school - work - school - work. EVERY SINGLE WEEK, no wonder I feel so drained.

Okk, better hurry off to prepare before I'm late, adiós!  

Sunday, October 18, 2015

Realisation

My title like chim only but guess what I just realised..

THAT THIS WEEK I ONLY HAVE 1 PRESENTATION DUE, NOT 2! Which means I have another whole week to do SM presentation. CHEY! Hahahaha!

And since I have a littleeee bit of time to spare, I'M HERE!

Last week was, how do you say. Not exciting but not boring also because... Fer won tickets to the premier of 我的少女时代 and brought me along with her! Heheheh! AND THE GUY IN THE SHOW SO CUTE!

LOOKS GOOD RIGHTTTTT! Heheh! 

Then don't know which day when I was home, I happened to chance upon the commercial for this China drama - Boss and Me. I actually took note of it because I saw Zhang Han in the commercial hahahahah so I thought ok maybe can check it out. Then, I. GOT. HOOKED. Soooo addictive because he's so sweet in the drama?! But sweet until very unrealistic la hahahahahah it will never happen in real life that kind. Hahhahahaha! But nvm, I can just drown in that forever hahahahhahah. I got so addicted that Wednesday night I watched till 3am, Thursday till 1am cause my energy not enough. Then Friday I stayed up till 4am. YTD WAS RECORD BREAKING. I stayed up till 6am and I was at episode 29/33 before I went to bed. I'm about the finish the drama, so... a bit sad. Hahahaahah!! 

THIS ONE REALLY MELT MY HEART KIND HAHAHAHAHA. 
Plus with that kind of role, HOW NOT TO LOVE HAHAHAAHAHA!! 

I'm quite determined to finish it tonight since I have a little time to spare, before I start concentrating fully on my assignments. Heheheh #excuses actually. Hahaahah!!

I shock myself sometimes because I'm the vvvvvvv realistic kind I watch drama based on which actor/actress is in the show one hahahahahha. And since I just realised that I only have 1 presentation due this week, OK I'M GOING OFF TO FINISH THE DRAMA HEHEHEH!!!! ^^ 


Saturday, October 10, 2015

TIME TO TURN UP

NOT.

Hahahahah!! What the shit... I have sooo many assignments on my plate. But Idk where to start. I know I need to finish up my group ones first but.. so lost leh. KOL one is due in 1 week's time but I have no idea what to do because everything like done already lehh. Hahahahah ok la nvm, I will work it out.

GOING FOR KBBQ WITH KC AND GANG TMR!! Can't wait omg! Hahahahah.

My face so dry so sad. I feel like buying the Bioessence Bird's Nest one to try hahahahaha but dk will work or not /: And I wanna try sooo many other things for my face but idk which brand will work for my face ):

Okkkkkkkkkkkkkk. Enough of ranting. I think.. I wanna go and play game hahahahhahah.

Monday, October 05, 2015

I have problems thinking of title

Sooo many things and people getting on my nerves recently. 

How can someone not know her own school schedule? How can someone forget abt the module's shared drive? I always share my work but when I ask - "Oh I haven't reached that part" OH REALLY? We are less than 20hrs away from submission time lor. Always the same case. But everytime you ask, everytime I share, WITHOUT FAIL -.- 

And then, people (me included) also need to start reflecting on themselves, before they start talking/commenting about others. You talk abt others soooo loudly, but you forgot, you are like them too. Or one day, you will be like them too.
I'm always trying to be better. As in a better person. God knows how hard I try but I always end up talking badly. I curse, I swear, I talk abt people more than any other things I do. But I also dare say, I always reflect on what I say and end up regretting what I've said almost the next minute. 


Then there are people who dk how to look after their child. Do everyone a favour, if you dk how to take care of a child, DO NOT GIVE BIRTH TILL YOU'RE READY. I'm a bad person. I'll never wanna have a child because I cannot teach. I know I'll spoil my child like mad even though he is in the wrong. And I have no patience to teach. ZERO PATIENCE. My friends would know how much patience I have in me. Unless my future partner knows how to handle a child, or my mother is willing to take care, I will never wanna have a child. I'm gonna fail so badly as a parent. Hahahhahaha. 


Enough of ranting! 

Back to rushing assignments till I'm thinking of the JB trip hahahahahahahahahah. I just finished 1assignment and I'm thinking of taking a break already because the 2D1N JB trip was soooo tempting as I was rushing out my assignment last night hahahahahaha. But I don't have the luxury of time. I don't think I can even afford a day trip to JB with this schedule of mine. 

I have:
- Presentation in 2 weeks and 3 weeks 
- Mid term test in 20 days 
- Another group submission and individual submission in week 10 and 11 

I have sooo many things on my plate omg. All I wanna do is watch Ji Xian Tiao Zhan and sleep. Hahahaha. Speaking of which, that show got me hooked onto lzx yet again and I've been listening to his songs recently heheheheh. What's even better is, he's gonna release a new album in Nov!!! ^^ 
CAN'T WAIT ALREADY OMG. 

My Monday was tolerable because I spent the whole morning talking nonsense with Shep. And the rest of the afternoon talking to Mel. Hahaahaha. Can't wait for school tmr! There's really this thing with IJ girls. Haven't seen and spoke to Rebecca for years. But it still feels comfortable to sit with her in class. Even more comfortable than sitting with someone whom I've spoken with over the past few months. Hahaahahahah, it's true. IJ GIRLS \m/ 

Okok, back to working on my group assignment.