Monday, August 13, 2007

I feel stress. ( Hurrs )
I've only done half a trading profit and loss.
I'm so done for POA. ( & mummy expects A1 )
I don't wanna retain/go ITE okayyy!!!
Like who wants.

Have to study like mad!
If I fail my prelims, BADLY, I'm a gonner.
I mean if it's 49, 48 fail, it isn't that bad.
My oh my!

I got alot of things to talk about. Or rather, people.
Oh yes, I had a rather weird and funny dream last night! :D
I shall go off now!!!!!

Saturday, August 11, 2007

Prelims starts this Monday :S
& instead of studying like what all other people are doing,
I'm here, updating!!
My! I'm gonna study later on!

The brain-splitting Accounts, memorise till dead SS, remember formula till mad Maths, head-breaking Science, read till dead also cannot remember Geog, study like mad also no use FnN.
I've not even started on anything yetttt!!!!!
I'm so dead.
I'm all prepared to retain/go ITE. ( I don't wantt!!! )
I gotta go get my parents prepared too.

Movies on Friday after school.
Piercing after N's. ( Only if I ever find the dare to, I sound so useless )
My, I've got to wait so long.
I intended to pierce during September but I was told that I wouldn't be able to concentrate on studies if it's too pain.
So, wait lor.

& from the bottom of my heart, I'm seriously not against ANYONE.
I'm NEUTRAL (:

Thursday, August 09, 2007

PRELIMSSS!!! /:


I went Ikea just now!
The frog that I want is on discount now! (:
So, I think I'll most probably go there again on Monday.
Shall see.
But first, I need to get in contact with Rollllll.
I don't know where has she rolled to la.

Prelims are starting on Monday, officially.
Everyone's either at NDP or mugging into the books.
I guess I'm the only one here, still looking into the computer.
I think I can predict myself retaining or going to ITE.
So, I guess I'd better go make friends with the 3NAs now.
In case I've got no friends next year.


I can hear the fireworks!
& I've been stuck at this page for God knows how long.

Oh yes, I've bought my CD already.
I can start saving for my PSP unless someone nice decided to gets it for my birthday or maybe, Christmas?

I've got to start listening more and talking less.
In both lessons and towards things that are happening.
People can't be trusted, no one.
It's just so stupid, godd!

I shall go think of ways to talk to the person who might understand me.
First thing to stop doing, stop laughing at/about her!

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

Celebration was crap.
So many people wasn't there.
I shouldn't have gone too.

The mother isn't at home.
She left me home alone, with a witch! /:
I'm gonna call her and maybe I can meet her?

Tskk, the world is so annoying and filled with weirdos.
Many many paranoid people as well.
I'm not trying to mean that I'm the perfectly fine one but yah.
I belong to the paranoid ones too.
But apparently, there's worst ones.
Sigh.

I'm learning to forgive and forget.
Like, if the person done something and still doesn't wanna change no matter what things you've done to and said about her, the best solution is to forgive and forget cause the person ain't gonna change AT ALL.
It's sucha waste some people don't go to Mediacorp to act.
Maybe, Mediacorp should like, come to STC and let EVERYONE go for a trail, individually in a room. I'm quite confident that she'll get chosen.
Nvm, forgive and forget.

Edit/1819
Oh, I forgot to mention.
There was accounts test on Monday.
I managed to balance everything and it was all good.
Goods things don't last.
True enough, talk to roll at night and she ask me this
'Did you do the theory question? I don't know how to do leh.'
My oh my.
I totally left the thoery question BLANK.
Not even written down the question number! /:
But anyway, I think even if I did. I won't be able to get the marks for the theory cause,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ACCOUNTS THEORY!!
With this, I'm gonna start memorising accounts theory!
I'm determined to get back my A for accounts.
& prove it to that 'A*' student!

Anyway, I'm currently feeling very bored.
I'm gonna be random.
I'll be walking home from school everyday, if not from Tiong.
Only drink water everytime I go out or at least, mineral water. Crap.
I'm leaving in 5 minutes.
Meantime, I'm still bored!
I hate school.
Life's sucha bore.
I wanna do something wild.
Anyway, I'm leaving!!!!
Byeeeee! :DDDDD
L-A-M-E!
Gosh!

Tuesday, August 07, 2007

I think many people are not going school tomorrow.
I already know of one who's not going, tsk.

Many many things happened this week la, forget it.
I shall not talk about it since I'm told not too.
But if I hear anything related to it from the same people or stuff, I can't be sure that I won't say anything about it cause I'm currently not very happy with things that happened and how it was 'solved'

Anyway, the above thing is only minor issue la.
The BIG issue iss!!!!
There's this fucking problem within the 6 of us!
But there are only 2 main people involved, get it?
It's like, A thinks that B has got something against her and B really hates her alot and B likes to pick on her.
Alright, it's true that B doesn't like A but not to the extent of HATE.
And, there are times where B is telling me rather private things and A would get all paranoid and stuff and come telling me that B is talking bad about her to me. And A keeps assuming that B hates her and doesn't like her and wants her our of our 'clique'. Godddd, help!

& I don't know la okay.
There are so many problems lately, people are like not understanding each other and insist things their way and all this kinda unreasonable requests okay. & they do things their way, without caring about other people's feeling and they say things as they want and like and not care about how other people feel at all!!!!!!! AHh, I doubt you'll understand.
Maybe, only the person who is being said about would understand but she refuses to talk to me because of someone!!!!
Damn it, no one's gonna understand how I feel.
& the bad thing is, I don'tknow how to express this kinda things face to face to someone who might think the same way as I do you know.
& there's this trend going on la.
Friend A goes telling friend B something and B promises not to tell. Than B goes on telling C, telling C not to tell. Than C, being so straight forward and not toleresnt, goes to confront A straight away without realising she'll get B into trouble. Cause, when you pass a msg, the msg kinda always end up getting wrong. Gosh, why am I even typing all this shit out!

I shall go get on good terms with the person who would understand me.
But first, I gotta start talking to her.
But, everytime I want to talk to her, someone just gets in and spoil my plan!Forget it.

Don't try to assume who A,B or C is cause you're wrong wrong wrong!

Friday, August 03, 2007

Right now, my cybershot is infront of me! :D
I'm not gonna leave it!!!!

School has been good and problematic, contradicting hurr.
Problems here, problems there.
First, there's this phone thing.
Her friend's keep staring at us.
I hate stares!

Secondly, people hating each other here and there and not trusting each other here and there.
But still can continue hanging out with each other as though they love each other so much!
Gosh! What's the world coming to!?

Thirdly, people are breaking up here and there.
But since these people choose to tell me, it means they trust me so, I'm not gonna say out who broke up and whatsoever. Anyway people, I hope things goes well for you all! :D

Some people, oh my.
Getting more and more vulgar as the days goes by.
Tsk tsk.
Yesterday, the councillor called us idiots and today, she called us bitches!
Hey, look who's the bitch here.
If your friend hadn't done that, why must you go around calling people names?
I heard that if you reply someone, it means that guilty of it.
Omg, I'm replying the councillor here so I'm admitting that I'm a bitch?
COUNCILLOR, yeah right!

I MISS my phone SOOO much!
Fuck the person who stole it okay! /:
She made me miss it SO MUCH! >:(
But anyway, I already have it back so, forget it.
I've said tis many many times, I only want my phone back!
& now I've got it back,
I got to thank God for letting me be able to get it back.

& that councillor want to pray to Lord for helping her friend ( to steal )
and also want Lord to let the wrong ones learn their lessons.
Hurr, councillor, who is the one that have learnt their lessons?
I have learn to keep my phone properly, not to let anyone anyhow see my bag and also learn not to judge a person by looks.
But, I'm not very sure if your friend have learn anything?
Cause from what I see, she hasn't learn ANYTHING!
She still feels that she hasn't done anything wrong and that my phone deserves to be stolen by her.
& she still doesn't feel guilty and still can go around trying to play the role of a victim, saying that we accused her of stealing, my God.

Okay anyway, I'm really happy and thankful now.
I really wanna thank God sincerely for letting me be able to find back my phone and also to learn the true colours of some people.

Thursday, August 02, 2007

Cybershot's back to me, I'm happy! :D
If you intend to ask me what happen or anything, I'll jolly well tell you.
& it's up to you to believe me or not.
People WITH a brain, would choose to believe me I guess.
Her story is just too....
Stupid, I'd say.
People with no brain, just like her close friend, would choose to believe her. & I have nothing against that simply because they've got no brains and I pity them y'know.
I do have a heart, that feels.
I don't care how is she/are they feeling.
I just know, I got back my phone, I'm happy.
I've said before, I only want back my phone.
But brainless people thinks that I'm setting myself up against their friend so, let it be lor.
Let them hate me.

Small and Roll were over at my place!
Only laughing la.
Nothing else lor.
I didn't blog about chinese orals.
Omg, terror!
I got pinched like amd before that okay.
& the blue-black's still there.
Like maid kena abused like that /:

I <3 Thursdays!
Cause there's no maths!
& therefore I don't get to see the Teacher!! :DD

Anyway, I should go now.
Byebye! <3

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

I'm a happy kiddo!!! :DDD
I'm happier than usual cause.....
CYBERSHOT'S COMING BACK TO ME!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
But I'm kinda sad at the same time la.
I shan't go into ANY details about it!
I will NOT & NEVER go into details.
Only close friends will know it.
Don't try to find out ANYTHING from them.
Disappointment /:

PE was as bad as Math was!!!!
I hate the teacher who took 4P for PE today!
& I hate the Math Teacher!!!
Omg, I even went to write out what I wanted to blog about cause I was 101% sure I'd forget about what I wanted to blog about.
So, here it is. Read if you want.

Hi Teacher(1)! Omg, you're not pretty, AT ALL!
You're so God-Damn ugly!
& what do you mean by
'You might as well not come to school if you don't stay focus in my lesson'
Teacher, just to let you know, I don't go to schools for YOUR lesson!
I go to school for other subjects and for my friends.
I mean, your teaching really bores me, your voice puts me to sleep and your looks made me so no mood.
To think you could actually ask us to jolly well get out of your class if we want. & if we really do get out, you'll send us to the office!?
Teacher, I think you seriously should go for a plastic sugery.
Maybe, for teacher's day, I'll get you some vouchers for plastic sugeries?
But, I'll most probably spent my money on something else.
I doubt plastic surgery would help in your case.
But, don't be sad cause you're not the only ugly one!

Anyway, PE was plain shit!
Hello Teahcer(2) you're not even our PE teacher.
What the fuck were you trying to do?
What rights do you have to make us run fucking 3 rounds?!
Yess, she made us, poor 4P run 3 rounds while her dearest 4MM runs only 2 rounds!!!!!!!!
& she calls us STUPID!!!
& she says like our mothers are oh-so-fucking-free all day long.
She expects our mothers to turn up for the sex talk.
Hello, you teachers are busy, so are oue mothers okay.
So you think house-wives are like tai-tais?
They're so DIFFERENT!!!!
House-wives are in fact, much more busier.
They work like 24/7!?
& you expect them to turn up for the talk when they are really not free?!
Than are you gonna like hire a maid for the mothers to use for a day, to do all the house works while our mothers attend the talk?!
Omg, sense-less!!!

Monday, July 30, 2007

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I know I said I'm going to on the computer mainly for music and going online, not blogging.
But! I can't resist it!
Anyway, I've been a good girl and I've already done my homework.

& I've finished my Maths homework and I'm gonna prove to the Teacher that I did my work and NOT THE WRONG ONE.
& at least doing the wrong one is better than not doing at all.
But, the Teacher says, doing the wrong one, is as good as not doing any and I might as well not do any!
But at least I did right!?
& she'll still have to go through the one I did right?
Forget it, I'm going to do more Mathematics later to prove to the Teacher.

The rest of the day wasn't good except POA.
I finally know how to do the Journal Entries, correctly!
& I actually know how to do the changes!
Maybe, all along I knew how to do.
It's just that I want or not.
& while doing, we were making so much noise till MrPoon said we are not even doing our work. Please!
We WERE doing our work.
Just that we talked a little too much.
& so what even if I was talking?
At least I did my work and it is correct!

& I think Teachers have something against us/ ME!
For Maths, the Teacher said that if I do the wrong work, it's as good as not doing and I might as well not do it.
But I remembered clearly the Teacher said to do Paper 2 from 2001 - 2003. So I started with 2001. People who think normally would usually start from 2001, followed by 2002 and lastly, 2003. But, God knows why she decided to start with 2003 first!!! >:(
That's why she said those things to me!

& during POA, we just got a little too high and started talking our lives away. & 'Dearest' MrPoon just had to say this 'I think the 4 of you at the back are not doing your work' Hey, we were just talking and doing our work right? & plus I got it right, besides for that little calculation error!
& while I was correcting my error, other classmates were making much more noise than us and he didn't even said anything to them but instead, continued letting them make the noise! So I don't have the right to distract/disturb them while they're doing their work but they have the right to distract/disturb me while I'm just correcting my tiny little error?!

See what I mean!? The teachers either have something against us or Me!
What have I done wrong besides talking a little too much?
But at least I did my work correctly right!?
Better than those who talk and do their work wrongly or those who talk and don't even do their work!
Dear Teachers, please leave me alone and not have anything against me!
I only have a year left.

& by the way, SmallFriend got her wallet back, lucky shit!
How I wish my cybershot can come back to me too!
She's done what her Mummy asked her to do and she's got it back!
So I'm gonna do what she did and pray hard that I'll get back my cybershot!

I got my VCD already!
In another week's time, I'll be able to get my CD.
Then, I'm officially going to start saving for my white PSP.
& within 4 months, I'll be getting my PSP!
Unless, the VCD for 18 禁不禁 comes out!
Cannot be missed, must buy! :D
Anyway, person who took my cybershot, please do not eye on my PSP okay, you've already gotten my cybershot! )':

& wow, I sure do have 'cute' classmates!
She thinks that I was angry with her because she broke my friend's <3!
Hahahaha, funniest thing I've heard of the year okay! Okay, initially, I was. But not for long. & all this while, she thinks that I'm angry with her. Yes, I do get angry occasionally but not for long, maybe not even a day? & besides, anything that has got to do with me, I hardly get angry.
Let alone this matter, which doesn't even have anything to do with me!
Hahahahah. So classmate [y'know who], I'm not angry with you.

I'm not being thick skin but I'm a very happy child! :D
365 days a year, accumulate all the times that I get angry, it's less than 30 days? & accumulate the days I get sad, less than 20?
Yes, I'm that happy.

Sunday, July 29, 2007

I'm going to stop using the computer from Monday to Thursday.
& I'm gonna do this all the way till N's are over.
Maybe I will, but mainly for the music and to go online only.
Okay, I'm going out! :D

Saturday, July 28, 2007

Instead of studying, I went to create a new Neopets account.
I've got too many pets in the old account.
& I just sent one of the old account one to holiday -.-
Now, I'm gonna play games to get those points back!

I forgot to mention,
Mrs Kong came into our class to gave us a talk.
Omg, so tired and boring okay!

I'm determined to stay home the whole day.
Play games and study!

Friday, July 27, 2007

Happy Birthday Judy Tan, Sucker! :DD
Suckerrr, I doubt you'll be reading this anyway.
I remembered your birthday and you'll get your present soon.
So, don't forget mine!
Anyway, enjoy your day! :D

SmallFriend's back in school!
Nothing much la.
But it was rather good laughing.

& last Sunday, I went ECP to fish! -.-
The air-con was spoiled so my hair was SO messy!!

On the way there.


I don't know why Sister smile like that. She's only good at making funny faces!
The only 2 fishes that we caught, waste time.

I think there's some misunderstanding between me and some people.
I reckon that she thinks I've got something against her, when I so don't.
Probably because of some stupid stuff that happened between her and Rachel and she thinks that I am siding Rachel and therefore, have something against her. Okay, I admit I was rather angry when I heard what Rachel said but than, Rachel's my friend and it's only right that I feel a little angry for that awhile right?
Or maybe, it's during PE on Wednesday.
Our group was opposing her group and I was being so rough as usual and ended up pushing her here and there. I mean, if you can't take all these pushing and stuff, you either don't go for PE or be in my group. I can't possibly be pushing people from the same group right?
Haiya, I don't know la.
& worst, I'm not even given the chance to explain.
Hello classmate of mine, I've got totally nothing against you.
& if you think I really have, come and talk to me.
& settle all the misunderstanding! (:

Thursday, July 26, 2007

I have that not good feeling in me again.
It's not the same as yesterday and it's worst!

Anyway, school wasn't good.
I was so sad till I've got no mood to disturb people.
I mean, just very sad over some reasons that I feel very embarrassing if I were to say it out. No one will understand, forget it.
Nothing was good today.
Maybe except the last few minutes of SS and the last period.
I'm not going for tomorrow's preview anymore.
I'm going for the actual one!
I've got no mood.

Oh yes.
They say you get sued if you blog somethings about someone.
But hello, what's a blog for?
It's like a personal diary.
People wanna read, they read.
Don't wanna read, forget it.
Why must they read and when they know it's something about them, they kick up a big fuss and want to get the person sued? Lame or something?
& unless the full name is stated, how sure can they be that the person in the blog is referring to her? If it's some kinda not good actions, than by kicking up a big fuss and everything, aren't they like admitting that they've done that shameful thing? Haiya, stupid la
If you get sued when you blog, why not just close blogger down right?
Than people won't get to blog than others won't see it and the person won't get sued lor.

Okay, I don't know why but I'm just venting my anger.
Moodswings /:

Wednesday, July 25, 2007

RED is a very nice colour.

My aim for today was 1 chapter of Geog and 2 chapters of Bio.
But, I'm only half way through Geog! Wanna die already.
I'm gonna study this weekend.
Library anyone?
SmallFriend came school for less than an hour and went home.
FEVER ATTACK! /:

PE was darn hell GOOD! :D
Lessons are as usual, boring.
PC was ultimately boring and fucking gross!! >:(

Lunch with TWIN! :DD
Chocolates!!

FnN's tomorrow! /:
Yucks la, 4 periods.
But than again, I can disturb people! (:

I feel that emo is on the way cause now, I'm feeling so totally no mood.
I'm sad luh.
Maybe it's not sad but I don't know how to phrase it.
Okay, I can phrase it but I don't wanna say it out cause it's soo embarrassing! /: Jealousy.
Yucks, this feeling is so not good.
Everytime I think of certain things, I just have that not good feeling.
I try my very best to get closer to you.
But, I always end up doing the things that irritated the hell out of you ):
Sorry.

Monday, July 23, 2007

We were made to sing the National Anthem THIRCE!!!
Omg, insanity /:

PE wasn't very good today.
That teacher who took us, was plain crap.

Apart from all the shit, school has been GOOD! (:
Just that I haven't got to talk to Fer.
& I haven't passed the note to her yet.

I said that I need to stop msging like 3 weeks ago?
BUT I'M STILL MSGING! /:
Besides the whole week when my phone got stolen.
But I think, all the msges accumulated, was used within 3 days?

I think I might be going for the NPD preview this Saturday! :D
(I just replied a msg again)
I GOTTA STOP!!

I seriously feel that my privacy is INVADED!!
Leave my privacy alone.
I don't even have the right to talk?
Everytime I try to talk to ANYONE, you'll stare and stare in our direction.
What's your problem?
Today, during English, I was just trying to tell SmallFriend, nothing related to you or Jannah, you stared and stared. Omg, I'll dig out your eyes one fine day. I bet, alot of people will feel happy if I really did that! (:
Never mind, I'm just saying cause if I really do, you see if your mother comes after me with a CHOPPER! /: Hurrs.
Give my privacy back to me! >:(

Sunday, July 22, 2007

I feel appreciated, thank you! :D

Yesterday's shopping was described as, I rather stay at home!

Stay home day, yucks.
I did abit of Math.
I'm doing Bio later.

I seriously can't wait for school! :DDD

I shan't talk about people today.

Saturday, July 21, 2007

I've dig out all my books and pile them up nicely and they're all waiting for me to fill up the blanks in them.
But here I am, updating blog instead of caring for the books, omg.
I'm sure letting the books down, lame!

Mummy says we're going shopping but till now, we're still at home thanks to the SISTER, Cause she's having TUITION, and here I am, fingers on the keyboard, instead of holding the pen/pencil.
& I bet by the time her tuition ends which is like 1.30, it'll be pouring cats and mice! I told mummy that we'll have to reach home early today cause I've got a show to catch. & her reply was, you can go home first if you've got a show to catch!
But, it starts at 9/9.30 la. I think we won't be home that late.

I miss school although I've gotta wake up at time as early as 6!
But, I can't deny that school has been indeed very AWESOME for the whole week!
Besides the fact that there are certain irritants!
I predict that Monday's gonna VERY GOOD.
There's PE and 4 TORTURING periods of languages!
But, English's gonna be more torturing than Chinese.

I think it's time for a new bag.
N's are nearing which means bringing home more books.
Crumpler and adidas can't really fit many books.

& I guess, my cybershot won't be coming back to me anymore.
It's been more than a week! ):

I want to get a new pencil case.
But than, if I were to get the metal one, I'll make ALOT of noise.
I'm kinda sick of the zip type.
But! I still love my Starwberry Shortcake one! :DD

Shopping aim of the day,
Bag and Pencil case!

True enough, it has already started raining.
But not pouring yet though.
Honestly, I hate shopping on rainy days!

<3!

Friday, July 20, 2007

School was effing funny! :DD
Bio and English was like the funniest okay.
I'm just gonna like blog about it briefly.
Come to me if you wanna know the expression and all.

During Bio,
Me:melissa, water.
Rachel: fine la you don't want mine.[i was told that her water taste weird]
Melissa:*pass the water to me*
Me:*drink until very happy* [i was super thirsty, mind you]
Someone:Geraldlyn! kuai dian!!
Me:*look around casuse I didn't know who called me*
Rachel:*stare and stare at me!*
Me: WHAT?! [irritatingly] *than look around to find out who called me*
Rachel: *give me the stare that looks like I stole her sweetheart*
Jannah:*smile and smile*
Me: Oh, wait la. *looks at rachel, bleah*
Rachel:*WHAT THE!!!!*
Me: Nah *passes the water to Jannah*
Alot of eye contact!

Omg, she was effing jealous okay.
& Jannah could look at me like Rachel simply deserve this, mean la.
Her look totally looked like she was gonna kill me for being the third party which I so wasn't being one. & btw, everything happened very quickly you know. That's why I say if you want the better version, come find me! :DD

During English,
Debra:Rachel! I want to see the magazine, pass!
Rachel:*passes it to Jannah*
Jannah:*pass to Debra* I WANT GO WASH HAND ALREADY!!
Me:*laugh and laugh cause just nice Jannah was looking in my direction*
Jannah: DEBRA! I GO WASH HAND HOR!!

Omg, it's fuck hilarious!!
:DD

You know, I think you value Jannah more than us, your closest friends in class. I mean like, we're like your friends for like 1 year plus and almost everything we tell you. & now, just because you like her, you totally left us aside. & do you know that you're so fucking rude! Ever since you started liking her, everytime I talked to either anyone or Jannah, you'll just look and see what I'm trying to tell that person. Don't you have any manners at all? It's privacy, hello. & I remember while I was trying to tell Rebecca something after Chem on Wednesday, you just suddenly came up so close, right behind us. What are you trying to do?! Don't I have the right to like talk to people? If everything I say, you have to know, isn't it better I be mute?! It's all about manners and privacy la okay. Don't you know how rude it is?! Okay, you know I've been msging her and you so wants to know about the content. But think again, does that gives you the right to listen to my conversation with everyone? & even if the content is nothing much, why must I show it to you? I have every rights not to tell you, I really do. On Wednesday after I showed you one, you wanted to take my phone and see. It's the same again on Thursday. You even asked me to tell you about the content in a forceful way. Hello, do you know how rude it is? Even my mother does not like wants to take my phone away to see the msges okay. What right do you have? My mother doesn't go listen to conversations I have with friends over the phone too. & you, you try to like just go up close behind me everytime I talk to someone, just to know the content. Please, respect my privacy!
& everytime we ask you to help us with something or go somewhere, all you know is make noise make noise. When Banu they all ask you to, you do it without making any fucking noise! I wonder, are we even your friends. Take today for example. After English, we really have nothing to say to you. You started being all emo and stuff and show the 'oh, i never do anything but they don't wanna talk to me. I'm so sad' face. Hello, if this is the way you gain sympathy and pity, let me tell you. You're pathetic! Telling lies to gain sympathy and pity is pure pathetic. You've got to resort to this kind of ways to gain sympathy and pity. You may think it's nothing but to us, it really reflects alot about what kind of person you really are. & you even resort to ways like telling the wrong thing to make it seem like we're totally in the wrong to gain pity and sympathy. Pathetic la, plain pathetic! And, even you can tell me that it's against your religion to tell a lie or whatever. But, you're doing it! Forget it la, you know what exactly happened and what you've been telling is enough. There's no need for others to know the truth from me or anyone. You know, I know the truth alone, is enough. If you feel that it ain't against your conscience telling people all the fake stuff, fine with me. As long as me, smallfriend, elainetan and jiaping knows what's going on is enough. & rest assured, we won't go round telling tales like you do. Cause, you alone knowing the truth and those tales you've been telling is really enough. Sorry if your eyes hurt again, I really can't keep this to myself anymore.

Edit/1950
You know, nothing else can make me sad or angry now.
Except the above mention person.
I'm like as happy as can be!
But I'm not gonna share it cause it's like super lame!

Thursday, July 19, 2007

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Omg, I think I am seriouly going mad.
One moment, I was feeling all angry and everything but now, I feel ultimately happy! :D
I can't stop smiling and laughing okay!
Omg, I am going mad!!!

Fer, I'm sorry okay.
I may tell you why I'm like so happy now tomorrow la.
But now, I'm not gonna tell you cause it's like embarassing to the maxx!!!
and you're gonna laugh at me for more than 10 years.
I promise I'll tell you soon. :DD

500th post.

Anyway, I'm sad + angry + happy.
Tell me what kind of feeling is that.

Roll wasn't in school today. ):
Not really used to it la.
FnN was sucha chore!
Esp when roll isn't around.

I had this conversation at the locker which I find it very interesting.
she:what is she doing here?!
me:how i know?!
she:WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean, how do I know what is she doing there right? Lamee!!!

People complained that my yesterday post was rather difficult to read.
If you want the easy version, copy and paste on words and make it as big as you like. Isn't that the easy version.

Oh my,
I never thought that you'll become like this. So we're like not your friends now la. I mean, do you even treat us as your friends? Or, did you even treat us as your friends before? Or are we, all along just your fair weather friends? I mean, Monday Tuesay you followed us but from wednesday onwards, you've been following debra. I'm both sad and angry la. sad is because why are you like this and angry with myself for treating you as one of the good friends in class all along. how stupid was i. so, from now on, even if you have stop liking her, you can also stop being our friends la. i'm so not gonna be sad. but it's like i i were to tell you all these face to face, you'll start crying your eyes out than people'll be like what happen what happen. than you start crying more and without even asking, it becomes MY fault again. crying is like your weapon la okay. once you cry, you fucking win everything and people with no fucking brain will start believing you without even knowing what happened just because you cried, you're thin and skinny and all the weak things are on you. i mean that's how realistic the world is. once you're close to this certain group of friends in the class, you were talking to them before you cry or became sad or angry or anything, the fault goes to your friends because you're like crying and all and you're so skinny and thin and and you look oh-so-innocent trying to gain pity, you win it! simple as that. just because you're weak, skinny and thin, you win everything. people's pity, trust and everything. i get all the blame from people and i will blame myself for not being skinnier and thinner and weaker than you. even if it's small friend, you'll still win it cause you're not small, you're skinny, thin and weak. i blame myself for being so healthy. that's all. too much, people's eye will pain. example, fer.hahahah

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

It's been rather long since I'm sad about this kinda things.
Now, the feeling's back. Damn it.

The whole day was crap okay.
PE was alright la.
Chem was also okay.
Half of SS was okay, the other half wasn't.
My mood just went from like 100 happiness to -100 happiness.
Maths wasn't good either.

Fer, I guess you don't need anymore clues. Hurrs.

I know I've said before that I'm not gonna talk about anyone in my class anymore but I can't stand this!

Hi bitch,
lie more la. and I thought after the hair cut incident, maybe you'll like
stop lying but that isn't the case. you took us, for granted and went on
lying and telling tales. i just wasn't in a mood since SS lesson and you
went to tell everyone that i vent my anger on you, when I WASN'T EVEN
ANGRY. and you even said i threw my tys at you. please check uo your dictionary and find out the difference between THROW and PUT! Even if i did throw, it's not AT you but ON the table. please get the difference before you go around telling tales. nonsense la. i know you're like thin and skinny but that doesn't give you the right to go around telling tales and all okay. or maybe, what you want is just pity from people. than because you're oh-so-skinny, everyone believes you and thinks that i'm in the wrong when they didn't even hear my part of what happened. oh in fact, nothing happened. it's just all your dumbfuck tales. and what do you treat us [ me, xuewen and jiaping] as? your spare friends? and ever since you like jannah, you've been going to debra and banu every single day okay. you think we don't know, you just wanna get close to her la. and they listen to you mainly because you're telling them and it doesn't harm them knowing few more gossips. when are you gonna stop being such a naive kid? please la, liking her so doesn't give you the right to like tell tales to gain pity and wahtever shit okay. wake up girl. it's not like you can go around telling tales and i just stupidly get the blame okay. you think i don't know how to go around telling people the TRUTH? please okay. i'm no longer the one who keeps quiet and takes all the blame. i can go and tell the person straight in the face, telling them the truth. than it's up to them if they want to believe it or not. but, most people without brains will choose to believe you cause you're all small and thin and skinny. & yesterday during the math tuitorial, we were talking about E.C and we keep you in our conversation cause we take you as our friend. who knows that as soon as we walk out of the damn class, you went to tell E.C straight away! sometimes, i wonder do you even take us as your friend? if yes, i didn't know this is how you treat your friends. sadness.