Drained

I'm so tired I cannot explain why I'm so tired every single day. Sleep late, tired. Sleep early, also tired. Wtf is this mannnn, how can someone be so tired?? Not to mention, I have another assignment that is 30% of my unit due this coming Wednesday. I thought I could sleep in tmr, but no, I have an appointment to soak off my gelish @ ard 11. Which means I cannot sleep in. I CAN FINALLY SLEEP IN ON SUNDAY! Because my appointment is free and easy hahahah only meet when we wake up hahahahahaha! I like this kind of appointment. Hahhahaha.

This trimester is very very very draggy, I don't like. The lecturers are not interesting. Half the time they talk about non relevant stuffs. Just to drag till 10pm to end class. One only talks and laughs at his own jokes with his ridiculous work experience. The other talks slower than a snail would crawl and is sarcastic af. I cannot take it. Every lesson I just can't wait to go home and every break time, I have to resist the temptations to pack my bag and go.

I'm so tired I cannot. I'm forcing my eyes to stay open as I type this. I should do my assignment or maybe just read up on the article also good but I'm so so so tired I have no strength to do anything omg.

Miss

Tuesday morning saw me missing my lupsupkidz, and the times we spent. 

I feel so far away. 

Instead of trying to close up the gap, I pushed myself even further away when I felt the drift.

I guess I'm the one that changed. 

i miss us. x

Really?

I received the nicest msg I can ever receive in awhile. Just finished a group at MBS (where I spent my last 3 days at) and the person in charge of the group was so nice? Every of our request he just ok ok ok, I try my best, ok ok ok. & then he had someone send the document up to my room instead of meeting him at tower 1 (I was at freaking tower 3!!!!)! Hahahah!! Then after I thanked him for the last update I received from him, still can reply to rest well. I MUST'VE LOOKED DAMN TIRED? Hahahahaha! But really, so nice (: Normally people will be like, your group leave, you pay already, sua, my job is done. You live you die, YOUR PROBLEM. People like him really gives me hope.

I will take it as he really meant it. So.. this is really the best msg I ever received from someone else apart from family. Other than that, all that I have been receiving are texts such as meet ups, go here, go there, do this, do that. I have been rejecting sooo many meet ups because of all the assignments I have. I have assignment due EVER SINGLE WEEK STARTING FROM THIS TUESDAY! >_<
SOOOO TIRED PLEASE. Yeahh I really wish I can rest well. HAHAHAHA.

Woke up at 5 on Friday, and I ko-ed before 10.30pm that night hahahaahah! Then crawled up at 8 on Saturday morning. And finally, woke up at 5am again today. Who says event jobs are fun?

Then ppl say staycation blah blah blah, can rest, can relax. WHERE GOT. My mother and sister joined me yesterday night, THEY DON'T EVEN FEEL REJUVENATED THIS MORNING HAHAHAHAHHA. DAFUG.

OKKKK, BACK TO LOOKING FOR ARTICLES. I HAVE 8 MORE REAKING ARTICLES TO FIND OMG.

Y U LIDDIS ONE

Some people really.. Cannot leave certain things alone and must harp on it every single time we meet. EVERY SINGLE FUCKING TIME. 

I feel guilty if I suggested something bad, be it food, where to go, what to do, where to stay, what movie to watch. I am sorry if you didn't enjoy what I suggested and you still had to pay for it. But, DO YOU SERIOUSLY HAVE TO GO ON AND ON AND ON ABOUT IT EVERY SINGLE TIME!? Is there nothing else for us to talk about besides.. the past? Can you just... 

Can or not?!

You say for another few years also no use one. What's done is already done. Don't want to go, also go already. What you want me to do now? Pay you back? Ask you to suggest you don't want. You say anything anything. 1 year later you still going on about it~~ NOT.TIRED.MEH. I don't mind if the person says it a few times then just.. ok, my bad. BUT EVERY SINGLE TIME? -.- 

Youtube Fan Fest Singapore 2015!!!!

I'm suppose to be doing my AHRM assignment but.. I CANNOT FIND ANY DAMN ARTICLES MANNNNN. So here I am, before I get the inspiration to do my assignment.

Over the weekends, I attended the YOUTUBE FAN FEST!!!!!! - BIG THANKS TO KC FOR THE PASSES!! She won the Super Fan passes but she only wanted to attend the show featuring Jason Chen, and gave the passes for the other 2 days to me! And big thanks to Fer for being so spontaneous!! It was like a "Tmr I got passes to YTFF, tgt" kinda thing and she agreed immediately!!

Friday - RED CARPET!!

*omg I just realised... a lot of photos are in Fer's camera hahahaha*

The VIP area was.. In front of the board behind, where the youtubers stop for a photo. It was.... /: Because you would be blocked by all the cameramen!! Only good thing is when they step out for selfies, you get to be the first few to take a selfie with them! & that's before they got all warm and sweaty hahahahahahha!

First up was.... SAM WILLOWS!!

BENJAMIN KHENG!!!!! 😍

TOSH!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 VERY BLUR BUT 😍😍😍😍😍

😊😊😊😊😊

 SELFIE WITH TOSH!!!!!!!! 😊😊😊😊😊

Idk why I'm like so at the back I think I could have moved up a bit.... BUT NEHMIND! 

ps - look at the girl at the corner of the pic haahahah why she wanna photobomb me like that ): 

But anyway, TOSH TOUCHED MY PHONE HAHAHAHAHAA! Fer said it would be bimbotic to caption this photo this way on IG but I wanna say this so I'm doing it here instead ahahahahahahahah!!! 

Another one with Noah Yap!

This one is like - PHOTOBOMB GAO! -.- 

If they are my friends, ok, fair enough, I can send you the photos later. BUT HELLOOOO I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU, I WON'T BE ABLE TO SEND THIS PHOTO TO YOU, Y U WANNA DO THIS TO US!? T.T 

MOVING ON *in Tosh's way in his videos!*

Naomi Neo, Jianhao and Co.

Jason Chen!

Thought I should do KC a favour and took a selfie with him hahahahhaha!

Sorry Idk who this is T.T

Fer say just take, so take!! 

1/2 of Wong Fu!

The other 1/2 of Wong Fu!

Macy Kate!!

THAT WAS ALL FOR RED CARPET BECAUSE I BIAS AF I WAS THERE ONLY TO SEE TOSH HAHAHHAHAHAH!! So, the selfie was a bonus! HAHAHAH!

DAY 2!!

Because KC wanted to see Jason Chen, WE SEE JASON CHEN!! Hahahah!

Our late lunch was at Flock Cafe!

Then we had Mango Bingsoo for tea!

Inside The Ground Theatre!!!

Fung Brothers!

Didn't know abt them till...that day hahahahahaha. So I went home to watch their videos after that, OMG THEY ARE GOOD, THEY ARE SO FUNNY!!!!!

And..... THAT'S ALL CAUSE WE DK THE REST OF THEM AND JASON CHEN WAS THE 2ND TO PERFORM SO.. WE LEFT AFTER THAT /:

DAY 3!! - Asia Act! 

Another spontaneous moment cause I only asked Fer the day before!!

When we just met, all fresh and cute! AHAHAHAHAHAH!! 

*sorry, not shy one*

Then we went for the meet and greet! Aiyoooo Fer was contemplating if she wanna see WongFu. We walked ard till 1230 before she made up her mind, and their session was ending at 1pm!!!

Paperbugs?

 Not sure abt his channel, so sorry!! But very sure of Fer's selfie skills!!!!!!!

WONG FU!!!!!

Aiyoooo, this Fer! I asked her to take solo shot with them, but she asked me to join. Later then she say she actually wanted solo shot. #whyliddis

AND SHE GOT WONGFU'S AUTOGRAPHS!!!!!!

Immediately chiong over to where Tosh + ShiGGa Shay + GGC was having their MnG!!

ONLY CAN TAKE GROUP SHOT SOMEMORE CANNOT GET AUTOGRAPH!! 😭

My photo was super dark, dk why. This is like after brightening + filter hahahhahha! 

Fer's one is raw hor!! NO FILTER NO EDIT! 

But we like taking photos with standee, no? All same expression + pose + position hahahahahahaah! 

After all the excitement, we obviously look a little tired already hahahahahaahah!

Because I look funny ahahahahahahahah!!

THIS WAS TAKEN WITH FER'S PHONE! NO FILTER, NO EDIT. SUPER RAW, DON'T EVEN HAVE WHAT MAKE UP FUNCTION OR WHAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

ALL THANKS TO SUPER GOOD LIGHTING!!!! 

While q-ing up, the girl asked if we're excited then we gave this face hahahahahahah!!

ONLY PIC I HAVE OF TOSH TGT WITH NOAH YAP!

I was taking videos while Fer was in charge of still shots! I would upload more... if Fer ever sends them to me hhahhahahahaha!! 

BENJAMIN KHENG!!!!!!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

& WE HAVE THE SAME PAIR OF SNEAKERS HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

SEE THE DIMPLES HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA 😍😍😍😍😍😍

 SO FAST FINISH! ):

This is a damn bias post, I don't deny! I only went for Tosh + GGC, and Benjamin Kheng hahahahahahahah!! 

TOSH + ShiGGa Shay + GGC WAS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD?!!?!?!???! Hahahahahaha!! 

Then there was this point, both of us damn siao on until the camera zoomed in on Fer/us! Hahahahahah we damn paiseh pls hahahahha!! Thennnnn I curiously went on Grizzle Grind's channel, and they already uploaded a short video of the fanfest and... at our area, WE WERE THE ONLY 2 WITH OUR HANDS UP HAHAHAHAHHAAHAH WTS!!!!!!! & Fer commented that our hands looked like flippers omg I cannot stop laughing haahahhahaha 😂😂😂😂😂

Ok I shall try to upload one of my videos here hahahahahaha.

MY VIDEO SIZE TOO BIG SORRY I NOT YOUTUBER IDK HOW TO RESIZE IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! /: