must things turn out like that

orals on monday and tuesday.i'm dead.tuesday after orals will be going escape.i can't wait.i also really want the whole clique to go.but unfortunatly,because of someone havimg hatred in the clique and others who cannot go,it will not be the whole clique.sigh.we are ot that unite afterall.all thanx to.well.i guess for now,we will just have to seat there and slowly watch the clique being separated.i'm really washing my hands off the clique.no point doing all this when there are hatred in the clique between someone and someone.why can't she just accept her in the clique??what's wrong wwith her.well.i will never get the answer.why do you wanna do all this??izit because you feel left out.well.you can just tell us.isn't this what you always do to us.[me and carmen]whenever you have someone to go with,you will just forget about us.this is all that happen before we formed a clique.and after we form a clique,problems arise.when ahem comes to you,you can just walk past the clique as though we were transparent,not your friends.there are hatred in everyone.but don't you think there's just too much in you??maybe,we are just your substituition.or maybe,you don't wanna be in the clique at all.sigh.the choice is up to you.

things were not like that.you are the one who turn it out this way.but why??i don't really understand this.neither do i wanna understand it.a clique will always stay as one.no one will be left out.we will continue asking you out.we will still talk you as one even though you say that you are willing to withdraw yourself.we will still take you as one no matter what.you may take yourself out of the clique but we will still take you as one no matter what but the choice is really really up to you.i it really makes you happy,just let it be.

can't we have great bond between each other??can't we take more time to understand each other more than just thinking negative about each other??why??i guess we just need more time to understand each other better.i know saying this out,people may just laugh at us,saying that we are not unite but,there's nothing i can say or do.i'm just stating the facts.what's the reason behind all this??only you know the answer.