gerrxldlyn

i chewed on something till i gave up.
it took me like 5 minutes please.
and now my mouth hurts =/
means i can't talk much.than i can just die la.
haha.
hmm.there are things and people i can't stnad.
people are those who like wanna stand up for their friend.
i just met one today afternoon.
and she so happen to be my friend's friend.
so can't stand her la.
one moment she says things without thinking.
the other moment she ACTS friendly.
wtf?
this type of people actually is on the earth!!
omg!i can't take it la.(it's not refering to anyone in the clique or those i know.)
can't stand it la.
why must she be like that?
and she likes to attract attention la.
so wtf can?!?!

things i can't stand is when people act like a leader when she is not.
and this is a few people in particular.(not in the clique again)
they just can't keep their comments to themselves.
and they will shout at others.
and also this one.she shouts at teachers.
ok.not teachers.but only mdm lim.
of all teachers she only shouts at mdm lim.and this one is a particular person.
i wish she can just fucking disappear la.and one thing
MDM LIM IS NO LONGER MY BEST FREND!
so ya.


and there's this someone.
she acts like what she doing is for the class.
but i'a actually that she wants things her way.
and she only does it infront of teachers la.
grr!!!and this few are those people from 3P!!!
like where the hell did i do anything wrong to go into a class full of this type of people.
maybe it's the not whole class.it's just the few particular fucking idiots.
the don't even deserve to be alive please.
omg!!!why?!?!why put me in a class like that!?!?
or rather.why did they come into a class like that?grr!!!
one after one!!!
now my mother doesn't believe me that
she chooses to believe my cousin than me.
like wtf la!!!!

her room is so so much more messier than mine.
but instead,she choose to believe her than me!!!
why??am i even her daughter?
i sometimes suspect la.
she choose to believe others than me!!!!
i really don't get it la.
if i'm being wronged by people than of course i will get angry and shout at the person right?
no matter who.
i won't let people accused and than keep quiet la.
that's like so no use please.
and this cousin is like.whenever she has nothing on the remember us la. what kind of a people is she?
like that also she prefer her than me la.
like everything is my fault.
WTF??
what if in the end is that she cannot find in her room.not that i never return?
and and.what if in the end she found that it's actually in her room?
is she gonna say sorry to me?
i doubt she will man!!
so even if it's my fault i will not say sorry too.
and i'm not gonna go out whenever she is going.
so if she's around anywhere,i'm not there.
WTF la?!?!
what kind of a mother is she?
and i remember clearly that i returned it to her.
although i've got stm.but still.
i remembered clearly that i returned it to her.
and now my mother blames me for everything.
including shouting at her!!!!!!
and i'm never gonna say sorry even if it's gonna be my fault.even if it takes my life!!
I WILL NOT!!!!
and i'm serious about it.
even if my mother decieds to severe(?) ties with me,i don't care.
i still won't say sorry!!!
over my dead body man!!!
fuck fuck fuck!!!!!!!


sorry about the above people.
it's really just all that i thought la.
and ya.i mean who will have a mother who doesn't believe her child?
oh wells.i better stop now.or i'll start with those words again.
bye and takecare people.