gerrxldlyn

I NEED FOOD!!!
haven't had my dinner la.
and i'm all alone at home!! :D
i love this man!!
i'm a semi-happy kid now.
happy cause my mother is not at home!
but besides that,there nothing for me to feel happy about.
seriously.nothing interest me now.
nothing.NOT A SINGLE THING.
thas a damn sad thing.
have been feeling low these few days during lesson time.
but sometimes when peanut crake a not bearable joke,i would just laugh.
but soon after,i will be back to the not happy me.
it's not not happy.it's just moodless.not happy.not sad.
not angry.
not bored.
simply nothing.
sigh.
i don't like this feeling.
i want to be back to the last time me.
but i don't think i can.
it's gonna take time.
and the worst is.
i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
well.you will never klnow what's happening to you or what's going on in you.
thats sdo sad please.
sigh.

the cut on my hand you never know.thanks to the 100 plus bottle (: