gerrxldlyn

i really don't know what's gonna happen next la.
everything is like so..haiya.i don't know la.
it's just my fault la.
i think too much lor.
but than again.
everything is possible.
i tried to control but seeing your face just makes me pissed lar.
as amanda says.
why get angry over you.
but i just cannot control.
maybe if you don't appear infront of me for a week the i'll be alright?
i don't know.
but seeing your face now really makes me mad.
and just now my friend saw something.
i don't really know if i should believe her or not.
i know her for only few months.
and known you for years
so i don't really know what's happening now la.
i just can't wait for you to be graduated which is like next year?
omg!!just get lost from my sight please.
it's not your fault ok.
it's just me.
everyone would think you are innocent.
i'm the one being over sensitive.
i'm the one at fault la.
haiya.
i don't wish to talk about this anymore.

today was same as the past two days.BAD!
esp during recess.
every recess is gonna suck from now on.
today was a bad day like always la.
i may smile and play and appear happy on the outside but no.
the real one is the inside me.
the super pekcek me.
i don't even get a chance to have a happy talk with you like always now.
well.
i may be playing and whatever la.
but yeah.
the real inside me is super pekcek and pissed now!!
it's like.
haiyer.nvm la.
i go on and this will never stop.

my girl;