gerrxldlyn

i think i gotta keep myself busy from thinking too much la. )':
i jus saw something from somewhere and i'm super sad/pekcek/irritated/angry now la.
i knew that i've given up but still.i'm just disappointed in you la.i treated you as one of my close friend but yeah.ok.it's dramatic but it's the truth.life is just a drama with yourself as the lead what.so yeah.i don't feel like talking to anyone now la.

leave me alone!
i know i can keep myself busy by laughing at people during recess these few days with jannah, talked about the __ ____ thing with clique although it's somehow related to what i'm thinking.i can also laugh in class with rachel and yeah keep myself very very busy but still.night will come and i'll be free.and i'll start to think.maybe it's something that i misunderstood.thats all i hope.i misunderstood it.i need someone to tell me the truth now.blah blah blah.it all links to you!! i don't know why! i need someone to get me out of this!!!i know sometimes i asked to be left alone when i need someone to keep me busy la.how contradicting!nvm.

fnn in morning.
was ok la.did workbook only.somehow i begin to love mrs ong's lesson because it's always very slack la.but still cannot be compared to mdm lim's one.because when i'm not busy i'll start to think.think about everything that is possible.than was geog.than english.ok.mr ng is forevering saying that i'm guilty!!rarr!! i feel like screaming at him la!!than poa.after that went down for the game thing.hahahhah.than kept talking about the thing with fer.than sat there with jannah and laugh at people :/ than was pc.rather slack also la.than bio.ok.no show to watch today.today's lesson all very slack.than waited for bestie after school.yupp.thats all i did today la.there's something i wanna say but lazy already la.somebody please tell me the truth!!!!!!!!!! )':

you'd knew it all along but than you still did what you did.
call yourself a friend!
i bet you can't define the word friend!

i only blame myself for not having the courage to take the first step.
and also blame myself for getting close to you.