gerrxldlyn

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.