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Rachel told me something today & I was this shocked!
& it's kinda threatening/scary/saddening or maybe, I don't even know what word to use. I really need Fer now but I don't know where is she! )':

Lessons today was like !!!!

Maybe they're right.
But everyone refuse to believe what I said.
Or maybe, it's all reflected on my results?
Even someone not close to me adviced me.
Yes, I know I should do that.
But, I don't know la.
I know just by saying I don't know won't improve this situations.
Forget it, whatever I said, would just be excuses and more excuses.

Fer, where're you?!!?

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This happened on like tuesday but I just wanna bring it up now la.
I mean, Gwen was only commenting right.
& by the way, what she said was true.
We all have eyes to see that it's true.
& why do you have to make a comment right?
Does it even concern you?
& so what even if we're talking about her?
How are you even related to her?
Why do you have to nother when we're talking about her.
Not like we're talking about you right?
I just don't understand, people like you!