FnB sucks!
I've got to snap off my nails >:(
& now my fingers hurt as though they've been shaved off all their hair. TSK!
I'm off now, more later.

Dental was plain shit.
Painful like mad.
& I've got to go back on 12.11 again, tskk.

I need to go FEP to get the 'LittleMissChatterbox' bag.
People say the 'Chatterbox' part suit me /:

Okay, no one has called me yet.
There goes all my holiday jobs.
My last hope is GWC.
I really hope they'll call.

I found so many nice shows.
I'm gonna get them once I have a jobbbb (:

My cousin already ask what I want for my birthday!! :D
I want a PSP badly la.
But I don't dare tell her.
So I think I'll earn it by myself.
But if she gives me $$, than I can use it as part of my PSP than I'll have more earnings.

I have no interest in guys, yucks.
They're plain gross, to the max.
Esp those that make girls go crazy/sad/depressed/kill themselves over them.
Seriously, those people are stupid, down right stupid!

Esp this one particular guy in my friendster.
OMG, kill him alright!
He is called Darren, go see!
& he actually dare criticise STC people, FUCK!
'GENERALLY IF YOU ARE IN STC DON'T ADD ME OR TALK TO ME.'
Hello, so you think you're oh-so-handsome and heart melting?!
& many girls from STC would wanna talk or add you?!
STC ain't full of despos! To the extent of wanting to talk and add you so much.
Or do you have something against STC people?!
Go tell the principal than.
& for your information, our current principal, Mrs Kong is leaving soon.
So you might wanna wait for our new principal to arrive first.
& if you have something STC people, mainly some of them, tell them straight in the face.
What's the point of saying that sentence?
The more people would wanna add you okay and talk to you okay.
& tell you how fugly you are and how badly self-obsessed you are.
Like example, I'm one of these kind.
For God's sake, please take a good look at yourself alright!
& you're so over obsessed with yourself!
You take so many self potriat and put it up on friendster, yuck!!
Plain gross, sucker.

So all the fear was so dumb and not needed.
I went, filled up the form and went home, tsk.

This is gonna be difficult.
I did it the last time round.
But it's different people though, hee (:
I think I should be able to resist it very well.

I got to let you know how I feel for you.






8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.
I hope you feel the same way.


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I'm so nervous noww!!!!
Chermaine got me a job at Great World and I'm so scared nowwww.
There's an interview tomorrow and if they accept me, it's an immediate job and if they don't, I gotta make my way home by myself.
I'm so scared noww!
God, please help me.
Oh and Sakae said to call today but they didn't, I'm so sad ):
I'm so scared for tomorrow and I'm very very worried over something.
I guess I'm just being too over sensitive.
Oh wells.

So I tried Sakae ( Wheelock )
I went Paragon CoffeeBean and it's actually quite fucked up.
I can't get a job there because I ain't officially 16 yet.
It means if I want a job at Coffee Bean, I can only go apply after 23 November 2007 and despite that, I've got to sign a freaking 9 months contract.
Total madness.
What about school?
9 months that'll be till July'08.
& plus if I really go after 23.11, I'll only be working for a month or so!
& it's $4/hour.
Sakae offered $5.
Mos Burger, $3.50.
Now I gotta think of a way to reject them if Sakae wants me.
Sakae manager, please accept me :D
I'll do a great job! ( I hope )

Last day of school.
That spells Boredom.
I hope Sakae would call me tomorrow and say that I can start work on Sunday!!!! :DDD
I was telling Fer that if Sakae accept me, I'll be 10 steps nearer to my PSP.
And she agrees with me that it's the best thing so far, hahahah.
Tell me I have a so cute and funny Bestie! :D
If you tell me she's not, I'll come after you with a chopper!
So, I asked her about PSP games and this is a part of it :

where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
i buy the cd filled with games then put into memory card
Geraldlyn says:
where?
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
malaysia turely asia
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
*truely

After reading this, if you still don't admit she's funny and cute, I'll come after you with an electric saw!
I'm serious.

My Twin is even cuter ( sacarstic )

Geraldlyn says:
i scared is it will affect our date ):
Geraldlyn says:
omg, that'll be bad
; There will be a day where I'll have to say goodbye. says:
i hope it doesn't
Geraldlyn says:
DUHH
Please note the bolded words.
But afterall, she's my twin so if you say she's not cute/funny, I'll strangle you to death, I will!

Omg, I've not seen the 2 of them for weeks.
I miss them so much.
Amanda, Carmen and Angie too!! ):
& I won't be seeing them so often next year anymore.
Maybe, not even be seeing them!! )':
OH-MY-GOD!

I shall go talk to my cute twin now, hahah.

Job hunting.
So far, only Mos Burger wants /:
But I don't want.
I sent in many many applications.
Going for Coffee Bean one tomorrow.
I hope they want me.
Isetan is the best I think.
I really really hope they call me on 5 November!!! :DDD
But than, I really really x10000 that Toy'r'us will call me down for interview!!!!!!

Coming home to change tomorrow than out for interview!!!!
I hope some shop will want me, except Mos Burger.
I really really don't want fastfood!!!!!!!!!
Omg!!

Hi all, I'm damn bored.
1 more month!! :DDDD

I. MUST. HAVE. A. JOB. SOON!
I still have to get my HTMQD soundtrack and 18禁不禁( HIGHLIGHT! )
They're wayyy more important than having a white PSP.
Or maybe, equally important.
But I'll get all the cheap ones first (:
Be oh so jealous of me once I get my 18禁不禁 DVD, cause I'll be the happiest, hahahah!

But right now, I can only get this things in my dreams so, I'm gonna make a dream now!
& plus I've got the horrifying DENTAL later /:
But before that, I'm going breakfast with - and -
Guess! (:

Now I' thinking, should I ask mummy for my ATM card so I can at least get my soundtrack first?

I'm going to the dental tomorrow and I'm chao scared.
My weakest point is GOING TO THE DENTIST! I hate it!
I swear I can just cry even before they start doing anything.
Yupp, that scared. Shit, screw it. Why must they call me up for dental check?
Hah, you can call me usless for all I care cause I am really very scared of going to the dental.

Oh yes, some people just have to show off to me about having a magazine filled with 棒棒堂 and 阿本 stuff.
Like whatever for? Do they even get a prize for that?
& she just had to tell me that she gotten the last magazine than come saying sorry and stuff.
What's the whole point? I just don't get what are these people thinking about.

Major <3

O.M.G :DDDDDD

I just HAVE to put this 2 pictures up.

( Like how some people have to tell me about the magazine, hahah )

When this post is up, the 3 pictures I post the other days would be gone.

& I want these pictures up so damn badly.
Tell me he is just so damn perfect and heart melting! (:
Esp the first picture :DDDD

Although I already got my 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD, I still wanna cry so badly.
I should've gotten my 18jbj instead!!
Cause back at home, slow enough, I found out which slot to put my DVD into to play the disc. Fuck!
Oh, how much I wanted to cry.
I'm gonna use my savings to get it first, than earn it back, I don't care!
To think mummy even considered getting that for me instead!!!!!!! >:'(

Perfections,

阿本! <3
潘裕文! :D
萧敬腾! (:

All according from best to not so best but still good (:

I need to get a job soon.

I don't wish to waste my holiday away again, like last year's.

I need to get some cash for shopping.

Angie and I just made a deal to go shopping once her O's over.

& I'm so looking forward to shopping with Mel on the 8 and my BIRTHDAY! ( 23 November! )

I hope a job by than. So maybe I'll have some cash?

I'm also looking forward to shopping with Fer.

I hope she still has time for me.

Omg, once 2008 comes, I won't be able to see Mel, Fer, Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore.

Although I'm not that close to Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore, they are still the one I wish to see.

I'm gonna be so VERY sad.

棒棒堂's on 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 now.

But I'm kinda lazy to go watch.

It's better using Facebook and stuff.

Afterall, I'm watching 模范棒棒堂 EVERYDAY!!

& people can still come and show off to me that she's going to Taiwan, wth.

Yay, mummy's not at home (:
TGIF!
But that spells boredom.
School wasn't as bored cause Roll bought her lappy there!!!
Although there was no wireless but there's was SIMS.

GWC after for Subway :DD
Chill out at McCafe after. Wrong choice.

So bored now, God! I gotta look for more new songs.
黑糖玛奇朵 part 2 is out!
Yay, mummy says she's gonna get it when part 2's out!!! :DDDD
and I'm gonna get 18 禁不禁 next month!!!!!!!!!
Omg, what else can I ask for?
If I get this 2 set of shows, I'd rather stay home the whole holiday cause I'll have a total of 3 shows to finish! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Later when mummy's back, I'm gonna ask her about the htmqd!!!

I can't decide to use this or the other old blogskin.Shit!
Yay, school tomorrow :DD

I've got sun-burn ):
I wanna get dark, not burnt. Tsk.

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I've decided to use this instead.

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OHMYGOD!
I saw 18 禁不禁 DVD yesterday!!!
47 bucks! ):
But it's a die must get!!!!!!!!!! Die must watch!!!!
阿本!!! <3
Any kind soul, please get it for me.
23 November's coming real soon. -hints
I've finished 黑糖玛奇朵 on youtube already, long ago.
Mummy's gonna get me the VCD! :DDDDDD
Although there's only part 1 and only 7 disc.
Part 2, please come out fast.
So I can get the OST on my own, yayness!!!!!! :DDDDD
I heard 换换爱's a good show.
Shows to get
- 公主小妹
- 18 禁不禁
- 黑糖玛奇朵
All die must get!!!!!
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I just typed out alot but I deleted it.
Shan't post it.
Blogger is being such a bitch.
I can't do any changes.
Sucks!

I finally bought a watch.
I think I'll regret it soon.

I do not hate white.
In case some people just go crazy and sayI copy her, like white.
I do not hate white and I actually like it alot, more than you do.

'Mummy's Girl'
Hah, yes.
Someone called me that.
But so what?
At least my mummy cares for me and everything unlike yous.
My mummy wants me to meet her after school unlike your's.
At the very least, my mother still wants to meet me.
& my mummy supports everything I do, unlike yours.
She only criticise people and things with you lor. That's the most.
& my mummy did think twice about letting me go to work unlike your's who ASKED you to go to work.
Hahah, if your motive by calling me mummy's girl was to make me angry or anything, I'm sorry but you did not succeed. Be jealous.
Envy me, at least my mother still remembers that I'm her daughter.
You mum may remember you too, not as much as mine.
I can show off that my mother cares unlike you.
You can't cause your mother don't even call to ask if she wants to meet you or not.
She only meet you or bring you to shopping, when she's having a good mood.
Anyway, just envy me, be jealous of me because I've a mother who cares.
Totally unlike yours.
( this is meant for a particular somebody and anybody that agrees with her. )
Anyway, I think those who are called 'Mummy's/Daddy's Girl are God-damn lucky.
They've got someone who cares for them.

YAY!
I stayed up all night! :DD

I simply couldn't sleep.
& between 1+ till now, I've play 21 sudoku online, completed 2 solitaire (:
School in a few more hours time!!! :DDDDDD
I'll update again when I'm back from school.

I NEED A JOB, BADLY.

I want a job at a bookshop or something la okayyyy.
My last choice would be MacDonald's ( Please don't sue me )
I need $$ to go shopping.
I hope to get a job before the holidays starts.

Yay, I'll be playing badminton with Debra tomorrow in 8hrs and 15 minutes time.
It's still so long.
I don't plan to sleep so early.
The earliest time I slept in the past is 3++ am.
Lastest, 6am. Hahahah.
I shall try, 4am!
Than maybe, there'll be like 1001 posts on this blog between now till 4am, hahah.

I've totally lost interest in Fcebook, for now.
Why must we have this one week break?

I'm going to play badminton tomorrow with Debra, yay! (:
& I seriously have to look for a job very soon!!!! URGENT!
Once I get a job and if I manage to work for long, & once I get my pay, I'm going SHOPPING!

Some people are very good at finding excuses, VERY GOOD.
& they expect people to believe.
But amazingly, some people do believe.
Oh wells, it's not my concern anyway. So I shall stop it!

I miss you,

You'll never be able to guess how much I miss school.
I'm so bored at home!
Going to school to rot is much better than rotting at home.
At least you're out of home and you've got more people to talk too.
I miss seeing everybody!
我的老天爷, it's SO BORED at home.

I still can't find a nice white watch!
ODM, Nike, Adidas, Puma!?!?!?!?!?!
Actually, the new Adidas white one is not bad though.
100+ bucks. & besides, Carmen has it already, y'know.
I want ALOT ALOT of watches.
There are too many things I wanna get an mummy suggest that I go to work, SOON! >:(
Anyway, she's going to get me the 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD anytime this week. Yay!
So, that means I can use my own $$ to get the soundtrack!! :D

Yesss, the O levels people also don't have to go to school anymore.
So, I guess last last week was my last time seeing them in school?

I'M SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED NOW!

N's are over! (:
No school till 16th!
I don't know what to do from now to the 16th!
I can't possibly got back to school for nothing, people would think that I'm mad!
I manage to balance my balance sheet today, with only one try, YAY!

Mummy is crazy to the max today.
For nothing, she went mad like some I don't know what shit! /:

Bugis after with Debra and Roll.
Happy Birthday, Roll!
Alright la.
I got a watch for the time being.
Still looking for nice white watch.

Got back results for prelims today.
My 3 best subjects add up to 11 points, damn it.
Position, 10/32!
JudyTan's position, TOP! :D
I think I'll retain, omg.

Normal lessons starts next week, yay! No boredom (:
I need to get a job soon or holidays would be the same as stay home all day long.
I want to work at some ice-cream place or any bookshop.
Shall go job hunting soon.

I'm so bored now and facebook isn't entertaining me any further.
I'm so sick of it.
Keep sending the gifts and stuff, I'm tired.
I feel like getting some sleep & I shall do that soon, when my nails are dry.

Yesterday's post was hell /:
But yeah, I'm gonna change.
I'm so bored now and I'm not ready for POA. Yucks.
I totally regretted taking POA, I swear.
Slacked the whole day away.
Study day tomorrow.
One last paper and I'm done!
& I feel buying a new calculator when I've already got 2.

I feel like drinking coke now, damn it.
Monday's Roll's birthday.
SHOULD BE going out la.

I hate the life when we always want to go out and have to hide from you because you're hell irritating and you criticize EVERYTHING you see and EVERYTHING people do and you would want to follow and everyone would end up having black faces. You don't know how many people don't like you. 10 people's fingers are not enough to count. Gross.

Caution, wordy post. Very.

I've deleted my previous post and came to blog again mainly because,
1) I'm damn bored now
2) I'm playing Minesweeper with MelanieWong online now and I totally just lost interest
3) I've the day and more things to blog about
4) I'm wayy too bored while waiting for her to make a move
5) I'm lossing the game = Lost interest
6) She thinks that it is boring too
7) We both agreed to close the game and continue being bored

I think my reasons alone is enough to make a post.

The day had been alright.
Morning before paper was funny. Good.
Some God-damn disgusting wish of a hell disgusting person came true, YUCKS. Hahah.
I have this eww feeling in me now.
& it feels as though it is staying in me for good.
Okay, abit of it is gone but I feel it coming back /:

Anyway, back to topic.
Oh, before I forget.
Zhenyi was being so thick skinned (Although she doesn't admit it)
She went to put on my wallpaper this 'Zhenyi is the best!!!'

I've been hearing alot of funny things lately, hahah.
Today, I almost laughed to myself during paper because I suddenly remembered something that Jiaping told me on the way to school. Oh my. Lucky, I didn't.
Jiaping has been coming out with alot of jokes on XiaoN and her 一颗心, hahah.
Damn mean.

I want to stop being a mean person.
I mean, I'm wayy too evil la.
I laugh at almost everyone.
It's so detestable and I know it. (I'm someone who cares alot about what other thinks)
I'm so damn sure I wasn't like this last time.
Well, not to this extent although I still do laugh at people.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PESON.
Everyone, maybe most change for the better.
I'm among the minority(?) that change for the worst.
I don't blame anyone for the change.
I've been talking so much and crticising so much about people and not myself, God.
This has to stop.

If I'm ever promoted to sec5, I'm never gonna mix with her ever again. I promise.
She can hate me, talk about me to others, laugh at me, laugh at me like how she laughed at XiaoN, do whatever to me, I DON'T CARE.
& even if no one wants to talk to me or be my friend because I've hanged out with her before or whatever,
I DON'T CARE TOO.
Even if I have to be a loner because some people is so scared of her or no one is willing to have me as a friend because of this detestable past, I DON'T CARE!!!!
I just wanna do well.
Having her as a friend, is not doing me anything good.
It has changed me to another person, someone worst.
It's affecting my studies as well.
Not like I do very well in the past but it's worst now. Way too worst.
Example my combine science, from a C5/6 to a E8/D7?
C5/6 is bad enough.
& moreover, she's a DAMN selfish friend.
She got notes for Maths from another friend, but she didn't even bothered to ask if we wanted it.
& she always says whatever she wants without thinking about other people's feeling.
She always says whatever she likes, and she doesn't care about what other people thinks.
Sorry, I'm not like that. I care ALOT about what people think of me.
She can copy people and not admitting to it but she can say people copy her.
She wants everything that people wants. Than if someone else gets it before her, she'll say that person copy her, and curse that person like mad. For God's sake!!!!!!! Who in the right mind wants to copy her.
There are more to this.
& because of all this acts, it has influenced me to be who I am now, damn it.
But I shan't blame anyone.
In the first place, I've got a choice whether to be influenced or not.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
This is gonna be difficult, I know.
So from now onwards, everytime she talks about someone, I'm not gonna join in or laugh with her, unless it's something very very funny and I'm not the only person who thinks that it's funny. Otherwise, I'm shutting up.
So, if you see me not with her, don't ask me what happened between us.
NOTHING, I just wanna change.
I don't like who I am now.
Or if you see me not laughing or whatever, I'm not sad!
I just don't wanna be such a evil person anymore.

There's alot of people I want to say sorry too but I simply don't have the courage to.
Alot of people now hate me because of her.
Even people whom I'm not close to can ask Rachel why I change to become like this.
There's once, I was on the bus.
I was suppose to have lunch with her and Jiaping but because I merely talked to Tricia a few words, she got off the bus and totally walked off as though she don't know me.
So, I'm not suppose to talk to someone she don't like?
Everytime I'm walking with her, she see someone she doesn't like, she'll say bad things about the person damn loudly. It's gonna get me into trouble one day.
I don't like this. It's so irritating.
I want back the old sec3 life when I wasn't close to her, at all.
I really hate this kinda life.

People whom I ever laughed at, talked bad about, please forgive me.
I don't really mean what I said.
I just wanted some fun, ended up at your expense.
I'm sorry.
I mainly did all this because I was under the influence of her.
I promise this will never happen again.

I swear I'm going to be a better person next year.
I wouldn't be who I am now anymore, I promise.
Please, give me the time to change.
Give me another chance.

Hi I'm so bored.
I should be digging deep into the FnN textbook, like how everyone is now.
But no, I shall do it later.
& I've got tomorrow to do it too.

Maths today was rather screwed.

I can't wait to see this year's yearbook.
It's gonna be hell funny, I swear.

I did promised to be good and stop talking about people here but I can't tolerate this pathetic sole anymore.
First, she asked me to send her a song A that she wants but I didn't have it.
So, being nice, I offered her another song B which is nice too.
But she insisted on wanting songA.
I kept offering her songB because I felt so guilty that I couldn't send her songA.
But she keeps insisting that songB isn't nice and she wanted songA.
Than later in class, I was listening to songB so I let her hear and maybe she would change her mind and want songB instead. But instead, she said this 'Lucky I said I don't want this song. NOT NICE.'
Fine, since she said not nice, I shan't force her to accept it.
But few days/weeks later, she come telling me she wants songB and wants me to send it to her.
Given my character, obviously I didn't send it to her.
So, everytime we study together or whatever, she would just take my phone without asking my permission.
Tell me how rude that it. Even my bestie/twin don't do that okay.
So, I tried sending songB to her but she didn't have memory in her phone. So, too bad.
& few days ago, she just took my phone again as usual and wanted me to send to her but I didn't.
So, she proudly said this ' Don't send than don't send la. I go download by myself la!'
Fine, I didn't send.
Than awhile later, she asked again, I refuesd and she said the same thing again, in a even more proud way.
Forget it than.
Today, she let me hear the song and she said this 'You don't wanna send to me, the only thing I can do is to d/l it.' But btw, the one she let me hear is recorded.
Now, she's online, pestering me to send it to her when she can easily d/l it by herself.
Tell me how pathetic that is.
One moment so proud, the other moment begging the person to send it to her.

I'm not being so selfish or whatever okay.
During the prelims period, she was copying SS notes from the MLG I couldn't open the page cause I thought maybe I typed the address wrongly so I asked her to send it to me
I kept asking her, she just selfish-ly gave me direct NO! & mind you, the next day was SS prelims.
So just now, I told her 'You didn't want to send me the MLG link, why must I send it to you?'
Her reply, 'I didn't even copy the notes. I can't open the page!'
Which am I suppose to believe?
She really couldn't open the page or she couldn't find an excuse for that selfish act?
& she likes to LIE alot I swear!
Maybe more than the amt of food she eats? My oh my!
Like really lies alot okay.
Maybe out of 10 things she says, only 1 is true?

I think Facebook is rather fun.
& I'm talking to Roll on the phone too!

I'm only left with Maths Paper2, F&N, POA and I'm done with N's!
8 October, I'm waiting for you to arrive.

Yay, I'm like quite happy now, because of something (:
& I shan't tell anyone about it.

Paper's at 2pm tomorrow!
CAN YOU IMAGINE!?
I go to school, when the rest are being dismissed.
But actually, I'm going at 11 plus?
Crazy right?
I'm so tired, I wanna go sleep now. Goodnight.

I found someone who makes my heart beat 5 times faster, <3

I've got to report to school only at 9 tomorrow.
Somehow, I miss PE although I always do nothing.
Maybe it's how I always laugh at people.

& I found out, I actually don't hate Maths.
For the teacher, maybe not that much,
But I don't know why I dread Maths lessons, ALOT.

I'm so tired.
I shall go sleep and wake up early tomorrow to study!
Good Night!