School today was alright except for POA.
It was tiring to the maxx!
Milky and I were hell sleepy /:
Okay, tonight tonight!! :DDDDD
I so can't wait and Fer knows why!!!
Neeways, I've got something to show all of you, HAHA!
Improved version.
It's not improved la. I called it improved one because I don't know how else to say it, HAHA!
To ______ & ______,
I seriously think I should be killed.
Like is the past, I keep saying about you all.
How they feel so God-damn angry when you knew someone like the exact same person as you all and how you all got SO irritated and stuff, I FINALLY KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE!!!
Omg, I'm so sorry to you all okay. ( I guess you know who you are! )
& I really feel very x100 bad (& sorry) for saying all those things in the past cause I've never thought about how I'd feel if I were in the exact same situation as you all.
I seriously am apologising from the bottom of my heart. It sounds drama but I really don't know how else to say how sorry I am to you all for saying that.
& now, I'm complaining to you although I finally realised how it feels like and I feel so guilty now!
I totally didn't try to understand how you all feel at that time but instead, went to made all the nasty comments.
I so do not know how to appreciate my friends, I SHOULD BE KILLED!
&&, to make me feel even more guitly, they've never blamed me (maybe they did, just that they never make it known to me. Unlike me, having to make it known to the whole world, I'm such a fker!) and even pretend not to know that I was talking about them (I made it damn obvious) and also continued talking to me as usual. Worst is!!! I also talked to them, not feeling least bit guilty and even felt that I was right to make those comments.
I've got such magnanimous friends and yet did not know how to appreciate them.
Kill me please!
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