These 2 days are the worst! /: I have no idea why I'm feeling this way, but it's no good. Not at all. I usually feel good on Tuesdays because there's class and I get to goof ard with Shan. But not today. Nothing feels right. Esp when I'm left alone. Ytd was like this too. Till I met Shep for dinner. & then I reached home and everything was fine. Till~ today, at the bank. The feeling came back /: Idk why. Maybe it's because of tmr? I know I should go with an open and positive mind, instead of thinking of all the negative possibilities. BUT.. Once bitten, twice shy. Have I not experience enough? I have come to a point where I don't even want to say my opinion because all that is gonna come out of it is all the talking behind the backs. I have seen it and no, I do not want to put myself in that position, though I'm already in the position, unknowingly. It's scary. I have joined in the talking behind the backs sooo, I know how it is. This might be karma but.. Idk. It's scary. You're scary.
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