Issues I have

I'm sorry our view are soooo different, on so many levels.
Maybe that's why you guys can click so well. Maybe that's why, I'm drifting away.

I cannot understand how some people can go "Omg haven't seen you in so long"
Erm, ok. So, that's it? I feel that if you really felt like you haven't seen someone for a very long time, wouldn't you initiate a meet up? If not then, what's the point of saying it for?
Just to be polite? Thanks, no thanks.
You may say then why I cannot be the one to initiate right? I'm sick of doing that. I feel like I'm annoying the shit out of that person for ALWAYS jio-ing to go out. Probably.. 10/10 times it's me? Hahahahahah! It REALLY DOESN'T MATTER who ask who out first. But if the reply I get back is like.... of course will ask until sian right. & the fact that our views on so many things are so different right now~ /:

Being the introvert, I would prefer to go out with just 1 person. But because I sometimes cannot persuade myself to leave the others out, I'd rather not go anywhere then.

One more thing, I'm not a small sized girl, and I love to eat. So when ppl go out and, this don't eat that don't eat, SIAN X 1000000. Everything don't eat, come out for? Ok la, maybe I'm just very self-centered. Hahahahahah. I like people who go along with my cravings. Hahahah! Eg, my bestf.
Our convo during dinner confirm at one point of time will be like this:

M: Omg want share this?
S: Ok, anything, just order. 
M: *looks at other table* WANT SHARE??? 
S: *looks at the same table* Ok, order! 

HAHAHAHA SHIT I JUST REALISE, DAMN GLUTTONY. HAHAHAHA WTF!!
No wonder we always end up damn full. But yes, I like this type of siao-on people!!
If you huh dw la, idw. Huh huh huh. Do me a favour, GTFO, thanks!

Maybe I've changed, maybe they've changed. But it doesn't matter because people will change. The only thing I/we can do is to try to accommodate each other, no? But then, it's not a one way thing. If always the same person give in, not tired?

This is just a bit of the many things I wanna say. I have so much more in my mind but, that'll be for another day.