Helplessness

Following the best weekend I've had 2 weeks ago, the latest one was just.. bad and traumatizing.

Mel says it's a trauma, which I agree.

I've never felt this way until recent months. It's way off my limits. I've been super patient but it's starting to get on my nerves.
Yet, no one else can do anything to help me. Not even my mum or sis because it's totally out of their control.
In fact, I've never felt this helpless before.
Excuses don't work because, well, they are excuses. I need to find legit reasons. Like as if the reason I have now is not good enough.

Well, probably not good enough to escape.