i still can't get over it.
ignatius actually got FIRST!
one word for them:GOOD!
damn power la.
for so many years they never get first(?)
than all of a sudden,they gave everyone a shock by being first in EVERY hse prac and now this.
omg.they are just so damn good.
sigh.

and today, my mother helped my sister cut hair.haha.
and now my sis hair is like a disaster please.
it did looked quite nice right after the cut.
but than after she bathe and it got dry,it was oh-so-terrible.
and everytime she ties it up,there will be some hair here and there.
haha.
sister:tomorrow i don't wanna go school already la!
mother:why?
sister:i scared
mother:why?
sister:my hair!!!!!!!here drop there drop!!!
me:siao!because of that?
mother:ya lor.siao ah?!?1
sister:tsk*rolls eye*


wth la.she don't wanna go school because of her HAIR!!!
lucky my mother never say ok.
if not when i get home i'll get her to cut.
than i'll tell her i'm not happy and i don't wanna go school.
my sister is so qian da la.
i so feel like going to HOLLAND VILLAGE(:
i don't know why but i kinda like that place ALOT.
it's quite a nice place la.
hais...
today was ok.
went SGH AGAIN
for now till my grandfather comes out,SGH will be like my weekly routine.
i'll be going there every weekend.
after going there went queensway.
i like that place too.
got my trackpants.
and also a shirt.
than after that went zion road with my father for dinner.
after that went great world.
walked walked.
than came home.
helped my mother iron clothes.
haha.my sister just came into my room.
and gave me a stupid face.
haha.ok.back to the point.
i helped her iron clothes.
and here i am.
she didn't go with me get the wallet today la.
i don't care.
i'm so gonna get it.although it's doesn't look very nice.
but i just simply love it!
haha.i just tried to be angry with my sister but i so cannot make it la.
i almost wanted to laugh can.
lucky la.
and and.my sister does nothing but waste paper all day long.
and my mother claims that i waste paper too?wth la.
push the blame to me.
at least i don't do stupid things like her.
haiyo.
there's lessons tomorrow(duh)
and i kinda don't look forward to it.
ok.i need to go sleep soon.
it's only 21.21.so early.
but if i don't sleep than tomorrow morning is gonna be so =/
i really wanna go bangkok la.
i don't know why but i really wanna go there.
suddenly feel like doing all the weird things.
i hope ms phe doesn't go school tomorrow.
than haha.it'll be PLAYTIME!


things never happen before.nothing ever did.including talkong and going ____ __ _______ (: it's just illusions

yesterday's post was like i-don't-know-what la.
it's just all that i feel.
it's better to say it all out than keeping it in.
at least...
ok.i don't know what word to use.


went bugis just now.
nothing to do.
walk around.
went wallet shop!
omg.i saw this wallet so nice(:
and my mother refuses to buy it for me.
than i showed her black face all the way to SGH.
than after a while was ok.
she said gonna get it tomorrow?
i'm not sure la.
but i'm so gonna get it please.
i like it so much la.
although it doesn't look very nice.
but i don't know why i just like it so much (:
i helped my mother cooked just now.
haha.
and now,here i am.


it's just what i think.and it's not at all contradicting;

today was :D
had lessons till 11.
after that met people at locker.
than knew that ______ __ ______ ____ __.
haha.guess the blank people.
than went off to yck.
journey there was short.don't know why.
maybe was busy thinking thats why.

reached.
felt much better.
than fun splash started.
was ok.
kept walking here and there.
was pissed with someone today.
very pissed.
kept making use of people = my friends.
so irritating please.
it rained when it's coming to the end.
me and mel said that we would help out at next year's fun splash.
and guess what?!?!?CATHERINE GOT SECOND!!! YAYNESS!!!
everyone was happy i guess?
oh ya.in the morning before seeing ______
was quite in a good mood.
so i-don't-know-for-what-reason,i actually changed my crumple bag with carmen's bimbo bag.
what's gotten into me man.
i just because i was being nice.
she wanted to carry my crumpler mah.

after that went tiong.
wanted to alight and take a bus to tiong.
but no one alight with me la.
went tiong.
had dinner.
than went to take neos with carmen joyce fer and mel.
and everyone in the photo look so fair.haha.
than carmen had to go meet her parents.so went home lor.
my father came to fetch me home.
reached home.bathe.
ate abit. and here i am.

i'm so irritated by someone today la.
she totally spoil the day man!
shall not talk about it.
but really la.she's too much lor.
everytime she has her friends,she will go with them and leave my friends alone!
like wtf?
how can she do this?
fuck her!
and the worst thing is that people is scared of her black face.
one day.i will just tell her off and walk off after that without even letting her speak a word.
such a bloody asshole la.
grr!!
irritating piece of SHIT!
grr!!!can't stand her!!!
and and she will say something today and when tomorrow comes,
she will said that she never said that thing before.
and she will say things until it sounds like your fault when it's actually HER fault!
WTF LA!!!!
i can't stand it.
one day.i'm just gonna tell her everything i've wanted to tell her for the past years and walk off without letting her say a word.and i'm serious.
i don't care if i've got any back up or not.
even know i feel like calling her and give her a good scolding and than just hang up.can't stand it la.
she spoils everyday.
can't stand it.
weekend is s good thing for me now.
at least i don't have to see her bloody fucking face!!!
idiot! grrr!!!!!

grrr!!!!!!
something's irritating me!!
credit goes to my mother.
OMG!!!!!!!
but i guess it'll be better later on la.
i may regret it now.
but later if i think back it may be a good thing afterall.
so look on the bright side.
but now it's really really very difficult to not think of it.
grr!!!!!!!
i'm not gonna talk to my mother.


school was ok.
fnn we cooked this damn disgusting thing.
it's so sweet and so yucks!!
eeyeer.
omg.i wanna cry already la.
i can't get it off my mind.

nvm.i will get over it soon.(zi wo an wei)
haiya.i should be happy that she never scold me for using the com already.
but still!!!grr!!!!

tomorrow's fun splash!! yayness!! (:
can't wait la.

haiya.i've got no mood to blog la.
credit to my mother again.
because of that thing that i can't get it off my mind.
sighs..
takecare people.

today's damn fun :D
early in the morning.
went 7/11 with carmen to get breakfast.
than to schoolhaha.
it was so so funny at the foyer.
sc:please go up to your class now.recess than give presents.
everyone:*busy talking and laughing.cannot be bothered with the sc*
hahahahah.so funny.
than to locker.
alot of people was there?
than bell rang.and we were still at the locker.
than slowly walk up.
than wa maths.
haha.guess how much i got for test.
10/10!! :D
actually i got it back yesterday la.
than ya la.
than for double period chinese.
was a damn good chinese lesson la.
because got picnic again.haha
than fnn.mdm lim was ok today.
never nag and nag non stop.
than recess!!!!!!!
today zhenyi sat with us.
suppose to get her cookie yesterday but i forgot.
than ya la.went for cme.not very funny la today's lesson.
than was double bio.omg!! it's so so boring.
than dismissal!!!!
stayed back with zhenyi for her test.
than go home.
on the way home on bus 851 was so funny.haha.
this was the conversation.
stranger to fer:excuse me.here's a heart(made of the bus ticket) for you.happy valentine's day (:
fer:orh ok.....
stranger:what school are you all from?
fer:st theresa's convent.
stranger:huh??st nicholas?
me:ST THERESA'S CONVENT!
stranger:orh ok.i'm from hua zhong.
me:*ok.like who cares?*
me:*staring and looking at the candle ashley gave*
stranger:thats a very nice candle.check it out man!!
me and fer:*looks away*

ok.than i saw fer smiling.
and i ws like controlling my laughter la.
than i couldn't stand it anymore so i just started laughing.
omg!!such things actually do happen.haha
so funny please.
when both of us got down the bus,we laughed like nobody's business la.
so funny la.such people do exist.haha.
oh!and amanda heard mars as mass!!!wth la.haha

thank you fer for the mars.(AMANDA!NOT MASS HOR!)
thank you amanda for the M&Ms (:
thank you mel for the cookie!!!
thank you joyce for the chocolate(:
thank you sadistic friend for the hearts!!
thank you rachel for the flower(:
thank you ashley for the candle and heart!!!!!
thank you zhenyi for the card (:
thank you rachel ng for the chocolate!!
thank you elaine for the lollipop(:
ok.i can't remember if there's anymore la.
but anyway.
THANK YOU PEOPLE!!!

i may regret this one day.
but than again,it's best for now (:

i guess cookie is out this year for valentine.
no time to make.and all the things not bought yet.
just lollipops and chocolates??
i don't know la.
see hw's the economy first.haha.
so bored and tired la.
but i sure need to get zhenyi her cookie from somewhere.
so much things to do.so little time.
is there anywhere i can purchase time?
i forgot the homework we have la.
can't remember till peanuts called.
than this morning did acounts before went tiong.(yes,again)
got my calculator.
i have a feeling my old calculator will appear la.
haiya.
monday's gonna be busy man!!
i need to get lollipops,chocolates and cookie(only one)
haiya.the mood to blog is not here.
so shall just end here la.
takecare peoeple(:

the silence is unbearable;

today was so so =/
nothing is funny to me.
i mean those that can make me laugh till i can't stop.
morning.poa.i think it sucks please.eeyer.
than was chinese.
i think he so damn pervert la.
he only scolded those not pretty one.
than those pretty one he don't scold.can talk so nicely.
(actually i don't find them pretty la.it's coded by debra)
he kept screaming and shouting.
like siao siao like that.
than was pe.
nothing la.
than maths.
got test.
know how to do everything.
but i'm sure cannot get very high one la.
than recess.
ok lor.
nothing special la.
than was geog.
haiya.as usual la.
she also siao siao lor.
than english.
talk talk talk.
than went for assembly.
was totally moodless in the middle of it la.
the person said something funny.
than almost everyone was laughing?except me?
i don't think it's funny lor.
so ya la.
i just sat there looking away.
nothing interests me.
than ya lor.
end of school.

in the end,angielina came over to my house.
than after she ate than she left.
walked her down.
than walked back.
nothing interesting.
than haiya!don't know la!
cannot be bothered already la!

seeing you is the last thing i ever wanna do.
i'm in no mood to do things this few days.
those smiles and laughters are just for entertaining.
(in case i get complaine that i'm dao again)
nothing interests me now.
not even those real funny things.

today was simply very =/
had chinese.
ting xie to star the day.
than was ss.
presentation was kinda screwed up i think.
than english.
no comments.
then pe.run run as usual.never do anything la today.
than recess.nothing special.
with the usual.
than was pc.debra wass going crazy man!!
than double chem.no mood to play or laugh or anything.
than was looking at my shoes when ms phe caught me.=/
than had to go infront for some experiment thing.
after school,went to ask jannah if she want go locker.
and her answer was.see first.wth la.
go locker also must see first.
than she went.
after that was suppose to stay back with fer to company cherngshing.
but was super lazy and tired.
and also as usual;no mood.
so went home.
VERY SORRY CHERNGSHING!(:
went home lor.took 195.
and guess what!?!?
i saw chermaine chua on the bus!!!
ok.nothing special la.
seriously.nothing interests me now.
simply nothing.
spare me from seeing you for one day is enough.
just one day.and i can have peace and fun for one whole day.
i would even laugh at things that are un-funny like the last time me(:
but no,there's nothing i can do.


it kills me to see you;

http://www.iloveegg.com/winopen_ani/eggsong.htm

today is funny day.
had maths in the morning.
ms sim changed our places.
and guess who i seating with?!?!
JUDY TAN!!
chem also with her la!
than went for chinese!(:
my favourite!
doubl period :DD
so fun.
talked and played with debra.
than was fnn.
got test.
dies la.fail already.
than recess.
after recess was cme!!
omg!!it's the funniest cme i had ever la!!
so funny lor.ltt.
hahaha.
she was like telling us about manners and stuff.
and the way we should seat.
than she was like
ltt:some seat like that.some like this.and some with the legs over their head,.
class:hahaahahah!!
me:haahhhahahahahahah(all the way till end of lesson)

and when i was still laughing,she told us something funny again.
so laughing continuously la.
till end of lessons.
and peanut was like pulling me for bio at the end of cme.
than sat at usual place.
but that bloody bitch wants us to go to the front.wtf la.
the front?
like for what?
someone:go infront for what?we can see from here
ms lim:i know you can see from there.but i cannot see you from here.

wtf la!!like why she wanna see us?
and rachel is like so obsessed with her?
omg.can't stand her la.
she's so diao.

after that stayed back in school do the ss thing.
actually was rachel do i see.
but end up i do everything.
wth can.everything la.grr!!!
done already.but neede touch up.
so ask fer help me (:
today's hse prac for joseph,caroline and isbel.
thursday's for catherine,ignatius and marie (:
can't wait please.
suppose to go with mel to tiong on friday for lunch and walk walk.
but me no money so change to next nextfriday lor.
next friday is fun splash!!
going with fer and i don't know who else.
tomorrow's timetable sucks la.
chinese,ss,el,pe,recess,pc than double period chem =/
JUDY TAN again.
not that she's horrible or something la.
but it's like.maths seat with her.
than chen also seat with her.
but at least better than seating with some other people la.
h.i lost my calculator and key.
it's somewhere at home but i can't find it.
and my key.it has been missing for so long already.
it means that i need new set of keys (:
nvm.
if my mother doesn't want to make it for me
than i'll just go make it by myself.
hmm.ok already la.later my hand gets numb =/
bye people(:
takecare.

omg.
my fan is so kuku.
keeps giving out some funny noise.
haiz....
it means time to change new one (:
now everyone's out.
the whole hse is to me!
i can do anything i want.
yay!
now judy knows my chinese name.
and she's calling me whenever i see her =/
i don't like.
and peanuts laughed at my 'who knows' or a very long time.
and i don't know why.
we repeated the conversation over and over just to hear the 'who knows'
she's nuts man.
and elanie yeo's best friend is so lame.
haha.her best friend can't walk.
haha.ok.lame.
but it's funny la.


after school went munch with fer,cherngshing and dayang (:
at bm macs.
laughed till i cannot take it la.
so funny lor.
alhough it's something i've said before.
but i still thinks it's very funny :D
than slack for awhile.
sent dayang to bus stop.
than went take bus home.
homed.pretend to do homework.
my mother wants to go out.
and i don't want.
so i pretended to be doing homewrok.
now she's ot i hope she won't be home that early.
(:
ok.i'm getting bored.
shall stop here.
takecare people(:

today was ok la.
went to the hong bao riber thing?
ya.quite boring la.
except that they got loads of thing to eat?
haha.

hmm.gwen is so guai.
she did eight pages of research for fnn.
so guai la.
i only did like one/two pages for each research?
haha.
and she claims that mdm lim loves me?
ok.what nonsense la.
please.i think she loves gwen more.haah.
oh!guess what!?
colour for class tee gonna be either white and gold/white and pink la.
if it's pink than i'm not gonna wear it man!
no!in the first pleace i wouldn't even order it.
pink sucks man!but than again.depends on what shade of pink.
i'll only wear it if i'm happy with the shade of pink.
hmm.i still prefer the 2baye'05 class tee.
like of course la.


oh no!
my hands gonna go numb later on.
i realise that i can't type for long.
it'll really go very numb.
and i can't sleep.
i need a rest.
hahaha.
madness.

oh!many people in my class are getting flu and cough.
thanx to me.
cause all those who're sick are those who seat next to me during classes.
people like debra.she very suay.next to me for chinese and POA
than judy.and that very day when i got sick was when we had chem.
than alot la.
cause people drink debra's water which i drank on monday!also that day when i got sick.
haha.so many people in the class are rubbing their noses and coughing.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.omg.i feel mean.
omg!there's ss tomorrow.
and than it's soon gonna be wednesday.
than have to present the stupid thing la.
haiyer.
so tsk la.
nv,.i shall just end here before my hands get numb =/
bye people.
and takecare (:

i'm not happy i'm not sad.
it's just a confused and mixed up feeling la.

I NEED FOOD!!!
haven't had my dinner la.
and i'm all alone at home!! :D
i love this man!!
i'm a semi-happy kid now.
happy cause my mother is not at home!
but besides that,there nothing for me to feel happy about.
seriously.nothing interest me now.
nothing.NOT A SINGLE THING.
thas a damn sad thing.
have been feeling low these few days during lesson time.
but sometimes when peanut crake a not bearable joke,i would just laugh.
but soon after,i will be back to the not happy me.
it's not not happy.it's just moodless.not happy.not sad.
not angry.
not bored.
simply nothing.
sigh.
i don't like this feeling.
i want to be back to the last time me.
but i don't think i can.
it's gonna take time.
and the worst is.
i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
well.you will never klnow what's happening to you or what's going on in you.
thats sdo sad please.
sigh.

the cut on my hand you never know.thanks to the 100 plus bottle (:

ain't in a mood to do anything today.
in the morning was ok.
than around 3+ like that mood just dropped.
like it fell from 1000 stories down like that.
well.sigh.
nothing seems to interest me now.
nothing can be back to the same.
i need the time machine!
to go back to the old times.
when we didn't knew anything.
when we were all innocent (:
but everyone knows.it's impossible to go back to the past.
nothing would be the same again.
those fun that we had.
no more.
nothings gonna be the same again.never.

just came back from movie with angel (:
i not stupid too.
it's a nice show.
after that went for dinner.
than here i am (:
had CHINESE early in the morning :D
was nice(:
after was ss.
oh man.a disaster la.
got caught for talking and sleeping =/
have to do some powerpoint thing on the reasons on merger and seperation of malaysia and singpore?
something like that la.
wth lor.
others also talked and slept.
not fair la.
pe was fun.
and i finally got to pinch shumei!
recess.as usual la.
oh!carmen never come school today!!
ok.out of point.
than was pc.boring la.
than chem.had test.
and i think i'll flunk it?
haha.and ms phe said if fail will have extra lessons one to one =/
i don't want la.
haiya.
tomorrow's gonna be a short day.
maths in the morning.
than poa than ss and bio.
than would be recess.than fnn.
than end of school!!!

CNY is only ok this year.
not much income ):
nothing interesting as well.
only that past few days wasn't at home.
over at my aunt's place.
came home only late at night.
tired so went to bed.
actually got loads to update.
but because of the delay i forgot everything that i want to update on.
yesterday was =/ =/
was so super bored at my aunt's place.
nothing to do.
was finding people to go out.
they are all not free!!
than i was almost bored to death.
but didn't la.
watched herbie.
ok la.at least got something to do?
than when the movie ended,everyone just stand up at the same time and walked out of the room.
i was like:like in the cinema hor.show finish everyone stand up.
than they just laughed.
i feel like i'm talking to myself again.
and so far no new person knows that i talk to myself and talks to the wall.
haha.i doubt they'll know unless someone tells them la.
now the only people who knows are those in sec 2 saint bernadette 2005!
oh wells.
it's not really something that people can't know la.
but just let them find out by themselves lor.
i'm getting bored.
my mum's going out.
but if i go i'll still be bored.
but it beats being at home.
anyone wants to go out?

i forgot to say something.
was suppose to blog on the day when i was sick.but didn't.
and guess what!!
i missed my double period of chinese!! ))))))):
so super sad can!!
this time i'm not gonna miss it!
i'm gonna go school on every school day from now on.
and i will!!
i don't wanna miss chinese and the most important!
DOUBLE PERIOD CHINESE!
yayness to double period chinese!!

friday!!!
morning was messy.told carmen where to meet but she went to the other one instead.
very very messy.
than in school.wasn't late for morning assesmbly these few days.
than everytime got people call us go infront.
but of course la.
i will never go infront one.
so as usual.sat at the back.
than was POA.ok la.
than chinese.someone chase my friend away!
than pe.it was somehow fun though.
than was maths.
forgot to do my homework.
but lucky today she never teach.
than did the worksheet she gave.still got time so did my homework and handed up on time!
maths test.not very good.i think it's bad.13/20.
so bad lor.
haiyer..must study.if not confirm will fail one.
didn't go anywhere after school today.
straight home.
how sad.
went online for awhile.signed out soon cause no one online.
than went to sleep.i slept for so long la.5+ till 8.30.
so long lor.
in time to watch 9pm show.
ending was ok.better than rainbow connection.
now i'm super hungry cause didn't have dinner.
tomorrow's new year's eve!
than it's ne year.haha.
means there's income.
yeah!but it won't last for long.
thinking of using the money to change phone.
i want change to 6230/6230i.
either will be fine (:
but i doubt i'll be able to have it.
it's not an easy task to tell my mother i wanna change phone.
it takes years before she gets the message.
ok.i'm so super bored now.
hai....shall go do something.

i actually got 24/25 for my POA test!!
so cannot believe please.
and my mother.
was being so idiot la.
i told her.and she was like:like that very good meh?
it's like 24 is the highest in class lor.
although i'm not the only one that has 24.
but still.her reply was like that lor.wth la.
i've got the funfair tickets le.
anyone wants to go come find me ok??

was a okok day la.
early in the morning had math test.
what a nice thing to start the day/week.
i think i'm so gonna fail the poa and math test.
there's fnn test tomorrow =/
was being nice today?haha.
bought chocolates to school(:
but sad enough.i only ate one.
there's one last one in my bag.
i gave almost everyone i know la.
except those in my class.
i don't think they are worth my chocolates la.
joking.just some only.
i gave to a few people.
those that i never give:sorry.i had not enough.
some is i purposly don't wanna give de.
but if they asked maybe i would.
but too bad la.they didn't.

went bukit merah mac with fer and cherng shing a.k.a. xingxing.
was a last minute decision.
told amanda didn't wanna go.
duibuqi.
was feeling super hungry so just pulled fer in.
sorry amanda!
after eating slack for awhile.
saw two of cherngshying's S4 friends.
one very friendly.the other one super dao.
worst than me =/
just sat around and talk talk.
felt like eating something nice.
so went 7-11.
i think i'm super nice today.and friendly.
i helped people buy things ok.
including xingxing's friendly friend.haha.
was about to leave.
got a purple balloon :D
credits to fer!!
she helped me ask for it(:
xiexie ni fer!
walked home.that about it la.
there's double periond chinese tomorrow!!yayness!!
but there's math early in the morning.
never mind.
i shall continue my friendly ways :D
i feel so random.

tomorrow's already monday.
i don't feel like going to school.
there's accounts test.
and geog.
than on tuesday there's fnn.
and i have not done my fnn homework!!
with so many things undone how can i go school?
haiya.
and still got the EFL thing.
going with that type of 'thing'
it's like a nightmare la.
if i really going than it's like a nightmare come true la.
haiya.good dreams don't come true.
but nightmare always do.
when will a dream come true?

great la.
my mother wants me to go for EFL.
wth.i don't feel like going lor.
go than same group as TYM!!
omg!!she sucks like i don't know what la.
today during pe,vice sports cap never come.
and she thinks she can be the vice lor.
please la.look at yourself lor.
sports cap wannabe only la.
i don't care even if you're reading this.
just wanna tell you:you suck man!
act as teacher's pet.
you just don't wanna be the efl head.
well.i tell you.i don't want you to be either.
everytime during a lesson.
you will the teacher nicely.
i help you do this.i wanna do that.
oh please man!
and when the teacher assk you to do something you don't want,
you push it to the subject rep.
wth la.
you're a disgrce to all the TANs ok.
omg!!
can't stand you lar.

today was a complain day for me.
not very pleasent.
than after school,i ws being so friendly.
i said hi to people i don't.
hahah.i actually said hi lor.
how friendly can i get.hahahs.
:D
i feel so good and high now.
oh my.i feel like drinking coke now.
but i'm lazy to go down and get la.
thats the reason why i need a mini fridge.
can stock up.
chocolates drinks and loads lar.
than people come also can entertain people.
hmm..nobody wants to get coke for me!!
and i'm lazy to go down.
haiya.i feel like i'm bullying people lor.
today.elaine helped me carry books la.
from morning to end of school lor.
haiyer.i feel so bad lor.
but nvm la.she volunteered to help mah.
saw peanuts friends on the screen today.
peanuts friend all so famous one lor.only peanuts not.
so sad la.
sigh.
i'm bored now and i've got nothing to do.
i shall go get started with me homework.
sianz.....

please la.
trying to get popular huh?
get a life man!!
and you think you're the sports captain lar?!?
well.i can tell you CLEARLY that you're NOT!!
so stop acting like one.
calling others idiot when you're one.
stop it please.
you will always be you!
i can tell you la.
only a few people voted for you lor.
and it's less than 10!
so stop dreaming please.
stop acting big la.
you can never make it.
if i'm given a chance to do anything i want,
first:i would tie you on a tree.
than leave you there for days and days.
and i would give you a few slaps.
and make you remember it forever man!
i will make your life difficult.
trust me!
bloody idiot!
can't stand the sight of you la.
just go away please.
because of you,i don't even look forward to going for EFL.
you totally spoil the whole thing lor.
i bet you can't even lead.

OMG!!
i'm so bloody pissed lar.
that tym!!she sucks.i swear.she sucks.
she sucks more than anyone else.
can't stand her lar.

ok.morning was i don't know.
very bad.
had maths early in the morning.spoil mood only.
than was poa.ok lar.
than was ss.than bio!
i swear it's the worst lesson man!
i bet mr tan k.h can be so so much better than her?
and and.the way she gives notes is horrible please.
so messy lor.
haiya.

don't wanna talk about school la.
after school was much much better.
got fer and carmen to go post office with me.
so kind of them right?
than came home after that lor.
i've got loads of homework to do.
but never mind la.
come online first.
can half do half talk mah.
i can multi task.hee(:
i'm bored now.
shall go do my homework.bye people(:

what's your problem?
my attitude follows no one!
it just follows me.
what's your bloody problem?!?

grr!!
i tell you.
my grandma will die a terrible death man!
not that i wanna curse her.
but the way she is is terriblbe plus horrible la.
she acts kind when there ae visitors in the hse.acts like an angel.
but when it's just us.
i tell you.she can be worst than a devil!
yes.she's that bad.
today,she acted kind.
she go help my mother take rice lar.
when she usually doesn't.
i hate her like i don't know what la.
two headed snake!

everyone's changing.
no one remains the same.
some turning from bad to worst.
some good to bad.
none is from a bad side to good.

today i was being so cannot make decision.
recess.
wante to eat.
but don't know what to eat.
walked from the end of canteen to the other end like don't know how many times.
and i still don't know what to eat.
i just kept screaming lar.
and i don't know la.
but i know something for sure.
amanda was pissed and iritated by me.
amanda .if you're seeing this.
dui bu qi.wasn't feeling right la.

today i don't know what's gotten into me.
ate breakfast in the morning.
usually if i did,by recess i won't be hungry.
but today i am!!!
haiyarr!!
everything is like so screwed up larr.
i don't like today.
but after school was much better.
lunched with fer and amanda(:
went foodcourt.
amanda came to meet us a bit later.
ate.i was the slowest la.
they all finished before me.
so fast can.
and they were so kind la.
they waited for me!
XIEXIE!
and still never shout at me ask me hurry up!
so nice right?hee(:
oh.when amanda first came to meet us,her face was black =/
i was scared la.
but after that everything became ok!
after foodcourt went down get bubble tea(:
ice blended almond(: my love!
than went ntuc.
don't know what to do so went macs do homework.
see.we're guai.but i didn't do lar.
just did the first few questions of chem.
than mel and joyce came.so me and fer went off.

reached home.
bathe.
homework-ed.
wanted to take a short nap.
but decided to use com instead.

everyone's so different now!
i've got a feeling that i'm gonna be in a bad mood tomorrow.
i don't know why but just have that feeling la.
sigh.

i feel so random and out of point la.
things comes out at different time and places.
today during chem thought of something lame.
learnt the atm thing.
than i was like
orh.1 Assistant Toilet Manager.
told judy who was seating beside me ):
i really needed to talk.
and so i'm left with no choice but to tell her lor.
and guess what's her reaction?
she just went hahaha.sounded so so fake please.


ashley called me at 15.20.
i don't know for what.
called her back but she never picked up.
so nvm lor.
i was guai during english man!!
i did my work.
i almost fell asleep.
but i didn't.
but i bet tomorrow's chinese i'm gonna sleep.it's two periods la.
how can i take it man!
i shall be guai this year.
ok la.thats all for today lor.
bye people.(:

finally i have bought my ipod cover (:
it's in purplr.
abit wrong la.wanted to get white.
tham my mother say.get white might as well not get?
fine la.so got purplr lor.
not bad la.
i'm so super bored now.
only 3 person is online?
one away.the other one online but nah..
don't feel like talking to.
it's not some not good people la.
just don't feel like lor.
nothing to say.
yupp.ok.
i'm bored bored bored!!

today was okok lar.
nothing much.
as usual.
after school had catherine(?) hse meeting.
me and mel never go =/
how bad.tsktsk.
haiya.

than went lunch with mel and fer(:
i made them wait with me for chermaine chua.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH(:
and that chermiane chua.
made me wait so long.
just to take the skorts from her.
than went popular.she bought 3 things.
than she went buy lunch for her sister and herself.
she made me wait so long just do all these things can.
and i still have to help her buy handbook.wth lor.
like i will dare to go buy like that.
i'll probably ask fer to go with me(:

i slept for very long yesterday to this morning.
and guess what!
i'm tired now.
and i think i'm gonna have a nap soon.
than i'll come online again tonight.
but if people online is boring than i'll go off and back to sleep.
i'm very very tired.
i want to sleep!
ok.bye people.i'm going ff to have my nap(:

i'm sorry ):

oh well.
there's only one word i can say about today:
GREAT! (:
met carmen in the morning.(i do that everyday)
while walking to bus stop was telling camen i've got pe toda so does she.
and she goes:oh shit!i never bring pe shirt!!!how?
can go back and take.
me:NO!
and she grumbles all the way to school.
and when i reached school,i realised that it's still early.
me:it's so early lor!
carmen:ya la!you don't want let me take my pe shirt!see la!
me:what time now?
carmen:7.13.
me:see!!you said will take 10 minutes.than if you went up and take we'll be late lor!it'll be 7.23!
carmen:but after 7.30 than late mah!
me:than what if we reached at 7.30 and 1 sec?(i know it's lame la)
carmen:they don't count like that one!1 sec they don't count one!

than we reached ther bookshop.
and my class was at level 3!
carmen:how?my class at 4th level lor!
me:i walk you up?
carmen:really ah?
me:yes!but must let me put my bag first.
carmen:ok.

so i walked her up la.
at the staircase.sort of argue?
me:i don't walk you up ah?
carmen:don't walk la!
me:fine!
carmen:ehhh!!
me:what!?!?
ok.than i forgot what she said.
so i walked back to class alone lor.how sad right?
than i said hi to someone.but instead she say i so dao lor.wth la!
got say also dao.never say also dao!
than first four periods was ok lar!
than was recess!!yay!
took so many pictures!with people la.duh!
than ya la!fun fun fun lar!!
al though it's fun.but i don't feel like typing le!
very lazy.and finger also tired =/
so update again!!(:

everyone's complaining that i'm dao.
wth la!!i'm being very friendly already lor.
only friendly with people i know la.
better than not friendly at all right?
wth lor.
don't know what to say mah.
like that counted dao meh?
hmpf!!

whole day was so =/
early in the morning got maths la.
wth please.spoil the whole day lor.
than after that was ss.ok lar.
than was poa.
than was geog.
so stupid lor.you have to stay back in recess just to read?
crazyness please.
no one stays back during recess just to read.
and the worst is.when she was asking question,and when it's almost my turn,
she say don't wanna ask already.
waste my time lor!!!
and and.she said i don't want to hold you back for recess when the bell rang!!
and she only let us off at 11.15 larrr!!!WTH LARR!!!!!

and than was english.
ok la.was boring but cannot sleep.was doing group work.
than was chem!!
i'm so blurr please.
i bought my bio book instead of chem la.
lucky she never use textbook lor.
if not i die.
wednesday.
two periods of chem =/
i don't know how am i gonna survive like that for 1 year la.
i'm missing sec2 days please.
they were so great.
although there was argument lar.
at least it's better than now?
not even someone to talk to.
haiya.
don't wanna blog already larr!!!
i'm pissed now!!!

ok.
i'm like super sad+bored now.
well.talking about it will make me even more super sad ):
so shall not talk about it.
i really wished it did not happen.
i guess it's really my fault?
if not for me not trusting people i knew longer,
this wouldn't have happened.
even though you said it's not my fault.
but i still think it's my fault.
not that i'm being stuborn or what.
but that's what i think la.
haiya.
i really don't wanna continue la.
bye people.


people are just doing for the sake of doing it ):

ok.
i'm feeling very very pekcek/stress now!!!
i don't even wanna talk to myself!!
if anyone talk to me now.
no matter online/at home,
i would just scream at anyone.
so to prevent that,
i left my status as away!!
this way i may prevent screaming at people.
i don't think it's gonna help.
plus the thought that i'm gonna have MATHS on monday!!!
faints la!!!


she a bitch man!!!
bloody asshole la!!
scold and scold.
so you think you're great?
please.you're just a normal one.
not those seniors one lor.give that type of look.
what's you problem la?!?!
nobody said that you have to teach us.
you may say that you wanna change class.
better still i tell you.
the class wouldn't be that =/
i thoguth that there would be no one wosrt-er than her!
but who knows?
you end up to be so much more worst-er than her!
please la.must you be such a mood spoiler?
you're an idiot i tell you!!!
nobody's gonna be worst than you!!!


was still ok in the afternoon when i went for lunch with fer.
fer ate but not me.there was food at home.
so reached home,ate,slept than woke up.
tv!!
than at around 10+ mood changed.
it became like this.
and i don't know where/what's the problem la.
i don't see a problem but i just don't feel right.
i wish i could kill myself now!!!
GRR!!!!

second day of school.
a bit better la.
not that bad.
yeah!!!i grew taller!!
159!!haha.yeahness!!
ok.i'm bored la.
from now on i will only update my blog when:
-i have no one to talk to online
-bored
-angry
-happy
-as and when i feel like.
so i guess it's like updating everyday la.
i'm always bored.
but i shall study(:


today's ok la.
saw my sis in her uniform!
ok la.
except that her pinafore(??)is very long lor.
and she told me that she argued with my mom over the belt.
and she even told me that when she was wth my mother she put belt high high.
than in school,put lower.
she's so young and she's already doing this type of things.
wheh she's older i guess she's gonna be i don't know.
very very bad?

tomorror got mass =/
can just sleep lor.
siao la.
and i don't know how long it's gonna be lor.
i shall bring my camera to school tomorrow.
for self-entertainment.
also to take pictures la.
i feel like taking picture now la.
but not by myself la.
later people think i zi lian.
wanted to take picture with zhenyi today.
but but but.the battery went dead!!
wth lor!!of all times!!!
so sadly i just went back to my class.
than after awhile
zhenyi came.only for awhile.cause mrs wong came already.
so early la.bell haven't ring yet lor.


haiya.i cannot find batteries!!!):
the house is big and yet i can't find a single battery.
except for the dead one la.
i need batteries!!!

i hope carmen will be willing to bring my accounts book tomorrow la.
than i can keep the other one at home.
i'm wondering if we'll have accounts tomorrow.
got mass =/
but one thing i know.
sure miss maths!!!cause first period mah!
than got mass.ahahaha!!
ok.i'm sick of updating blog now.
shall update asap.
takecare people!(:

school's one word:HORRIBLE!
my gosh!!it's even worst than sec one.
at least in sec one,people bother to make fiends.
but now?they don't even care.
first four periods was really really very difficult to pass-by man!!
than was recess!!!not happy because of food la.
but because i can see my friends!!!the thought of it makes me high man!!!
i was so happy that i didn't eat anything.
seeing them makes me happy.
and being so so happy makes me full.
so why do i need to eat?
haha.they are my food!!haha.

the teachers:
form:mrs wong sh
co-form:mdm lim
maths:ms shirley sim =/
POA:mrs wong sh
bio:miss lim??
chem:miss delvinia phe
chinese:mr wong.(not that pe one)
ss:miss vino(:
FnN:mdm lim(:(although she's a bit naggy la.)
english:mr stephen ng.
yupp.so that's the teachers for this year!
one whole year!!! =/
i guess now the only thing i can look forward to is SA2.
than it would be the end.
than holidays again.but at least better than being in 'THE CLASS OF STRANGERS'
IT SUCKS OK.


but overall it's not a bad day la.
at least i enjoyed recess.haha.
that's the most enjoyable thing ever((:
being able to see them(:
i think the new school socks is ok??
not that high?
there's pe tomorrow.
i'm not looking forward to it.
everyone has friends except me.
i guess i shall be anti-social :D???
i really need to adapt to this man!!!


happy kid is a HORRIBLE situation =/

HAPPY KID'S BLOOGING!!!

i'm back to being one happy kid.
well.
i don't know why.but guess.
ok.i don't know.
ok.i'm being crappy.
guess it's high.haha!!!
lalalala.
hmm.played games with chermaine.
i'm so toot la.
i don't know how to play can.
but now ok le la.
not so bad.
but still bad!!!
haha.
hmmm....
last week,when we went chermaine's house bake cake carmen said something.
chermaine:next year you go what class?
me:3p lor.and i don't know anyone la.
(here comes the highlight which carmen says about me)
carmen:ya la.within one week she can die man!!!
chermaine:why leh?
carmen:cause she got no one to talk to mah.and she can't stop talking.so she will die lor.one week only!!!
me:*smiles and keep quiet*(got nothing to say le.she's just sooo right)

hai......
will i really die within one week?
i shall go be friendly and make friends.
well.
i hope.
i don't know if i should be happy/excited/sad/worry about tomorrow.
it's just gonna change so much.
without them =/
omg!!!
what am i gonna do?!?!?!
can just die.


the channel 8 9 pm show is nice.
but lets just hope that the ending won't be like rainbow connection!!!
if not the mediacorp people/producer can just go die la.
nah.for now,i shall continue being my happy kid and not curse/scold anyone(:


it's nice being a happy kid again(:

hello!!(:
wo hen xiang qu escape!=/
anyone interested?


nvm.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!(:
sent new year msg to almost everyone in my phonebook.
received quite a few interesting replys too.haha.
went to see fireworks.
was very very crowded i swear.
went the fireworks was up,everyone was wowing like they never see fireworks in their lives before!
tsktsk.
but i was not one of them la.




ni zai na li?

off to dinner and see fireworks soon!!(:
my leg's so itchy.
and i don't know why.
there's no bite.
no ants/thread/insects on my leg.
why izit so itchy?!?!
haiya.

had a nice nice dream last night(:
so i'm a happy kid today(:
so happy!(:
lalalala.ok!
shall post again tonight!(:

it's just a dream;

I'M SO BORED ):

http://www.syfc.org.sg/christmas05/hokkien-rec.htm

there was this person that called me yesterday.
saying that i won something.
some $180 watch $180 sentosa resort thing and a few more things la.
all also $180 one la.
she even told me where and how to collect la.
than......
the person:are you amy tan?
me:no.
that person:huh?no ah??sorry.wrong number.
WTH la.
i was so excited lor.but it ended up to be the wrong person.
and i was so happy.thinking that i could go for the last resort
thing with friends.
but it ended up to be THE WRONG PERSON!!!
so stupid lor.
call also can call the wrong person.
stupid lor.
cheat my feeling.
tsk.



now i'm feeling so bored.
i have to start practising waking up early.
i slept early last night la.at 10.
and guess what time i woke up.
i woke up at 12 la.
so long lor.15 hrs can.
omg!!!how am i gonna wake up when school??
sigh.


it's not easy being a happy kid):

THIS IS SO SO UNFAIR!!!):

hello people(:

ok.i'm bored and i don't know what to do now):
there are so many things i don't know if i should do lor.
like should i do these?
should i do that?
i'm confused!! =/
and i don't like this.


grr!!!
now i'm feeling irritated and confused and alot more la.haiya.
amanda's coming back today(:
but i don't know what time la.
tomorrow's christmas(:
than soon.
scholl will start.
and i'm dreading it.
no friends.
nothing la.
i can just die please.
who am i gonna talk to la?!?!?
haiya!


i'm trying to be a happy kid.

morning went tiong with my mother.
to get my SISTER'S christmas present.
and not mine.hmpf!!
saw carmen on the bus while going tiong.
my mother.so wuliao lor.
ask me to call carmen.siao la.
as in use phone and call lor.she's crazy please =/
i think carmen is so blind.
waved to her like siao.
and she no reaction.or rather.she didn't see.
like wth please.



oh.and i feel blind today.
i cannot see alot of things and they are just around me lor.
sigh.
sad case man!!
didn't buy loads of things today.or maybe.none at all.
bought twin's christmas present(:
in 2 days time,my twin is gonna be such a happy kid(:
and i'm happy for her :D
but i'm not happy for myself):
ok.i don't really wish to talk about it.
so thats all people.
takecare(:

well well well.
my twin is now a happy kid.
esp on christmas.
she's gonna be so so happy.
she's so gonna be a happy kid.
well me,i stay sad.sigh.
unless.
things decided to change!!
than i tell you.
i'm so gonna be happier than my twin.
but for now,i doubt so.
shall update you people again soon.




went chermaine hse just now make cheese cake.
not bad.quite nice.
for now i guess i'm just gonna rot at home =/
and wait for time to fly off.
hmm.maybe i shall go get books to read?
haiya.no time to care about that la!


i wish i am a happy kid =/

well well well.
my twin is now a happy kid.
esp on christmas.
she's gonna be so so happy.
she's so gonna be a happy kid.
well me,i stay sad.sigh.
unless.
things decided to change!!
than i tell you.
i'm so gonna be happier than my twin.
but for now,i doubt so.
shall update you people again soon.




went chermaine hse just now make cheese cake.
not bad.quite nice.
for now i guess i'm just gonna rot at home =/
and wait for time to fly off.
hmm.maybe i shall go get books to read?
haiya.no time to care about that la!

now at chermaine hse.
borrowed her sister's joke book.
so today i shall update jokes!!!


1st:
why did the math eacher take a ruler to bed with him?
he wanted to measure how long he sleep.

2nd:
clarrie:our math teacher has long black hair down back
barry:yes,it's a pity it doesn't grow on her head.


that's all la.
because carmen!!!
i took the book first.
and she said it was wu liao.
than after that she just took it away and don't wanna give me back!!
wth la!!!
and guess what/
she reading a joke book without laughing-_-'''
stupid lor.
and she doesn't wants to give it back to someone who knows how to laugh at jokes.
stupid la!!


she's really reading it without laughing la.
like reading some story book like that.
grr!!!!!
fine.i shall end here.
update again tonight.
only if there are things that are worth to be on this blog.



sigh.when is it gonna happen?

now at chermaine hse.
borrowed her sister's joke book.
so today i shall update jokes!!!


1st:
why did the math eacher take a ruler to bed with him?
he wanted to measure how long he sleep.

2nd:
clarrie:our math teacher has long black hair down back
barry:yes,it's a pity it doesn't grow on her head.


that's all la.
because carmen!!!
i took the book first.
and she said it was wu liao.
than after that she just took it away and don't wanna give me back!!
wth la!!!
and guess what/
she reading a joke book without laughing-_-'''
stupid lor.
and she doesn't wants to give it back to someone who knows how to laugh at jokes.
stupid la!!


she's really reading it without laughing la.
like reading some story book like that.
grr!!!!!
fine.i shall end here.
update again.

I'M BORED :(

first post of the day!!
the time now is 2.25 a.m.
talking to daughter online.
amanda's flying off tomorrow):
i'm sure gonna miss her.

ok.first i talked to daughter in the
-ah lian way
-bimbo way
-blur way
-auntie way
-stm way

fun la.now i'm telling her this joke that i find funny.
but she doesn't find it funny.
sad case la.
npw i wanna bet with her on someting.
but she so scared.
no confidence.
another sad case.tsktsk.
wells.i'm so ready la.
cause i know that i'm so gonna lose.
but she.still so scared.sigh.


ok.i gotta wake up later at 6.
but here i am.
i really wanna sleep.
but i can't):
i gotta wait for my ipod to be charged than can sleep):
sad case also.
i've seen so many sad cases today.
isn't that sad?
sigh.
ok.
whatever nonsense la.
i'm crapping.

i must start studying next week.
i've promised someone):
but it'll do me good la(:

okay.gotta go people.
takecare yeah??(:


looking forward((:

boring la!!
i'm at home with my grandma.
she talks to herself la.scary please.*hair stands*
went for this award thingy.
omg!!!i sat in between two guys la.
so scary please =/
i'm never gonna go for it again.

suppose to go for dinner.
but i found some food at home.
so only my sis and mother went(:
i'm bored la!!
nothing to do.no one to talk to!
this is the worst holiday i had.
going escape.but i bu zhi dao when going.
also bu zhi dao if i can go.
but i don't care.i'm just gonna go!!
i waited for so long la.
and i had a hard time finding people to go with ok.
now finally got people wanna go with me.
i won't say no la.
but i hope that is confirm going.
not like the last time.
i found someone to go with.
than the next day say whole holiday not free.
WTH la!!!
so now that i've got someone to go with.
i'll go for sure!!(:

paper heart<3

what type of ending is this?
waste my time!!
i rushed home from town just to catch the last episode!!
and this is the ending??
omg!!SO NOT NICE LA.
i could have gone shopping instead!!!
i wanna complain!!!
or make a wu chu cai hong part 2!!!
so irritating la!!!
what nonsense lor.
waste my time la!!!
what's so good about xiaoqian lor?
just because she weak???
please la!!!
stupid one lor.
the person who wrote this story must be an idiot!!!
where got this type of ending??


NVM.ANYWAY.I'M HAPPY NOW.
SO THE WRITER CAN STILL SLEEP IN PEACE TONIGHT.
I WON'T BE CURSING HIM.
SO HE'S EAR WON'T ITCH.
BUT OTHER DAYS WHEN I'M STILL INTO THE SHOW.
I WILL MAKE HIM SCRATCH HIS EAR LIKE SIAO!!!

HAPPY KID(:

i'm going escape!!!(:
well.i hope this one's not a cheater.
cause i really really wanna go.
i'm missing escape.
even though after the accident la.

i so can't wait ok.\althought i don't know when izit la.
but i think it's soon.
hope so.than i'll have to start studying next week.
next week.sure!!!
can't delay anymore.
i need to get ready for sec. 3 life.
sigh.
what would life be without them??
one word:terrible):

anyway.for now.
i'm just looking forward to ESCAPE!!
rainbow connection.last episode.
xiaoqian finally don't want jianyi.
isn't than a good thing??haha.
things are getting better.
xiaoqian's gonna leave singapore.
without jianyi!!
great news right??
they're not made for each other.
ok.i shall stop this.
i'm tired now.shall go sleep.

bye people(:



looking forward(:

(credits to mel wong-twin)
RULES OF THE GAME:
1. post five weird/random stuff about yourself.
2. at the end of your post, list the names of 5 people who you want next to do this and leave a comment "you are tagged" in their blog and tell them to read your blog for rules.
5 weird/random stuff about me:
loves my small winnie the pooh.ever since it was bought many years ago(:
i prefer using things that are quite old.
i will disturb my sister everyday.
this year's holidays i always sleep super late(:(only this year)
i sleep at the end of my bed.not the head of the bed.

next five people:felicia,amanda,carmen,louisa,bernice ong((:





went jb shopping yesterday(:
i'm gonna hava a brown new year this year.
bought shoe.it's brown.
skirt.also brown.
but my top is not gonna be in brown.
going in again next week.to buy more things.haha.
wanted to buy earings.but my mother say next week going in again.
so next week than buy lor.

i really need to cut my hair!!!
it's like growing everyday!!!
and it's getting long-_-'''
how how how!!!
i wanna cut my hair!!!


i shall be a happy kid(:

i seriously need to go tiong!!!
i woke up at 3p.m today la.
and stupid carmen.
say wanna meet in the end never.
and i got woken up by her msg la.replied her.
went back to sleep.
than 11+ she called me.
was sleeping.
so she said nvm.
went back to sleep again.
i guess i need to start training myself to sleep early.
and wake up early.

let it snow!(:

now that i can copy,i shall do it and get back at ashley hong!!

Rules: Bold the following that are true about you, italicize things you wish were true, add one true thing about you, and then tag five more people.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I love olives.
I own lots of books.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've watched porn movies.
I have been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse sometimes.
I have changed a lot mentally over the last year.
I carry my knife/razor evrywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I have a secret that im ashamed to reveal.
I hate the rain.
I'm paranoid at sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really,really fast.
I have fresh breath in the morning.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling.
I was born in a country outside of U.S.
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way i look.
I have lied to a good friend in the last 6 months.
I know how to cornrow.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I think prostitution should be legalized.
i think Britney Spears is pretty.
Slept with a suitemate.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I am currently single!!!(:
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop then eat.(but must buy things one.lots and lots!!)
I would classify myself as ghetto.
I'm bourgie and have worn a sweater tied around my shoulders.
I'm obsessed with my Xanga or Livejournal.
I don't hate anyone.
I dislike them.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.(not completely la.)
I have a cell phone.
I belive in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I currently like someone!!(:
I have no idea what i want to do for the rest of my life.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I am a member of the Tom Green fan club.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.
I am shy around the opposite sex.
I'm online 24/7, even as an away message.
I have at least 5 away message saved.
I have tried alcohol or drugs before.(i want to!!)
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I have avoided assignments at work/school to be on Xanga or Livejournal.
When I was a kid I played "the birds and the bees" with a neighbor or chum.
I enjoy some country music.
I would die for my best friends.(if she's worth it)
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I watch soap operas whenever i can.
I'm obsessive, and often a perfectionist.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
I know all the words to Slick Rick's "Children's Story".
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.(TOTALLY!!!)
I have dated a close friends's ex.
I like surveys/memes.(BUT I CHOOSE)
I am happy at this moment!!(:
I'm obsessed with guys.
Democrat.
Conservative Republic.
I am punk rockish.
I am preppy.
I go for older guys/girls,not younger.(SAME AGE ALSO OK)
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I can work on a car.
I love my job.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.(AS IN?FRIENDS IS SURE!!)
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
I belive in prophetic dreams.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.(TOTALLAYE MAN!!)
I went college out of state.
I am adopted.
I like sausage.
I am a pyro.
I love the Red sox.
I have thrown up from crying too much.
I have been intentionally hurt by people that i loved.
I love kisses.(HAHA.MUAX!!)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours.
I love Dear Abby.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I think school is awesome.
I think pigtails serve a purpose.
I don't know why the hell i just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals.
I don't like multi-textured ice cream.
I think John Cusack is adorable.
I f**king hate chain theme restaurants like Applebees and TGIFridays.
I watch food network way too much.
I love coaching youth sports.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.(IS PONY COUNTED?)
I still have every journal I've ever written in.(WELL.I ONLY HAVE ONE.)
I can't stick to a diet.
I talk in my sleep.
I've often thought that i was born in the wrong century.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I have jazz in my blood.
I would not be friends if they weren't family.
I wear a toe ring.
I have a tattoo.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that i work with.(study you mean)
I am a caffeine junkie.
I know who Santos L. Halper is.
I read trashy romance novels and I am ashamed.
I love wrestling.
I am completely tree-huggy spiritual, and I'm not ashamed at all.
If I knew i would get away with it, I would commit at least one murder.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsesical, the better.
I enjoy a nice glass of wine with dinner.
I'm an artist.
I have a goal to collect every Jonny Depp movie ever made.
I have an unhealthy taco bell obsession.
I have had a crush on a cartoon character when i was a kid.
I have spent more on anime and manga than many spend on computers or other high end products.
I only clean my room when necessary.

next 5 person:melanie,felicia,JIAYI,louisa and juanita(:

i'm talking to fer on the phone now.
life's so boring please.
went blog-hopping.
than nothing to do.so come update blog lor.
go see the clique blog.as usual.
DEAD.
class blog was DEAD too.
everyone's blog is dead!!!

I REALLY REALLY WANNA GO ESCAPE!!
ANYONE WANTS TO GO WITH ME??
PLEASE(:

everyone's like not free la.grr!!!
first someone cheated me.say wanna go.
say everyday also free.
in the end.every date that i asked her.
she's not free!!!
wth la!!
and now.got people can go.
but never confirm the date.
never confirm anything!!!
so grr la!!!

now i feel bored.
nothing to do!!
i wanna go out!!
anyone wants to join me??
we will go anywhere.everywhere!
but....
I WANNA GO ESCAPE!!!
ANYONE ANYONE??

msg me or tell me when you see me online.
must tell me the date and all details ok??
people interested please contact me.
please please please!!
must contact me ok!?!?(:

YOU will be my greatest christmas present(:

there's this thing that i have to do.credits to ASHLEY HONG AN!
but i just can't seem to copy it from her blog.
since i can't than i shall not do it!!
unless someone help me copy.than paste it.
than i'll do it.lalala.i'm just that lazy!!
WO YAO QU ESCAPE!!!
SHUI YAO PEI WO QU??
haiya.there's so many thing i need/want to do.
want to cut hair.
want to go escape!!
haiya.alot la.but i just can't remember.
my STM is so so terrible please!!
i just can't remember anything la.
one moment i remember that i want to tell this person something.
the next.i forget what i wanna say!!!
now i just don't know what i'm gonna do next ok.
i'll probably wait for more NICE people to come online.
than i'll talk to them.
NICE people.not CHEATER!!!hmpf!!
i got cheated la.
this someone.promised to go escape with me.
and now.she come telling me that she's so very busy.
whereby she told me she was very free just a while ago!!
cheat me lor.wth la!!pissed off ah!!

YOU are all that i want for christmas!!(:

this is gonna be quite a long post.trust me.
lunched at tiong with clique.
yeah!!saw all of them except zhenyi.they are all in one piece and safe(:
that's great(:
fer left early cause she needs to get present for her mom.
want car racing with mel and carmen/amanda.
i won!!hahaha(:
than over to the beat beat one.i lost la.gr!!
over to time crisis(:
i had to point near to the screen ok.if not all miss de.
than amanda plat till no coins lor.
leaving that time amanda realise that she lost her phone!!
went to search.to our surprise.she was super calm.
homed after that.jay-walked.
men and mel:eh!!...walao.can like that one meh.
that me and carmen ran for the bus.hee(:

reached home for around 5 minutes.
off to town!!
far east.CK tang.dinnered.paragon!!
crumpler!!yay!!
although it's the small one la.
but i'm satisfied(:
when going to pay uncle saw the big one.($169)
wanted to buy.but mother and cousin objected):
than wanted the medium one.
but if buy medium no adidas.
so took small one la.
went heeren(:
adidas!!saw a nice bag.brown one!!
now i can't decide if i want the brown one or green one.
suggestions!!
auntie's house for awhile.
fetch uncle home.
than auntie.
and here i am!!(:

gonna be out again tomorrow.
monday gonna buy books.
i know it's late la.but what can i do?
sigh.
christmas exchange!!
buying for mel.and mel is buying for me!!
twins mah.hee(:
going sleep le.
have to wake up super early tomorrow.
sigh.

slept at 5a.m yesterday.
on the phone with carmen.
funny things and serious things.
more of funny because of someone.
haha.but very boring also.
talk about_____!!!oh!!
what a good thing to talk about!!
i swear never again man!!
it's just like a nightmare.grr!!
lunch tomorrow with clique!(:
hope it'll turn out fine.
7 more minutes to RAINBOW CONNECTION!!
and i'll be gone till 11+ 12 like that.
and i'll be back here.
maybe more boring talking sessions?
for now.i'll go blog hopping for like 6 minutes.
than off i go!!!

went my auntie's place in the end.got nothing to do.
not bad la.watched rainbow connection!!!
not nice!!that xiao qian!!grr!!!
don't wish to talk about it anymore.

i wanna go out!!!

let me have a good dream tonight man!!!
haiya.now is the middle of the night.
like nothing to do and i can't sleep.my mother cheated me ok.she said that we will be going town.but also never go.cheater la.grr!!!
i tell you.
rainbow connection is getting worst with xiao qian ok!!
talk about her.she's such a third party la.
people happy happy than she go intterrupt in.wth la.
damn her.she's just like spoiling the show lor.
i'm so gonna watch tomorrow and scold like hell la.

YOU made it my day;

i don't know why but today,my stm is just so serious.jut now i remembered that i wanted to tell bernice something.but when i signed in,i forgot what i wanted to tell her.than i wanted to tell amanda something.but now that she's online,i forgot what i wanted to tell her!!grr!!!

just helped my mother cooked!!so fun!!
tomorrow going auntie's house to celebrate her birthday.should i go?doon't even feel like going la.lazy please.go there i'll probably just bored to death la.or i'll just rot there lor.if not i also don't know what to do la.maybe i shall just stay at home la.

yay!!my mother has agreed to let me buy both crumpler and adidas!!yay!!



that L-O-V-E song
let the dancing twirl me around
feel the tapping on the ground
swing this way and that way too
i love dancing next to you

show me a L
show me an O
show me a V
and finish with an E

L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
that's the way it's meant to be
L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
ilove you..you love me!!!
whoo!

you loose your heart i'll loose mine
show me a love and i'll be fine
we stay close and never apart
i love dancing next to you

L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
that's the way it's meant to be
L-O-V-E
i love you and you love me
L-O-V-E
i love you..you love me!!!
whoo!!!
l-o-v-e
LOVE <3

i shall summarise everything.
-went town
-see crumpler bag
-walked to paragon
-wanted to buy.saw adidas one.so much nicer(:
-went for lunch
-off to auntie's place
-mommy and the rest mahjhong-ed
-STAR AWARDS!!!
-dinner-ed with daddy
-here i am!

that's overall what i did today.

i just woke up 5 min ago.now it's like already 1.30 la.how great.
and my mother and sister is out of the house!even greater.
and guess what?my mother never bring along her hp!!
that's the best thing she done i tell you.how to find her now??
well.i think she pruposely don't bring one.cause she know's that
i will sure call her.so don't bring lor.and somemore her phone is
right outside my room!!!so if you don't call it purposely than what?
grr!!

we are no longer that close anymore.
ever since she came in,things have changed.
everything.i guess.she has changed everything between us.
all those happy memories that we have.
it has all become history.now is the present.
face it up.she has changed everything.
to think that till now i still take you as my best ____ ____.
but.no longer.
we can never go back to the past where you were my only good friend.
no longer.i even thought that we could be friends.forever.
but now,the thought can only be kept in history.
everything will still have to go on.
and i guess.this is her true colours!(:

part of my wishful thinking;

lunched at tiong with amanda and carmen.
tiongh bahru park after.talked in the TRAIN!!
than carmen had to leave.to vacum her house.haha.
me and amanda left for tiong again.than walked around.she went to play house of dead 2 because she wanted to use up her coins.than after that decided to watch movie.watched ZATHURA!! nice!!before that went rajah inn for dinner.steamboat!!amanda ate the tom yum one.and her face was so so red!!was late for the show.not late la.missed the advertisement lor.on time for the show.the show was ok la.but a bit too loud.we kept screaming and screaming la.like the cinema belong to us like that.so loud la.today the cinema was not cold.don't know why.it's raining now.and i don't like it.although it's nice to sleep la.haiya.this is suppose to bve a long long post.but don't know why it seems short.sigh.
was late about 10 minutes for rainbow connection!):

turn up the christmas mood!!

yeah!!it's december and christmas is coming!!and it means time for shopping!!although not i buy things la.but i get to choose things!!that's what i like(:

dreamt again last night.dreamt of ashley joyce rachel mel carmen amanda felicia zhenyi zhixian.and this time i dreamt of year 2006 ok.first day of school.and guess what!?! i can't find my class!!so i joined felicia and all.than had P.E.than over to this dark dark place.than told felcia that i need to find my class.went general office.than know that my class is at some 292 like that one.than made way to 2nd level.went to look for this class and asked if it's 3p.but it's 3mm.fine!!3p was next door!!went in.no one at all.than i asked the teacher.don't know who's the teacher leh.
me:is this 3p?
teacher:yes!
me:huh?!?why got nobody one?
teacher:today the whole class never come except you.
me:HUH!!!than i'll be having lessons by myself?
teacher:than?

than i asked felicia to go back to her class and she said don't want cause she scared or something like that la.so stupid lor.haiyo.i've been having funny funny dreams this few nights la.but it's kinda fun when you think of it after you woke up!(:

i'm still considering!!sigh.so so confused!!): i don't like!!grr!!!

i'm a HAPPY KID!!!(:

this is almost the same as what is on zhixian's blog.

list 20 people you know in no particular.

1.angielina
2.felicia
3.amanda
4.rachel
5.melanie
6.carmen
7.joyce
8.ashley
9.louisa
10.xinyi
11.kelly
12.zhenyi
13.bernice yeo
14.cherng shing
15.yanling
16.bernice ong
17.leesimann
18.chermaine
19.zhixian
20.juanita

1.how did you meet [3]?
-school

2.what would you do if you never met [5]?
-i'd be so so lonely without her

3.what do you honetly think of [10]?
-blur..seriously and honestly

4.did [19] and [18] ever go out?
-nope

5.have you ever like [3]?
-love her la.she's my daughter.ever come across a mother who don't love her daughter?

6.if [1] died tomorrow what is one thing you would need her to know?
-it's really a pleasure kowing you.

7.would [2] and [11] make a good couple?
-huh?!??! you must be kidding?NEVER!!

8.who is [6] going out with?
-??

9.describe [7] in three words:
-pretty crazy smart!

10.would [1] and [17] make a good couple?
-huh?? NO WAY PLEASE.[1] is super straight.

11.what do you think when you see [8]?
-cheerful(:

12.tell me something humiliating about [11].
-like got nothing leh.

13.do you know any of [6]'s family member?
-her mother?

14.on a scale of 1 to 10,how cute is [14]?
-my talking partner?EXTREAMLY! 11/10

15.what language(s) does [19] speaks?
-english chinses and sometimes weird language.

16.what would you do if [19] just professed her love?
-siao!

17.who is [8] going out with?
-bu zhi dao

18.is [9] a boy or girl?
-girl la!

19.would [18] and [4] make a good couple?
-so not.they don't even know each other.

20.what grade is [17] in?
-sec 1 in year 2006

21.when was the last time you talked to [1]?
-long long ago man!!

22.does [1] have any siblings?
-yupp.

23.would you ever date [3]?
-IMPOSSIBLE!

24.would you ever date [7]?
-HELL NO!

25.is [15] single?
-yupp.

26.what is [2]'s 2nd last name?
-her full name is felicia yip la.

27.what is [3]'s middle name?
-full name:amanda tan man qi.

28.what is [10]'s fantasy?
-music?being blur??

29.do you think [1] and [20] will ever be best friend?
-huh??they argue whenever they talk!how to be best friend?

i think this is fun.try it!

out just now.queensway!saw this adidas bag.nice.
and now i don't know if i should buy crumpler bag or the adidas one??i really want a crumpler bag.but the adidas one is nice too.haiya.

just woke up.watched chicken little last night.nice!no plans for later yet.
met loads of people at dream land last night.
mel zhixian rachel amanda amanda's ahem old classmates and alot alot of people la.and i dreamt that we were checking exam papers.together with my old classmates.than when i reached home,this someone,ask me to call her.than she never pick up the phone.grr!!!than still can call and ask me ahy i never call la.WHT please.than end of dream.but i continued sleeping.dream-less.sigh.

nothing more to talk about.just feel like posting this up.so yupp.

dream come true!

IM UTTERLY BORED NOW!!
SOMEONE PLEASE ENTERTAIN ME!!
IM BORED!!!

grr!!that stupid person!!!now that i'm free to play anything she doesn't reply!!!grr!!how to play like that?well.she probably died due to boredom while waiting la.i made her wait for almost half an hour.my fault.sigh.i guess now it's my turn to wait till there's some changes.maybe she go offline or reply la.meanwhile...stone infront of the com!!

THEY will NEVER be replaced!

at home now.those that are suppose to be away from singapore is away.those that are suppose to be in singapore are in but they are not going online?hmm..holidays are really boring.someone actually asked me play games with her.hmm..hehe(:
LALALA.I'M SUPPOSE TO FEEL HIGH NOW!but i just can't.maybe need some warming up la.my father was playing with my iPod just now la.when i was in the kitchen.than he come shouting"HOW TO LOWER DOWN THE VOLUME?!?!"
than me and my mother got a shock la.he actually turn it up to the maximum.know how to turn up but don't know how to turn down.sigh.than being kind,i helped him la.(because i have to!)hmm.shall i be kind again and play games with her??haiya.see first la.i'm busy now.when i free see if she still online lor.if yes then i play.if no than too bad lor!):

met no one at dream land yesterday.i didn't even go there.was just sleeping and sleeping without going there.guess i was too tired la.i didn't even sleep at the chalet.it looks as if it's gonna rain anytime.and the rain is gonna be a heavy one.hope it doesn't rain.but stay in a cooling weather.hee(:for now,i shall go see if she's still online.if yes than play with her lor.bye people.

let's hope that those that are going away takecare and come back in one piece!(:

im back from the chalet!!!finally i have my bolster my bed!!so nice!!although there's no air con.but it's totally ok!

went to meet amanda at 10.30 at tiong.i was late.over-slept.hehe(: after that went to bukit merah ntuc.grocery shopping!!than went over to my house.ashley called.saying that she's having tuition so will be late.but than after 5 minutes,she called back saying she haven't buy books.so cannot study.came over to my house at 1.30 like that.set off to pasir ris!!!but before that went shopping for food.hehs(:

reached chalet.checked in.pack a little here and there.blew balloons.help shift things.met bernice.she called before that asking where is the room.i told her P01 but she heard as 301!! wth la.saw her.ashley was hungry so bbq-ed a little food for her.as well as some for us.(:

went over to escape.ashley never go because she going over to rachel's house for sleepover.so me amanda and bernice went in.went to play flippers(something like that) with bernice.than over to WET AND WILD!!! i like!! i wanna play again!!!sat at the back the first time.got all wet.I LIKE!!!than went tp play viking.amanda never play.as usual.cause we were seating at the last row.bernice was screaming and screaming non stop.because i pulled her hands away from the handle.hehe(:than went obver to play WET AND WILD again.play and play and play.than the person there asked us if we know how many boats there were.we were guessing and guessing.than they said over 10 because the boat number got 11,12 this type of number.then i said 5.haha.but the actual answer was 8!!!planned to take inverter but didn't in the end.it was too fast.next time i will!(:continued playing WET AND WILD till it was quite dark.bernice had to leave.around 7+.so we left lor.

we actually wanted to leave bernice and let her go back by herself to the chalet than we continue playind WET AND WILD.but then it's dark and i'm scared so we decided to walk back with bernice.and so lucky we walked back with her la.she didn't know her wy back lor.she was walking all over.lucky please.than she had over 13 missed calls from her mother.she got scolded.SORRY BERNICE! than me and amanda went to bathe.after that went to eat.

amanda and i were being selfish.we bought that sparkling grape juice before.than we had it in the room when no one knows beside my cousin,sister and uncle.so only a few of us shared.hehe(:then after that went to walked around.amanda was on the phone with_____.leaving me all alone.entertaining myself.how sad!!!went back chalet.nothing to do.than when everyone was getting ready to sleep.me and amanda went to heat up the food and we had a picnic outside.hehs(:

than after that sort of cleared the place. than sat down to play fire.also talked.some people say that i never asked her to go and play.she didn't even tell me if she was going in the first place!!and it becomes my fault!!!grr!! than we played with the match sticks and fire starter.fun la.and i was telling amanda that leting me know how to light a match is not a good thing.amanda agreed with me!!!

amanda stayed over.at first she was not.but than decided to.i couldn't sleep la.till 3+ i was still messaging carmen when all of them were asleep.including amanda.all was snoring like pig la.i cannot sleep lor.their snoring is louder that my music!!!all the way till six plus than i fell asleep.cause my mother was awake,and the noise pollution was much better.thats why i can get to sleep.but than!!!at 8+ they woke me up la.grr!!!and my sister.she happily went swimming early in the morning.around7+ to 8 like that lor.than come back and make noise.grr!!!checked out around 11+.fetched amanda home!went for luch.they ate.me a bit.and here i am!!

might be going chalet again next month!!!at sentosa this time!

i love them all except you!

YEAH!!MY SADISTIC FRIEND IS BACK!!!
HOW I MISSED HER!(:

now that she's back,many people is going away.crazy!'s one of them.she's going away to perth.never coming back till 3rd dec.i'm gonna miss her.cause when she's gone,there's no one to talk to online.sob sob.i wanna get away too.i wanna get away to far far away.never coming back till it's 31 dec.than i won't be bored.i'll go everywhere i can.miss me people!!haha.but right now,the only place i can go is to dream land!!and see who i'll meet today.someone nice i hope.cause i never met anyone yesterday.hardly slept.bye people.and to those who are oing away,takecare and come back in one piece!

i'm a happy kid once again;

went to watch SMURF!!!
it's nice la.tomorrow.non sleep over chalet.but amanda and sharon coming over to my hse.to stay over:/ not very good.cause i'll have to pack my room!!!grr!!how am i able to do it in like 1 day time??haiya.but they are coming over for sure.i'll have to start packing man!! if not i won't know where they gonna sleep or seat lla.seat got space la.sleep maybe only one can sleep lor.haiya.i said i only got one mattress.amanda and sharon share lor.than amanda sai i siao!! what can i do?/i've got only one mattress.haiya.we'll say when the time comes.now the most important thing is to pack my room and make space.

whoo!! my font is so big all of a sudden!haha.hmm.they really made my day!!
thank you to:
joyce for her birthday wishes thrice
once at excatly 00.00hee(:,her testi,and when i talked to her online.
ashley for her early wishes.
carmen for her msg at 00.31
fer for her birthday greetings.
amanda for wishing me happy birthday on msn and testi.
cousin(elyn) for her unreadable msg
cousin(meiling)for her readable msg
sharon for her birthday msg.
ashley carmen mel and joyce for their present.

i really want to thank you this people.they really brighten up my day!!thank you thank you!!(:


dream come true?

HAPPY DAY TODAY!!(:
in the morning went queensway.get stuff.
bought a adidas bag!!nice.
than walk around.after that headed down to town!
collect birthday cake.than cabbed home.
went out have dinner with parents.
went to have the indian food.i tell you!
it almost killed me!!so spicy la.not nice!!):
went home after that.ashley and carmeen came over to pass me present!!THANKYOU!!!
five plus carmen had to leave so ashley left as well.
ashley's scared of hamster.haha.and i took it infront of her!and she screamed as if she's being raped.tsktsk.
walked ashley to the bus stop.waited with her for the bus.than ashley kept saying that my sister's name is ver niceASHLYN!very nice meh?hmpf.than walked home with ASHLYN.went to bathe and here i am.

saturday is my party.amanda bernice sharon is going.hmm.had a long time before i finally get sharon to go into escape.haha.than they are coming over to my house after the chalet??i'll have to start packing my room!!grr!!hmm.haven't ask if bernice wants to come.i hope not.there's no more space la.but never mind.the more the merrier!!(:

i love them all!!(: