today is kinda FUN!
woke up by a msg.i'm not sure is it from mel or carmen.anyway there was msg from both la.just that don't know which one first. so woke up.shower than off to mel's house to swim!! :D
went her house first.she haven't change yet la!!! but never mind.i'm nice.than after went down to swim.i was screaming like mad!! the water was COLD.but fun la.than ya.we swam abit.than wanted to tann but the sun was........off and on like that.eeyeer.so just stay at one corner to talk :D fun fun!! i love talking to twin! she knows me best?cause she's my twin.went up.bathe and all.went online awhile and tadah!! someone, something.twin knows (: headed to tiong(yes, again) foodcourt.ate spicy banmian.oh my.twin was laughing at me all the way la.tskk.went to buy bubble tea.

off to great world.wanted to play pool over at kim seng plaza but lazy to walk there and plus we're on budget shopping?hahah.so went arcade!! we played the beat beat one.than went off.wanted to play time crisis 3 but don't know why the stupid thing cannot work.so went to walk walk.called chermaine to see if she's working.and she is!so waited for her.we're both facinated by SPONGEBOB! :D gift grretings has it!! it's so cute!! than went walk walk.went back arcade again.this time play time crisis 2 and the beat beat one :DD chermaine went to buy things.than went down BEN & JERRY'S!!! helped chermaine tie hair.than she went work and we got ice-cream.ok.i forgot what the flavours are.but one was sweet cream and cookies.something like that.NICE NICE!! shared with twin! we're on budget shopping.so ate.than seat down talk.went to find chermaine to talk and while talking, i saw someone walked pass carrying that adidas brown and orange bag that i want!!!!than homed.went to take 16 with twin.she was going tiong to meet carmen! it's super nice to have your ipod back with you!! can keep me company man!! nice nice!!lucky that time i insist on getting it back from judytan!although i saw the last person i ever wanted to see.ok.getting out of point.

oh!!there's bbq on the 21th at mel's house!!!how would that get?hahahah 20th got orals /: than maybe escape after that??hahah.how like last year. i miss last year so much laa.esp. during home econs!! damn fun please. me mel joyce fer and rachel would always be talking or doing nonsense and played games like continuing names with same initials and all those retarded yet fun stuffs la.I MISS LAST YEAR!! )': now in fnn, there'll be no more people to play with me these kind of retarded yet fun games anymore.and during recess or free time, we would play other retarded yet fun games like not showing the teeth for as long as possible.the last one wins.and those those who last to close mouth wins.hahahahah.omg.how fun.but now...no one else to play with me in class anymore! all also troubled with personal matters one. and those clique recess!oh.they're super best i swear.and those time where we always meet than go hardcourt late together.hahaahh.although we still do it now.but going to different classes.aiya! i just miss last year la!! i know this is weird but i kinda miss judytan and her 'who's that girl' now :/

you're the one who made my dream stop.
thank you. if not, i'll still be in my dream of my own.
thinking of those impossible things.thanks ah!
you made me realise somethings cannot be forced.

i'm getting real bored so i thought i'll just do this for fun.

FIRST REAL BEST FRIEND:when i was 6.cannot remember what's her name
FIRST SCHOOL: PAP redhill
FIRST CELL PHONE:nokia
FIRST FUNERAL:choy!!
FIRST PET:hamster.ran away after 2 weeks
FIRST BIG TRIP:genting.when i was still small
FIRST FLIGHT: genting also
FIRST CELEBRITY CRUSH:no one la
FIRST TIME OUT OF THECOUNTRY? :3 yrs old
FIRST JOB:almost
FIRST MYSPACE FRIEND: don't care _________________________________________
LAST PERSON YOU HUGGED: twin!!! on her birthday!! <3
LAST CAR RIDE:yesterday
LAST TIME YOU CRIED?:last year;last day of school!!
LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED: cannot remember leh.but i know it's with amanda
LAST FOOD YOU ATE:fried beehoon
LAST ITEM BOUGHT:starwberry chain
LAST SHIRT WORN:something black
LAST PHONE CALL :great.cannot remember
LAST TEXT MESSAGE:you wouldn't wanna know.people who wanna know tag my board lor.
LAST KISS:long ago
LAST THING YOU TOUCHED: Keyboard la!!
LAST TIME AT THE MALL:day before
LAST TIME YOU WERE EXCITED FORSOMETHING:going to play pool
LAST PERSON YOU SAW: my mom!! bleah
LAST PERSON THAT BROKE YOURHEART:someone.some theory.tag my board
LAST TIME YOU WERE REALLYHONESTLY HAPPY?:when i went out with twin before bbq

ok.how lame.but bored la.judy's starting on her 'who's that girl' 'tell me la'hahah

yesterday/
went tiong bahru market with my mother.typical auntie please.new market means MUST go!!cannot later in the month than go.tsktsk.i went because she told me we'll be going queensway in the end!! never go!!! so waste time please.i could have stayed at home and come online!! than went cousin's house.my cousin's daughter came! oh wells.nothing interesting.babies are all the same. was about to leave for queensway and....it rained!!!! -screams- so stayed there till 4+ than homed!!

today/
i don't know what i'm gonna do for the rest of the day.go queensway? don't know yet la.i need a new wallet, want that brown and orange adidas bag, want that converse shoes and want __ __ ___ ____ ___ :D go fill in the blanks people.maybe TWIN! will know the answer.

gonna meet twin tomorrow at 10.going swimming (:
i hope than whether's gonna be good.and mr sun decides to come out and visit me so that i can get tann.i don't care if i get burnt!!so i have to sleep early tonight la.must leave home early tomorrow.need to get something before going to meet twin :D

i'm not gonna try anymore
everything's just a dream,
including those words.
thanks for the wonderful dream you gave me.
and i've already woken up from the dream.

today's damn shit la!!!! but something made me happy though(:

went window shopping!!!
ah shit man!! i saw this adidas bag i really wanted la.it's brown and orange but my mother refuse to get it for me!! damn it! so went walking around.nothing much la.oh.i missed the 4.30 show!! >:( went tiong before going out.shit la!! i saw the last person i ever wanna see can!! damn!! super suay today la!! fuck it! cannot tahan la today.everything seems wrong!! esp seeing the last person i wanna see! bleah!!

world cup!! :D

i miss my twin /:

went for mel's chalet yesterday! fun fun!!!


tiong-ed early to buy things.that met mel, carmen, joyce and cheryl yeo.
headed to that chalet place.reached there around 2.than the bus was not there so we started to get worried.
me:why so long de?
carmen:because the bus only comes at 2.30 la!!
when we reached the place, they went bowling.me and joyce just sat there.after that went to play time crisis 3 and dytona :D than went play pool with cheryl.she damn pro la.ahahhah.damn fun la.than play play play.went to the chalet!!! :DD i like that particular chalet.only those present know why.hahah.cheryl hasd to leave at 7+ so we continued cooking and cooking.damn fun.and mel's mom is hilarious.very!haahah she called me mickey because i didn't hear her when she called me geraldlyn.hahhah.than yupp.oh! and we were all wearing dark coloured top!! mostly black!!
mel's cousin:why all the food so black one ah?
me:because black people cook thats why black la!
mel's mom and auntie started getting high over that sentence.

than went to watch tv.we were laughing when the 9pm show was being showed.laughing at someone and also the reaction of actors and actresses and the name, fa-ge.ok.you may not get it but never mind.inside joke.than went to bathe and play mahjong!! damn fun!!!me mel carmen and fer played and played.joyce was not interested so she just sat there and watched cartoon.played.joyce got tired so she slept on the sofa.than mel was tired too.so she went up to bed with joyce at 3+ near 4. me carmen and fer continued playing till 5.30am!hahahah fun! than we went to listen music till 6+ went up to catch some sleep.woke up at 7.went down to sleep.everyone was there.oh!when we went to sleep, me carmen and fer same room same bed.when we got inside the blanket, we started laughing like mad because the bed was cold and we used the wrong thing as blanket.nvm if you don't get it.than i woke up at 6+ near 7 and found out that carmen was missing!but i still went back to sleep.than woke up.went down to sleep cause almost everyone there.woke up.wash up and off to play pool!!! :D played till lunch time.ate abit.back to halet and mahjong again!!!till 4.30 than went off.before that fer talked to her mom and yupp.no more details! here not infomation counter!that's all for the past 2 days la!bye people!<3

i wished you were mine!(:

hello people :D
woke up at 9.20
thought i was late cause saw the missed calls fom fer.actually i'm not late la.than met eher at 9.50.walked over to cc to play badminton!! play till 12+ macs.lunched with carmen mel and joyce.wlked around.than went to pay bill than homed.slack around,talked to mel.and here i am!oh! and i'm all alone at home! :D mel's chalet tomorrow.will be mia for 2 days.
ok.nothing else for me to blog about.byebye!

i wished you knew/

yesterday;
nothing to do.woke up around 12+.
than went to swim at 1+.abit tann :D
i shall go sun tann soon man!!
ok.than got nothing to do.so practically slacked the whole day la.

today/now;
raining! :D
how nice.
suppsose to go out with carmen today.watch she's the man!! but nah.don't feel like going out.no mood all of a sudden and i'm lazy.i rather sit infront of com and stone.and listen music.go out must spend money.and my shares going down this few days so must wait till share go up than go out lor.i wnna watch alot alot of movies la.da vinci code, that car show, she's the man!! and alot la.cannot remember.i shall wait for dvd/vcd to come out that buy.can watch like siao.until spoil.hahaah.i talked to ah meimei just now.ok.so we're both _____ with the same person.

hmmm.maybe i'm not _____ but irritated la.yeah. heswntsahingstotgorheywa.cannot take it.and please. i'm no longer the slatmeitem.stop treating me like i'm the tslameitem.no longer.and if you
dtn'oawnanlatkotemofrhtesetrfooryuiemtinctshatnogeftetihyae.i won't force you to.if you think it's better this way.

wake up yeah?not everyone/no one's gonna let thing's be your way everytime.face the fact.getting angry when people walk out on you.than what about you?everynight before say ok.than the next morning you would wake up and say you don't wanna go any more with the aahh.i cannot stand it la.and you never thought how other's would feel.you'd only think about YOURSELF!you happy,you do this.you not happy,you do that.and please!you wanted to go out today was mainly to get your things.when you need people you'll ask them.if not people ask you till they die you also say no.everytime when people need you, you'll say no.aiya.no comments la.and please,get a life!and one thing! i'm different from others.they never reply means yes but that doesn't applies to ME.i never reply it's either because i don't know how to phrase it out or i wanna say it later.haiya.i shall stop here la.if not when people read and may think that i'm referring to them.oh wells.no comments on this type of people la.

better this way?

today was okok la.
went great world to meet my mother.
went op.bought things(like finally)
not really shopping la.
and i'm super depressed!!! my wallet spoil!!-screams-
omg!!! and i think i'm gonna get back the same one!! although abit old already but i don't mind!!!!!!omg. )':
and this time if i get i'll get the one where the coin part is zip one.in case the button comes off again.hmm.back to topic.shopping.i hall go shopping next week with my uncle and mother.and maybe get that adidas sling bag that i sooooooooooo want since last year!!!!!! haiya,i can't get over the fact that my wallet is spoiled!!! and carmen just told me!! they don't have it anymore?!?!? )': ok.back to topic.shopping.yes!! next week!! i will go. and i'll get everything i want? don't know la.hmm.shopping(window) with carmen on tuesday.might be watching she's the man(: i wanted to watch it so much ok!!! juSy tan say she wanna watch with me if i tell her who is _____.considering.ok maybe i'll just go with carmen. carmen makes a better option if i wanna watch she's the man.hmm.see first la.i shall wait for juSy tan to come online.if she gonna watch with me without having to tell her who _____ is than maybe i'll give up carmen and watch with her.but most probably will be carmen la.than i can go crazy with her over that show!!hahah.hmm.i still can't get over the fact that i spoiled my walllet!!! )': )':

today is FUN FUN FUN!!!
steamboat with amanda angielina carmen mel and rachel!!
woke up at around 12+.so not much time to waste!! :D
2+ went out with parents to tiong cause suppose to meet mel there.
left for town at 2.30!! hereen.took neos.quite nice la.mel wanted to go cine but i bet there'll be alot of stc people there so i said don't wanna go.so went ps.got a drink.at the entrance we saw some people.hahahah.than walked around.

headed back to tiong to meet the rest!! supposed to meet outside macs but we ended up meeting them at the train station.we're lazy to go up and down.so carmen came down.angielina wanted to meet at marina cause she's at rachel's house.and mel called rachel saying to meet at train station!!hahahhah.so we met amanda on the train and went off thinking angielina would tell rachel.than rachel called.so we meet at tanjong pagar(?) and off the marina bay!!

than cook and cook.mel went to get the prawns which were alive.and carmen was screaming like siao!!than eat eat eat.we were like feeding each other la.than went arcade.they played.me and angielina was just walking around.than rachel and amanda played the drums.hahahah.not bad not bad.than angielina played too.not bad also la.rachel wanted to play para para so much.but no one play with her.in the end we pushed her to play!! rachel!! don't pretend pretend la.so pro still act not pro.she was damn good!! many people was crowding around la.than went off.mel's father came to her.we took a train home.

don't really feel like going home but yeah.hahhahahafter we alighted the bus was damn funny la!!angielina said once we're 16 we should chiong into the ah lian/ah beng type of pub.and she was like.go in nobody can relax.very stress.must get ready to fight anytime.amanda and me was amused.we kept laughing.than i starte telling her about what * will say.hahahah.she was amused at the beginning.and we kept saying about it!!hahahah.than...amanda carmen and rachel wanted to know who but shhhh.....got into the train was even better.me rachel and angielinawas playing the cannot show teeth game.hhahahah.so difficult la.angielina kept telling me about the thing about * funny please.the byebye to rachel.changed train at city hall.ok.even funnier.lazy to go into details la.go check either rachel/amanda/angielina/carmen blog for details la.they're all linked.than go home lor.i realised that train rides/bus rides are super fun la.but if someone's parents fetching than bleah.cannot say this.cannot say that.not fun le.home!!! bathe.watched tv.than online!(:

to all clique/people who went for today's outing!
let's have more of this type of outing!!! maybe end of month?
someone plan it!! we'll go for steamboat again and go walk around this time round yeah?!?! plans soon!!

went out with my mother.
went plaza sing.lunched at pizza hut :D
nice nice.ate baked pasta.
than walked around.
bought nothing.
so walked and walked around.
still bought nothing.
i'm talking to carmen now.hah! i can muilty task!!(:
than my father came to fetch us home(:
and!when i was at my house downstairs!!
my phone dropped!!! oh no!! there's a big scratch!!ahhhhhh!!-cries-
tomorrow steamboat with clique :DDDDDDD
and i'm stress over what to wear!!! oh no!! haiya!!!

thinking of you all the time/

i know i can trust you.

but something's holding me back from telling you everything.

haiya.

i slept early last night but woke up extremely late!!

i woke up at 1pm!!nvm.yesterday talk to judy online.sighs. don't wanna talk about it anymore la.than yupp.

my cousin was at my house just now!!super irritating i swear!! i was eating breand and she asked me what i'm eating.duh!! her eye sight is super good.obviously she can see ight.what else is square, and white? omg.irritating.and on monday she came too.i was sleeping and she was playing hide and seek with my sis!! she happily came into my room to hide!! omg.irritating!! where's your manners?didn't your mom teach you never to enter people's room just like that?lucky she doesn't share the same surname as me! I MUST GO MEET FER TOMORROW MORNING! and i'll be playing badminton with carmen(i hope) tomorrow. aiya.i'm so bored la.and i really hope friday's outing would be a good one(: carmen amanda angielina and me.we're confirm going.others not sure yet.oh wells.i wanna cut hair and i wanna go SHOPPING and i wanna watch loads and loads of movie!! anyone?

you can be trusted for sure'

if you people wanna know who she/* or anyone is i'm talking please ask me!


slept early last night.
woke up late though.suppose to meet carmen but didn't again.
sorry!! i doubt she'll see this. oh wells.
than slack around.went to take phonr from fer.homed bathe than went tiong to get things from judy tan!!
she happily went to bugis when she tell me she'll be in tiong till 2.30!!damn her!!so i walked.and i called alot of people than joyce came down to accompany me!! :D thanks joyce!! oh wells.i doubt she'll be seeing this.than walked around.oh!before she came i had fer to accompany me on the phone!! :D walked.that judy tan!!say 2pm reach but reach only at 2.20 la!! i don't wanna friend her le la.and plus she was with the last person i ever wanna see!!ohmytian! holidays are really not my days man!!today when i got out of my house,i don't now how i got a pink stain on my white shrit.than i reached tiong.got mango tea.and i spilled it on myself again.so now my white shirt got 2 stains!! )': and and!! a saw the last person i ever wanna see!!and i wnt to meet judytan when she's not in tiong!!ahhhh!!!and also!i cannot watch da vinci code!! and i haven't go shopping yet!!oh no!!shit la!!
i shouldn't have gone to meet judytan in the first place!! if i never go and meet her than firstly, i wouldn't stained my white shirt!!because if i never go tiong than i won't buy mango tea than i won't stain it!! and if i never went to meet her than i wouldn't see the last person i ever wanna see!!ahh.than,i went tiong again with my mother at around 5+ holiday also tiong.no holiday also tiong.i deleted all the old songs in my ipod and added all the new songs that i wanna hear.so now my ipod has got lesser songs la.because i only listen to a few la.haiya.i got nothing to say le la.


you'll never know/

slept at 4am!!
damn tired.suppose to meet carmen at traffic light at 7.15 to pass her something.very tired so i msged her at 3+ to tell her that i'll meet her tomorrow.woke up at 10 when i'm suppose to meet fer at 10!! oh man!!sorry. went to play badminton! :D how fun.they head to tiong while i came home (: bathed.wanted to get back to sleep.than...my cousin is over at my house so argghhh.cannot sleep one lor.might be playing again tomorrow.

played minesweeper with judy last night!!
i play halfway don't wanna play le!!
she busy la.busy still wanna play game.than make me wait!!
she claims that she doesn't bully me when she does it all the time!! i play tic tac toe last night with a few people as well.tsktsk.someone's com ah.hopelessly hopeless!! haven't even play one round than hang!! and she claims to be waiting for me to make my move.oh wells.anything la.bernice was sad.but she doesn't wanna tell me why.

there's a list of movie i wanna watch la.but i need $$.and i also need $$ to go shopping!!! oh no!! i think i'm the only one who hasn't been to the sales!! )':started for so many days le!! and i haven't gone to it yet!!! i hope i'll be going tomorrow. go shopping,the best is go with parents. you don't have to be afraid when you'll be out of cash.and plus you don't need to ue your own money to pay for anything.so i some how like shopping with parents.i shall update more tonight if some interesting things happen(:

sooooo NEAR yet sooooo FAR;

please ignore time and date

slept at 4am!!
damn tired.suppose to meet carmen at traffic light at 7.15 to pass her something.very tired so i msged her at 3+ to tell her that i'll meet her tomorrow.woke up at 10 when i'm suppose to meet fer at 10!! oh man!!sorry. went to play badminton! :D how fun.they head to tiong while i came home (: bathed.wanted to get back to sleep.than...my cousin is over at my house so argghhh.cannot sleep one lor.might be playing again tomorrow.

played minesweeper with judy last night!!
i play halfway don't wanna play le!!
she busy la.busy still wanna play game.than make me wait!!
she claims that she doesn't bully me when she does it all the time!! i play tic tac toe last night with a few people as well.tsktsk.someone's com ah.hopelessly hopeless!! haven't even play one round than hang!! and she claims to be waiting for me to make my move.oh wells.anything la.bernice was sad.but she doesn't wanna tell me why.

there's a list of movie i wanna watch la.but i need $$.and i also need $$ to go shopping!!! oh no!! i think i'm the only one who hasn't been to the sales!! )':started for so many days le!! and i haven't gone to it yet!!! i hope i'll be going tomorrow. go shopping,the best is go with parents. you don't have to be afraid when you'll be out of cash.and plus you don't need to ue your own money to pay for anything.so i some how like shopping with parents.i shall update more tonight if some interesting things happen(:

sooooo NEAR yet sooooo FAR;

i'm super disappointed with *
from now on,anyone whom i don't wanna name shall be known as * i'm really disappointed with * la.
you've changed THIS much.
oh wells.there's nothing i can do la.you was so different during ______ but now you're someone else la.haiya.i don't really give a damn but just very dissapointed la.nvm.i'll just let you be and maybe lose a friend evantually?i don't know.just see how things goes.

home the whole day.
did nothing but watched tv(:
went to eat ice kacang when it was raining.hahahah.how fun.i shall do it again when it rains.hahah.watched that 4.30 show again.hahahah.funnaye la!!!slept early last night.tired.gonna play badminton with joyce and fer tomorrow.i'm playing badminton for my class >:( so the chances for my class to win is as good as 0.000001 i'm playing doubles with liling.dies.must got alot of mo qi!! if not confirm die de!!oh wells.just gotta practice(: i shall try to do something for my class la.and win?hahahahahhahh(laughing like siao) i hope tomorrow won't be as useless as today!!
I WANNA GO SHOPPING!!!
the sales has started and i haven't got out of the house for some shopping yet!!ohmytian!!! i bet everyone has already at least gone to town although they have nothing to get!!! i have so much things to get and i haven't gone shopping at all!!!aiya!!i shall go watch singapore idol now.(the audition ones on youtube and start to laugh like siao again)


utterly disappointed in you;

SALES STARTS TODAY!!!!!!!
omg!!i wanna go!!but got no $$
sighs.i've been asking my mother to go but she refuse to.
i wanna get a new wallet and pencil case.
and more black top!!! :D ahhhhhhh!!!!

i'm bored )':
i have this sudden urge(?) to go tiong.
oh well.i don't know where i'm going later la.might be going out might be staying at home.my sis and mom is gonna watch hi-5 later.hahahah.my mom watching hi-5!!!hhahhah.i'm just gonna stay home to watch tv la.nothing else to do.i wanna go out!!haiya!!

no one else(:

BIG/GREAT SINGAPORE SALES STARTS TOMORROW!!
but than i've got no $$
i shall start saving up for NEXT year's sale :p

got back results today.ok la.
no comments lor.not very good.quite bad lar.i only got like _/37 as my position in class lor.so super low please.and carmen claims that it's good.oh wells.
mass in the morning.i was sleeping half the time ;D
but i woke up many times while sleeping though.than talked to jannah.
long recess!!from 10 to 11.30 (: ate.than talked abit.wanted to go up and play badminton but they were preparing for monday's chinese paper.
so went down to talk.

we ended up playing games.damn fun.played truth or dare.than it started getting boring because everyone chose truth.so change game.i forgot what.but the last 20 minutes of it was totally FUN!!! amanda came to join us.than we were doing tupid thigs.before amanda came fer said tat my aeroplane cannot fly de.one day if i drive the aeroplane it will just go round and round singapore.wth.and i started laughing i don't know why.than after amanda joined us, we played retarded games like seeing who can don't open th mouth.cannot see teeth one.fer mel and joyce very fast cannot le.i never laugh la.first time i'm not the first one la.left me carmen and amanda.hahahah.amanda also open her mouth because sharon came to talk to her!!hahahahah.left with me and carmen.than it was so super quiet.i cannot take it so i laughed!!carmen won!! next was open mouth.closed first lose(: i was the last few again.and we played the close one again.i was talking.without showing my teeth.so it was acceptable.

than time's up le )': so went back to class lor.i seriously hate to go back to that damn class.it's not really that bad la.but thanks to some people.who refuse to move away.than their ass friends would come in and i get disturbed.than i'll get pekcek.than i'll start screaming at almost everyone!!and!!the group of people is seating right behind ME!! it's not everyone behind me the fault la.it's just some particular people who is obviously very very self obsessed.sad case please.self obsession. tsktsk. poor thing.i'm not against everyone behind me but that few particular people.oh wells.i'll just have to leave with it and continue life(: hahhahahah.tried to sleep but yeah.same problem.those 3mm people who can't regconize their class.so i moved to in between jannah and rachel there.
rachel:eh?why you suddenly move here?
me:I DON'T WISH TO SEAT THERE MAH!!
rachel:*looks*orh~~
i seriously can't stand her.the one month holiday is really a break for me from those assholes!! :D and i' glad there's one month holiday!! or i'll just go mad one day.from screaming.

to that 3mm person:(don't wanna mention name la)
please note.your class is just beside mine!!do't keep going into the wrong class please.and.my class is not YOUR house!!stop making so much noise!! if you're blind than there's nothing i can say.but yeah.if you're not blind please use your eyes properly.god gave you eyes to see what's
going on and for you to know how to act as what you see. you simply
shout wherever/whenever you want.when people is sleeping.i actually didn't mind the noise.but you started running and knocked onto MY table. if you're blind i cn tell you that i'm sleeping.but you're not!! and everytime you come in, it really irritates me alot alot!!

to the person from 3p:(who is obviously very self obsessed)
please stop it!! you give me that look that it's my problem that they're noisy.and you think you're very big.well.in your clique maybe.but let me tell you!!not in the class. if you do not know, it's because of you. you just had to seat beside ____ than those in your clique who see you 'big' will come seat near you and end up taking my chair away and making alot of noise!! it's really very very super irritating i swear!! oh!and you always give me the looks like you hate me.oh well.i don't really give a damn because i don't like you a single bit either. the look of yours is so disgusting!!! i rather face a pile of shit than your face!! and yesterday when we're having fnn, i really can't stand it ok. yo always wanna seat near ____ and not that i'm obsessed with ____ or whatever la.but yeah.because she always happen to seat near me.than you will seat near her which i cannot stand it at all!! you're totally getting me very very irritated!! i can't stand it!! ohmytian. i hope this year finish quick!! and i hope i won't get int the exact same class as you next year!! oh man!!

i wish and wish.
i hope and hope.
when will my dream come true?

my internet is finally alright(:

first:
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO AMANDA!!! <3
it's abit late though.
yesterday;
did nothing in school.mainly slacked and yupp. today; horrible fucked up day!!some ass from 3mm come into 3p's room and started making noise as though it's their house.irritating. lucky i had fer's mp3 with me.i turned it on till full blast and i could still hear those fuckers
it didn't really bother me in the first place.soon,there was a knock on my table.(i was sleeping) so never mind.
than there was this push!! it made me super pissed la.so i oushed the table away and walked out.ohmytian.unreasonable people.and those are people from 3mm.come people's class still like that.fuck off man!! i never got this pissed before in 3p man!!after a walk,i went back in.and sat on yimei's place trying to sleep in that damn class. but it was way too noisy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so i was really very very pissed larr.i went back to my seat.'dump' the mp3 into my bag.and walked out of class.seriously.i've never got so angry before.walked pass zhenyi.i didn't even bothered to answer her.sorry.than went outside to seat.recess.
me:you kow ah..that bloody people from 3mm.........blah blah blah..
zhenyi:fer!!! good luck to you!!she's gonna grumble alot!!
fer:i know.she's already grumbling.

not that i really wanna grumble la.but yeah.it was really very very irritating.enough of those 3mm bitches la.
hmm.bio in the morning.was falling asleep behind my bag and paper covering me.was sleeping 5 minutes before lesson end.ms lim went out than took out mp3.start of my sleep.slept and slept till those people came in!!!fnn today was great!! mdm lim was in a good mood.she was talking about this question and i wasn't listening.
she:who got this question wrong i treat them drink coffee!!
me:*without knowing that it's suppose to be a easy question*me!! i got wrong!!
she:huh?!?!?really ah?aiyo.how can get wrong?i'm gonna make very very very very very bitter coffee for you and force you to drink it ah.
me:*oopps*

she:later i wanna conduct interview ah!
everyone:for what!?!
me:ya lor.interview for job meh?!?
she:hahahahahahahahh*all the way*
she couldn't get over the joke -_-'''

interview...
she:where you stay?
me:*tells her*
she:ohh!!i stay therelast time leh.you know?
me:yupp.(because i saw her downstairs before)
she:oh.i stay there 10 years ago leh.
me:?????
*some other thing*
she:you got any bestfriend in class?
me:nope.
she:why everyone give me the same answer one.haiyo.
she:ok la.close friend?
me:nope
she:huh...why?
me:all my close friend not in this class de.
she:really ah?than those go toilet with you or talk to you want leh?
me:like that consider close meh?
she:ya.
me:no one.
she:aiyo.than..you got any secrets to tell me?
me:no!!
she:ohh ok.go call another come.tell them this interview for 1 million dollars job ah!!
me:*ok.....*

ok.thats all the weird conversations with mdm lim.she's fun and nice at times.and i think she's the better fnn/home econs teacher of the three.no offence but yupp.she let us off at 1.50 today!!how nice(:
tiong-ed.carmen wanted to go buy comics.but was still pissed over that few bitches so i didn't wanted to go.dui bu qi!!

if only you were mine(:

syf practice in the morning AGAIN!!!
i hate it la.my pocket would be SO heavy!!
got back all papers.horribe la.
combined humans-failed
maths-failed
english-passed
chinese-passed
poa-passed
fnn-failed
combined science-passed

how bad la.
haiya.i must work hard(hah) and get better grades la.
when we took back geog paper,jannah was like:eh.you wanna go complian on ___?
me, samantha and debra agreed to it right away!!!hahaha.yes,this is how much we hate _____!!!
we wanted to go today but we needed prove.so postpone to only when we got the prove(: and off she goes and up our geog marks goes!!! (:
we;re gonna go on a clique outing soon!! well.i hope it really happens.
and yupp.everything goes well(:

tiong-ed with fer after school.
took prints.not bad but we looked kuku-fied.
than went to walk walk to search for amandatan's present!!
but couldn't fine any!!!!so we decided!!shhhh.
than my mom came.she wanted to get the da vinci code book for me!! but because i never pick up the phone, she went home!!!! ahhhhhhhh. so i didn't get it!!!damnit!
than yupp.now online(duh)
i feel bored now.
and i'm getting sad because i'm staring at this screen which reminds me of many many things!! omg!!! sighs.now i shall go read those books which i've bought recently(:

it's you who makes my world go round(:

stayed home all day to READ :D
cousin came.slept abit.than woke up.watched the 4.30 show again.
laughed like mad.
i don't know why but everytime i face the com,i'll think about things that happened and why and all sorts of things and get myself SAD )':
i'll get even sad-der when i see certain people online!!
i'll be super sad when i think about the things she says la.
and in school i'll start to worry.
because when i get sad/tired/sleepy, only carmen can tell that i'm tired than fer will think that i'm angry with her when she has got no reason why i should be.so in school when ever i'm tired/sad/sleepy i'll still try to (:
terrible =/
YEAH!!! MY MOTHER JUST CAME IN TO TELL ME THAT SHE'LL BUY ME 'THE DA VINCI CODE' STORY BOOK!!! :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D
ohmytian.i can't get any happier.but if only i can watch it!! it's nc16 larrrrr!!!
why?!?!?!?ahhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!

singapoer idol is on at 8pm tonight.i shall go get ready and watch it!! (:

my life's all about YOU (:

i wished that moment never end..

went to visit my grandfather.
than to buy books.now i have something to read.entertainment!! :D
than went to buy shoes.wanted to get something else but mah.
watched movie with my mum(dvd)
and here i am.i feel moodless all of a sudden.

your smile melts my heart(:

smiles are all the same.
but it's different if it comes from you.
it's exceptionally sweet(:

school was alright today.
syf dance early in the morning.don't like lar.
than was some mgl(?) training
went back hardcourt for the syf briefing thing.
recess than up to audi for papers checking.
poa;74!!!! ohmytian!!! 1 more mark for A1!!!!!!!!!1ohmytian!!! )':
chinese overall;62.same as shumei.highest in class(:

than went back to class.
sprayed abit of water and she had to clean it on me!!
so i sprayed her wet!!!
fought for the bottle.
than she spray me larr.
so i sprayed her while she was bending down.heh.
than nothing to do.listen to her mp3 and fell asleep.xuewen as well.
dismissed:D
great world.with sadistic friend.mel and joyce.
fer came along later.than carmen and amanda(:
felt abit tired and pekcek over nothing or rather something small.
i slept wherever and whenever i could.
than they wanted to go walk.but was very tired so went home.
oh wells.it seems to be my fault that I'M TIRED!!
my fault than so be it lor.
i'm just way too tired to argue over minor things like this.
home.bathed.watched spongebob and here i am!!

that special someone will always be that special someone(:

sentosa-ed with fer mel and joyce.
we're the RETARDED JELLYFISHES!!
want tiong BY CAB!!!
waste money only.met mel.they had breakfast while i just drank something.
went harbour.met joyce than off to sentosa.
it was super bad over at sentosa la.the damn tide was low.and there was NO SUN!! so we couldn't tann.we probably went to the wrong beach la.
so after awhile,we left for town.the sun there was hopeless.and everything was bad.while going out of sentosa we were argueing whether to go mel's house to shower than go town or to go town straight away.final decision:TOWN STRAIGHT AWAY.went cine.went yoshi to eat.long time never go le.i shall find people to go with me tomorrow.joyce ate so slow so me and fer went up to level9 to check the price for the Emax room but didn't.i guess it wouldn't be a favour to us.so we went down to take neos!!it was nice(: i shall try to plug in my scanner and load it up soon.than off to hereens.saw sherly pat!took neos again(: simply nice(: THE RETARDED JELLYFISHES!! :D jelly joy(joyce)jelly mel(melanie)jelly fer(felicia)jelly ger(me) than after that we went seperate ways. fer and joyce went HMV.me and mel just randomly walked around.wanted to get something for our phone.that binded(?) pig.we want the same la.than cannot fine.oh!! action city sells the candy dispenser!!and they also sell the doreamon thing!!! i'm super fascinated by it la.twin! couldn't stand it.after walking many many rounds,hungry and went for WANTON MEE!!(: after that was argueing(again) where to go.they wanted to come all the way back to henderson to check if the badminton courts was available!! >:( while argueing,we saw jolene.than we decided.go FEP.but ended up at taka.went kinokuniya.i wanted to buy a book so much!! holidays are coming and i'll most probably be grounded.so i need a book/few book to read!! i saw so so many books which are THIS tempting la!!!!!! but it's just way too ex la.when i saved up i'm so gonna buy those books!! i wanted to buy the da vinci(?) code since i cannot go watch the movie!!(it's NC16!!)damn it!! but i didn't.it's way too ex la.i'll probably buy a book the next time i go to a book shop with my parents.i'll just buy two thick ones at one go!! went libray.i was super pekcek la!! cannot make noise and i'm not at all interested in library books!!! >:( fer had to go THAN we leave the library.if not i think we can never leave the library!!!walked to near by bus stop.jelly joy went off in 14.16 was behind.so off we go as well.tiong-ed(even on holidays!!)went macs to get a drink.was super thirsty.got fries too.than home.home so early on a holiday la!! not fun please.others are probably still out there having fun :( oh well.i have to accept the fact!!

we saw quite alot of people today who looked like ______ because she has the same type of hair as alot of people.hahahahah.thats almost all today.had to go home early mah.no choice lor.

you're everything to me;

at fer's home again!!
same people again.
fer's com room is like our cyberspace again.
one people take one.
CARMEN and JOYCE at friendster looking at guys.and they're so noisy /:
than FER and MEL doing some maths la.
than ya lor.last paper today!!! CHEM! i don't think can pass la.
tiong-ed with them than fer's house lor.
checked papers today;english and chinese.
english:57
chinese:50+
so low please.my english compo i wrote arguementative!!!!!!!!!!!!!hahhhahahhahahah.i got 20/30(: lucky i never write other topicla.comfirm will be very low de.twin still xiang bu kai.i in the middle lor.i also don't know la.haiya.i'm so bored now.i got nothing better to do la.haiya.
judy tan failed both and she's happy la.she was bored/tired.than she lie on my shoulder and her head was super heavy!!!! and when i put my hand on her shoulder she claims that it's heavy.fine la!!!! and now she also learn the fine fine fine again!!!hahahahahah.
mel:fer!!! i'm gonna die!!!
fer:you're gonna die?!?! i'm coming to save you!!!
mel:*makes noise*
fer:wo yao lai qui ni le!!!!!!!!!!
wth.i'm still laughing till now la.hahahahahahahahahahahah
jusy sang the ah lian version of the barney song:
ii lurb eeu
euu lurb mii
we're happi family
with a great big hugg and a kiss from mii to euu*muacks*
won't euu say euu lurb mii too??
to gayathri.ahahahahahah.
and she made gayathri said 'i lurb euu' to her.
judy:gaya!!say i lurb euu to me!!
gaya:i don't want!!
judy:say!!!
gaya:i don't want!!
judy:fine!!!


i told fer about it.and she was like:
fer:barneyz iish a dinosaurz???
me:no la!!
fer:than?
me:the i love you.you love me that one.
fer:orhhhhhhh

they're still on the maths thing.
and i'm BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!


to the bloody damn chairperson of sec3J,2006 :
just in case you see this, i don't want a fight or whatever crap than the ahlians would do to settle something.i just want you to stop your damn fucking nonsense!! i'm not trying to create some trouble here la but yeah. know you limits alright? being a chairperson doesn't gives you the right to make a fool of someone WHO DROPPED DOWN FROM EXPRESS TO NORMAL!! i don't know if thats the reason why the hell you all are doing this la but yeah. just stop it.put yourselves in her shoes and see if you can stand it!! so yeah.just stop it!! (:


you!!!(:

i'm at fer's house now.
i'm talking to mel and joyce online when joyce is opposite me and mel is beside me!!
how lame can we get?hahah.suppose to go breakfast with AMANDA but yeah.don't know why.
fer didn't wanna come with us at first.than don't know why she decided to come with us.oh wells.
hmmm.
maths paper was crap!!! gonnajust fail maths terribly la.shruggs.
10 minutes before paper was damn nonsense la.i kept laughing and judy like don't know bring her file for what.pen use mine.pencil use mine.ruler use jannah's.haiya.yesterday she used my pen too!!!damn her!!!carmen's the only one in fer's house which is quiet and just watching tv.how guai.and she also the most quiet one!!
ranking of queit people:
1.CARMEN!!
2.JOYCE!!
3.FER!!
4.ME!!
5.MEL!!!(THE NOISY ONE!!)

keeps talking but no one wants to reply her.
next time i shall not update what i wanna tell fer/mel/carmen on the blog.they will read and in the end i'll have nothing to say.hjust now..
me:*told them something i forgot*
fer:i know already.
me:*turns to mel*eh i tell you ah.you know the my mother watch............
mel:yes i know le.
me:*turns to carmen*eh you know what.my mum watch..............
carmen:i also know le.
me:rarrrr!!!
fer:next time got thing to tell us don't update on your blog.we read le than you got nothing to say(:
me:fine!!!

wth la.i'm still talking to mel online when she beside me.how lame.ok.just now while i was walking to the canteen with zhenyi................nvm.
sharon claims that i cheated her??i told her yesterday something that i promised her last sunday.
me:here's the promise i promised you last week.
she:oh ya!!come!!who? ____??
me:no more already.
she:than who?
me:currently no one.
she:ok..
me:really la.
she:ok lor.

than today...
*me and zhenyi walks past and me looking down*
she:eh geraldlyn!!! you cheat me ok.
me:i where got cheat you?
she:yes lor.you say will tell me who than you said no one!!
me:it's really no one mah.
she:haiyer.*and showed the i-don't-believe-face*

haiya.when u'm telling the truth no onebelieves.than when i said the fake one they believe!rarrr!!!nvm


i'm lost/

i haven't been happy these few days and i don't know why.
sigh.i confirmation:never because of exams/stress!!
playing minesweeper with TWIN!!
i just won her.but yeah.
we're gonna go tiong market tomorrow for breakfast!!!(most probably)
i can't seem to SMILE these few days la.all those smiles are fake /:
geog today was crap la.
went interchange with zhenyi.than took a cab home from there.lazy to walk.
home.ate.bathe.slept.online now.(duh)
nothing much la.
bye people

i don't know

geraldlyn(:

i don't know what to put as title so i used my name.
yesterday my mom watched i not stupid too on vcd and today i was doing something and...
she:so lame hor.
me:*er..okayyyy.....*
she:talking to you leh!!
me:what you want me to say?
she:*slience*
wth la.she's so super diao.


today's sunday!!!
one week from last week and i suppose someone forgot something which is kinda good?shruggs.three more papers and freedom!!!!!!
breakfast with amanda and people on tuesday.
fer mel joyce carmen all don't need go school tomorrow!!! i'm so gonna flunk my geog la.my SA2 is so screwed man! maybe i'll only pass 1 subject.omg!! good luck to me man!!might be taking cab home tomorrow.no one to go with.and my class people is like no hope.i only go with them unless they're not going with ______.whic is kinda impossible la.


edit/
steamboat for dinner today.it was alright la.not bad.can't wait for exams to be over.only 3 more paper!!3 more!!haiya.i got nothing else to blog la.i shall go continue watching i not stupid too(:

you'll always be the one(:

irritated!

judy tan is super irritating i swear!!!

stay home all day.
woke up around 10 and i realise today is saturday and i'm like late for my doreamon show!!*cries*
nvm lor.ate breakfast.nothing to do online.
fast forward.
4.30 watched the channel 8 show.
damn funny i swear.i laughed till i cried la.
than online again.
all the way till 8+
my study mood came and is still on.so i stared studying CHEM!!!(:
carmen came online.sent her something.told her that i don't want someone anymore.she kept wating to know if i want someone else.irritated.(i was still studying)than judytan come ask me play.ok lor.(i'm still studying)so i will react a little slower.she kept nudging and nudging!!irritated again!!!super irritated.
she:hurry leh!!
me:why??you rushing to go.............
she:don't talk so much la.hurry!!
me:ask me play don't let me talk!damn you la!!
she:hurry!!
me:(feeling very very irritated)
me:you rush go where?
she:i need to go offline soon.
me:than your problem la!!!(very irritated)
she:waliao.
me:*diao*
than every second i stop she just keep nudging.today she nudged me like 91217833458 times la.super irritating i swear.i've never got so pekcek/irritated/angry with her before la!!!i was never so irritated with her although she always gives me her standard aswers:sorry lo, haha okay, okay lo, haha and all the standard answers la!!i played with her again.and she was nusging again!!!IRRITATING!!!!

now i shall go back to study CHEM!!(:
chem rocks i swear!!
but i doubt i'll do well leh.
never mind.i shall go study now.
bye people <3

you're my motivator!(:

just came home from dinner which is like rather late?
went to ps with my mom in the afternoon to repair her phone.
than home.after that went for dinner and here i am!!!
i'm no longer addicted to online games.
i'm now addicted to watching cartoon online!!!(:
i watched spongebob just now.than doreamon than fairly odd parents(:
so cute ok.i shall go watch fairly odd parents later.they're so so so cute :D
was talking to rachel.we're like.thinking about last year when half of the clique went to escape after orals (:
we're going again after exams during the holidays.
and i'm gonna try to get free tix for them.
than we'll all go as a clique!!(:
zhenyi and amanda's birthday is just around the corner.
zhenyi's this week.amanda's the week after.
STRESS STRESS!!don't know what to buy and what to do!!!
last year celebrated zhenyi's birthday.this year i don't know how to.
as to amanda,might be having bbq/steamboat at marina south,she claims it's far.
wells.don't know yet la.but gotta plan soon.20/5 is coming soon.real soon.we're celebrating it early(:
planning la.
birthdays are STRESSING!!!! /:

i'm going crazy for you;

i'm at carmen's house now.
updating before leaving.
ohmytian!!
they did something using my account which spoil my image!!!!!!!!!!!
argggggggg.now ah.people will anyhow think.they used my account to write testi for people used it to talk to people online!!!ohmytian.i'm innocent yet guilty!!!
how contradicting.i wanna cry )': they used my account to...........
nvm.forget it.now i'm stealing mel's brownie(:
i think last year's brownie that i ordered is still in my fridge please.opps
fnn paper.
finished it in 45 minutes.
flunk for sure.
i sleept for the next 30 minutes.and when i was just to sleep.....
mr poon came to wake me up!!!!!!!
he asked this after walking so many times pass me!!!!!!!!!!!
mr poon:why is your phone on the table?
me:huh?
mr poon:why is your phone on the table?
me:because cannot put in pocket so put on table lor.
mr poon:i put infront.
me:*anything la*

i tried to get back to sleep but i CAN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
arggggg.all his fault la.

edit/
came home from carmen's house and went to sleep.
woke up only at 10+.i'm this tired.
no one's online now.
tomorrow's holiday and i don't really look forward to it lar.
nothing to do i'll just be bored to death.
or maybe i'll just stare at the com the whole day?
or study a lil?
i need to get a new book.i'm done with the old one already and i'm getting bored this few days.
haiya.i wanna get out of here already la.

just go'

i'm addicted to online games(:
i find anyone i can online just to play games with me :D
i like playing it with mel!!! although she always win la.
WE'RE ADDICTED TO MINESWEEPER FLAGS!!
and and.i played with judy tan i won and she called me and idiot

ss paper today.it was bad bad bad!!!
woke up.bathe and i had stomache(?)
it was a slight stomache when i come out of the bathroom.
reached school and it hurts like crap!!
i was complaining to zhenyi.
than went for a walk with her to the canteen.it got worst!!
so went back to class.sat outside and it got worst...
so went into class.still bad.
teacher came in.(don't know who)
wanted to go put bag than jannah helped me put(:
than debra helped me take.thanks ah!
xuewen and judy asked me go eat steamboat with them but nah.don't wanna go.some people just really spoil mood lar.
so i went with jannah.home.went harbour take 145.
we're like total starngers in the bus.hahahah
she always mumble to herself.
she:*mumbkes*(actually talking to me)
me:huh??!?
she:nvm!
fine la.mumble to herself only.
home.my mother was SURPRISE.
cause i was home early?
crazy la she.
now i'm home playing minesweeper with debra(:
i shall play with judy later tonight.

all mine!

i'm playing minesweeper flags with twin now.
she won two games already.
rarrr.now i don't know where she go la.brb.
fine!!than carmen siew also.
ok.now mel is back.
playing fourth round now.so far she won all.
nvm.
i will play until one day i'll win her.
update later la.


edit;
mel went off!!
nothing to do so come here lor.
my speaker's gone case.
cannot play anything la.
not even those msn alert or whatever shit you call that.
so yupp.damn ass la.of all times to be spoiled.shall go get new speakers after exams.

maths today.i totallaye screwed it up man!!!it was horrible.i was panick-ing in the morning to look for curve ruler.i called fer.msg her and carmen.called joyce.only joyce answered.fer replied 69713265538574265minutes later.so i msg sharon to ask her what paper she was having today.and she didn't need to use the curve ruler so i borrowed from her :D but than.she ask me to meet her at 2nd level but went t third level /: but thanks anyway.she needs it tomorrow and i don't know how i'm gonna pass it to her la.maybe tomorrow morning? shall see.after paper went tiong to have breakfast with fer joyce cheryl yeo carmen and mel.wanted to go carmen's house than to fetch my sister than think think.no money to take cab home so haiya.don't go carmen's house la.go straight home.reached home haven't bathe yet!!going after this.i reached home and i started playing the com.carmen sent me the songs already but!!! my speakers are spoiled!!!!!!!!!!!!! damn sad la.haiyer. of all times to spoil.going to study for accounts later la.gwen showed me this pic of a super duper uber ugly bung. so eeeeeewwwwww.damn u-g-l-y.yucks! i felt like puking my food that i ate last week out la.(impossible)now i'm just gonna rot and wait for my grandmother to come out of the bathroom(:

her to be happy(:

it's sunday and i'm rotting myself away!!
not studying.i just can't get motivated.
i really went to the supermarket yesterday!!
with my mother and she said she'll never wanna go NTUC with me anymore.
she was very shocked although i didn't buy what i wanted.
i bought only 4 bars of hershey's(?) 'bitter' chocolate.and one big packet of milo nuggets.the hershey's(?) cheated me la.not bitter at all.damn sweet/: cheater la.haiyer.i'm talking to chermaine on msn now and she's telling me ways to........nvm..i shall just keep quiet.or else everyone will start to guess and know everything than my plan will be gone......anyway.now she doesn't wanna tell me because i don't wanna tell her!! fine!! i was looking through the yearbook(2005) just now and i was laughing at some people.and smiling to myself for some reason?yupp.and than like that lor.i'm still thinking of what to bring tomorrow.there's SS lessons after school.i hope it won't be like those previous ones when miss vino sais she'll come but didn't in the end and we had to wait for hours just for the damn notes!! and i forgot to tell fer that i'm having class tomorrow. damnit!! so if she's not waiting for me i'm just gonna go home by myself in a cab again(: i love taking cab home.you'l reach home early and don't have to walk 952578319863946696mm just to reach home!!you can be home early.have eough time for a nap before starting to study for the next day's lesson(: isn't that good? if only everyday's like that. i'll be very very happy.and you don't have to go lunch after school.because if there's no food at home you can just walk out of home to get food than go back anf i bet it'll still be earlier than the time that we're usually dismissed.ok.i feel so crappy =/

someday within this week MIGHT ne having brunch with amanda.i'll ask her to go have steamboat(: and after exams maybe i'll ask the clique to marina south to have steamboat?don't know la.just plan when the time comes lor.hais.but i think maybe it'll end up to be just saying only cause sure people don't wanna go/cannot go de.
lalalalal.haiya! i shall go crapping to my twin now that she's online! bye people!

mine and mine!!
her and her!!

i feel like going to any super market now.
i need to get stuffs to keep me awake.
yesterday when i've got nothing to do,i went to take a nap at 5 but it turned out to be a sleep.all the way till this morning 9!!!ohmytian /:
if i were to go to the supermarket now,i'll get:
dark chocolates!!
tic-tac
chips
sweets
something to cook

i also feel like going out.but examss are here la.cannot go out): so stay at home lor.hopefully i can get down to study.or i'll just be watching TV the whole day.good luck to me!! i left my maths file in school and on monday's paper2!! i'm this dead for maths la.i can't even understand what the hell __ ___ is talking about.she's always either talking to the wall/whiteboard/herself/OHP how bad can she get.and that day when walking to the bus stop,i forgot who said that i'm a pro in talking to myself.WTH la.and says that no one can beat me!because i don't even need the wall.i can just seat down and talk to myself!!fine! i can talk to yself even when there's nothing around me!! thats my talent!
ok la.i'm so bored now.i shall go see what's on the TV.

you'll never know how i feel;

chinese paper today.
i screwed it up man!!
fast forward.
stayed back for ss.
miss vino was suppose to come on at 1+ but she changed it to 2.
and we waited till three than she come =/
so yupp.
than walked down to find fer but she was still having class.
so i went home first.
walked to bus stop with kaining.
took a cab home.
was super lazy.
my keyboard is spoiled so i'm using one that is super yucky now!!
not nice to press one =/
i'm gonna cry soon man!
it's fun satying back man!!
we played and played and played.
now i'm home and my cousin is at my house(i don't really care)
but i was super irritated with my grandmother just now.
i was bathing and she kept on-ing the tap.
and so i had to bathe was cold hot cold hot water >:(
pissed off so i just took a quick shower.
i'm gonna bathe again later.
foe now,i don't know what to do.
i'm hungry.going to either play games or read my sidney sheldon book.
i'm superly bored and hungry =/
takecare people(:


i'm just being nice here to not name you out.
so you better know your limits ok.
not just because you're the chairperson of the class and you can make a fool out of people.
i tell you!not that easy man!
no matter how,i'm gonna demand a sorry from you!
you think it's fun yeah.
well.i'll show you the fun you're gonna get.
you'll be so so sorry!!
don't think because you're chairperson i scared i tell you.
chairperson doesn't give you the right to bully/make a fool of anyone is your class!!!so you better know your limits!!one more time i hear from my friend about you you're gonna be damn sorry i swear.but if you stop it now doesn't mean you gonna get away with it.each time you do it i demand a sorry.
and all of you in the clique is so so gonna be utterly sorry!!!
WATCH OUT!!

here without you;

i'm now at mel's house and she just wrote a testi to amanda(ng)
and we went to see someone's photo.
so UGLY!!!! the kuku guy who added me online added mel too.
omg.and i told her to delet him but she don't want!!she just want to block him.
siao!!and now she's being crazy beside me.
i'm updating while she's beside me crapping and laughing at every mistake i made!!!

bio paper today.
ss class was cancelled.damn it!!
and i had to wait for mel fer carmen and joyce by myself la!!haiyer.
and there's class tomorrow.
ok.mel is telling me her.........haiya!she and her nonsense.
and she's so happy over something-_-
and now she's telling me she had dinner on sunday with FAMILY!
and she's so happy.i'm having dinner with my family everyday la.
ok.anyway.
waited for them.
than tionged.food court.ate dried mian xian(:
so nice!!
carmen sat beside me and she was being crazy.and mel's beside me being crazy.
claiming that xiao xin is my son=her nephew
and saying that he has a bald head.
and that the eyebrows looked like ____
and now she's laughing non-stop. =/
and she keeps wanting to bite me!!
ohmytian.i have a crazy twin!!= i am crazy):
thats bad because it will link to alot alot of people.
which means.............nvm.
and now i'm listening to 'you drive me crazy' because twin! is really driving me crazy!!!
and she's putting the porcelin(?) xiao xin which she claims it's my son.
and she's talking to it now!!and she says that it is never dry=/
siao already.important news!!
MELANIE WONG CHU CHU IS OFFICIALLY CRAZY!!!
note.in case she comes after you with a chopper!!
mel:no lor i wont come after anyone with a chopper. only geraldlyn
whatever mel!!!
but she will go after..................................
nvm.
i tired le.i shall go edit when i get home. =D
takecare people

MELANIE drives me crazy =/

hmm.
chem was first.
ok lor! well.i'm starting to love chem(:
isn't that a good thing?shruggs.
than was geog =/ always anti-comments.
chinese was crapp.
miss damp left me alone!!so one shang ke with me!!
than ss.very very slack.
recess.usual lor.but it rained.so cannot eat and sun tann at the same time ):
went up.saw zhenyi.
she was about to cry because of her class people!!
how can they ever bully my friend man!!
they might be asking for early death la!!
bully me friend!! wanna die ah!!hmpf!!
than pc.mrs wong never allows us to seat in pairs la.
so i sat alone lor.
than maths.
judy tan keeps bullying me!!
she wants my ear piece.
than when she forgot to ask from me she will say i never pass to her.than when i pass it to her early,she said too early.later than pass!!omg!!i wanna kill her!!
jannah was getting abit sad.
than yupp.she almost cry i think.i could see tears lor.(her eyes were super shiny)
than yupp.
stayed back for chem(:
got back test!!i got 8/15!! highest for my chem tests la!!
than yupp.jannah got better i think?
than...
ms phee:now all of you should have known how to do chemical formular already.if you don't know than can go die.
jannah:eh! geraldlyn.go and die leh!
me:for what!? you siao ah? i know how to do lor.
jannah:*just looks*

she ask me go die la.wth lor.
than tionged with fer mel and joyce!!
fast forward!!!
while sending carmen to the turning point,we saw someone who is super supe cute!!ohmytian.damn cute larr.
carmen and i was getting high man!!and he asked me for directions!!ahhh..*faints*
than when walking back,fer suffered alot.
because i was telling her how cute the guy was and blah blah blah.ahahah.
i pity her man!!
yesterday,some super rarhhhh person added me online.
he was really getting on my nerves man!!i couldn't stand it please!!
anyway.it's over already so ok lor.nothing's wrong(:

if only....
reality is all just dreams(:

yesterday;
nothing to do.
went tiong to meet xuewen.
she was LATE!!
i was getting so damn irritated la.
than she came.
went to buy her comb
than off to town.
she went to FEP to find her princess necklace.
found it but it's ugly la.
than back to tiong.

today;
ok lor.
fnn was ok.
haiya.
fast foward.
after school library-ed with fer mel and joyce.
at the bus stop i was calling amandaaaaaaaaaaaaTAN
damn loudly.
than ya lor.
went to library.
almost die la.
must talk soft soft.but i don't really mind going there lor.
than mel and joyce went home.
kfc-ed with fer.
homed.
played com till now.

some kuku-ed person added me online and and ask all the weird weird stuff lar.OMG!!!


you're my obsession obsession(:

i was out at escape when everyone else is studying.(i suppose)
half way through i called rachel to see if she wants to come down but she couldn't.
now i'm at home(duh)
but not in a mood to study.
i shall just go to the library on tuesday after school and study till 4+
than go home and rest.
and study a bit.
ok la.
i have nothing to blog about already.
i wanna go marina there to have the bbq steamboat(:
i feel so so random.


fated?

i don't know how many times i've posted but yeah.
i just feeling like posting again.
feeling bored la.
i'm addicted to the song drowning!! :D
it's nice(:
rachel and i are strangers!!
rachel;S1 me;S2
and we'll dao each other in a friendly way(:
ok.
i shall go study on tuesday after school in the library.
wednesday as well.
thursday maybe.go home bathe than library!!
friday as well.
maybe i'll just go there everyday la.
until exams are over(:

i still went out in the end.
went town.the more aunty part:tangs.
buy perfume(:
than walked to far east.
everything there doesn't seem to suit me!!
so just walk walk lor.
tired than went outside 7-11 to seat.
than saw this 'ghost' walking around.
it was really scary la
i was telling my mother and she was being hell irritating!!
she kept asking me where where where!!
just because she's being blocked by someone's BIG butt!!
i was this pissed la.
and when she finally saw, she was just like.siao ah!!nothing better to do.
so we went in BK.just about to buy a drink my father called so went for dinner at river valley.nice nice!!
than home.
i watched the show that carmen and angielina asked me to.
i didn't see the girl's mouth leh!!she never call 'james'hah.

in the afternoon i'm super pissed by some asshole la!!
she woke me up to go library study with her.
i said ok.
____:eh.go library study!!
me:i can't/might be going out later.
____:haiya.study more important right?
me:haiya.ok lor.now ah?
____:now i can't.
me:fine!!1.30?
____:ok lor.
at 1.25....
me:eh.ok already?
____:not yet.i still need to wash clothes and stuff.
me:fine.2?
____:ok.
at 1.50....
me:eh!you ok already?
____:oh! i cannot go already.my parents just decided to go out...sorry.....
me:*feeling super uber duper ultra pissed!!* FINE!! i thought you said study more important?!?
____:sorry la.
me:*slams down the phone!!*
feeling angry and nothing to do,i went to sleep.after 10 minutes.....
____:eh.i at libray now.want come study?
me:i thought you going out?
____:no la.my parents decided not to go already!!!come company me can?
me:NO!!! I NOT FREE!!GOING OUT ALREADY!!!
____:huh............come study la.more important lor!!
me:DON'T WANT!!! I GOING OUT SOON ALREADY!!!!*slams down phone AGAIN*
and i went back to sleep till 4+ than i went out.
i was so pissed la.
i started complaining to rachel when i woke up and she was having tuition!!
than ok lor.yupp.
that's all for today la.
everything's fine except this matter!!
i'll be going to the library to study these few days.so yupp.


you'll always be the one;

i didn't update yesterday.
was english paper la.
i'll just fail.

now jiaping is asking me to go library with her!
i feel like going but i wonder if my mum would allow because she's currently not at home.
oh wells.
i'll prolly give her a call later lor.
than yupp.
now i shall go packing what to study whether i'm going or not.

today was okok.
bio.
he was mad AGAIN!
never mind.
today i good mood so ya.
oh.before was at locker.
amanda was.......
yupp.but i didn't talk much because i scared of her.
she beat people don't need use cane de.
damn pain one.i kena before thats why i keep quiet.
after bio was maths.
ok lor.sat with jannah.
i understand everything(:
and we finished the worksheet when she was only at the second question.
we even finish the homework already la.
than was ss.
haiya.
recess.ok lor.
than fnn.
today's fnn was good.
i kept playing la.i wasn't even doing work.
me and jannah keep fine-ing today.
we talk to judy while she was talking to others and when she don't wanna answer us we'll go FINE FINE FINE!!
and she will be like what?!!?
nvm la.she'll get used to it soon(:

xuewen likes______
while i like______
right xuewen?
cannot tell people ok.
after school stayed back with dayang carmen angielina jannah and jiaping.
SUPPOSE to study.
ended up playing.
went near by 7-11 with dayang cause she wanted to buy mashmellow(?)
in the end don't have.
so walk back school again.
than met up with fer than home!!
came home.bathed.napped for awhile.dinner-ed than here i am!!

i'm tired le.gonna go off to study english.
format for formal letter
than go read story book.
than sleep(:
if i were ah wan angielina would prolly call me a lazy pig!!

everything's fated(:

i'm in the middle of doing my homework.felt like blogging so yeah.
left it aside first la.
today's a damn good day for ME! (:
i'm extremely happy therefore i'm a HAPPY KID!! :D
school was blah blah blah.
not interesting at all.
after school,went tiong with judy liling xuewen and rachel.
that judy tan damn ass larr!!!
she said wanna go macs at first than go all around.
so i wanted her to go macs for some reason than she don't want and went ljs instead!!rarr!! i don't like judy tan!!
now maths we're learning the transform thing and i love it cause i understand and can do it!!
i was feeling abit pekcek when going home la.
than yupp.
and here i am!!
omg!!
I LOVE TODAY :D

it's all fated (:

just now i was feeling bored.
so i drew a purplr smile for myself.
than a orange one for fer
purple pink for mel
pink for men
and brown for amanda.oh!!!!lime green one for rachel.
than feeling bored,i went to draw a picture and sent it to everyone involve(:
mel says it's cute.
rachel say's it's super cute.
carmen ask me who draw cause there was something wrong with her hair.
fer notice that too.
oh wells.
i'll probably draw another perfect one right after exams :D
for now i shall go complaining to amanda (:

talking to carmen online is FUN!
on thursday me and carmen invented the toot the teh and diao and di thing la.
haha.and it's like yupp/
our secret code(:

was talking to her online yesterday.
she's damn crappy online.
we have many things to talk about online but not face to face.
and we realise that the last time both of us went out together was last year when we needed to buy stuff for home econs.which us like during august like that?
haha.i miss those times we've had during home econs with rachel mel and fer.
and those sewing and cuttings.and listening to rachel's mp3 in a very low volume and fer complains that it's loud.and also staying back and rushing to finish up the sewing.hahaa.how fun.but yeah.we can never be like that again.

english in the morning.
i was falling asleep again.
PE was crap la.
maths.so many people never bring book.
join table with jannah to share book.
than went for fnn.MDM LIM!! <3
she's noisy la.but yeah.i still prefer her than any other teacher :D
recess.with the usuals lor.
not much la.but end of recess i was talking in a funny language and fer was laughing like nobody's business-_-
and i was still talking in that language and walking slowly when the bell rang.
so after that i just ran up.
in the end,only half the class is there.so i went to change lor.
and yupp
cme was ok.had to do some timetable thing =/
after was mt!!
it's the best mt ever i swear!!!
i love today's mt for some reason.
maybe two or three la.
-i was playing throughout the whole 2 periods.
-something-
-was just talking with kaining lor.
they're just simple reasons la.
but yet can make me so happy(:

my love,<3

my throat hurts like abcdefgh
but i still insist on eating tic-tac
happy meals makes me a happy kid(:
that was so random.
anyway.school was fine.
now using the student homeroom system.
that makes me a happy kid without needing to eat happy meal.
of course not happy meal makes me happy lar(:
english;i felt like sleeping.mr ng talks and talks.*yawns*
than was POA; i never do homework.cannot.so i decided to do it today.(by copying jannah's work)
than was SS;i keep losing things lar.i lost my ss worksheet as well.i think it'n in the file la.than geog;geog is never fun lar.last year's geog is so so much better.
recess;
with the usuals :D
they make me happy too.
than bio was ok.was talking to xuewen.
and chem.i'm starting to love chem(only when i'm seating alone)i can understand everything that ms phee says.and i realise i need to isolate myself so i can understand things and listen in class.it's gonna help me so damn much.after this,i'm gonna see TWIN!'s friendster pic than off to copying notes and doing a/c(:

takecare people;

my love<3

my msn is $%^@#()&((%
damnit man!!

went bugis.
tiong first to collect escape/WWW tickets from my uncle.

head down to bugis.
walked around.
nothing lor.
than went to the building opposite bugis.
i forgot the name.
walk around.
one level around 5 tp 7 shops only la.haha
bought earrings(:
than my father came so come home and here i am(:
ok.my life's super random la.
so ya.

yesterday was so tired that once i got home,bathed dinner-ed and i went to sleep all the way till today morning at 9.

yesterday;
lessons were all ok except that i was very very tired.slept during maths.i heard my name alot alot of times la.i tired mah.sorry la.let me sleep just for 1 lesson out of 645587936 lessons also never mind right.
english was also bad.mr ng claims that i argued with him when i only asked him a quetion. -_-

than was the bizarr/bazarr however you spell it la.
just walked around.bought malt candy and carmen siew ate half of it ok.when she finally gave me back i just ran off.than went back to find judy and zhenyi.ok.someone played fishing and than all her fishes just dropped out from the plastic bag.HAHAHHAi swear i was laughing like crazy ok.i laughed till the malt candy dropped all over my hands la.than when zhenyi was picking up the fishes,her malt candy also dropped all over her.hahaha.and one fish jumped on judy and she was jumping around.haahha.than off the 3B's haunted house.i'm such o loser i admit.door close only and i started to scream.hahaha.i could regconise alot of people in the haunted house.they made so much noise.esp melanie wong.haha.the first 'ghost' was felicia kang.than melanie.than chu yin.than alot alot more la.the third room must go in without any light stick/guide.so i just back out.if i go into third room i swear i would cry la.than i went to find carmen after that.she wanted to go home so do i so we went to take bag.something idiot happen.carmen was being such an ass.thinking that ms goh was talking to amanda she just stomped off.so i just walk slowly la.i walk slowly doesn't mean carmen is with me mah.than carmen just showed me black face all the way till she received a call from amanda telling her that ms goh didn't even see her!!than went to find fer.tiong.fer bought sweet talk than homed.and slept till now lor.

today;
haven't got any plans yet but yeah.should be staying at hoe the whole day la.i shall start studying(:

ok.i'm out of here.
takecare people(:

today was much better than previous dday.
had bio in the morning.
ok lor.____ wanted me and jiaping ti moved to the front because he claimes that we were talking when jiaping was jusking for a piece of tissue and i was some how laughing to myself.
both also don't link and he says we're talking!!
_____:two of you move to the front now!
jiaoing:i'm asking for a piece of tissue
___:come to the front now.
us:*silence*
_____:come to the front now!!!
me:but we're not even talking!!she was just asking for a piece of tissue!!!
____:*silence*

F HIM MAN!
many more were talking too.
but he only wanted me and jiaing to move!!BIAS!!!
asshole lar.

than was maths.
don't talk about it la.
ss and recess.
with the usuals!!
went for fnn.
wasn't that bad though.
first relieve was super blur.
second was #^%&$%^
but not as $^%&^$ as the tuesday one.
last period was FREE!!
miss tan(tanya) dimissed us early!!(:
ok.
and we kinda miss mdm lim la.
all her nagging and the way she says grow and stuff.
haha.wasn't quite used to without her voice lar.
hee(:

after was SYF training.
wasn't as bad lar.
danced danced.
dimissed.SYF leaders had to go to the hall but i didn't want to.i'm feeling guilty now.
anyway.tiong-ed.we(me carmen fer angielina)were being suoer lame at the bus stop.and on our way to tiong.......
swetttalk-ed.judy tan just happily came and ask me to help her!!(if she was ah wan i'll call her a lazy pig!!) being nice(haha),i helped her la.
after that went home.
dinnered and here i am!!

tomorrow's the bazzare(?) thing.
i'm not looking forward to it because i heard that 3D's no longer selling helium ballons!! )':
i wonder if any of the other classes are selling.
i wanna go to 3B's haunted house leh.
anyone wants to go with me?!!?(must go in groups of 4)
i'm like helping people promote but not promoting my own class la.
anyway i don't think anyone would wanna know so yupp.

something i must say.really cannot stand it!!
it was someone's job to take the class keys but she happily went up thinking that it's suppose to be dayang's job and showed her attitude when it's not even dayang's fault!!fuck her man!!your job and you said people giving you attitude when you're the one giving attitude!!so was quite pissed lar.
door open.walking in than someone from other class came and talk to banu.feeling pissed i screamed at the girl.me: don't block the door la!!!you think this one your house ah!?!?wanna stand here and talk than talk?!!?
judy was beside me and i heard her saying something la.
and dayang was laughing :D

silly was lonely today because nameless damp wasn't around to company her ):
that was random!!
ok.i have nothing to say le.
takecare people!! <3

i guess the old me is back?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY KOXINYI!!

rarr!!
today was like usual!!
BAD!!
today's damn screwed lar.
every wednesday i'll be a loner la!
i don't really care la.

there's THREE period of fnn tomorrow without mdm lim!!
omg!! )': i wanna cry le.
we're gonna be relieve by some @#&$&%#^!%^ teacher la.
the one rom camp.
omg!!she seriously 645649642292054 times worst than mdm lim!!
omg.i seriously miss mdm lim.it's sounds wrong la but ya.
it's a bit boring without her la
i can't complain anything bsides some #%$%^ person.
haiya.
and there's syf training tomorrow.
rarr!!
let me be sick now!!

i'm really very very sorry to my dear sadistic friend ok.
i know she won't be reading this but in case la.
i haven't been going out with her for 2 weeks already!!
2 weeks lor.
haiyer.
next week.i must go with her.

tomorrow's gonna be another day i dread.
no. 1 dreading thing --->recess.
no. 2---->F&N
no. 3---->SYF training

many sighs...

to everyone who asked me what happen:
sorry.
i really don't know what happen la.
but ya.things just really pissed me off these days la.
and to amanda and felicia.
thanks for trying all means to make me laugh and all the retarded things you've done.sorry fer for not joking with you today.really no mood la.
maybe some day when i have the mood to ok.

i'm being guai again today.
i came home right after school.
bathed.lunched and get down with my chem notes till now.
i even di my chem homework already please.
i guess i need to isolate myself in class and not talk to anyone.
like this i can really study and understand.
like today.was irritated with ______ during chem.
so just kept quiet and listen to ms phee the whole while and i understood everything and now i'm able to do my homework.
i guess listening in class really does someone good :D
friday there's this funfair thing.
i'm not really looking forward to it because my class is doing something lame which i doubt will earn??
i don't know la.i really don't like the class except for some people.
people in the class are all so two-headed please.
A says that she doesn't like B but the next moment you see A talking and walking around with B.omg.i really can't stand it la.
and sometimes.someone only comes to you when they've got no one to go with or when they can't find the someone they wants to go with.I SERIOULSY HATE 3P!!
AND THE CLASS SPIRIT IS LIKE mailto:#$$%^@&$#^%$%^&!!!!
NOTHING IS GOOD IN 3P!!
AND 3P'S DAMNIT FUCKING PROBLEMATIC.
NOT REFERING TO ANYONE BUT YEAH.
THATS WHY IT'S CALLED 3P!!
3PROBLEMATIC!!!
the number of people i can get along well with in 3p is like less than 20?
which is not even half the class??
i seriously don't like lar.
haiyer.everyone don't mean what they say.
and from now on,i shall be the one i am at the start of the year!! >:(
and i'm so gonna complain this to the one and only person that would hear mt tomorrow!! my sadistic friend!!(:

today was not that ok.
mdm lim wasn't in school and i felt a bit wrong la.
i'm so used to her nagging already please.
so F&N was relieved by the camp peoson.
don't really like la.i prefer mdm lim lor.
haiya.

came right home after school.
i'm guai today :D
xuewen wants to wear my watch tomorrow.

xuewen:eh.i wanna wear you watch tomorrow :D
me:for what?
xuewen:nice mah(something like that la)
me:ok lor.
xuewen:YAYY!

ya la.
today is officially the birth of
SILLY AND CRAZY!! :D
I LOVE SILLY!!


and recess is the thing i dread most now =/
some people just think that they're right and innocent and show me black face every single recess.
yeah.like i owe you eh?
don't be crazy please.
show me black face like i can't ah?
please.i've done that for one week le.
want me continue for one month i also can.
see you everyday.
just that i don't want.
later got wrinkles one my face than not nice.
so no point getting those wrinkles over you.
it's so worthless.note! not priceless ok.
seeing you for one sec is enough for me to show you black face one MONTH!!
last time i gave you face by keeping quiet and not complaining about you.
but one day when i really can't stand it, i'll just complain and complain everything RIGHT INFRONT OF YOU!!
stop showing your damn fucking attitude!!

i realise something.
someone you're very close to is someone whom you cannot trust at all.
i'm losing trust in EVERYONE.
i only trust myself.
i realise something as well.
trust no one but yourself.
the person you're like stranger to is someone more trustworthy than the one you're close to.

trust no one else but yourself;

i may seem alright on the outside

today was ok.
not as bad as past few days.
school was ok larrr.
was getting high nearing the end of recess.
than was super high during bio.
made so much noise la.

after school went tiong.
walked there with alot of people!
me fer elaineYEO jiaping judy liling tia judy's friend and liling's friend.
9 people la.
so many can
the most was 7 lor.
haiya.i really miss last year la.
when so many people will walk to tiong.
than play and laughed at KFC.
KFC-ed with fer.
went to seat with bernice and hsuen ni(?)
off to popular.
i'm so broke please.
i'm left with only a few cents.
this week my allowance was cut by $2 and class fund was $2.
i only have this little money this week la.
and I'M ALREADY BROKE!
but fer owes me $1 carmen $3.50
but i don't think i will want it back till thursday/friday lar.
now on wednesday(s) i really don't know where to go lor.
everyone is staying back.
and if i were to wait for my sadistic friend,i'll be waiting alone lar!!haiyer!
tomorrow's timetable is quite ok la.
except for PE.
last time was jumping so it's quite ok.
but now do the SYF dance =/////
i don't like.

i really need to sell my ipod soon.
i so don't like it please.
eewww.
mel claims that ______ is better than ______!!!
WTH! F HER LAR!
it's like impossible lar.
and alot of people agrees with her!!
rarr!!
ok.i'm getting more random la.
there's like nothing better to blog about.
oh.
i've got nice people around me please.
jiaping always helps me carry my booKs
while judy always help me carry my bag.
how nice right.
last year ah.
no one even help me with one book.
wth.
i'm getting more and more random lar.
haiya!
i shall not blog anymore.
even if i do in future they will be random posts,stupid stuff and complains only.

if you wanna show me black face/attitude well.
i can give you better one than what you're giving me right now!!
don't think because you got back-up or whatever shit and you think you can black face/attitude i tell you.it's not like exactly my fault la.it's partly your fault though.and everyone's to blame esp you!!not that i'm bias or whatever la.the sight of you really puts me to bad mood lar.just one glance and i can feel down the whole entire WEEK.i can't believe it lor.even ____ says that you don't look like that kind that can pissed me off but yeah.thefact is you CAN.and you can do it real well.i really don't know why la.yupp.maybe it's what i think.but from what i see i think it's everything i see.well.people do change.some with small changes.others-big change.quoted from amanda.'people do change.it's a matter of if you look it with a negative or positive way'.but however i look i still see it as a NEGATIVE change leh.i even think positive to look it at a positive way but no matter how i still see it as a devil la.maybe it's what i think.but i'm thinking so positivly already.it still looks like a negative change to me.and.many people are siding you now.i can see that.i wasn't siding anyone but when i was explaining it to ______, she seemed to side you as well.and said it as if you are her god.omg.i really can't believe that.a quiet insignificant person to me can actually do this to change thing drastically(?)omg.it's getting more and more ridiculous.people are saying that i see the wrong side of you.but from what i see and what i hear from people is like what i see and hear is all CORRECT.i don't know why but i have this weird feeling that something bad is gonna happen.this part is maybe i think too much la.but yeah.that's what i think lor.

today was ok.
but mood was still like the weather lar.
stayed at home till 1+ near2 than went out.
ps to get my adidas watch.
wanted to get green but it was overly common.
so got red.
walked around.
finally got the giordano top in white.
walked around.
than swensens(?) for lunch/dinner.
CHICKEN BAKED RICE!!MY LOVE!!
than had ice cream.damn full please.
had 5 types of ice cream la!
than walked again.
wanted to buy book but just one sometime ago and haven't started.
so decided to buy after i read finish the pld one lar.
walk walk.
nothing to do go home and here i am.
my mood and thinking hasn't change.
all i need is some time.
give me some time to sort things out than everything would be like before i hope.
for now,i shall get my peace and quiet-ness.
i shan't be talking to anyone these few days.
i'll just continue leading my quiet life like how i did during the past few days.
everything would be alright soon.

i really don't know what's gonna happen next la.
everything is like so..haiya.i don't know la.
it's just my fault la.
i think too much lor.
but than again.
everything is possible.
i tried to control but seeing your face just makes me pissed lar.
as amanda says.
why get angry over you.
but i just cannot control.
maybe if you don't appear infront of me for a week the i'll be alright?
i don't know.
but seeing your face now really makes me mad.
and just now my friend saw something.
i don't really know if i should believe her or not.
i know her for only few months.
and known you for years
so i don't really know what's happening now la.
i just can't wait for you to be graduated which is like next year?
omg!!just get lost from my sight please.
it's not your fault ok.
it's just me.
everyone would think you are innocent.
i'm the one being over sensitive.
i'm the one at fault la.
haiya.
i don't wish to talk about this anymore.

today was same as the past two days.BAD!
esp during recess.
every recess is gonna suck from now on.
today was a bad day like always la.
i may smile and play and appear happy on the outside but no.
the real one is the inside me.
the super pekcek me.
i don't even get a chance to have a happy talk with you like always now.
well.
i may be playing and whatever la.
but yeah.
the real inside me is super pekcek and pissed now!!
it's like.
haiyer.nvm la.
i go on and this will never stop.

my girl;

today wasn't a good day either.
everyday's gonna be bad since yesterday lar.
anyway.
today was a ok day lor.
chem;
there was test.
ms phee went through with us.
i could do the questions.
but when i was doing something i KNEW how to do,she said all stop writing and hand up!!omg!!
i knew how to do lor.rarr!!

geog;
boring as usual lor.

mt;
nothing much la.
wasn't in good mood la.

ss;
had the quiz thing again.
i only got like 14/38!!

recess;
this is the worst recess ever man!!
it's not nice at all.

pc;
went hall for some talk la.
cannot remember le.

poa;
ok lor.
did trading a/c
i can do la.better than trail balance.
mrs wong says trail balance is the easiest but i don't think so.

maths;
she changed our seats again.
now i can't crap to judy le.
seating with yimei and xuewen.
was damnit warm lor.

after school.
tiong-ed with judy.
walked there.
3/4 of the road there was funny.
walked with jiaping.
she went home than me and judy continued our way to tiong.
me and jiaping are cool people because we follow rules.
went kfc.
judy ate.but i didn't.
no mood lar.
talked to her for awhile.
did accounts there.
my mom called and off to samsung center.

i'm sorry to all those people that i shouted to and showed black face or whatever ways i've offended you today.
sorry to carmen for shouting at you at end of school.
sorry to judy for shouting at you during recess.
and sorry to everyone i've offended la.

i really need time la.
recess everyone was asking me who is the one i don't like.
but i'm sorry.
i can't tell la.
i've lost trust in you except for certain people.
you are too close to her.just too close.
if i tell you than you may think that it's MY fault.
it MAY be my fault.
maybe because i'm the one being over sensitive now.
but thats all i think la.
you may think differently from me but you can't make me change what i think.
i have lost complete trust in you.
if i were to tell you
you would tell her.
and this may cause me to lose friends or you to loose friends
i'm not gonna do that.
you're a friend i wouldn't wanna loose.
it's either i've change or you've change.
people do change but never thought that you've change to this stage.
it's all FATED.