HAPPY 7th MONTH LOO KAINING!! <3

we were so close.

than than drifting started.

than we were drifting apart.

and now, we're still drifting..

further further further and further

i wanna stop the drift

*SCREAMS*

the henderson sec band were just playing breaking free.

so out of tune la!! disturb my sleep only!!

i wanna go out.somewhere near will do.

it's alright even though if it's only tiong!bored bored.

i'm starting to miss school although it's just any other saturday.

how bad is that? what am i gonna do for the whole 2 months!?

damn!! holidays suck!

i'm so hating the sight of al of you /:

i'm sick of you, you , you, you and you!!!
go away!!

i'm a happy person.

4P!! thats what all we're in next year except for 2 of them.

yupp.no separations.everything's fine.

my class position maintained.

results still around the same.

nothing changes.

everything's very fine.

except for this something that i can't get rid off.

i wanna forget you. i don't wanna remember you.

that so special you, i don't think i can

i wanna forget all of you. i don't wanna remember anyone of you.

though you're all once important to me.

i wanna start everything new!!

it's so tiring /:

today's!!





monday's

monday was alright.quite boring la.but above was some of the pictures.

tuesday was boring shit!!

today!!! it was AWESOME!!! :D

took alot alot of pictures too!! hur.with kaining rachel samantha jiaping!!

it was damn fun la.in the morning, played stress with samantha.than with jiaping and rachel.we played 4 people one.hurhur.play play play.than mrs wong say only got 2 people retain!! the rest all made it!! :D than yeah.recess.went with shumei and people today!! i wanted to eat ice cream but no one accompany me lar ): than went up to clear room.but mrs low wasn't there so it was cam-whoring!! :D it was super fun and we're gonna do it agagin tomorrow!! :D

swear they're the bestest friend i've ever made in my life and i'm not lying at all!! they're really the best one!!and they've made this a really good year for me!! and this was a year filled with many many stuffs!they made me realise alot alot of things. good or bad.just say it!! they're the best la!!

i wanna thank you

-rachel

-jiaping

-kaining

-samantha

-elaine yeo

-shumei

and many many more la.although you're not mentioned here but yeah!! i swear they're really the bestest friend i've ever made in my secondary life!!and 3p's the best best bestest class!!! so much more better!

i remember when i once went into 3p, i hated it so so much!! i hated every single one of them! but now, i realise that they're actually the best class i've been in!! and i love every single one of them!<3>

i know you don't care.neither do i.

omg!!
wo de WU MING BAN is damn nice and sweet i swear!!
she wrote a post just for me!! <3

I LOVE MY

WU MING

BAN!! <3

the year is coming to an end.
less than 1 more week and it's holiday ):

so many people in 3p made this year really a good year for me :D
and i've made many many more goodie good good friends :D
well, at least they're all better than you.

i've got alot alot of things to say to alot of people la.
not according to anything.just anyone who comes to my mind.

RACHEL NG!- right.although she's always being some irritating shit but yeah.afterall, she's the one that i've spent most time with.the one that knows most of my stuff :D

KAINING!!-i think she's my BESTEST partner la. wo de WU MING BAN!! <3 color="#66ffff">without her, i bet chinese lesson will be boring shit la!! although she likes the colour i hate most -pink.okay.no link.
she always forget our date!! but nvm la. I STILL LOVE HER!! <3

SAMANTHA!-the worst partner!! hahah.everytime for nothing beat me till my legs are damn red!! hahah SILLY AND CRAZY!! she always remember the date but oh wells.hahah. SYF practices was super interesting with her around la.although i was very angry with her on 1 july!! hahah but she knows something for sure- I LOVE HER!! hahah

JUDY!-eeyerr.i tell you.she's the worst friend you can ever have man!! MY SWEET SWEET FRIEND, so not. okay la.she's nice.hahah. you know she lets me bully like siao everytime.i always don't let her sleep. but at the end of everything, she'll still be nice and help me take bag and help me with many many things.play heart attack with her!she'll scream instead of saying heart attack!!hahah.

JIAPING!-hee.she's not my partner or anything but she's the nicest friend ever!!! she'll do anything for you after you plead her just once. and whatever you do, she'll never get angry la!! tell me where you find such nice friend?

ELAIEYEO!!-hee.this girl here is the lamest friend la.her jokes are all oh-so-not funny but we'll just laugh at it unknowingly.hurr.try playing heart attack with her.she'll just put her hands in the middle when she attacks without saying anything.har.

SHUMEI!-hahah.she wants to be my RUNNING PARTNER but i rejected her.hahah.i don't wanna run with her la. and she likes just like a cat!!hahah.

SAMANTHA AND KAINING- my fellow ninjas!!! :D
samantha was the one who remembered the dates!!ahahah.

and to those not mentioned, you are still being loved.you're the one who made a total difference to my sec3 life.if i didn't drop, i would never knew that such good friends exist!! if i never drop, i wouldn't make good frineds like all of you but instead, still stuck with the same old people and i bet i'll have no one to turn to when i have troubles.and because of 3p, i realise that besides the eight of them, i would still have such good friends!

THANKYOU!!<3

but there's also others who make a difference to my life.

AMANDA TAN!-i tell you.she's white, tender, soft!! hahah.because she's my TOFU!! :D hurr.tofu have all the above right?hahah. everything would be boring if i never knew she exist!!hahah. right. i knew her for going 3 years already and i tell you something.she ROCKS, not.
hahahh.if she rock than i what.stone meh?

ANGIELINA!-she's the one i used to complain to.but now, i just don't have the chance to anymore!! although she ALWAYS like to say me until very rahh.but nvm la.hahah.

MELANIE!!!!- she rocks the most la!!! although she's 24/7 irritating but i love her alot alot!!! just get used to it and everything would be fine!! hahah.

i know, that you know i still care

tuesday.
went twin's house to swim! :D
it was nice!!
passed anyi her disc at 11+ got her to help us buy lunch :D
how nice of her.but! she forgot to take straws -.-
than swam again.bathed, play com, watched tv and went down to vivo! :D
we candy empire to check,not open yet! saw jolene there.
than went walk walk.bought drinks and went 3rd level!! <33
i love that place LUH!!
we sat and played water.than saw jolene again.
talked pictures and toy'r'us!!! <3 :D
took many kuku pictures again!!
nice la.will post when i feel like it.
than we went to try alot of clothes.hee
than went candy empire!it's open this time.
met jolene there again and again.hahah.
than we went to walk walk to try on more clothes!! :D
fun luh! mel went home and i met my mum.
walked ate went auntie's place.
they're deciding to go bangkok or genting!
BANGKOK PLEASE.

wednesday.
nothing much.woke up.went out for breakfast and bought cake!
home.slept.woke up went out for dinner.home.watche movie.sleep.

today.
bleah. it was rather bad in the morning.
i'm really sorry to rachel la.i've been venting my anger on her every morning. today, the councilers(?) never call us go up so we just sat at hardcourt lor.hahah.than went audi.geog paper frst!!
i've got a freaking 18/50 la.
than ss-->17/80
combined humans--->35/100[very bad]
combined science--->48.5/100[super bad]
maths--->40/100[very very bad]
fnn overall--->70/100 [second highest in mrs ong's class :/]
poa--->75.5/100[:D]

right.i hope very much to get promoted la.
even if it's to the not so clever class.and i want the whole 3p to go up together la.i don't want anyone to retain.i don't want the class to separate!! ):

vivo with bestie after school today!!
never walked alot cause she doesn't like the place ):
how bad luh.
we went adidas!!
i want that bag badly ):
i doubt my mum would get it for me laaarrrrr!!
than home!! bathe and tadah!!
okay.i'm gonna end soon.
i'm so tired!!

drastic changes can hurt friendship
a very good example is, you chinging to adapt to your class and me, hating the new you.
i want back the old you badly!!! )':
trust me, you're making me cry soon!!

hello people (:
school today was rather depressing /:
started off with assembly in the hall because of the haze.
than to audi to check papers.
was suppose to check geog.
but teacher wasn't here so ended up slacking.
than talked to mel awhile.
got back fnn;26.5/40
back to class and got back maths.
maths paper2;21/50
than ss was rather slacking too.
judytan is crazy over the picture of trecia and me crying /:
how mean right?
recess.i went with rebecca's clique today.
lalala.
i somehow feel happier
than went up.slack again.
talked to rachel.sigh.i almost cry i swear.lucky can hold back!!
walao.ginwei judy liling and trecia damn comical i swear.hahah.funny la.
went down for geog.
than back for mt.
mt paper2;46/70
mt compo;28/50
letter;13/20
oh wells.not bad la.

after school, VIVO with mel!! :DDD
we thought that candy empire might be open and guess what?!
it's open like tomorrow?! wtf la!! tomorrow lor.
we went lunch at yoshi!
wanted to get the matteress(?) float.
but didn't.walked around.lalala.
took photos but i'm lazy to load it up! :D
swimming tomorrow at mel's place early in the morning!! (:
takecare people!

you know i care

this is the more perfect one.hur :D
yesterday was more..not so good.cause got people face cut off.hurhur.

tomorrow's monday.
there's no school on tuesday and wednesday.
going mel's place on tuesday;candles at night
VIVO with the mother later.

i need my courage back

NICE?!!

i used to love this so.

passed my damn english! :D
checking paper.hahah.was fun la.that judytan give me bully until very /:
hahahah.than pe.sat around.recess.went with kaining they all today.
yes.i'm disliking someone.it might be forever, it might be just for the time
than poa.wtf la.after exams still must do homework.walao eh.than chem.worst!!also have to study /: assenbly was nonsense la.than mrs wong scolded rachel and xuewen for talking too much.ahahh.

went lunch with twin after school :D
but it ended up with my mother as well/:
than went to buy wrapping paper!!
than home than lalala and tadah!!
that stupid sharon ng has 'MY PRINCESS HOURS' but she's not interested /: WTH LA!!

you know, i just hate the way you act, the sight of you, the way you talk;you're just trying to talk like everyone else in your class, your attitude, your character, YOUR CHANGE. you were sucha good friend in the PAST.but do you think i am able to bring back the past!? i just want you to be like what you were in the past.you changed just to adapt to your class.thats what I SEE.but i don't know what's the real reason. you wwere never that !! but now, you look invisible to me/: i don't see you anymore):
and also, everything has changed i guess? i don't know.i only know that even if i were to go with you all, i won't be the last time me too.i'll just be invisible ):

damn the black friday!

sad to say, i hate almost all of you ):

maths 1.many people thought it was difficult.
oh wells.
GERALDLYN IS PREPARED TO RETAIN!! /:
break.i didn't know what was i doing la.
i screwed my bio paper up /:
everyone finished within like 30minutes la.
than stayed in school with angie waiting for time to pass by.
somehow,when i heard that you all are there, i didn't feel like going down.
went down to meet my mother. than had lunch.than home.I BAKED COOKIES AGAIN!! and i promise this time it's not as hard as the previous times!! :D than had dinner an tadah!!

samantha's having her dinner now!! :D
hahahah.nobody's online to play games with me LUH!!
well.i'm gonna find someone else to play now!! :D

holidays are coming.
i'm gonna spend 11 freaking days with MELANIE WONG! :D
i love her luh!!
and we're going VIVO CITY like everyday!! because there's candy empire!! :D yayness!!! I SO CAN'T WAIT!!

i didn't want this to happen, i onced loved all of you so much so much.
but now, i guess the sight of most of you just turns me OFF la.
almost all of you are getting on my nerves. i guess, one day, i might just leave and you all wouldn't even notice that i'm gone.
i'm just A NOBODY!

poa paper was first.
i've only myself to blame.
i took my own sweet time when i was doing my double entry.than i slowly looked at the trial balance! and i skipped it cause i didn't know how to balance it.than i went on to the general journal.i was still writing slowly.than to paper2.i realise time's sprinting. so, i rushed and rushed like mad.i couldn't balance my balance sheet.so i went on to do my bank reconciliation[mind you, my trial balance still not done] i was still doing it slowly. than i reslise it was like only 20 minutes left.i panicked and rushed like mad.[trial balance still not done] i was re-doing my trading. than people called to say there was error with bank reconciliation.so i had the time to count my trial balance again.sigh.still cannot.sigh.

break.than was ss.i was rushing through la.damn!! still cannot finish! sad larhhss!!! )': met twin and we went VIVO CITY!! ohh.that place is the love of my life i swear!!! there's CANDY EMPIRE!!! :D omg!!! i love it!! and the level 3!!! and the play court!!! ohmytian!!! i love!!!
than home la. :D

2 more days!! :D

it's nearing freedom!!
chem paper was a bit too difficlut for me la.
than break.zhenyi came over.talked laughed.
maths.i know how to do abit.and i got no time to finihs la.
left 5 more minutes only i was still at q8.there's still like graph to do.
when i was doing my graph, my hand was shivering like mad please/:
bused with zhenyi again.yay!!

i feel that you are all wasting my time la.
i don't even feel like seeing anyone of of you ):
is this the results of hanging out together for too long?

3 more days :D

geog and fnn today.
geog was blah.boring.same thing la.gwen borrowed protractor again.
hahah.i had a hard time trying to pass it to her la.tsk.than break.break was with jiaping and kaining.wells.than was fnn. i thought it was rather easy. the teacher was damn good.she dismissed us after everyone finished the paper although 1.5 hour's not up :D i think 3p love her like mad now!! :D she's damn good la.

bused home with zhenyi.was on the same bus as nandini/smitha/jagdish.
oh.they were making hell lot of noise la /: than home.bathed and rush everything.went to meet twin! :D study session today was rather unproductive la ): we were talking, cam whoring and playing /: and chem and maths paper2's like tomorrow ///: than went great world because harbour was too warm and crowded.studied that tiny bit.than went walk walk.went to buy ring.hee.nice, i like.hahah.arcade abit than went home. ben and jerry's only hire people who is 17 and above ): home.dinnered.studied abit of amths and tadah!! (:
i'm feeling lazy so i shall not colour my words today.

i'm having many problems now.usually, i'll talk to you about it but this time, i can't.and keeping it to myself is way too pain /: i don't like the feeling.you're the one i feel most comfortable to talk to because i know you won't tell but for this, i can't.they're all your good friend, very good in fact.thats why i can't.if i were to tell you, you may think that i hate them or whatever.arrgghh.i'm gonna explode! i need to find someone else for me to talk too. sighs.

you don't know how i feel /:

chinese paper today,paper 1 was okay.than break.sighs.
i somehow prefer 3p-ians than some of you larrhh.
give me a break please.

paper 2 was err.answers for compre abit too obvious.test eye sight eh?
sally's sick larr /: SALLY!! GET WELL SOON!! :D
than home.bused with carmen and zhenyi.than changed bus with carmen.home, bathed than went to meet mel to study!! :D harbour front.macs.ate and study!! than walked abit.home.went house downstair to play.hahah.funny la.than home, bathed and tadah!! :D rights.today is a rather boring day.so i'm gonna end off here.
pictures for today.there were more but some are somehow confidential. :D



mel was laughing at my paper!!

our mess la.hahah.

if you'd ever know

chinese tomorrow /:
ss was blah.horrible.than chinese.hahah.it's the last lesson with laoshi!! ): kaining and i are very sad.than was maths.boring la.than bio.i love bio man!! :D bio=slack time (: recess.hahah.rachel'd clique is nice enough to take me in these two days. fnn was next.theory for three period.it was kinda relaxing la.hahah.when mrs ong was typing, jusy and charmaine played ball.than judy use her head and bang one of the shot and it shot right into jiaping's head.hahah.that was funny.than second time, judy threw too hard!! and it hit mrs ong.ahah.she was furious /: than when she left out awhile, they played again.elaine shouted that she's back.hahah.they got scolded.after school, tiong to lunched with my mother and to get things.home.my mother cut my hair /: but there seems to be no difference.ahah. right.i'm not in a mood to colour my post again.zaijian!! <3

you know when you're being loved

sighs.morning was still alright till recess.
fnn was alrights. didn't fall asleep again :D than geog.lalala.
english was somehow free period.than a/c.hahahah.mdm soh came in.i argued with her la.hahah.than recess! clique was having paper so went with rachel's clique.than yeah.after that, walked up.sighs.rachel saw something and she told me and it made me kinda sad larrhhss )': i almost, ALMOST cried la.sighs

saw sweet sweet friend on the stairs.joined her.went in to put wallet than went back to join her.sally!! i guess i went out at the correct time cause i didn't really felt like seeing her face.yeah.than pc was even worst!! mrs wong was talking about having positive thoughts!! damn!! the first question was:what's the happiest thing about life now? something like that.how to answer la.i'm damnit sad la!! than was bio.hahah.i think miss chem was quite pissed with us.yeah.than yimei kept calling her to ask questions because she didn't want __ to keep sucking up.hahah.than yeah.gwen joined,tanya,geraldine,khaliseh(?),jannah and dayang.should be like that la.than gwen went to bite yimei.hahah.
right.i'm currently talking to elaine yeo now.she damn frustrated with ___!! hahah. wanted to stay back for bio lessons but than again.didn't.bus-ed with zhenyi.than met my mother, luched and home.studied abit of ss. and here i am!!
i'm not in a mood to colour my words today!! )))):

)':

i like this picture alot alot!
school was alrights. double chem in the class /: i don't like.i've got no one to disturb.than maths.i think i've gotta use my knowledge for the properties of circle to help me pass this SA la.sighs.than PE!! :D captain's ball.our class played against 4B me and tia didn't wanna play so we went to run :D i don't know why but i like running these days :D recess.hahahah.
CHEMISTRY!! :D thats what i call!!
i choose the wrong place for amanda but correct place for rachel[ng] hahahah.wells.i felt like laughing but no one wanted to laugh with me!
hahahh.lalala.i'm quite a happy kid today except for some certain people and reason la >:( she's so irritating larr!!! i cannot tahan it.rahhss.i need either angielina or mel to complain to!!wells.i guess only angielina knows.hahah.after school, went BM with zhenyi and kaining.i guess i'll be much going home straight this few days.and maybe after exams too.
i'm not gonna change my plans just to go along with you.
actually, i feel closer to 3p people that all of you.

home and i slept ): thats a bad thing to do during exams period la.sighs.
i'm gonna study fnn after this post than chem! dies.must pass must pass.cannot fail.cannot retain!

you know how i feel

:D

i'm ultra happy because i studied a chapter of fnn and went to sleep and i could actually do the review questions without having to look at the text :D i'm super happy because at any other times, i couldn't even take in any knowledge :D lalala.

right.english in the morning.crapped through la.i shall try to post up the pictures tomorrow.lazy.hah! was at the water cooler than some molester come and claim that i'm the molester /: wth can.and when rachel asked me what did she say, i don't know which part of my mind persuaded me to tell her la!! rahhss.than maths.was suppose to do work given during english.hahah.than ss.miss vino not there!!! i'm lazy to go into details. recess was (: somehow good.hahh.funny la.than geog.like that lor.she doesn't even teach.nvm.chinese.kaining was angry with me for the first 5 minutes ): than ok le.ahah.laoshi kept us back again la.

after school,bus-ed with zhenyi and fer.zhenyi went home.me and fer lunched. met up with talleah /: we found the tingles sweet sold in candy empire there la!! i'm gonna get it tomorrow :D i should have got it today because there's chem tomorrow morning and i could've shared it with my sweet sweet friend!! but candy empire's still better.i'm gonna go there after exams!!
i'm like gonna spent 11 days in singapore with mel in singapore and we're like gonna swim/shop all day long!? hahahah :DD i can't wait!! TWIN!! GO CANDY EMPIRE!! and we'll spent half a day in there alrights?!? hahah :D and we're gonna go for sakae buffet. we're not gonna reject anyone who wishes to come along!! right twin?! :D i'm like trying to contact yimei but she's not online?! >:(

it all ends here

where can i go with the weather like that?
it's raining and i can't go anywhere so the only thing i wanna do now is GET
WET!! bleah.i like to start my post with pictures these days.hee :D nvm.
lalala.i'm bored la.it's a saturday afternoon and i can go no where because it's raining.bleahs.i thought of going out to study but i think staying at home's still the best :D this is getting uber lame.i'm gonna stop before it get even worst!
<3

cheer up joyce!!! yes.the one with the hair band is joyce :D
i received a damn bad news today from rachel ng xinyi.[news from her can never be good]
she totally walks into class telling me that she finds someone from my clique very chio and she likes her.so immediatly(?) joyce was the person who came to my mind.ahahah.i'm not trying to say that joyce is bad but yeah.this really is bad news for joyce right? if you're ever reading these, BE CAREFUL!!!

hahahah.mass in the morning was /:
some part was funny some wasn't.yeah.hahah.i bet mrs wong was damn angry with us la.hahahh.

walked back to school.hhahahah.was damn hungry la.so i took my recess out to eat.ahahah.shared with yimei and samantha! damn tired la.first time i sweat till so !!! i was dripping la. went to find clique clique.yes. today was fun!! after eating we played games.wanted to play floorball but than amanda tan didn't wanna sweat.and joyce was feeling down ): she cried la.sighs.after reading a letter.i bet she was sad.VERY.so at first was me carmen fer and mel.hahahahah.we were playing with ice.soon we ran out of it so we played 'AEIOU' ahahahah.damn funny.half way through amanda tan joined us.play play play.

back to class.accounts was bleah.than chem.haiya.i didn't bring my notebook lor!!! than ss.bleah.i hate her like shit i swear. yucks!or maybe even more than shit la!!she's damn irritating la.she makes fun of student, take students as one of her gossip topic.rahhss.tell me where do you find these type of teachers?! and she chooses who to talks to during lesson and makes really sarcastic remarks la!! damn!! harbour front to meet my mother.went for sakae.the sakae there sucks alot.than walk walk.ohh.hahaha. molester walked infront of me today.ahahhah.she still doesn't wanna admit that she molests people through playing mahjong la!! tsktsk.not honest.

my mom treat me to ice cream.ahahahahah.running on every tuesday and friday with yimei shumei and samantha in the morning :D back home.found elaine yeo's testi.ahahahah.and i swear elaine tan sucks la. i asked her to play game she said no because i refues to answer her.and after i answered her every question,she finally decided to play.and that was when i'm busy.and she keep asking me one question.'how was judy tan?' none stop till i replied her laa!! i owe judy tan 54 big big cookie. it was suppose to be only 27 but i doubled it becuase she did something.i suppose.so yeah.i need to get alot alot of butter after exams and alot alot of flour and alot alot of chocolate chips :D okay.i shall go now. <3

the year is coming to an end ):

HAPPY 6 MONTH
LOO KAINING!! <3

you know something wu ming ban, you're being loved!!ahahah.
and laoshi's our favourite teacher!! :D

blogger just deleted the whole chuck i blogged.but never mind.all i have is time :D english paper today.
i'm gonna fail=i'm gonna retain /:
after english was supposed to be abit of maths but it somehow became bio.oh wells.
me:teacher! very cold hor?/very warm ah?
teacher:not really.
after awhile.
me:teacher! you not warm meh?
teacher:why do you keep asking.
me:cause i see you wear i very warm lor.
rachel:ya lor.you not warm meh?somemore it's wool la.
teacher:nonono.i like it.it's very comfortable.
me:*okayyyyyyyyyy*

she's insane i swear.
recess was like that lor.still renovating to bring you better service :D
english paper 2.
mdm soh:ok.i think it's time to hand up.
you all finish already?
sihui:teacher!cannot like that ask one.time's up means must hand up!
mdm soh:oh okay.ahahah.

wth mans.ridiculous teachers.hhaahaha.
we wanted to play bingo.she didn't allowed but we continued.than she got really mad so we stopped. homed with zhenyi.

do you feel the drift like how i do?

yeah.supposed to study but i went to sleep.hurr.till 8 la.hee.
patron's day mass tomorrow.upper sec goes there straight :D
i don't really feel like going larrr.it's like our last period's suppose to be assembly la.but than it's gonna be ss /:

the year is ending soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!
hello complains partner! i know you wou;dn't be reading this but yeah.
happy birthday to you alrights? you're older by a year already.ahahah

yes.another person who's gone older by a year.
hhaahah. fnn was alrights.wasn't tired today :D
for the first time, i took down notes.
english's tomorrow /:
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!

geog was after fnn.right man.i'm just gonna give up on geog la.i shall concentrate more on my ss to pull up the marks.english.i cannot remember what we did.a/c was ok lor.rahhss.mrs wong every time got lesson have to call me once larr.recess than pc.hahahahah.damn funny. mrs wong say must switch off phone.but than yimei judytan and jiaping's mouth cannot be switched la.than i was talking to judy.later very quiet than you suddenly eh~!! ahahhah.
mrs wong:must switched off your phone.
judy:nonono.don't need.later in the middle the phone ring.
me:ya.than later it's some do re mi ring tone.ahahah

bio.was ok la.i'm damn scared to be alone now la.
they played that game.3p people knows it.
i'm damn scared i swear.very very scared.even to the extent that i actually cried la /:
yes.i'm THAT scared.and worst of all, i had to go home alone today.so i was rather scared alone in the lift la.i wanted to wait for my mom but when i called her after school, she was in yishun so i supposed she wouldn't be that early but who knows after i went into the house, took my towel, she came home! i should've waited for her la.so yeah.sighs. i wanna go candy empire after exams man!!
ps* people interested, feel free to come along.won't reject anyone! :D
oh.sec3s are going to the church straight :D

you're still the best

here's one of the testi SAMANTHA wrote for me:
Heres something for geraldlyn to laugh
"money doesnt grow on trees, then whydo banks have branches?
why does around pizza come in a square box?
whydo you still call it building when its alrd built?
if its true that we are here to help others, what are others for?
if you arent supposed to drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?:DD hahha"

damn lame i swear.but funny though.
i forgot to blog about something JUDY said that made me laugh till i got stomache.
me:i found out like so many things in one shot, how to smile?
she:move the corners of your mouth up.
wth can.she can have THIS much sense of humour la.
she thought i was sad and she happily said that she was happy that she can cheer me up.i wasn't even sad.hahah.
i argued with my mother this morning to see if it would rain.and it did :D lucky i bought my jacket (:

MOLESTER /:

ok.that was very random.hahahah.
english was so boring.
mr ng:*looks at my table*samantha.get started
me:mr ng.i'm not samantha lor.
mr ng:i got say i talking to you meh?
me:but you looking at my table what.
mr ng:no no no.i'm not even talking to you la.
wth cannnnnn.rahhhssss.maths.ss.she let us off early for the first time!! :D than geog.lalala.chinese.spent 1st period in cyberhome.2nd was free period.laoshi had to go for some orals thing :D bm with ZHENYI and FERRR.i'm trying to make my cough worst and also trying to have sore throat /: i just 'played' 'a game' with SAMANTHA.see who can write the most testi in 5 minutes.it was a draw (: yupp.i think 3P's a very very nice class with nice people.there are some awful ones though.but nvm.there's nice people like KAINING SAMANTHA ELAINE YEO/TAN JIAPING JUDYTAN RACHEL XUEWEN and alot alot more la.go take my class name list and see lor.nice class has nice people and nice teachers :D right.i shall go off now.i'm getting tired.

3 more days

JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!
it's a rather random show la.like how this guy cheated one many of his girlfriends and wordt of all.telling each and everyone of them the same old thing/lines.hahah.but the ending was rather :/ it's like everyone's just back to their usual life.no one was with anyone and yeah. but i think it's worth watching though.okay.contradicting!!

watched 'john tucker must die' with my cousin last night.
today was another day wasted )':
i woke up just in time to catch PPG!! :D
than lazed around till like 1 plus? went out to get accounts paper and maths book. and i got the wrong book la.i got the express/special one please :/ than yeah.homed.did abit of homework than slept.see.what a wasted day! i could've studied.than i realised i lost one of my maths textbook and left the other one in school.so yeah.i was only left with geog to study but the same old me forgot what freaking chapters to study.oh wells.i gotta start remembering to bring books home and also what chapter to study :D thats gonna be my goal for this week.ok.random-ness.i feel lazy now.and i've got many songs i want but forgot the title.nvm.stm.i wanna go find my sweet sweet friend to play game now!!

you don't give a damn )':

i feel like saying something good about judy today but i don't know what to say.
everyone was high today! :D
ss.hee.ms vino never come to class.bingo-ed with debra.than to english.same same lor.than maths.good.iunderstand now.pe.floorball :D
recess.same same.still in the process.poa was funny.judy keptgoing 'eh~!!' in that super low tone la.hahah.than yimei followed too.than mrs wong angry la.hahah.than later on jiaping also.hahah.than chem.
miss phee asked sihui question than she don't know.
ms phee:sihui.blah blah
sihui:*kept quiet*
liling&judy:eh~!!hahah.
wth can.than assembly.i slept la.than maths class.hahah.it was funny man!!judytan kept going eh~!! hahah.damn irritating.than lunched with fer mel angielina :D it's been long since the WHOLE clique sat down at kfc after school and had lunch and talked and laugh la.sighs. i missed the good old times man!!sighs.than walked walked.home!!and tadah!! :D
i'm heaading to my auntie's place after this post.so yeah.shall end here.more updates later on i guess.bye! <3

JUDY

TAN

WEI

LING

IS

THE

MOST

KIND

FRIEND

EVER

ALIVE!!

she forced me to do this again.but yet again, i can't deny it.which friend of your's would be kind enough to help you carry your heavy bag all the way till level 4 early in the morning? who in the right mind would help you carry your bag after argueing and disturbing her for 2 whole periods? and plus she carry it without any complains? and which friend would eat your rock-like biscuit and finish the whole thing?[she was probably hungry or mouth itching la] hahahah.thats how nice my friend is.hahahh.judy tan! you better be honoured i wrote soo much positive things about you la!

i swear i'm gonna study like mad for the coming two years and get into ngee an! :D ss in the morning was so so.she came late which is a good thing for us.jannah ate my rock-like biscuit.ahahahh.dayang ate it too.they said it was nice:D
than chinese.hahahah.than maths.i'm starting to like maths again.thats a good thing.than bio.hahah.she wasn't here today.mdm soh came to take us again.ahahahh
jiaping:why that teacher never come today?
mdm soh:aiya.every teacher after coming your class confirm next day sick one.
jiaping:than you leh?
mdm soh:i tomorrow will be sick lor.
me:ya lor/every teacher after teaching us the next day confirm sick one.last time that mrs lee also always thursday sick one leh.
mdm soh:*laughs in a very 'i agree' way*
wth can.TSKKK.

recess!!! normal lor.nothing interesting for the time being because our clique is in the process of renovating[?] to bring you a better life :D
fnn.hahahah.did with gwen and xuewen.fun la.but it was kinda a disaster leh.our swiss roll was like broken?hahah.and my sweet sweet friend went to help me fill water la.hahah.
judy:*walks in*
elaine yeo:i want!
charmaine:i want*elaine pass to charmaine*
*wendy pass to me*
tia:geraldlyn!! i want!
*pass to her*
judy:geraldlyn!!by the time reach to you no more already!!
tia pass to yimei.than to xuewen.hahahah.

ngeean poly after!!
i must get into it!! :D
went for the lecture.okay.it was damn cold.debra and me were playing bingo la.hahah.than ICE CREAM!!! it was fun.grouped with silly,kaining,debra,shumei and helen. kaining was feeling damn down and no one knew why.

KAINING!! CHEER UP OKAYS!! :D

than when waiting for bus, kaining cried laaaa.don't cry already ok!! than back.i was thinking alot on the way there and back la.sighss.
i wasn't sad la.but zhenyi kept saying that i'm sad.wells.
than bus-ed home with her.dinner and here i am!! :D

7 more days :D

edited/2013
this is when you all get on my nerves.
you always want things your way,
always want people to wait.
and only do things when you feel like doing.
and you all will force people to do things when they don't feel like doing.
what's these man?ohmytian!!
why do i have to put up with these? )':

and again,we're back to the past

JUDY

TAN

IS

THE

SWEETEST

FRIEND

EVER!!!

she made me say this.
but i can't deny that la.maybe not sweet but ya.i don't know what's that word.whatever good word you can think about lor.

i bought the cookie i made on sunday to school.
fer was the first person to eat.hahah.than angielina had to nibble on it.than carmen.put into mouth.whole thing shattered in her mouth la. she can bite like !!! than yeah.judytan!!hahah.she put into her mouth nd happily tried to bite it.hhahah.but they said it was nice though.only that it's hard.hee.next time i swear it won't be that hard anymore.oh ya.during chem i told judy that even if my biscuit drop on the floor also won't break.not even crumbs(?) will come off.haha.

maths.ok.maths is i don't know la.but yeah.gotta work hard hard hard!!
than pe.floorball.very fun!! :D i'm starting to love pe!!!
recess.nothing funny this few weeks/days.don't know why but yeah.the clique is getting more and more boring.except for some days la.

cme.reflection on musical after 157910634974 days.
poa.some what funny somewhat not.
judy:eh.your friend ah.that one what name?
me:huh?
judy:the one i say chio one lor.
me:orhh.angielina
judy:a-n-g-e-l-i-n-a
me:no.a-n-g-i-e-l-i-n-a
judy:than thats ANGIElina.
me:anything la.
judy:oh.she say i very sweet leh!!
me:omg! i must go talk some sense into her.must tell her not to lie anymore.
judy:tskk.heh.she say i sweet leh.
me:whatever la!
wth la!!over this she was god damn happy can.
chinese.tingxie.hahhaah.big 0!!than laoshi had to leave for meeting.yayness!! than yeah.bus-ed with zhenyi.zhenyi wanted to eat ice cream with judy[the sweet person] but reach the shop than judy say don't wanna eat -.-
than yeah.me and zhenyi hands are busy so, judy[the sweet person] walked us down because i had the box to take,and she take all the way until foyer la.than i told her to help me hold my ice and she went to throw it away!!but nvm la.she was the one who ate most of my cookie :D hahah. she thought i wanted to poison her can.she say the cookie hard.i put poison inside thats why.tskk.

than at bus stop.zhenyi saw mrs wong walking down.than....
she:eh.coming down already...
me:ok lor.
mrs wong:woah!! geraldlyn.you buy cookies ah?
me:-.- ya lor.
zhenyi:you never buy ah?
mrswong:i bought 3 boxes.but too heavy la.so put in school and eat lor.
zhenyi:like that also can.

i told zhenyi i'll cook baked spaghetti for her after she come back from obs.
she:really ah?
me:ya la.
she:you don't lie to me leh
me:really la.but you dare to eat or not?
she:why don't dare? you wanna poison me isit?!
me:no la.did poison judy?
she:judy's different!!
me:why?
she:how i know.we're different what.maybe you will poison me but not her leh?
me:you crazy ah! i poison you for what?
so nice of me to want to cook for her she say i wanna poison her!!! hmpf!! yeah.long post today la.

yesterday/
CRAZY AND

SILLY!! :D

HAPPY 5 MONTHS!! :D
silly: it's nice having you as my friend!! :D
although you're like always so noisy and stuff!but..
I STILL LOVE YOU!! :D

JELLYFISH!!

HAPPY 4 MONTHS!!! :D
fer:hahahah.i don't know what to say to you leh.only something la.study hard okay!! <3

mel:jelly mellllllllll!! :D you know you're always so irritating and nosiy and whatever bad things that can describe you but i do love you ok!! <33

joyce[jenny]:hahahahah.i know you won't reply to the name jenny but nvm.here don't need you to reply de.i don't know what to say to you too.so.takecare!!<3

STRAWBERRY!!!

HAPPY 1 MONTH!!!
strawberry no.1; carmen siew!! i know you don't want to be no.1 but too bad la.you agreed to it already.so no changing anymore.bleah.

strawberry no.3;joyce[jenny] i still don't know what to say to you leh.cause you're neither noisy nor irritating unlike mel so ya!! i love you!!

strawberry no.4;fer yip ah meimei!!hmm.i also don't know what to say leh!! but takecare!!! don't fall don't if not you will become strawberry juice!!hahahah.

strawberry no.5;mel wong.the worst strawberry ever!! tsktsk.noisy and irritating,tsktsk,hahahah.takecare hor!!!

i'm sorry but i need time to heal.

edit/2231
my heart totally just came out of my mouth and went back in again :/
omg.i cannot take the shock.my heart totally skipped one and a half beat man!! omg.i'm gonna have a heart attack soon la.that was so uncalled for.

and i thought nothing really was going on.

wells.i guess it all stops here.
no more ''you know what?blahblahblah" in that happy tone.
suppose to go jogging with carmen and fer today.
called carmen till me and fer's phone gonna split she also never answer la.so yeah.me and fer wanted to go without carmen but we looked at the sky and it looks like it's gonna rain anytime so yeah.i went back to sleep and fer went to play com.haah.than woke up around 10+ went town with my mom.nothing to do than head down to popular.wanted to get that pencil case but maybe next time.raffles city.it's so exciting there.i bet bringing 50bucks there isn't enough man!! than home.

i'm gonna start to bring books home from monday onwards and start studying like there's no tomorrow.i need to keep myself busy from thinking too much.bleah.oh ya! i spilled tea over my crumpler!! )':
sad okay!!rahhss!!!

i guess this really is the end.

ss was :/
she say i never answer her properly when i already told her i'm going to talk the broom from tanya.oh wells.whatever.
english.lalala.
maths.
i can understand la.
pe.floorball and yeah.
no run for recess.
a/c i don't know what she talking about la.
chem.ok.rachel jiaping and xuewen was damn noisy la.and i was already very irritated without a jacket and they are still making so much noise!! assembly.did nothing la. and i found out judy's favourite line'i don't rock doesn't mean i rock'tsktsk.she just doesn't wanna admit to it la.
and xuewen ah.she said that i'm lying to myself by saying that she's irritating! whatever la!
never go for maths class.very tired.next week than go la. tiong with mel fer.very lazy to go into details la. home.

ALL THE BEST )':

wait till i get my hands on you

i think, it's somehow difficult to find someone you can trust this days la.

ss first period.boring please!!
than chinese.laoshi changed bak the placing la!!!tskk
than maths.i think maybe, i wanna study.like xiangtong le la.i seem to understand everything miss sim was talking about.
than bio.hahahah.that 'bung' teacher is gonna be our bio teacher from now on la.hahahhah.and yeah.
recess.
ran ran ran!!

i guess it's time.

fnn.
did biscuit!!
fun fun.
than yeah.took bus with zhenyi jiaping and debra.hahah.
all of them cheated me la!! took bus home by myself.i'm guai.my mother wanted me home and therefore i'm home!! i should have waited for ferrr. if i waited for her than i wouldn't have seen what i don't like to see.sighs.

i'm SAD!! after so long.tear machine's starting to get over flow.than it'll soon run like a spoilt tap! yeah.and credits to 'A FRIEND'
i never knew you understand the word friend in this manner.

i'm not blind.
neither do i have a brain block!
everything's obviously obvious

hah!!
haven't touched the keyboard in like 9823103235941416 years la!!
finally!!! but this is bad la.exams are near.
okay.so many things happen.
clique outing on 31 august!! fun fun!! walk walk eat eat.went cine emax watch movie!! rumour has it.i don't understand it la.so not exciting please.than walk walk.home.
yeah.nothing more exciting than this la.all not interesting de.
school has start and exam's coming in 3 weeks!!
damn!! right.i'm bored even online.hahs!
bye people!!
kaining,talleah,amanda:
UPDATED!!! :D

joyce is called jenny, and only i can call her that!
hahah.i shall change it soon.she doesn't reply when i call her that la!
right!paper was ok.slept la.was feeling rather sleepy yeah.than was mt.had ting xie! than maths.miss sim not here!! :D free period.some apnn teacher came in la.than yeah.everyone was just going against her.any new teacher/relief teacher that comes will have to go through that la.just get used to it than it'll be fine.like the bio teacher! judy was sad la.i tried making her laugh at textbook pictures again but she couldn't!sighss.
JUDYTAN AH!!CHEER UP MAN!! :D i still need you to laugh at textbooks pictures with me okay!!
recess.yeah.angielina rachel and xinyi wasn't here.than yeah.ohoh! amanda and me are the tofus!! :D me carmen ferrrrrr mellllll and jenny are the strawberries!! fnn.blah.test!than yeah.did work lor.talk talk laugh laugh.rachel ng likes mr ngS because they're all ngS!! laoshi and mr ng! hahahahahah.oh man! tionged with fellow strawberries!! went macs with mel to get drink.ferrrrr carmen and joyce went to get ice cream.we walked there today!! and yeah.carmen siew was being super lame la!
me:carmen siew! go walk in the middle of the road now!i don't wanna walk with you!
carmen:tsk.
me:ahahahah.if you kena knock down than you'll become strawberry juice! just nice! i thirsty eh!
lame right! and her voice was HIGH!! but yeah.very fun la.laughed till stomache eh.wells.carmen what.me and amanda wants to get the pencil case! i'm influencing her not to go mep tomorrow so we can go out and get it and leave for steamboat after that! but she's considering! >:( right! i'm hungry la! so yeah.mt tomorrow and byebye exams!! yeah.and it would also be the last day of exam homeroom system.means no more 'picnic' with gwen.and no more playing with jannah.and no more laughing at stupid text pictures with judytan!and no more alot of things la!! oh ya!i msged someone on wednesday night la.asking who is that person.that replied replied it was TIA!!omg.and we're like laughing like siao la.omg.haiya.i'm lazy to blog already la.byebye!!

you're just like the lightening.
come and go.so fast that i don't even have enough time to look at you clearly.sighs.i'll just resign to fate la!!

POA was easy la.
but i doubt i'll pass with good grades la.it'll only be a JUST-PASS!than was geog.did nothing la.was talking and playing in the end must stand up :/ english.mr ng ah.tsktsk.no comments la.than supposedly POA.but become bio.than no teacher came la.one indian teacher came.we're suppose to study geog/history.can in pairs but not in group.so yeah.usual lor.i turned back to look for judy.she was writing letter than i disturbed her.bleah.than she finished! i did not bring my geog book up so end up looking at chem text.hahahah.we're laughing at pictures AGAIN! damn funny.it seems to be a daily routine for this week eh.ahahahahhah.funny la.and yeah.i gave her a new name. recess than pc.reflection.played. bio agan.no teacher leh.only one security guard.she stood outside our class for like the whole 45 minutes.omg.POWER! played with jannah debra and rachel ng during that 45 minutes la.because judy ws no where to be found. than POA.yeah.i wrote judy's new name on her a/c paper la.hee. than dismissed!

BM macs with jiaping.saw my old old friend.yeah.
than tiong to meet fer and carmen.went more than words buy pencil!
i was deciding whether how many packets to buy because one contain 6.if i buy 2 than will have 12.but if i only buy one and gave to those usual close close one than, some others will say i don't like them or whatever la.so i've got no choice ): yeah.i'll have three remaining after giving to clique so i shall give one to teozhixian! :D yeah.i may consider not giving some la.it's like.sighs.nvm!after buy pencil home!! bathed.studied abit and slept. dinnered and tadah!! (: i shall go for geog now.byebye!!

it's a fact that you will and have never treated me as your friend before.
i wonder which catergory(?) i belong to in your list.sigh.

more than just a friend

right!!
maths paper was so so.at least i can remember something.so the extra lessons that miss sim gave was actually HELPFUL!! :D
i'm glad i went!! than one period of chem.stonedms phee gave us the time to study! so bored.than maths.ms sim wanted to teach but we beg her not to.and she didn't!! well.i didn't study la.i was laughing all the way with miss judytan.hahahahah.damn funny la.we're actually laughing at the textbook pictures la!! omg.damn it funny.laughed till stomache la!! than pe :/ 2.4 again.i passed with the help of DAYANG!! omg.i swear i love dayang alot alot la.she helped me by 2 rounds!! recess.ss paper.flunk! a/c.lucky got mrs wong.she went through general journal with us again!! than mt.bleah.i 'fought' with kaining again.i think elaine yeo's super lame! than BM with ferrrrrrrrrrrrr.yeah.jannah left first.than we went ntuc walk walk.damn lame!! home!i bathed.ate than sleep!! and tadah!! right! i shall go study a/c soon.steamboat this friday with chermaine and maybe some not confirmed people.yeah.

i don't wish to hurt your feelings or anything but yeah.
you're just sticking around them because you pratically have no one to go with in your class? and what's with the face that i owe you something.i don't alright. and you know i was just trying to not show that i not happy face by saying hi to you but you just show me that face.oh wells.you've changed.ALOT.you know.i used to think you're the only one i can trust in the clique but now, i doubt so.you've changed totally to another person.

i can no longer regconise you.

i don't wish to talk to you.sighs ):

morning's the same la.bleah.
english paper first.i'm just gonna fail it la.i wrote nonsense la!! i can only think like after 8.30.i only started writing sentences which make sense after 8.30 la.but there was absolutely not enough time for me to write another compo la. than free period.jjudy tan is an idiot!
me:*keeps on talking*
judy:eh.you very noisy leh!
me:fine.*turns and talk to others*
judy:geraldlyn! i very bored!
me:but you said i was noisy.
judy:fine la.

wth can.one moment say i noisy.another moment ask me talk.siao.
than maths.go through paper.ss.same old thing.she let us off late AGAIN. recess only ate nuggets la. than yeah.chem/bio.i can do the calsulations but i'm so gonna flunk it!! i think i just wrote nonsense too la.when exam starts, our class like nothing like that.whole class still can laugh together. than double chinese. letter.crap with kaining! yeah.than dismissed!! harbour with jellyfishes!! it's 3 more days to the jellyfish day and also to silly and crazy day!! and tomorrow's ME &TWIN DAY!! :D right.ate at yoshi.than walk aound.went more than words.jellyfish now have one common thing.we all have the winnie the pooh file!! :D all the same. yeah.than home.tomorrow's ss and maths.well.can just say byebye to me next week la.i'm just gonna fail everything!! mel will put me in the coffin and fer will invite everyone to come.haahahh. joyce wasn't allowed to talk today. everything she said we have to laugh.so she didn't dare say anything.yeah.i actually STUDIED a bit.hahahahh.i actually studied!! oh my.even i can't believe la.i shall come home tomorrow straight after school to study for a/c and geog.yupp.
you only come to me when you wanna borrow things la.if not, i'm nothing to you.4 years.it's not even strong enough to compare to a less than a month friendship.damn! why do i have friends like you.sighs.just my luck la. sighs. i just can't bring myself to get angry with anyone la!! well. i shall this time.
oh ya!
i got 6/20 for my maths test la!! after so long finally no 0!! even tanya has a number instead of a 0!!hahhahah.

i'm dying to let you know how i feel but than i asked myself this: are you dying to hear what i wanna say to you? do you actually want these words coming out from me? there are still many 1001 and one questions i have.but with only two, one n fact,it's enough to stop me from telling you everything.

you left me standing all alone.

my font seems super big la.
i wanna go out.
ok.super random.like who in the right mind doesn't wanna go out?
RIGHT! i'm like so suppose to study for english and chem/bio tomorrow like what other people are doing but no! i can't set my mind to study :/ thats very bad!! i'm gonna fail badly this time round!! BADLY!!
maybe there's no studying for english but there's still combined science!! or maybe POA needs me to study them too!! or rather the worst subject of all.M-A-T-H-S!! horror man!! it's worst than asking me to read THE SINGPORE GHOST STORIES or watching any ghost flims la.maths is killing me.slowly.i'm rather worried for chem/bio too.1001 reasons to study. one and only reason not to study-the com. dies!! i need to look at my books at this very moment and get every details that needs to get in, into my this small brain now!! URGENTLY!!! i have this urge to go candy empire now! hee :D great.another distraction!!
i was at the hospital yesterday while everyone was enjoying the fireworks!! never mind.lalala.RANDOM-NESS!!

you brought back my hopes just as i were to give up!

today pass quite fast i suppose.
ss in the morning.ok la.than english.than maths.i still don't understand a single thing la.than pe.did nothing la.quite fast.recess.ok.
i think we're or rather i'm not as close to you all anymore.
than POA.i got 14/25 only la.judy got higher than me la!! she got 18 la!! than chem! fuck man! i didn't learn about the other calculations la.wtfffff. and it was actually was my fault.how am i suppose to know hat you all did last lessons?! not fair!! damn it! went for the stupid lead training.siannnnnnnnn.
stayed back for ss.blah blah.went lunch than home.
i wanna go for fireworks tomorrow!!! >:(

i don't like my maths seating arrangement!
there's nothing wrong with the people i'm seating with but the people thats around me!!
OMG.esp the person beside ____ and the person on my left!! omg.and it's confirm not melissa.
but the person beside her and her friends.disgusting.it's a misfortune having to be in the same class as you la.i tried being friendly to you but nah.i shall not do that ever again.even if i have to work in the same group as you! bleah.GET THIS INTO THAT small BRAIN OF YOUR'S!!

i don't wanna continue lying anymore.
i miss you and i care for you too.
i really do.

i hurt my thumb :/
i can't really bend it now.and worst thing is.my right thumb.how am i gonna write?
sighs.
last night i was having an awake nightmare man! :/
very very scary please.oh my tian.it sends shiver down my spine la.sighs.bestie knows it.how scary.it left me feeling scared for over 30 minutes please.bleah.and she didn't even bother to explain herself la! wth!! and now, i'm kinda scared to go school yeah.yucks! first half of tomorrow's gonna be boring la.there's SS, english, MATHS:/ than PE ):
recess's gonna be no good either la.lalala.after that will be nice.there's POA and CHEM!! although there'll be a test but nvm!! :D than assembly.can sleep.hopefully.than yeah.last day of the week.i wonder if my mum would allow me to pon la.sighs.but nvm.i'd rather go school. lalala.i wanna know my results for a/c test. i'm bored la.bye people.

i don't wanna lie by saying that i don't miss you.neither do i wanna say that i don't care for you.because, inside, i really care and i do miss you.ALOT

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.

i don't like seeing people being sad la.
unless i know the reason.ok.but still.i don't like to see people sad :/
seeing people sad is so bleah.i don't like!

angielina never come la!!
i'm not at all surprise la.I WANNA GO FOR NDP!!
ok.i shall not talk about it.if i know i shoudn't have gone school today la!
i don't know why but you seem to be taking all my friends away from me. it's not the first time already.i cannot stand it la.and you, i never knew that you'll change so fast fast!! she seem to be a better friend than me.wells.i can't force you.sooner of later you'll just be one of them and i'll start to dislike you like____ yeah.i just don't like her la.so stop it.i know it's selfish but yeah.either you be her friend or my friend cause i really really don't like her la.i know i can't stop you from making friends but yeah.anyone but her.i cannot accept it.so yeah.i don't think you even take me as your friend la.FORGET IT.

i can't bear to take you as someone invisible.

went hardcourt early today.
angielina wasn't feeling well ):
than yeah.liling just wanna stand behind me la.she says it's not fair because i've been standing at the back everytime.so she just wanna stand beside me and let me hear everything she says to judy.hhaha.than she went to ask mrs wong.
liling:eh mrs wong.if no cca how?
mrs wong:cannot don't have la.
liling:if leh?
mrs wong:than you just wear ij blue and join any club/cca lor.
me:mrs wong!you say one ah!! if they ask me why i there i say you teach me one hor!
mrs wong:*laughs*

how can like that!?tsktsk.
english in the morning always pass very fast!! :D
maths.bleah.test AGAIN.
ss.wtf la!!she cannot teach and still dare blame us for holding her back when she just stop just to look at people and give weird faces.omg.call yourself a teacher man!! f*ck you la!!
recess.was late late late for recess.went to find dayang tia shumei and all.than went up for skipping :/ we just slacked la.than yeah.drank justea with empty stomach which cause stomache in the end.for the rest of the day la.geog.chinese.than stayed for maths.than like that lor.and tadah!!
ok.i'm feeling bored now and there's no one online for me to talk to!! ):
i shall go help amandatan update her blog!! :D

i have to go on lying

you only say what you wanna say and never care about her feelings. and you think it's all her fault because you never believed what she've said. you take it as a lie and believed the other party instead.LOOK! who's the 'innocent' one.i can't say that both is guilty neither can i say both is innocent.wells.you'll even take it as a story of her's even though it's the truth.you just don't believe her.
[this is no offence to anyone.i'm just saying out what i feel, because i don't keep a writen diary neither do i wish to speak this out so yeah.if you personally feel offended than, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!]


AMANDA TAN MANQI!! :D CHEER UP OKAY!
you're suppose to continue on HAPPILY without you-know-who.
and prove her WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!
I LOVE YOU YEAH! :D

i was too lazy to come online/blog yesterday.

SS is never nice la.rachel came back to seat with me and mss vino didn't say anything!! thats good. but judytan still seems lonely seating with them.hahahh.if it was me i'll be lonely too.different topic mah!!
than ENGLISH. judytan lied!! ): she said she'll do her work!! than was maths.ok.miss sim claims that i'm one of them who take test paper than put head on table without even looking at it.i was like doing it while my head on the table can.fucker la!! and she wants to call my mum! wtffff!!
than pe.did the 5 stations thing.hee.than recess run! 5 rounds.

POA.test.easy somehow.than after that left for that forum thing.ice breaker was first.
mr chandran:group 9 and 10 go to GEOK YING and KATHLYN.
jannah:go to who?
me:geok ying and kathly la.you deaf ah?
jannah:no la! i heard geok ying as _eok ying.
me:wth!! it's sucha insult!
ice breaker was boring.only geokying/kathlyn and liling's group was ok.other's was :/ me and jannah almost fall asleep la! than break.2 was the start of that talk!! sian sian sian!! i rather go for chem and assembly!! fer was falling asleep.i had sweets to keep me awake.and after my sweet finish, i got a major headache!! oh man! i almost wanted to DIE!!
than talk talk talk.break! :D went out walk walk.fer almost hit the door on someone!!hahahaahh.than yeah.someone something happen.fer made someone trip la!! )': sadness please!! damn her!! i was telling jannah we forgot to bring the raw spaghetti(?) than continue.i don't know why but i AM anti-social la.VERY in fact.i was like oh so quiet during the discussion la.maybe it's because of some thinking? don't know la.somehow quiet during the discussion. i can't really work wth strangers la.even though after ice breaker.i don't like!!! than after that, me and fer did cloze passage!! fun la!! jannah don't know the answers.DUH! than fer filled it up.and none of us wanted to keep that paper so sissors paper stone lor. I WON!! so she kept the paper! i bet she threw it away la!! >:( ok.i don't feel like blogging anymore.

what's the 'fucking truth' that you want from her man?!
fucking idiot!