I'm going to the dental tomorrow and I'm chao scared.
My weakest point is GOING TO THE DENTIST! I hate it!
I swear I can just cry even before they start doing anything.
Yupp, that scared. Shit, screw it. Why must they call me up for dental check?
Hah, you can call me usless for all I care cause I am really very scared of going to the dental.

Oh yes, some people just have to show off to me about having a magazine filled with 棒棒堂 and 阿本 stuff.
Like whatever for? Do they even get a prize for that?
& she just had to tell me that she gotten the last magazine than come saying sorry and stuff.
What's the whole point? I just don't get what are these people thinking about.

Major <3

O.M.G :DDDDDD

I just HAVE to put this 2 pictures up.

( Like how some people have to tell me about the magazine, hahah )

When this post is up, the 3 pictures I post the other days would be gone.

& I want these pictures up so damn badly.
Tell me he is just so damn perfect and heart melting! (:
Esp the first picture :DDDD

Although I already got my 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD, I still wanna cry so badly.
I should've gotten my 18jbj instead!!
Cause back at home, slow enough, I found out which slot to put my DVD into to play the disc. Fuck!
Oh, how much I wanted to cry.
I'm gonna use my savings to get it first, than earn it back, I don't care!
To think mummy even considered getting that for me instead!!!!!!! >:'(

Perfections,

阿本! <3
潘裕文! :D
萧敬腾! (:

All according from best to not so best but still good (:

I need to get a job soon.

I don't wish to waste my holiday away again, like last year's.

I need to get some cash for shopping.

Angie and I just made a deal to go shopping once her O's over.

& I'm so looking forward to shopping with Mel on the 8 and my BIRTHDAY! ( 23 November! )

I hope a job by than. So maybe I'll have some cash?

I'm also looking forward to shopping with Fer.

I hope she still has time for me.

Omg, once 2008 comes, I won't be able to see Mel, Fer, Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore.

Although I'm not that close to Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore, they are still the one I wish to see.

I'm gonna be so VERY sad.

棒棒堂's on 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 now.

But I'm kinda lazy to go watch.

It's better using Facebook and stuff.

Afterall, I'm watching 模范棒棒堂 EVERYDAY!!

& people can still come and show off to me that she's going to Taiwan, wth.

Yay, mummy's not at home (:
TGIF!
But that spells boredom.
School wasn't as bored cause Roll bought her lappy there!!!
Although there was no wireless but there's was SIMS.

GWC after for Subway :DD
Chill out at McCafe after. Wrong choice.

So bored now, God! I gotta look for more new songs.
黑糖玛奇朵 part 2 is out!
Yay, mummy says she's gonna get it when part 2's out!!! :DDDD
and I'm gonna get 18 禁不禁 next month!!!!!!!!!
Omg, what else can I ask for?
If I get this 2 set of shows, I'd rather stay home the whole holiday cause I'll have a total of 3 shows to finish! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Later when mummy's back, I'm gonna ask her about the htmqd!!!

I can't decide to use this or the other old blogskin.Shit!
Yay, school tomorrow :DD

I've got sun-burn ):
I wanna get dark, not burnt. Tsk.

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I've decided to use this instead.

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OHMYGOD!
I saw 18 禁不禁 DVD yesterday!!!
47 bucks! ):
But it's a die must get!!!!!!!!!! Die must watch!!!!
阿本!!! <3
Any kind soul, please get it for me.
23 November's coming real soon. -hints
I've finished 黑糖玛奇朵 on youtube already, long ago.
Mummy's gonna get me the VCD! :DDDDDD
Although there's only part 1 and only 7 disc.
Part 2, please come out fast.
So I can get the OST on my own, yayness!!!!!! :DDDDD
I heard 换换爱's a good show.
Shows to get
- 公主小妹
- 18 禁不禁
- 黑糖玛奇朵
All die must get!!!!!
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I just typed out alot but I deleted it.
Shan't post it.
Blogger is being such a bitch.
I can't do any changes.
Sucks!

I finally bought a watch.
I think I'll regret it soon.

I do not hate white.
In case some people just go crazy and sayI copy her, like white.
I do not hate white and I actually like it alot, more than you do.

'Mummy's Girl'
Hah, yes.
Someone called me that.
But so what?
At least my mummy cares for me and everything unlike yous.
My mummy wants me to meet her after school unlike your's.
At the very least, my mother still wants to meet me.
& my mummy supports everything I do, unlike yours.
She only criticise people and things with you lor. That's the most.
& my mummy did think twice about letting me go to work unlike your's who ASKED you to go to work.
Hahah, if your motive by calling me mummy's girl was to make me angry or anything, I'm sorry but you did not succeed. Be jealous.
Envy me, at least my mother still remembers that I'm her daughter.
You mum may remember you too, not as much as mine.
I can show off that my mother cares unlike you.
You can't cause your mother don't even call to ask if she wants to meet you or not.
She only meet you or bring you to shopping, when she's having a good mood.
Anyway, just envy me, be jealous of me because I've a mother who cares.
Totally unlike yours.
( this is meant for a particular somebody and anybody that agrees with her. )
Anyway, I think those who are called 'Mummy's/Daddy's Girl are God-damn lucky.
They've got someone who cares for them.

YAY!
I stayed up all night! :DD

I simply couldn't sleep.
& between 1+ till now, I've play 21 sudoku online, completed 2 solitaire (:
School in a few more hours time!!! :DDDDDD
I'll update again when I'm back from school.

I NEED A JOB, BADLY.

I want a job at a bookshop or something la okayyyy.
My last choice would be MacDonald's ( Please don't sue me )
I need $$ to go shopping.
I hope to get a job before the holidays starts.

Yay, I'll be playing badminton with Debra tomorrow in 8hrs and 15 minutes time.
It's still so long.
I don't plan to sleep so early.
The earliest time I slept in the past is 3++ am.
Lastest, 6am. Hahahah.
I shall try, 4am!
Than maybe, there'll be like 1001 posts on this blog between now till 4am, hahah.

I've totally lost interest in Fcebook, for now.
Why must we have this one week break?

I'm going to play badminton tomorrow with Debra, yay! (:
& I seriously have to look for a job very soon!!!! URGENT!
Once I get a job and if I manage to work for long, & once I get my pay, I'm going SHOPPING!

Some people are very good at finding excuses, VERY GOOD.
& they expect people to believe.
But amazingly, some people do believe.
Oh wells, it's not my concern anyway. So I shall stop it!

I miss you,

You'll never be able to guess how much I miss school.
I'm so bored at home!
Going to school to rot is much better than rotting at home.
At least you're out of home and you've got more people to talk too.
I miss seeing everybody!
我的老天爷, it's SO BORED at home.

I still can't find a nice white watch!
ODM, Nike, Adidas, Puma!?!?!?!?!?!
Actually, the new Adidas white one is not bad though.
100+ bucks. & besides, Carmen has it already, y'know.
I want ALOT ALOT of watches.
There are too many things I wanna get an mummy suggest that I go to work, SOON! >:(
Anyway, she's going to get me the 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD anytime this week. Yay!
So, that means I can use my own $$ to get the soundtrack!! :D

Yesss, the O levels people also don't have to go to school anymore.
So, I guess last last week was my last time seeing them in school?

I'M SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED NOW!

N's are over! (:
No school till 16th!
I don't know what to do from now to the 16th!
I can't possibly got back to school for nothing, people would think that I'm mad!
I manage to balance my balance sheet today, with only one try, YAY!

Mummy is crazy to the max today.
For nothing, she went mad like some I don't know what shit! /:

Bugis after with Debra and Roll.
Happy Birthday, Roll!
Alright la.
I got a watch for the time being.
Still looking for nice white watch.

Got back results for prelims today.
My 3 best subjects add up to 11 points, damn it.
Position, 10/32!
JudyTan's position, TOP! :D
I think I'll retain, omg.

Normal lessons starts next week, yay! No boredom (:
I need to get a job soon or holidays would be the same as stay home all day long.
I want to work at some ice-cream place or any bookshop.
Shall go job hunting soon.

I'm so bored now and facebook isn't entertaining me any further.
I'm so sick of it.
Keep sending the gifts and stuff, I'm tired.
I feel like getting some sleep & I shall do that soon, when my nails are dry.

Yesterday's post was hell /:
But yeah, I'm gonna change.
I'm so bored now and I'm not ready for POA. Yucks.
I totally regretted taking POA, I swear.
Slacked the whole day away.
Study day tomorrow.
One last paper and I'm done!
& I feel buying a new calculator when I've already got 2.

I feel like drinking coke now, damn it.
Monday's Roll's birthday.
SHOULD BE going out la.

I hate the life when we always want to go out and have to hide from you because you're hell irritating and you criticize EVERYTHING you see and EVERYTHING people do and you would want to follow and everyone would end up having black faces. You don't know how many people don't like you. 10 people's fingers are not enough to count. Gross.

Caution, wordy post. Very.

I've deleted my previous post and came to blog again mainly because,
1) I'm damn bored now
2) I'm playing Minesweeper with MelanieWong online now and I totally just lost interest
3) I've the day and more things to blog about
4) I'm wayy too bored while waiting for her to make a move
5) I'm lossing the game = Lost interest
6) She thinks that it is boring too
7) We both agreed to close the game and continue being bored

I think my reasons alone is enough to make a post.

The day had been alright.
Morning before paper was funny. Good.
Some God-damn disgusting wish of a hell disgusting person came true, YUCKS. Hahah.
I have this eww feeling in me now.
& it feels as though it is staying in me for good.
Okay, abit of it is gone but I feel it coming back /:

Anyway, back to topic.
Oh, before I forget.
Zhenyi was being so thick skinned (Although she doesn't admit it)
She went to put on my wallpaper this 'Zhenyi is the best!!!'

I've been hearing alot of funny things lately, hahah.
Today, I almost laughed to myself during paper because I suddenly remembered something that Jiaping told me on the way to school. Oh my. Lucky, I didn't.
Jiaping has been coming out with alot of jokes on XiaoN and her 一颗心, hahah.
Damn mean.

I want to stop being a mean person.
I mean, I'm wayy too evil la.
I laugh at almost everyone.
It's so detestable and I know it. (I'm someone who cares alot about what other thinks)
I'm so damn sure I wasn't like this last time.
Well, not to this extent although I still do laugh at people.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PESON.
Everyone, maybe most change for the better.
I'm among the minority(?) that change for the worst.
I don't blame anyone for the change.
I've been talking so much and crticising so much about people and not myself, God.
This has to stop.

If I'm ever promoted to sec5, I'm never gonna mix with her ever again. I promise.
She can hate me, talk about me to others, laugh at me, laugh at me like how she laughed at XiaoN, do whatever to me, I DON'T CARE.
& even if no one wants to talk to me or be my friend because I've hanged out with her before or whatever,
I DON'T CARE TOO.
Even if I have to be a loner because some people is so scared of her or no one is willing to have me as a friend because of this detestable past, I DON'T CARE!!!!
I just wanna do well.
Having her as a friend, is not doing me anything good.
It has changed me to another person, someone worst.
It's affecting my studies as well.
Not like I do very well in the past but it's worst now. Way too worst.
Example my combine science, from a C5/6 to a E8/D7?
C5/6 is bad enough.
& moreover, she's a DAMN selfish friend.
She got notes for Maths from another friend, but she didn't even bothered to ask if we wanted it.
& she always says whatever she wants without thinking about other people's feeling.
She always says whatever she likes, and she doesn't care about what other people thinks.
Sorry, I'm not like that. I care ALOT about what people think of me.
She can copy people and not admitting to it but she can say people copy her.
She wants everything that people wants. Than if someone else gets it before her, she'll say that person copy her, and curse that person like mad. For God's sake!!!!!!! Who in the right mind wants to copy her.
There are more to this.
& because of all this acts, it has influenced me to be who I am now, damn it.
But I shan't blame anyone.
In the first place, I've got a choice whether to be influenced or not.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
This is gonna be difficult, I know.
So from now onwards, everytime she talks about someone, I'm not gonna join in or laugh with her, unless it's something very very funny and I'm not the only person who thinks that it's funny. Otherwise, I'm shutting up.
So, if you see me not with her, don't ask me what happened between us.
NOTHING, I just wanna change.
I don't like who I am now.
Or if you see me not laughing or whatever, I'm not sad!
I just don't wanna be such a evil person anymore.

There's alot of people I want to say sorry too but I simply don't have the courage to.
Alot of people now hate me because of her.
Even people whom I'm not close to can ask Rachel why I change to become like this.
There's once, I was on the bus.
I was suppose to have lunch with her and Jiaping but because I merely talked to Tricia a few words, she got off the bus and totally walked off as though she don't know me.
So, I'm not suppose to talk to someone she don't like?
Everytime I'm walking with her, she see someone she doesn't like, she'll say bad things about the person damn loudly. It's gonna get me into trouble one day.
I don't like this. It's so irritating.
I want back the old sec3 life when I wasn't close to her, at all.
I really hate this kinda life.

People whom I ever laughed at, talked bad about, please forgive me.
I don't really mean what I said.
I just wanted some fun, ended up at your expense.
I'm sorry.
I mainly did all this because I was under the influence of her.
I promise this will never happen again.

I swear I'm going to be a better person next year.
I wouldn't be who I am now anymore, I promise.
Please, give me the time to change.
Give me another chance.

Hi I'm so bored.
I should be digging deep into the FnN textbook, like how everyone is now.
But no, I shall do it later.
& I've got tomorrow to do it too.

Maths today was rather screwed.

I can't wait to see this year's yearbook.
It's gonna be hell funny, I swear.

I did promised to be good and stop talking about people here but I can't tolerate this pathetic sole anymore.
First, she asked me to send her a song A that she wants but I didn't have it.
So, being nice, I offered her another song B which is nice too.
But she insisted on wanting songA.
I kept offering her songB because I felt so guilty that I couldn't send her songA.
But she keeps insisting that songB isn't nice and she wanted songA.
Than later in class, I was listening to songB so I let her hear and maybe she would change her mind and want songB instead. But instead, she said this 'Lucky I said I don't want this song. NOT NICE.'
Fine, since she said not nice, I shan't force her to accept it.
But few days/weeks later, she come telling me she wants songB and wants me to send it to her.
Given my character, obviously I didn't send it to her.
So, everytime we study together or whatever, she would just take my phone without asking my permission.
Tell me how rude that it. Even my bestie/twin don't do that okay.
So, I tried sending songB to her but she didn't have memory in her phone. So, too bad.
& few days ago, she just took my phone again as usual and wanted me to send to her but I didn't.
So, she proudly said this ' Don't send than don't send la. I go download by myself la!'
Fine, I didn't send.
Than awhile later, she asked again, I refuesd and she said the same thing again, in a even more proud way.
Forget it than.
Today, she let me hear the song and she said this 'You don't wanna send to me, the only thing I can do is to d/l it.' But btw, the one she let me hear is recorded.
Now, she's online, pestering me to send it to her when she can easily d/l it by herself.
Tell me how pathetic that is.
One moment so proud, the other moment begging the person to send it to her.

I'm not being so selfish or whatever okay.
During the prelims period, she was copying SS notes from the MLG I couldn't open the page cause I thought maybe I typed the address wrongly so I asked her to send it to me
I kept asking her, she just selfish-ly gave me direct NO! & mind you, the next day was SS prelims.
So just now, I told her 'You didn't want to send me the MLG link, why must I send it to you?'
Her reply, 'I didn't even copy the notes. I can't open the page!'
Which am I suppose to believe?
She really couldn't open the page or she couldn't find an excuse for that selfish act?
& she likes to LIE alot I swear!
Maybe more than the amt of food she eats? My oh my!
Like really lies alot okay.
Maybe out of 10 things she says, only 1 is true?

I think Facebook is rather fun.
& I'm talking to Roll on the phone too!

I'm only left with Maths Paper2, F&N, POA and I'm done with N's!
8 October, I'm waiting for you to arrive.

Yay, I'm like quite happy now, because of something (:
& I shan't tell anyone about it.

Paper's at 2pm tomorrow!
CAN YOU IMAGINE!?
I go to school, when the rest are being dismissed.
But actually, I'm going at 11 plus?
Crazy right?
I'm so tired, I wanna go sleep now. Goodnight.

I found someone who makes my heart beat 5 times faster, <3

I've got to report to school only at 9 tomorrow.
Somehow, I miss PE although I always do nothing.
Maybe it's how I always laugh at people.

& I found out, I actually don't hate Maths.
For the teacher, maybe not that much,
But I don't know why I dread Maths lessons, ALOT.

I'm so tired.
I shall go sleep and wake up early tomorrow to study!
Good Night!

I want a RED MOTORAZR, the one with 3.5G!!!!
I shall go and check out the price after N's.

There was a short circuit just now, twice.
& my phone almost died on me!

N's are so /:
I'm only half way through geog and it's on Monday.
I'll retain for sure!

RED!

N's are just at my door step! /:

Patron's Day today but hah, I gave it a missed.

Met Fer and went to library for awhile to study that abit!
I have to study for my geog.
I haven't been listening in class during geog.

My hair isn't growing.
I don't feel that it is growing. Hair, please grow as much as possoble during the holidays.

I'm so bored!
Yes, I know. Go study right?
I'm dreaming to own a MacBook!

I'm in need of a nice, red ear piece.
I wanna go shopping tomorrow
There's so many things I wanna get.
& it feels so yuck when I don't get it.


I deleted what I initially typed cause it sounded so damn childish.
Please, bring me to Malaysia.
I wanna get so many sets of Taiwanese drama!!! (:
Singapore don't have those shows, at all.

Ewwwwww~!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so bored!

N's are coming!!! /:
I have less han 2 weeks!!
Omg.

Everyone's mugging like mad while I'm here!
But I just cannot concentrate!
God damn it!

I feel like eating some very buttery and flaky stuff, sinful.
Ribena with apple is damn good! :DD

I haven't taken my dinner yet!
I went lunch with my mother in a quarrel way, and went home with her, in a quarrel way too.

People, please send me some very nice to hear songs.
I will love you so damn much!

The ulcer at the corner of my tongue is hurting like mad each time I eat chilli or salty things ):
Now, I'm craving for tom yum soup!
Although my neighbour makes oh-so-nice tom yum soup, I still hate her.
Anyway, why doesn't STC sell tomyum soup?
I wouldn't have to go all the way to Tiong than.

I've been such a nice person the last few weeks/days?
I haven't been talking bad about people, here.
I shall continue being nice.

I need to go write letter to someone, urgently before things gets out of hand!!!!
Byeeeee

Subway, 2 days in a row!
:D

I hate exams!

Nothing much to talk about la.
Night study on yesterday!
:DDDD
I'll only load 3!
The rest, http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2087414374





10 days to N's!

YO! :D

Everyone should watch 黑糖玛奇朵!
Unless you kept shutting me up when I was telling you about BBT or you showed no interest when I was telling you and getting so high but you left me all alone to get 自 high! ):
Anyway, it's damn funny okay!

N's are in 12 days time! /:
I haven't got anything into my tiny brain yet.
Maybe a bit of maths formula?

I find that, I only can tell things to Fer.
Like maybe because most of the things are like, I don't know.
& there's this thing that me and zhenyi knows and it's so gross!!!

I'm gonna let my hair grow!
I shan't cut the lenght anymore!
& I gotta lose weight, SERIOUSLY!
I'm gonna continue to walk back from school, drink water ONLY, no dinner!

Why am I not a millionaire's daughter?

What's with all the changes to LJ?
Seriously, maybe it's because I'm not familiarwith it?

I'm so tired.
It's 0033 now but I refuse to sleep.
Sleeping is such a waste of time.

I can't wait for N's to be over!
The mugging and pressure and everything.
I just can't get things into my oh-so-tiny brain.
I need to stop hating teachers.
Because of hating them, I get this thinking that I don't understand whattever the teacher taught when I'm doing the paper. Or I'll think that the teacher didn't teach abt it. Oh my, this can't go on.

Things I gotta do before N's,
- get Miss Sim to teach me speed/time graph and the accumalative(?) frequency thing.
- stop watching TV!!!!! ( IMPORTANT! )

So many things to do, so little time!
I need to study!!!!
I'm gonna start serious mugging on Monday!!
Nothing is gonna tempt me, not even if you're getting me a white PSP or a MacBook.
I'd rather get promoted than having a white PSP in either 4NA or in ITE.

Oh, I saw the latest nano. It's so U-G-L-Y!
I can't wait till 8 October! (:

I'm gonna try staying up till 3am!
That was the time I usually sleep during weekends.

I know this is random but, I hate pink, seriously.
Get me anything in pink, I'll throw it back to you. Even if it's a PSP. So ewww!!
But I so seriouly love red! :DDDD

I want a MacBook, in 2 years time, please!

I'm having problems in the class lately.
Some people is SO IRRITATING, elamparithi

I need to get a new ear piece, very soon.

There's no excitement in my life that I can blog about.

Ni xi huan mai pao de hai shi da xue sheng? ( Inside joke )

School hasn't been good at all.
I'm so irritated and frustrated at alot of things.
There's this certain people in class are just so irritating!
They just love to stare, in our direction.

N's are like in 2 weeks time?
O-M-G!!

I don't have the mood to do anything now.

There's dreadful FnN tomorrow ):
4 periods.

萧敬腾

His so F cute!
Although he doesn't really look good here.
Mel says his 'okay lar'
Whatever la, she doesn't appreciate things the way I do!
Actually, very little pleople does.

School was good.
There were many 'free periods'
2 periods of chinese and 2 periods of english were spent laughing and gossiping.
PE was a free period too.

There's mock for chem tomorrow, yucks.

Complaining was damn good today.
At least I get to shout ALOT.

&&& I drew this damn cute picture today but they ruin it! >:(
I shall scan it in one day.

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW! D:

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** I'M NOT RACIST AGAINST THAI PEOPLE. But,
I HATE MY THAI NEIGHBOUR!!!!!!!
I've never hated someone so much in my life before!
I don't know why but my mother treats her damn good, fucking good.
My mother totally treats her the best okay!
&&& whatever that people has, she wants it too.
But, she doesn't know how to use it cause she can't fucking understand english and she'll come asking my mother and when my mother doesn't understand( my mother's not a electronic person but she so understands english ), she'll ask me and I'm obliged to help.

& everytime this thai bitch has some event, she'll ask my mother along and my mother would go and even though I don't want going, I'll have to go because my mother has this thing that she'll go giddy anytime.
& when I complain to my mother, she'll say this 'if you don't like people, next time got any event or what, don't follow'
Hello!? Who fucking hell wants to follow!?
If my mother doesn't have that giddy thing, I won't even think of going alrights!!!!
My mother can even help her speak up okay!
I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH!

& she has such rude and dirty children!!!
They won't listen to anyone older than them and they would fly into a rage when they don't get things they want even though their at MY HOUSE, MY ROOM.
& everytime they go out, they go home and would bathe, only the next morning and they would wear exactly that set of clothes to sleep, till next day when they finally decides to bathe!

I don't understand why my mother likes to go out with her so much okay!
Everywhere she goes, she'll ask her to come along.
Places like Escape, Wild Wild Wet and some park or whatever!!!!
OoMmGg!!!!!!!
It's a total disgrace to go out with her!
She's only 30 and she's damn 'suaku'
My mother who is like 40+ is more IN than her okay.
At the very least, my mother knows things like DONUTS!
Well, she knows abt donuts too, those at the bakery.

Oh yes, she uses hi-tech things like Olmypus camera ( just bought ) and a N series Nokia phone but, I bet she barely knows about the functions and all okay!
I'm so fucking annoyed by her cause my mother just gave me this fucking attitude because I commented on that thai neighbour.
& she even said I was JEALOUS OF HER!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, JOKE OF THE YEAR.
Geraldlyn Tan is actually so fucking jealous of her stupid thai neighbour just becasue she just bought a Olympus camera and Geraldlyn doesn't have a new one. ( Omg, how funny and true! )

Why do I have to be jealous?
Please, although I do not have a new Olympus camera with 8 megapixels and a 2.5 inch screen, at least I'm 'materials-rich'
I'm so not being proud but hello, at the very least, I've got 1 Adidas bag.
& my sister has a Adidas bag too.
But what are the thai's children using?
Power rangers! Hahah!
Yes, I admit I want the Sony cybershot camera or the Olympus underwater one VERY MUCH but I don't have it. But at least, things like bags and wallets that I want, I have it.
Yes yes yes. When Gameboy advance things was very IN and I wanted it so much, I didn't have it whereas they got it but so what? The thing now is PSP alright?
Example, their eldest child, primary 5.
Using some cartoon bag and that Nike spray spray bottle.
I was using that bottle when I was only primary 4.
& when I was primary 5, I've already got a phone. ( Not prepaid )
So, what right does my mother have to say that I'm being jealous of her when I always get the things I want?

I wanted my K810i, I got it.
I wanted an iPod, I got it too.
I wanted to sign up for broadband, I got it too.
I wanted SCV, I got it too.
I wanted crimpler, I got it.
I wanted that Adidas bag, I got it.
Things below 100 bucks, I always get it if I want it.
& I'm SO GRATEFUL for that, seriously.

Hahahahah, yes yes yes.
Although they get their passports stamped at least once a year but so what?
It's still the same destination.
& they always got to the same destination for the same reason.
& the reason ain't for leisure okay.
If that's the case, I'd rather my passport gets stamped only once every 5 years?

Why why why do I have to be jealous of them la.
Mother, please use your brain to think.
You don't have brain for nothing alright?

I'm not done complaining yet but, people's eye may hurt.
I shall continue tomorrow.
& I'm so going to complain to alot of people tomorrow.
Rahh!!!!

Hi everyone.

I went PS today and there was this HSM thingy.
My sister wanted to watch so we stayed, to watch.
& we stood beside the stupid speaker and the musicwas damn loud.
After we left, I had difficulty listening for 5 minutes.
&&& I saw LuoZhiXiang! Hurrs :DDDDDD
Omg! (:

& MissyDonuts isn't nice, at all.
Please don't sue me but, that's what I think.

We went for Pizza Hut and that cheese fondue thingy isn't nice at all too.
Please again, don't sue me.

I've consumed ALOT of sinful things today ):
I broke my promise of drinking-plain-water-only.
& drank more than 2 litres of fizzy drinks?
Omg, no more sweet things for 2 weeks and no unhealthy food for 1 week!
& I've got to have back the habit of drinking plain water only.

I need to get a new earpiece.
I wanna get a RED one.

My aim of getting my white PSP isn't getting nearer for me cause so far, I've saved only $80!
I really hope someone gets it for me for my Birthday!
I won't mind even if it's 10 people sharing it!
Or maybe, it can be for both Christmas and Birthday!
I so won't mind.
& as for the game, I want some car racing one!
I hate fighting games.
I shall use my NewYear AngPao $$ next year if no one gets it for me this year.

School's starting on Monday.
There goes my 5-days-turned-2-days holiday.
I've got to wait till November for my real holiday.

I'm so tired but I don't wanna sleep so early.

So I went for badminton and now my arms are hurting like ABCDEGF.

We're late again.

This girl,

and this, are my badminton friends. She refuse to let me take a good one.
Hi Debra (:

I wanted to post more but nah, my show's starting!

Goodbye for now.

Woke up at 9+ and went to play badminton with Jiaping and Debra.
Fer came half way.
& tomorrow, we're going for another 3 hours session.
I'll blog if I manage to survive it.


My intention to sleep till noon failed.Yucks.


So, Mel Wong has something against my current obsession.
& she wants me to put up a picture and says that she's my all time favourite.
But anyway, I ani't gonna do that cause I do not have a picture of her or any picture taken with her.


I'm in need of knowledge.
Like, I seriously need motivation to study.


I'm at this page since I don't know when.


Right now, I'm having thoughts of removing this dumb blog.
& I think many people deleted theirs.


Sometimes, I really wonder what kinda friends do I actually have?
They're so super contradicting.
They say this and do that.
But I really do thank God for giving me such unique friends. ( I'm not being sarcarstic )
Well, I shan't talk about people.
I wanna be a good person.

Tomorrow's Friday and holidays are coming to an end.
At least, my exams end early and I get back results, later.
Which means I'll have the whole November to play.
& not to forget, BIRTHDAY!
Okay, right now, I should concentrate studies.

Mummy just doesn't understand that I study better, outside.
She only allows me to the library which I totally hate.
I can't make noise.
But I'll just go.


I need to rest but I can't bear to leave this stupid keyboard.
I love typing.
On phone and keyboard.
How random.


I need one more person for tomorrow's badminton.
I received a msg from Fer like 15 minutes ago?
She can't make it tomorrow.
I need people!


I like writing too.
But I really don't know what to write about.


I'm such a random person.
& it doesn't feel good.
I feel retarded, in fact.

I shall go to the library tomorrow to study.
I getting sick of my Strawberry Shortcake pencil case.
But I still love Strawberry Shortcake. (:


Tomorrow:
! Wake up at 9+ for badminton at 10
! Walk to badminton place
! Play till 1
! Go home, bathe
! Go to library to study, with someone
! Reach home by 5 or 6

I like to go for study sessions.
But no one wants to go with me.
I like mid night study sessions.
Or at least, study till night.

Nvm, I shall go sleep now.

What does 'clique' means?
Someone please define it for me.

Current obsession! <3

I have only 2 days of holidays while others have 5.
My holiday officially starts today.
& I'm SO tired.
I was doing paper one and falling asleep at the same time.
Paper 2 was so fucked up! Yucks.
And how great, I was having a damn bad headache at that time.
I'm so going to retain.

I need one day of fun.
& I mean shopping and going out but not staring at the computer!

Lucky I'm not a December baby or I'll not have a good birthday.
I'm considering if I should pierce my ear?
Okay, I think I will.

Oh, there's an annoymous on my Haloscan.
& I can't figure out who she is!
* IF YOU LEAVE A MSG, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR NAME TOO.

I'm going to sleep till noon tomorrow and no one can disturb me!
I haven't got a good sleep since Sunday.
I've been so worry about N's.

To y'know who. ( if you really don't know who, ask me, don't guess )
I'm very irritated with you.
Yes, although we are the HAA but that doesn't mean you can happy happy come, happy happy go.
You're such a loser, a dog.
I can't stand you!
Alot of people advice me not to continue being your friend, given your character.
But than! Forget it.

Edit/1723
You stupid annoymous.
How am I suppose to know who you are?
I sent songs to so many people okay.
You think I'd record it down?
L-A-M-E!
I think I know who annoymous is already, MELANIE WONG!

Hello all.
I see no point in keeping onetwo-three.blogspot cause I bet I'm the only one that knows the content.
No one reads my blog.

Anyway, I chopped off my hair yesterday and it's U-G-L-Y!!
Yucks!!!!!!
Chinese N's today.
& guess what.
I think this is the happiest day of the week.
I'm seating at the back for examss! (:
Sucha dream come true.
I've been seating infront for exams, everytime.
I'm finally at the back.

I'm so tired and holiday ain't holiday to me at all.

SS tomorrow and I'm studying like mad cause I can't remember a single shit!
I really hope merger and separation comes out for SEQ.
& Singapore population thing comes out for SBQ.

I gotta STUDY for N's or I'll just get ready to retain or worst, quit studies.
I DON'T WANT!!!!

I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow! /:
There's listening compre till 8.30 than our next paper is at 2!!
That's like 5.5 hours!
My oh my!
I could spend the time,
- studying SS OR
- going shopping OR
- having breakfast than slack OR
- stoning and do nothing OR
- to go home and take a nap OR
- laughing my ass away ( the topic is obvious )

Anyway, I've been a really good person and I haven't been laughing at y'know who.
& I suddenly feel like typing alot but I don't know what to type about.
Oh yes, if you ever see this, SEND ME SOME SONGSSSS!!!!
I lost ALL my songs!
200 over and I only manage to get back 50++ songs.

Goodbye.

My com has been down for like quite long?
Anyway, I had to quick-restore everything!
Yes, although it says 'restore' but I lost EVERYTHING. Yes, everything.
All my songs, pictures and stuff, gone!
& now I only have 54 songs on iTunes! D:
Plus, most of them are news songs that I d/l today.
All the old ones, I lost them.

Damn it!
N's are on coming Monday!
Chinesee!!
& I got a B3 for chinese prelims!
With a disgusting and gross grade of 68.
Highest! But, SmallFriend got 68 too.
So, we topped Chinese.
If only I can get this disgusting grade for N's.
It's turn into a rather pleasent grade.
But for English, I got a very grossed out grade.
51++
If I get this for N's, I can jolly well go and die, rather than continue with studies.

There's problem with MSN.
Everytime I signed to MSN, my com get hanged in last than 10 minutes!

Someone is being so irritating in 4P!
Oh my!!!!!!!!
We had this 'laughing fight' thing on Tuesday during English.
This person, was being like damn it irritating I sumpa!
Like, we weren't even laughing at her?
& she happily thought we were laughing at her so she and her ELPRT friend laughed back at us!
&&&& that got me so damn irritated cause that ELPRT friend was really funny.
So we laughed back even more.
I swear she's the irritating-est I've ever met!
& this exact same girl, told us (me, SF and Roll) to 'get a life'
She was saying that when she doesn't even know what exactly happened!
She didn't even knew who was in the right and who was at fault.
I'm saying this because apparently, she sided the one at fault.
Yes, you can say things abt me. Just don't let me know.
& she went to say this, stupidly to another girl who came to tell us.
See, bring trouble for herself only.
Yah, so, we're called the -Lifeless- and -HAA-
I shan't say anymore, least she sue me till I die!

Exams are so stressful.

I feel stress. ( Hurrs )
I've only done half a trading profit and loss.
I'm so done for POA. ( & mummy expects A1 )
I don't wanna retain/go ITE okayyy!!!
Like who wants.

Have to study like mad!
If I fail my prelims, BADLY, I'm a gonner.
I mean if it's 49, 48 fail, it isn't that bad.
My oh my!

I got alot of things to talk about. Or rather, people.
Oh yes, I had a rather weird and funny dream last night! :D
I shall go off now!!!!!

Prelims starts this Monday :S
& instead of studying like what all other people are doing,
I'm here, updating!!
My! I'm gonna study later on!

The brain-splitting Accounts, memorise till dead SS, remember formula till mad Maths, head-breaking Science, read till dead also cannot remember Geog, study like mad also no use FnN.
I've not even started on anything yetttt!!!!!
I'm so dead.
I'm all prepared to retain/go ITE. ( I don't wantt!!! )
I gotta go get my parents prepared too.

Movies on Friday after school.
Piercing after N's. ( Only if I ever find the dare to, I sound so useless )
My, I've got to wait so long.
I intended to pierce during September but I was told that I wouldn't be able to concentrate on studies if it's too pain.
So, wait lor.

& from the bottom of my heart, I'm seriously not against ANYONE.
I'm NEUTRAL (:

PRELIMSSS!!! /:


I went Ikea just now!
The frog that I want is on discount now! (:
So, I think I'll most probably go there again on Monday.
Shall see.
But first, I need to get in contact with Rollllll.
I don't know where has she rolled to la.

Prelims are starting on Monday, officially.
Everyone's either at NDP or mugging into the books.
I guess I'm the only one here, still looking into the computer.
I think I can predict myself retaining or going to ITE.
So, I guess I'd better go make friends with the 3NAs now.
In case I've got no friends next year.


I can hear the fireworks!
& I've been stuck at this page for God knows how long.

Oh yes, I've bought my CD already.
I can start saving for my PSP unless someone nice decided to gets it for my birthday or maybe, Christmas?

I've got to start listening more and talking less.
In both lessons and towards things that are happening.
People can't be trusted, no one.
It's just so stupid, godd!

I shall go think of ways to talk to the person who might understand me.
First thing to stop doing, stop laughing at/about her!

Celebration was crap.
So many people wasn't there.
I shouldn't have gone too.

The mother isn't at home.
She left me home alone, with a witch! /:
I'm gonna call her and maybe I can meet her?

Tskk, the world is so annoying and filled with weirdos.
Many many paranoid people as well.
I'm not trying to mean that I'm the perfectly fine one but yah.
I belong to the paranoid ones too.
But apparently, there's worst ones.
Sigh.

I'm learning to forgive and forget.
Like, if the person done something and still doesn't wanna change no matter what things you've done to and said about her, the best solution is to forgive and forget cause the person ain't gonna change AT ALL.
It's sucha waste some people don't go to Mediacorp to act.
Maybe, Mediacorp should like, come to STC and let EVERYONE go for a trail, individually in a room. I'm quite confident that she'll get chosen.
Nvm, forgive and forget.

Edit/1819
Oh, I forgot to mention.
There was accounts test on Monday.
I managed to balance everything and it was all good.
Goods things don't last.
True enough, talk to roll at night and she ask me this
'Did you do the theory question? I don't know how to do leh.'
My oh my.
I totally left the thoery question BLANK.
Not even written down the question number! /:
But anyway, I think even if I did. I won't be able to get the marks for the theory cause,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ACCOUNTS THEORY!!
With this, I'm gonna start memorising accounts theory!
I'm determined to get back my A for accounts.
& prove it to that 'A*' student!

Anyway, I'm currently feeling very bored.
I'm gonna be random.
I'll be walking home from school everyday, if not from Tiong.
Only drink water everytime I go out or at least, mineral water. Crap.
I'm leaving in 5 minutes.
Meantime, I'm still bored!
I hate school.
Life's sucha bore.
I wanna do something wild.
Anyway, I'm leaving!!!!
Byeeeee! :DDDDD
L-A-M-E!
Gosh!

I think many people are not going school tomorrow.
I already know of one who's not going, tsk.

Many many things happened this week la, forget it.
I shall not talk about it since I'm told not too.
But if I hear anything related to it from the same people or stuff, I can't be sure that I won't say anything about it cause I'm currently not very happy with things that happened and how it was 'solved'

Anyway, the above thing is only minor issue la.
The BIG issue iss!!!!
There's this fucking problem within the 6 of us!
But there are only 2 main people involved, get it?
It's like, A thinks that B has got something against her and B really hates her alot and B likes to pick on her.
Alright, it's true that B doesn't like A but not to the extent of HATE.
And, there are times where B is telling me rather private things and A would get all paranoid and stuff and come telling me that B is talking bad about her to me. And A keeps assuming that B hates her and doesn't like her and wants her our of our 'clique'. Godddd, help!

& I don't know la okay.
There are so many problems lately, people are like not understanding each other and insist things their way and all this kinda unreasonable requests okay. & they do things their way, without caring about other people's feeling and they say things as they want and like and not care about how other people feel at all!!!!!!! AHh, I doubt you'll understand.
Maybe, only the person who is being said about would understand but she refuses to talk to me because of someone!!!!
Damn it, no one's gonna understand how I feel.
& the bad thing is, I don'tknow how to express this kinda things face to face to someone who might think the same way as I do you know.
& there's this trend going on la.
Friend A goes telling friend B something and B promises not to tell. Than B goes on telling C, telling C not to tell. Than C, being so straight forward and not toleresnt, goes to confront A straight away without realising she'll get B into trouble. Cause, when you pass a msg, the msg kinda always end up getting wrong. Gosh, why am I even typing all this shit out!

I shall go get on good terms with the person who would understand me.
But first, I gotta start talking to her.
But, everytime I want to talk to her, someone just gets in and spoil my plan!Forget it.

Don't try to assume who A,B or C is cause you're wrong wrong wrong!

Right now, my cybershot is infront of me! :D
I'm not gonna leave it!!!!

School has been good and problematic, contradicting hurr.
Problems here, problems there.
First, there's this phone thing.
Her friend's keep staring at us.
I hate stares!

Secondly, people hating each other here and there and not trusting each other here and there.
But still can continue hanging out with each other as though they love each other so much!
Gosh! What's the world coming to!?

Thirdly, people are breaking up here and there.
But since these people choose to tell me, it means they trust me so, I'm not gonna say out who broke up and whatsoever. Anyway people, I hope things goes well for you all! :D

Some people, oh my.
Getting more and more vulgar as the days goes by.
Tsk tsk.
Yesterday, the councillor called us idiots and today, she called us bitches!
Hey, look who's the bitch here.
If your friend hadn't done that, why must you go around calling people names?
I heard that if you reply someone, it means that guilty of it.
Omg, I'm replying the councillor here so I'm admitting that I'm a bitch?
COUNCILLOR, yeah right!

I MISS my phone SOOO much!
Fuck the person who stole it okay! /:
She made me miss it SO MUCH! >:(
But anyway, I already have it back so, forget it.
I've said tis many many times, I only want my phone back!
& now I've got it back,
I got to thank God for letting me be able to get it back.

& that councillor want to pray to Lord for helping her friend ( to steal )
and also want Lord to let the wrong ones learn their lessons.
Hurr, councillor, who is the one that have learnt their lessons?
I have learn to keep my phone properly, not to let anyone anyhow see my bag and also learn not to judge a person by looks.
But, I'm not very sure if your friend have learn anything?
Cause from what I see, she hasn't learn ANYTHING!
She still feels that she hasn't done anything wrong and that my phone deserves to be stolen by her.
& she still doesn't feel guilty and still can go around trying to play the role of a victim, saying that we accused her of stealing, my God.

Okay anyway, I'm really happy and thankful now.
I really wanna thank God sincerely for letting me be able to find back my phone and also to learn the true colours of some people.

Cybershot's back to me, I'm happy! :D
If you intend to ask me what happen or anything, I'll jolly well tell you.
& it's up to you to believe me or not.
People WITH a brain, would choose to believe me I guess.
Her story is just too....
Stupid, I'd say.
People with no brain, just like her close friend, would choose to believe her. & I have nothing against that simply because they've got no brains and I pity them y'know.
I do have a heart, that feels.
I don't care how is she/are they feeling.
I just know, I got back my phone, I'm happy.
I've said before, I only want back my phone.
But brainless people thinks that I'm setting myself up against their friend so, let it be lor.
Let them hate me.

Small and Roll were over at my place!
Only laughing la.
Nothing else lor.
I didn't blog about chinese orals.
Omg, terror!
I got pinched like amd before that okay.
& the blue-black's still there.
Like maid kena abused like that /:

I <3 Thursdays!
Cause there's no maths!
& therefore I don't get to see the Teacher!! :DD

Anyway, I should go now.
Byebye! <3

I'm a happy kiddo!!! :DDD
I'm happier than usual cause.....
CYBERSHOT'S COMING BACK TO ME!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
But I'm kinda sad at the same time la.
I shan't go into ANY details about it!
I will NOT & NEVER go into details.
Only close friends will know it.
Don't try to find out ANYTHING from them.
Disappointment /:

PE was as bad as Math was!!!!
I hate the teacher who took 4P for PE today!
& I hate the Math Teacher!!!
Omg, I even went to write out what I wanted to blog about cause I was 101% sure I'd forget about what I wanted to blog about.
So, here it is. Read if you want.

Hi Teacher(1)! Omg, you're not pretty, AT ALL!
You're so God-Damn ugly!
& what do you mean by
'You might as well not come to school if you don't stay focus in my lesson'
Teacher, just to let you know, I don't go to schools for YOUR lesson!
I go to school for other subjects and for my friends.
I mean, your teaching really bores me, your voice puts me to sleep and your looks made me so no mood.
To think you could actually ask us to jolly well get out of your class if we want. & if we really do get out, you'll send us to the office!?
Teacher, I think you seriously should go for a plastic sugery.
Maybe, for teacher's day, I'll get you some vouchers for plastic sugeries?
But, I'll most probably spent my money on something else.
I doubt plastic surgery would help in your case.
But, don't be sad cause you're not the only ugly one!

Anyway, PE was plain shit!
Hello Teahcer(2) you're not even our PE teacher.
What the fuck were you trying to do?
What rights do you have to make us run fucking 3 rounds?!
Yess, she made us, poor 4P run 3 rounds while her dearest 4MM runs only 2 rounds!!!!!!!!
& she calls us STUPID!!!
& she says like our mothers are oh-so-fucking-free all day long.
She expects our mothers to turn up for the sex talk.
Hello, you teachers are busy, so are oue mothers okay.
So you think house-wives are like tai-tais?
They're so DIFFERENT!!!!
House-wives are in fact, much more busier.
They work like 24/7!?
& you expect them to turn up for the talk when they are really not free?!
Than are you gonna like hire a maid for the mothers to use for a day, to do all the house works while our mothers attend the talk?!
Omg, sense-less!!!

:D :D :D :D :D :D :D :D

I know I said I'm going to on the computer mainly for music and going online, not blogging.
But! I can't resist it!
Anyway, I've been a good girl and I've already done my homework.

& I've finished my Maths homework and I'm gonna prove to the Teacher that I did my work and NOT THE WRONG ONE.
& at least doing the wrong one is better than not doing at all.
But, the Teacher says, doing the wrong one, is as good as not doing any and I might as well not do any!
But at least I did right!?
& she'll still have to go through the one I did right?
Forget it, I'm going to do more Mathematics later to prove to the Teacher.

The rest of the day wasn't good except POA.
I finally know how to do the Journal Entries, correctly!
& I actually know how to do the changes!
Maybe, all along I knew how to do.
It's just that I want or not.
& while doing, we were making so much noise till MrPoon said we are not even doing our work. Please!
We WERE doing our work.
Just that we talked a little too much.
& so what even if I was talking?
At least I did my work and it is correct!

& I think Teachers have something against us/ ME!
For Maths, the Teacher said that if I do the wrong work, it's as good as not doing and I might as well not do it.
But I remembered clearly the Teacher said to do Paper 2 from 2001 - 2003. So I started with 2001. People who think normally would usually start from 2001, followed by 2002 and lastly, 2003. But, God knows why she decided to start with 2003 first!!! >:(
That's why she said those things to me!

& during POA, we just got a little too high and started talking our lives away. & 'Dearest' MrPoon just had to say this 'I think the 4 of you at the back are not doing your work' Hey, we were just talking and doing our work right? & plus I got it right, besides for that little calculation error!
& while I was correcting my error, other classmates were making much more noise than us and he didn't even said anything to them but instead, continued letting them make the noise! So I don't have the right to distract/disturb them while they're doing their work but they have the right to distract/disturb me while I'm just correcting my tiny little error?!

See what I mean!? The teachers either have something against us or Me!
What have I done wrong besides talking a little too much?
But at least I did my work correctly right!?
Better than those who talk and do their work wrongly or those who talk and don't even do their work!
Dear Teachers, please leave me alone and not have anything against me!
I only have a year left.

& by the way, SmallFriend got her wallet back, lucky shit!
How I wish my cybershot can come back to me too!
She's done what her Mummy asked her to do and she's got it back!
So I'm gonna do what she did and pray hard that I'll get back my cybershot!

I got my VCD already!
In another week's time, I'll be able to get my CD.
Then, I'm officially going to start saving for my white PSP.
& within 4 months, I'll be getting my PSP!
Unless, the VCD for 18 禁不禁 comes out!
Cannot be missed, must buy! :D
Anyway, person who took my cybershot, please do not eye on my PSP okay, you've already gotten my cybershot! )':

& wow, I sure do have 'cute' classmates!
She thinks that I was angry with her because she broke my friend's <3!
Hahahaha, funniest thing I've heard of the year okay! Okay, initially, I was. But not for long. & all this while, she thinks that I'm angry with her. Yes, I do get angry occasionally but not for long, maybe not even a day? & besides, anything that has got to do with me, I hardly get angry.
Let alone this matter, which doesn't even have anything to do with me!
Hahahahah. So classmate [y'know who], I'm not angry with you.

I'm not being thick skin but I'm a very happy child! :D
365 days a year, accumulate all the times that I get angry, it's less than 30 days? & accumulate the days I get sad, less than 20?
Yes, I'm that happy.

I'm going to stop using the computer from Monday to Thursday.
& I'm gonna do this all the way till N's are over.
Maybe I will, but mainly for the music and to go online only.
Okay, I'm going out! :D

Instead of studying, I went to create a new Neopets account.
I've got too many pets in the old account.
& I just sent one of the old account one to holiday -.-
Now, I'm gonna play games to get those points back!

I forgot to mention,
Mrs Kong came into our class to gave us a talk.
Omg, so tired and boring okay!

I'm determined to stay home the whole day.
Play games and study!

Happy Birthday Judy Tan, Sucker! :DD
Suckerrr, I doubt you'll be reading this anyway.
I remembered your birthday and you'll get your present soon.
So, don't forget mine!
Anyway, enjoy your day! :D

SmallFriend's back in school!
Nothing much la.
But it was rather good laughing.

& last Sunday, I went ECP to fish! -.-
The air-con was spoiled so my hair was SO messy!!

On the way there.


I don't know why Sister smile like that. She's only good at making funny faces!
The only 2 fishes that we caught, waste time.

I think there's some misunderstanding between me and some people.

I reckon that she thinks I've got something against her, when I so don't.

Probably because of some stupid stuff that happened between her and Rachel and she thinks that I am siding Rachel and therefore, have something against her. Okay, I admit I was rather angry when I heard what Rachel said but than, Rachel's my friend and it's only right that I feel a little angry for that awhile right?

Or maybe, it's during PE on Wednesday.

Our group was opposing her group and I was being so rough as usual and ended up pushing her here and there. I mean, if you can't take all these pushing and stuff, you either don't go for PE or be in my group. I can't possibly be pushing people from the same group right?

Haiya, I don't know la.

& worst, I'm not even given the chance to explain.

Hello classmate of mine, I've got totally nothing against you.

& if you think I really have, come and talk to me.

& settle all the misunderstanding! (:

I have that not good feeling in me again.
It's not the same as yesterday and it's worst!

Anyway, school wasn't good.
I was so sad till I've got no mood to disturb people.
I mean, just very sad over some reasons that I feel very embarrassing if I were to say it out. No one will understand, forget it.
Nothing was good today.
Maybe except the last few minutes of SS and the last period.
I'm not going for tomorrow's preview anymore.
I'm going for the actual one!
I've got no mood.

Oh yes.
They say you get sued if you blog somethings about someone.
But hello, what's a blog for?
It's like a personal diary.
People wanna read, they read.
Don't wanna read, forget it.
Why must they read and when they know it's something about them, they kick up a big fuss and want to get the person sued? Lame or something?
& unless the full name is stated, how sure can they be that the person in the blog is referring to her? If it's some kinda not good actions, than by kicking up a big fuss and everything, aren't they like admitting that they've done that shameful thing? Haiya, stupid la
If you get sued when you blog, why not just close blogger down right?
Than people won't get to blog than others won't see it and the person won't get sued lor.

Okay, I don't know why but I'm just venting my anger.
Moodswings /:

RED is a very nice colour.

My aim for today was 1 chapter of Geog and 2 chapters of Bio.
But, I'm only half way through Geog! Wanna die already.
I'm gonna study this weekend.
Library anyone?
SmallFriend came school for less than an hour and went home.
FEVER ATTACK! /:

PE was darn hell GOOD! :D
Lessons are as usual, boring.
PC was ultimately boring and fucking gross!! >:(

Lunch with TWIN! :DD
Chocolates!!

FnN's tomorrow! /:
Yucks la, 4 periods.
But than again, I can disturb people! (:

I feel that emo is on the way cause now, I'm feeling so totally no mood.
I'm sad luh.
Maybe it's not sad but I don't know how to phrase it.
Okay, I can phrase it but I don't wanna say it out cause it's soo embarrassing! /: Jealousy.
Yucks, this feeling is so not good.
Everytime I think of certain things, I just have that not good feeling.
I try my very best to get closer to you.
But, I always end up doing the things that irritated the hell out of you ):
Sorry.

We were made to sing the National Anthem THIRCE!!!
Omg, insanity /:

PE wasn't very good today.
That teacher who took us, was plain crap.

Apart from all the shit, school has been GOOD! (:
Just that I haven't got to talk to Fer.
& I haven't passed the note to her yet.

I said that I need to stop msging like 3 weeks ago?
BUT I'M STILL MSGING! /:
Besides the whole week when my phone got stolen.
But I think, all the msges accumulated, was used within 3 days?

I think I might be going for the NPD preview this Saturday! :D
(I just replied a msg again)
I GOTTA STOP!!

I seriously feel that my privacy is INVADED!!
Leave my privacy alone.
I don't even have the right to talk?
Everytime I try to talk to ANYONE, you'll stare and stare in our direction.
What's your problem?
Today, during English, I was just trying to tell SmallFriend, nothing related to you or Jannah, you stared and stared. Omg, I'll dig out your eyes one fine day. I bet, alot of people will feel happy if I really did that! (:
Never mind, I'm just saying cause if I really do, you see if your mother comes after me with a CHOPPER! /: Hurrs.
Give my privacy back to me! >:(

I feel appreciated, thank you! :D

Yesterday's shopping was described as, I rather stay at home!

Stay home day, yucks.
I did abit of Math.
I'm doing Bio later.

I seriously can't wait for school! :DDD

I shan't talk about people today.

I've dig out all my books and pile them up nicely and they're all waiting for me to fill up the blanks in them.
But here I am, updating blog instead of caring for the books, omg.
I'm sure letting the books down, lame!

Mummy says we're going shopping but till now, we're still at home thanks to the SISTER, Cause she's having TUITION, and here I am, fingers on the keyboard, instead of holding the pen/pencil.
& I bet by the time her tuition ends which is like 1.30, it'll be pouring cats and mice! I told mummy that we'll have to reach home early today cause I've got a show to catch. & her reply was, you can go home first if you've got a show to catch!
But, it starts at 9/9.30 la. I think we won't be home that late.

I miss school although I've gotta wake up at time as early as 6!
But, I can't deny that school has been indeed very AWESOME for the whole week!
Besides the fact that there are certain irritants!
I predict that Monday's gonna VERY GOOD.
There's PE and 4 TORTURING periods of languages!
But, English's gonna be more torturing than Chinese.

I think it's time for a new bag.
N's are nearing which means bringing home more books.
Crumpler and adidas can't really fit many books.

& I guess, my cybershot won't be coming back to me anymore.
It's been more than a week! ):

I want to get a new pencil case.
But than, if I were to get the metal one, I'll make ALOT of noise.
I'm kinda sick of the zip type.
But! I still love my Starwberry Shortcake one! :DD

Shopping aim of the day,
Bag and Pencil case!

True enough, it has already started raining.
But not pouring yet though.
Honestly, I hate shopping on rainy days!

<3!

School was effing funny! :DD
Bio and English was like the funniest okay.
I'm just gonna like blog about it briefly.
Come to me if you wanna know the expression and all.

During Bio,
Me:melissa, water.
Rachel: fine la you don't want mine.[i was told that her water taste weird]
Melissa:*pass the water to me*
Me:*drink until very happy* [i was super thirsty, mind you]
Someone:Geraldlyn! kuai dian!!
Me:*look around casuse I didn't know who called me*
Rachel:*stare and stare at me!*
Me: WHAT?! [irritatingly] *than look around to find out who called me*
Rachel: *give me the stare that looks like I stole her sweetheart*
Jannah:*smile and smile*
Me: Oh, wait la. *looks at rachel, bleah*
Rachel:*WHAT THE!!!!*
Me: Nah *passes the water to Jannah*
Alot of eye contact!

Omg, she was effing jealous okay.
& Jannah could look at me like Rachel simply deserve this, mean la.
Her look totally looked like she was gonna kill me for being the third party which I so wasn't being one. & btw, everything happened very quickly you know. That's why I say if you want the better version, come find me! :DD

During English,
Debra:Rachel! I want to see the magazine, pass!
Rachel:*passes it to Jannah*
Jannah:*pass to Debra* I WANT GO WASH HAND ALREADY!!
Me:*laugh and laugh cause just nice Jannah was looking in my direction*
Jannah: DEBRA! I GO WASH HAND HOR!!

Omg, it's fuck hilarious!!
:DD

You know, I think you value Jannah more than us, your closest friends in class. I mean like, we're like your friends for like 1 year plus and almost everything we tell you. & now, just because you like her, you totally left us aside. & do you know that you're so fucking rude! Ever since you started liking her, everytime I talked to either anyone or Jannah, you'll just look and see what I'm trying to tell that person. Don't you have any manners at all? It's privacy, hello. & I remember while I was trying to tell Rebecca something after Chem on Wednesday, you just suddenly came up so close, right behind us. What are you trying to do?! Don't I have the right to like talk to people? If everything I say, you have to know, isn't it better I be mute?! It's all about manners and privacy la okay. Don't you know how rude it is?! Okay, you know I've been msging her and you so wants to know about the content. But think again, does that gives you the right to listen to my conversation with everyone? & even if the content is nothing much, why must I show it to you? I have every rights not to tell you, I really do. On Wednesday after I showed you one, you wanted to take my phone and see. It's the same again on Thursday. You even asked me to tell you about the content in a forceful way. Hello, do you know how rude it is? Even my mother does not like wants to take my phone away to see the msges okay. What right do you have? My mother doesn't go listen to conversations I have with friends over the phone too. & you, you try to like just go up close behind me everytime I talk to someone, just to know the content. Please, respect my privacy!
& everytime we ask you to help us with something or go somewhere, all you know is make noise make noise. When Banu they all ask you to, you do it without making any fucking noise! I wonder, are we even your friends. Take today for example. After English, we really have nothing to say to you. You started being all emo and stuff and show the 'oh, i never do anything but they don't wanna talk to me. I'm so sad' face. Hello, if this is the way you gain sympathy and pity, let me tell you. You're pathetic! Telling lies to gain sympathy and pity is pure pathetic. You've got to resort to this kind of ways to gain sympathy and pity. You may think it's nothing but to us, it really reflects alot about what kind of person you really are. & you even resort to ways like telling the wrong thing to make it seem like we're totally in the wrong to gain pity and sympathy. Pathetic la, plain pathetic! And, even you can tell me that it's against your religion to tell a lie or whatever. But, you're doing it! Forget it la, you know what exactly happened and what you've been telling is enough. There's no need for others to know the truth from me or anyone. You know, I know the truth alone, is enough. If you feel that it ain't against your conscience telling people all the fake stuff, fine with me. As long as me, smallfriend, elainetan and jiaping knows what's going on is enough. & rest assured, we won't go round telling tales like you do. Cause, you alone knowing the truth and those tales you've been telling is really enough. Sorry if your eyes hurt again, I really can't keep this to myself anymore.

Edit/1950
You know, nothing else can make me sad or angry now.
Except the above mention person.
I'm like as happy as can be!
But I'm not gonna share it cause it's like super lame!

Edit/2122
Omg, I think I am seriouly going mad.
One moment, I was feeling all angry and everything but now, I feel ultimately happy! :D
I can't stop smiling and laughing okay!
Omg, I am going mad!!!

Fer, I'm sorry okay.
I may tell you why I'm like so happy now tomorrow la.
But now, I'm not gonna tell you cause it's like embarassing to the maxx!!!
and you're gonna laugh at me for more than 10 years.
I promise I'll tell you soon. :DD

500th post.

Anyway, I'm sad + angry + happy.
Tell me what kind of feeling is that.

Roll wasn't in school today. ):
Not really used to it la.
FnN was sucha chore!
Esp when roll isn't around.

I had this conversation at the locker which I find it very interesting.
she:what is she doing here?!
me:how i know?!
she:WHAT THE FUCK!
I mean, how do I know what is she doing there right? Lamee!!!

People complained that my yesterday post was rather difficult to read.
If you want the easy version, copy and paste on words and make it as big as you like. Isn't that the easy version.

Oh my,
I never thought that you'll become like this. So we're like not your friends now la. I mean, do you even treat us as your friends? Or, did you even treat us as your friends before? Or are we, all along just your fair weather friends? I mean, Monday Tuesay you followed us but from wednesday onwards, you've been following debra. I'm both sad and angry la. sad is because why are you like this and angry with myself for treating you as one of the good friends in class all along. how stupid was i. so, from now on, even if you have stop liking her, you can also stop being our friends la. i'm so not gonna be sad. but it's like i i were to tell you all these face to face, you'll start crying your eyes out than people'll be like what happen what happen. than you start crying more and without even asking, it becomes MY fault again. crying is like your weapon la okay. once you cry, you fucking win everything and people with no fucking brain will start believing you without even knowing what happened just because you cried, you're thin and skinny and all the weak things are on you. i mean that's how realistic the world is. once you're close to this certain group of friends in the class, you were talking to them before you cry or became sad or angry or anything, the fault goes to your friends because you're like crying and all and you're so skinny and thin and and you look oh-so-innocent trying to gain pity, you win it! simple as that. just because you're weak, skinny and thin, you win everything. people's pity, trust and everything. i get all the blame from people and i will blame myself for not being skinnier and thinner and weaker than you. even if it's small friend, you'll still win it cause you're not small, you're skinny, thin and weak. i blame myself for being so healthy. that's all. too much, people's eye will pain. example, fer.hahahah