'No! Next what? You're gonna ask me if 7 can, 8 can? Simple instructions cannot follow, next time how are you gonna work for your boss?'

School was alright today until SS.
She was trying to be a 'i-know-everything-teacher-and-i'm-super-strict,don't-mess/joke-with me'
Like wtF, I was just asking a simple question.
Just tell me a no and I'll get it, beetch!
I wonder how did you become a teacher mans!
With that kinda attitude and the way you talk to students.
I think even if Mrs Chua is still in the school, she'll just say no instead of giving her students that kinda remarks! Although she does call people stupid but not to the extent of giving that kinda remarks okay!

But everything turned fine later.
Seoul Garden after school with Gwen and Roll.
Sihui was suppose to come after she went home to bathe but there was no news from her, hahah.
We sat there for damn long and everything was just so funny!
Left around 5+ and headed home.

Flag day tomorrow and I can predict everything's gonna be bad.
Good part, I'll get to spend my Saturday with all my lovely classmates!
Seriously, I don't hate anyone or don't like anyone to be exact.
When I say hate, it's probably due to some irritation.
I don't hate anyone from 5P!
Oh, I'm gonna be at Junction 8 tomorrow, sian!
So far mans!

To XW:
Heyyy, takecare mansss. I don't know if you'll read this but hahah, just in case you do. & I envy you cause you don't have to look after little devils tomorrow but instead, get to enjoy your Saturday although you're down with sore throat, flu, cough and fever. Still wayy luckier than us! Hahah, anyway, takecare and drink more water. Drink them like there's no tomorrow! Hahahah!
& I'm so scared leh, people wanna come settle things with me! /:
Anyway, TAKECARE!

I reallyyyy don't know why some people have phone and don't pick up/reply msges la!
It makes me so frustrated!!! Although I'm also like that SOMETIMES.
But I do reply and call them back after I see the missed calls and msges!!!
Now, I need to contact this soul but I can't seem to contact her!!!!!!!!!
F!

I seriously do screw things up when I plan something with someone who can't decide.
Unlike Fer, she helps to decide on things that I can't!
We're planning on either Sakae or Seoul Garden tomorrow.
I'm going with Fer cause I can't contact any souls AT ALL!
But if they decided to come along tomorrow, it should be alright!

I think I should go rest!
I've been staying up for God knows whatever reason, trying to study but failed everyday.
So, I should rest before I fall ill, hahahah.
Enough of rantings!

Hi everybody!
Today's good although we ended at 3.35!
Vivo after school for a short short while and it started to rain so I was stuck there.
I used the time to go and bank in $$ and top up my ez-link carddd.
By the time I walked up to the bus stop, the rain stopped.
I'm super tired so I went to take a super x10 short nap! :D
& I just woke up!

Gonna study POA later!
I seriously <3 school alot!

Oh, MrsWong came in to talk to us today!
She's a funny and nice person, hahah!

Roll's reaction was damn classic during POA!

I want a new blog url.
Anyway, I'm gonna stay up to study cause if I study now, I would forget everything the next morning.
Okay, my finger's gone numb due to alot of typing.
I'm gonna start studying now!
Wish me luck!

'I think everyone in 棒棒堂 looks like pig, only people who looks like pig would like a group that looks like pig'

That statement was made mid last year but I only decided to say it now cause I can't stand it anymore. I can roll my eyes 10 times to that fucking statement I swear. WTF la!
I hope you die a terrible death.

I'm very troubled over that stupid statement.
She doesn't like people saying about her idols but she can say about other people's one.
What kind of logic is that?
I remembered JiaPing saying about how that CSS guy sang and dance and she went so hell angry and she hated how roll talked about her idol.
So I like people saying about 棒棒堂 and 羅志祥??
Like I love her talking about how ugly they are?
FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!


Oh, you love prince charming so much but do you think prince charming would even notice a single wee bit of you? Hahahah.

I can't be bothered to continue!

Anyway, I think Nat Ho sucks!
He can't fking act for nuts and he ain't that good looking.

Joke of the year: Jay 'CHAO'
Ask me more about it.

Damn, I totally just saw something which made me wanna laugh like mad I swear.
Hello, it's Jay CHOU, not CHAO alrights. Hah!

CA starts on MONDAY! /:
Okay so it means no seating with group people for one whole week cause we gotta seat according to register number, SUCKS!
Life's gonna get so boring cause of this.
Besides Fer & __, I love my group people the most!

Enough said. I'm going to mug for my CA now.
Goodbye fun, hello books!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S EVERYONE! <3

Valentine's outing with Fer after school! :D
OMG x3!
Met MelWong after that!!
I'm lazy to go into details but school has been good these days.

My ah drip's here and I'm having terrible cramps! ):
To make things worst, I totally forgot about it and went ahead to drink 3 cups of iced tea /:
It's hurting like mad and poor me, I still gotta do FnN!

Bye people!

I'm running out of patience.

I stole this from Mel's!

I really wanna thank God for Fer! :D
Afterall, she's been the one who's been putting up with all my stupid nonsense and rubish!
I also wanna thank God for all the friends that I'm given.
They totally tolerate with all my nonsense and forget about them the next moment.
They listen to all my grumbles, stupid comments, noise and always help the ever lazy and clumsy me with all my books and bags and nonsense.
Oh man!

Anyway, today is REN RI so, HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVERYONE! :D
Tomorrow's gonna be a long long day.
But on the brighter side, it's VALENTINE'S and I'm meeting Fer immediately after school, YAY!
I don't have a gf/bf but I've got a BESTIE for a date! HAHAH!

Gwen wasn't in school and I brought oranges for her, tsk!
So our table was left with 3, me, Khaliesah and Jannah.
But CME, PC and POA was funny. Hahahah.

I finished baking awhile ago and I'm very tired!
Wanted to get things simple by getting lollipops but! It's so ex!
Cookies are better! But I've got not enough for everyone ):
I only have got enough for those on my list.
Guess I've still got to get the lollippops to make up to some people.
I shall see who gives me tomorrow and I didn't give them than I shall make up to them.
I know I'm damn cheapskate but hey! It's better than those who only take and don't give AT ALL!

Enough of rantings and stuff.
I'm going to sleep, goodnight everyone!

I think all my friends would be so happy if I've got sore throat one day.
Okay, I lead a damn x2000000009 boring life.

I just talked to Mel about my material wants.
She's such a great help! (:
I think she can be my shopping adviser or something near to that, hah!
I'm clear about what I want now!

I feel so excited about tomorrow.
It's not like I'm gonna meet Fer for the first time but yeah.

Tomorrow's first day of school, of the week.
Sian! x10
Actually, I'm kinda sad actually cause it won't be like any other school days.
It's gonna get weird and all /:

There's somehow a need for me to complain but I shan't do it here cause I'll be meeting FER tomorrow! Hahah!
I wonder if there's anyone else out there who can tolerate me like how Fer does. Oh my!
Anyways, I can't stand using that metal pencil case. I realise I've got too many things to put.
So I'm gonna use that old 37 degree one for the time being cause I haven't bought a new one yet ):

You treat everyone else around you as idiots, materialistic bitch

I'm determine to get an iPod CLASSIC now.
Actually I won't mind a nano in the past but now I mind.
Clever people would know why. HAHA!
I've checked and I'm sure it's $428!
Hahahah.
PSP, I would think twice.
But now, I'm super determined I'll save for a classic.
Actually, I'm very fickle minded.
I'm, very sure in the times to come, I'll change back to a PSP than to classic than to PSP again and it goes on. Hahah!
I need help.

Classic: PSP:
- music - games
- videos - music
- movies - videos
- photos - movies
- photos

How? x3
Classic would look much better but than, PSP's much more worth it.
& I can't wait to get both!
But even if I were to save and work for it, I'll sure have enough for one of it first.
But which should I get first?!
Okay okay, I'm going on and on and I know I won't stop.

So moving on the other things.
I'm meeting Fer on monday!
Hah, it seems that I meet her every week. Haha! I like! :P
Omg, I'm F tired!
I want Jay Chou's concert DVD leh!!
Sigh, I shall go off. I'm super tired!

Materialistic Bitch!

HiHi!
Tomorrow's CNY eve!
How fast!
Okay, I lead a damn boring life so I've got nothing to blog about.
Or rather, I do not wanna blog about them.
The matters make me feel so damn shit that I just anyhow lose my temper and be angry for the whole damn day.
So, I'm not gonna let those trivial matters make me angry and irritated anymore cause I've got no time for that. I've gotta concentrate on O's!
Besides, being angry and irritated makes you look uglier.
I have more than enough reasons to not be angry about those things (:

On the happier side, I'm going for some last minute shopping tomorrow!

I'm still saving for a PSP!
Since last year July/August!
Hahahah, by right, I could've gotten it last year December or this year Jan!
But, I think I went to squander all the $$ on food and useless stuff!
Damn, I'm such a huge, big fat pig!
But anway, I spent like quite a portion of my pay on my crumpler so I think it's kinda well spent!
Although I didn't manage to get my PSP! Which is damn sad!

Oh yes, I'm going to school tomorrow.
Tell me I'm such a nice and good girl, hahah.
Okay, I think it's enough of rantings and what not.
Bye and Happy CNY!!
<3

Why don't you wanna reply my messages?

Let me tell you'r something!
I'm going to meet Fer tomorrow!! (:
This week's gonna be good cause there's only 2 and 1/2 days of school, YAY!
Although I've got 2 tests coming up /:
One of which, ALGEBRA and I suck at it.
I predict a FAIL for it. Very bad fail. So I need urgent HELP!
Besides that, everything's gonna be good. Hahah.
& after CNY, I'm gonna get my long awaited camera! :DD
I'm so excited! (:
Hahahah.

&&& I just remembered taht we're gonna be re-grouped tomorrow!
SADNESS LA!
I'm getting used to everybody on my table and now there's gonna be a re-group.
I bet I'm gonna be grouped with some people whom I'm not used too and I don't want that to happen ):
Yucks, this sucks.

HAHA. School's super fun today (:
I learned threading!
& I went to thread out all of Gwen's leg hair, HAHA!
It's damn clean now lor.
Now, I can do it for myself too.
But it's damn painful. & my thumb hurts too ):

I just finished my F&N coursework and it sucks I swear!

<3

OMG!
I saw the wrong price for the iPod classic!!
It's S$428!!! Not $249!!
& Fer's laughing at me like mad!!!!! ):
So, I'm not getting it anymore! >:(
I'm considering a PSP now.
But I don't know what colour to get!
&& I gotta get the idea of owning an iPod classic off my mind, right now!

& Fer's phone just went dead!
Hahah!
& she also agrees with me that I should forget about the whole 'I-WANNA-GET-AN-IPOD-CLASSIC' thing. ):
That makes me so sad.
Just as I was getting happier because Fer told me with $348, I could get a red PSP, she makes it worse again by telling me the memory card is only 32MB!
SO!!! SIGH x100
And so, I have a great advice from Fer, get a camera first than, PSP!

School is alright.
We're staying in 107 now! What can be happier?
God, MrPoon forgot to come for lessons, again!
Okay, I've got nothing much to say about school.

I want an iPod classic!

It's only 249 bucks for 80GB!!
& I want it badly.

Since MrPoon isn't here, we started this:
Jiaping, Debra, Samantha

JiaPing + Debra + Samantha + KaiNing
Samantha + KaiNing
Gwen!
& again.

Yupp, that's all. HAHA!

Besides bitching around, backstabbing, acting, copying, being all childish and rude, always wanting to win, showing black face/attitude, complaining,

What else are you really good at?

Bye, Earthlings.

School suck!
To make things worst, I end school at 1535 tomorrow!
Tell me how yuck is that!
On the brighter side, PE was good (:
But everything else suck!

I can't wait till the CNY break.
Although it's the same meaning as CA's nearing.
AT LEAST, I get a break from this pair of hypocrites.
Oh wells, revealed too much.
It's obvious enough.
It may sound like I'm a hypocrite as well but what am I to do?
I didn't study hard, dropped to NA.
No real friends.
& no one exactly wants to be my friend cause they think I'm exactly like her and everything I do, talk, react would be the same as her. Don't you see the change?! I'm so different now!

I feel so dumb ):

Since I am so free and I don't feel like resting for school tomorrow, I shall blog, AGAIN!
Yes, I haven't got my 棒棒堂 2nd album yet.
Which is like damn sad.
So, I have to get the album, find someone older to be my POA & MATH & COMBINED SCIENCE tutor. To like at least teach me some things before my CA!!
& let me score like at least B4 for these 3 subjects.

I'm trying to persuade my parents to let me skip school tomorrow.
Than I'll do some self study at home.
But, mummy can't make the decision and daddy's asleep.
To be exact, everyone's asleep except me!
&&& everyone on MSN's going to bed too.

I'm ending school at 3, SIAN!

I'm a HTML idiot ):

Look at my 'NEW BLOG'
Hahah, it's all thanks to
WONG CHU TING, MELANIE, BELOVED TWIN (:
I want a new name for my blog.

School is _____ ( whatever you wanna call it )

SS is good though, HAHA

POA was alright too.

Worst of all, ENGLISH.

But I gotta do well for ENGLISH, MATH AND HUMANSSSS!!!

School ASIDE!

TV is <3333

Tonight's BBT is good(:

I simply love

This sucks.
There's school tomorrow and I'm not done with those ever irritating homework.
& guess what, I've got more than 3 tests this week, damn.
- leave house at 7
- chem x2
- SS x2
- Maths
- recess!
- POA x2
- english x2
- leave school latest by 2.15!!
- walk home from school/tiong/bus stop
- rush homework like mad
- study for chem test

I stay in school for 6 hours a day, sleep for 7 hours a day, 11 hours left for traveling, rushing homeworks, studying for tests, and watching tv. Sucks!

I JUST REMEMBERED I HAVE TO DRAW MY FLOWER, SWEET PEA AND PEANUT FOR BIO BUT I LENT MY BOOK TO PEOPLE!!

Oh no, Mrs Leong's gonna get like so angry?

Anyway, I'm so lazy to work on my SS but I HAVE to because the course that I wanna get into must have combined humans.
So I gotta work like really hard!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Because I really wanna get into tourism!!!!

HI EVERYONE! :D

O levels results tomorrow.
& I'M GOING TO MEET FERR!!! :D

School hasn't been good, yuck.
My homework's like piling up, up and away.
& I still can't d/l songs ): x100000

Anyway, school had been relatively good.
Except for the homework.
Classes are boring but there are people that's interesting! :DD
Gwen and I are like afraid of -

Anyway, I doubt I'll be able to sleep tonight!
I don't know why.

I'VE GOT TO REPORT TO WORK AT 11 TOMORROW, WTH!

Omg, Friendster's like so multi language now.
Oh yah, the eyecandy at my work place, no more.
Super different from the way he looks, disappointing man!
Tsk ,tsk. That's life (:

Anyway,
RESULTS IN 4 DAYSSSS!!
I'm super scared okayy.
I dreamt that I failed la.
I DON'T WANTTT!! ):

4 more days till RESULTS
10 more days till PAYDAY!!!

Visit me at AMARA HOTEL PLEASE.
Just opposite Tanjong Pagar only.

Work is TIRING!
I've got to stand from 12 - 8 daily.
Anyway, I'm finally having off on 17th.
Not that I really want to cause it's RESULTSS!!! /:
Anyway, this job is so many more times better than MB, hahah.
& I've already earned over $100 this 3 days & I'm so glad (:
Fer's flying off today!
But Amanda's coming back tomorrow!!! :D

There's this someone at my work place, omg :D
Eyecandyyyy!!
& I bumped into him outside the toilet -.-'''''''''''''''''
Hahah.

I miss twin, alot.

Yay, my com's finally alright! (:
I can't D/L chinese songs from baidu.com anymore.
Someone please tell me where I can d/l chinese songs! ):
& I still have to d/l my 棒棒堂 album in and borrow 潘伟柏's 玩酷 album from my cousin!
Not forgetting, 罗志祥's SPESHOW!
Please, some kind souls tell me where to d/l chinese songs because I still have alot to d/l! (:
罗志祥's 舞所不在 album is out if I'm not wrong!!! :DDDDDD
I'm definitely gonna get it.
I simply MUST have itt!!!!

Omg!

Plans for almost the rest of the month ( SUPER BORING! )
Monday - out with SOFTY TOFUU
Tuesday -
Wednesday -
Thursday -
Friday - Sentosa with BESTIE!
Saturday - 45% confirm swimming with TWIN
Sunday -
See? I waste most of my time away.
Call me out!

Monday ( 10! ) - START WORKKKKKKK /:
Like I'll be working for 13 days.
My only goal is to get my long awaited PSP.
Sunday ( 23 ) - Last day of work
23 till last day of the year, one of those days I'm gonna get Fer to go get PSP with me!
&&&& 罗志祥's 舞所不在!!!!!

Santa,
please forgive me for being greedy and wanting so many things but I just gotta have them. Maybe, you could drop a few albums like 杨丞琳's 任意门 album or 18禁不禁 DVD into my christmas's stocking this year.
Love,
Geraldlyn

FnB sucks!
I've got to snap off my nails >:(
& now my fingers hurt as though they've been shaved off all their hair. TSK!
I'm off now, more later.

Dental was plain shit.
Painful like mad.
& I've got to go back on 12.11 again, tskk.

I need to go FEP to get the 'LittleMissChatterbox' bag.
People say the 'Chatterbox' part suit me /:

Okay, no one has called me yet.
There goes all my holiday jobs.
My last hope is GWC.
I really hope they'll call.

I found so many nice shows.
I'm gonna get them once I have a jobbbb (:

My cousin already ask what I want for my birthday!! :D
I want a PSP badly la.
But I don't dare tell her.
So I think I'll earn it by myself.
But if she gives me $$, than I can use it as part of my PSP than I'll have more earnings.

I have no interest in guys, yucks.
They're plain gross, to the max.
Esp those that make girls go crazy/sad/depressed/kill themselves over them.
Seriously, those people are stupid, down right stupid!

Esp this one particular guy in my friendster.
OMG, kill him alright!
He is called Darren, go see!
& he actually dare criticise STC people, FUCK!
'GENERALLY IF YOU ARE IN STC DON'T ADD ME OR TALK TO ME.'
Hello, so you think you're oh-so-handsome and heart melting?!
& many girls from STC would wanna talk or add you?!
STC ain't full of despos! To the extent of wanting to talk and add you so much.
Or do you have something against STC people?!
Go tell the principal than.
& for your information, our current principal, Mrs Kong is leaving soon.
So you might wanna wait for our new principal to arrive first.
& if you have something STC people, mainly some of them, tell them straight in the face.
What's the point of saying that sentence?
The more people would wanna add you okay and talk to you okay.
& tell you how fugly you are and how badly self-obsessed you are.
Like example, I'm one of these kind.
For God's sake, please take a good look at yourself alright!
& you're so over obsessed with yourself!
You take so many self potriat and put it up on friendster, yuck!!
Plain gross, sucker.

So all the fear was so dumb and not needed.
I went, filled up the form and went home, tsk.

This is gonna be difficult.
I did it the last time round.
But it's different people though, hee (:
I think I should be able to resist it very well.

I got to let you know how I feel for you.






8 letters, 3 words, 1 meaning.
I hope you feel the same way.


Edit/2251
I'm so nervous noww!!!!
Chermaine got me a job at Great World and I'm so scared nowwww.
There's an interview tomorrow and if they accept me, it's an immediate job and if they don't, I gotta make my way home by myself.
I'm so scared noww!
God, please help me.
Oh and Sakae said to call today but they didn't, I'm so sad ):
I'm so scared for tomorrow and I'm very very worried over something.
I guess I'm just being too over sensitive.
Oh wells.

So I tried Sakae ( Wheelock )
I went Paragon CoffeeBean and it's actually quite fucked up.
I can't get a job there because I ain't officially 16 yet.
It means if I want a job at Coffee Bean, I can only go apply after 23 November 2007 and despite that, I've got to sign a freaking 9 months contract.
Total madness.
What about school?
9 months that'll be till July'08.
& plus if I really go after 23.11, I'll only be working for a month or so!
& it's $4/hour.
Sakae offered $5.
Mos Burger, $3.50.
Now I gotta think of a way to reject them if Sakae wants me.
Sakae manager, please accept me :D
I'll do a great job! ( I hope )

Last day of school.
That spells Boredom.
I hope Sakae would call me tomorrow and say that I can start work on Sunday!!!! :DDD
I was telling Fer that if Sakae accept me, I'll be 10 steps nearer to my PSP.
And she agrees with me that it's the best thing so far, hahahah.
Tell me I have a so cute and funny Bestie! :D
If you tell me she's not, I'll come after you with a chopper!
So, I asked her about PSP games and this is a part of it :

where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
i buy the cd filled with games then put into memory card
Geraldlyn says:
where?
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
malaysia turely asia
where is my sun to guide me ! !!! ! says:
*truely

After reading this, if you still don't admit she's funny and cute, I'll come after you with an electric saw!
I'm serious.

My Twin is even cuter ( sacarstic )

Geraldlyn says:
i scared is it will affect our date ):
Geraldlyn says:
omg, that'll be bad
; There will be a day where I'll have to say goodbye. says:
i hope it doesn't
Geraldlyn says:
DUHH
Please note the bolded words.
But afterall, she's my twin so if you say she's not cute/funny, I'll strangle you to death, I will!

Omg, I've not seen the 2 of them for weeks.
I miss them so much.
Amanda, Carmen and Angie too!! ):
& I won't be seeing them so often next year anymore.
Maybe, not even be seeing them!! )':
OH-MY-GOD!

I shall go talk to my cute twin now, hahah.

Job hunting.
So far, only Mos Burger wants /:
But I don't want.
I sent in many many applications.
Going for Coffee Bean one tomorrow.
I hope they want me.
Isetan is the best I think.
I really really hope they call me on 5 November!!! :DDD
But than, I really really x10000 that Toy'r'us will call me down for interview!!!!!!

Coming home to change tomorrow than out for interview!!!!
I hope some shop will want me, except Mos Burger.
I really really don't want fastfood!!!!!!!!!
Omg!!

Hi all, I'm damn bored.
1 more month!! :DDDD

I. MUST. HAVE. A. JOB. SOON!
I still have to get my HTMQD soundtrack and 18禁不禁( HIGHLIGHT! )
They're wayyy more important than having a white PSP.
Or maybe, equally important.
But I'll get all the cheap ones first (:
Be oh so jealous of me once I get my 18禁不禁 DVD, cause I'll be the happiest, hahahah!

But right now, I can only get this things in my dreams so, I'm gonna make a dream now!
& plus I've got the horrifying DENTAL later /:
But before that, I'm going breakfast with - and -
Guess! (:

Now I' thinking, should I ask mummy for my ATM card so I can at least get my soundtrack first?

I'm going to the dental tomorrow and I'm chao scared.
My weakest point is GOING TO THE DENTIST! I hate it!
I swear I can just cry even before they start doing anything.
Yupp, that scared. Shit, screw it. Why must they call me up for dental check?
Hah, you can call me usless for all I care cause I am really very scared of going to the dental.

Oh yes, some people just have to show off to me about having a magazine filled with 棒棒堂 and 阿本 stuff.
Like whatever for? Do they even get a prize for that?
& she just had to tell me that she gotten the last magazine than come saying sorry and stuff.
What's the whole point? I just don't get what are these people thinking about.

Major <3

O.M.G :DDDDDD

I just HAVE to put this 2 pictures up.

( Like how some people have to tell me about the magazine, hahah )

When this post is up, the 3 pictures I post the other days would be gone.

& I want these pictures up so damn badly.
Tell me he is just so damn perfect and heart melting! (:
Esp the first picture :DDDD

Although I already got my 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD, I still wanna cry so badly.
I should've gotten my 18jbj instead!!
Cause back at home, slow enough, I found out which slot to put my DVD into to play the disc. Fuck!
Oh, how much I wanted to cry.
I'm gonna use my savings to get it first, than earn it back, I don't care!
To think mummy even considered getting that for me instead!!!!!!! >:'(

Perfections,

阿本! <3
潘裕文! :D
萧敬腾! (:

All according from best to not so best but still good (:

I need to get a job soon.

I don't wish to waste my holiday away again, like last year's.

I need to get some cash for shopping.

Angie and I just made a deal to go shopping once her O's over.

& I'm so looking forward to shopping with Mel on the 8 and my BIRTHDAY! ( 23 November! )

I hope a job by than. So maybe I'll have some cash?

I'm also looking forward to shopping with Fer.

I hope she still has time for me.

Omg, once 2008 comes, I won't be able to see Mel, Fer, Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore.

Although I'm not that close to Amanda, Carmen and Angie anymore, they are still the one I wish to see.

I'm gonna be so VERY sad.

棒棒堂's on 我猜我猜我猜猜猜 now.

But I'm kinda lazy to go watch.

It's better using Facebook and stuff.

Afterall, I'm watching 模范棒棒堂 EVERYDAY!!

& people can still come and show off to me that she's going to Taiwan, wth.

Yay, mummy's not at home (:
TGIF!
But that spells boredom.
School wasn't as bored cause Roll bought her lappy there!!!
Although there was no wireless but there's was SIMS.

GWC after for Subway :DD
Chill out at McCafe after. Wrong choice.

So bored now, God! I gotta look for more new songs.
黑糖玛奇朵 part 2 is out!
Yay, mummy says she's gonna get it when part 2's out!!! :DDDD
and I'm gonna get 18 禁不禁 next month!!!!!!!!!
Omg, what else can I ask for?
If I get this 2 set of shows, I'd rather stay home the whole holiday cause I'll have a total of 3 shows to finish! :DDDDDDDDDDDDD
Later when mummy's back, I'm gonna ask her about the htmqd!!!

I can't decide to use this or the other old blogskin.Shit!
Yay, school tomorrow :DD

I've got sun-burn ):
I wanna get dark, not burnt. Tsk.

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I've decided to use this instead.

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OHMYGOD!
I saw 18 禁不禁 DVD yesterday!!!
47 bucks! ):
But it's a die must get!!!!!!!!!! Die must watch!!!!
阿本!!! <3
Any kind soul, please get it for me.
23 November's coming real soon. -hints
I've finished 黑糖玛奇朵 on youtube already, long ago.
Mummy's gonna get me the VCD! :DDDDDD
Although there's only part 1 and only 7 disc.
Part 2, please come out fast.
So I can get the OST on my own, yayness!!!!!! :DDDDD
I heard 换换爱's a good show.
Shows to get
- 公主小妹
- 18 禁不禁
- 黑糖玛奇朵
All die must get!!!!!
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I just typed out alot but I deleted it.
Shan't post it.
Blogger is being such a bitch.
I can't do any changes.
Sucks!

I finally bought a watch.
I think I'll regret it soon.

I do not hate white.
In case some people just go crazy and sayI copy her, like white.
I do not hate white and I actually like it alot, more than you do.

'Mummy's Girl'
Hah, yes.
Someone called me that.
But so what?
At least my mummy cares for me and everything unlike yous.
My mummy wants me to meet her after school unlike your's.
At the very least, my mother still wants to meet me.
& my mummy supports everything I do, unlike yours.
She only criticise people and things with you lor. That's the most.
& my mummy did think twice about letting me go to work unlike your's who ASKED you to go to work.
Hahah, if your motive by calling me mummy's girl was to make me angry or anything, I'm sorry but you did not succeed. Be jealous.
Envy me, at least my mother still remembers that I'm her daughter.
You mum may remember you too, not as much as mine.
I can show off that my mother cares unlike you.
You can't cause your mother don't even call to ask if she wants to meet you or not.
She only meet you or bring you to shopping, when she's having a good mood.
Anyway, just envy me, be jealous of me because I've a mother who cares.
Totally unlike yours.
( this is meant for a particular somebody and anybody that agrees with her. )
Anyway, I think those who are called 'Mummy's/Daddy's Girl are God-damn lucky.
They've got someone who cares for them.

YAY!
I stayed up all night! :DD

I simply couldn't sleep.
& between 1+ till now, I've play 21 sudoku online, completed 2 solitaire (:
School in a few more hours time!!! :DDDDDD
I'll update again when I'm back from school.

I NEED A JOB, BADLY.

I want a job at a bookshop or something la okayyyy.
My last choice would be MacDonald's ( Please don't sue me )
I need $$ to go shopping.
I hope to get a job before the holidays starts.

Yay, I'll be playing badminton with Debra tomorrow in 8hrs and 15 minutes time.
It's still so long.
I don't plan to sleep so early.
The earliest time I slept in the past is 3++ am.
Lastest, 6am. Hahahah.
I shall try, 4am!
Than maybe, there'll be like 1001 posts on this blog between now till 4am, hahah.

I've totally lost interest in Fcebook, for now.
Why must we have this one week break?

I'm going to play badminton tomorrow with Debra, yay! (:
& I seriously have to look for a job very soon!!!! URGENT!
Once I get a job and if I manage to work for long, & once I get my pay, I'm going SHOPPING!

Some people are very good at finding excuses, VERY GOOD.
& they expect people to believe.
But amazingly, some people do believe.
Oh wells, it's not my concern anyway. So I shall stop it!

I miss you,

You'll never be able to guess how much I miss school.
I'm so bored at home!
Going to school to rot is much better than rotting at home.
At least you're out of home and you've got more people to talk too.
I miss seeing everybody!
我的老天爷, it's SO BORED at home.

I still can't find a nice white watch!
ODM, Nike, Adidas, Puma!?!?!?!?!?!
Actually, the new Adidas white one is not bad though.
100+ bucks. & besides, Carmen has it already, y'know.
I want ALOT ALOT of watches.
There are too many things I wanna get an mummy suggest that I go to work, SOON! >:(
Anyway, she's going to get me the 黑糖玛奇朵 VCD anytime this week. Yay!
So, that means I can use my own $$ to get the soundtrack!! :D

Yesss, the O levels people also don't have to go to school anymore.
So, I guess last last week was my last time seeing them in school?

I'M SERIOUSLY DAMN BORED NOW!

N's are over! (:
No school till 16th!
I don't know what to do from now to the 16th!
I can't possibly got back to school for nothing, people would think that I'm mad!
I manage to balance my balance sheet today, with only one try, YAY!

Mummy is crazy to the max today.
For nothing, she went mad like some I don't know what shit! /:

Bugis after with Debra and Roll.
Happy Birthday, Roll!
Alright la.
I got a watch for the time being.
Still looking for nice white watch.

Got back results for prelims today.
My 3 best subjects add up to 11 points, damn it.
Position, 10/32!
JudyTan's position, TOP! :D
I think I'll retain, omg.

Normal lessons starts next week, yay! No boredom (:
I need to get a job soon or holidays would be the same as stay home all day long.
I want to work at some ice-cream place or any bookshop.
Shall go job hunting soon.

I'm so bored now and facebook isn't entertaining me any further.
I'm so sick of it.
Keep sending the gifts and stuff, I'm tired.
I feel like getting some sleep & I shall do that soon, when my nails are dry.

Yesterday's post was hell /:
But yeah, I'm gonna change.
I'm so bored now and I'm not ready for POA. Yucks.
I totally regretted taking POA, I swear.
Slacked the whole day away.
Study day tomorrow.
One last paper and I'm done!
& I feel buying a new calculator when I've already got 2.

I feel like drinking coke now, damn it.
Monday's Roll's birthday.
SHOULD BE going out la.

I hate the life when we always want to go out and have to hide from you because you're hell irritating and you criticize EVERYTHING you see and EVERYTHING people do and you would want to follow and everyone would end up having black faces. You don't know how many people don't like you. 10 people's fingers are not enough to count. Gross.

Caution, wordy post. Very.

I've deleted my previous post and came to blog again mainly because,
1) I'm damn bored now
2) I'm playing Minesweeper with MelanieWong online now and I totally just lost interest
3) I've the day and more things to blog about
4) I'm wayy too bored while waiting for her to make a move
5) I'm lossing the game = Lost interest
6) She thinks that it is boring too
7) We both agreed to close the game and continue being bored

I think my reasons alone is enough to make a post.

The day had been alright.
Morning before paper was funny. Good.
Some God-damn disgusting wish of a hell disgusting person came true, YUCKS. Hahah.
I have this eww feeling in me now.
& it feels as though it is staying in me for good.
Okay, abit of it is gone but I feel it coming back /:

Anyway, back to topic.
Oh, before I forget.
Zhenyi was being so thick skinned (Although she doesn't admit it)
She went to put on my wallpaper this 'Zhenyi is the best!!!'

I've been hearing alot of funny things lately, hahah.
Today, I almost laughed to myself during paper because I suddenly remembered something that Jiaping told me on the way to school. Oh my. Lucky, I didn't.
Jiaping has been coming out with alot of jokes on XiaoN and her 一颗心, hahah.
Damn mean.

I want to stop being a mean person.
I mean, I'm wayy too evil la.
I laugh at almost everyone.
It's so detestable and I know it. (I'm someone who cares alot about what other thinks)
I'm so damn sure I wasn't like this last time.
Well, not to this extent although I still do laugh at people.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PESON.
Everyone, maybe most change for the better.
I'm among the minority(?) that change for the worst.
I don't blame anyone for the change.
I've been talking so much and crticising so much about people and not myself, God.
This has to stop.

If I'm ever promoted to sec5, I'm never gonna mix with her ever again. I promise.
She can hate me, talk about me to others, laugh at me, laugh at me like how she laughed at XiaoN, do whatever to me, I DON'T CARE.
& even if no one wants to talk to me or be my friend because I've hanged out with her before or whatever,
I DON'T CARE TOO.
Even if I have to be a loner because some people is so scared of her or no one is willing to have me as a friend because of this detestable past, I DON'T CARE!!!!
I just wanna do well.
Having her as a friend, is not doing me anything good.
It has changed me to another person, someone worst.
It's affecting my studies as well.
Not like I do very well in the past but it's worst now. Way too worst.
Example my combine science, from a C5/6 to a E8/D7?
C5/6 is bad enough.
& moreover, she's a DAMN selfish friend.
She got notes for Maths from another friend, but she didn't even bothered to ask if we wanted it.
& she always says whatever she wants without thinking about other people's feeling.
She always says whatever she likes, and she doesn't care about what other people thinks.
Sorry, I'm not like that. I care ALOT about what people think of me.
She can copy people and not admitting to it but she can say people copy her.
She wants everything that people wants. Than if someone else gets it before her, she'll say that person copy her, and curse that person like mad. For God's sake!!!!!!! Who in the right mind wants to copy her.
There are more to this.
& because of all this acts, it has influenced me to be who I am now, damn it.
But I shan't blame anyone.
In the first place, I've got a choice whether to be influenced or not.
I WANT TO CHANGE TO BE A BETTER PERSON.
This is gonna be difficult, I know.
So from now onwards, everytime she talks about someone, I'm not gonna join in or laugh with her, unless it's something very very funny and I'm not the only person who thinks that it's funny. Otherwise, I'm shutting up.
So, if you see me not with her, don't ask me what happened between us.
NOTHING, I just wanna change.
I don't like who I am now.
Or if you see me not laughing or whatever, I'm not sad!
I just don't wanna be such a evil person anymore.

There's alot of people I want to say sorry too but I simply don't have the courage to.
Alot of people now hate me because of her.
Even people whom I'm not close to can ask Rachel why I change to become like this.
There's once, I was on the bus.
I was suppose to have lunch with her and Jiaping but because I merely talked to Tricia a few words, she got off the bus and totally walked off as though she don't know me.
So, I'm not suppose to talk to someone she don't like?
Everytime I'm walking with her, she see someone she doesn't like, she'll say bad things about the person damn loudly. It's gonna get me into trouble one day.
I don't like this. It's so irritating.
I want back the old sec3 life when I wasn't close to her, at all.
I really hate this kinda life.

People whom I ever laughed at, talked bad about, please forgive me.
I don't really mean what I said.
I just wanted some fun, ended up at your expense.
I'm sorry.
I mainly did all this because I was under the influence of her.
I promise this will never happen again.

I swear I'm going to be a better person next year.
I wouldn't be who I am now anymore, I promise.
Please, give me the time to change.
Give me another chance.

Hi I'm so bored.
I should be digging deep into the FnN textbook, like how everyone is now.
But no, I shall do it later.
& I've got tomorrow to do it too.

Maths today was rather screwed.

I can't wait to see this year's yearbook.
It's gonna be hell funny, I swear.

I did promised to be good and stop talking about people here but I can't tolerate this pathetic sole anymore.
First, she asked me to send her a song A that she wants but I didn't have it.
So, being nice, I offered her another song B which is nice too.
But she insisted on wanting songA.
I kept offering her songB because I felt so guilty that I couldn't send her songA.
But she keeps insisting that songB isn't nice and she wanted songA.
Than later in class, I was listening to songB so I let her hear and maybe she would change her mind and want songB instead. But instead, she said this 'Lucky I said I don't want this song. NOT NICE.'
Fine, since she said not nice, I shan't force her to accept it.
But few days/weeks later, she come telling me she wants songB and wants me to send it to her.
Given my character, obviously I didn't send it to her.
So, everytime we study together or whatever, she would just take my phone without asking my permission.
Tell me how rude that it. Even my bestie/twin don't do that okay.
So, I tried sending songB to her but she didn't have memory in her phone. So, too bad.
& few days ago, she just took my phone again as usual and wanted me to send to her but I didn't.
So, she proudly said this ' Don't send than don't send la. I go download by myself la!'
Fine, I didn't send.
Than awhile later, she asked again, I refuesd and she said the same thing again, in a even more proud way.
Forget it than.
Today, she let me hear the song and she said this 'You don't wanna send to me, the only thing I can do is to d/l it.' But btw, the one she let me hear is recorded.
Now, she's online, pestering me to send it to her when she can easily d/l it by herself.
Tell me how pathetic that is.
One moment so proud, the other moment begging the person to send it to her.

I'm not being so selfish or whatever okay.
During the prelims period, she was copying SS notes from the MLG I couldn't open the page cause I thought maybe I typed the address wrongly so I asked her to send it to me
I kept asking her, she just selfish-ly gave me direct NO! & mind you, the next day was SS prelims.
So just now, I told her 'You didn't want to send me the MLG link, why must I send it to you?'
Her reply, 'I didn't even copy the notes. I can't open the page!'
Which am I suppose to believe?
She really couldn't open the page or she couldn't find an excuse for that selfish act?
& she likes to LIE alot I swear!
Maybe more than the amt of food she eats? My oh my!
Like really lies alot okay.
Maybe out of 10 things she says, only 1 is true?

I think Facebook is rather fun.
& I'm talking to Roll on the phone too!

I'm only left with Maths Paper2, F&N, POA and I'm done with N's!
8 October, I'm waiting for you to arrive.

Yay, I'm like quite happy now, because of something (:
& I shan't tell anyone about it.

Paper's at 2pm tomorrow!
CAN YOU IMAGINE!?
I go to school, when the rest are being dismissed.
But actually, I'm going at 11 plus?
Crazy right?
I'm so tired, I wanna go sleep now. Goodnight.

I found someone who makes my heart beat 5 times faster, <3

I've got to report to school only at 9 tomorrow.
Somehow, I miss PE although I always do nothing.
Maybe it's how I always laugh at people.

& I found out, I actually don't hate Maths.
For the teacher, maybe not that much,
But I don't know why I dread Maths lessons, ALOT.

I'm so tired.
I shall go sleep and wake up early tomorrow to study!
Good Night!

I want a RED MOTORAZR, the one with 3.5G!!!!
I shall go and check out the price after N's.

There was a short circuit just now, twice.
& my phone almost died on me!

N's are so /:
I'm only half way through geog and it's on Monday.
I'll retain for sure!

RED!

N's are just at my door step! /:

Patron's Day today but hah, I gave it a missed.

Met Fer and went to library for awhile to study that abit!
I have to study for my geog.
I haven't been listening in class during geog.

My hair isn't growing.
I don't feel that it is growing. Hair, please grow as much as possoble during the holidays.

I'm so bored!
Yes, I know. Go study right?
I'm dreaming to own a MacBook!

I'm in need of a nice, red ear piece.
I wanna go shopping tomorrow
There's so many things I wanna get.
& it feels so yuck when I don't get it.


I deleted what I initially typed cause it sounded so damn childish.
Please, bring me to Malaysia.
I wanna get so many sets of Taiwanese drama!!! (:
Singapore don't have those shows, at all.

Ewwwwww~!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so bored!

N's are coming!!! /:
I have less han 2 weeks!!
Omg.

Everyone's mugging like mad while I'm here!
But I just cannot concentrate!
God damn it!

I feel like eating some very buttery and flaky stuff, sinful.
Ribena with apple is damn good! :DD

I haven't taken my dinner yet!
I went lunch with my mother in a quarrel way, and went home with her, in a quarrel way too.

People, please send me some very nice to hear songs.
I will love you so damn much!

The ulcer at the corner of my tongue is hurting like mad each time I eat chilli or salty things ):
Now, I'm craving for tom yum soup!
Although my neighbour makes oh-so-nice tom yum soup, I still hate her.
Anyway, why doesn't STC sell tomyum soup?
I wouldn't have to go all the way to Tiong than.

I've been such a nice person the last few weeks/days?
I haven't been talking bad about people, here.
I shall continue being nice.

I need to go write letter to someone, urgently before things gets out of hand!!!!
Byeeeee

Subway, 2 days in a row!
:D

I hate exams!

Nothing much to talk about la.
Night study on yesterday!
:DDDD
I'll only load 3!
The rest, http://www.imagestation.com/album/pictures.html?id=2087414374





10 days to N's!

YO! :D

Everyone should watch 黑糖玛奇朵!
Unless you kept shutting me up when I was telling you about BBT or you showed no interest when I was telling you and getting so high but you left me all alone to get 自 high! ):
Anyway, it's damn funny okay!

N's are in 12 days time! /:
I haven't got anything into my tiny brain yet.
Maybe a bit of maths formula?

I find that, I only can tell things to Fer.
Like maybe because most of the things are like, I don't know.
& there's this thing that me and zhenyi knows and it's so gross!!!

I'm gonna let my hair grow!
I shan't cut the lenght anymore!
& I gotta lose weight, SERIOUSLY!
I'm gonna continue to walk back from school, drink water ONLY, no dinner!

Why am I not a millionaire's daughter?

What's with all the changes to LJ?
Seriously, maybe it's because I'm not familiarwith it?

I'm so tired.
It's 0033 now but I refuse to sleep.
Sleeping is such a waste of time.

I can't wait for N's to be over!
The mugging and pressure and everything.
I just can't get things into my oh-so-tiny brain.
I need to stop hating teachers.
Because of hating them, I get this thinking that I don't understand whattever the teacher taught when I'm doing the paper. Or I'll think that the teacher didn't teach abt it. Oh my, this can't go on.

Things I gotta do before N's,
- get Miss Sim to teach me speed/time graph and the accumalative(?) frequency thing.
- stop watching TV!!!!! ( IMPORTANT! )

So many things to do, so little time!
I need to study!!!!
I'm gonna start serious mugging on Monday!!
Nothing is gonna tempt me, not even if you're getting me a white PSP or a MacBook.
I'd rather get promoted than having a white PSP in either 4NA or in ITE.

Oh, I saw the latest nano. It's so U-G-L-Y!
I can't wait till 8 October! (:

I'm gonna try staying up till 3am!
That was the time I usually sleep during weekends.

I know this is random but, I hate pink, seriously.
Get me anything in pink, I'll throw it back to you. Even if it's a PSP. So ewww!!
But I so seriouly love red! :DDDD

I want a MacBook, in 2 years time, please!

I'm having problems in the class lately.
Some people is SO IRRITATING, elamparithi

I need to get a new ear piece, very soon.

There's no excitement in my life that I can blog about.

Ni xi huan mai pao de hai shi da xue sheng? ( Inside joke )

School hasn't been good at all.
I'm so irritated and frustrated at alot of things.
There's this certain people in class are just so irritating!
They just love to stare, in our direction.

N's are like in 2 weeks time?
O-M-G!!

I don't have the mood to do anything now.

There's dreadful FnN tomorrow ):
4 periods.

萧敬腾

His so F cute!
Although he doesn't really look good here.
Mel says his 'okay lar'
Whatever la, she doesn't appreciate things the way I do!
Actually, very little pleople does.

School was good.
There were many 'free periods'
2 periods of chinese and 2 periods of english were spent laughing and gossiping.
PE was a free period too.

There's mock for chem tomorrow, yucks.

Complaining was damn good today.
At least I get to shout ALOT.

&&& I drew this damn cute picture today but they ruin it! >:(
I shall scan it in one day.

SCHOOL'S STARTING TOMORROW! D:

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** I'M NOT RACIST AGAINST THAI PEOPLE. But,
I HATE MY THAI NEIGHBOUR!!!!!!!
I've never hated someone so much in my life before!
I don't know why but my mother treats her damn good, fucking good.
My mother totally treats her the best okay!
&&& whatever that people has, she wants it too.
But, she doesn't know how to use it cause she can't fucking understand english and she'll come asking my mother and when my mother doesn't understand( my mother's not a electronic person but she so understands english ), she'll ask me and I'm obliged to help.

& everytime this thai bitch has some event, she'll ask my mother along and my mother would go and even though I don't want going, I'll have to go because my mother has this thing that she'll go giddy anytime.
& when I complain to my mother, she'll say this 'if you don't like people, next time got any event or what, don't follow'
Hello!? Who fucking hell wants to follow!?
If my mother doesn't have that giddy thing, I won't even think of going alrights!!!!
My mother can even help her speak up okay!
I HATE HER SO FUCKING MUCH!

& she has such rude and dirty children!!!
They won't listen to anyone older than them and they would fly into a rage when they don't get things they want even though their at MY HOUSE, MY ROOM.
& everytime they go out, they go home and would bathe, only the next morning and they would wear exactly that set of clothes to sleep, till next day when they finally decides to bathe!

I don't understand why my mother likes to go out with her so much okay!
Everywhere she goes, she'll ask her to come along.
Places like Escape, Wild Wild Wet and some park or whatever!!!!
OoMmGg!!!!!!!
It's a total disgrace to go out with her!
She's only 30 and she's damn 'suaku'
My mother who is like 40+ is more IN than her okay.
At the very least, my mother knows things like DONUTS!
Well, she knows abt donuts too, those at the bakery.

Oh yes, she uses hi-tech things like Olmypus camera ( just bought ) and a N series Nokia phone but, I bet she barely knows about the functions and all okay!
I'm so fucking annoyed by her cause my mother just gave me this fucking attitude because I commented on that thai neighbour.
& she even said I was JEALOUS OF HER!

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH, JOKE OF THE YEAR.
Geraldlyn Tan is actually so fucking jealous of her stupid thai neighbour just becasue she just bought a Olympus camera and Geraldlyn doesn't have a new one. ( Omg, how funny and true! )

Why do I have to be jealous?
Please, although I do not have a new Olympus camera with 8 megapixels and a 2.5 inch screen, at least I'm 'materials-rich'
I'm so not being proud but hello, at the very least, I've got 1 Adidas bag.
& my sister has a Adidas bag too.
But what are the thai's children using?
Power rangers! Hahah!
Yes, I admit I want the Sony cybershot camera or the Olympus underwater one VERY MUCH but I don't have it. But at least, things like bags and wallets that I want, I have it.
Yes yes yes. When Gameboy advance things was very IN and I wanted it so much, I didn't have it whereas they got it but so what? The thing now is PSP alright?
Example, their eldest child, primary 5.
Using some cartoon bag and that Nike spray spray bottle.
I was using that bottle when I was only primary 4.
& when I was primary 5, I've already got a phone. ( Not prepaid )
So, what right does my mother have to say that I'm being jealous of her when I always get the things I want?

I wanted my K810i, I got it.
I wanted an iPod, I got it too.
I wanted to sign up for broadband, I got it too.
I wanted SCV, I got it too.
I wanted crimpler, I got it.
I wanted that Adidas bag, I got it.
Things below 100 bucks, I always get it if I want it.
& I'm SO GRATEFUL for that, seriously.

Hahahahah, yes yes yes.
Although they get their passports stamped at least once a year but so what?
It's still the same destination.
& they always got to the same destination for the same reason.
& the reason ain't for leisure okay.
If that's the case, I'd rather my passport gets stamped only once every 5 years?

Why why why do I have to be jealous of them la.
Mother, please use your brain to think.
You don't have brain for nothing alright?

I'm not done complaining yet but, people's eye may hurt.
I shall continue tomorrow.
& I'm so going to complain to alot of people tomorrow.
Rahh!!!!

Hi everyone.

I went PS today and there was this HSM thingy.
My sister wanted to watch so we stayed, to watch.
& we stood beside the stupid speaker and the musicwas damn loud.
After we left, I had difficulty listening for 5 minutes.
&&& I saw LuoZhiXiang! Hurrs :DDDDDD
Omg! (:

& MissyDonuts isn't nice, at all.
Please don't sue me but, that's what I think.

We went for Pizza Hut and that cheese fondue thingy isn't nice at all too.
Please again, don't sue me.

I've consumed ALOT of sinful things today ):
I broke my promise of drinking-plain-water-only.
& drank more than 2 litres of fizzy drinks?
Omg, no more sweet things for 2 weeks and no unhealthy food for 1 week!
& I've got to have back the habit of drinking plain water only.

I need to get a new earpiece.
I wanna get a RED one.

My aim of getting my white PSP isn't getting nearer for me cause so far, I've saved only $80!
I really hope someone gets it for me for my Birthday!
I won't mind even if it's 10 people sharing it!
Or maybe, it can be for both Christmas and Birthday!
I so won't mind.
& as for the game, I want some car racing one!
I hate fighting games.
I shall use my NewYear AngPao $$ next year if no one gets it for me this year.

School's starting on Monday.
There goes my 5-days-turned-2-days holiday.
I've got to wait till November for my real holiday.

I'm so tired but I don't wanna sleep so early.

So I went for badminton and now my arms are hurting like ABCDEGF.

We're late again.

This girl,

and this, are my badminton friends. She refuse to let me take a good one.
Hi Debra (:

I wanted to post more but nah, my show's starting!

Goodbye for now.

Woke up at 9+ and went to play badminton with Jiaping and Debra.
Fer came half way.
& tomorrow, we're going for another 3 hours session.
I'll blog if I manage to survive it.


My intention to sleep till noon failed.Yucks.


So, Mel Wong has something against my current obsession.
& she wants me to put up a picture and says that she's my all time favourite.
But anyway, I ani't gonna do that cause I do not have a picture of her or any picture taken with her.


I'm in need of knowledge.
Like, I seriously need motivation to study.


I'm at this page since I don't know when.


Right now, I'm having thoughts of removing this dumb blog.
& I think many people deleted theirs.


Sometimes, I really wonder what kinda friends do I actually have?
They're so super contradicting.
They say this and do that.
But I really do thank God for giving me such unique friends. ( I'm not being sarcarstic )
Well, I shan't talk about people.
I wanna be a good person.

Tomorrow's Friday and holidays are coming to an end.
At least, my exams end early and I get back results, later.
Which means I'll have the whole November to play.
& not to forget, BIRTHDAY!
Okay, right now, I should concentrate studies.

Mummy just doesn't understand that I study better, outside.
She only allows me to the library which I totally hate.
I can't make noise.
But I'll just go.


I need to rest but I can't bear to leave this stupid keyboard.
I love typing.
On phone and keyboard.
How random.


I need one more person for tomorrow's badminton.
I received a msg from Fer like 15 minutes ago?
She can't make it tomorrow.
I need people!


I like writing too.
But I really don't know what to write about.


I'm such a random person.
& it doesn't feel good.
I feel retarded, in fact.

I shall go to the library tomorrow to study.
I getting sick of my Strawberry Shortcake pencil case.
But I still love Strawberry Shortcake. (:


Tomorrow:
! Wake up at 9+ for badminton at 10
! Walk to badminton place
! Play till 1
! Go home, bathe
! Go to library to study, with someone
! Reach home by 5 or 6

I like to go for study sessions.
But no one wants to go with me.
I like mid night study sessions.
Or at least, study till night.

Nvm, I shall go sleep now.

What does 'clique' means?
Someone please define it for me.

Current obsession! <3

I have only 2 days of holidays while others have 5.
My holiday officially starts today.
& I'm SO tired.
I was doing paper one and falling asleep at the same time.
Paper 2 was so fucked up! Yucks.
And how great, I was having a damn bad headache at that time.
I'm so going to retain.

I need one day of fun.
& I mean shopping and going out but not staring at the computer!

Lucky I'm not a December baby or I'll not have a good birthday.
I'm considering if I should pierce my ear?
Okay, I think I will.

Oh, there's an annoymous on my Haloscan.
& I can't figure out who she is!
* IF YOU LEAVE A MSG, PLEASE LEAVE YOUR NAME TOO.

I'm going to sleep till noon tomorrow and no one can disturb me!
I haven't got a good sleep since Sunday.
I've been so worry about N's.

To y'know who. ( if you really don't know who, ask me, don't guess )
I'm very irritated with you.
Yes, although we are the HAA but that doesn't mean you can happy happy come, happy happy go.
You're such a loser, a dog.
I can't stand you!
Alot of people advice me not to continue being your friend, given your character.
But than! Forget it.

Edit/1723
You stupid annoymous.
How am I suppose to know who you are?
I sent songs to so many people okay.
You think I'd record it down?
L-A-M-E!
I think I know who annoymous is already, MELANIE WONG!

Hello all.
I see no point in keeping onetwo-three.blogspot cause I bet I'm the only one that knows the content.
No one reads my blog.

Anyway, I chopped off my hair yesterday and it's U-G-L-Y!!
Yucks!!!!!!
Chinese N's today.
& guess what.
I think this is the happiest day of the week.
I'm seating at the back for examss! (:
Sucha dream come true.
I've been seating infront for exams, everytime.
I'm finally at the back.

I'm so tired and holiday ain't holiday to me at all.

SS tomorrow and I'm studying like mad cause I can't remember a single shit!
I really hope merger and separation comes out for SEQ.
& Singapore population thing comes out for SBQ.

I gotta STUDY for N's or I'll just get ready to retain or worst, quit studies.
I DON'T WANT!!!!

I have to wake up at 6 tomorrow! /:
There's listening compre till 8.30 than our next paper is at 2!!
That's like 5.5 hours!
My oh my!
I could spend the time,
- studying SS OR
- going shopping OR
- having breakfast than slack OR
- stoning and do nothing OR
- to go home and take a nap OR
- laughing my ass away ( the topic is obvious )

Anyway, I've been a really good person and I haven't been laughing at y'know who.
& I suddenly feel like typing alot but I don't know what to type about.
Oh yes, if you ever see this, SEND ME SOME SONGSSSS!!!!
I lost ALL my songs!
200 over and I only manage to get back 50++ songs.

Goodbye.

My com has been down for like quite long?
Anyway, I had to quick-restore everything!
Yes, although it says 'restore' but I lost EVERYTHING. Yes, everything.
All my songs, pictures and stuff, gone!
& now I only have 54 songs on iTunes! D:
Plus, most of them are news songs that I d/l today.
All the old ones, I lost them.

Damn it!
N's are on coming Monday!
Chinesee!!
& I got a B3 for chinese prelims!
With a disgusting and gross grade of 68.
Highest! But, SmallFriend got 68 too.
So, we topped Chinese.
If only I can get this disgusting grade for N's.
It's turn into a rather pleasent grade.
But for English, I got a very grossed out grade.
51++
If I get this for N's, I can jolly well go and die, rather than continue with studies.

There's problem with MSN.
Everytime I signed to MSN, my com get hanged in last than 10 minutes!

Someone is being so irritating in 4P!
Oh my!!!!!!!!
We had this 'laughing fight' thing on Tuesday during English.
This person, was being like damn it irritating I sumpa!
Like, we weren't even laughing at her?
& she happily thought we were laughing at her so she and her ELPRT friend laughed back at us!
&&&& that got me so damn irritated cause that ELPRT friend was really funny.
So we laughed back even more.
I swear she's the irritating-est I've ever met!
& this exact same girl, told us (me, SF and Roll) to 'get a life'
She was saying that when she doesn't even know what exactly happened!
She didn't even knew who was in the right and who was at fault.
I'm saying this because apparently, she sided the one at fault.
Yes, you can say things abt me. Just don't let me know.
& she went to say this, stupidly to another girl who came to tell us.
See, bring trouble for herself only.
Yah, so, we're called the -Lifeless- and -HAA-
I shan't say anymore, least she sue me till I die!

Exams are so stressful.

I feel stress. ( Hurrs )
I've only done half a trading profit and loss.
I'm so done for POA. ( & mummy expects A1 )
I don't wanna retain/go ITE okayyy!!!
Like who wants.

Have to study like mad!
If I fail my prelims, BADLY, I'm a gonner.
I mean if it's 49, 48 fail, it isn't that bad.
My oh my!

I got alot of things to talk about. Or rather, people.
Oh yes, I had a rather weird and funny dream last night! :D
I shall go off now!!!!!

Prelims starts this Monday :S
& instead of studying like what all other people are doing,
I'm here, updating!!
My! I'm gonna study later on!

The brain-splitting Accounts, memorise till dead SS, remember formula till mad Maths, head-breaking Science, read till dead also cannot remember Geog, study like mad also no use FnN.
I've not even started on anything yetttt!!!!!
I'm so dead.
I'm all prepared to retain/go ITE. ( I don't wantt!!! )
I gotta go get my parents prepared too.

Movies on Friday after school.
Piercing after N's. ( Only if I ever find the dare to, I sound so useless )
My, I've got to wait so long.
I intended to pierce during September but I was told that I wouldn't be able to concentrate on studies if it's too pain.
So, wait lor.

& from the bottom of my heart, I'm seriously not against ANYONE.
I'm NEUTRAL (:

PRELIMSSS!!! /:


I went Ikea just now!
The frog that I want is on discount now! (:
So, I think I'll most probably go there again on Monday.
Shall see.
But first, I need to get in contact with Rollllll.
I don't know where has she rolled to la.

Prelims are starting on Monday, officially.
Everyone's either at NDP or mugging into the books.
I guess I'm the only one here, still looking into the computer.
I think I can predict myself retaining or going to ITE.
So, I guess I'd better go make friends with the 3NAs now.
In case I've got no friends next year.


I can hear the fireworks!
& I've been stuck at this page for God knows how long.

Oh yes, I've bought my CD already.
I can start saving for my PSP unless someone nice decided to gets it for my birthday or maybe, Christmas?

I've got to start listening more and talking less.
In both lessons and towards things that are happening.
People can't be trusted, no one.
It's just so stupid, godd!

I shall go think of ways to talk to the person who might understand me.
First thing to stop doing, stop laughing at/about her!

Celebration was crap.
So many people wasn't there.
I shouldn't have gone too.

The mother isn't at home.
She left me home alone, with a witch! /:
I'm gonna call her and maybe I can meet her?

Tskk, the world is so annoying and filled with weirdos.
Many many paranoid people as well.
I'm not trying to mean that I'm the perfectly fine one but yah.
I belong to the paranoid ones too.
But apparently, there's worst ones.
Sigh.

I'm learning to forgive and forget.
Like, if the person done something and still doesn't wanna change no matter what things you've done to and said about her, the best solution is to forgive and forget cause the person ain't gonna change AT ALL.
It's sucha waste some people don't go to Mediacorp to act.
Maybe, Mediacorp should like, come to STC and let EVERYONE go for a trail, individually in a room. I'm quite confident that she'll get chosen.
Nvm, forgive and forget.

Edit/1819
Oh, I forgot to mention.
There was accounts test on Monday.
I managed to balance everything and it was all good.
Goods things don't last.
True enough, talk to roll at night and she ask me this
'Did you do the theory question? I don't know how to do leh.'
My oh my.
I totally left the thoery question BLANK.
Not even written down the question number! /:
But anyway, I think even if I did. I won't be able to get the marks for the theory cause,
I DON'T KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT ACCOUNTS THEORY!!
With this, I'm gonna start memorising accounts theory!
I'm determined to get back my A for accounts.
& prove it to that 'A*' student!

Anyway, I'm currently feeling very bored.
I'm gonna be random.
I'll be walking home from school everyday, if not from Tiong.
Only drink water everytime I go out or at least, mineral water. Crap.
I'm leaving in 5 minutes.
Meantime, I'm still bored!
I hate school.
Life's sucha bore.
I wanna do something wild.
Anyway, I'm leaving!!!!
Byeeeee! :DDDDD
L-A-M-E!
Gosh!

I think many people are not going school tomorrow.
I already know of one who's not going, tsk.

Many many things happened this week la, forget it.
I shall not talk about it since I'm told not too.
But if I hear anything related to it from the same people or stuff, I can't be sure that I won't say anything about it cause I'm currently not very happy with things that happened and how it was 'solved'

Anyway, the above thing is only minor issue la.
The BIG issue iss!!!!
There's this fucking problem within the 6 of us!
But there are only 2 main people involved, get it?
It's like, A thinks that B has got something against her and B really hates her alot and B likes to pick on her.
Alright, it's true that B doesn't like A but not to the extent of HATE.
And, there are times where B is telling me rather private things and A would get all paranoid and stuff and come telling me that B is talking bad about her to me. And A keeps assuming that B hates her and doesn't like her and wants her our of our 'clique'. Godddd, help!

& I don't know la okay.
There are so many problems lately, people are like not understanding each other and insist things their way and all this kinda unreasonable requests okay. & they do things their way, without caring about other people's feeling and they say things as they want and like and not care about how other people feel at all!!!!!!! AHh, I doubt you'll understand.
Maybe, only the person who is being said about would understand but she refuses to talk to me because of someone!!!!
Damn it, no one's gonna understand how I feel.
& the bad thing is, I don'tknow how to express this kinda things face to face to someone who might think the same way as I do you know.
& there's this trend going on la.
Friend A goes telling friend B something and B promises not to tell. Than B goes on telling C, telling C not to tell. Than C, being so straight forward and not toleresnt, goes to confront A straight away without realising she'll get B into trouble. Cause, when you pass a msg, the msg kinda always end up getting wrong. Gosh, why am I even typing all this shit out!

I shall go get on good terms with the person who would understand me.
But first, I gotta start talking to her.
But, everytime I want to talk to her, someone just gets in and spoil my plan!Forget it.

Don't try to assume who A,B or C is cause you're wrong wrong wrong!

Right now, my cybershot is infront of me! :D
I'm not gonna leave it!!!!

School has been good and problematic, contradicting hurr.
Problems here, problems there.
First, there's this phone thing.
Her friend's keep staring at us.
I hate stares!

Secondly, people hating each other here and there and not trusting each other here and there.
But still can continue hanging out with each other as though they love each other so much!
Gosh! What's the world coming to!?

Thirdly, people are breaking up here and there.
But since these people choose to tell me, it means they trust me so, I'm not gonna say out who broke up and whatsoever. Anyway people, I hope things goes well for you all! :D

Some people, oh my.
Getting more and more vulgar as the days goes by.
Tsk tsk.
Yesterday, the councillor called us idiots and today, she called us bitches!
Hey, look who's the bitch here.
If your friend hadn't done that, why must you go around calling people names?
I heard that if you reply someone, it means that guilty of it.
Omg, I'm replying the councillor here so I'm admitting that I'm a bitch?
COUNCILLOR, yeah right!

I MISS my phone SOOO much!
Fuck the person who stole it okay! /:
She made me miss it SO MUCH! >:(
But anyway, I already have it back so, forget it.
I've said tis many many times, I only want my phone back!
& now I've got it back,
I got to thank God for letting me be able to get it back.

& that councillor want to pray to Lord for helping her friend ( to steal )
and also want Lord to let the wrong ones learn their lessons.
Hurr, councillor, who is the one that have learnt their lessons?
I have learn to keep my phone properly, not to let anyone anyhow see my bag and also learn not to judge a person by looks.
But, I'm not very sure if your friend have learn anything?
Cause from what I see, she hasn't learn ANYTHING!
She still feels that she hasn't done anything wrong and that my phone deserves to be stolen by her.
& she still doesn't feel guilty and still can go around trying to play the role of a victim, saying that we accused her of stealing, my God.

Okay anyway, I'm really happy and thankful now.
I really wanna thank God sincerely for letting me be able to find back my phone and also to learn the true colours of some people.

Cybershot's back to me, I'm happy! :D
If you intend to ask me what happen or anything, I'll jolly well tell you.
& it's up to you to believe me or not.
People WITH a brain, would choose to believe me I guess.
Her story is just too....
Stupid, I'd say.
People with no brain, just like her close friend, would choose to believe her. & I have nothing against that simply because they've got no brains and I pity them y'know.
I do have a heart, that feels.
I don't care how is she/are they feeling.
I just know, I got back my phone, I'm happy.
I've said before, I only want back my phone.
But brainless people thinks that I'm setting myself up against their friend so, let it be lor.
Let them hate me.

Small and Roll were over at my place!
Only laughing la.
Nothing else lor.
I didn't blog about chinese orals.
Omg, terror!
I got pinched like amd before that okay.
& the blue-black's still there.
Like maid kena abused like that /:

I <3 Thursdays!
Cause there's no maths!
& therefore I don't get to see the Teacher!! :DD

Anyway, I should go now.
Byebye! <3

I'm a happy kiddo!!! :DDD
I'm happier than usual cause.....
CYBERSHOT'S COMING BACK TO ME!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDD
But I'm kinda sad at the same time la.
I shan't go into ANY details about it!
I will NOT & NEVER go into details.
Only close friends will know it.
Don't try to find out ANYTHING from them.
Disappointment /:

PE was as bad as Math was!!!!
I hate the teacher who took 4P for PE today!
& I hate the Math Teacher!!!
Omg, I even went to write out what I wanted to blog about cause I was 101% sure I'd forget about what I wanted to blog about.
So, here it is. Read if you want.

Hi Teacher(1)! Omg, you're not pretty, AT ALL!
You're so God-Damn ugly!
& what do you mean by
'You might as well not come to school if you don't stay focus in my lesson'
Teacher, just to let you know, I don't go to schools for YOUR lesson!
I go to school for other subjects and for my friends.
I mean, your teaching really bores me, your voice puts me to sleep and your looks made me so no mood.
To think you could actually ask us to jolly well get out of your class if we want. & if we really do get out, you'll send us to the office!?
Teacher, I think you seriously should go for a plastic sugery.
Maybe, for teacher's day, I'll get you some vouchers for plastic sugeries?
But, I'll most probably spent my money on something else.
I doubt plastic surgery would help in your case.
But, don't be sad cause you're not the only ugly one!

Anyway, PE was plain shit!
Hello Teahcer(2) you're not even our PE teacher.
What the fuck were you trying to do?
What rights do you have to make us run fucking 3 rounds?!
Yess, she made us, poor 4P run 3 rounds while her dearest 4MM runs only 2 rounds!!!!!!!!
& she calls us STUPID!!!
& she says like our mothers are oh-so-fucking-free all day long.
She expects our mothers to turn up for the sex talk.
Hello, you teachers are busy, so are oue mothers okay.
So you think house-wives are like tai-tais?
They're so DIFFERENT!!!!
House-wives are in fact, much more busier.
They work like 24/7!?
& you expect them to turn up for the talk when they are really not free?!
Than are you gonna like hire a maid for the mothers to use for a day, to do all the house works while our mothers attend the talk?!
Omg, sense-less!!!