sigh.tomorrow is holiday la.grr.hate it la.cannot laugh cannot play.also cannot..haiya.cannot do alot of things la.stay at home!!nothing to do!!dont like!!!i just decorated my small little cupboard.so nice la.haha.i like lor.must come and see!!haha.so nice so nice!!!wo xi huan!!haha.hen mei.haha.oh.we got back english and chinese paper.english i think and hope will pass.chinese i think i will pass liao la.but i hope that overall wont fail la.yeah!!im listening to tong hua!!!AGAIN!!!damn nice please!!but now not ok.my tong hua got problem.oh.or rather the whole disc la.haiya.how can??my favorite disc la!!haiyo.went carmen's hse just now.was a surprise visit for her.haha.went for a while.than her father came home.me and felicia was so scared la.haha.than we faster get out of the hse.haha.haiyo.im so bored now!!AGAIN!!!never mind.its not the first time la.so yupps.get used to it thenok liao lor.i hurted my sadistic friend cum retarded partner so many times today la.she must be very very very hurt.sigh.but i already said sorry.what more can i do right??haiya.the next time i see her she ok liao la.haha.she would not be hurt for so long la.the most it.5 minutes.haha.

gave the whole clique chocolate today.although not very big la.but still.its the thoughts that count.haha.haiya.tomorrow no school.can talk on the phone with carmen again.haha.now i talking to felicia on the phone!!haha.im always talking on the phone.because its my hobby la.haha.i love talking on the phone la!!damn nice please.on day,i must find someone that will/can talk to morning.which means throughout the night.until the next morning.haha.thats gonna be fun!!but no one has talk to me till morning before.i want!!!hmm..i shall find someone who can talk till morning.haha.fun la.but i dont think people will want.all wanna sleep!!hmpf.not fun one!!hmpf!!never mind.now i shall go rest for tonight.i wanna talk to carmen.[only if she want la.]

tomorrow's monday!!yeah.back to school.yeah!!hmm.lets see.im staying at home today.firstly: because its raining.secondly:its raining and i can sleep.haha.its my hobby la.haha.i have a new hobby!!:collecting people's name tag.haha.haiya.staying at home also not very good.because i get bored easily.oh.yesterday night talked to carmen again.haha.the night before,we said bye to each other at 2.15a.m than yesterday night,we also said bye to each other at 2.15 a.m.haha.fun man.lalalalalalalalalalalala.haha.i cant wait to go escape please.its gonna be fun!![i hope!!]tong hua is so damn nice la.i like.so nice please.nobody is talking to me.i need someone to talk to me seriously!!now!!oh.i hope we can have that big big conference again.all the people.you know or dunno.all talk together.haha.when are we gonna have it again??soon i hope.haha.and if we really have it,im gonna talk all i want.haha.then i think i'll end up talking to myself.haha.like always.so one more time wont kill la.haha.never mind.im always talking to myself.haiya.i shall end here la.

EXAMS OVER!!!!! yeah!!so happy please.im so so happy la!!!hahahahahahahaha.lalalala.nothing can make me happier please.haha.so many things happen today.haha.haiya.i got nothing to say la.just that im very happy!!!!!haha.ok.i too happy already.dunno what to say.so.here. i shall end.haha.

yeah.tomorrow's last paper.hahaha.so happy please.haha.oh.i lost my wallet today.haiya.nobody knows where it is.its a mystery!!!hahaha.now im online.haha.lost my wallet still can go online.haha.im a weird person.haha.people lost wallet very sad.i lost wallet i happy happy.haha.its ok la.there's nothing i can do.haha.what done cannot be undone la.haha.today was fun.haha.after paper went macs for brunch.than headed to felicia's house.two groups of people.rachel ashley carmen and me went.ashley and rachel in the hall.me and carmen in the computer.than italked to ashley and rachel online when they are just in the hall.haha.than rachel heard everything i said la.than whats the point of going online.huh??ok.i dunno what im talking about ok.i shall stop here.

today im at felicia's hse.haha.im going to people hse everyday.haha.because i dont wanna go home so early.if not my mother wil nag and nag all day.later have to go fetch my sister.haiya.im bored la.carmen,rachhel,ashley,angielina and,joyce and mel having lunch now at tiong.[i think]here i am.at felicia's hse.haha.ok.now she has gone to bathe.so am all alone.haha.hmm.when i reach home i shall go bathe.than sleep.when im at home ther's nothing i can do but sleep.than i will wake up.then study.tomorrow's science paper.sigh.today was maths one.not as difficult as ms sim say la.or its maybe i anyhow do thats why i think its easy la.haha.ok.tomorrow is SCIENCE!!!thats i.my science sucks la.haiyo.friday is home econs.

hmm.talk about friday.should i go to sentosa???hmm..lets see how many people going first la.if only a few going than i rather go town please.haha.i mean town is better after all.but cannot play like siao la.later people complain.i think felicia's hse so cool please.haha.but im still bored.haiya.since when am i not bored.haha.sigh.nobody is online la.so bored.no one to disturb.haiya.not fun.hmm.i shall be guai today.i will not go online when im at home.[i hope it wil come true.haha]i must control.back to the topic.should i go sentosa.i wanna go.but what if nobodys going??haiya.shall talk about it when the time comes la.anyway i always do last minute decision one what.haha.one more time wont kill!!haha.

haha!!im at carmen's hse again!!haha.with mel.ok.lets see.why do i like to come carmen's hse??hmm.first,there's no one nagging at me.secondly,i think carmen's hse is lucky!!AT TIMES la.but not today.its ok.at least there's no one nagging at me.haha.now im all alone in the computer room whil carmen and mel in the living room.dunno doing what la.haha.isn't that good??no one snatch the computer with me.haha.now the SOS club got 2 new people.angielina and melanie.she on the bus until just now keep on saying she want la.grr.pissed off leh.haiyo.today everyone very high.haha.no one is online right now.so sad.*sob* *sob*no one to talk to.sad la.hmpf.

my sadistic friend accuse me just now.haha.but never mind.she said sorry.so i ok lor.im a very easy going person.haha.ok.im beginning to like carmen's hse so much please.haha.i wanna come her hse everyday please.sigh.im bored.since when am i not.haha.im so bored now la.

oh.i lost my camera in my hse la.i cannot find it lor.haiya.so sad la.now the oly camera i have is my phone.so useless please.a bit of pictures only memory full.haiyo.im taking pictures of everyone's name tag now la.so fun please.so far i have carmen's mel's angielina's felicia's and rachel's.next im gonna take ashley's louisa's xinyi's joyce's.hmm.than i might take other's.yupp.taking pictures of other people's name tag is so fun please.i like.haha.im gonna ask rachel to make me name tags of everyone in the clique.hmm.than i'll have to check my bank first.haha.

oh.rachel ask if friday wanna go sentosa.hmm.should i go?i check my schedule first.haha.if last minute got people ask me go out than of course i go out l.but must see who.if its people like....than i wont go la.but if its people like felicia or the clique i will go la.but sentosa i really have to think first.i dont wanna get sun-burn la.neither do i wanna put sun-block.than there's no point going to sentosa.maybe i should go.get myself tann,but im so lazy.JIALING!!should i go??geraldlyn....up to you la.if you think its ok than go ahead.but im lazy to go la.haiya.let me consider la.if JIALING is going than i go lor.if she's not going than i wont go lor.oh.and if my sadistic friend going i also will go.even though JIALING not going!!because my sadistic friend going mah.haha.ok.i shoul end here.if not you people is gonna get bored.haha.

im at carmen hse again.and she's going crazy.sigh.she gone crazy liao.somebody help me!!!SAVE ME!!!SOS!!![according to carmen,its the siao of the siaos.]she can have a siao club.and she will chairperson of the club.she siao liao.haiyo.somebody help.now she is listening to 1985.then the whole song she only know 4 words.1985.hahahaha.now she translating chinese song.first lau shu aida mi.now dou jiang you tiao.haiya.she's simply crazy.haiya.now translating english to chinese.hahahahaha.now she going toilet.rest for me.i can post with peace.hahaha.tomorrow is geog paper.die la.i not even start with one chapter yet.sigh.

i just hate her la.haiyo.why like that.dont tell me she has been lying to me all this while.she told me how much she hated her.but now...sigh.things do change.nothing will be forever the same..a good example is her!!she changed so much please.from last time till now.sigh.i was that i can bring the some present to the past and some past to the present.sigh.but i cant.

TO EVERYONE:GOOD LUCK FOR THE FOLLOWING PAPERS.ITS ONLY ONE WEEK.AFTER THAT WILL BE ALL THE FUN!!((:


thats it.i've had enough!!!dont ever show me that plastic face of yours anymore.acting innocent??trying to lie to me??please.dont la.everyone cant see that.so please stop acting infront of ME!!you can go act innocent infront of anyone else but not ME!!stop acting infront of ME!!!its enough!!!you may think that i believe YOUR story but you are so WRONG!!!believing in YOUR story is just like lying to myself.please.its not as if im only 3 yrs old la.im way older than 3!!so stop all YOUR nonsense.stop acting innocent!!!it DOESN'T help.no point.

don't do things out of promise.do it out of sincerity.its ok even if you have to break the promise.its the thoughts that counts.

went dinner just now.nice.now at home.duh.haha.im bored sad hurt depressed AGAIN!!!!sigh.i wanna be happy like the last time.happy!!!but i know i can never be again.because of something.sigh.dont talk about it anymore.it only makes me bored-er sad-er hurt-er and depressed-er only.sigh.i wanna watch movie.but what show is nice??hmm.corpse bride.who wanna go with me???call me please.or i'll be in the cinema ALONE!!which i hate.anyone who wants to watch msg me or call me please!!!!!!ok.im bored.never mind.i shall go tag on people's board and go online and disturb people.haha.takecare people.

sigh.second time im posting.sigh.bored.sad.hurt.depressed.sigh.carmen and felicia are my lucky stars please.sigh.im very sad now!!!sigh.arrrggggg!!!!! i cant wait for monday please.its only saturday morning.0019 am la.haiyo.there's still sunday.oh man.i hate it la.sigh.i guess i should learn to let things go.sigh.thats the best thing.but its gonna be a difficult task to be accomplished.sigh.i must try my very best.geraldlyn wish jialing good luck!!jialing thanks geraldlyn for that because jialing is sure to need the luck.alot of it.all the best jialing!!!

amanda:sorry for not being able to solve your problem cause just now i was also having my own problems.trust me.i will help you.sigh.
angielina:sorry for not like bothering about you.haha.sadistic friend.sigh.

ok.im bored again.i feel like sleeping but i dont want to.sigh.the show on tv is sick please.sigh.there's no one online.and its a saturday night where everyone should be online.but right now,no one is online.sigh.msn look so dead now la.sigh.no one to talk to.even if there is,and i talk to one,the person also take me as dead la.so whats the point??just take me as a mad one la.haiya.so damn bored sad hurt depressed now!!!!!help!!!oh.i think tong hua is so so nice.its has been my favourite song for so long please.even till now.sigh.ok.someone please call me either on a friday night or saturday night please.im damn bored please.call me!!someone!!!please.im bored sad hurt depressed.i know im long winded la.but im really bored sad hurt depressed.sigh.if someone can call me now and talk to me,i will love the person so much please.haiya.but i doubt anyone would la.everyone is being a pig know.some are straight some not.some both.haha.like ah ___ the _ pig.haha.i feel like killing myself now la.so bored.arrggg!!!lets play a game.jialing!!??!ok.she's asleep.now it seems that im the only one not asleep.haiya.never mind.i shal also stop here.and join jialing in the sleep/.thats all.takecare people!!

at carmen house.haha.so happy please.haha.felicia also here.lunched with carmen felicia sadistic friend twin ashley joyce yansin rachel.not very nice.cause never laugh like siao.like on wednesday like that.because zhenyi got scolded by....haha.we laughed till the kfc aunty ask us to keep quiet please.so siao la.amanda now at town in casino.haha.casino.ok.i think we are leaving soon cause carmen is going her aunty's place.so ya.shall end here for now.gonna try to go online later AT HOME!!!sigh.i dont think i cant.

never go school today.so sad.because of some reasons.everyone online looks dead please.dont wanna reply me la.fine.talk to me and i wont reply you!!!hmpf.im so dead please.tomorrow's maths paper two and here i am,happily seating infront of the computer.haha.haiya.i guess this year i will just either retain or drop la.its fated.everything is fated please.and i hate it.because we are always controled by fate.i dont like.i wanna control my own fate.we are the master of fate.not at the mercy of fate.do what we want.and do what you are happy with.dont do it because people ask you to!!im bored now.no one to entertain me and also no one to talk to.so lonely.sigh.

yeah!!home alone!!!my favourite.haha.mommy's out again.i'll have to be independent and settle my own dinner.sigh.that's bad.ANYONE INTERESTED TO HAVE DINNER WITH ME PLEASE???or else i;ll have to have dinner ALONE!!!or maybe with alice.haha.sigh.everyone seems high today.haha.i like it.lunched with angielina,carmen,mel,ashley,rachel and joyce.fun please.haha.went kfc.fun.we were being sick please.and we laughed as if kfc belonged to us.haha.nice man.esp when im not seeing my enemy.haha.i love today so much please.carmen today got no piano.but dunno why she must go home so early.sigh.went to buy kitkat chunky bar.nice nice.haha.i shall eat it again tomorrow.haha.science is getting boring and boring-er day by day.sigh.esp when im seating with...yupp.that make things worst.haha.i wish science will always be at the riffle range.than i can seat with angielina mel rachel carmen and everyone la.better than now.with...yucks!!!i rather die than seat with her man!!!so boring please.sigh.i cant wait for 26 november please!!!its gonna be fun!!but not when angielina's not there.sigh.but never mind.there's still the others.haha.i cant wait!!!haha.amanda and rachel's confirm going.haiya.i wish the other's also will be confirm going.haha.

today during english amanda was being retarded please.she keep talking to the book la.like some siao people like that.haiyo.must book a place in IMH for her.haha.then we kept laughing and laughing please.fun la.than ms yew also dunno we playing.haiyo.she ah.abit siao one.happy happy,she will treat us god.not happy she will scold us like siao.haiyo.she's mad la.dont like please.but never mind.i guess she's just too stress.haha.

right now,talking to fer and rachel on the phone.haha.oh.felicia is my small-minded partner.haha.and she says that im the chaiperson of the supper club that she made up please.she's just crazy.sigh.poor thing.haha.im bored AGAIN now!!!im a person who gets bored easily la.haiyo.thats not good.i don't like.i need to go find things to entertain myself la.which i will always end up sleeping.haha.thats not good.but never mind.currently,i am talking to two crazy people.haha.they are damn crazy please.sigh.ok.i shall stop here.haha.<33s.

im sorry if i showed black face just now ok.im so so sorry.i dunno what's happening to me these few days.moods keep swinging.one moment i can be super happy.the other moment i'll be very sad.than another,i'll be showing black face.sigh.im just throwing my anger everywhere la.so,im very sorry to all the victims.

reached school damn early today please.than went to hardcourt to assemble.than walked to church.so fun please.on the way.kept arguing with angielina?haha.fun.i love the church please.its air-coned la.i love the air-com ther.so cold la.i like.haha.than of course,we had to walk back to school la.had long long recess.one and a half hour ok.haha.had home econs.mdm lim was being nice again.she never scold anyone today.neither did she nagged at us.haha.after school,my hands were super cold.which i dunno why?even when i just come out of and air-coned room,it would not be that cold.haiya.dunno la.its was so cold la.like i just held a ice cube like that???but after that,ok laready la.went back kellock.walked there.super fun please.me and carmen so high la.we kept laughing and laughing.like crazy like that la.haiyo.went to see mrs ong.she actually remember who i am.haha.surprised.but....haha.we went down to buy drink.i think that the old woman damn mean la.so many years already lor.she's still the same.sigh.a leopard never changes its spot.haha.fun.than we walked back.but not so fun anymore.half way through,i became lazy.so we took a bus back instead.when we reach school,i dunno what happened to me.my face was super black.sigh.once again,im very sorry to those people ok.

im really really so so sorry.please at least scold me or tell me that you/you all are angry.because the more you said you all are not angry,the guiltier i am.at least tell me off or something??don't just let it go by.i'll feel guilty.please.do something.

im happy today.
rachel is at my house now.
again.tomorrow's patron day.
going to church.but cannot go
straight there.so sad.than i
meet my twin wong there.so
sad.but never mind.i got angielina
to entertain me.haha.

im so so happy to day please!!!

i'll be going back kellock tomorrow.
yeah!!!(:long time no see the teachers
although teacher's day got go back la.
but because someone was grumbling.
so we had to leave early WITHOUT
talking to the teachers.haiya.than she
still show us black face la.but tomorrow,
it'll be without her.hahaha.isn't that
something worth celebrating??oh.and
tomorrow we have one and a half hour
whole school recess la.i give my blessings
to felicia.haha

im bored now.sigh.lalalala.i need someone to ebtertain me seriously.ahhh.im dying of bordom.its not the first time.and i always survived.hahaha(:everyone that is online seems like they are dead la.nobody is talking to me.besides ashley.ashley's sick!!!!!and she's still forced to study.poor thing.sigh.and me.happily using the computer.haha.im bad la.tomorrow staying back in school to do HOME ECONS!!sew and sew again.hahaha.than friday can slack.haha,fun fun.oh no.my blogging mood is gone.

new rules.computer only on weekends and only two hours per use.worst than the one use outside.haha.im multi-tasking.talking to carmen and posting at the same time.haha.ok.today was fun.home econs.i like.haha.i just know a new code: we are the master of our fate.not at the mercy of fate.nice right??meaningful right??haha.never mind.

rolling of eyes can cause your eye to drop out.haha.so.this is to people who roll too much of their eye.haha.not funny.i know madam lim's secret.haha.we stayed back in school today to do home-econs.was fun.damn fun.haha.after so long,i only sewed on the word'letter'.and its very very slow.people is almosting finishing already but im only done with the word'letter'.hate this.

today was the last day to hand up the powerpoint for pw but some people forgot to ask me for the diskette.its part of my fault la.but she also never remind me.knowing that im forgetful.ok.im not going to sleep early tonight.i will go online to disturb people and irritate people.haha.im bad.nobody cares.haha.i was saying this phrase the whole day which i believe that made rachel quite pissed off.haha.sigh.

trying to fit in ain't the point.the point is that you are willing to get back into the clique.what's the clique like now??worst than any other clique that always have arguements.yeah.there's a problem with my eye.which means i may need to wear glasses.which is what i always wanted to.i know its a bit crazy la.but.nobody cares.haha.than if really need,im gonna get those frameless ones.i love them man!!haha.i know its crazy la.i may regret it one day but for know,all i know is that i cant wait to go check my eye!!

im half doing colouring(for the art.im like way way late.) and half posting ok.i realise that i can multi-task la.like mdm lim.haha.my mother allows me to use the net la.so nice of her.haha.tomorrow early in the morning will be pe.yeah!!so fun please.but not when we have to run la.haha.than will be nglish.miss yew's gonna scream again like how she does everyday.sigh.i hate it la.doesn't she get tired of all the screaming and nagging.miss yew.i know exams are coming.so please stop nagging at us.we need to get more things into our head.sighs.than will be pw.yeah man!!its one of my favourite lessons please.so fun la.karmun has been absent since the start of school.yating too.yating is so poor thing.she got dengue fever!!so sad.sob.sob.

maybe i really have to follow what bernice says la.sighs.i want to go to changi airport!!i dunnp for what la.but i simply love to go there.just for fun.anyone interested to go after exams??sighs.i think i'll have to ask people to go with me.we will get out of hse early in the morning.than go home late at night.haha.that'll be fun please.im bored again.will anyone just entertain me??besides asking me to go play games la.i need entertainment!!now!!why cant angielina just stay opposite me.than she can entertain me everyday la.than i won't be so bored.now im like so bored.its a serious case la.i may just die of boredom anytime.maybe only a serious case to me cause i can't stand being bored.so its surprising that i survive through the exams la.but that exam is a different case.i need time during exams.im bored!!!i need entertainment seriously!!!and at this time,no one would be online!!!(besides felicia who is 24hrs online)but so what??she can't entertain me.no one can entertain me la.its difficult.unless.....heh heh.

IM VERY VERY VERY BORED!!SOMEONE ENTERTAIN ME PLEASE!!
(but don't ask me go play super mario!!)mommy is having steamboat now.never ask me to go.haiya.its my fault for going to sleep.but what can i do.im tired!!i slept at 3+ last night.cause i was online till 1+.then rachel and carmen called.conference!!i love conferencing please!!esp when there's lots of people conferencing together.that'll be so fun.like the old times.somewhere during june this year when we had this conference that consist of 6 people.that was fun.and carmen kept so damn quiet.haiya.not only her la.me too.i realised something.everytime there's a conference,carmen will always be around.haha.that conference was FUN!!will we have something like this soon??

finally!!surfing the net and signing in to msn with no problem.haha.there's always problem when the two are in use together.but no today!!im happy yesterday.im happy today.i'll be happy tomorrow i guess.if no one comes to irritate me la.but i think it'll be difficult.people will come to irritate me.haiya.i hope i'll be in good mood tomorrow.and i also hope that mommy goes out again tomorrow.than i can use the net like i've never used before.but i don't think it'll come true la.sighs.its difficult to get my mum out at times.but if she's out,than she'll only be home after what seems like a million years.haha.

my blogging mood is back!!!im starting to post paragraphs again.yeah!!i like that.if someone were to chat with me on msn now or call me on my hp,i'll love the person damn much please.but i doubt it'll happen.im always having peaceful time when im surfing the net which i don't like.but i also don't like those pop-ups la.they're irritating please.they get me fed up.than the computer gets hang,i get irritated.than i just off the switch.that's why for some reason i sign off on msn suddenly.

im hungry!!i haven eaten anything since my breakfast!!im easily hungry these few days.sigh.oh.my this month's phone bill is gonna be high man!!i have been calling out for no reasons.i over shot the time limit like 10 over mintues.it looks like its gonna rain soon.and im HUNGRY!!and cold.my tagboard now looks so restricted.no one is coming to tag!!hmpf.i think my blog looks dead la.i need to make it looks more alive.but dunno how??someone.suggestions.but than again,i love this skin.its simple la.i love it.haha.just leave some suggestions n the tagboard if you feel like.all are welcome.haha.(:i hate to be alone at home with my grandparents la.esp my grandma.she'll report to my mum when she comes home.telling her that i have not eat dinner.and using the computer for a long long time.i mean.if the computer is there,its meant to be used.than what?leave it there to rot??crazy!!and one more thing.my grandma talks to herself la.i have a witness.that time she on the TV.and this is what happen
grandma:wei shen me kai dian shi ji?duo mei you ren kan.
me:ah ma.shi ni kai de leh.
gradma:???
than she went to switch off the TV and start to do nonsense.crazy la.she on the TV than ask why on it.sigh.everyone will complain about their grandparents on la.and mostly grandmas.haha.grandmas are a pain in the neck.why?because they are vampires.never mind.its meant to be a lame/cold joke.why?because its gonna rain soon and my jokes are not wearing jackets.thats why.ok.its just another lame/cold joke.cause im trying to entertain myself but no use.but jokes are meant to be lame.they are not a living thing.and if its not lame,no one laughs.so of no one laughs at your jokes,its called a cold joke=leng siao hua.

the problem is:there are people online but those people cant really entertain me you know.they are like.not entertaining at all please.ok.lets put it in a way.the people online are all not well-trained to entertain people.they have not finish their course.ok.my grandma is nagging again.asking me to call my mum to go eat dinner.please la.im happily using the computer.ok.but to the point.people who can entertain me are people like angielina zhenyi but zhenyi cannot use computer.angielina not online.thats why im bored!!

solution: i have not come up with one!!

second post for the day

just came back from the park.was playing with carmen.haha.now im like rotting infront of the computer.im hungry please.i had to walk home by myself la.so bored can.than i got rachel to call me.haha.i did not see my co-ordinator today.it has been quite some time since i last saw her.but i saw her sister.i think she's damn naughty.talk about naughty.me and carmen did something very bad in the park.haha.we even did it twice la.haha.so fun ok.but i think it some how irritated that person.i hope that person is not gonna get mad.hahaand if the person gets mad,than she would have to go to IMH.thats so sad.haha.my mother has gone out since afternoon la.i hope she gets something for me to eat.cause im like damn hungry.i haven eaten anything since my breakfast.hungry!!