i may regret this one day.
but than again,it's best for now (:

i guess cookie is out this year for valentine.
no time to make.and all the things not bought yet.
just lollipops and chocolates??
i don't know la.
see hw's the economy first.haha.
so bored and tired la.
but i sure need to get zhenyi her cookie from somewhere.
so much things to do.so little time.
is there anywhere i can purchase time?
i forgot the homework we have la.
can't remember till peanuts called.
than this morning did acounts before went tiong.(yes,again)
got my calculator.
i have a feeling my old calculator will appear la.
haiya.
monday's gonna be busy man!!
i need to get lollipops,chocolates and cookie(only one)
haiya.the mood to blog is not here.
so shall just end here la.
takecare peoeple(:

the silence is unbearable;

today was so so =/
nothing is funny to me.
i mean those that can make me laugh till i can't stop.
morning.poa.i think it sucks please.eeyer.
than was chinese.
i think he so damn pervert la.
he only scolded those not pretty one.
than those pretty one he don't scold.can talk so nicely.
(actually i don't find them pretty la.it's coded by debra)
he kept screaming and shouting.
like siao siao like that.
than was pe.
nothing la.
than maths.
got test.
know how to do everything.
but i'm sure cannot get very high one la.
than recess.
ok lor.
nothing special la.
than was geog.
haiya.as usual la.
she also siao siao lor.
than english.
talk talk talk.
than went for assembly.
was totally moodless in the middle of it la.
the person said something funny.
than almost everyone was laughing?except me?
i don't think it's funny lor.
so ya la.
i just sat there looking away.
nothing interests me.
than ya lor.
end of school.

in the end,angielina came over to my house.
than after she ate than she left.
walked her down.
than walked back.
nothing interesting.
than haiya!don't know la!
cannot be bothered already la!

seeing you is the last thing i ever wanna do.
i'm in no mood to do things this few days.
those smiles and laughters are just for entertaining.
(in case i get complaine that i'm dao again)
nothing interests me now.
not even those real funny things.

today was simply very =/
had chinese.
ting xie to star the day.
than was ss.
presentation was kinda screwed up i think.
than english.
no comments.
then pe.run run as usual.never do anything la today.
than recess.nothing special.
with the usual.
than was pc.debra wass going crazy man!!
than double chem.no mood to play or laugh or anything.
than was looking at my shoes when ms phe caught me.=/
than had to go infront for some experiment thing.
after school,went to ask jannah if she want go locker.
and her answer was.see first.wth la.
go locker also must see first.
than she went.
after that was suppose to stay back with fer to company cherngshing.
but was super lazy and tired.
and also as usual;no mood.
so went home.
VERY SORRY CHERNGSHING!(:
went home lor.took 195.
and guess what!?!?
i saw chermaine chua on the bus!!!
ok.nothing special la.
seriously.nothing interests me now.
simply nothing.
spare me from seeing you for one day is enough.
just one day.and i can have peace and fun for one whole day.
i would even laugh at things that are un-funny like the last time me(:
but no,there's nothing i can do.


it kills me to see you;

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today is funny day.
had maths in the morning.
ms sim changed our places.
and guess who i seating with?!?!
JUDY TAN!!
chem also with her la!
than went for chinese!(:
my favourite!
doubl period :DD
so fun.
talked and played with debra.
than was fnn.
got test.
dies la.fail already.
than recess.
after recess was cme!!
omg!!it's the funniest cme i had ever la!!
so funny lor.ltt.
hahaha.
she was like telling us about manners and stuff.
and the way we should seat.
than she was like
ltt:some seat like that.some like this.and some with the legs over their head,.
class:hahaahahah!!
me:haahhhahahahahahah(all the way till end of lesson)

and when i was still laughing,she told us something funny again.
so laughing continuously la.
till end of lessons.
and peanut was like pulling me for bio at the end of cme.
than sat at usual place.
but that bloody bitch wants us to go to the front.wtf la.
the front?
like for what?
someone:go infront for what?we can see from here
ms lim:i know you can see from there.but i cannot see you from here.

wtf la!!like why she wanna see us?
and rachel is like so obsessed with her?
omg.can't stand her la.
she's so diao.

after that stayed back in school do the ss thing.
actually was rachel do i see.
but end up i do everything.
wth can.everything la.grr!!!
done already.but neede touch up.
so ask fer help me (:
today's hse prac for joseph,caroline and isbel.
thursday's for catherine,ignatius and marie (:
can't wait please.
suppose to go with mel to tiong on friday for lunch and walk walk.
but me no money so change to next nextfriday lor.
next friday is fun splash!!
going with fer and i don't know who else.
tomorrow's timetable sucks la.
chinese,ss,el,pe,recess,pc than double period chem =/
JUDY TAN again.
not that she's horrible or something la.
but it's like.maths seat with her.
than chen also seat with her.
but at least better than seating with some other people la.
h.i lost my calculator and key.
it's somewhere at home but i can't find it.
and my key.it has been missing for so long already.
it means that i need new set of keys (:
nvm.
if my mother doesn't want to make it for me
than i'll just go make it by myself.
hmm.ok already la.later my hand gets numb =/
bye people(:
takecare.

omg.
my fan is so kuku.
keeps giving out some funny noise.
haiz....
it means time to change new one (:
now everyone's out.
the whole hse is to me!
i can do anything i want.
yay!
now judy knows my chinese name.
and she's calling me whenever i see her =/
i don't like.
and peanuts laughed at my 'who knows' or a very long time.
and i don't know why.
we repeated the conversation over and over just to hear the 'who knows'
she's nuts man.
and elanie yeo's best friend is so lame.
haha.her best friend can't walk.
haha.ok.lame.
but it's funny la.


after school went munch with fer,cherngshing and dayang (:
at bm macs.
laughed till i cannot take it la.
so funny lor.
alhough it's something i've said before.
but i still thinks it's very funny :D
than slack for awhile.
sent dayang to bus stop.
than went take bus home.
homed.pretend to do homework.
my mother wants to go out.
and i don't want.
so i pretended to be doing homewrok.
now she's ot i hope she won't be home that early.
(:
ok.i'm getting bored.
shall stop here.
takecare people(:

today was ok la.
went to the hong bao riber thing?
ya.quite boring la.
except that they got loads of thing to eat?
haha.

hmm.gwen is so guai.
she did eight pages of research for fnn.
so guai la.
i only did like one/two pages for each research?
haha.
and she claims that mdm lim loves me?
ok.what nonsense la.
please.i think she loves gwen more.haah.
oh!guess what!?
colour for class tee gonna be either white and gold/white and pink la.
if it's pink than i'm not gonna wear it man!
no!in the first pleace i wouldn't even order it.
pink sucks man!but than again.depends on what shade of pink.
i'll only wear it if i'm happy with the shade of pink.
hmm.i still prefer the 2baye'05 class tee.
like of course la.


oh no!
my hands gonna go numb later on.
i realise that i can't type for long.
it'll really go very numb.
and i can't sleep.
i need a rest.
hahaha.
madness.

oh!many people in my class are getting flu and cough.
thanx to me.
cause all those who're sick are those who seat next to me during classes.
people like debra.she very suay.next to me for chinese and POA
than judy.and that very day when i got sick was when we had chem.
than alot la.
cause people drink debra's water which i drank on monday!also that day when i got sick.
haha.so many people in the class are rubbing their noses and coughing.
HAHAHAHAHAAHAH.omg.i feel mean.
omg!there's ss tomorrow.
and than it's soon gonna be wednesday.
than have to present the stupid thing la.
haiyer.
so tsk la.
nv,.i shall just end here before my hands get numb =/
bye people.
and takecare (:

i'm not happy i'm not sad.
it's just a confused and mixed up feeling la.

I NEED FOOD!!!
haven't had my dinner la.
and i'm all alone at home!! :D
i love this man!!
i'm a semi-happy kid now.
happy cause my mother is not at home!
but besides that,there nothing for me to feel happy about.
seriously.nothing interest me now.
nothing.NOT A SINGLE THING.
thas a damn sad thing.
have been feeling low these few days during lesson time.
but sometimes when peanut crake a not bearable joke,i would just laugh.
but soon after,i will be back to the not happy me.
it's not not happy.it's just moodless.not happy.not sad.
not angry.
not bored.
simply nothing.
sigh.
i don't like this feeling.
i want to be back to the last time me.
but i don't think i can.
it's gonna take time.
and the worst is.
i don't know why i'm feeling like that.
well.you will never klnow what's happening to you or what's going on in you.
thats sdo sad please.
sigh.

the cut on my hand you never know.thanks to the 100 plus bottle (:

ain't in a mood to do anything today.
in the morning was ok.
than around 3+ like that mood just dropped.
like it fell from 1000 stories down like that.
well.sigh.
nothing seems to interest me now.
nothing can be back to the same.
i need the time machine!
to go back to the old times.
when we didn't knew anything.
when we were all innocent (:
but everyone knows.it's impossible to go back to the past.
nothing would be the same again.
those fun that we had.
no more.
nothings gonna be the same again.never.

just came back from movie with angel (:
i not stupid too.
it's a nice show.
after that went for dinner.
than here i am (:
had CHINESE early in the morning :D
was nice(:
after was ss.
oh man.a disaster la.
got caught for talking and sleeping =/
have to do some powerpoint thing on the reasons on merger and seperation of malaysia and singpore?
something like that la.
wth lor.
others also talked and slept.
not fair la.
pe was fun.
and i finally got to pinch shumei!
recess.as usual la.
oh!carmen never come school today!!
ok.out of point.
than was pc.boring la.
than chem.had test.
and i think i'll flunk it?
haha.and ms phe said if fail will have extra lessons one to one =/
i don't want la.
haiya.
tomorrow's gonna be a short day.
maths in the morning.
than poa than ss and bio.
than would be recess.than fnn.
than end of school!!!

CNY is only ok this year.
not much income ):
nothing interesting as well.
only that past few days wasn't at home.
over at my aunt's place.
came home only late at night.
tired so went to bed.
actually got loads to update.
but because of the delay i forgot everything that i want to update on.
yesterday was =/ =/
was so super bored at my aunt's place.
nothing to do.
was finding people to go out.
they are all not free!!
than i was almost bored to death.
but didn't la.
watched herbie.
ok la.at least got something to do?
than when the movie ended,everyone just stand up at the same time and walked out of the room.
i was like:like in the cinema hor.show finish everyone stand up.
than they just laughed.
i feel like i'm talking to myself again.
and so far no new person knows that i talk to myself and talks to the wall.
haha.i doubt they'll know unless someone tells them la.
now the only people who knows are those in sec 2 saint bernadette 2005!
oh wells.
it's not really something that people can't know la.
but just let them find out by themselves lor.
i'm getting bored.
my mum's going out.
but if i go i'll still be bored.
but it beats being at home.
anyone wants to go out?

i forgot to say something.
was suppose to blog on the day when i was sick.but didn't.
and guess what!!
i missed my double period of chinese!! ))))))):
so super sad can!!
this time i'm not gonna miss it!
i'm gonna go school on every school day from now on.
and i will!!
i don't wanna miss chinese and the most important!
DOUBLE PERIOD CHINESE!
yayness to double period chinese!!

friday!!!
morning was messy.told carmen where to meet but she went to the other one instead.
very very messy.
than in school.wasn't late for morning assesmbly these few days.
than everytime got people call us go infront.
but of course la.
i will never go infront one.
so as usual.sat at the back.
than was POA.ok la.
than chinese.someone chase my friend away!
than pe.it was somehow fun though.
than was maths.
forgot to do my homework.
but lucky today she never teach.
than did the worksheet she gave.still got time so did my homework and handed up on time!
maths test.not very good.i think it's bad.13/20.
so bad lor.
haiyer..must study.if not confirm will fail one.
didn't go anywhere after school today.
straight home.
how sad.
went online for awhile.signed out soon cause no one online.
than went to sleep.i slept for so long la.5+ till 8.30.
so long lor.
in time to watch 9pm show.
ending was ok.better than rainbow connection.
now i'm super hungry cause didn't have dinner.
tomorrow's new year's eve!
than it's ne year.haha.
means there's income.
yeah!but it won't last for long.
thinking of using the money to change phone.
i want change to 6230/6230i.
either will be fine (:
but i doubt i'll be able to have it.
it's not an easy task to tell my mother i wanna change phone.
it takes years before she gets the message.
ok.i'm so super bored now.
hai....shall go do something.

i actually got 24/25 for my POA test!!
so cannot believe please.
and my mother.
was being so idiot la.
i told her.and she was like:like that very good meh?
it's like 24 is the highest in class lor.
although i'm not the only one that has 24.
but still.her reply was like that lor.wth la.
i've got the funfair tickets le.
anyone wants to go come find me ok??

was a okok day la.
early in the morning had math test.
what a nice thing to start the day/week.
i think i'm so gonna fail the poa and math test.
there's fnn test tomorrow =/
was being nice today?haha.
bought chocolates to school(:
but sad enough.i only ate one.
there's one last one in my bag.
i gave almost everyone i know la.
except those in my class.
i don't think they are worth my chocolates la.
joking.just some only.
i gave to a few people.
those that i never give:sorry.i had not enough.
some is i purposly don't wanna give de.
but if they asked maybe i would.
but too bad la.they didn't.

went bukit merah mac with fer and cherng shing a.k.a. xingxing.
was a last minute decision.
told amanda didn't wanna go.
duibuqi.
was feeling super hungry so just pulled fer in.
sorry amanda!
after eating slack for awhile.
saw two of cherngshying's S4 friends.
one very friendly.the other one super dao.
worst than me =/
just sat around and talk talk.
felt like eating something nice.
so went 7-11.
i think i'm super nice today.and friendly.
i helped people buy things ok.
including xingxing's friendly friend.haha.
was about to leave.
got a purple balloon :D
credits to fer!!
she helped me ask for it(:
xiexie ni fer!
walked home.that about it la.
there's double periond chinese tomorrow!!yayness!!
but there's math early in the morning.
never mind.
i shall continue my friendly ways :D
i feel so random.

tomorrow's already monday.
i don't feel like going to school.
there's accounts test.
and geog.
than on tuesday there's fnn.
and i have not done my fnn homework!!
with so many things undone how can i go school?
haiya.
and still got the EFL thing.
going with that type of 'thing'
it's like a nightmare la.
if i really going than it's like a nightmare come true la.
haiya.good dreams don't come true.
but nightmare always do.
when will a dream come true?

great la.
my mother wants me to go for EFL.
wth.i don't feel like going lor.
go than same group as TYM!!
omg!!she sucks like i don't know what la.
today during pe,vice sports cap never come.
and she thinks she can be the vice lor.
please la.look at yourself lor.
sports cap wannabe only la.
i don't care even if you're reading this.
just wanna tell you:you suck man!
act as teacher's pet.
you just don't wanna be the efl head.
well.i tell you.i don't want you to be either.
everytime during a lesson.
you will the teacher nicely.
i help you do this.i wanna do that.
oh please man!
and when the teacher assk you to do something you don't want,
you push it to the subject rep.
wth la.
you're a disgrce to all the TANs ok.
omg!!
can't stand you lar.

today was a complain day for me.
not very pleasent.
than after school,i ws being so friendly.
i said hi to people i don't.
hahah.i actually said hi lor.
how friendly can i get.hahahs.
:D
i feel so good and high now.
oh my.i feel like drinking coke now.
but i'm lazy to go down and get la.
thats the reason why i need a mini fridge.
can stock up.
chocolates drinks and loads lar.
than people come also can entertain people.
hmm..nobody wants to get coke for me!!
and i'm lazy to go down.
haiya.i feel like i'm bullying people lor.
today.elaine helped me carry books la.
from morning to end of school lor.
haiyer.i feel so bad lor.
but nvm la.she volunteered to help mah.
saw peanuts friends on the screen today.
peanuts friend all so famous one lor.only peanuts not.
so sad la.
sigh.
i'm bored now and i've got nothing to do.
i shall go get started with me homework.
sianz.....

please la.
trying to get popular huh?
get a life man!!
and you think you're the sports captain lar?!?
well.i can tell you CLEARLY that you're NOT!!
so stop acting like one.
calling others idiot when you're one.
stop it please.
you will always be you!
i can tell you la.
only a few people voted for you lor.
and it's less than 10!
so stop dreaming please.
stop acting big la.
you can never make it.
if i'm given a chance to do anything i want,
first:i would tie you on a tree.
than leave you there for days and days.
and i would give you a few slaps.
and make you remember it forever man!
i will make your life difficult.
trust me!
bloody idiot!
can't stand the sight of you la.
just go away please.
because of you,i don't even look forward to going for EFL.
you totally spoil the whole thing lor.
i bet you can't even lead.