i'm not blind.
neither do i have a brain block!
everything's obviously obvious

hah!!
haven't touched the keyboard in like 9823103235941416 years la!!
finally!!! but this is bad la.exams are near.
okay.so many things happen.
clique outing on 31 august!! fun fun!! walk walk eat eat.went cine emax watch movie!! rumour has it.i don't understand it la.so not exciting please.than walk walk.home.
yeah.nothing more exciting than this la.all not interesting de.
school has start and exam's coming in 3 weeks!!
damn!! right.i'm bored even online.hahs!
bye people!!
kaining,talleah,amanda:
UPDATED!!! :D

joyce is called jenny, and only i can call her that!
hahah.i shall change it soon.she doesn't reply when i call her that la!
right!paper was ok.slept la.was feeling rather sleepy yeah.than was mt.had ting xie! than maths.miss sim not here!! :D free period.some apnn teacher came in la.than yeah.everyone was just going against her.any new teacher/relief teacher that comes will have to go through that la.just get used to it than it'll be fine.like the bio teacher! judy was sad la.i tried making her laugh at textbook pictures again but she couldn't!sighss.
JUDYTAN AH!!CHEER UP MAN!! :D i still need you to laugh at textbooks pictures with me okay!!
recess.yeah.angielina rachel and xinyi wasn't here.than yeah.ohoh! amanda and me are the tofus!! :D me carmen ferrrrrr mellllll and jenny are the strawberries!! fnn.blah.test!than yeah.did work lor.talk talk laugh laugh.rachel ng likes mr ngS because they're all ngS!! laoshi and mr ng! hahahahahah.oh man! tionged with fellow strawberries!! went macs with mel to get drink.ferrrrr carmen and joyce went to get ice cream.we walked there today!! and yeah.carmen siew was being super lame la!
me:carmen siew! go walk in the middle of the road now!i don't wanna walk with you!
carmen:tsk.
me:ahahahah.if you kena knock down than you'll become strawberry juice! just nice! i thirsty eh!
lame right! and her voice was HIGH!! but yeah.very fun la.laughed till stomache eh.wells.carmen what.me and amanda wants to get the pencil case! i'm influencing her not to go mep tomorrow so we can go out and get it and leave for steamboat after that! but she's considering! >:( right! i'm hungry la! so yeah.mt tomorrow and byebye exams!! yeah.and it would also be the last day of exam homeroom system.means no more 'picnic' with gwen.and no more playing with jannah.and no more laughing at stupid text pictures with judytan!and no more alot of things la!! oh ya!i msged someone on wednesday night la.asking who is that person.that replied replied it was TIA!!omg.and we're like laughing like siao la.omg.haiya.i'm lazy to blog already la.byebye!!

you're just like the lightening.
come and go.so fast that i don't even have enough time to look at you clearly.sighs.i'll just resign to fate la!!

POA was easy la.
but i doubt i'll pass with good grades la.it'll only be a JUST-PASS!than was geog.did nothing la.was talking and playing in the end must stand up :/ english.mr ng ah.tsktsk.no comments la.than supposedly POA.but become bio.than no teacher came la.one indian teacher came.we're suppose to study geog/history.can in pairs but not in group.so yeah.usual lor.i turned back to look for judy.she was writing letter than i disturbed her.bleah.than she finished! i did not bring my geog book up so end up looking at chem text.hahahah.we're laughing at pictures AGAIN! damn funny.it seems to be a daily routine for this week eh.ahahahahhah.funny la.and yeah.i gave her a new name. recess than pc.reflection.played. bio agan.no teacher leh.only one security guard.she stood outside our class for like the whole 45 minutes.omg.POWER! played with jannah debra and rachel ng during that 45 minutes la.because judy ws no where to be found. than POA.yeah.i wrote judy's new name on her a/c paper la.hee. than dismissed!

BM macs with jiaping.saw my old old friend.yeah.
than tiong to meet fer and carmen.went more than words buy pencil!
i was deciding whether how many packets to buy because one contain 6.if i buy 2 than will have 12.but if i only buy one and gave to those usual close close one than, some others will say i don't like them or whatever la.so i've got no choice ): yeah.i'll have three remaining after giving to clique so i shall give one to teozhixian! :D yeah.i may consider not giving some la.it's like.sighs.nvm!after buy pencil home!! bathed.studied abit and slept. dinnered and tadah!! (: i shall go for geog now.byebye!!

it's a fact that you will and have never treated me as your friend before.
i wonder which catergory(?) i belong to in your list.sigh.

more than just a friend

right!!
maths paper was so so.at least i can remember something.so the extra lessons that miss sim gave was actually HELPFUL!! :D
i'm glad i went!! than one period of chem.stonedms phee gave us the time to study! so bored.than maths.ms sim wanted to teach but we beg her not to.and she didn't!! well.i didn't study la.i was laughing all the way with miss judytan.hahahahah.damn funny la.we're actually laughing at the textbook pictures la!! omg.damn it funny.laughed till stomache la!! than pe :/ 2.4 again.i passed with the help of DAYANG!! omg.i swear i love dayang alot alot la.she helped me by 2 rounds!! recess.ss paper.flunk! a/c.lucky got mrs wong.she went through general journal with us again!! than mt.bleah.i 'fought' with kaining again.i think elaine yeo's super lame! than BM with ferrrrrrrrrrrrr.yeah.jannah left first.than we went ntuc walk walk.damn lame!! home!i bathed.ate than sleep!! and tadah!! right! i shall go study a/c soon.steamboat this friday with chermaine and maybe some not confirmed people.yeah.

i don't wish to hurt your feelings or anything but yeah.
you're just sticking around them because you pratically have no one to go with in your class? and what's with the face that i owe you something.i don't alright. and you know i was just trying to not show that i not happy face by saying hi to you but you just show me that face.oh wells.you've changed.ALOT.you know.i used to think you're the only one i can trust in the clique but now, i doubt so.you've changed totally to another person.

i can no longer regconise you.

i don't wish to talk to you.sighs ):

morning's the same la.bleah.
english paper first.i'm just gonna fail it la.i wrote nonsense la!! i can only think like after 8.30.i only started writing sentences which make sense after 8.30 la.but there was absolutely not enough time for me to write another compo la. than free period.jjudy tan is an idiot!
me:*keeps on talking*
judy:eh.you very noisy leh!
me:fine.*turns and talk to others*
judy:geraldlyn! i very bored!
me:but you said i was noisy.
judy:fine la.

wth can.one moment say i noisy.another moment ask me talk.siao.
than maths.go through paper.ss.same old thing.she let us off late AGAIN. recess only ate nuggets la. than yeah.chem/bio.i can do the calsulations but i'm so gonna flunk it!! i think i just wrote nonsense too la.when exam starts, our class like nothing like that.whole class still can laugh together. than double chinese. letter.crap with kaining! yeah.than dismissed!! harbour with jellyfishes!! it's 3 more days to the jellyfish day and also to silly and crazy day!! and tomorrow's ME &TWIN DAY!! :D right.ate at yoshi.than walk aound.went more than words.jellyfish now have one common thing.we all have the winnie the pooh file!! :D all the same. yeah.than home.tomorrow's ss and maths.well.can just say byebye to me next week la.i'm just gonna fail everything!! mel will put me in the coffin and fer will invite everyone to come.haahahh. joyce wasn't allowed to talk today. everything she said we have to laugh.so she didn't dare say anything.yeah.i actually STUDIED a bit.hahahahh.i actually studied!! oh my.even i can't believe la.i shall come home tomorrow straight after school to study for a/c and geog.yupp.
you only come to me when you wanna borrow things la.if not, i'm nothing to you.4 years.it's not even strong enough to compare to a less than a month friendship.damn! why do i have friends like you.sighs.just my luck la. sighs. i just can't bring myself to get angry with anyone la!! well. i shall this time.
oh ya!
i got 6/20 for my maths test la!! after so long finally no 0!! even tanya has a number instead of a 0!!hahhahah.

i'm dying to let you know how i feel but than i asked myself this: are you dying to hear what i wanna say to you? do you actually want these words coming out from me? there are still many 1001 and one questions i have.but with only two, one n fact,it's enough to stop me from telling you everything.

you left me standing all alone.

my font seems super big la.
i wanna go out.
ok.super random.like who in the right mind doesn't wanna go out?
RIGHT! i'm like so suppose to study for english and chem/bio tomorrow like what other people are doing but no! i can't set my mind to study :/ thats very bad!! i'm gonna fail badly this time round!! BADLY!!
maybe there's no studying for english but there's still combined science!! or maybe POA needs me to study them too!! or rather the worst subject of all.M-A-T-H-S!! horror man!! it's worst than asking me to read THE SINGPORE GHOST STORIES or watching any ghost flims la.maths is killing me.slowly.i'm rather worried for chem/bio too.1001 reasons to study. one and only reason not to study-the com. dies!! i need to look at my books at this very moment and get every details that needs to get in, into my this small brain now!! URGENTLY!!! i have this urge to go candy empire now! hee :D great.another distraction!!
i was at the hospital yesterday while everyone was enjoying the fireworks!! never mind.lalala.RANDOM-NESS!!

you brought back my hopes just as i were to give up!

today pass quite fast i suppose.
ss in the morning.ok la.than english.than maths.i still don't understand a single thing la.than pe.did nothing la.quite fast.recess.ok.
i think we're or rather i'm not as close to you all anymore.
than POA.i got 14/25 only la.judy got higher than me la!! she got 18 la!! than chem! fuck man! i didn't learn about the other calculations la.wtfffff. and it was actually was my fault.how am i suppose to know hat you all did last lessons?! not fair!! damn it! went for the stupid lead training.siannnnnnnnn.
stayed back for ss.blah blah.went lunch than home.
i wanna go for fireworks tomorrow!!! >:(

i don't like my maths seating arrangement!
there's nothing wrong with the people i'm seating with but the people thats around me!!
OMG.esp the person beside ____ and the person on my left!! omg.and it's confirm not melissa.
but the person beside her and her friends.disgusting.it's a misfortune having to be in the same class as you la.i tried being friendly to you but nah.i shall not do that ever again.even if i have to work in the same group as you! bleah.GET THIS INTO THAT small BRAIN OF YOUR'S!!

i don't wanna continue lying anymore.
i miss you and i care for you too.
i really do.

i hurt my thumb :/
i can't really bend it now.and worst thing is.my right thumb.how am i gonna write?
sighs.
last night i was having an awake nightmare man! :/
very very scary please.oh my tian.it sends shiver down my spine la.sighs.bestie knows it.how scary.it left me feeling scared for over 30 minutes please.bleah.and she didn't even bother to explain herself la! wth!! and now, i'm kinda scared to go school yeah.yucks! first half of tomorrow's gonna be boring la.there's SS, english, MATHS:/ than PE ):
recess's gonna be no good either la.lalala.after that will be nice.there's POA and CHEM!! although there'll be a test but nvm!! :D than assembly.can sleep.hopefully.than yeah.last day of the week.i wonder if my mum would allow me to pon la.sighs.but nvm.i'd rather go school. lalala.i wanna know my results for a/c test. i'm bored la.bye people.

i don't wanna lie by saying that i don't miss you.neither do i wanna say that i don't care for you.because, inside, i really care and i do miss you.ALOT

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.

i don't like seeing people being sad la.
unless i know the reason.ok.but still.i don't like to see people sad :/
seeing people sad is so bleah.i don't like!

angielina never come la!!
i'm not at all surprise la.I WANNA GO FOR NDP!!
ok.i shall not talk about it.if i know i shoudn't have gone school today la!
i don't know why but you seem to be taking all my friends away from me. it's not the first time already.i cannot stand it la.and you, i never knew that you'll change so fast fast!! she seem to be a better friend than me.wells.i can't force you.sooner of later you'll just be one of them and i'll start to dislike you like____ yeah.i just don't like her la.so stop it.i know it's selfish but yeah.either you be her friend or my friend cause i really really don't like her la.i know i can't stop you from making friends but yeah.anyone but her.i cannot accept it.so yeah.i don't think you even take me as your friend la.FORGET IT.

i can't bear to take you as someone invisible.

went hardcourt early today.
angielina wasn't feeling well ):
than yeah.liling just wanna stand behind me la.she says it's not fair because i've been standing at the back everytime.so she just wanna stand beside me and let me hear everything she says to judy.hhaha.than she went to ask mrs wong.
liling:eh mrs wong.if no cca how?
mrs wong:cannot don't have la.
liling:if leh?
mrs wong:than you just wear ij blue and join any club/cca lor.
me:mrs wong!you say one ah!! if they ask me why i there i say you teach me one hor!
mrs wong:*laughs*

how can like that!?tsktsk.
english in the morning always pass very fast!! :D
maths.bleah.test AGAIN.
ss.wtf la!!she cannot teach and still dare blame us for holding her back when she just stop just to look at people and give weird faces.omg.call yourself a teacher man!! f*ck you la!!
recess.was late late late for recess.went to find dayang tia shumei and all.than went up for skipping :/ we just slacked la.than yeah.drank justea with empty stomach which cause stomache in the end.for the rest of the day la.geog.chinese.than stayed for maths.than like that lor.and tadah!!
ok.i'm feeling bored now and there's no one online for me to talk to!! ):
i shall go help amandatan update her blog!! :D

i have to go on lying

you only say what you wanna say and never care about her feelings. and you think it's all her fault because you never believed what she've said. you take it as a lie and believed the other party instead.LOOK! who's the 'innocent' one.i can't say that both is guilty neither can i say both is innocent.wells.you'll even take it as a story of her's even though it's the truth.you just don't believe her.
[this is no offence to anyone.i'm just saying out what i feel, because i don't keep a writen diary neither do i wish to speak this out so yeah.if you personally feel offended than, THAT'S YOUR PROBLEM!]


AMANDA TAN MANQI!! :D CHEER UP OKAY!
you're suppose to continue on HAPPILY without you-know-who.
and prove her WRONG WRONG WRONG!!!
I LOVE YOU YEAH! :D

i was too lazy to come online/blog yesterday.

SS is never nice la.rachel came back to seat with me and mss vino didn't say anything!! thats good. but judytan still seems lonely seating with them.hahahh.if it was me i'll be lonely too.different topic mah!!
than ENGLISH. judytan lied!! ): she said she'll do her work!! than was maths.ok.miss sim claims that i'm one of them who take test paper than put head on table without even looking at it.i was like doing it while my head on the table can.fucker la!! and she wants to call my mum! wtffff!!
than pe.did the 5 stations thing.hee.than recess run! 5 rounds.

POA.test.easy somehow.than after that left for that forum thing.ice breaker was first.
mr chandran:group 9 and 10 go to GEOK YING and KATHLYN.
jannah:go to who?
me:geok ying and kathly la.you deaf ah?
jannah:no la! i heard geok ying as _eok ying.
me:wth!! it's sucha insult!
ice breaker was boring.only geokying/kathlyn and liling's group was ok.other's was :/ me and jannah almost fall asleep la! than break.2 was the start of that talk!! sian sian sian!! i rather go for chem and assembly!! fer was falling asleep.i had sweets to keep me awake.and after my sweet finish, i got a major headache!! oh man! i almost wanted to DIE!!
than talk talk talk.break! :D went out walk walk.fer almost hit the door on someone!!hahahaahh.than yeah.someone something happen.fer made someone trip la!! )': sadness please!! damn her!! i was telling jannah we forgot to bring the raw spaghetti(?) than continue.i don't know why but i AM anti-social la.VERY in fact.i was like oh so quiet during the discussion la.maybe it's because of some thinking? don't know la.somehow quiet during the discussion. i can't really work wth strangers la.even though after ice breaker.i don't like!!! than after that, me and fer did cloze passage!! fun la!! jannah don't know the answers.DUH! than fer filled it up.and none of us wanted to keep that paper so sissors paper stone lor. I WON!! so she kept the paper! i bet she threw it away la!! >:( ok.i don't feel like blogging anymore.

what's the 'fucking truth' that you want from her man?!
fucking idiot!

school was blah!
fnn was ok.did open book test!
ok la.
judytan can cook!hahahah.
and her food wasn't bad.
3P's now having a trend of eating raw spaghetti(?)
eveyone just chewed on it making those cracking sound.hah!
and don't know which mind of mine went to agree that i'll go for tomorrow's terrorist thing!damn! i'll be missing chem test!! )':
and assembly too! man!double sadness!!
twin didn't come with is for recess! i felt super weird although she's so damn irritating! TWIN!! I LOVE YOU! <3

3/4 of jellyfishes went candy empire!! :D
candy empire makes me HAPPY!
and forget about everything.
oh ya.during maths, walked out of class to fill water but someone just spoils my mood la!! sick! fer bought some chocolate thing.joyce bought it too.with a bar of chocolate!! i wanted to get for judytan because i broke her's but than again.today's thursday.near swimming le!hah! twin knows what i'm talking about! so yeah.bought sweet and chocolate :D
we took a bus back from suntec.suppose to take 16.but saw 608 so took it.can come back mah.than we took! and 16 was just behind! damn!! so yeah.went round and round with that 608.it took so long to reach home!! )': fer and i can't take it la!ok.i'm feeling tired now; mentally and physically. oh ya!our maths table people (yimei judy tanya debra and me) we're all having our monthly thing!hahahah.how nice!! :D all 5 of us la! cool please!hahaahah
during bio;
teacher:gwen, i think you got mental problem la.singing in class.
sihui:orhhh.means you say singapore idol people got problem!!
teacher:gwen.get out of class now.
ginwei:teacher! you jealous people can sing you cannot is it?!
hhahahahahhah.i was laughing the hell out of me la!!

it's a wonder how you can call her sunshine!
disgusting please!
YUCKS!

I'M SORRY, JUDYTAN!! )':
i left your chocolate in my bag and when i reached home, i realised it's broken into half!! i'm really really sorry!! i'll get you another one by friday okay!? PROMISED!!

i was talking to judytan yesterday and i told her if she ever do her homework(not doing it during that subject) i'll get her chocolates!! and she really did it!!hahah.i got her chocolate but yeah.it broke! )':

fn in the morning was tired!! why morning only must have this type of subject?sian please. than was geog.even worst.had open book test and i had no time to finish it!! damn!! and it's counted in CA!! fuck! shit! than english.COMPO!! argumentative! :D POA.judytan sounded oh-so-god-damn proud when she announced to me that she did her homework la.she even called my full name!!ahahahh recess.cannot find fer they all leh.went missing lor.now i know.they had welcome party for their friend.how nice.than was pc.hahahah.i was somehow disturbing judytan la.hee.and yeah.mrs wong wasn't feeling well.oh man!sorry!! and miss lee came to talk to us about stuff.
ms lee:*talking...blah blah blah*
judy:*raise up hands*
miss lee:yes?
judy:eerr.can you talk louder?
ms lee:okay.
walao.i wanted to do that already la.she was talking so soft can!! than bio.wasn't listening la!GERALDLYN!! cannot!!must listen!! there's only almost 2 weeks left to CA!! must listen and pay attention!!! great.bus-ed with zhenyi after school!! and now, someone just refuse to tell me!!damn!!ahh.i'm gonna cry infront of her tomorrow!!

never call yourself a friend if you're not up to it!

i'm so surprised!

yeah yeah.my mood went hay-wired la.
one wednesday i'll just stay back in school and wait for angielina and we'll go lunch and have a good talk again! :D i really miss talking to her about everything and anything! somehow, she's the one i trust most la!! and she's the one i really know how to tell her things in face. CARMEN'S the second one.but yeah.today i told her that i'd rather talk to her online and she stared at me for real long! bleah.tiong.on the way there, something happen la.sighs.i'm just confused la! stop it! i cannot take it!!

chem!!
i like chem alot and i don't know why la.i just have the feel for it! hahah.
yeah.i kept argueing with judy.she just refuse to give in!fine!
than i teach her how to calculate she don't want can! still say i don't know how to teach! hmpf!

maths;
test! hahah.only our group talking lor.and tanya ah.best la!she do half way than down on the table and sleep.ahahah

PE;
hmm.ran 2.4 again.
ran with tanya and rachel ng xinyi! ahahh.
i got run this time lor.

recess;
normal la.just that amanda looks moody these few days! ):
not good leh! must cheer up you know! if not before 20 you'll look like an old lady le!!

cme;
went audi.damn sian la!

POA;
hahahhah.
i got no comments la.at least mrs wong never ask me go toilet and count people today!! >:)

chinese;
lalala.
usual lor.kan chi yu!
shang ke! :D

stayed back for PBL.
got 7.5/10.
not bad la.
went tiong before that.
mel's father saw her and yeah.

after PBL, mel cried la!! omg!! i was the only one who saw her tear come down please! mytian!! scare the hell out of me la!! oh man!! MEL!! DON'T BE SAD LA!! I'LL LOVE MY TWIN FOREVER! <3

went tiong.haiya!! i hate conflicts la!! damn it!!
like is it my fault?
okay.partly but that ahhhhh.nvm!!
i need angielina now!! )':
i shall wait for her next wednesday!!
than we'll talk!!yeah!!
I LOVE ANGIELINE LA!!

okay la.i very tired already.shall go off now
byebye! :D

Can you name 11 people you can thinkof right offthe top of your head? Don't read the questionsunderneath until you write the names of all 11people...This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...No Cheating!!!
1. melanie wong!
2. felicia yip!
3. angielina!
4. carmen siew!
5. amanda tan!
6. ko xinyi!
7. judytan!
8. rachel ng!
9. jannah!
10. samantha cher!
11.kaining!

How did you meet 10?
-in school!

What would you do if you had never met 6?
-hahah.i'll have no one to get angry with! :D

would you do if 6 and 2 dated?
-AHAHAHHAH!! i'll laugh for days and night!!hahahah.imagine fer and xinyi!!ahahhahah

Do you think 1 is cute?
-duh!! my twin, eh?

Tell me something about number 11
-MISS DAMP!! :D

How do you know 8?
-she came to talk to me!

Would you ever go on a date with number 5?
-ehh.nope.amanda leh.she's got someone le la!!

What's 7's favorite color?
-hahah.i don't know.

What would you do if 6 confessed they liked you?
-hahahahahhah.i'll never take it for real!

Fact about 9:
-err..mean at times la.

Who is 4 going out with?
-hee.idon't know.she's has alot to choose from la.

who is number 5 to you?
-my dearest daughter! :D

Would you ever live with 11??
-nope

Is 2 single?
-yupp.but she doesn't wanna tell me something about someone la!

Where does 7 live?
-somewhere far from me.

What do you think about 3?
-hee.someone for me to complain to!

What's the best thing about number 8?
-she helps me carry books/bag :D

What do you like about number 10?
-pretty.somehow or rather

Favorite Memory with 2?
-everyday when we laugh at people!

i was just feeling bored so i took it off friendster and did it!
ss as usual!
was having bad stomache la! :( eng.i got 28/50 for my compre (: not bad,highest was like only 29 and xuewen was the person!hahah.maths.i don't understand a single shit! pe.wanted to go sick bay with jannah!but we decided to run la.than yeah.rachel forgot to bring her inhaler(?) but she insist on running in the end. astma(?) attack!!tsk! was walking with gwen all the way la!hahahah.and my timing was like 28.16!!hahahahh.and gwen was 28.36!hahahah.than yeah.recess.yeah.when at tiong i wanted to go back school to get chem book so that i can study but ms felicia yip was lazy and didn't wanna go back with me!i called like 974632140546206 number of people la!!non picked up their phone!!rarr!!oh, during POA, it was hell damn funny la! i love today's lesson! :D
mrs wong:those not changed go change now if not don't come in for class.
*those not changed walks out to change*
i took a rather long time to go back la.
*when i sat down*
mrs wong:*looks at me and says* how many more girls in the toilet?
me:i don't know.didn't count.
mrs wong:don't try to be funny ah!
me:but i really didn't count!!
mrs wong:okay, you go back and count.
me:really go ah?
mrs wong:ya la than?
*i walked out and saw gwen xuewen felissa at toilet*
me:eh!go back la.she ask me come out just to count how many people left can!
*walks in class*
me:left three and they're walking back now!

wth!!than chem!ok la.like that lor.
assembly was fun too!!
we went for the 'dance' thing.hahahah.
gwen:eh, later we raise our hands ok?
me:and wave too!
gwen:you say one ah?
miss sim:3p!!
gwen:hurry wave!!!
hahahah.than..
miss goh:good afternoon girls!
ginwei:*shouts*GOOD AFTERNOON!!!
mr chandran(?) was laughing away.
ok.the so called dance was boring la.and when it started,it sounded like 'just for laughs' the ew of us at the back was laughing like !!hahahahah.the music stopped and came on again.i was like eh, 'just for laughs part 2!!! hahahah.ok.i think i'm somehow done with today's things that happen la!

HAPPY MOISTY AND DAMPY DAY!! :D
happy 4th month miss damp!!
i love shang ke-ing with you!!
I LOVE MISS DAMP!! <3
miss damp, you're being loved here on thsis very day at 17.19 (:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUDYTAN!! :D
you've grown by another year la!so stop being so-cannot-grow-up
and please.stop dragging my name during chem in the high pitch tone la.and yeah.i owe you your present! :D


started the day was ss.lalala.normal la.oh! i was so nice to wish the birthday girl happy birthday but she showed me a oh-so-lame face la!wth can!and she still dare ask me to treat her better!!
than mt.ok.ot back the test thing.i was the one who gave vanessa all the answers and yet her compre got ALL right la!!bleah!than maths :/ i don't like.than bio.boring lor.copy notes.recess than the long awaited fnn.we've got practical to do!! :D i was the only one who did baking thus it took a longer time and i was the last one to finish everything la!bleah.and some asshole, after knowing the grades i got, also decided to make baked pasta.and she didn't even told me in the face.she's gotta go tell someone else.bleah!than yeah.was suppose to stay back to do nafa but my leg so pain all of a sudden so yeah.came home lor.i'm thinking of not going to school tomorrow! :(

can i give you up?

yeah.even though you've told me, do you think i'll really believe you?maybe i would.but than again.lalala.it's only a one sided story! :D
i so wanna trust you.but can i?

right!
fnn practical's like tomorrow and i'm still at home with no ingredients for tomorrow! :D great, eh? nvm.going later la.fnn in the morning.than blah through la.recess!! i was wondering to go for badminton match or not, and thanks to FER YIP AH MEIMEI!! she nicely went with me to the badminton board.we actually wanted to check against who.but it turns out that 3p's not playing any game today!happily!made me bring badminton racket for nothing.i wished i could used it to whack someone! and made me irritate many many people la.SORRY MAN!! than yeah.fer amanda mel sent me to my class! :D nice friends i have!be jealous of me man!! yeah.than pc.was complaining to mdm lim about some certain disgusting woman who critisised our test marks so god damn much!! yeah.and you think you're not that disgusting?if you're not than why would our marks be disgusting!?! hurhurhur?!! who's responsible for that?!?!ASSHOLE!!! than bio.yeah.experiment again.
rachel:shumei!! you gonna cry again ah?
me:is there a need for her to cry every bio lesson?
great.so i went off.suppose to meet my father but he couldn't make it and happily didn't tell me!!damn it! took bys with zhenyi to BM!! before that rachel and jiaping walked me to the bus stop!! nice friends again! oh ya.zhenyi's oh-so-goddamn-good chairperson can really ACT!! maybe she can go mediacorp and try yeah.i'll vote for her for sure!!than maybe she'll know more people than she wouldn't have to resort to childish acts like stealing zhenyi's friend away!bleah.and yeah.if you're reading this, you had better get this into that oh-so-tiny brain of yours man!!so yeah.came home and i totally ate like soooooooooo much!! i drank a can of root beer, two packet of peanut butter biscuit, one small ice cream and a few handful of potato chips!!MAN!!!there's nafa tomorrow and 2.4 on friday!DIES.....lalala.shall go out to buy ingredients la.byebye!


my personal msg on msn---> disgusting teacher would teach disgusting students which will give you disgusting marks during a disgusting test!
i wanted to add this-->not happy?than don't teach la.[but than!!there was not enough space]

i find today a good day because i didn't see anyone i don't wish to see! :D
double chem in the morning!quite fun la.i was disturbing msjudytan! hahahah.and she forced me to confess that i'm the stalker on her tag board and that i've liked her all along!wth!i totally have negative 101 feelings for her la.bleah.

*during chinese*
judy:eh!you going locker?
me:*looks away*
judy:ehhh.help me put la.
*after chinese*
judy:*put books on my table*help me put!thank you!!
me:ehh!!wth
judy:you don't help me put i anyhow blog about you ah?
me:oh really?i can't wait to see that.you go anyhow blog lor.i also never do anything wrong.
judy:please la...
me:don't want...ok la.
judy:thankyou!

it always happen la!!grr.than she'll make me feel guilty if i don't help her!
going to buy ingredients tomorrow for fnn practical.bleah./ went lunch with bestie after school.i told her something that happen yesterday.lalalala.and she's gonna help me find out!hah! i'll know the truth by than and i'll know if YOU can define 'friend'.
but according to my eyes, i see that you so don't know how to do that.SAD!!oh ya.i'm no longer seating with rachel for POA )': we're seating according to register now.and judytan's not beside me as well!! )': i'm left all alone la!!damn it!

i know i can stay happy even though after knowing the truth because i've got people to stop me from thinking too much.people like:

ms felicia yip because we'll get small minded and start laughing at everything and will always wait for me whenever i'm late and never complains a single bit.and will bend down just to help me take my books and let me scream and shout whenever i'm feeling bad. <3

angielina; who will gossip with me and let me grumble all i want and i know whatever i tell her,it'll remain safe.and she lets me grumble all i want and never complain about me being noisy and always agree with what i say. <3

mel; who will let me call her all i want no matter how long i drag her name till and although her voice sounds irritating but yeah.i still love her!!she's my kuku-lover afterall. <3

amanda; i can be damn retarded as long as she's around and we'll laugh at almost everyone we find her funny.hah!and those MSNs conversation when we just goes-yupp-okay-ok lor-anything-if you insist.it'll go on and on!and yeah.although i seldom talks to her these days and she hardly has time to go lunch together, BUT! i still love her! <3

carmen; i don't know but sometimes i'll just laugh at the look of her.and i miss those days where we'll talk till morning and i remember that night where we talk till 5 and she's got band at 7!hah. <3

koxinyi; i can get angry with her because she always want people to repeat themselves for her.and she never get things right the first time <3

rachelng; we'll laugh at almost everyone and everything till mrs wong can call out our names few times a lesson and threaten to change our seats.and she'll help me carry books no matter how many things she gotta carry!

judytan; who will always force people to do things and confess feelings for her[ even though it's not true]and feel guilty at the slightest thing.and claims that she's sweet when she was considering whether to show concern to me or not when i cut my hand.but she's still nice because however irritating i am during chem she never scolds me or grumble anything and will still help me carry bag after that and i know i can tell her anything and everything because it'll be safe with her <3

jannah; who will pinch me whenever i refuse to tell her something and always miss school on tuesdays!

kaining; and we'll start laughing at how laoshi talks and predict what he's gonna say at the end of lessons and always laugh at things.

dayang; who will always ask if you're ok when your face looks moodless, and she always worries at nothing.

zhenyi; for i don't know what reason but i never get irritated at her <3

jiaping; although she gets irritating at times but yeah.when she's nice, you can laugh aith her till you get stomache.

limliling; she lets me crap all i want even though after saying that i'm damn irritating!

teozhixian; i don't know why but everytime i see her, i'll smile to her for sure!! :D and she'll always tell me lame jokes in the morning at the locker! <3

i guess you'll be out of my mind because i'll be too busy thinking of all of the above friends than you la.you're just so unpredictable.

misunderstanding is what i hope it is.

bugis, town, candy empire with dearest mel!!
met her around 11.45 on the bus.bugis was the first stop!
all the shops were not open but nvm.it's not our target anyway.
went second level to look for earings!but nah.none is candy to me eye.
so walked around.than ps!
walk walk.wanted to watch movie but come to think of it, we're on budget shopping.so yeah.went to eat and off to candy empire!! :D
i love that place i swear.so nice.i was tempted to buy many of them and we spent about 1 and a half hours in there.i wanted to get oh-so-many but my wallet says no!so yeah.i tried searching for something to get for judytanweiling but i saw nothing! )': than back to town because mel wanted to see if someone was there but she wasn't.reached cine and yeah.thats when my mood goes all the way down to negative 1001!! )': )':
seriously, i don't know how do you define the word 'friend' la.yeah.i know it's not your fault when feelings come so yeah.but i hope it's just a misunderstanding la.yeah.i need judy_the_joker to sign in now!! i seriously need to talk to her!! i'm feeling super abcdefghijklmnopqrstuvwxyz now and twin knows everything and anything about it.but don't go tempt to ask her whatever shit happen ok!

i wish upon the stars that what i saw was all a misunderstanding.