HAPPY 6 MONTH
LOO KAINING!! <3

you know something wu ming ban, you're being loved!!ahahah.
and laoshi's our favourite teacher!! :D

blogger just deleted the whole chuck i blogged.but never mind.all i have is time :D english paper today.
i'm gonna fail=i'm gonna retain /:
after english was supposed to be abit of maths but it somehow became bio.oh wells.
me:teacher! very cold hor?/very warm ah?
teacher:not really.
after awhile.
me:teacher! you not warm meh?
teacher:why do you keep asking.
me:cause i see you wear i very warm lor.
rachel:ya lor.you not warm meh?somemore it's wool la.
teacher:nonono.i like it.it's very comfortable.
me:*okayyyyyyyyyy*

she's insane i swear.
recess was like that lor.still renovating to bring you better service :D
english paper 2.
mdm soh:ok.i think it's time to hand up.
you all finish already?
sihui:teacher!cannot like that ask one.time's up means must hand up!
mdm soh:oh okay.ahahah.

wth mans.ridiculous teachers.hhaahaha.
we wanted to play bingo.she didn't allowed but we continued.than she got really mad so we stopped. homed with zhenyi.

do you feel the drift like how i do?

yeah.supposed to study but i went to sleep.hurr.till 8 la.hee.
patron's day mass tomorrow.upper sec goes there straight :D
i don't really feel like going larrr.it's like our last period's suppose to be assembly la.but than it's gonna be ss /:

the year is ending soon

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHLEY!!
hello complains partner! i know you wou;dn't be reading this but yeah.
happy birthday to you alrights? you're older by a year already.ahahah

yes.another person who's gone older by a year.
hhaahah. fnn was alrights.wasn't tired today :D
for the first time, i took down notes.
english's tomorrow /:
GOOD LUCK TO EVERYONE!

geog was after fnn.right man.i'm just gonna give up on geog la.i shall concentrate more on my ss to pull up the marks.english.i cannot remember what we did.a/c was ok lor.rahhss.mrs wong every time got lesson have to call me once larr.recess than pc.hahahahah.damn funny. mrs wong say must switch off phone.but than yimei judytan and jiaping's mouth cannot be switched la.than i was talking to judy.later very quiet than you suddenly eh~!! ahahhah.
mrs wong:must switched off your phone.
judy:nonono.don't need.later in the middle the phone ring.
me:ya.than later it's some do re mi ring tone.ahahah

bio.was ok la.i'm damn scared to be alone now la.
they played that game.3p people knows it.
i'm damn scared i swear.very very scared.even to the extent that i actually cried la /:
yes.i'm THAT scared.and worst of all, i had to go home alone today.so i was rather scared alone in the lift la.i wanted to wait for my mom but when i called her after school, she was in yishun so i supposed she wouldn't be that early but who knows after i went into the house, took my towel, she came home! i should've waited for her la.so yeah.sighs. i wanna go candy empire after exams man!!
ps* people interested, feel free to come along.won't reject anyone! :D
oh.sec3s are going to the church straight :D

you're still the best

here's one of the testi SAMANTHA wrote for me:
Heres something for geraldlyn to laugh
"money doesnt grow on trees, then whydo banks have branches?
why does around pizza come in a square box?
whydo you still call it building when its alrd built?
if its true that we are here to help others, what are others for?
if you arent supposed to drink and drive, why do bars have parking lots?:DD hahha"

damn lame i swear.but funny though.
i forgot to blog about something JUDY said that made me laugh till i got stomache.
me:i found out like so many things in one shot, how to smile?
she:move the corners of your mouth up.
wth can.she can have THIS much sense of humour la.
she thought i was sad and she happily said that she was happy that she can cheer me up.i wasn't even sad.hahah.
i argued with my mother this morning to see if it would rain.and it did :D lucky i bought my jacket (:

MOLESTER /:

ok.that was very random.hahahah.
english was so boring.
mr ng:*looks at my table*samantha.get started
me:mr ng.i'm not samantha lor.
mr ng:i got say i talking to you meh?
me:but you looking at my table what.
mr ng:no no no.i'm not even talking to you la.
wth cannnnnn.rahhhssss.maths.ss.she let us off early for the first time!! :D than geog.lalala.chinese.spent 1st period in cyberhome.2nd was free period.laoshi had to go for some orals thing :D bm with ZHENYI and FERRR.i'm trying to make my cough worst and also trying to have sore throat /: i just 'played' 'a game' with SAMANTHA.see who can write the most testi in 5 minutes.it was a draw (: yupp.i think 3P's a very very nice class with nice people.there are some awful ones though.but nvm.there's nice people like KAINING SAMANTHA ELAINE YEO/TAN JIAPING JUDYTAN RACHEL XUEWEN and alot alot more la.go take my class name list and see lor.nice class has nice people and nice teachers :D right.i shall go off now.i'm getting tired.

3 more days

JOHN TUCKER MUST DIE!
it's a rather random show la.like how this guy cheated one many of his girlfriends and wordt of all.telling each and everyone of them the same old thing/lines.hahah.but the ending was rather :/ it's like everyone's just back to their usual life.no one was with anyone and yeah. but i think it's worth watching though.okay.contradicting!!

watched 'john tucker must die' with my cousin last night.
today was another day wasted )':
i woke up just in time to catch PPG!! :D
than lazed around till like 1 plus? went out to get accounts paper and maths book. and i got the wrong book la.i got the express/special one please :/ than yeah.homed.did abit of homework than slept.see.what a wasted day! i could've studied.than i realised i lost one of my maths textbook and left the other one in school.so yeah.i was only left with geog to study but the same old me forgot what freaking chapters to study.oh wells.i gotta start remembering to bring books home and also what chapter to study :D thats gonna be my goal for this week.ok.random-ness.i feel lazy now.and i've got many songs i want but forgot the title.nvm.stm.i wanna go find my sweet sweet friend to play game now!!

you don't give a damn )':

i feel like saying something good about judy today but i don't know what to say.
everyone was high today! :D
ss.hee.ms vino never come to class.bingo-ed with debra.than to english.same same lor.than maths.good.iunderstand now.pe.floorball :D
recess.same same.still in the process.poa was funny.judy keptgoing 'eh~!!' in that super low tone la.hahah.than yimei followed too.than mrs wong angry la.hahah.than later on jiaping also.hahah.than chem.
miss phee asked sihui question than she don't know.
ms phee:sihui.blah blah
sihui:*kept quiet*
liling&judy:eh~!!hahah.
wth can.than assembly.i slept la.than maths class.hahah.it was funny man!!judytan kept going eh~!! hahah.damn irritating.than lunched with fer mel angielina :D it's been long since the WHOLE clique sat down at kfc after school and had lunch and talked and laugh la.sighs. i missed the good old times man!!sighs.than walked walked.home!!and tadah!! :D
i'm heaading to my auntie's place after this post.so yeah.shall end here.more updates later on i guess.bye! <3

JUDY

TAN

WEI

LING

IS

THE

MOST

KIND

FRIEND

EVER

ALIVE!!

she forced me to do this again.but yet again, i can't deny it.which friend of your's would be kind enough to help you carry your heavy bag all the way till level 4 early in the morning? who in the right mind would help you carry your bag after argueing and disturbing her for 2 whole periods? and plus she carry it without any complains? and which friend would eat your rock-like biscuit and finish the whole thing?[she was probably hungry or mouth itching la] hahahah.thats how nice my friend is.hahahh.judy tan! you better be honoured i wrote soo much positive things about you la!

i swear i'm gonna study like mad for the coming two years and get into ngee an! :D ss in the morning was so so.she came late which is a good thing for us.jannah ate my rock-like biscuit.ahahahh.dayang ate it too.they said it was nice:D
than chinese.hahahah.than maths.i'm starting to like maths again.thats a good thing.than bio.hahah.she wasn't here today.mdm soh came to take us again.ahahahh
jiaping:why that teacher never come today?
mdm soh:aiya.every teacher after coming your class confirm next day sick one.
jiaping:than you leh?
mdm soh:i tomorrow will be sick lor.
me:ya lor/every teacher after teaching us the next day confirm sick one.last time that mrs lee also always thursday sick one leh.
mdm soh:*laughs in a very 'i agree' way*
wth can.TSKKK.

recess!!! normal lor.nothing interesting for the time being because our clique is in the process of renovating[?] to bring you a better life :D
fnn.hahahah.did with gwen and xuewen.fun la.but it was kinda a disaster leh.our swiss roll was like broken?hahah.and my sweet sweet friend went to help me fill water la.hahah.
judy:*walks in*
elaine yeo:i want!
charmaine:i want*elaine pass to charmaine*
*wendy pass to me*
tia:geraldlyn!! i want!
*pass to her*
judy:geraldlyn!!by the time reach to you no more already!!
tia pass to yimei.than to xuewen.hahahah.

ngeean poly after!!
i must get into it!! :D
went for the lecture.okay.it was damn cold.debra and me were playing bingo la.hahah.than ICE CREAM!!! it was fun.grouped with silly,kaining,debra,shumei and helen. kaining was feeling damn down and no one knew why.

KAINING!! CHEER UP OKAYS!! :D

than when waiting for bus, kaining cried laaaa.don't cry already ok!! than back.i was thinking alot on the way there and back la.sighss.
i wasn't sad la.but zhenyi kept saying that i'm sad.wells.
than bus-ed home with her.dinner and here i am!! :D

7 more days :D

edited/2013
this is when you all get on my nerves.
you always want things your way,
always want people to wait.
and only do things when you feel like doing.
and you all will force people to do things when they don't feel like doing.
what's these man?ohmytian!!
why do i have to put up with these? )':

and again,we're back to the past

JUDY

TAN

IS

THE

SWEETEST

FRIEND

EVER!!!

she made me say this.
but i can't deny that la.maybe not sweet but ya.i don't know what's that word.whatever good word you can think about lor.

i bought the cookie i made on sunday to school.
fer was the first person to eat.hahah.than angielina had to nibble on it.than carmen.put into mouth.whole thing shattered in her mouth la. she can bite like !!! than yeah.judytan!!hahah.she put into her mouth nd happily tried to bite it.hhahah.but they said it was nice though.only that it's hard.hee.next time i swear it won't be that hard anymore.oh ya.during chem i told judy that even if my biscuit drop on the floor also won't break.not even crumbs(?) will come off.haha.

maths.ok.maths is i don't know la.but yeah.gotta work hard hard hard!!
than pe.floorball.very fun!! :D i'm starting to love pe!!!
recess.nothing funny this few weeks/days.don't know why but yeah.the clique is getting more and more boring.except for some days la.

cme.reflection on musical after 157910634974 days.
poa.some what funny somewhat not.
judy:eh.your friend ah.that one what name?
me:huh?
judy:the one i say chio one lor.
me:orhh.angielina
judy:a-n-g-e-l-i-n-a
me:no.a-n-g-i-e-l-i-n-a
judy:than thats ANGIElina.
me:anything la.
judy:oh.she say i very sweet leh!!
me:omg! i must go talk some sense into her.must tell her not to lie anymore.
judy:tskk.heh.she say i sweet leh.
me:whatever la!
wth la!!over this she was god damn happy can.
chinese.tingxie.hahhaah.big 0!!than laoshi had to leave for meeting.yayness!! than yeah.bus-ed with zhenyi.zhenyi wanted to eat ice cream with judy[the sweet person] but reach the shop than judy say don't wanna eat -.-
than yeah.me and zhenyi hands are busy so, judy[the sweet person] walked us down because i had the box to take,and she take all the way until foyer la.than i told her to help me hold my ice and she went to throw it away!!but nvm la.she was the one who ate most of my cookie :D hahah. she thought i wanted to poison her can.she say the cookie hard.i put poison inside thats why.tskk.

than at bus stop.zhenyi saw mrs wong walking down.than....
she:eh.coming down already...
me:ok lor.
mrs wong:woah!! geraldlyn.you buy cookies ah?
me:-.- ya lor.
zhenyi:you never buy ah?
mrswong:i bought 3 boxes.but too heavy la.so put in school and eat lor.
zhenyi:like that also can.

i told zhenyi i'll cook baked spaghetti for her after she come back from obs.
she:really ah?
me:ya la.
she:you don't lie to me leh
me:really la.but you dare to eat or not?
she:why don't dare? you wanna poison me isit?!
me:no la.did poison judy?
she:judy's different!!
me:why?
she:how i know.we're different what.maybe you will poison me but not her leh?
me:you crazy ah! i poison you for what?
so nice of me to want to cook for her she say i wanna poison her!!! hmpf!! yeah.long post today la.

yesterday/
CRAZY AND

SILLY!! :D

HAPPY 5 MONTHS!! :D
silly: it's nice having you as my friend!! :D
although you're like always so noisy and stuff!but..
I STILL LOVE YOU!! :D

JELLYFISH!!

HAPPY 4 MONTHS!!! :D
fer:hahahah.i don't know what to say to you leh.only something la.study hard okay!! <3

mel:jelly mellllllllll!! :D you know you're always so irritating and nosiy and whatever bad things that can describe you but i do love you ok!! <33

joyce[jenny]:hahahahah.i know you won't reply to the name jenny but nvm.here don't need you to reply de.i don't know what to say to you too.so.takecare!!<3

STRAWBERRY!!!

HAPPY 1 MONTH!!!
strawberry no.1; carmen siew!! i know you don't want to be no.1 but too bad la.you agreed to it already.so no changing anymore.bleah.

strawberry no.3;joyce[jenny] i still don't know what to say to you leh.cause you're neither noisy nor irritating unlike mel so ya!! i love you!!

strawberry no.4;fer yip ah meimei!!hmm.i also don't know what to say leh!! but takecare!!! don't fall don't if not you will become strawberry juice!!hahahah.

strawberry no.5;mel wong.the worst strawberry ever!! tsktsk.noisy and irritating,tsktsk,hahahah.takecare hor!!!

i'm sorry but i need time to heal.

edit/2231
my heart totally just came out of my mouth and went back in again :/
omg.i cannot take the shock.my heart totally skipped one and a half beat man!! omg.i'm gonna have a heart attack soon la.that was so uncalled for.

and i thought nothing really was going on.

wells.i guess it all stops here.
no more ''you know what?blahblahblah" in that happy tone.
suppose to go jogging with carmen and fer today.
called carmen till me and fer's phone gonna split she also never answer la.so yeah.me and fer wanted to go without carmen but we looked at the sky and it looks like it's gonna rain anytime so yeah.i went back to sleep and fer went to play com.haah.than woke up around 10+ went town with my mom.nothing to do than head down to popular.wanted to get that pencil case but maybe next time.raffles city.it's so exciting there.i bet bringing 50bucks there isn't enough man!! than home.

i'm gonna start to bring books home from monday onwards and start studying like there's no tomorrow.i need to keep myself busy from thinking too much.bleah.oh ya! i spilled tea over my crumpler!! )':
sad okay!!rahhss!!!

i guess this really is the end.

ss was :/
she say i never answer her properly when i already told her i'm going to talk the broom from tanya.oh wells.whatever.
english.lalala.
maths.
i can understand la.
pe.floorball and yeah.
no run for recess.
a/c i don't know what she talking about la.
chem.ok.rachel jiaping and xuewen was damn noisy la.and i was already very irritated without a jacket and they are still making so much noise!! assembly.did nothing la. and i found out judy's favourite line'i don't rock doesn't mean i rock'tsktsk.she just doesn't wanna admit to it la.
and xuewen ah.she said that i'm lying to myself by saying that she's irritating! whatever la!
never go for maths class.very tired.next week than go la. tiong with mel fer.very lazy to go into details la. home.

ALL THE BEST )':

wait till i get my hands on you

i think, it's somehow difficult to find someone you can trust this days la.

ss first period.boring please!!
than chinese.laoshi changed bak the placing la!!!tskk
than maths.i think maybe, i wanna study.like xiangtong le la.i seem to understand everything miss sim was talking about.
than bio.hahahah.that 'bung' teacher is gonna be our bio teacher from now on la.hahahhah.and yeah.
recess.
ran ran ran!!

i guess it's time.

fnn.
did biscuit!!
fun fun.
than yeah.took bus with zhenyi jiaping and debra.hahah.
all of them cheated me la!! took bus home by myself.i'm guai.my mother wanted me home and therefore i'm home!! i should have waited for ferrr. if i waited for her than i wouldn't have seen what i don't like to see.sighs.

i'm SAD!! after so long.tear machine's starting to get over flow.than it'll soon run like a spoilt tap! yeah.and credits to 'A FRIEND'
i never knew you understand the word friend in this manner.

i'm not blind.
neither do i have a brain block!
everything's obviously obvious

hah!!
haven't touched the keyboard in like 9823103235941416 years la!!
finally!!! but this is bad la.exams are near.
okay.so many things happen.
clique outing on 31 august!! fun fun!! walk walk eat eat.went cine emax watch movie!! rumour has it.i don't understand it la.so not exciting please.than walk walk.home.
yeah.nothing more exciting than this la.all not interesting de.
school has start and exam's coming in 3 weeks!!
damn!! right.i'm bored even online.hahs!
bye people!!
kaining,talleah,amanda:
UPDATED!!! :D

joyce is called jenny, and only i can call her that!
hahah.i shall change it soon.she doesn't reply when i call her that la!
right!paper was ok.slept la.was feeling rather sleepy yeah.than was mt.had ting xie! than maths.miss sim not here!! :D free period.some apnn teacher came in la.than yeah.everyone was just going against her.any new teacher/relief teacher that comes will have to go through that la.just get used to it than it'll be fine.like the bio teacher! judy was sad la.i tried making her laugh at textbook pictures again but she couldn't!sighss.
JUDYTAN AH!!CHEER UP MAN!! :D i still need you to laugh at textbooks pictures with me okay!!
recess.yeah.angielina rachel and xinyi wasn't here.than yeah.ohoh! amanda and me are the tofus!! :D me carmen ferrrrrr mellllll and jenny are the strawberries!! fnn.blah.test!than yeah.did work lor.talk talk laugh laugh.rachel ng likes mr ngS because they're all ngS!! laoshi and mr ng! hahahahahah.oh man! tionged with fellow strawberries!! went macs with mel to get drink.ferrrrr carmen and joyce went to get ice cream.we walked there today!! and yeah.carmen siew was being super lame la!
me:carmen siew! go walk in the middle of the road now!i don't wanna walk with you!
carmen:tsk.
me:ahahahah.if you kena knock down than you'll become strawberry juice! just nice! i thirsty eh!
lame right! and her voice was HIGH!! but yeah.very fun la.laughed till stomache eh.wells.carmen what.me and amanda wants to get the pencil case! i'm influencing her not to go mep tomorrow so we can go out and get it and leave for steamboat after that! but she's considering! >:( right! i'm hungry la! so yeah.mt tomorrow and byebye exams!! yeah.and it would also be the last day of exam homeroom system.means no more 'picnic' with gwen.and no more playing with jannah.and no more laughing at stupid text pictures with judytan!and no more alot of things la!! oh ya!i msged someone on wednesday night la.asking who is that person.that replied replied it was TIA!!omg.and we're like laughing like siao la.omg.haiya.i'm lazy to blog already la.byebye!!

you're just like the lightening.
come and go.so fast that i don't even have enough time to look at you clearly.sighs.i'll just resign to fate la!!

POA was easy la.
but i doubt i'll pass with good grades la.it'll only be a JUST-PASS!than was geog.did nothing la.was talking and playing in the end must stand up :/ english.mr ng ah.tsktsk.no comments la.than supposedly POA.but become bio.than no teacher came la.one indian teacher came.we're suppose to study geog/history.can in pairs but not in group.so yeah.usual lor.i turned back to look for judy.she was writing letter than i disturbed her.bleah.than she finished! i did not bring my geog book up so end up looking at chem text.hahahah.we're laughing at pictures AGAIN! damn funny.it seems to be a daily routine for this week eh.ahahahahhah.funny la.and yeah.i gave her a new name. recess than pc.reflection.played. bio agan.no teacher leh.only one security guard.she stood outside our class for like the whole 45 minutes.omg.POWER! played with jannah debra and rachel ng during that 45 minutes la.because judy ws no where to be found. than POA.yeah.i wrote judy's new name on her a/c paper la.hee. than dismissed!

BM macs with jiaping.saw my old old friend.yeah.
than tiong to meet fer and carmen.went more than words buy pencil!
i was deciding whether how many packets to buy because one contain 6.if i buy 2 than will have 12.but if i only buy one and gave to those usual close close one than, some others will say i don't like them or whatever la.so i've got no choice ): yeah.i'll have three remaining after giving to clique so i shall give one to teozhixian! :D yeah.i may consider not giving some la.it's like.sighs.nvm!after buy pencil home!! bathed.studied abit and slept. dinnered and tadah!! (: i shall go for geog now.byebye!!

it's a fact that you will and have never treated me as your friend before.
i wonder which catergory(?) i belong to in your list.sigh.

more than just a friend

right!!
maths paper was so so.at least i can remember something.so the extra lessons that miss sim gave was actually HELPFUL!! :D
i'm glad i went!! than one period of chem.stonedms phee gave us the time to study! so bored.than maths.ms sim wanted to teach but we beg her not to.and she didn't!! well.i didn't study la.i was laughing all the way with miss judytan.hahahahah.damn funny la.we're actually laughing at the textbook pictures la!! omg.damn it funny.laughed till stomache la!! than pe :/ 2.4 again.i passed with the help of DAYANG!! omg.i swear i love dayang alot alot la.she helped me by 2 rounds!! recess.ss paper.flunk! a/c.lucky got mrs wong.she went through general journal with us again!! than mt.bleah.i 'fought' with kaining again.i think elaine yeo's super lame! than BM with ferrrrrrrrrrrrr.yeah.jannah left first.than we went ntuc walk walk.damn lame!! home!i bathed.ate than sleep!! and tadah!! right! i shall go study a/c soon.steamboat this friday with chermaine and maybe some not confirmed people.yeah.

i don't wish to hurt your feelings or anything but yeah.
you're just sticking around them because you pratically have no one to go with in your class? and what's with the face that i owe you something.i don't alright. and you know i was just trying to not show that i not happy face by saying hi to you but you just show me that face.oh wells.you've changed.ALOT.you know.i used to think you're the only one i can trust in the clique but now, i doubt so.you've changed totally to another person.

i can no longer regconise you.

i don't wish to talk to you.sighs ):

morning's the same la.bleah.
english paper first.i'm just gonna fail it la.i wrote nonsense la!! i can only think like after 8.30.i only started writing sentences which make sense after 8.30 la.but there was absolutely not enough time for me to write another compo la. than free period.jjudy tan is an idiot!
me:*keeps on talking*
judy:eh.you very noisy leh!
me:fine.*turns and talk to others*
judy:geraldlyn! i very bored!
me:but you said i was noisy.
judy:fine la.

wth can.one moment say i noisy.another moment ask me talk.siao.
than maths.go through paper.ss.same old thing.she let us off late AGAIN. recess only ate nuggets la. than yeah.chem/bio.i can do the calsulations but i'm so gonna flunk it!! i think i just wrote nonsense too la.when exam starts, our class like nothing like that.whole class still can laugh together. than double chinese. letter.crap with kaining! yeah.than dismissed!! harbour with jellyfishes!! it's 3 more days to the jellyfish day and also to silly and crazy day!! and tomorrow's ME &TWIN DAY!! :D right.ate at yoshi.than walk aound.went more than words.jellyfish now have one common thing.we all have the winnie the pooh file!! :D all the same. yeah.than home.tomorrow's ss and maths.well.can just say byebye to me next week la.i'm just gonna fail everything!! mel will put me in the coffin and fer will invite everyone to come.haahahh. joyce wasn't allowed to talk today. everything she said we have to laugh.so she didn't dare say anything.yeah.i actually STUDIED a bit.hahahahh.i actually studied!! oh my.even i can't believe la.i shall come home tomorrow straight after school to study for a/c and geog.yupp.
you only come to me when you wanna borrow things la.if not, i'm nothing to you.4 years.it's not even strong enough to compare to a less than a month friendship.damn! why do i have friends like you.sighs.just my luck la. sighs. i just can't bring myself to get angry with anyone la!! well. i shall this time.
oh ya!
i got 6/20 for my maths test la!! after so long finally no 0!! even tanya has a number instead of a 0!!hahhahah.

i'm dying to let you know how i feel but than i asked myself this: are you dying to hear what i wanna say to you? do you actually want these words coming out from me? there are still many 1001 and one questions i have.but with only two, one n fact,it's enough to stop me from telling you everything.

you left me standing all alone.

my font seems super big la.
i wanna go out.
ok.super random.like who in the right mind doesn't wanna go out?
RIGHT! i'm like so suppose to study for english and chem/bio tomorrow like what other people are doing but no! i can't set my mind to study :/ thats very bad!! i'm gonna fail badly this time round!! BADLY!!
maybe there's no studying for english but there's still combined science!! or maybe POA needs me to study them too!! or rather the worst subject of all.M-A-T-H-S!! horror man!! it's worst than asking me to read THE SINGPORE GHOST STORIES or watching any ghost flims la.maths is killing me.slowly.i'm rather worried for chem/bio too.1001 reasons to study. one and only reason not to study-the com. dies!! i need to look at my books at this very moment and get every details that needs to get in, into my this small brain now!! URGENTLY!!! i have this urge to go candy empire now! hee :D great.another distraction!!
i was at the hospital yesterday while everyone was enjoying the fireworks!! never mind.lalala.RANDOM-NESS!!

you brought back my hopes just as i were to give up!

today pass quite fast i suppose.
ss in the morning.ok la.than english.than maths.i still don't understand a single thing la.than pe.did nothing la.quite fast.recess.ok.
i think we're or rather i'm not as close to you all anymore.
than POA.i got 14/25 only la.judy got higher than me la!! she got 18 la!! than chem! fuck man! i didn't learn about the other calculations la.wtfffff. and it was actually was my fault.how am i suppose to know hat you all did last lessons?! not fair!! damn it! went for the stupid lead training.siannnnnnnnn.
stayed back for ss.blah blah.went lunch than home.
i wanna go for fireworks tomorrow!!! >:(

i don't like my maths seating arrangement!
there's nothing wrong with the people i'm seating with but the people thats around me!!
OMG.esp the person beside ____ and the person on my left!! omg.and it's confirm not melissa.
but the person beside her and her friends.disgusting.it's a misfortune having to be in the same class as you la.i tried being friendly to you but nah.i shall not do that ever again.even if i have to work in the same group as you! bleah.GET THIS INTO THAT small BRAIN OF YOUR'S!!

i don't wanna continue lying anymore.
i miss you and i care for you too.
i really do.

i hurt my thumb :/
i can't really bend it now.and worst thing is.my right thumb.how am i gonna write?
sighs.
last night i was having an awake nightmare man! :/
very very scary please.oh my tian.it sends shiver down my spine la.sighs.bestie knows it.how scary.it left me feeling scared for over 30 minutes please.bleah.and she didn't even bother to explain herself la! wth!! and now, i'm kinda scared to go school yeah.yucks! first half of tomorrow's gonna be boring la.there's SS, english, MATHS:/ than PE ):
recess's gonna be no good either la.lalala.after that will be nice.there's POA and CHEM!! although there'll be a test but nvm!! :D than assembly.can sleep.hopefully.than yeah.last day of the week.i wonder if my mum would allow me to pon la.sighs.but nvm.i'd rather go school. lalala.i wanna know my results for a/c test. i'm bored la.bye people.

i don't wanna lie by saying that i don't miss you.neither do i wanna say that i don't care for you.because, inside, i really care and i do miss you.ALOT

don't be so nice to me if you don't really mean to be my friend.

yeah yeah.
blah blah blah.this year's NDP wasn't that good la.
somehow boring.ok.i never understand what they're trying to do la.and anyway.the band performance is like.i already saw before during SYF.and the little chicks too :D and yeah.i heard something which kinda brighten me up! :D i shall try to go for next year's one instead.bleah.
i cannot stand some people la.i shall not name them.or things will just go way too obvious.i'll just hide it inside me and tell everything out when i can find someone i can trust.sighh.i really need someone to talk to.someone 2 or 3 years oder than me would be fine.cannot be like 30 over la.so old.than i say everything they also don't understand.i know i can trust alot of people.people like my twin!! but than.i find it difficult to say things to them la.sighss!! STRESS!! i need someone to tell everything to!! bleah.

i can't avoid it when it's coming.neither can i ask for it when it's not coming.

i don't like seeing people being sad la.
unless i know the reason.ok.but still.i don't like to see people sad :/
seeing people sad is so bleah.i don't like!

angielina never come la!!
i'm not at all surprise la.I WANNA GO FOR NDP!!
ok.i shall not talk about it.if i know i shoudn't have gone school today la!
i don't know why but you seem to be taking all my friends away from me. it's not the first time already.i cannot stand it la.and you, i never knew that you'll change so fast fast!! she seem to be a better friend than me.wells.i can't force you.sooner of later you'll just be one of them and i'll start to dislike you like____ yeah.i just don't like her la.so stop it.i know it's selfish but yeah.either you be her friend or my friend cause i really really don't like her la.i know i can't stop you from making friends but yeah.anyone but her.i cannot accept it.so yeah.i don't think you even take me as your friend la.FORGET IT.

i can't bear to take you as someone invisible.