Youtube Fan Fest Singapore 2015!!!!

I'm suppose to be doing my AHRM assignment but.. I CANNOT FIND ANY DAMN ARTICLES MANNNNN. So here I am, before I get the inspiration to do my assignment.

Over the weekends, I attended the YOUTUBE FAN FEST!!!!!! - BIG THANKS TO KC FOR THE PASSES!! She won the Super Fan passes but she only wanted to attend the show featuring Jason Chen, and gave the passes for the other 2 days to me! And big thanks to Fer for being so spontaneous!! It was like a "Tmr I got passes to YTFF, tgt" kinda thing and she agreed immediately!!

Friday - RED CARPET!!

*omg I just realised... a lot of photos are in Fer's camera hahahaha*

The VIP area was.. In front of the board behind, where the youtubers stop for a photo. It was.... /: Because you would be blocked by all the cameramen!! Only good thing is when they step out for selfies, you get to be the first few to take a selfie with them! & that's before they got all warm and sweaty hahahahahahha!

First up was.... SAM WILLOWS!!

BENJAMIN KHENG!!!!! 😍

TOSH!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍 VERY BLUR BUT 😍😍😍😍😍

😊😊😊😊😊

 SELFIE WITH TOSH!!!!!!!! 😊😊😊😊😊

Idk why I'm like so at the back I think I could have moved up a bit.... BUT NEHMIND! 

ps - look at the girl at the corner of the pic haahahah why she wanna photobomb me like that ): 

But anyway, TOSH TOUCHED MY PHONE HAHAHAHAHAA! Fer said it would be bimbotic to caption this photo this way on IG but I wanna say this so I'm doing it here instead ahahahahahahahah!!! 

Another one with Noah Yap!

This one is like - PHOTOBOMB GAO! -.- 

If they are my friends, ok, fair enough, I can send you the photos later. BUT HELLOOOO I DON'T EVEN KNOW YOU, I WON'T BE ABLE TO SEND THIS PHOTO TO YOU, Y U WANNA DO THIS TO US!? T.T 

MOVING ON *in Tosh's way in his videos!*

Naomi Neo, Jianhao and Co.

Jason Chen!

Thought I should do KC a favour and took a selfie with him hahahahhaha!

Sorry Idk who this is T.T

Fer say just take, so take!! 

1/2 of Wong Fu!

The other 1/2 of Wong Fu!

Macy Kate!!

THAT WAS ALL FOR RED CARPET BECAUSE I BIAS AF I WAS THERE ONLY TO SEE TOSH HAHAHHAHAHAH!! So, the selfie was a bonus! HAHAHAH!

DAY 2!!

Because KC wanted to see Jason Chen, WE SEE JASON CHEN!! Hahahah!

Our late lunch was at Flock Cafe!

Then we had Mango Bingsoo for tea!

Inside The Ground Theatre!!!

Fung Brothers!

Didn't know abt them till...that day hahahahahaha. So I went home to watch their videos after that, OMG THEY ARE GOOD, THEY ARE SO FUNNY!!!!!

And..... THAT'S ALL CAUSE WE DK THE REST OF THEM AND JASON CHEN WAS THE 2ND TO PERFORM SO.. WE LEFT AFTER THAT /:

DAY 3!! - Asia Act! 

Another spontaneous moment cause I only asked Fer the day before!!

When we just met, all fresh and cute! AHAHAHAHAHAH!! 

*sorry, not shy one*

Then we went for the meet and greet! Aiyoooo Fer was contemplating if she wanna see WongFu. We walked ard till 1230 before she made up her mind, and their session was ending at 1pm!!!

Paperbugs?

 Not sure abt his channel, so sorry!! But very sure of Fer's selfie skills!!!!!!!

WONG FU!!!!!

Aiyoooo, this Fer! I asked her to take solo shot with them, but she asked me to join. Later then she say she actually wanted solo shot. #whyliddis

AND SHE GOT WONGFU'S AUTOGRAPHS!!!!!!

Immediately chiong over to where Tosh + ShiGGa Shay + GGC was having their MnG!!

ONLY CAN TAKE GROUP SHOT SOMEMORE CANNOT GET AUTOGRAPH!! 😭

My photo was super dark, dk why. This is like after brightening + filter hahahhahha! 

Fer's one is raw hor!! NO FILTER NO EDIT! 

But we like taking photos with standee, no? All same expression + pose + position hahahahahahaah! 

After all the excitement, we obviously look a little tired already hahahahahaahah!

Because I look funny ahahahahahahahah!!

THIS WAS TAKEN WITH FER'S PHONE! NO FILTER, NO EDIT. SUPER RAW, DON'T EVEN HAVE WHAT MAKE UP FUNCTION OR WHAT. HAHAHAHAHAHAH!

ALL THANKS TO SUPER GOOD LIGHTING!!!! 

While q-ing up, the girl asked if we're excited then we gave this face hahahahahahah!!

ONLY PIC I HAVE OF TOSH TGT WITH NOAH YAP!

I was taking videos while Fer was in charge of still shots! I would upload more... if Fer ever sends them to me hhahhahahahaha!! 

BENJAMIN KHENG!!!!!!!!!!! 😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍😍

& WE HAVE THE SAME PAIR OF SNEAKERS HAHAHHAAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!

SEE THE DIMPLES HAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHHAHA 😍😍😍😍😍😍

 SO FAST FINISH! ):

This is a damn bias post, I don't deny! I only went for Tosh + GGC, and Benjamin Kheng hahahahahahahah!! 

TOSH + ShiGGa Shay + GGC WAS SOOOOOOOOOO GOOD?!!?!?!???! Hahahahahaha!! 

Then there was this point, both of us damn siao on until the camera zoomed in on Fer/us! Hahahahahah we damn paiseh pls hahahahha!! Thennnnn I curiously went on Grizzle Grind's channel, and they already uploaded a short video of the fanfest and... at our area, WE WERE THE ONLY 2 WITH OUR HANDS UP HAHAHAHAHHAAHAH WTS!!!!!!! & Fer commented that our hands looked like flippers omg I cannot stop laughing haahahhahaha 😂😂😂😂😂

Ok I shall try to upload one of my videos here hahahahahaha.

MY VIDEO SIZE TOO BIG SORRY I NOT YOUTUBER IDK HOW TO RESIZE IT HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!! /: 

May!

FIRST..

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!!!!!!!!!!!

IT'S ALREADY MAY 2015!!!!!

Starting school again in.... 2 days! Was alllll excited till.. I received email from the lecturer ytd. NEED OR NOT CANNOT WAIT TILL SCHOOL STARTS MEH! /: And also.... HAVING TO GO PRINT THE PPT SLIDES ON OUR OWN!! >: Thought all materials are included in the school fee???? Tmd, kena cheated because from sem 2 onwards we had to print our own ppt slides. But still kinda looking forward to it hhahahah!

Thursday I witnessed the reunion of my uncle and Jessica. Ok la, her name is not Jessica. Idk how to pronounce her Vietnam name and I don't like the english name which she/her Vietnam friends give.. so I'm just gonna call her Jessica. I still need to trsf pictures from my camera but I'm a littleeeeee lazy. Just a little because I kinda wanna transfer it to a harddisk immediately but I'm so lazy to go get a new harddisk also.... /: Nvm la, can wait. Here are just the very little photos I have on my phone, and some which I took pic of. I can actually transfer from camera to phone but Idk why the 2 devices kinda refuses to pair with each other. Like, paired already but then it still keeps showing loading so... I GAVE UP. But anyway, HERE GOES! 

Here my family with the new couple!! 

*PS - Idk why she always cannot look at the camera, IDK WHY! A lot of pictures like that lor! 

One with the sister and cousin! 

& here's 1 with my sister and the couple!

Lucky it looks not bad otherwise I think I will ask her wear again and go back ROM just to take this picture hahahahhha! 

My guys cousins all known for disturbing one so I quite surprised how come they said nothing at all about the situation that day.. But I said that too early. During the solemnisation, I overheard them saying her bun looks like a fondue. OMG. I thought maybe I heard wrongly or they talking about something else. But my mother had to confirm it and told me they were indeed talking about her hair. HAHAHHAHAHA. I knew something would come but didn't expect it to be in this form hahahahahahhah a freaking fondue, wtf. 

So.. that's all I have for that day! Hahahahahah that is in my phone la. I will upload more if I feel like it, after I have it transferred from my camera. Hehhehe! 

In late April, it was #concertwithyounglupsup again! This time was Demi Lovato's! She sound so gooooood! So much better in real life lehhhh. Although Idk majority of the songs but her voice really damn nice! 

We took a few photos but.. all quite cui I think cause after a long day at work hahahhah! 

One photo with Shep which I think looks quite decent! Compared to many more which we took... always turn out damn funny somehow, dk why /:

Speaking of him, omg. I thought I was fussy but, I think I'm actually quite easy going already leh /: 

He wanted to buy a new cap cause err... his father washed his other cap with bleach? HAHAHAAHAH! But we searched from Somerset to Tangs, back to Somerset, STILL NOTHING. WHY SO PICKY!? Is it choosing job now?? So, he left empty handed. Hahhaahahahha. But I bought a skirt at $70 AFTER discount. Quite heartpain but it looks nice lehhhhh hahahahahah so... I BOUGHT IT /:

One with Isaac, when we had my uncle's bday lunch! 

HE IS SO CUTE I CANNOT TAHAN. Although playful but nvm!! Hahahahah!! And his appetite is very wow, he eats more than me /: 

 See his stomach hahahahahha lucky he is still a child! Metabolism rate sky high, so nvm! Hahahhah!

Ytd, after mother's day dinner with my cousins, I TOOK SOME TIME OUT TO MEET AISHAH!! 

Miss her like nothing else!!! Hahhahaha! So happy to see her and to pour out all my unhappiness and all the things I wanna kpkb about and it as like she never left SG at all! Hahahahah! Can't wait for the next time she's back! We almost couldn't meet this time because I thought she was going back to UK on 29 May! But truth is, SHE IS GOING BACK TODAY!!! LUCKY!!! HAHAHAHHA! I cursed and swear so much around her I think I reached my quota for the year and actually cursed more than I ever did for the past few years ever since she left SG hahahahaahha! 

Brought my mother out for seafood buffet this afternoon! Before we decide to come home to hibernate because tmr got work.... Hahahah! I'm glad she enjoyed her lunch! ^^ 

So.. that's all for now I guess. Will probably be back to this space after I'm done with assignments? HAHAHHAAH!! 

School Holidays~

Hola!!

Really enjoying all the free time I have during this school holiday! I'm damn blessed that my paper ended during first week of exam period and I have a month of school holidays compared to those who only have 2/3 weeks!

But here comes the problem. I think I'm too free till I'm damn bored, I can't wait for school to start? Again, when school starts, I'd wish that the holidays didn't end! Hahahahha life~~~

HK BAYBEHH!

Guess who will be heading to HongKong in September~! :D

Because Jetstar was having sale, we managed to get return tickets at only $145!
We have another 5 more mths to go but that's ok! Hahaha! And sad enough, this will be the only trip that I can manage to squeeze in for 2015 because of school and exams and, limited number of days of leave! Still better than nothing!

Initially, I saw the ad and I randomly clicked in some dates to check, and it was only $100 for return trip inclusive of taxes. So I jokingly asked Fer if she wants to go to HK for dinner hahahahhaah. BUT SHE SAID YES. Wanted to go in May/June, but we drag drag drag till tickets sold out. Could have went in Jul/Aug weekends but because that's like assignment peak + exams coming so.... push all the way till Sept! /:

And that'll be my last fun moment before the most stressful 4 mths of my life comes because in the last trimester, I will be taking 3 units in order for me to complete uni by Jan 2016. I HOPE I CAN HANDLE IT. 2 UNITS ALREADY HALF DEAD, 3 UNITS, I DIE. Hahahahahah ok la, actually I quite deserve it. I should make notes every week so that when exams comes I can just refer to my notes. But serve me right, always wait till 1 week before exam then chiong hahahahaha. Starting May, I shall try. 2 weeks once also better than last week all at one shot, confirm die. Hahahahahha!

So, today morning saw me reading up some HK travelogues! Hahahahha then I'm thinking if 5D4N is enough. 2 days will be set aside for Disneyland and Oceanpark! Left with 3 days and we're thinking of going to Macau for a day trip. & it's both our first time in HK so... WISH US LUCK! Lucky Fer can understand canto. Hahahahahahahahah!!

Okieeeee, back to work!

WHAT EXAM?

YAY!! School holidays, FINALLY! Actually after last Sunday was already holidays la~ But I finally rest till now hahahh before I wanna do anything. No la actually up till now I still don't wanna do anything hahahahahahha.

I slept till 12pm today omg so shiok man. Hahahaha but I'm still so tired omg. This feeling is like when I queued to pay respect to LKY like that. Like SLEEP IS NEVER ENOUGH!!! Hahahaha!!

I drama marathon till 3pm today hahahhhahahah before heading out to Queensway to get my jeans and skirt altered, went for late lunch, went Ikea to check out some bed and now I'm back home muahahahahahahahaha! Watching the Mayday concert on TV again! OMG I WANNA GO LEH I WANNA AIM TO GO TO THE KAOHSIUNG CONCERT THIS YEAR LEH BUT THEN AGAIN I WANNA BUY WATCH ALSO /:

Wahhh my moodswing these 2 months before my period is damn siannnn damn serious kind. Like I get so sian till I feel like crying that kind. The last time I felt this way, I had the bestf meet me for dinner and listen to me niam but this time it's still exams period for him so... I didn't wanna disturb him........ So I just sian die by myself~~~~~ ): But nvm la, all's good now! :D

I'm in search of my perfect pair of Air Max. I found it at Queensway earlier on but, RAN OUT OF MY SIZE ALREADY ): Cry die me I finally found it then no size *stabs heart* I'm so close to having it customised on Nike ID. But I would have to have it ship to Aishah's place before she ships it back to SG for me ): And it's 125pounds which come up to about SGD250!! *stabs heart again* But because this will be MY pair like ONE AND ONLY. So... 250 is actually ok right.... Maybe.... next mth? /: Heheheh! Ok next month not likely. It's my uncle's + mother's + bestf's bday! Maybe.......... August? HAHAHAHAH! August sounds goooood.

Right now, I cannot decide to snack on the wang wang hei bai pei or on the seaweed cracker my mum made. I'm gonna stare at it till I make up my mind.

FUCK THIS

WHAT THE FUCK HAPPENED I FEEL AS THOUGH I DEAD WITHOUT KNOWING WHY.

Exam - Study Week

Heyy!! Sneaking in an update amidst all the studying for my exam which is.. tmr /:

Got to say I'm not really very diligent in studying thus far ): I've been soooo distracted which is really a bad thing! Best example is, RIGHT NOW. Hahaha! Wanted to just print out the answer for law practice questions but I guess I can take maybe 20 minutes to do this? Just a quick update anyway~ And I'm doing this while installing my printer drive so I guess I don't feel so bad heheh!

Anyway!! Feels like a reallyyyy long week this week! Have been on leave since Tuesday! Suppose to finish up revision for OB on Tues/Wed, then move on to law on Thur/Fri. BUT GUESS WHO ONLY FINISHED OB LAST NIGHT ):

Had dinner with Shep on Monday after work, before we lock ourselves up to prepare for exams. Wahh he damn lucky his exam timetable is like my last sem one! A week apart so he has so much time to study. & my timetable was like his last sem one, BACK TO BACK ): & he laughed said it's karma cause last sem I laughed at him. Nvmmm! During dinner I got to show off my CIA skills haahahahahah! But aww, he so nice and patient to answer me one by one hahahahahah.

We took damn long to get this shot right! From using his phone to my phone. This was suppose to be a celebratory photo for his scandal! HAHAHAHAHA! But because i haven't thought of a perfect caption, I'm holding this back! But by then the scandal sure die down liao~~ Hahahahaha! But according to him, still got a lot of people asking about it hahahahahahahahahaha! But I must say,

TO THE GIRL WHO "CREATED" THE SCANDAL, I APPLAUD YOU, YOU DAMN BRAVE.

Then he claims he got virus infection because of it -.- But I say confirm is because of his cough which lasted v long! Wah and he really knows me. Was telling him ytd that my exam finish on Sunday. Then immediately he went "Don't haolian, don't call me I won't pick up your call" Then just as I wanted to say he dk what time my exam ends, he asked what time my exam is. HAHAHAHAHA. 

Ytd I received a bad news. Just as I was settling down to start studying, my father came out to tell me that my office transport supplier got into an accident and passed away ): Then got me for like... a good 15 minutes? I don't really talk to him much but.. I've worked with him for almost 3 years? )': Then it hit me that life is super fragile. Anything can happen, anytime, any day. Without warning or anything. Just like that. Then I wanted to send a love note to all of my friends but... Nvm, I didn't. But to all my friends if you ever find this space, I LOVE YOU GUYS!! Each and everyone of you even though sometimes some of you get on my nerves!! <3 nbsp="" p="">

& also, I don't really hate my enemies. I have already forgiven them for what they have done, I just will never forget. But I don't hate them anymore, I just don't want to have anything else to do with them. 

Tuesday's unhealthy bfast! ): 

BUTSOSHIOK

Wednesday's bfast! 

& HAPPY GRADUATION MEL!!!!!!

I happened to be talking to Fer just before I decide on bfast. Was randomly asking her what I should have then she said american bfast. HAHAHAHA OK, AMERICAN IT SHALL BE! 

Wahh I damn hooked onto the chrome filter it's like I cannot leave without it? First my cousin niam damn loud during CNY asking why I like to use filter. Then Shep on Monday, also damn loud, but I was just switching it to sq format. BUT THEN BECAUSE THE NO FILTER ONE DON'T LOOK GOOD, I get to use the filter in the end hehehehehe!

Went to school in the afternoon for Adrian's full time law class because he was going through practice qn. 

This is me w/o makeup hahahah ACTUALLY NOT MUCH DIFF LEH. Maybe because of the filter. Hahahha! But the cheeks need to maintain /: 

ANYWAY, WE ARE SO DEAD LEH. He gave us time to do the practice qn. OPEN BOOK WE ALREADY STRUGGLING. CLOSE BOOK FOR EXAM, ALL THE BEST TO US!! 

Ytd I woke up early wanting to finish up OB then by night I can start on law. BUT GUESS WHO DRAG ALL THE WAY TILL MN BEFORE FINISHING UP OB! *claps* Feel like slapping myself. Suppose to start on law right now? But I'm stuck trying to install the printer software on my Macbook!! 

Suppose to do a bit of law today till dinner. Then after dinner revise OB for tmr. OMG EXAM STARTS TMR!!! It's real. 

I really need to get started on law but I feel like sleeping already. I cannot take a nap today because otherwise tmr morning cannot wake up I die. hahahahahah! Every night I will get totally KO! Like dead that kind. Studying really drains every ounce of energy in me. To think I wanna continue studies at ACCA after finishing this degree. Hahahahahah wtf. Overestimate myself max. 

CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO END!!!! Which is on Sunday. Hahahahha! Then I need to meet up with Emah and Suresh! Been so long since I last saw them ): But so happy we always catch up with each other on whatsapp and there seems to be never-ending things to talk about!! But Suresh burden, only ending exams in May! D: 

Wahh I miss Fer alsooooo hahahahahha. We just met last Friday but when we talk, it seems like v long never meet already hahahahahaha. This is weird hahahaha! I feel like getting a new piercing on my ear but Idk where /:

Okok, the driver has been installed and I have printed out my notes. TIME TO GET STARTED WITH LAW!!!!!! 

Xx! 

What I Have been Up To

Finally have some pictures for me to update this spacezzz! 

Very very very super back dated. 

 1D Concert Day! 

While waiting for Joyce~ 

After the concert heheheh! 

Zaynnnnn

We're soooo happy that we managed to watch all 5 of them perform when new of Zayn leaving broke out!!!! (': 

One of the Saturdays we meet for XLB and ABTM! :D 

Assembly Ground for lunch with Shep before meeting KC. 

This was all we had for lunch and I was damnnn full till dinner? Anyway the breakfast set was good! Truffle fries... Can have more truffle! 

ABTM with Fer! 

Yessss, I watched a total of 3 times, all for this....

HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA *.* 

The day where we wanted to head to Parliament House to pay our respects but didn't because of the very long waiting hours and we had work the following day. So we just met for dinner. 

Q-ing and waiting for Fer and Joyce. 

Fellow younglupsup! 

5/5! 

Younglupsup in white!! Fer and mine was totally unplanned and we only knew when I told them in the morning hahahahahah! 

Fer~ 

So, Shep and I headed down to Parliament House on Friday. 

This was after almost 7hrs already. & because I need to send to someone who kept asking who was I with -.- 

Then ok.. too happy so one that's more errr... 

This person ah!! Ppl say wear white! He wanted to wear like that~ Only after I niam then he changed to white! 

And because while we were talking abt what to wear, I sent him this pic because this girl blocked my way! 

HE THOUGHT I WANTED TO ASK HIM WEAR LIKE THAT WTFFFF. WHYYY /:

HAHAHAHHAHAHAH! 

This was what I wore to fight the heat. Was initially in working clothes but I figured I wouldn't be comfortable in that. 

I don't feel really good wearing shorts but then.. I had to be prepared to queue for abt 10hours leh. At the very least.. I was in black and and white? ): 

This was when I reached home and showered! Showing off my Prada eyebags! :'D 

And also to prove that I washed my hair cause Shep now has this impression that I don't, wtf!! /: 

Last Sunday Fer and I were supposed to go for our IPL treatments. End up they are closed on Sunday! So we went for ice cream at Creamier instead!

This was on Sunday, when Mr LKY was going to go pass my estate on his way to NUS ):

Even with umbrella, we were all drenched. I v lazy to go into details so... I'll just leave this at it. It'll just be the memory that'll be in my heart forever. 

Random selfie which I sent to Shep hahahahahahahah!!

Wahh my hair looks thick and long here hahahahahahaha! 

Ytd was like the most tired day!? Early morning kena niam by my mother like siaooooo. I was already biting my tongue because I didn't want to argue with her over all these useless matters which I can keep quiet about. But all the bottling up left me with a superrrr black face when I met KC and Shep and they were shock to their bones cause they claimed that they've never seen me like this before? But I calmed down pretty quickly as the day went by. 

ANYWAY, went for my 9am law lesson. And we ended super early, ard 11.15? And because I was only meeting KC and Shep at 12.45, I went to crash Adrian's class. Yupp, I had law lesson from 9am till 1pm. CAN CLAP? HAHAHAHA! 

Then we made a trip down to James' place to visit him as he just had an operation on his leg. I SCARED OF HIS XINXIN LEHHHHH ): But after he calmed down then it was ok already hahahahaha.

Here's a photo of us ytd and I look like I forgot to bring my eyes out? HAHAHAHAHA!! 

Another one with KC! 

Dk happy simi maybe the one who loves him the most texted him? HAHAHAHAAHAH! Sorry, #insidejoke 

But the inside joke gave me a huge shock initially and I damn kaypo I couldn't wait till Saturday to ask him abt it hahahahahaha! So I whatsapped him immediately hahahahahahahaha #sorry #kaypoisme Hahahahaha! I had my fair share of poking fun at him, but need to know my limits later EOF I die hahahahahaha. When I first saw him after the "huge news", I just winked at him hahahahahaha but you know.. IF THE SHOES FIT.... HAHAHAHAHHA! Beginning still give me blur look like "wink smlj" hahahahaahah until I said.. "How was holiday eve? *wink wink*" HAHAHAAHAHAHA! Okok I stop hahahahahahaha!!! I think I will say this for years omg hahahahaha. Next time if we meet, I have decided that I will wink wink at him as a form of greeting hahahahhahahaah!!!!! Think he will kill me one day hahahahahah! 

Ohh!! Then I finally managed to force him to dl snapchat hahahahahahah!! Now I can spam him without feeling guilty already hahahahahaha!!! 

THEN LOOK AT THIS HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHA *.* 

I think it's illegal for someone to look so good!? HAHAHAHAHAHA HOW CAN. I followed him on Fer's social media accounts and when she found out.. HAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!! But.. omg!!!!! *.* 

Anyway, it's the study break, and my exams are in a week? Hahaha good game. I have less than a week to study, well done. Will be on leave from Tuesday onwards, I predict a boring week hahahahaha. BUT NVM IT'S ONLY 1 WEEK!!! I can do this!! 

During the course of a conversation, I  realise I actually mean something to someone. Made me feel a little good hahahahah amongst all the negative feel that I have been getting these few weeks. Where some people really is just.. cannot be bothered with me at all~ This is really a bonus hahahahahaha. 

Ohhh I bought a shirt from shopeverydaypeople and I really hope I can fit into it because the measurements seems ok. *cross fingers* 

TILL THEN!! ^^ 

Life Updatexz

Because I wanted to dedicate the previous post to Mr Lee, I shall do up another one for updates in my life!! This week feels like a bad week.

Monday, Mr Lee passed on.

Tuesday/Wednesday, news of Lee Min Ho having a girlfriend broke out.

Thursday, Zayn officially left One Direction. 

SO GLAD THE WEEK IS OVER! 

Was suppose to go queue to pay respect with lupsupkidz. But because the estimated time was 8hrs and all of us has work the next day, and some was going another day, we decided to just meet for dinner. Fer and I left after dinner cause she was having a headache and.. I just wanna go home. 

Friday was work as usual, followed by class, and going down to queue to pay respect which is in the previous post. 

Saturday was spent on my bed hahahahahahha.

Fer and I were suppose to go for our IPL today but.. THE PLACE IS CLOSED ON SUNDAY. We are doomed because the voucher expires today! I am just going to ask them if they can kindly extend it for us till this week /: 

So with nothing to do, we decided to go down to Creamier for waffles ice cream. Ehhh, then the #overorderduo strikes even though Joyce wasn't around hahahahhahaha. We wanted to share but I suggest to have 1 set each, with 2 ice cream each. Of course... that left me half dead hahahahahahahaha. Then because it was still early, we decided to head down to town to digest our ice cream. Walked around and again decided we need some tea to wash down the heavy ice cream hahahahahahah! So we headed to Starbucks to get some tea and.. guess who is not going to get some sleep tonight hahahahahha. Somemore I got a venti cup hahahahahahaha! Well done ah Ger! Continued walking around and at F21, both of us walked towards the same skirt without even having any eye contact/mentioning of the skirt hahahahahahha! Talk about telepathy hahahahahha!

Anywayy, I'm damn sian now cause my new white shirt got stained a little by my black shorts ))): 

I think I am going to buy another one to keep hahahahahahaha /: 

Then I have people telling me how proud they are of me being able to tahan the 10.5hours queue. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH. 

First was my mother. She called at 6am to cheer me on. Then my cousin whatsapped me after she saw my IG update. Then I had Fer telling me she proud of me also. HAHAHAHAH I GOT SO BAD NOT. Even till just now Fer keep saying how surprised she was that I did it! Not only that, but also that she cannot imagine how the person q-ing with me tahan. She got even more surprised after I said that during the 10.5 hours, never once did I blew my top off. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! Ehh this is not good it means I am always impatient hahahahha ok la I admit I am. And I gotta admit, because there was no sun, that's why. Hahhaahahhaah! & then I was telling her I would be happier if both she AND Shep queued with me hahahahah though it would be quite weird for both of them hahahahahaha BUT I WILL BE DAMN HAPPY REALLY. Hahahahaha!!

Wahh back to work tmr. But it's ok. It's a short week! :D 

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On another hand, I have something on my mind which I really wanna say. I don't mind if you use us to forget things, because that's what friends are for. And I truly believe that if I can be there for you, or if there's anything that I can do, I will be glad to do it. But not on this matter. Wanting to join the queue just because you didn't wanna go home, not because you truly wanna pay respect. That's something I cannot handle. Not to this extent, not when the subject here is Mr Lee. 

I don't know what is going through your mind. I hope you get better. 

Xx. 

Thank you, Mr Lee

Watching all the speeches on tv, heartbreaking.

The past week has been a painful on for every Singaporean as we lost our founding father, Mr Lee Kuan Yew. I admit, I don't know anything that he has done. All I know is that he is our founding father, the one who gave us everything that we see now in Singapore. If you had asked me what has he done, I will probably only be able to tell you he cleaned up Singapore River. That's alllll I know. So the past week, I have learnt sooo much more of him through TV.

Had the intentions to go down to pay our respect to him once they had announced that members of public can pay respect at Parliament House. Shep then contacted and asked if I wanted to head down together on Thursday but I could only make it on Saturday because of work. Initial plans was to head down on Saturday after I end my class at 12pm. Then we changed to Saturday morning which means I would have to crash Adrian's class on Friday night. But we monitored the queue on Friday afternoon and decided that we should just head down to queue after I end class. That saw me rushing home from work at 5pm, washing up and changing to something lighter, to prepare for the long wait. And I'm glad I did because I managed to wash my hair and apply some new, lighter make up. Class felt like forever.

Then I met Shep after class where I had a light dinner before we made our way down. Exited from the MRT and we were really lost! So we just followed the crowd and ended up at Civilian Memorial there. We moved slowly for about an hour in the queue before it went stagnant, just outside the tunnel to Esplanade. And we were stuck there for a good 6 hrs, at least. We were first informed that queue at Padang is closed. Then after that another officer came to say it is closed till further notice. Given Singapore's style, the queue sure will open again. So we decided to just stay on. Worst comes to worse, when day light comes and no progress, we will just head to one of the CC to pay our respect. WAH THAT WAS THE LONGEST WAIT IN MY LIFE I WAS CLOSE TO GIVING UP SEVERAL TIMES BUT NO, I REMEMBERED HOW THAT'S THE LEAST I CAN DO AND IF EVERYONE ELSE CAN DO IT, NO REASON WHY I COULDN'T!! Finally, the wait paid off. At about 6am, we were told to move. We walked the underground, pass SRC, into Padang, onto Esplanade into Floating Platform where they were really good at snaking the queue, onto Fullerton, Singapore River, and finally, Parliament House. The walk was rather refreshing after having sat at the same spot for 6 hours. Besides it was morning, air was fresh. Only thing we dreaded was the sun. But all was fine. We still managed to joke and all, all the way up till outside Parliament where we prepared to head in.

Once we came out of Parliament House, both of us felt soooo heavy for some reason. It finally hit me that Mr Lee is gone. It only hit me when I saw the casket there ): Neither of us could managed anything. When we exit, we saw this uncle weeping really badly into his handkerchief. But all we could manage was just teary eyes. I was too tired to even cry but my heart ached soooo badly. After that, we walked to City Hall to take a cab but during the walk there, neither of us could say anything. All that we talked about was the uncle we saw, how we going home, and the guy in front of us who took a photo of Mr Lee's casket and got caught. That was all. Even when on the cab, we still couldn't say anything. Idk what's going on in his mind, but all that was on my mind was, Singapore has lost her father. We're by ourselves now. The taxi uncle asked us the typical question but I left all of that to Shep to answer. I guess he saw how down we were because he didn't continue asking and the rest of our ride was in silence.

I wanna thank Shep for making sure I was ok throughout the whole thing because he knew I had a long day before going down to join the queue. I must've looked really tired on several occasions because he kept asking if I was ok. And also, making sure I'm not hungry/thirsty, and that he did not lose me in the crowd. And because I am so terrible at pushing/squeezing through people, many times he had to pull me close in order not to lose me in the crowd (': Super thankful. Though I didn't have to know how dirty it was before he cleaned it up. And having to tahan me and my Tosh craze for 10hrs, I salute him also. HAHAHAHA. I am not easy to handle and I know it. I'm glad it was him who went through this with me. Oh and also the fan which he koped from when he brought students for the NPD preview! WAHH THAT FAN IS SUPER USEFUL, I SHOULD HAVE KOPED IT HOME HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

Reached home, washed up and I KO till 4pm. Woke up to eat something and went back to bed. Woke up at 9pm, played some games, scrolled social media for awhile AND WENT BACK TO BED HAHAHAHAH. I'm old ): I slept my whole Saturday away in order to recover.

Today, Sunday, was the funeral. Mr Lee's route to NUS would pass by my home area. Woke up, went for breakfast, went home shower, went down again to wait for Mr Lee. It was drizzling when we went down but after awhile, it started pouring like mad. But no, didn't give up, never will. Just kept waiting and waiting. This is Bukit Merah area, of course there are people who tried to pull tricks to get to the front. I'm quite ashamed to be a resident staying here. Sighpie. No order one the people here. I even had to tell an auntie to stop taking photos. Then I had to pull another back because she was getting sooooo close to the vehicles it was getting dangerous but she gave me the look like I was trying to stop her from saying bye to Mr Lee /: This time, I couldn't take it anymore when Mr Lee went pass us. I finally had the strength to let my tears flow. Because this was it. He is gone, forever ):

So, this is my journey on paying my respect and sending Mr Lee off.

I thank him for so many things he has done, really.
For the water, for the safety, for the home that we have, for everything that he has done. Malaysia kicked us out, so what. We survived. Mr Lee, you will always be remembered. Thank you.

Do I know you?

Because you seemed to have changed into someone I don't know at all. Everyone changes, I KNOW. Never have I thought you would change to this extent, to me, in a bad way. I don't like the current you. But I don't wanna try to change you back as well. Because you have a mind of your own. No matter what we/I say, nothing's gonna change your mind. Have you became like this because you slimmed down so you think you can attract more guys now and you can play this way? Whose gonna end up getting hurt? 

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So long, weekends!

Just read a post which I drafted on.. Friday afternoon? Wahh I was really really really down leh hahahah! Which I rarely am!

ANYWAY, TYPING FROM MY NEW MACBOOK!! :D

Ytd was my most happening weekend in such a long time! :D
School in the morning as usual~ There was this guy who came to join our class for ltd's lesson. Omg mega waste of time, I hate! /: Keep talking back non stop? Fucked up.
And lesson was such a draggggggggg. 9.15 till 12.35 can you imagine? Some more law class lehhhh tired die.

Met Shep at Cathay for lunch @ The Assembly Ground. Ehh I have photos but it's in my phone ):
We shared a breakfast set - I forgot the name of it, and a truffle fries, which wasn't too bad, except there was minimal truffle taste hahahahaha. BUT THE ICE CHOCOLATE WAS THE BOMBZXZXXZ. Not sweet at all, I LOVE! Then this person so nice, I wanted to pay more but he say nvm cause I lost in mj so nvm. Wahh since when so nice hahahahahah! Walked over to Scape to buy iPhone cable but... We ended up empty handed because....

"Ehh I want plain one dw all the light light one"
"Ehh white one later cannot differentiate with original how?"
"Omg this one is the many heads one I want just for iPhone one!"
"This one.. will bomb not? Later my iPhone bomb how?"
"This looks good. But like will bomb also, dw la."
"WHY NO SOLID COLOUR ONEEEE??!?!?!?!"
"Ehhh this one like too long lehhh"

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA! So we decided to just buy from Qoo10. Like as if won't bomb hor hahahahahahah. Then came another round of what happened above...

"Original one how long ah? 1m? How long is 1m?"
"1m around this long lor *shows how long*"
"Should we measure the original one? Oh I never bring ruler today"
"We go the shop ask how long is it?"
"25cm like short lehh 1m like long?"
"You abt how tall? Should be until here lor"

Then we took out the original one and started "measuring" it in the middle of Orchard. HAHAHAHAHA! Damn funny we even stand still, then use of height to try to estimate the length!
At one point of time, this lady giving out flyers stared at us hahahahahahah damn paiseh omg! /:

So we searched for some cable on qoo10 and....

"99 cents only?! - Later bomb how siao"
"Japan one leh, let's see. Omg fast charging? Want charge how fast? Later too fast then bomb?"
"Ohhh this one got 20+k reviews!!"
"20+k reviews won't bomb meh?"

Our whole conversation for almost one hour was whether or not the cable will bomb our phones and the length of the cable. WHY ARE WE FRIENDS HAHAHAHAHA! So we searched for the cable on Qoo10 from Scape, all the way till Ion before deciding on it! In between still stop by Watsons and Guardian to buy mask first hahahaah THAT'S HOW LONG WE TOOK TO DECIDE ON 1 CABLE!

Then we walked into every shop possible in Ion while waiting for ahlian to go down to HV for xlb steamboat! We were still damn full from lunch even though we shared only 2 items! /: So we didn't wanna waste stomach space to the extent where we don't even wanna drink anything hahahahahahah the fuck. Ahlian finally reached at 4, and we slowly made our way down to HV tgt!
Our after dinner plans was to watch abtm3, again. 2nd time for Ahlian and I, 3rd for Shep! HAHAAHAHA. Got so hooked onto it nottt.

Talking abt this omg, this Shep damn annoying?
I asked if he wanted to watch again (HAHAHA) then he say dw, already watched 2 times. So ok, I try my luck with Fer to see if she has watched it or not. So when I finally set on a date with her, Shep went...
"So you dw me to watch with you la?" THE FUCK.
Before I set the date with Fer, he die die dw. Just seconds after I confirmed with Fer he said this -.- Kiampa pls! And and, because we have got nothing much to do in town, I wanted to go down to Bugis for the abtm fan meet (I KNOW WHAT YOU THINKING ABT!!) HAHAHAHAHAHA! But again he die die dieee also dw! >: Ask me why I wanna go squeeze with all the xmm! ): Town was quite empty that day so we were a little puzzled, and he just had to say this "I think they all go Bugis for the fanmeet" WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH THIS GUY MANNN ): Rub salt on my wound? HAHAHAHAHAH!

Kk, sidetrack a lot. After we searched here and there, we decided on GV @ Suntec! Hahaahaha my first time there leh~ Omg my friends all damn spoil me? I went to the washroom while they went to queue for popcorn first. They had this Spongebob combo with the free bottle one and they thought of me immediately and asked if I wanted it if yes then we get that combo?? Omg (': Actually, I admit that I'm blessed with a nice friends in my life. So I don't complain that I have super little friends cause all like gems to me one, really. Best thing that ever happened to me would be Fer, Shep, and Mel. Swear. Not like the rest not good but these 3 is really best of the best. They listen to me nag and nag and nag and complain and complain and they don't even mind. Hahahahaha! <3 again="" all="" also.="" and="" digress="" friends="" give="" hahahahah="" in="" me="" my="" nbsp="" p="" super="" to="" wahhh="">
TOSH REALLY VVVVV HOT IN THIS MOVIE?! Hahahahaha! And Shep knows exactly at which part I will start to fangirl hahahaahahahah!! Right at the beginning he warned - Later you better maintain hor, Idw to hear any wahhh or omggg.
HAHAHAHAHAHA! And then everytime there is Tosh's close up, he will go "Stop it" EVEN BEFORE I OPEN MY MOUTH. It's like as though he can read my mind?! Then at that very scene which I told him before, he went "You don't start horrrrrr" BUT TOO LATEEEE HAHAHAHAHHAHHA! Tuesday will be Fer's turn ahahahhahahah!!!

After movie was home sweet home. Shared cab with Shep which was a wrong choice because it would have been cheaper if I took one by myself! /: But that's ok~~ Hahahahahah! I feel old because.. I've never been out for one whole day for a very long time already?

Today was spent walking around Chinatown with my mother to stock up on toiletries and looking for gold chains hahahahha and I scored 2 new pendants! First one was as close as possible to the one I really liked. I actually found it but then it's a clasp instead of a real pendant and I'm super rough kind so I worry it will fall off so I made do with the alternative. But after that, went into another shop and i found "The One"? HAHAHAHAHA. It's the cube kind which I love and the mother said "Just buy" HEHEHEHEHEH! <3 nbsp="" p="">
Then I hit a new milestone in life? Hahahahaha WENT TO TRIM MY BROWS TODAY!
I wanted to trim since CNY cause my cousin did his at Bobbi Brown and it looks goooood. I even got the girl's namecard because I bought a blusher there earlier this month. But I brushed it off cause I humji and kept telling myself next month then do. Today, while I walked through Chinatown, all those China woman from eyebrow embroidery shop kept asking if I wanna trim mine. One came up to me and stared at my brows with a lot of concern while asking. Then I started getting super unsecured and asked my mother if my brows are really that bad and she gave me a YES. So on impulsed, on the spot I called Bobbi Brown to check if that  is around today and if she has slot for me today and THAT WAS IT. Hahahahaahah! Off I go to Taka in my most cui form ever. My face was bare till cannot and I was in slippers because as usual, cannot find socks. But nvm, I just wanted to trim my brows and go. OMG DAMN PAIN!? Hahahahaahha the first strand she plucked was ok but after that very very very pain!!!!! Hahahaahah! Took me quite awhile to get used to the pain and when I finally was ok with it, done liao. On to the other eyebrow. DAMN PAIN AGAIN AHAHAHAHAH I WANTED TO DIEEEE!!!! Doesn't help when my mother kept making the girl laugh hahahahahahahaha! But ok la, it was nice though I 50:50 think no difference. Hahhaahah! But ahlian and Fer says got difference and Fer said the pain and price was worth. It's not expensive but if compared to other places recommended to me, it's quite ex. My other cousin did her's for $6 and ahlian did her's for $5 only but mine was $15 hahahahaha BECAUSE I KIASI DON'T DARE GO THOSE PLACES I SCARED THEY SCREW MY BROWS UP HAHAHAHAHAHA!! It's not as if this girl wouldn't screw up but, OK LA I ADMIT I BRAND WHORE I SEE THE NAME BOBBI BROWN CONFIRM WILL BE BETTER THAN ELSE WHERE ONE. Hahahahahha!

This is my longest post ever? SO WORDY!! I don't think I will read it again but doesn't matter this is like my diary sooo it's okieee! HAHAAHAH!

I have something else on my mind which I also wanna post but I think I'll leave that for another day! Because if I were to say it now, I don't think it will sound good. Hahahhahah! Till then!!

Post Concert

Whaddup whaddup!

It's FRIDAY!!!!! 

Neewaysss, Wednesday was fruitful! Morning was spent at work, as usual. Was on half day with Fer and we had lunch at Genki!!! Was suppose to use the last groupon we have for bbq buffet lunch but both of us ended late so.. nope, Genki instead! ^^ It's been sooooo long since I met Fer, and I've been reminded of how much I miss talking to her about anything and everything! Hahahahah! She is one of those that I can be damnnn crazy in front of! Hahahaha! Then we walked ard, feeling all young! Cause it's been awhile since we were out shopping in town in the afternoon! 

Slowly made our way down to Stadium for ONE DIRECTION CONCERT! Hahaha! It's a little unbelievable that we went.. Hahahahaha! All the girls were soooooo young omg! Small regrets was we didn't do any homework so there was a few songs which we weren't familiar with! And maybe we should have went for the moshpit instead! But all was good! :D Fer even said I can be an official Directioner! HAHAHAHAHAHAH DAFUG. AND AND ZAYN WAS LOOKING SOOOOO GOOOOOOD! Hahahaha! 

Next up is Demi Lovato's! THIS ONE I REALLY MUST DO HOMEWORK /: Hahahah! 

School after work, how dreadful..... I'm thisssss close to wanting to just head to Tangs 12% rebate sales instead ): I shall just wait, if I hear no news from Shan, I will just go shopping! Mehhh. 

Can't wait till the next time I see Fer lehhh!!! Which is tmr!! We're going to watch Cinderella!!!!!! YAY!! Then Genki lunch! & On Pedder sales, if we have time! YAYYYYYY!!! 

I'm also thinking of switching jobs.. But the whole process of looking for one, going for interview, waiting for calls, TIRING!! But.. it will come in time. Maybe I should just tolerate till end of year, like what Fer says.

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THURSDAY!!

Idk to feel happy or not that it's Thursday! Half of me is "It's only Thursday!" but the other half is "It's Thursday already, yay!" Yupp, that's me, most of the time hahahaha! 

But today I guess I'm more on the yay side? Causee... I PASS OD!! 

Although it's sup paper but.. better than failing all together. I would die going through the whole OD process again! Was actually feeling quite meh about going for law class tonight, but I'm all motivated now cause I pass OD!! Hahahaha! :D So happy ahlian passed her Consumer Behaviour too!! But now I damn worry the lecturer pick on me later /: Initially I just wanted to skip this week's lesson and not go. But I scared I lost, and because I saw him outside class ytd so.. a bit guilty ah. Hahahahah! 

Latest update of my life: MY UNCLE IS GETTING MARRIED!! I feel happy for him, but I need some getting used to. Because it's so sudden??? Hahahahahah! Your princess here will be his witness, along with my cousin! & because my cousin and I, both not married, WE DAMN LOST WHEN HE TOLD US WE WILL BE WITNESS. Both of us was like *shock emoji face* then we were thinking which dates we have to be present. Hahahhahah! DAMN FUNNY! So... I NEED TO GO ON STRICT DIET. But how when I have party this Saturday at home and my mother's gonna prepare steamboat!!!! Heheheh! One day a week nvm la right. Hahahahaha! 

Ytd, Shan and I reunited with Ah Fee in OTB class! HAPPZZZZ! Been so long since we last saw her! :D Just now while going for lunch, I was telling Shan that I managed to pass OD! She started with... "Gong xi ah gong xi" 

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"fa ah fa da cai" -.- 

Of course I had to play along! So we were singing CNY song.. on whatsapp. Hahahahahaha! I wanted to laugh sooooo badly but I was out on the road alone. 

Moving along to the darker side of life! ): I don't want to play any games. 

How can you be so nice one moment, and be a totally different person the next? 

If I am annoying you, let me know? 

EVE OF EVE

Heyoooo! 

CNY's in 2 days!! Finally settled all my clothes with the help from the bestf ytd! ^^ No joke, we walked from Somerset to Ion, then back to Somerset again. Sounds like I bought a lot right, but no. Hahahahahah! I think ytd was the most nua day! Walked ard with only the aim to get me a top that is not black/white. Other than that, dk what to eat where to go what to do. Hahahahah and we called it a day at ard 9? EARLIEST EVER. Hahahahahahah! 

Then went home to some drama on whatsapp because.. WE HAVE THE MOST IRRESPONSIBLE TEAM LEADER EVER. What is "Monitor and give guidance" you tell me? So he really thinks he is a leader in an organization? Pls enlighten me, we are doing a GROUP work, right? It's a TEAM report, am I not right? /: Coupled together with teammates who don't reply whatsapp, Shan and I were on the verge of just finishing up our own parts! >: 

 I have some cute problems now. Idk how to mix and match my clothes. I have 1 navy blue and 1 royal blue top. But my skirt is in navy and black. IDK HOW TO MIX. Hahahahah! So I might just match my navy skirt with a white top. Hahahahaha although.. "Don't want black/white la" HAHAHAHA! 

Just ytd I was thinking if I should apply for leave tmr, since there's nothing much to do in office anyway. First reaction from the bestf - You busy until need to take leave rest? 

Fine~ I don't~ It's just that.. Ihavenothingtodo! ): So just 5 minutes ago, I HAVE DECIDED TO APPLY FOR LEAVE TMR! :D So that I can start on my workplace law assignment tonight. EVEN IF IT'S JUST DRAFTING OUT THE ISSUES IN THE QN! Better than,, not having even 1 word right. Hahaha! 

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I just attempted to change password for my email but didn't manage to receive any verification code! That's weird... ): So now I'm stuck with the current password, which my phone cannot register! So.. my smartphone cannot send email. WOW. 

For real?

I don't think this is how I should feel right now /:

It's probably become a habit more than anything else. Need. To. Snap. Out. Of. This.

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Anyway! Just a short update! 

Just received results for my individual assignment which is not yet moderated! SO HAPPY WITH IT I CAN CRY? 

Hahahaha! Going for class in abt 2hrs.. So lazy. This lecturer always end so late! ): 

By the time I reach home, I'd be dead already. 

Reading up so much on Taipei, I CAN'T WAIT FOR MY TURN IN.....

DEC. HAHAHAHAHA! 

& the only reason why I'm going there in Dec is I'm hoping that Mayday will have another EOY concert this year! *cross all 10 fingers* 

Also hoping, I'LL BE ABLE TO SNATCH THE TICKETS HAAHAHAHA! 

Omg, really very tired. I just caught up on my sleep by sleeping before 11 last night and today/tmr, confirm back to sq one ): 

CNY is in 8 days! But totally no feel. I think I'll be going the nua style this year. I only have a crop top as back up. Hahahahaha my plan is to buy a verticle stripe top, with shorts. I actually have them planned out but.. IDK WHY I JUST CAN'T FIND THE TIME, and the perfect stripe shirt. Hahahah! 

I draft out in my mind...

Day 1 - Stripe shirt with shorts/crop top/basic tee with skirt

Day 2 - Either or from the above 

Day 3 - If day 1 shorts, I will re-wear the shorts with a denim shirt / skort with shirt 

Day 4 - Either or from day 3

HAHAHAHAHA! The shirt from day 3 is not totally new though. But only wore once! & besides... third day already~ Anyway, I think I will just buy 2 pairs of shorts, 1 denim shirt and 1 stripe shirt and I shall see my mood. I'll probably be the most cui person EVER. Because this year really.. NO MOOD FOR IT. Most probz due to all the assignments deadline and what not. I HAVE A GROUP REPORT DUE ON 20TH AND A LAW ESSAY DUE ON 23. 

WHERE GOT MOOD YOU TELL ME. 

Currently in office, waiting for time to pass. I have 2 chocolate wassant staring innocently at me. HAHAHAHA! I'm contemplating on eating them now, and buying salad for dinner. BUT IT'S ALMOST DINNER TIME. Then again, I don't think I'll be able to last till 10pm on these 2 bread leh. But what is Cold Storage doesn't have the salad anymore? ): Maybe I can leave office at 5.30 and go take a look~ 

Till then! 

Issues I have

I'm sorry our view are soooo different, on so many levels.
Maybe that's why you guys can click so well. Maybe that's why, I'm drifting away.

I cannot understand how some people can go "Omg haven't seen you in so long"
Erm, ok. So, that's it? I feel that if you really felt like you haven't seen someone for a very long time, wouldn't you initiate a meet up? If not then, what's the point of saying it for?
Just to be polite? Thanks, no thanks.
You may say then why I cannot be the one to initiate right? I'm sick of doing that. I feel like I'm annoying the shit out of that person for ALWAYS jio-ing to go out. Probably.. 10/10 times it's me? Hahahahahah! It REALLY DOESN'T MATTER who ask who out first. But if the reply I get back is like.... of course will ask until sian right. & the fact that our views on so many things are so different right now~ /:

Being the introvert, I would prefer to go out with just 1 person. But because I sometimes cannot persuade myself to leave the others out, I'd rather not go anywhere then.

One more thing, I'm not a small sized girl, and I love to eat. So when ppl go out and, this don't eat that don't eat, SIAN X 1000000. Everything don't eat, come out for? Ok la, maybe I'm just very self-centered. Hahahahahah. I like people who go along with my cravings. Hahahah! Eg, my bestf.
Our convo during dinner confirm at one point of time will be like this:

M: Omg want share this?
S: Ok, anything, just order. 
M: *looks at other table* WANT SHARE??? 
S: *looks at the same table* Ok, order! 

HAHAHAHA SHIT I JUST REALISE, DAMN GLUTTONY. HAHAHAHA WTF!!
No wonder we always end up damn full. But yes, I like this type of siao-on people!!
If you huh dw la, idw. Huh huh huh. Do me a favour, GTFO, thanks!

Maybe I've changed, maybe they've changed. But it doesn't matter because people will change. The only thing I/we can do is to try to accommodate each other, no? But then, it's not a one way thing. If always the same person give in, not tired?

This is just a bit of the many things I wanna say. I have so much more in my mind but, that'll be for another day.